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Alastor was sitting on a chair, tied up and with a scarf over his mouth in a Vee tower. That scarf was actually pretty useless but it's not like anyone cared. Alastor was really uncomfortable and annoyed. And also tired, exhusted, hungry and thirsty. Yes. he can be without food or drink for pretty long. Or without sleep but now? He didn't have any of it even before he came here. So now it has been alredy few weeks without any of it. And listening Vox's and Val's moanig wasn't helping either.
It was getting late and dark. That meant they will be back soon. Someone barged in. "Alastor! My friend! How are you?!" Vox said, clearly dunk. "Amazing" Alastor rolled his eyes. Vox put his hand on Alastor's shoulder and smiled. "You must be so lonely here all alone." He said and took Alastor with his chair to the next room, Val alredy lying on a bed, smoking some drugs. Alastor could clearly smell them. Eww. Disgusting smell. He thought. "Want some?" Val asked. "No I am good." Alastor replied but Vox chuckled and took it from Val. He took a drag and blew it into Alastor's face. Alastor coughed. Then Vox took off Alastor's scarf and shoved it into Alastor's mouth. "C'mon Al. Take a puff." Alastor shook his head and tried to spit it out but Vox caugh it and grabbed Alastor's jaw, fingers digging in until his mouth opened. He put it into Alastor's mouth again. "Breathe in." He said. Alastor ignored him. There was no way he would ever drag such a disgusting thing into his mouth. Vox pinched his nose shut. "You'll have to breathe eventually, Al." Vox smirked and waited. Alastor refused to breath. He would rather die than taking a puff. Unfortunately his lungs needed air. He gasped. Smoke rushed in. Alastor was choking. "See? It wasn't that bad" Vox chuckled and patted Alastor's head. Alastor felt disgusted, nauseous and bit dizzy. Then Vox put Alastor with his chair right next to bed to make him watch. Alastor wanted to look away but Vox used his wires to hold him so Alastor would have to watch that. Watch how they take off their clotesh. How they get in bed. How they do it. How they moan. He had to watch them and listen to them for hours what felt like days. After they were done and fell asleep Vox's wires finally let go off Alastor and fell down. Alastor went into the next room on his chair. He hated it. He was disgusted. Such a disgusting thing and he had to watch it. His head was spinning, probably from all those drugs they used. He felt nauseus and like he's going to throw up. He wanted to get out. To never listen or watch this again. To rip out those memories out of his mind. But he couldn't. He couldn't do anything! His breath started getting faster and his eyes wet. No, no, no. Fuck. He sweard in his thoughts. He didn't want to look weak. He's NOT weak! His breath didn't want to calm down. So he just stopped breathing until he felt like his breath is finally calm. He would never let Vox see him like this. Vox may be sleeping but he didn't doubt that Vox would have the cameras in here. Alastor hoped that next night will be better. But to his horror it was perhaps even worse. Alastor knew that next day Vox was supposed to have that stupid performance. That's maybe why he was so drung, high and who knows what else. Alastor was disgusted again. Especially when Vox was touching him, patting him, caressing him and if Velvette wouldn't stop him, who knows what else. Alastor promised himself that after he gets out he will spare Velvettes life. But later even she got drunk so she couldn't keep an eye on Vox. Vox started pinching Alastor and whispering "C'mon Al. Let's have some fun. You will love it. I promise." "Fuck you Vox" Alastor said and spit in his face. Vox growled angrily and then he hit Alastor as hard as he could and threw by that Alastor across the room, Alastor hitting wall hard. Vox picked him up, grabbing him by his ears pulling him up to his screen. "You little piece of shit." Vox hissed and his hypnotizing eye appearing on his screen. Alastor wanted to look away but couldn't. Vox held him too tight. Alastor did his best to resist it but he felt how the hypnosis is getting into his mind. He was exhausted, tired, hungry, thirsty. He couldn't hold for much longer and he knew that. Normally he would resist it. But now? In this state? He almost said yes, when suddenly "Vox! That's enough!" Velvette said sharply "yes Voxxie. I think he had a enough for now. Come to the bed with me. You can use tomorrow. After we get that stupid king." Valentino said sweetly. Vox hesitated but then growled and nodded and pushed Alastors chair and him out to the next room. Alastor was alone and in a dark again. His eyes got wet and breath fast. Faster than ever. And he just couldn't calm it down. He couldn't catch his breath. No, no, no..... he thught. Suddenly he felt warmth. But from where? He felt safe. But why? "Alastor! Alastor!" He heard someone calling him. That someone. That voice...it was.....Lucifers? But...he isn't here is he? Alastor looked around but he didn't see anyone. "Alastor! It's alright. Cmon. Wake up." He heard Lucifers voice again. But why? And why wake up? Unless.....it's just a dream. Yes. Just a dream. He thought. But even after that realization and after starting to wake up he just couldn't calm down. His breath was so fast that he couldn't catch it. He couldn't breathe. He finally opened his eyes. His vision was bit blurry but he still recognized his room. He wasn't in his room. He was in some room full of ducks. Probably in Lucifers. In Lucifers bed. But why did he feel such a warmth. Then he relized it. Someone was hugging him. From behind. He flinched. It felt....bad. Or not bad but when he saw those memories from