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Seungmin was definitely not an striking example for the ideal boyfriend-image. Often he seemed a little bit weird and he gave strange looks with empty eyes. Yet he had his goofy moments but then he was really quiet again. Unpredictable was pretty much the most accurate definition of his personality.
Sometimes people assumed that he was incapable of understanding emotions. Therefore they compared him to a fridge or even an ice block.
However, to Hyunjin Seungmin was perfect in his imperfect way. He loved his cute smiles and giggles, adored his nasal way of speaking and even enjoyed his bratty habits.
Seungmin was mostly gentle and simply breathtaking. In Hyunjn’s point of view he was a splendid sunflower. Having him as a boyfriend made him genuinely happy. He was practically flying with the clouds, feeling the sun rays against his skin.
Yep, he was hopelessly in love.
Firstly people and also his friends were kind of sceptical.
“And he actually returns your feelings?“
Heck, yeah, he did.
Because Seungmin had been the one confessing. Had been the one initiating their first kiss. Had been the one opening his feelings honestly and in the sweetest manner.
To say that Hyunjin was completely whipped and soft for him was understated. He wanted to shower his lover with kisses and hugs. That was the reason why he tried to snuggle the younger into his arms all the time.
Seungmin tended to refuse his hugs depending on his mood. Especially while studying he got super annoyed at his boyfriend telling him that he should stay away. He had never meant it in any mean way and Hyunjin knew that since Seungmin could melt in his arms as soon has he was relaxed. But his schedule was tight so he was not always in the mood for cuddling.
Still they had a lot of skinship, which Hyunjin was obviously craving for, but they barely touched each other in front of others. So their environment was kind of suspicious, asking whether they had a relationship for real.
At least the group of their close friends were appreciating their bond although they also had problems in understanding the dynamic between the two of them. They found it cute anyways.
Hyunjin was satisfied with how things were. At least he was convinced that he was satisfied.
So why did he start to get the feeling that it was not enough?
It was not about Seungmin. Hyunjin would never trade him for anyone else on this earth. But he began to feel desperate. The cuddles did not satisfy him anymore and those kisses on Seungmin's soft cheek or his nose, his forehead, his chin … It did not solve his “problem“.
He was extremely sad about it because he thought of himself as being unthankful since he was allowed to kiss the prettiest flower in the garden and was not totally sparkling out of happiness.
Consequently he tried to avoid contact. He did not want to hug Seungmin without appreciating it fully.
It was just not fair to his boyfriend.
"Okay, what is wrong with you?" Seungmin asked. He put his pen down. Usually he never interrupted his work just to talk.
Hyunjin flinched a little bit and played with the papers in front of him nervously. "What do you mean?"
"You are a horrible liar. We both know that."
"Right … Sorry." He sighed and thought about possible answers. Lying was not an option so he tried to make the truth not appearing as that harsh. "We've been a couple for about nine months."
"Yeah …" Seungmin pressed his lips together, forming his eyes to slits.
"And I think that something's changed."
"This sounds like a lame break up line."
Hyunjin gasped. "No! For god's sake, Seungmin, I could never …" He seemed helpless in this moment unable to form proper sentences.
"Okay", Seungmin replied, "Go on then."
How was it so hard to explain the situation?
Hyunjin was searching for an appropiate way of expressing his concerns but his thoughts were just awkward. "I love the contact that we have with each other. And … yeah, I don't know why it's changed but I can't get enough. I don't appreciate you because I just keep thinking that there is something missing. And I am so sorry for that." He sighed. "It is totally my fault."
Seungmin raised an eyebrow. "You think that there is something missing?"
Hyunjin nodded slightly. "I want to be near to you as much as possible. More than cuddles."
"So you want to have like … sexual intercourse?" The way Seungmin expressed it made the situation more tensed than it already was.
Hyunjin was about to choke on his own spit. The shock was written all over his face, his eyes widening. He began coughing and reached for the water in front of him.
Seungmin was quite unimpressed by the overwhelmed reaction and continued his work.
Hyunjin was thinking about a smooth reply. A reply which could not trigger anything. But as he was pondering he realized that the thought of being as near as possible to Seungmin sent an electrical wave through his spine.
Seungmin's warm breath against his skin and his hands clutching onto his shirt. The imagination was settling down in his brain.
"What are you thinking about?" Seungmin was becoming sceptical with every silent minute.
