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OCTOBER 24TH, 2022
“Goddamnit I said wake up! We have a party to go to, remember?”
You open your eyes groggily to Nobara hitting you in the face with her pillow.
“What…? What time is it?” You yawned, slowly climbing out of your bed. “Can I just go back to sleep?”
Nobara was now your roommate in college. Your whole friend group had gotten accepted into Jujutsu University together, by some miracle. It has genuinely been the best years of your life, your childhood best friends all still together in a new chapter of your life.
“No! Come onnnn your little man will be thereee” Nobara giggled. You rolled your eyes and smiled. You had been talking to this guy, Sukuna, for a few months. You thought things were about to get more serious with him soon. You had even gone on a little date with him a week ago.
“Okay fine. I’ll start getting ready then.” You walked over to look through your wardrobe, shuffling through your party dresses. Nothing really looked like anything you want to wear. You just decided on a simple black skirt and a graphic t shirt. Nothing too extravagant. You then went into you and Nobara’s shared bathroom to do your makeup and hair. As you turned on your curling iron to 420 degrees and waited for it to heat up, Nobara came up behind you, scoffing.
“Bro… what the fuck are you wearing.”
You turned around to look back at her.
“What do you mean?”
She gestured to your outfit, “Yeah… no this isn’t going to work. Girl, you need to look sexy tonight what are you doing??”
“I have nothing to wear though” You sighed.
“Oh my gosh… fine. I know just the thing you can wear.” She turned around and rushed through the bathroom, running to look through her messy pile of clothes on her side of the dorm.
You giggled at her and started to curl your hair after hearing the beep of it finishing heating up. After you heard a “Found it!”, Nobara came running back into the bathroom. You turned around to look at her and your jaw dropped in shock of what she was holding.
“Nobara… I can’t wear that.”
Nobara was holding a sparkly gold two piece dress that was short enough to count as an undergarment. It was pretty, but you never would wear anything like this.
“Why not? You need to show off your gym progress somehow, girl.”
You laughed at her in disbelief. “We’re just going to a frat party, not the club…”
Nobara rolled her eyes “ok and? You’ll stand out from all the other girls in there”
“I don’t know if I wanna stand out… also, are Yuji and Megumi still coming?”
“Yeah they are,” Nobara reached over you for her eyebrow tweezers “Actually, I just know Yuji is definitely coming, Megumi said he might have to study or some bullshit. Did you not see what he said in the group chat?”
You bit your lip. You hadn’t really talked to Megumi in a little bit. He had been acting super distant lately, and just angry, almost like he used to when you were all in your early years of high school. He had grown and matured since then, being a little more open with you but still keeping his nonchalant personality. That was something about him that never changed. You honestly hoped he would be there because you had been missing him recently. He wasn’t really hanging out with the group like he used to and it felt different without him.
“I didn’t look,” You admitted “I figured he wouldn’t say anything.”
“Well… maybe you should wear the dress… incase he comes.” Nobara smirked.
Your face immediately grew beet red like it always does when Nobara teases you.
“Nobara! Can you actually stop with that, you know he’s not interested in me. Also, I’m talking to somebody.” You huffed. But, the thought of impressing Megumi made your chest warm and feel excited.
“But fine, I’ll just wear the damn dress so you’re happy.” You took the dress off the counter and then went to change into it.
“Okay if you say so…” Nobara gave you a knowing grin.
After changing into the dress and finishing your hair and makeup, it was finally time to go. Nobara looked you up and down for a second.
“Girl, you look hot as fuck. If Megumi doesn’t finally make a move on you, I will.”
You rolled your eyes. “Just be quiet… and again, I’m with Sukuna!”
“Yeah, but you know he’s not a good person, right? I hope you’re not really with him for a relationship.”
You looked at her, confused. “What do you mean?”
“Don’t be slow… you know he only wants one thing, like he does from every other girl. He’s a known cheater and doesn’t really like women other than to fuck ‘em.”
You swallowed, and thought for a second. You knew that Sukuna was one of the most popular frat guys. But you wanted to believe that he was different about you. He was the first guy to hit on you in college that you were actually interested in. Even if it was just for a little while, being around him was fun, and got you invited to all the frat parties, if anything.
