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"And, before you all go home; let's all have a good and peaceful night, amen".
"Amen" everyone in the room said.
Yoongi smiled, the work for the day was finally done.
This day had been a little different. Some people who went to church often had stayed, and they all had a little 'get together' in the building next to the church. It had been nice, but Yoongi was tired now. He just wanted to get rid of the uncomfortable clothes and get his other clothes on.
Everyone in the room collected their things and left, saying goodbye to eachother on the way out. Yoongi stood at the end of the room, watching them leave. He noticed the one person was still sitting down, Park Jimin.
Jimin went to church every week, and was a very nice person. He had 'dirty' blond hair, and was very well kept and handsome. Yoongi had the feeling he wasn't actually super religious, maybe he just came here for the experience, and to donate.
Either way, he sat there at his chair with crossed arms as the last people left.
"Okay.. Park?" Yoongi called, wondering why he had stayed.
"Oh i was going to ask if you need any help carrying something home".
A smile spread across Yoongi's face, how thoughtful of him.
"Actually, yeah! This one duffel bag here, if you could help with that" Yoongi said. Him and Jimin sometimes met on the way to church, since they lived close to eachother; this wasn't going to be lots of extra walking for Jimin. Otherwise, Yoongi would've declined.
Jimin got up from the table and walked to the bag Yoongi pointed at, lifting it to see what it weighed. Pretty heavy, he switched hands to get a good grip, to see what the best way of carrying was. His arms looked good as he lifted the bag, wearing a black v-neck shirt.
Yoongi, who had been watching, suddenly realised and turned around, "i'll be right back, just gotta change clothes" he said and disappeared into a room.
Leaning against a wall as he waited, Jimin took a deep breath and looked up at the ceiling. The ceiling was high here, with big slim windows facing out to both sides. Jimin could see the church through the windows, it looked beautiful with the dark sunlight shining onto it for just a few more minutes. Outside, it seemed to be no wind, the leaves on the trees were still.
Jimin looked at the chair next to him, Yoongi had a backpack there. A dark green backpack, which felt really heavy when Jimin lifted it. Couldn't be good for his back, poor guy.
Steps approaching signalled to Jimin that Yoongi was done. Quickly, Jimin grasped for the backpack and put it on, while picking the duffel bag up from the floor. He didn't mind lifting heavy stuff, and he wanted to feel like he was helping, after all.
"Hi, sorry for the wait!" Yoongi said as he stepped through the door. He was wearing a light blue t-shirt with a print on it, and a pair of dark jeans. Looked fairly normal now, a bit stressed.
"No worries" Jimin smiled, surprised at how cute the priest looked out of his usual clothes.
Yoongi looked at the chair for a moment, and then turned around to scan the room. That is, until Jimin cleared his throat and pulled the straps of the backpack out with his thumbs.
"Oh" Yoongi let out, "i- i'll take the bag then?" he said, looking lost.
Jimin giggled at the priest's big surprised eyes, "no, i'll take both for you".
"You will? I mean- thank you.. that's nice of you" Yoongi said, confused. He had never had another man not suggest that they split the work.
Jimin only nodded as a 'you're welcome'. This just seemed natural to him, which was kind of.. attractive, or whatever.
Feeling a little unused to it, Yoongi held his hands together nervously and then started walking towards the exit.
The two walked out of the building and onto the grey asphalt. The fresh air felt good to breathe in, such contrast to the air indoors. Yoongi walked a step after Jimin, looking at his grasp on the duffel bag. Strong arms, Yoongi brought his hand up to his own arm, maybe he should work out..?
Suddenly, Jimin turned to look back, and waited for a second to walk next to him instead. He had a really.. unreadable expression on his face. As if he was amused to walk next to Yoongi, or to carry his bags.
They had walked over a street, and finally passed a big building that had been to their right. This revealed a gorgeous sunset that had been hidden behind the building. Both of them slowed down, amazed. Looked almost like an oil spill, many colors.
"Wow.." Yoongi said.
Jimin started walking again, "amen to that" he said, earning a giggle from the priest.
It was so obvious to Jimin at this point. People always talk about not assuming, but at some point there had to be exceptions. If Yoongi wasn't even a little bit of the homosexual kind, Jimin would be extremely surprised. It wasn't about manners, either, not stereotypical stuff. He simply radiated that energy, that only other gay people, like Jimin, could notice.