"I've … just given it a thought", Hyunjin mumbled, "We've known each other for a long time and in three months it is our anniversary." He took a deep breath and fiddled about his papers, changing the order again and again so Seungmin would not notice his hands trembling. "And I love being together with you. What we have is great."
"But …?"
"I simply think that perhaps we could … you know. Take the next step." The volume of Hyunjin's voice decreased gradually and he finally stopped with throwing his papers nearly off the desk.
Seungmin looked up to the ceiling and sighed loudly. "Well … I don't think so." He stared at his essay and frowned.
"Right, right", Hyunjin replied instantly and gulped, "Too soon. Way too soon."
Suddenly Seungmin was packing his stuff as he glanced towards Hyunjin. It was hard to tell by his look what he was thinking about. "Need to go. Later", he said and wanted to brush past.
"Kiss?" Hyunjin asked and turned his head around with pleading eyes. At least for goodbyes he expected a kiss. Usually Seungmin did it by his own decision since it was kind of a solace for their temporary separation.
"Oh yeah. Sorry." Seungmin sounded strained and cleared his throat. Then he leaned towards Hyunjin's face and pressed a light yet sweet and innocent kiss onto his plushy lips. It was more like a peck but it felt awesome.
Hyunjin closed his eyes and was enjoying the moment, also thinking about how in the world he could've asked his flower for the further and much bigger step in their relationship.
Seungmin was fragile in his eyes.
Hyunjin needed to be more aware of his feelings and make him comfortable around him. No pressure, no expectations and especially no orders.
After their discussion in the library Seungmin seemed not really present. He was quieter than usually and avoided skinship.
Hyunjin became frustrated because he knew exactly the reason.
Normally they showered together to save up the costs for water and electricity for the heater. The most important factor was that Hyunjin was obsessed with washing Seungmin's hair and stroking his slender shoulders, kissing his wet cheeks and touching his lean back.
Now Seungmin tried to shower when Hyunjin was not at home making sure they would not get the opportunity to do it together.
He began acting more hesitant, was even shaking a little bit by sitting on Hyunjin's lap.
Hyunjin wanted to talk again about this topic but Seungmin brushed it of saying he was not mad at all.
"I just think I've totally screwed up", he whined, "He seems kind of afraid. It is not like my view on him changed."
"Well", Changbin said, "Seungmin wants to be more careful I guess."
Minho agreed. "He is the one who wants to wait so he doesn't want to provoke you. For instance by showering with you." Additionally he shrugged and stirred his coffee. "Or he thinks that it is your way of getting your hands onto him. You are pretty obvious." He winked and sipped his hot drink.
Hyunjin groaned. "It's not about that! We showered a million times together and now it is a no-go?"
"Whoa, wait. You two shower regularly together?", Changbin asked just to make sure.
"Apparently not. But usually we do."
"And nothing's happened so far? How does your relationship even function?" Minho said being completely confused.
Hyunjin rolled his eyes. "My mind's never came across the thought of us … you know."
"But you sleep in a bed together."
"Yeah but we cuddle …"
Changbin and Minho laughed. "You two are so cute", Changbin said and smiled, "I like how you take your time."
"Totally." Minho nodded in agreement and emptied his cup.
It felt good to receive support but the problem remained.
Hyunjin decided to go back home since he had to finish his studies. Furthermore he wanted to help Seungmin with the chores.
As soon as he had arrived he shouted: "I'm back!"
No answer.
A little bit flustered Hyunjin took off his shoes and hung his jacket on the hook. "Pup?" He asked.
Some people found it weird that he called his boyfriend like this. Hyunjin had been thinking of it as extremely cute and fitting. Until Minho mentioned that the pet name was usually linked to the bedroom. Absolutely not cool.
Therefore he only used the name when they were alone.
He opened the door to their shared bedroom and saw Seungmin sitting on the mattress and listening to music. Probably the reason why he had not heard Hyunjin.
He was wearing a big hoodie obviously stolen from Hyunjin's closet. Moreover he did not wear pants. Just shorts.
Hyunjin sat down next to him and kissed the back of his head.
Seungmin pulled the ear phones out and turned his head towards him. "Hey", he greeted softly, "How was it?"
"Nice. We were at a café." Hyunjin wrapped his arm around Seungmin's waist carefully not sure whether it was okay. "How about you?"
"I did laundry and the dishes but was getting tired." Seungmin yawned. "Wanted to read", he mumbled and leaned against Hyunjin's chest.
