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You’d been so shy at first when he’d initially approached you but as you had talked you'd allowed yourself to be swept off of your feet by his charm. He had asked you about the men that came to the bar. What they spoke about, what they told you and when he’d learned that you were often told their plans he had asked you to feed him information in return for protection.
You then fed the DEA agent information for months and because of you, they went on to execute several successful busts but Escobar’s men caught on eventually and after an incident that had left you black, blue and bloody. Javier had carried you from the bar and taken you back to his apartment where Connie had nursed you back to health and your relationship with Javier had developed from there.
He then managed to secure you an apartment in his building upstairs opposite the Murphy’s. He spent most evenings at your apartment, the two of you eating dinner and fucking until you were left boneless where you lay. He'd awoke something within you that you’d never knew you possessed. A sexual demon that would do anything to give and receive pleasure. He knew how to play your body and make you cum like no other had before him and you soon found yourself falling hard and heavy for him but he maintained that what was between you was casual so despite how that hurt you continued with it, only asking that he tell you if he fucked anyone else. You deserved that at least.
The previous night he had made you cum on his tongue after you had left Murphy’s for dinner, making you sing as you clutched to the kitchen counter and he ate you like a man starved but after that, he had left, telling you he had a meeting with Carillo. You had begged him to let you return the favour but he had simply pulled you into a biting kiss before turning his back to you and leaving, not realising his coat was still slung over one of your kitchen chairs. It had been almost a month since he had last fucked you and you found yourself craving the release that only he could provide, your fingers simply not enough. You were growing more and more isolated the less he stayed and you wished that you could leave. Hit a bar and let your hair down.
Just for one night.
When you'd noticed that Javi had left his coat behind you decided it was the perfect excuse to go see him, knowing that he had the day off today so you thought perhaps today he'd be in the mood for you to thank him for the head. Skipping down the stairs, your heart was pounding in your chest as you knocked on his door. A grin growing across your face when he opened it.
‘You left this behind last night.’ You cooed as you lifted his coat into view before tossing it behind him and latching your lips to his.
‘Now isn’t a good time.’ Grumbled Javier as he pushed you off of him, groaning as you palmed his length beneath his sweats.
‘I need you Javi.’ You pleaded ‘It’s been a month. I need to feel you.’
‘Javi? Who is it?’ Comes a voice from inside his apartment and he flinched as you pulled back and looked behind him as a beautiful young woman lurked into view.
‘Javier, who is she?’ You asked, your face dropping as you looked at him but he didn’t answer you.
‘I’m Vanessa.’ She replied for him, giving you a sweet smile that you wanted nothing more than to slap off.
You said nothing else. You slapped him and left, sprinting up the stairs where you dashed into your room and started to shove clothes into the duffle you stored under your bed. You didn’t hear your door go, too distracted with packing what little belongings you had and sobbing your heart out as your breath caught in your throat.
“What are you doing?’ he asked, grabbing your arm and roughly turning you to face him.
‘Leaving.’
‘You can’t leave.’
‘Watch me.’ You spat, shoving him off of you as you pull open your drawers and shoving their contents into your bag.
‘It’s too dangerous.’
‘You haven’t fucked me in a month.’ You said abruptly and he looked back at you in confusion ‘You been fucking her all this time?’
‘I-’
‘Actually don’t answer that.’ You interrupted ‘I don’t want to know.’
‘This was always casual.’ He stated as he motioned between the two of you ‘You knew that all along.’
‘Yes, Javier but you also promised me you’d tell me if you were fucking anyone else.’ You growled.
‘Well as we weren’t I didn’t think it was necessary.’
‘Yet you still come here and kiss me… Suck my clit and make me cum but all the while you're fucking your favourite whore. What… am I not good enough anymore? Why bother even going down on me or kissing me at all?’
‘I…’
‘Just get out Javi.’ You spat ‘Get the fuck out of my face. I won’t leave because you’re right, it is too dangerous but I don’t want to see you or speak to you ever again.’
He flinched at your words, eyes glistening with unshed tears as he stayed glued to the spot.