Whatever he was, Jimin found him cute. Jimin was single, hadn't been in a serious relationship in years. He didn't mind the single life, only more time to shamelessly check out guys.
When it came to Yoongi, Jimin wanted to know more. He wanted to get to know him, there was something special about the man.
"So, Yoongi" he said.
They were walking into a neighbourhood now. Sounds of their steps echoed against the facades of the houses.
Yoongi hummed, "yes?".
"I noticed how you usually only talk about similar subjects as a priest. Peace, love, and such things, correct?".
"Oh, i.. i suppose that's true" Yoongi said.
"You don't ever talk about the 'don'ts' of christianity" Jimin said, or asked.
They walked a few meters in silence. Yoongi was surprised at how someone actually caught onto that.
"You're observant, Jimin" he said.
Jimin smiled and nodded 'thanks', waiting for the priest to give further explanation - while also noticing how adorable his own name sounded when spoken by him.
"Well.. i when i started off as a priest just a while ago, i knew from the start i only wanted to be positive. I wanted to avoid all things that could sound negative, and gatekeeping" he said.
"Okay, i see" Jimin said,
"But you still live by the bible, yourself?".
This question hurt a bit. Yoongi knew he didn't. He couldn't say no, he was a priest.
"Oh, of course, i simply choose not to talk about everything" he lied.
He felt like Jimin saw right through that, he hated lying. Yoongi tried his best to be a good christian, but there were times when he had.. looked at certain films on the internet. And while pornography in question already was against his religion, he just had to take it a painful step further and watch non-hetero videos.
He prayed afterwards, trying to find some kind of excuse for it. Maybe it would go away one day, if he just prayed and wished enough. Yoongi's views on homosexuality weren't 'this or that'. He believed you could have gay tendencies, but as long as you didn't give in to them- it was all fine. For many many years, he never gave in to his own feelings, until he discovered more of what was on the internet. Since then he was often ashamed about it, felt like his search history was written on his forehead.
Yoongi and Jimin were getting closer to the part of the town where Yoongi lived. Somehow, they were walking slower than before now, both quiet.
"I think you made the right choice" Jimin said, breaking the silence, "preaching about how all people need to fit into a perfect box of God's children is never good" he said.
Yoongi nodded, "yeah.. i mean, no disrespect to my coworkers who do, obviously..".
Kicking a rock that laid on the street, Jimin hummed, "sure, but driving kids and adults to suicide for feelings they can't control just isn't really humane, though" he scoffed.
"Oh" Yoongi felt embarrassed for saying something against Jimin, he seemed to know a lot, "what exactly do you mean?".
"Many things, Yoongi. I'm sure you know what i mean, restricting love and innocent emotions" Jimin said.
Yoongi wasn't sure if he knew. It sure sounded a lot like Jimin was speaking about when priests preach against homosexuality, but mentioning such things was usually seen as taboo. Maybe Jimin didn't care about that. Yoongi liked people who felt strongly about their opinions and didn't hold back.
"That's.. yeah, that's why i don't do it" Yoongi said.
"I know".
They had been walking for some time now. Weren't the bag and the backpack heavy? Yoongi wondered if Jimin felt tired yet, but he didn't seem to care much.
At this point, the sun had set, and the pretty sky had switched to a lighter grey. They walked in the middle of the street. Orange streetlights shone down their warm light on the ground beneath in some places, while it was shadowy and cold between the lights.
Yoongi could see his apartment building now. Quite a big house compared to the others, a four story building.
Was Jimin upset about what the talked about before? He hadn't said anything since. Yoongi by no means disagreed with him, he was just insecure and scared to say something good as usual. It saddened him. Jimin was right, he was a good man. He went to church, cared for other people, he was strong and always offered to help. And he probably didn't watch those videos that Yoongi watched..
"I'm wondering" Jimin said, and Yoongi looked at him,
"this might be personal, if you don't mind me asking personal questions".
Yoongi shook his head, suddenly scared. Every time someone wanted to speak about serious things regarding him, he felt like it was about the.. sins.
"Oh, no you can ask" he said.