“Well, let’s just go, are you ready.”
“Yeah,” Nobara smiled “Of course I’m ready girl, let’s go get drunk!”
You and Nobara arrived at the party, and started to look for Yuji. You figured Megumi probably wouldn’t have shown up. You looked around through the crowds of people to see if you recognized Sukuna anywhere. You had texted him earlier, telling him you were going, but didn’t get a response from him. You figured he was just busy or was already here or something.
“Hey! Yuji” Nobara called out waving to him, he was talking to a bunch of people you didn’t know with a drink in his hand.
“Oh hey guys!” Yuji turned around and rushed over to give the both of you a hug.
“Where is Megumi at??” You and Nobara asked.
“Uhh I don’t know. He told me the same thing as he told the group chat. Just said he didn’t know but if he came it would probably be later.” You were a little disappointed. Kind of hoping you would see him here.
“And also, that’s definitely a new outfit choice… did Nobara make you wear that?” Yuji said gesturing to your short ass dress.
“Yeah… you know she likes to force me out of my comfort zone.” You giggled.
“Come on, guys lets go get some shots I can’t be sober any longer.” Nobara groaned, pulling your arm to the kitchen where a bunch of different types of alcohol were laid out.
“Okay fine…” You followed her in to the kitchen and took a few shooters, along with Yuji. He was already reasonably tipsy, it didn’t seem like he needed any more shots…
The night dragged on and there was no sign of Megumi or even Sukuna. You were surprised you hadn’t seen him at least once. Every time a guy had tried to hit on you, you rejected them for his sake. You knew that maybe he wasn’t the best guy in the world, but maybe if you were loyal, he wouldn’t just see you as another pussy to fuck. You were tired, and your drunk bubblyness had worn off. You were honestly just ready to go back to your dorm. You decided to go look for Nobara, wherever she was. You made your way through all of the people in the room, looking in every corner for sight of her.
But that’s when you saw it.
Your heart froze as you looked in the corner of the kitchen.
There was Sukuna, sloppily making out with some brunette girl, while everyone was whooping and cheering them on.
“What the fuck.”
You were honestly too intoxicated to have any common sense. You grew more angry than anything. Your blood boiled in your veins as you stomped up to the two, they were still at it.
“OH SHITT SUKUNA YOUR GIRL-“ Some random frat dude yelled, causing Sukuna to turn around and look at you in shock.
But before he could say anything, you smacked him across the face, hard.
Everyone in the room went silent. Sukuna put a hand to his cheek, his face burning.
You gave the other girl a deadly look and she quickly hurried off, not wanting to be a part of the situation.
Sukuna looked around at everybody whispering, feeling pure embarrassment. He decided he had to break the silence for his own ego.
“YO WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU BITCH?” He yelled as he marched up to you, shoving you to the wall.
He put his fist up, like he was about to hit you.
“You really think I was loyal to you? Dumb bitch. Stay the fuck out of my wa-”
But before he could do anything, somebody came from behind him and punched him straight in the jaw.
Megumi was here.
“Yo who the fuck-“
Megumi punched him again, knocking him to the floor and standing above him.
“Stay the fuck away from her, piece of shit.”
Sukuna tried to get up, but Megumi kicked him in the face so he fell again. At this point, Sukuna’s whole face was bloodied, and you couldn’t help but feel pure satisfaction.
“Oh I get it. This is your side dude, isn’t it?”
He looked up at you and you were standing there, shaking.
“I u-um…”
“None of your business. You can’t even be talking. You’ve probably tried shit with every girl in this room.” Megumi answered for you. “So are you gonna get up, or are you gonna lay on the floor like a little bitch?”
Sukuna’s expression changed to pure anger.
“Don’t fucking try me. I will pummel your bitch ass if you wanna start shit.” He started struggling to get up, and it looked like they were about to beat the shit out of each other.
“Yo what the hell is going on in here? Megumi??” Yuji and Nobara entered the room, after hearing all the commotion. And when they saw you shaking, Sukuna’s bloody face, and Megumi’s expression, they knew instantly.
“Megumi… let’s just go, it’s not worth it.” you mumbled. He looked over at you, and his expression softened a little. He scoffed and wiped Sukuna’s blood on the floor, walking over.