‘GET OUT.’ You screamed before grabbing the hardback on your dresser and throwing it at him, the corner hitting his temple and drawing blood.
He said nothing. He lifted his fingers to his face, wincing as they grazed the cut you inflicted before he pulled them away bloody. Glancing back at you one final time he did as you asked. Leaving without uttering another word.
~
You were glad of your friendship with Connie and when she had invited you to go for a few drinks with her and Steve one evening you had leapt at the chance. You hadn’t even thought to ask whether a certain Agent would be there and you’d nearly left as soon as you arrived and saw him waiting for the three of you.
‘No, wait.’ Connie pleaded ‘I’m sorry I didn’t know he was coming. Please don’t go.’
‘Con I can’t stay if he’s here.’
‘It’s my fault.’ Piped up Steve ‘I told him that I was taking you and Con out for a few drinks. I had to, he’s the one in charge of your protection. I told him not to come.’
You roll your eyes, glancing at him and noticing him looking at you hopefully before returning your attention to Connie.
‘Okay, I’ll stay but don’t expect me to speak to him.’
‘No problem.’ She replied, raising her hands a little in front of her.
The three of you made it over to the table that the agent occupied and you tried desperately to avoid his gaze. You sat down beside the blonde woman and threw your drink order to Steve as he announced that he was going to the bar before staring in front of you.
‘Hi.’ He said gingerly as you studied a knot in the wood of the table sat in front of you all.
You said nothing and he visibly flinched, eyes sad as he glanced at Connie who could give him little more than a shrug in response. His guilt had been eating away at him for the last few months. He had done as you had asked and stayed away but he was disheartened to see that almost three months since that morning you were still harbouring anger towards him. He was relieved when Steve returned with the drinks, the blonde striking up a conversation about the little girl that he and Connie had decided to adopt. Javi remaining silent as you gushed at the news that they were going to be parents.
Drinks continued to flow and conversation did also. You offered to grab the next round, the allowance you were given for supplies was generous and you still had a little extra that you’d accumulated over the months you’d been in protection. Leaning against the bar, you waited for the server to reach you and you couldn’t help but notice the presence that came to stand beside you.
‘Hey.’ Came a silky smooth voice and you turned your head to see the most beautiful woman staring back at you ‘Not see you here before.’
‘I’m uh… Here with some friends.’ You replied, swallowing past the lump in your throat as battled the confusing feelings that washed over you.
‘The dark one your boyfriend?’ She asked and you glanced at Javier who was watching you intensely.
‘No.’ You replied curtly before looking back at her.
‘Good.’ She replied, smiling sweetly at you.
You talk whilst you wait, feeling a heat bloom in your belly at all the small touches as whispers in your ear as she flirts with you. The barman takes your order, you slip the girl your number and head back to the table.
‘Who was that?’ Questioned Javier and you finally looked up to see what you thought might be jealousy.
‘No one.’ Was your reply as you hand everyone their drinks and return to conversation with the Murphys.
You can’t help but notice the way she watches you as you sit in your booth with the others. You feel yourself growing wetter and wetter under her gaze and you rub your thighs together to gain a little friction as you return her gaze, bottom lip trapped between your teeth. It doesn’t go un-noticed by Peña who feels something fizzing under the surface. Eventually you can’t take it anymore and you excuse yourself to the bathroom, eyes catching hers as you disappear through the door. The door opens a few minutes later and she slips in after you, locking it behind her before grabbing you and spinning you on the spot so that your pinned up against the wooden structure. Her lips slant over yours as she kisses your hungrily, one hand holding your waist as the other snakes up your skirt and strokes your clothed sex.
‘You’re so wet.’ She says against your lips ‘This for me?’
‘You nod, heart hammering in your chest as she slips her hand past the band of your panties and slides them through your fold, eliciting a loud moan as she brushes against your swollen bud.