"Hm. You're my age, right? Almost thirty now. Do you ever want to get married? Or, have you been?" Jimin asked.
So many questions at once. Yoongi had to think about it.
"...I haven't been married, and to be frank, i haven't really thought a lot about it.." he said.
Jimin nodded, listening.
"You know, i'm a priest and all.. doesn't feel right as of right now. And i doubt i'd be able to find anyone, either" Yoongi continued.
"I see" Jimin smiled, "that makes sense. Although i have to say, about you not finding anyone- i disagree, you're very likable" he said.
For the first time since coming across those videos online, Yoongi felt his face get red.
"You think? I mean of course you don't.. you know, but-.. thank you" Yoongi stuttered.
How utterly embarrassing to stutter in such a situation, how would that look...?
Jimin kept that same, amused smile as he looked at Yoongi, "you're very welcome".
Yoongi sighed lightly, not understanding how Jimin could be so calm and nice all the time. How was he naturally so.. perfect. Yoongi wanted to be like that, or did he? Tackling the feelings he had about Jimin was getting hard now.
When looking up from the ground, Yoongi saw that they were at his place. Good, it felt a bit chilly outside, and he only had a t-shirt on.
They walked off the street, and along the pathway the led up to the building. Yoongi could feel Jimin watching him as he pressed in the numbers on the code lock, and got the door unlocked. This was it, he had thought.
"I'll carry it upstairs, too" Jimin said, and Yoongi nodded, visibly shy over being with someone else at his own home.
Although this building was a bit old, it had an elevator. Yoongi looked at Jimin for a moment and then walked over to press a glowing little button on the elevator.
The two men stood next to eachother, both staring at the yellow little button with a flickering light inside. The elevator made some struggled sounds as it moved down. Yoongi knew how the sounds went, always sounded the same. Soon, it would make one last dull sound before it was here.
There. Yoongi stepped forward to pull the green metal door up, and they stepped inside together.
"Cute elevator" Jimin commented. It was very small, wouldn't be good for a claustrophobic person.
"Yeah, it's kinda small.." Yoongi said, leaning against a wall after pressing the button for his floor, fourth floor.
He glanced up at Jimin, who was busy reading a note on the wall. There were lots of random notes in this building, naturally, as the landlords wanted to inform the people who lived here about things.
The elevator was extra slow today, Yoongi thought. He kept looking at Jimin, lost in how focused he seemed as he read the worthless note. Such godly facial features, his crooked nose, big lips, and the little birthmark on his upper cheek. Yoongi knew he shouldn't give in to these thoughts, but he couldn't help it. The closer the elevator got, the more he wanted to know how those lips would feel, how it would be to get close to Jimin. He often wondered about such things.
To make this night even more embarrassing, Jimin turned his head to catch Yoongi staring right at him. Yoongi quickly looked down, and his face felt warm again, God, why did Jimin have to turn around. He thought he was a freak now, a priest who stared at people? He probably felt uncomfortable.
They were both staring at the door now. This elevator ride hadn't even lasted that long, but in Yoongi's head it felt like an eternity.
Finally, it stopped and the door clicked. Yoongi held the door open for Jimin, and they walked in silence to Yoongi's door, which was furthest away, hidden behind a corner.
The lights turned on by themselves as they walked, and then everything was still again as Yoongi stopped. He needed to find his key now, where was it? Not in his pockets.
"My uh.. key, is in the backpack" he said.
Jimin took the backpack off and handed it to the shorter man with a slight smile. Yoongi sat down and started looking through the backpack immediately. This was a bit awkward, it was so quiet.
Jimin had something he wanted to say. He had absolutely no idea how Yoongi would respond, but he really wanted to say it.
A jingling metallic sound was heard, and Yoongi had found his keys. He stood up from his knees and looked right into Jimin's eyes, closer than he intended.
"Oh-" he breathed and took a step back while Jimin chuckled.
Jimin couldn't wait for much longer, he knew that. A few seconds later, Yoongi unlocked his door and held it open, not knowing if Jimin wanted to come inside with the bag or what.
Jimin didn't know either, he just walked inside. The apartment seemed very.. christian. No, but it was kinda basic looking, a little old maybe. Yoongi had all his shoes to the side, neatly arranged.