"What are you reading?"
"For Real from Alexis Hall." Seungmin raised up again and turned the page.
Hyunjin rested his head on the younger's shoulder. Another reason why he appreciated Seungmin was his love for books. The boy had a great taste in literature and they liked to share their opinions about several works. "Sounds interesting. What genre?"
"Erotica."
Hyunjin's head shot up. What the heck?
Seungmin put the book away and looked at him. "Something wrong?"
"Seungmin, why …"
"I thought I needed to show interest." He stood up. "To understand it better. And in those books the characters go crazy as soon as they see their lover naked or like … this." He lifted his arms and spinned slowly. "This is so strange."
Hyunjin gulped. "It's not. You are breathtaking." He bit his tongue.
Surprised Seungmin's eyes widened. "Yeah? You never seem bothered by me wearing nearly nothing or …" He sighed. "Forget it. I need to shower."
"I'll come with you."
"No, you won't", Seungmin replied clearly while leaving the bedroom.
Hyunjin clicked his tongue. "Dang it", he cursed.
What was wrong with Seungmin? Did he try to provoke him? Messing around with Hyunjin's mind? Was he taking interest now because Hyunjin had brought up the topic in first place?
With the situation being more as strange he simply wished his cuddles and hugs back.
Seungmin kept provoking Hyunjin.
For instance he bought more and more erotica novels and stuffed them into their shared book shelf. Or he hoovered the flat while wearing just an oversized shirt or hoodie. Of course all the pieces of clothes were stolen from Hyunjin’s closet.
Hyunjin did not understand the world anymore. So apparently Seungmin denied any sexual intercourse as he had named it. Yet he was absolutely bratty by showing off parts of his lean and tender body. Either his shoulders and his narrow chest or his soft thighs and pretty arms. Rarely he touched a dangerous limit by bending over while cleaning. The hoodie flattered his cute butt but never slipped far enough to actually see something, which was the most provoking action possible.
Sometimes he sat just like that on the couch wearing his round glasses and studying for his upcoming exams. And he knew exactly that Hyunjin was addicted to the sight since he was absolutely in love with those cute glasses. They made Seungmin’s face even softer and his eyes somehow bigger and more attentive.
Hyunjin tried to stay calm, to stay soft, to think of those fluffy clouds up above in his sky of pure love for his boyfriend. But then it should be totally forbidden to be that sweet and provocative at the same time.
Nevertheless, Seungmin was still kind of distant. He let Hyunjin kiss him but initiated it way less than usually. But when they were kissing he liked to touch Hyunjin’s neck or chest, stroking it briefly before cutting it.
He was so near yet so far away, avoiding too much contact. Therefore, he did not sit in Hyunjin’s lap as they were sharing the couch and watching television. He did not hugged him tightly in order to escape the skinship. Additionally, he refused them cuddling into sleep because he said that it was too warm these days.
Hyunjin became desperate in so many ways. It was driving him crazy.
The real plottwist came when he was telling Changbin and Minho about it.
Changbin’s face lit up in realization. “Felix had met Jisung and also Seungmin the other day. Perhaps they were also discussing and …” He hesitated.
“And what?” Hyunjin raised his eyebrows.
“They could’ve planned some strategies?”, he assumed.
Hyunjin was absolutely confused. “Strategies? What for?”
Minho interfered the conversation. “To rile you up. Mayhaps Seungmin’s realized something.”
From Hyunjin’s point of view it did not make sense. Besides, the advices of his friends did not really help because he thought of their theories as wild and not reasonable.
Seungmin did not want to step further in their relationship. No reason for him to "rile him up".
“It is also common to fear of becoming boring”, Minho said, “Seungmin knows that you have thoughts about it and it is likely that he is worried. He wants to keep your interest by showing you his hidden sides. Sounds to me like something that the others would recommend to him.” A smug smile appeared on his face. “Because sometimes they are just … dumb. Especially Jisung has some fucked up ideas.”
The short analysis made more sense than what Hyunjin had been thinking before. But it also triggered worries and a little bit of guilt. If this was true he would have to make sure of clearing up obscurities.
“But … he should not feel pressured”, Hyunjin whispered, “This is totally my fault.”
“It’s not. You were honest with him. That’s the best thing to do. And you can easily fix this”, Changbin replied and grabbed the console to start playing.
Minho had the other controller and was about to get ready.
“What should I do now?”, Hyunjin asked.
