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"I'm an Alpha."
Jimin wished those words were true.
He has been keeping a secret from his friends and family for many years. The confident, sexy, alluring alpha Park Jimin is actually...an omega. Fearing of alpha's, Jimin masked his scent through suppressants, buying alpha scents from stores, just so he can survive another day without being harassed because of his status. So far it worked all his life. He even built up his physic to make sure he fits the alpha body type. But alas, his body features still showed some resemble to omega's body type.
Small, fragile, weak.
His friends never questioned him because he smelled like an alpha, behaved like an alpha, and is able to look them in the eye instead of shying away from the alpha glare. It kills Jimin every time when he's going head to head with his friends. Every argument they have breaks him down mentally, feeling their alpha voice breaking his omega spirit.
"Why don't you use your alpha voice Jimin and fight me huh?!" Jungkook would yell.
He doesn't even remember what they were arguing about, but every time he and Jungkook would get into a fight, he would question the older's ability, trying to taunt him. Because Jimin never fought back, only growled and warned the others to back off. If he did try to fight he knows he would break and also he would lose so easily. Because compared to other alpha's Jeon Jungkook could break Jimin easily.
There was something about this alpha pup that warned Jimin to never try to pick a fight with. It was bad enough that Jungkook is going through puberty so his status is going to his head real quick. Always wanting to pick fights with his pack mates, dominate anyone.
Namjoon shut that down real quick, baring his teeth.
Which brings another problem.
All of his friends are alpha's to his luck.
And the pack's leader, Namjoon, is always inviting Jimin to join the pack with open arms. Jimin has to turn down the offer every time because once he joins the pack his status will be revealed. He doesn't want them to think of him as some weak omega who needs to be pitied on.
He worked too hard to be respected. But he is reaching his breaking point soon, bottling everything too much for far too long. It's only a matter of time before Jimin breaks and the truth will be revealed. So many fights, so many words are affecting his mental health. He's going to crack soon he can feel it. To the point he's even questioning what he's doing this for anyways? To be respected for what? Is this going to be his life? Faking something he's not until he couldn't anymore?
Jimin pulls up his phone, a bit afraid to research what's happening now. He pulls up a website, looking at the statistics for omega's. Should he reveal himself now? He doesn't know how long he can keep this up. It's almost as if he can physically feel Jungkook's words breaking his mental health with a hammer.
If he revealed himself now, by looking at the statistics, he would most likely lose his friends, his family, possibly have a hard time to find jobs that are not minimum wage. It's a cruel world for omega's.
"Jimin!"
Jimin looks up from his phone to see that Taehyung is walking to him with a huge smile on his face. "Jimin look I finally found a four leaf clover!" he said, excitedly. "Well actually Yoongi hyung helped me, only because I made him." Jimin raises a brow as Tae hands him the clover, only for the fourth leaf to fall off without grace.
The two sits in silent before Taehyung let's out a growl of frustration. Jimin shifts in his spot, trying so hard to not let it show that it's affecting him. Trying to not lie on his back and submit to Taehyung is really hard. The air grew tense for Jimin, it's hard for him to breathe around the presence of an angry alpha. "Yoongi!" Taehyung yells, running out the room.
Jimin let's out a relieved sigh as Taehyung runs out to fight Yoongi. Jimin goes back through his phone and reads the news about what's happening to omega's now. Laws were changed so that omega's can now work in high paying jobs and it's illegal for their employers to use their alpha voice to force them out. He let's out a sigh in relief that he won't be stuck working as a barista for the rest of his life.
But the increase in sexual harassment and rape in those work places for the omega's...it scares him.
Jimin tries to not whimper in his spot at the disturbing numbers. Is this all he was made for? For disgusting alpha's to use him and his kind just because they have the power to do so? Just to be used as someone's pleasure and take their anger out on?
Jimin quickly glances at the calendar, noting that his heat is coming soon. He moves from the sofa and makes way to the fridge, wanting to have some of Jin's lemon pie. He is craving for something sweet and this should do the trick. He opens the fridge and sees the delicious lemon pie, calling to him.