"Uhm.. welcome to my place, i guess" Yoongi said and walked past Jimin, standing between him and the rest of the apartment.
"Thanks" Jimin said, setting the duffel bag down on the floor.
Yoongi picked it up to move it further in, "oh, i forgot how heavy this was.. sorry you had to carry it!" he said.
"Don't worry, it's fine" Jimin said, voice soft. He took the backpack off as well, setting it to the side
To be honest, Yoongi didn't want him to leave. He wished he was confident enough to ask if he wanted something to drink, if he wanted to stay for a while. But instead they had this awkward situation.
He put his hands in his pockets, noticing something. The key? Where did he.. oh.
"Did i forget-" he whispered, walking past Jimin again, out of the apartment.
There it was, in the keyhole, how did that happen? It had never happened before, ever since he moved in.
He grabbed it and smiled shyly at Jimin, what an idiot he was, really. Jimin stood a step further in now, watching Yoongi as he walked inside again.
"Yoongi" Jimin said.
"Yes?" Yoongi looked up at Jimin.
"Have you ever kissed another man?".
Yoongi's eyes widened.
"H-huh?" he said.
Jimin repeated, "have you kissed another man?".
Yoongi shook his head. How the hell did Jimin just.. he knew he was bold, but asking that?
"No, never" he said.
Jimin didn't act like this was an odd thing to ask at all. He leaned against the wall slightly, not taking his eyes off the priest,
"Would you like to try?" he said gently.
"T-try? What?" Yoongi stuttered, and for the third time tonight, his face felt warm.
"Don't look so scared.. i'm just asking" Jimin chuckled.
Was this normal to him? No, this was definitely out of the ordinary. Yoongi swallowed and fiddled with his hands nervously,
"What do you mean by 'try'?" he asked carefully.
They were lucky noone else was going in or out of the building at this time. If one of his neighbours heard him, a priest, talking to someone about kissing men, he would be in trouble.
"Oh Yoongi. I'm asking if you would like to kiss me. To see how it feels to kiss a man" Jimin said.
"But it's a sin.. i mean- it's.. i shouldn't do such things, Jimin!".
"And why is that?".
"What?" Yoongi couldn't believe any of this, "why? Because it's against.. God".
"I see. You've never given in to it before" Jimin said slowly.
"What?".
This entire night had completely turned around. Yoongi was standing there blushing as he tried to figure out what Jimin was on about. He didn't want to seem like he didn't want to, he just needed to follow what his god wanted, what his religion wanted.
Jimin wasn't making him uncomfortable. He genuinely wanted to ask, nothing weird, or well...
"You want to know, i can see it on you. You might think you look like the most straight christian man ever, and you do, but i see it on you" Jimin said.
"H-huh? Jimin.." Yoongi softly said.
Jimin.. knew? How on earth did he see through him, did more people know?
"But you don't want to do it, because you don't want to give in to those sinful feelings, correct?" Jimin asked.
There was nothing Yoongi could do other than nod.
For the first time in his life, he admitted his feelings to another person. He should feel extremely vulnerable right now, but more so, he was relieved. Someone had seen him, understood him, maybe.
The house was still quiet, good. Yoongi didn't know if his face was still red, highly likely. Jimin looked so.. confident and handsome when standing there, eyes dark and understanding. Meanwhile Yoongi was a complete wimp, shy and embarrassed.
"Let me tell you something, Yoongi. I'm not trying to change your mind, i just want you to listen" Jimin said.
"Okay".
"It's wrong for a man to kiss, or do other things with another man, right?".
"Yes".
"But Yoongi, let me ask you: don't you think it's even more wrong to deny those feelings? Those pure, natural feelings?" Jimin said, voice so calm.
"Oh.." Yoongi was baffled. He hadn't thought about it like that before.
"Did God make you the way you are, just for you to go against it?" Jimin asked.
Having this kind of conversation here felt odd, but it didn't matter. Yoongi felt shivers run through his body, what Jimin said made sense.
He looked up at the male. In this single moment right here, Jimin felt like a god. Pathetic to think such a thing, but Yoongi was just so caught off guard by all these things Jimin said. He felt dumb from not letting himself think that way before.