“Fine.”
Sukuna angrily tried to get up, but his frat brothers held him back. “Bro… don’t pick this fight. This kid is crazy.”
Your friend group quickly left the party, everyone staring at you as you rushed through the crowd. Megumi held tight onto your arm so you wouldn’t get lost. Once you got outside, he quickly let go of your arm and Nobara and Yuji came up to you immediately. You were starting to tear up, now your drunkeness had faded and you realized the situation that could have happened.
“Are you okay?” They asked, but you couldn’t really think of a response. You honestly just wanted to go to bed and forget about everything.
“C’mon. Lets go.” Megumi said, his face a little red and not making eye contact with you.
“Go where?” You stood there looking at him.
“My dorm. So you can calm down.” He made eye contact with you this time, insisting on it.
Yuji and Nobara gave each other a knowing look and half smirked at each other. “Okay. while you two go do that, me and Nobara are gonna go to the bar for some drinks.”
“Wait-“ You turned to look at them as they were already hurriedly walking away.
“BYE LOVE YA BE SAFE!” Nobara yelled as they giggled and ran away.
What the fuck is going on.
Megumi rolled his eyes and scoffed. “Weirdos.” He started walking and gestured for you to follow him.
You stared in shock for a second, and hurried to walk next to him. Megumi walked in silence next to you, looking tense.
You decided to finally say something.
“Um… thank you for sticking up for me. I really appreciate that, Gumi.”
His ears turned red at the sound of the nickname you have for him. But he didn’t let himself be flustered.
“Yeah. Maybe if you weren’t chasing the biggest douchebag on campus, this wouldn’t happen.”
You furrowed your eyebrows. “Yeah well. I didn’t know he would try to fucking beat me.”
Megumi looked at you, making the same face. “You need to start making better decisions about things. It’s making you look desperate.”
Your face changed more angrily in seconds. “Well, maybe you need to stop being a dipshit too. You’re always so fucking mean. That’s probably the nicest thing you’ve ever done for me, but now you wanna go right back to acting like an ass.”
Megumi was silenced by that, and almost looked surprised. He quickly turned away from your gaze.
“I’m sorry.” He mumbled.
You both walked in silence after that. But thoughts were rushing through the both of your heads.
Megumi, for once started to realize how his actions affected you. You had brought his attitude up to him before, but never like this. He didn’t know that you actually cared.
And God, he felt like a total creep and terrible guy for staring at you when you were like this, but that dress you decided to wear tonight looked damn good on you. He took peeks at you to watch how the fabric hugged your curves just right, and how it would ride up a little on your thigh every time you took a step. He had to pull his eyes away from you as he felt his pants tighten. He felt his face grow hot in embarrassment, silently begging for his erection to go down.
But while he was looking at you, you were also sneaking glances at him. He had on a shirt that was tight around his muscular arms. You had noticed him getting bigger recently, and was silently loving it. You almost drooled just looking at how his arms flexed whenever he would have a tense expression on his face. And on top of that, of course he had to be wearing grey sweatpants that were baggy, but you could still clearly see his print through them. Ugh, you needed to stop.
You both approached the building where his dorm room was. He looked over to you, as an invitation to follow him, and you did. As you walked up the stairs, the silence between you two made the tension you felt grow more and more. Why did he even want you to come to his dorm? He had never done such a thing before, and you had never been there when it was just him.
You approached his room, and he unlocked it with his key that he dug in his pocket for. When you entered, it was the same as before. Megumi’s room was always plain, he was never the type to decorate. He had the same sheets on his bed as he did from his childhood bed back at home. Plain, silk, and black. His walls were completely plain, with the only exception of any kind of photo in the room being a small framed group photo of all of your friends on his desk. You thought it was kind of cute. Yuji probably forced him to put it there.
You decided to break the silence, as it was getting pretty awkward. “So um-“
“Sit down.” Megumi cut you off before you could speak. Gesturing to his bed. You felt a strange warm feeling in your chest. Why was Megumi being weird today? He was so bold and just… different. Why did he make you nervous?
“Okay… so what did you want to um… talk about?” You looked up at him, giving him doe eyes. “I’m just honestly confused why you brought me here.”