Minho was considering several options before he answered: “You can just talk it out. Or you can - which is much more interesting and fun - give in and test out his limits. To find out whether it’s for real or all show.”
“What do you want for dinner?”, Hyunjin asked as he was inspecting the fridge. He was glad that Seungmin was responsible for grocery shopping. Personally Hyunjin was a little mess and tended to forget important foods. But with Seungmin’s neat planning the fridge was nearly always full and well-balanced between fruits, vegetables, dairy products and meat.
“I am not hungry”, Seungmin shouted from the living room.
Hyunjin frowned and left the kitchen. After having discovered his boyfriend on the sofa he joined him and wrapped an arm around his waist. “What’s wrong with you?”
Seungmin shook his head and avoided eye contact. Extremely unusual. Seungmin was good at making conversations direct and honest. He was not the dodging type.
Genuinely worried Hyunjin lifted his chin and forced him to look at him. He needed some time but then he realized the little smirk at the corner of Seungmin’s lips. It was discreet enough to unsettle Hyunjin since he was not quite sure if this was not simply imagination.
Nevertheless, he knew the other well enough to understand that Seungmin was pretty good at hiding certain moods.
Hyunjin’s eyes transformed into slits as he analyzed Seungmin’s face. He thought about Minho suspecting the strategies which were cleverly thought out by Seungmin and his other friends Felix, Jisung and Jeongin.
“Why? Seungmin, why are you doing this?”, he asked and let go of him.
Seungmin seemed oblivious but Hyunjin had already seen through his masquerade. It was a big game. A game which should Hyunjin turn into a huge fool.
Seungmin had a straight face and turned his head away. “I have absolutely no idea what you are talking about.” His voice had a nasal tone which weakened Hyunjin’s heart.
“You are teasing me. Why? You know that I would sacrifice my soul to protect you, to satisfy you, to make you happy”, Hyunjin said a little bit depressed.
Seungmin sighed and stood up. “We are just talking about dinner. What is wrong with you ?”
He tugged at his shirt which actually belonged to Hyunjin. He looked still soft - it was ridiculously hard to be mad at him.
“Or you can - which is much more interesting and fun - give in and test out his limits. To find out whether it’s for real or all show.”
Seungmin pouted without noticing it. “I am going to bed.”
There was no way Hyunjin would let him go again without a further explanation.
Consequently, he followed him into their bedroom and grabbed his wrist. “Your behaviour is so ...” He took a deep breath. “Those erotica books, the way you dress, the way you are more unbothered than usually ... It makes me upset. Firstly you say that you do not want to take the next step and now-”
“I'm just trying to understand”, Seungmin interrupted him calmly, “So I try to mimic those stupid scenes in those books in order to see if there's something about it.” He got rid of Hyunjin’s grip and settled himself down on the edge of their bed. He shifted back and closed his eyes.
“And maybe … maybe I was worried about getting boring. I thought it would strengthen my ego to see that you want me in every way and-” He opened his eyes again to see Hyunjin smiling. “What the heck, why are you smiling?!” Immediately he threw a pillow at Hyunjin’s face and hid himself under the blanket.
Hyunjin picked up the pillow and sat next to Seungmin after having flipped the blanket off his body. “I think your effort is cute.”
“This is not an effort for you, silly. It is an experiment. For studies in order to prevent ..”
“To prevent what?”
“... a malfunctioning relationship.”
Hyunjin was laughing and looked at Seungmin with dark eyes. “You are something else, pup. Look at you. You are sweet without even trying.” His gaze lowered until it was stuck between Seungmin’s thighs. Since his shirt slipped up he had the perfect view on his honey sweet skin. “Sometimes you are really frustrating.”
“You are the drama queen. Stop trying to turn this onto me.”
Hyunjin leaned forward and kissed his lips. “Who was reading porn all the time?”
“I-It is not only porn. Stop being so vulgar”, Seungmin complained and was quite flustered at Hyunjin suddenly pressing him down into the mattress.
“I am tired of your little game.” Hyunjin was breathing against Seungmin’s neck before kissing it lightly, his hands trailing down the sides of his body. Finally, he kissed the younger onto his parted lips and deepened the interaction fast as soon as he noticed how Seungmin was melting under his touch.
They kissed rarely with tongue so Hyunjin was excited how easy it was to enter the mouth. Maybe he should listen to Minho more often.
“You always judge me for being so greedy but actually you are the one who tries to get the attention.” Hyunjin chuckled and caressed Seungmin’s cheek.