He really went mute, too. Jimin gave him some time before saying something.
"You don't have to, you know.." he smiled softly.
Yoongi blinked, and then he shook his head slowly,
"No.. please kiss me.".
Those four words left Yoongi's lips, and Jimin did not disappoint. Yoongi stayed against the wall, nervous, while Jimin took the few steps to him.
A hand was placed on the priest's waist for the first time in his life, and everything felt so new and right. He looked up, shut his eyes, and their lips met.
He actually got what he wanted, got to know how those beautiful lips felt on his own. They were soft, so soft. And.. he was kissing a man, like actually. Yoongi hadn't had his heart beat like this in a long time, if ever.
After just a little bit, Jimin paused to see how Yoongi felt.
"Feels fine, hm?" he whispered. Yoongi nodded quickly.
Their lips met again, more confident this time. The shame of committing a sin was still there, but Yoongi didn't care for it right now. Jimin moved his mouth at a good pace, Yoongi was able to keep up somehow, messily.
Yoongi didn't want to mess this up now, so he held onto Jimin's shoulders for a steadier stance
Oh if someone saw them right now. If a neighbour glanced in through the door, and saw a male priest making out with a man.
The thought of that felt too scary, and Yoongi pulled away. He nodded towards the door and Jimin understood.
"Can't.. risk it" he said and shut it.
When looking back at Jimin, he was met with a wide grin.
"Didn't think you'd like it that much" Jimin said.
Yoongi blushed, how humiliating, "i-i didn't, either..".
"Hm, what do you wanna do now? Keep going?".
"Yeah.." Yoongi said. He didn't want to stand at the door the whole time, though, so he signed for Jimin to follow. After Jimin took his shoes off, that was.
They walked further into the apartment, to the living room which had windows facing out over some trees and a yard. Couldn't see much, though, it was dark now. The living room was kind of fun looking, vague 70s interior, from what Jimin could guess.
Yoongi went over to the couch, and held his hands together shyly, waiting for Jimin to sit down.
"You have a nice apartment.." Jimin said.
"Thank you" Yoongi said slowly, still standing.
He didn't know how to do anything. Luckily, Jimin was the kind who took the lead.
Jimin patted on his thighs, "how about you sit here? Wanna do that?".
Shivers. Yoongi hummed and walked over to Jimin, who helped him sit down over his lap properly. Sitting on a man's lap like this made Yoongi feel small, like he was 'submitting' to Jimin by doing it. He kinda was, and it kinda turned him on. And then he felt a bit bad, what a sin this was, gosh.
Jimin sat there, relaxed, as he looked at the priest. Wow, he was so pretty. His light blue shirt fit him so well. Yoongi basically sat over Jimin's lap, with his back on his chest, to the side. He was looking down on his hands while he waited for something to happen. Jimin had his hand behind and on the man's hip, holding him in place.
So completely innocent in a wholesome way. He never knew what it was like to kiss a man, he didn't know what was going to happen next, he just sat there, waiting.
Jimin wanted to take it easy, he didn't plan anything further than kissing right now. Slowly, as softly as he could, he slid his hand inside Yoongi's shirt and held his waist.
"Oh..!" Yoongi breathed, not expecting to be touched so delicately.
Jimin smiled at the priest and pulled him closer as they kissed again. This time, it was slower. Yoongi seemed to like that more, really getting a taste of Jimin.
He could not believe it, still. This was what it was like, kissing a man. He had wondered for so long, was it sinful like people said? Was it just rough and bad? It wasn't, Jimin held him by the waist gently, being so careful with him.
Kissing a man wasn't anything like kissing a woman, which Yoongi had done a few times. He could smell Jimin's cologne, a manly kind of smell that made him feel all giddy. Having a man's hand right on his skin, on his waist, was also amazing. Jimin caressed him slowly there as they made out, not aware of how much the priest liked it.
After some time, they parted, looking at eachother as they breathed.
"Look at you, so cute" Jimin said.
"Ohh.. Jimin..".
Jimin was lying if he said he didn't find it hot- the fact that Yoongi was a priest. He really made a priest all weak like this, felt amazing, honestly. He just hoped Yoongi wasn't going to feel bad afterwards.