He looked at you with his usual squinted, dark eyes. “I just thought you might need somewhere quiet where you could talk about what happened to someone that won’t be overbearing about it.”
You almost gasped, surprised about how thoughtful he was being. Honestly, he was right. If you went back to your dorm with Nobara, she would be just all in your face telling you “I told you so” and such.
“Oh, well that makes sense,” you said quietly, a little flustered. “Thank you.”
He hummed in response, and taking a seat at his desk.
“Well, if you don’t wanna talk it’s fine. You can just chill here. Or you can go back to your dorm if you want. It could be dangerous, though.” He paused for a second, his gaze fixating on your body, and then back to your face. “I’m just gonna be here studying if you need me.”
You nodded and sat on his bed for a second, replaying the scene that just happened in your mind. You never knew Megumi would stand up for you like that. The way he immediately stood by your side, willing to get in a fight in front of everyone, really made you admire him even more. You look over at him doing work at his desk. He seemed frustrated, like he couldn’t focus on anything. He’s never done anything like this before. But why would he bring you to his room and then just not talk to you? Was this his way of showing his care for you?
You decided to break the silence that was torturing you. “Megumi...” you said his name, but couldn’t find the words to follow.
He turned around to look at you. “Hm?”
You suddenly felt your palms get clammy and shifted on his bed uncomfortably. “Uh… I don’t know. I think we need to talk.”
“Sure” He spun around in his chair. “What’s up?”
You tried to get the words out,,, to tell him what you’ve been thinking about… but you just couldn’t. Looking at his stupidly handsome face, his stoic expression like always just did something to you. It makes you want to jump up and strangle him. Could he show any type of emotion for once?
“Why are you such a dick, seriously?” The words came out before you could control it. You covered your mouth, scared of his response.
Megumi looked at you, confused, and honestly a little hurt. So you just added on.
“I mean, seriously, you never want to talk to any of us about anything. Especially me. We’re best friends but I feel like I don’t know you that well. Some days you tolerate me, but other days you look like you hate me. So why would you do this, Megumi? Why would you go out of your way to protect me and bring me here just to not say a word to me? What did I do so wrong to you?”
He closed his eyes and gritted his teeth, almost like it physically hurt. He just couldn’t say it, couldn’t find the words to tell you why he really acted this way. He hated himself for it. He hated that he couldn’t just have some balls to tell you how he felt. Maybe if he did, you wouldn’t have had to be in that situation with Sukuna in the first place. You two could have already been together. He knew it would ruin your friendship for the better or worse. However, Megumi couldn’t take any chances. You were all he had.
“It’s not like that. I just care about you because you’re my friend.”
That made you even more angry. you knew it wasn’t the truth and couldn’t understand why he couldn’t just be honest with you, whatever it was.
“You’re such a fucking liar dude. I’ve been there for you for years, why can’t you just at least tell me the truth?” You stood up, and he watched, without saying a word. “I’m just gonna go back to my dorm. Goodnight, Megumi.”
You walked to the door, tears prickling at your eyes. You wanted to get out of here before you started actually crying.
But as your hand touched the doorknob, Megumi grabbed your arm to stop you.
“Wait. Just stay here, please.”
You snatched your hand away, but was surprised at his composure breaking.
“Why? So we can just sit here in silence while you give me mean glares?”
“I’m begging you.”
Your eyes widened in surprise. He’s begging for you to stay. Megumi? Your asshole friend, that you knew would never do such a thing?
“I’ll explain myself, I swear. I just can’t lose you or anyone.”
Your expression softened, starting to feel bad for the way you were acting.
He sat on the bed beside you, with his head in his hands.
“This isn’t easy for me.” He breathed. “I don’t really know how to put it any other way, but...”
He paused, to look at you for a second. You examined his face, his eyes red like he was about to cry.
“I love you.” He spoke softly.
You gasped in surprise. Your whole face turned beet red.
What the fuck?
You had expected quite literally anything but this. Your heart pounded so fast in your chest you might collapse on the spot.
He started to speak once he saw your reaction, hoping to save himself.