“Hm, brave of you to tease me”, Seungmin grumbled and tried to push him off, “I would not be in a relationship with you if I was not interested into your attention. Quite obvious, huh?” He was still attempting to free himself but Hyunjin stayed resistant.
“But you didn't do this stuff because you feel pressured, did you?”, Hyunjin asked softly.
“What do you mean?”
Hyunjin played with Seungmin’s hair. “I'm okay with everything remaining as it is. You don’t have to force yourself into … provocative actions.”
“Are you trying to speak the same language as me?” Seungmin laughed and it sounded sweet. “Perhaps this was all show to rile you up and actually I want you to fuck me.”
Hyunjin nearly choked on his own spit and stared at Seungmin. He could not process the words of the other and remained silent until Seungmin shifted beneath him.
“A joke. Get over it. I am not ready for this”, Seungmin mumbled and blushed, “Yet.” He stroked over Hyunjin’s shoulders and moved his hands onto the back.
Hyunjin was still a little bit overwhelmed until he smirked again like he won a competition. “You want to-”
“If you do not stop grinning like that I will promise you that I will never be ready, stupid.” Seungmin was obviously embarrassed. A beautiful sight. “It is not like I am extremely taken with the thought of us having any … you know.”
“But you are turned on.” Hyunjin had already noticed the bulge which was showing through Seungmin’s underwear. “You love my touches. I haven’t even properly kissed you and you are already desperate.”
“Desperate?! Are you even sane?”, Seungmin whined and turning onto his stomach to avoid Hyunjin's gaze. It was not surprising that he was not very pleased by the outcome of the situation.
His game was now enjoyable for Hyunjin. How ironic.
Hyunjin hesitated, checking whether he could go on without harming Seungmin’s well being. But he knew his partner well, knew the limits and knew the signs of honest discomfort.
Seungmin was not good at handling new emotions, therefore Hyunjin gave him a few moments. However, this time he wanted to take firm actions. Probably a little revenge.
He touched the back of Seungmin’s thighs and massaged them softly but still confidently. A loving gesture with an intense undertone. “How could I stay sane? You were walking in such outfits through our apartment the whole last two weeks. And you are beautiful. Every inch of you is beautiful.” He kissed between Seungmin’s shoulder blades and squeezed the soft skin under his fingers.
A hiss escaped from Seungmin’s mouth. “Stop it”, he said, voice trembling.
“Why? I want you to trust me. Just relax.”
“I am not relaxed at all as you should have noticed.”
Hyunjin continued, kissing Seungmin's neck and whispering encouraging words into his ear. He sat up again and watched the other squirming beneath him. “You're rubbing yourself against the mattress”, he commented surprised.
“You have something with your eyes”, Seungmin said shakily but could not stop the motion of his hips. At this point his brain was basically a big marshmallow, puffy while having no real resistance.
“Hmh, I like that”, Hyunjin cooed and pet Seungmin’s back. Teasingly he let his hands travel further until he cupped his butt.
Notwithstanding he was still nervous and not sure whether he was crossing some borders or not. Lightly he squeezed the cute bum and gasped at Seungmin’s reaction.
The younger arched his back and tightened his grip around the pillow. After a few moments Hyunjin realized that he tried to muffle his sounds by pressing his face against it.
“I’ve never seen you this responsive.” Hyunjin was genuinely fascinated. He wanted to see Seungmin’s face so badly because he could not imagine how it would look like under these circumstances. “Please, let me see your gorgeous face, pup.”
Seungmin shook his head not willing to swallow the last bit of his pride. He made a strangled sound and pressed his thighs together in embarrassment.
Hyunjin felt pity and stroked his back. “Nuuu, don’t be embarrassed. I'm sorry, alright?”
Seungmin groaned and shared an annoyed glance with him before turning away.
In fact Hyunjin liked the new amount of control. It was easy to melt Seungmin’s facade, to see him shattering. He was able to discover his hidden, more fragile side. In this state Seungmin was a million times more appealing, more stunning and more incredible than all those erotica book characters together.
“May I take these off, love?”, Hyunjin asked softly, hands sliding over the underwear.
“What for?” Seungmin breathed aloud, a sound which made Hyunjin shiver a little bit.
“Touching you”, Hyunjin answered honestly.
Seungmin hesitated. “I … don’t know.”