Cute. Yoongi had never thought of himself as cute, like, ever. When watching those.. videos online, there were obvious roles that the men played, kind of. It was becoming very obvious to Yoongi, which role he related more to. He didn't know how to feel about that. There was no time to know, he just wanted more.
As they kissed again, Jimin's hand slid further under the blue shirt. He ghosted his fingers over the priest's chest, making him whimper pathetically. He was good at that, making someone squirm from sensitivity, just by soft little touches and motions. He seemed to like doing it, too, smiling against Yoongi's lips whenever his body twitched.
As time went by, Yoongi wanted more and more from Jimin. He was so far in now, if he was going to sin, why not just sin as much as he wanted to.
They laid in a comfortable position, Yoongi had his shirt pulled up for Jimin to hold him, touch him. While he held him around the waist with one hand, Jimin had his other hand on Yoongi's thigh. It was dangeorusly near a certain area, slowly caressing over the soft jeans texture.
Now, they parted again. Jimin looked proud. He looked at Yoongi with those dark, nice eyes, and kissed his cheek.
"Jimin.." Yoongi whispered, voice a little shaky from all the touching.
"Mm?" Jimin hummed.
"Could you.. please, touch me there" he let out.
He meant to say that, but actually hearing himself ask for such a thing was humiliating. How pitiful, and it was too late to take it back.
Jimin didn't laugh, he just kissed the priest's cheek softly again, "sure thing" he said, with the most gentle, sweet voice ever.
If Yoongi wanted more, he would get more. Jimin wasn't going to make this into an awkward situation for the man, he was doing so good already, getting used to kissing and making out with a man. If he felt like he was ready for a little more, Jimin was going to give him that.
So they kissed again. Yoongi's lips were amazing to kiss. Jimin couldn't grasp how he was the first man to experience this. His lower lip was plump and soft, while his cupid's bow was so perfectly arched, giving him a pouty look. A doll, looked like a doll.
Jimin's hand which had been on Yoongi's thigh, moved more now. He ran it down to the man's inner thighs, grabbing his thigh a little more harshly there.
"O-oh" Yoongi let out in surprise.
It was so much fun playing with such a responsive guy. Jimin hadn't done anything like this in a long while, so it really gave him a kick. Yoongi had never ever been touched like this before, or course he was going to be loud and cute.
Slowly, Jimin moved his hand to the quite obvious bulge in Yoongi's jeans. How sweet, he couldn't help getting that excited. His whole body reacted when Jimin started palming him slowly, and he whined out.
"Ah, so loud" Jimin said.
"Sorry.." Yoongi said, resting his head against Jimin's head.
"Don't apologize, it's not bad" Jimin said.
Yoongi was about to say something, but moaned instead when Jimin suddenly started caressing his chest with the other hand.
Back to the other hand, though. Jimin was determined to do this as well as possible. Yoongi was so sweet laying there on his chest, ready to know how it felt.
Like he wasn't already hard, Jimin had managed to make it painful. He touched the man through his jeans slowly, teasingly.
"Please.. Jimin" Yoongi said. He couldn't take it anymore.
The feeling was so strong now. The same feeling he got when he watched those videos. A need; and Jimin was in complete control of it.
"Please what?" Jimin asked while slowing his hand down.
"Just.. like, touch me" Yoongi cried.
"Aww, want me to jack you off?".
Yoongi nodded. He liked the way Jimin spoke to him a little too much. It felt wrong to be talked to that way, like he was stupid. But Jimin's voice was so soft and full with care, Yoongi wanted more.
Deciding to not wait any longer, Jimin unbuttoned the priest's jeans and got the zipper down. Yoongi lifted himself up a little and pulled the jeans down to about his thighs. Now, when there were only boxers, Jimin could do more. He ran his fingers over Yoongi's bulge softly, only for the man to buck his hips for more.
Yoongi's eyes were half open, looking up at the ceiling while he let Jimin do whatever he wanted. Laying on another man, having another man touch him there, it all felt so unreal. Like he was in a dream that was gonna fade, but it just didn't.
Enough with the teasing, Jimin hooked his fingers onto the waistband of the boxers and pulled them down. Yoongi's dick wasn't held down by anything anymore, it could stand freely.