"Mm come to papa," Jimin said, taking the last slice. He sits at the kitchen island and happily enjoys the pie. The way the delicious lemon frosting, whip cream and crumbled lemon cookies, god it's so good. The ice cream is the best part, how the rich ice cream melts in his mouth deliciously.
"Jimin."
Jimin finishes the last bite of the pie and looks up to Jungkook who glares at him. Great what is he going to argue about now? Jimin has no idea why Jungkook is letting his wolf behave this way, he is scared of alpha's himself, but most of the one's he met aren't jackasses.
Most of the time.
But he misses the sweet alpha, the young, shy maknae. Now he's just a brute.
"Yes Kookie?" he asked, annoyed.
"Did you eat the last pie?"
Jimin glances at the empty pie container then back to Jungkook at the obvious answer. "Yes I did."
Big mistake.
"That was my piece!" he yells. Jimin jumps at the sudden yell and frowns. "Kookie, Jin is going to make some more later, it's okay-." Jungkook let's out a growl and this causes Jimin heart twist in pain.
"That's not the point hyung that piece was mine! Why are you such a fatass eating more than one piece of pie?!"
Jimin frowns and stands to his feet, trying to put up his alpha act. "First of all brat, I did not have two pieces, this is the only piece I had," Jimin growls. "Watch how you speak to your hyung." Jungkook growls, feeling his pride being threatened by a short alpha.
"Why are you lying to me huh? I saw you sneak a piece in the middle of the night last night?" Jungkook growls. "I wouldn't even be surprised if this is your third piece."
"I'm not lying!" Jimin growls, frustrated at him. "I only had one piece I don't like how you're accusing me-!"
"Shut up! That was the one thing I was looking forward to all day!" Jungkook yells.
It really was. Jungkook has been having a terrible day. During class a random alpha tried to overpower him because Jungkook has nearly every omega in school trying to court him so he got into another fight. Jin was scolding him as he picked him up from school then dropped him off at his job. Then he got fired at work because an omega claimed he harassed her, when actually he denied her courting. He got lucky he wasn't falsely charged, but it's been a terrible day.
That pie was the one thing he was looking forward to.
"Jungkook we can make another pie, come on talk to hyung and tell me what's wrong," Jimin said, trying to calm him down. He feels his exterior breaking, he wants to curl up and cry that his once dear friend is now treating him like this. Alpha or not, he never thought Jungkook could be this cruel to him.
"What's wrong is that a fat alpha ate the only good thing in my life! God Jimin you're so fucking worthless!"
Everything went quiet as Jimin has a shocked expression and his jaw fell open. Jungkook yelled at him once again in an alpha tone and storms out of the kitchen. Jimin didn't move, the only thing his mind did is replay what Jungkook told him over and over again. 'Don't let it affect you, don't let it affect,' he tried to repeat in his mind. But his mantra was breaking, piece by piece until his friend's words affected him greatly.
Worthless.
Worthless.
Worthless.
He's gotten into heated arguments before, but Jungkook never called him.... Is he really that worthless? He sits down again, the words sinking into his brain. 'He's right, you are worthless Jimin,' he thought, starting to sob. 'You can't do anything right. You're a barista wanting to become a writer and yet you can't even write a simple word for your stupid book.' The negative thoughts causes him to cry and go into distress.
'You're so worthless, so fucking worthless.'
At this moment Namjoon came to the kitchen because he heard Jungkook yelling, but only found Jimin. "Hey what's all the ruckus about?" Namjoon asked, concerned. Jimin didn't answer him as he leans into his hand. Confused, Namjoon went close to Jimin and a distinct smell is released into the air? The scent of something sweet turning sour.
An omega in distress? But the only person in the room is...no.
It's coming from Jimin?
'No Jimin isn't- he's not an omega,' Namjoon thought, trying to deny it.
Soon enough, Jimin breaks down into a sob, crying in his hands. Shocked to his core, Namjoon goes to his side as he tried to get Jimin to talk to him. "Jimin, Jimin what's wrong?" he asked, worried. He has never seen him break down like this, as a matter of fact he has never seen him shed any tears. He lifts Jimin's head to make him look at him, the tears never stop running down his chubby cheeks.