Wow. This was surprising. Seungmin always knew what he wanted, what he would allow and what was a no-go. Now he was nearly … helpless. In a really weird way Hyunjin found it pure.
Hyunjin smiled and hold onto his boyfriend's hips before turning him around.
Seungmin laid on his back and watched Hyunjin apathetically. Slowly he reached for the hem of his shirt in an attempt to cover himself.
“I’ve already seen it. No need to hide yourself.”
Seungmin did not care and tried to block the view anyways by curling himself up.
However, Hyunjin kept him away from doing so and grabbed his hips firmer. “Let me help you out. It looks painful.” His fingers slipped under the tight shorts.
Seungmin even lifted his legs slightly while Hyunjin was undressing the lower part of his body. Nevertheless, he whined as Hyunjin was staring at him. Therefore, he tried to turn away not able to process the whole situation. His facial expressions were a mess yet satisfying to watch: cheeks flushed, lips parted and eyes widened.
Hyunjin caressed his thighs, weakened at the feeling of them in his hands and gripped harder.
A tiny moan escaped from Seungmin's lips, enough to drive Hyunjin insane.
The older licked his hand and wrapped it around Seungmin's erection. A simple action which caused Seungmin to quiver beneath him.
"What was that? Not into the thought of sexual intercourse, huh?", Hyunjin mocked.
Seungmin moaned frustradly and kicked the other's arms. "You are so annoying", he grumbled and tried to wiggle his way into freedom. His face was red, burning in absolute helplessness.
Hyunjin laughed and captured his legs. "I love you too~" He giggled and sent Seungmin an intense glance. "You are so beautiful."
"Just stop … stop it. You cannot convince me!"
"Into what? I don't need proof. You want me and I can see that clearly." Hyunjin bent over and kissed the tip of Seungmin's dick. It was a weird feeling but also thrilling. Consequently, it did not take him much to lick over the tip before closing his mouth around it.
Seungmin hissed and tensed under him, trying to form proper sentences. Soon his resistance was mushed by the new tingling sensation, which also triggered his lust even more.
Hyunjin was gentle, no question. Still he was torturing the other, swirled his tongue addictively and put pressure with his lips onto the erection.
"No … no wait, I'm cumming", Seungmin whined breathlessly.
Immediately Hyunjin pulled away, licking the string of saliva from the corner of his mouth.
Obviously Seungmin was exasperated because he had been so close. Hyunjin was restricting although he started this whole teasing.
In the meantime Hyunjin was dying internally since he could not grasp the fact that he had heard the word "cumming" from Seungmin. It had sounded cute as heck.
"What are you so mean for?!", Seungmin accused him.
"Hm, you are mean all the time. My turn, I guess." Hyunjin got rid of his own shirt and threw it behind his back. The structure of his body was athletic, years of swimming molding him into a breathtaking sculpture consisting of broad shoulders, a muscular chest but also a lean waist.
Seungmin's eyes expressed a feeling which you could compare to thirst. It was a complete new expression. Several times he had seen Hyunjin naked but this situation was another story.
"Want to touch?", Hyunjin questioned seductively. Without further asking he took Seungmin's wrists and put his hands on his chest.
"Your heart is beating like crazy", Seungmin murmured, still overwhelmed.
"Because of you." Hyunjin lead the way over his torso until put Seungmin's hand onto his crotch.
Seugmin whimpered at the feeling and pulled away, catching his breath and looking to the side. He was extremely turned on but too shaky, too unsure to do something against it.
Hyunjin could not believe how mellow and tender Seungmin was acting. He imagined doing anything to him without resistance. And even if there were some complaints Hyunjin would have the upper hand.
Hyunjin opened his jeans and dragged them down.
Seungmin peeked from time to time not being able to move.
"Sorry for not letting you come. I'll make it up to you." Hyunjin pulled his dick out and stroked it a few times. Then he put his hands onto Seungmin's knees before pushing them apart.
Seungmin was panting and whimpered: "No … wait … Hyunjin … I can't do this." He was trembling and gripped the sheets.
"Everything's fine. Trust me", Hyunjn whispered, "Can you pass me the lube from the nightstand?"
Seungmin gasped and froze immediately. "What? No!"
Hyunjin pecked his lips. "Relax. We won't go further than touching." He leaned to the nightstand and fished the tube out of the drawer. He spread some of it on his erection and closed the cap. After having thrown the lubricant next to them he positioned himself between Seungmin's thighs.
