Chapter Text
'Thoughts'
Dark, Darker, Yet Darker.
There was no feeling or physical form, time had no meaning for it was scattered coming together and breaking apart repeatedly. Darkness covered every corner of this not world, there was no ground and there was no sky.
And yet, there is one light that pulses through this empty world, beating like a heart. Haloing a ring of light of different colors that cuts through the void.
Thump
Flash, Blue Light
Thump
Flash, Red Light
Then the silence of this empty void rumbled the only sound that ever penetrated through the darkness, the very air shaking with the rolling rumble, finally another halo of light followed after.
Flash, Purple Light
This halo brighter than the other two flashes then silence… silent as death….
Thump
Flash, Blue Light
The halos of light start again, repeating over and over cutting through the oppressive darkness.
This was your world and you were the source of the light, or rather your soul was the source of the halo of lights. That’s all you were, figureless, shapeless, but for the star that made up your soul. Pure white even as it flashed lights of blue and red.
Your pure white soul was dim, it only glowed brighter before releasing the rings of light. Slowly an inverted heart purple soul grew inside the star shape. As it started to fill out with every flash of light it expelled, the inverted heart would start to shake the rumbling building up again until your soul exploded with purple light. Reverting back to only the dim white star again, only for it all to repeat.
You were but thought, but even then what was your mind was scattered, never focused but in those tiny moments of light you could feel your dark world around you.
Thump
Flash, Blue Light
‘There must be more’
Thump
Flash, Red Light
‘There has to be more’
Thump
Flash, Blue Light
‘Why am I here’
Thump
Flash, Red Light
‘Who am I’
Thump
Flash, Blue Light
‘What am I’
Thump
Flash, Red Light
‘Is anyone there’
Thump
Flash, Blue Light
‘Why am I alone’
Rumble~
Flash, Purple Light
‘I don’t want to be alone!’
And again you are dragging into darkness, only for the cycle to repeat.
For times unknown to you this repeats knowing yet not knowing what was transpiring outside of yourself.
You knew that you were put here by something… no someone…yourself?
How…
Thump
Flash, Blue Light
‘That’s right I am here and not here.’
You were the soul of a creator that could not create with drawing or writing but your mind, oh your mind. Your imagination was your true power, you did not need paper or paint to create your worlds. Your worlds came alive within your mind, amazing worlds, full of light and darkness. You’ve created beings, played out their lives and how they would act in different situations.
But as much as you were a creator you had also destroyed worlds and hurt beings that you loved, just to pull emotions from yourself. But..
Why had you put your soul in this darkness…
Thump
Flash, Red Light
‘Why…’
Darkness descends again across your mind wiping the thoughts from your mind. Once more empty, but for that one desire that made your soul flare white.
‘I don’t want to be alone!’
The purple inverted soul within the white star began to rumble again, louder then before. The darkness around you shook and rolled as though in pain.
This time was different, this time something new was happening.
As the purple light once again split the darkness it felt to have more focus, more purpose. It seemed to lash out at the darkness around you.
‘I don’t want to be alone!’
Another flash of light, this time blue, struck out at the darkness next. A crack of light appeared in the darkness, a light other than your soul. Startled your soul starts to dim, you were scared, so used to your dark prison that the thought of something new scares you.
But watching the darkness begin to swallow the sliver of light your soul cracked into it, filled you again with courage to push against the sliver of light. This time sending a red light at the crack of light, more cracks appeared.
Feeling this you continued to attack where the cracks of light were spreading out to form a dark circle surrounded by cracks of pure white light. The darkness of the circle was even darker then the void you had been born into so long ago.
Fear shook through your soul dimming its glow, the darkness around you was silent and hadn’t moved to devourer the new void surrounded by cracked light. If you had a physical form you knew it would be shaking.
‘Do I dare to go ever further into darkness… or do I stay within my prison, trapped alone forever.’
You knew that if you did not take this chance that you would never get a second one, you felt tired after attacking the darkness around you to create this new void. Feeling the last of your souls strength dwindling as it dimmed even darker then it usually did.
‘There really is no choice…’
With the last of your soul's power you moved towards the void as the darkness of your world started to consume the cracks of light around it.
With one last push, you take the last metaphorical step into this new void.
******
Awaking was the only word you could really use to describe for what happened next, having never truly slept before.
The first thing that you could feel was how heavy you felt, you didn’t even think you could move. Even as you think you were opening your eyes, at least that’s what it felt like, made it seem like it took so much effort. The second thing that you notice was that it was cold at least you thought so, it was also wet, another new experience.
The world around you was blurry and you couldn’t seem to focus. But what you could see was that you were surrounded by white, which didn’t help you at all.
You could feel there was more of you laid out on this wet cold white ground, ‘Snow’.