"Wow, so excited, huh?" Jimin said
"Mmh". Yoongi didn't know how to respond to that, so embarrassing.
The second Jimin wrapped his hand around it, it felt like a rush of electricity went through Yoongi. He hadn't even had a woman touch him there, only himself. The fact that he gave that oppurtunity to a man felt so good, it was only right. It was quite shameful to be almost thirty and never been touched before, but he couldn't help it.
He couldn't lay with his head back anymore, so he shuffled to the side and kind of leant it against Jimin's neck. Jimin was being careful, rubbing his thumb over the tip slowly.
"Alright.." Jimin whispered, "don't tell God about this" he said and brought his hand to his face, only to spit on it.
"Oh" Yoongi gasped, he wouldn't need to tell God, God probably knew already.
God could know all he wanted now. Yoongi was going to go through with this, even though he was a priest; a priest who laid over another man's chest and got a handjob from him..
The spit was necessary, made everything easy and good. Jimin was moving his hand now, glancing at the priest to see how he reacted to different things. He was really sensitive there, too, back arching when Jimin ghosted his fingers along the length. In this position, Jimin could also kiss Yoongi's forehead. He did that as he started jacking him off properly.
"Oh Jimin.." Yoongi mumbled, lips parted as he breathed hotly, quickly.
He blinked every now and then, sometimes shutting his eyes for a longer time. Jimin couldn't take his eyes off the priest, he wanted to see exactly how he made him feel, how it felt for him to sin like this.
"So pretty" Jimin whispered, "feels good?".
"Uh-huh.." Yoongi nodded, it felt amazing to have someone else do this.
Looking down at Jimin's hand didn't feel real. Seeing a man's hand.. doing that to him, it made his head feel light. Everything about it, so hot. He saw how his own shirt was pulled up halfway. He saw the hair on Jimin's arm as he jacked him off. And Jimin's soft lips pressed against his forehead sometimes, which felt reassuring.
Never would he have thought it would come to this, when he was at church today. Or when they walked home together, and Jimin watched Jimin carry the bag with his arm. The same arm was around his waist now, holding him tightly. And the sinful feeling was fading, this couldn't be wrong- as Jimin said. How could it be wrong to feel this good?
"Wanna finish?" Jimin asked, he could feel that Yoongi was close.
"Please.. mhh" Yoongi said. His stomach felt really tight and sensitive now.
"Yeah? You sound so adorable" Jimin said.
Yoongi truly did sound adorable when laying there. Jimin didn't know what he expected, but the fact that the priest who always sounded kinda straight and boring at church, could be reduced to this, was hot. He didn't look like a priest now. Not in these clothes, he looked like a normal, cute guy, who didn't even know the concept of sinning. Making a priest all whiny and needy was definitely a turn on, Jimin realised.
The tight feeling in Yoongi's stomach was so strong. It hurt, he bucked his hips for more. He was going dizzy from it, needing Jimin to move faster, let him finish.
And Jimin complied, jacking him off faster, with more intent. He could tell he was seconds away, thighs moving from being so close.
There it was, oh finally. Yoongi's whole body twitched as it washed right over him. Jimin kept whispering how good the priest was doing, while he came on his stomach.
"Ah Jimin..!" he whimpered, feeling like he was going to cry. Maybe he was crying already.
Jimin was experienced, Yoongi already knew that. But he didn't expect him to know so much. Just after Yoongi had finished, Jimin moved his hand to his lower stomach and pushed down. Yoongi had never known this, but the feeling shot right back at him, it felt so incredibly good when he pressed there.
"Ahh.. w-wow" he stuttered, only to hear Jimin chuckle.
"You did so good, so cute." Jimin said calmly.
Good? Was that good, to just lay there and be pathetic? Maybe it was, if so, Yoongi loved being pathetic.
The feeling was over now, kind of. Yoongi felt like he saw stars, he needed to calm down. He pulled his own boxers on and took a deep breath.
"Come up here, baby, let me kiss you.." Jimin said. He didn't mean to let the petname slip, but Yoongi didn't seem to mind.
Yoongi swallowed and shuffled up a bit, wondering why such a petname made his heart skip a beat. Jimin leaned in, and they kissed. This kiss felt like a 'thank you', to Jimin. He could tell Yoongi was pushing himself closer, giving more and wanting more.