Seungmin was still paralyzed but choked practically on air as Hyunjin was pushing his knees together again. At the end his cock was placed between his thighs.
"Wha-" Seungmin swallowed and bit his lip. The grip on his legs was firm enough to make his own dick twitching.
"Your legs are so pretty", Hyunjin complimented, "I couldn't resist. Sorry, love." He did not sound sorry at all tho. He did not wait too long and started thrusting, groaning at the pressure. It felt so warm and soft. "You are heaven."
"Yeah? Hope you'll land in hell", Seungmin moaned and grabbed the bar of their bed. There were tears of pleasure at the corner of his eyes basically striving to run over his heated cheeks.
"Your hips are sinful enough to send me there", Hyunjin replied teasingly. Again he groaned as he squeezed Seungmin's legs a little bit keener.
Seungmin was whimpering and rolled his eyes back. "This feels so weird", he managed to say.
"But you like it."
"You're behaving quite lordly." Seungmin's dick was leaking a great amount of precum, so there was no need to hide his arousal. He was too sensitive, it even made his toes curl.
Hyunjin marvelled at this sight. "Look at you. You are so wrecked already. It's so cute. You are the cutest." He repeated the last words over and over again. "I cannot believe that you're lying here, all sweet and desperate."
"I am not desperate!" It was ironic how Seungmin's voice cracked while speaking. He was a moaning mess and moved his hips to meet Hyunjin's thrusts. He probably did not even notice it.
Hyunjin leaned forward and was pounding between his thighs. "Normally you would get all bossy but now you have no other choice than to take it. Be a good pup and stop denying it." He smirked as Seungmin arched his back again. "Just admit it."
Seungmin held his breath and muffled his moans by hiding his face into the crook of his arm.
Hyunjin circled his hips, massaging Seungmin's thighs, touching his butt and putting more pressure onto his knees. "Come on, stop being such a tease. Or I'll stop since you hate it so much."
Seungmin moaned loudly. "No … I don't hate it", he whispered.
Hyunjin stopped and raised his eyebrows. "What was that?"
Seungmin was panting heavily. His face was even redder and the tears were now running down. "I want more", he gasped.
Hyunjin was a bit surprised. "More? What more?" He began smirking.
Being embarrassed Seungmin closed his eyes. His voice sounded nasal as he muttered: "More of … you." He was so clumsy with words it made Hyunjin totally weak. Therefore, he started thrusting again.
"Yeah? More of me? You are so cute." He left some marks at the skin by sucking it and pushed through Seungmin's wet thighs.
"Ye...ah", Seungmin stuttered and moaned pathetically. He was lost in the sensation, kneeling for more.
"Wow, firstly saying you have no interest and now this? You are such liar, always saying no even though you want it."
"I am sowwy", Seungmin apologized lovingly but groaned at the next thrust, "I was lying. I was lying and I am sowwy for that."
"What was that?" Hyunjin was teasing without having a fear of overdoing it. Seungmin was in an exceptional state and he needed to get every inch of it.
Seungmin breathed heavily and whimpered, loud enough to set off goosebumps on Hyunjin's arms. "I want you to fuck me", Seungmin admitted, "Please, please, please. Now. I cannot anymore. It hurts. I want you. I am sowwy, I love you." He could not catch his breath and gripped Hyunjin's biceps. "Please, please", he whined, "Fuck me like you're fucking my thighs."
Hyunjin's mind was blown away. He had never expected this kind of answer but it was enough to make him come by surprise. His sperm landed on Seungmin's abdomen, his chest and even his face.
Hyunjin did not hesitate and wrapped a hand around Seungmin's neglected cock. It needed just a few strokes and the younger one released. His orgasm was so intense that he started to cry. No wonder, he had to held it back long enough.
Hyunjin leaned back and looked at Seungmin, still absolutely thrilled by this view.
Seungmin was leaving his subspace step by step. He gasped and turned his head towards Hyunjin before becoming all red again. He had a humiliated expression on his face and began shaking, feeling Hyunjin's cum everywhere.
"Ugh, it's sticky", he complained.
Hyunjin was still admiring his face which was completely wrecked and practically covered by his love. "Pup, I want to take a picture of you."
Seungmin grabbed a pillow and hit Hyunjin in the face. "You are so gross!" Without hesitating he stood up and walked out of their bedroom, probably to use the bathroom.
Hyunjin sat there, trying to process what had happened. Then he smiled and followed Seungmin because this time the door was not locked.