“I know that’s weird. But I’ve known for so long. I’m sorry. Ever since we were just kids and you started to get attention from other boys, I hated it. It made me so fucking jealous. It made me so fucking mad that I knew I could never say anything to you. Everything about you is just so special to me, every time you laugh it makes me so fucking jealous to know that some other guy will get to hear it other than men. Some other guy gets to look at your beautiful face and call you his. Sukuna didn’t deserve that shit at all, and that’s why I kicked his face in. The reason I act like such a dick to you, I don’t know. You don’t deserve it. I’m too much of a fucking pussy to say anything to you and I make myself mad.”
You were just speechless.
“I just- Fuck. I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry. I’m such a dickhead, I know-“
You grabbed his collar and aggressively pulled him to your lips in one swift movement, shutting him up.
Sparks flared in his heart as he felt your soft lips collide with his. His whole body froze as he felt your delicate hands move on his body. He felt every single touch through the fabric of his shirt, giving him sensations all over his body. The hands and lips he dreamed about for so long were finally on him, he finally could taste that sweet fucking mouth of yours. As the moment caught up with him, he started to kiss you back. He roughly gripped the back of your shirt, groaning as he slid his tongue into your mouth. He was starting to lose all control with you finally on him.
You whimpered as he moved his hand to tug on your hair, roughly gripping your waist with the other. He just couldn’t help himself. Your little mouth was so fucking sweet and he couldn’t get enough of the taste of you. The one thing he wanted for years, the one woman he could never stop thinking about, was now finally his. His saliva mixed together with yours as he deepened the kiss, his hands were all over you, wanting to just take everything off. Your hands wrapped around the back of his neck, pulling him impossibly closer. The scent of his cologne filled your nostrils, making your panties soaking wet as his lips continued to crash and collide with yours.
He shoved you flat on the bed, not breaking the kiss. You felt the deep ache in your core rise.
“G-Gumi…” You whimpered as he started to grope you through your tiny outfit.
“You thought you would just wear this slutty little outfit tonight for attention, huh?” He gripped your tits, and pinched your nipples, making you squirm and whine. “Well now you’ve fucking got mine. Is this what you wanted?” He said it through sloppily kissing you, while feeling up your body. Like he’s been holding himself from it for so long.
You just moaned in response, starting to grind up on him, needing more friction.
“Answer me.” Megumi said coldly, breaking the kiss. “Did you want this?”
“I… of course I did, Gumi! Do you know how long I wanted you?” You stuttered.
“Yeah well, why have you been fucking around with that dickwad instead of me then? Huh?"
"Megumi... If I knew you felt like this and didn't hate me like I thought you did... I would have left in a heartbeat." You looked up at his dark expression, he seemed to look angry again.
"Yeah. Bullshit." He gripped your hips roughly. "You can have any guy you fucking want and I'm just supposed to believe that?" He moved his hand to roughly rub circles over your clothed clit.
You gasped, eyes wide open. Why was he acting this way now?
"No... Gumi please... just kiss me again. I just wanna feel you please." You whimpered, wanting to break whatever wave of anger just came over him. Now you weren't sure that he didn't hate you still.
"Yeah? How bad do you want me to touch this pussy?" He pushed down harder on your clit, earning a whine from you.
"How fucking bad? If you really want me then say it."
"Please just touch me already Gumi, I'm so wet for you." You said, cringing at how badly you wanted him to just fuck you senseless.
He wasted no time, hiking up your skirt, revealing your bright pink lacy panties that turned him on even more. "Fuck..." He mumbled-
"MEGUMI OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR RIGHT NOW!"
Both of you gasped and stood up, startled as fuck.
Yuji was yelling and banging on Megumi's locked door.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck." He whispered frantically, pulling himself off of you and wiping the saliva off of his mouth like nothing ever happened. "Don't tell them please, okay?" He whispered to you, before getting up to unlock the door. "I'm coming, calm the fuck down, Yuji."
You wiped your mouth too, and decided to sit up on the edge of the bed to not look suspicious.
Megumi unlocked the door for Yuji, his stoic expression was back instantly.
"Yo what the fuck were y'all doing in here?? y'all were quiet as fuck! Anyways, sorry I left my key here, but y'all won't believe what just happened at the bar!"
Yuji started rambling on and on, but all you and Megumi could think about was your moment together that got rudely interrupted.
What the hell was this going to turn into for you two?