time when he was Vox's captive. He tried to get away. He didn't like that he doesn't see who's hugging him from behind. He looked down so he could see the hands that were hugging him. They were Lucifers. He wasn't sure if this should calm him down or panic even more. His memories (and trauma) made that decision instead of him. He couldn't breathe even though he was weak and exhausted he started pushing Lucifer away from him. Lucifer quickly let him go. Alastor turned to him trying to catch his breath, panic all over his face. "Al" Lucifer said quietly and reached out his hand to Alastor but he flinched so he pulled his hand back "sorry" Lucifer whispered. "W..what happened?" Alastor asked quietly. "You....you saved me by letting Vox stab you instead of me. Then I quickly took you back to the hotel and did my best to heal you. And don't worry. I highly doubt that anyone saw us. You killed almost everyone there. And those who survived were too busy panicking and running away." Lucifer replied slowly. "A..aha..." was Alastors response. He was so confused and his memories were so hazy that he couldn't remember anything. He remembered deal with Lucifer and how they went to the Voxs show but after that everything is like in a dream. "Alastor" Alastor looked up to the Lucifer "calm down. It's alright. Just try to take a deep breath. You are safe. I don't know what happened or what were you dreaming about but it was just a dream. You are safe." Lucifer said. Alastor tried to take a deep breath. At first it seemed like an impossible task but after few tries he finally managed to take a deep breath. "Yes. That's it. You are doing great." Lucifer said and Alastor nodded and then whispered "it wasn't just a dream. It was memories." "Oh..would you...would you like to talk about it?" Alastor shook his head. "That's alright. You don't have to if you don't want to. Just...just remember that if you will ever need someone to talk to, I am here.." Lucifer said and then stopped What....what did I just said?! Did I just...told him to talk to me?! Like some bonding activity? And why did I even do that?! Oh go....but...agh screw this. Lucfer thought. Alastor just nodded, unsure why is Lucifer doing all this and why does he even feels safe with him. What are those feelings? He didn't know. Well...I guess I will let you rest now." Lucifer said and got up to leave but suddenly something caught his sleeve. He looked down and was surprised to see Alastor. Alastor quickly let go of Lucifers sleeve "sorry" "No it's fine. Tell me what you wanted." Lucifer quickly but softly replied. "I...do you think....caould you...could you stay here...please" Oh god what did I just said?! Alastor though. But it was already too late. Lucifer was suprised by that request but he nodded and sat back on the bed next to him and watched over him as he fell asleep and few minutes after, Lucifer fell asleep as well. Maybe he ain't so bad after all... Both of them thought right before they fell asleep.
Lucifer calmly woke up and looked around. He was still in his room and in his bed. He felt nice warmth on his chest. He looked down on his chest and his eyes widened as he relized that warmth he feels is Alastor nuzzling to him. That's also when Lucifer relized that Alastor is so close cause he was holding Alastor in his arms. Lucifer wanted to carefully slipp away but....he didn't. Why? He had no idea. He felt....nice. Comfortable. He looked at Alastor in his arms. At his ears. So cute. So fluffy. he thought and carefully lifted his hand and petted his ears. But that woke Alastor up. He flinched and his eyes shot open. His eyes widened and he pushed himself away from Lucifer, clearly surprised and frightened. But as he pushed himself away from Lucifer he didn't notice that he's already on the edge of the bed "wait!" Lucifer reached out but it was alredy too late and with a "thud" Alastor heavily fell on the ground. "You alright?" Lucifer quickly rushed to Alastor to check if he's alright but tripped and fell right onto Alastor. That's when he relized Alastor doesn't have any T-shirt. Just his trousers. Lucifer didn't relize it before since he was too concentrated on healing him and keeping him alive. He didn't have time for looking at his chest and abs and muscles....... And without realizing Lucifer was staring at Alastors chest. "Ehh... Lucifer?" "hm?" "Lucifer" "yeah?" Lucifer looked up at Alastor. "Could you please stop staring at me like that?" "What?" "I said, if you could PLEASE stop staring at me like that" Lucifer looked down, up, down and back up at Alastor. Then he relized it and blushed and looked away. "I...I...was..just..uh....your...uh abs...no....you look good...I mean.....that if...you are goo...uh... " He blurted out and looked at Alastor who was blushing as well "I...wait. Are you blushing? Ohh! Is the Radio Demon shy?!" Lucifer asked, chuckling. "S..shut up" Alastor mumbled looking away. "Oh come on! I saw you blush!" Lucifer chuckled "Alright, alright I will leave you....for now." He grinned. Then got up and lend his hand to help Alastor up. "You should rest. You just almost double died." Lucifer said and looked at Alastor. He was barely standing, looking like his knees will buckle any second and his hands was trembling a bit. Alastor didn't argue for once. He just nodded and literally collapsed on the bed. Lucifer covered him with blanket and sighed. "I have to go to check on Charlie and the others so please just stay here and rest alright? I will get you something to eat." Lucifer said but his words didn't reach Alastor anymore cause he already fell asleep. Lucifer smiled. Alastor really looked cute vulnerable. Lucifer changed his clotesh with a snap of his fingers, took his apple staff and quietly left.