It was already an intense moment, so they kept it shorter. Yoongi pulled away and leaned his face right against Jimin's cheek. Jimin shut his eyes, feeling the priest's breaths on his neck. He was a softie, needed some time to regain his breath, and to understand what just happened. Jimin laid still as he replaced the hand that had been holding Yoongi, from waist to upper neck. He ran it through parts of his hair, and then started stroking the priest's ear softly.
Yoongi let out an almost unaudible moan at that, still sensitive to touch. His head felt stuffed, couldn't think properly, only lay here and feel dumb and little while Jimin stroked his ear.
"Tired?" Jimin asked after some time.
"Yeah..".
"It's late already, you should go to sleep early tonight" Jimin said.
Yoongi hadn't had anyone tell him when to sleep since.. since he moved out, many years ago. Felt odd, also comforting.
"Mm".
He didn't want Jimin to leave now, wanted to fall asleep right here in his arms.
Jimin was looking out into the room. He knew he had to leave and walk home soon, but he wasn't going away until he was sure about something.
"Yoongi" he started.
"Yeah?".
"I want you to promise me something".
"What is it?" Yoongi asked, worried.
Jimin moved a bit to the side to look at the man in his arms,
"Promise me to not pray this away. What happened today isn't anything you should be ashamed of in any way. This is just natural, Yoongi.." he said.
Yoongi was quiet. He hadn't thought about it yet, but he was probably going to pray about it when going to sleep already.
"Please, i don't want you to forget this. Write it down if you need it off your chest, but don't pray" Jimin said, voice a bit stern for Yoongi to truly understand.
"Okay, yeah.." Yoongi said, "no praying".
"Good. It might feel like you just committed the biggest sin of your life, but rethink it. Everything is the same, the sun is still going to rise, and you're breathing, we're breathing" Jimin said, stroking Yoongi's ear gently as he spoke.
"Mm, some things are a little different, though" Yoongi mumbled.
Jimin smiled, "oh, true".
Yoongi took a deep breath, shutting his eyes again as he just laid here for one more minute, thinking about how warm Jimin was and good he smelled. After being alone for so long, he had missed being close to another person. Then, he glanced at the clock on the wall.
"Oh! It's later than i thought, you should.. get going" he said.
"Will you be okay if i leave?" Jimin asked.
Yes, and no. Yoongi nodded, he couldn't be selfish. After taking the last moment in, he decided to get off Jimin's lap and up on the floor, so he did.
Standing felt uncomfortable, he got his pants on properly again and held his shirt up, remembering the situation on his stomach.
Jimin giggled, "a nice souvenir, right?".
Yoongi blushed, walking to the kitchen to dry himself off with some paper. It felt odd to be walking around now, Jimin followed him into the kitchen and stood there while he grabbed some paper towels.
"Such a clean kitchen, mine is.. not" Jimin said.
"It's small, easy to keep tidy" Yoongi said, voice soft.
"Makes sense".
Jimin watched as Yoongi patted his white stomach with the paper, and then ran his fingers over it to see if it was dry. Cute. After tossing the papers away, he let his shirt down and walked towards the door.
He had a lot on his mind now. Seeing Jimin at church was going to be an experience. Yoongi also wondered if this was a one time thing. When he laid in Jimin's lap, he assumed it was. But now he realised that it might've not been the last time. Did Jimin want more?
Either way, Jimin got his shoes tied and turned around to look at the priest, now even taller than him with the shoes on.
He wanted to do something with Yoongi again, definitely. He was such a pure person, Jimin had found him interesting for a while, especially after this. Maybe, since Yoongi was so new to this- he could teach him more?
"So" he said.
Yoongi smiled shyly, holding his hands together again.
"I suppose i'll see you at church" Jimin said,
"and maybe, if you have something heavy again, i can carry it home for you".
"Oh" Yoongi felt his heart swell, "that.. sounds good to me".
And as if they had done it a million nights, Jimin took a step closer to the priest and gave him a quick kiss on the lips, ruffling his hair.
"Bye bye, see you" he said.
Yoongi looked absolutely gorgeous when he giggled, and raised his hand to wave,
"Good night, Jimin".