"I-I'm sorry Alpha!" he cried.
"Jimin? Jimin look at me."
Jimin's small whimpers, apologizing to alpha, and the distressed smell coming from him. Namjoon put it together.
"Alpha's not mad," he spoke in a gentle tone. "Come with me."
Namjoon quickly takes Jimin to the Nest, a bedroom where they set up should they ever find an omega to bring into their pack. Where they could coddle, love, and, if the omega allowed, to mate with them. Jimin wasn't told this, he avoided building the nest in fear that his friends could be like....the other kind of alpha's. Jimin didn't know what to expect in the Nest, but he didn't expect it to be so homey.
Namjoon quickly lays Jimin down in the large bed and rushes to the closet. Jimin's small cries twists Joon's heart as he quickly grabs his clothes. He should have seen it, he should have seen that Jimin is an omega this entire time.
Never using an alpha tone to prove his point in arguments, avoiding the topic of finding an omega mate, and every flinch when he heard one of the guy's yelling. The constant avoidance of meeting other alpha's or avoiding to be alone with stranger alpha's.
'How could I have missed it?' Namjoon thought.
He quickly returns to his omega, releasing calming pheromones in the air to keep his omega calm. His omega? He honestly doesn't know if Jimin will become their omega. That explains why he always denied joining their pack, they would find out.
"Jimin here," he spoke softly, placing his sweater in front of him. Jimin clutches onto Joon's blue sweater, finding comfort in the scent and calms down. His soft whimpers die down as his alpha friend runs his fingers through his hair.
"Alpha is proud of you omega," he praises. "You're such a strong, beautiful omega."
"Joonie....Joonie..." Jimin whimpers.
"I'm here Jiminie."
Once Jimin calms down, Namjoon has no choice but to ask why Jimin did this? You know what, no Namjoon knows exactly why Jimin would lie about his status. Fear. Fear of Namjoon's kind and he cannot blame him honestly. The horror stories of omega's being abused, raped, and taken advantage of is horrific.
He's just hurt that Jimin think that he and the rest could have done this to him.
Did all those times together mean nothing to him? On the other hand...the way Jungkook has been behaving it's no wonder Jimin grew scared. Too scared of trusting them.
"Jimin....were you scared that we could have....?" he asked, unable to finish his sentence. "Is that why you never told us?"
Jimin nods slowly, avoiding eye contact with Namjoon. "Jimin I-I would never do that, we would never do that." Jimin doesn't respond and his eyes were growing heavy by the second. The mental toll he had to go through of trying to not crack under so many alpha tone's is getting to him.
Why did alpha's always want to size up against each other?
Pricks.
"J-Joonie you can't tell them," Jimin begs. "T-They would treat me differently, they would think so lowly of me!"
"Jimin we have to," Namjoon said sternly. "What if you go into heat Jimin? What if you need our help if an alpha tries to force him on you? We don't have to tell them now, but sooner of later Jimin they need to know about their omega." The word slipped so easily through Namjoon's lips and he wonders what is happening? Could be as in their as in friend or something more? He's not even sure what is happening, the alpha would in him is nearly begging to be stuck at Jimin all times. What does this mean?
Is Jimin...
"Their omega?" Jimin asked, confused.
"Shit I mean," Namjoon sighs. "If you want to be the pack's omega Jimin, we'll take care of you. We will never hurt you, we will treat you with the respect omega's deserve. It's up to you."
Jimin looks around the nest, the six scents filling his nostrils. They strangely mix so well together, Namjoon, Jin, the other's....their scent is almost the perfect combination for the omega. Like basked in warmth and protection. Jimin looks up to Namjoon and gives him a tired smile.
Did they really do anything to make Jimin deny this request? No he was just scared, despite the arguments, they never really harmed another. They treated other omega's well, but Jimin just didn't know how they would react. His inner wolf is screaming at him to accept Namjoon's offer. Almost as if he had found a mate.
Maybe...Joonie and them are.
And so he does accept his offer.
"I'll be your omega alpha."
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wanted some kind of story in the background, but it's mostly going to be porn with a small plot sksksks. who knows a story may emerge in the future.