Yes snow, that’s what it was called you could feel it along your left side as you laid in it. Blurrily you could see something thin and black on the white snow whiched shocked you, thinking it was part of your world's darkness that had followed you. Only to see the thin black object twitch reacting to your want to move away.
‘It’s…my hand?’
You tried to move the black thin fingers again but it wouldn’t move, only growing tired as you tried to move other parts of your body nothing seemed to want to move. Not wanting to fall asleep or faint, you took to looking around you trying to see anything but the whiteness of snow.
That was when you realized you could only see out of one eye, confused you were fairly sure you had two. Why was the other eye not working?
‘Did something happen when this body formed…’
You knew that in that dark world you had no body, it only made sense to you that this body must have formed as you came into this world.
‘But what is this world?’
Not being able to move or see anything was rather frustrating, though nothing new you were used to just floating around your dark world not really doing much.
‘Not much I can do now either since I can’t move or see very well.’
So tired and deep in thought you missed the sound of a pair of footsteps heading towards you. Only snapping out of it at the first voice you’d ever heard.
“Come On Papy Your Go So Slow! We're Going To Be Late!”
“Sorry bro, I’m frozen to the bone out here don’t think I could move any faster you might have to carry me.”
“UGH! Papyrus No!”
The footsteps were heading away from you
You wanted to move so badly, you want to see what they looked like, you want to…
“Ah…”
Was that your voice… it was so quiet and soft, unused. ‘Yes that was my voice I have to try again!”
“AH!”
The footstep stopped,
“Did You Hear That Brother?”
“Yeah…”
“I Think It Came From This Direction! Come On Papyrus Someone Might Be In Trouble And Need Our Help.”
“Wait bro, hey I said wait!”
The footsteps were now running over to where you were, hope filled you that they would help you. Your vision was getting darker even as their footsteps were getting closer. You had noticed that using your voice had used what little energy you had left.
“Papyrus Look Someone's Laying In The Snow Over There. Don't Worry Friend The Magnificent Sans Will Save You!”
“Wait Sans don’t go near them you don’t, Hey!”
Their running footsteps right next to you now, the crunching of snow so loud to you as the person dropped next to you.
“Wowzers! I Mean Are You Ok Friend Do Not Worry We Are Here To Help You.”
You felt a hand on your shoulder gently rolling you onto your back, gave you the first look of another being ever. Staring at the person above you your vision finally focused, staring up into blue eyelights and a round skeletal head.
‘Oh, it's skeleton. Wait what’s that next to his head, I can barely make it out.’
UnderSwap Sans
HP – 20
ATK – 20
DEF – 20
Likes to say Mweh heh heh
‘Weird how I can see that. UnderSwap Sans’ Your vision started to darken again, causing you to panic, ‘Sans please help me! I don’t want to go back into the dark place!’
“It's Ok, The Magnificent Sans Is Here And So Is His Lazy Brother Papyrus” Sans voice though loud and a shock to you was quieter now….. “Papyrus Get Over Here!”
You take that back he was still rather loud, but it was nice to hear Sans next to you. You were a little sad about not being about to see them
“Uh bro.” That voice must be Sans brother, Papyrus, you hadn’t even heard him walk over to you two.
“Brother We Must Help Them.”
There was something that sounded like a sigh, “Alright bro if you insist.”
“Good Because The Magnificent Sans Was Not Going To Leave Them Here In The Snow… N-N-Naked!” You felt Sans let go of your shoulder jumping back away from you.
“Wow bro moven a bit fast there ain’tcha.” Papyrus chuckled.
“Brother Now Is Not The Time. We Have A Naked Monster In Front Of Us, That We Must Cloth!” there was movement next to you as Sans moved closer to you again.
You could feel your soul jump as something small and soft landed across your hips and pelvic. What did Sans put on you?
Papyrus chuckled again, “Uh bro, don’t think your bandanna is going to cover much of them.”
“Hmm Maybe Your Right Brother” there was the sound of pacing next to you before stopping next to your head. “I Got It! Brother Hand Me Your Hoodie.”
There was silence for a second from papyrus, “Uh, my hoodie?”
Sans sighed, “Yes Brother Your Hoodie It's Big Enough To Cover Them So We Can Take Them Home With Us.”
You wish you could see them, to take in their expressions. Did bone show expressions? Listening to them was nice to but even that was slowly starting to fade into more murmurs of voices than actual words.
Everything was so new, even this new darkness you were starting to fall into, but it was comforting to listen to at least the sound of Sans and Papyrus. Even this falling asleep was new to you, it wasn’t scary but felt peaceful.
The last thing you felt as you gave into sleep was something warm slipping over your head hugging you. Then the feeling of floating as arms carried you, holding you close.