You’ve never done this before. You’d always found women attractive but you’d never felt desire for one before. Not as you stood there, pinned to a door as one circles your clit with her delicate fingers you imagine all the things you want to do with her. You’re torn from your imagination by a long slender finger sinking into your heat and curling just right, her palm rubbing against your clit as she pumps the digit in and out of you before adding another. You throw your head back and moan loudly as you feel yourself barrelling towards completion embarrassingly quickly but as she kisses you and curls just a little more you can’t stop it. You gush over her hand, liquid pattering on the floor as you practically scream against her lips before your legs give you and you both slip to the floor.
‘Fuck.’ You pant as she kisses you languidly ‘That was…’
‘Just the start.’ She finishes for you and you grin at her as you pull her into another kiss.
‘Come home with me.’ You whisper against her lips and she nods ‘Meet my by the door in five.’
…
Javier had headed to the bathroom after you hadn’t returned, also noticing that the girl you’d been speaking to was nowhere to be seen. He was just about to push open the door when he heart it. Your moans of pleasure. He knew them all to well but when he heard you let out a pleasured scream he felt himself snap and he stormed out the bar without a work to Connie or Steve.
…
You bid Steve and Connie goodnight, promising them you’ll be okay to walk yourself back. You meet her outside and the two of you practically skip back you your apartment, giggling as you skip up the stairs and unlock your door, stumbling inside you are on each other instantly. You blindly walk to the bedroom, laughing as you bump into things but eventually you both fall down on the bed and remove each others clothes as you continue to kiss each other hungrily.
‘Wait… Wait.’ You say suddenly as you pull away, panting as you look into her dark eyes ‘I’ve um… I’ve never done this before.’
‘This?’ She questions, smirking at you.
‘I’ve never fucked a woman before.’ You confess and she grins at you.
‘Don’t worry baby.’ She says sweetly as she cups your sex ‘We’ll take this slow.’
~
‘So how are things going between you and Elisa?’ Asked Connie as she sipped her wine ‘You’ve been dating what… Six months now?’
‘They’re really good.’ You replied ‘She’s been really patient with me. I was a little nervous at first as I guess I'd never realised I was bi until I met her.’
‘What’s the sex like?’
‘Con!’ You giggled at the boldness of her question.
‘What I’m curious.’
‘It’s uh… It’s different.’ You reply ‘So far all we’ve done is oral and hand stuff but I think I’m ready to experiment a little more.’
‘Oooo… Experiment how?’
‘I don’t know but I feel like there must be other things we can do.’ You said shyly 'I'm not exactly an expert on this stuff.'
‘Oh trust me there definitely is.’ Connie replied and you raise your eyebrows with intrigue.
‘What I went to college once.’ She chuckles before ‘Come, I have some stuff I can show you.’
…
You sat nervously on the couch as you waited for Elisa to come home. Connie had shown you a book one of her college friends had given her as a joke and it had shown you something that you knew you wanted to try. Upon hearing the key to your apartment turn in the lock you turn to look at your lover as she walks in.
‘Hey.’ She says sweetly as you skipped up to her and kissed her deeply ‘Nice to see you too.’
You said nothing. You just took her hand and lead her to the bedroom, pushing her down on the bed and stripping bare for her.
‘There’s something I want to try.’ You said as you slunk over to her and started to strip her of her own clothes.
You’re practically dripping at the thought of what you were about to do. It started off all hands and tongues, taking it in turns to make each other cum before you rolled her onto her back and kiss her hard. Sitting up you spread her legs and slotted yourself between them, grinning at the look on her face as she realised what you were planning. You carefully manoeuvred yourself so your bare sex was hovering over hers, moaning when your clit nudged her own.
‘Shit.’ You breathed, moaning as you rocked your hips a little and found that your combined slick made moving easy.
You started slow, swallowing her moans as you rubbed your core against hers but as her moans grew louder your hip movements increased. You both came in unison, screaming together as you felt her walls contract against you but she didn't give you long to recover before she was flipping you onto your back and taking over. Your hands grabbed the globes of her ass as you urged her to fuck you harder and when you cum again you'd almost cried at how intense it was, her climax following soon after.
‘Shit.’ She breathed as she rolled onto her side and fought to regain her breath.
The two of you lay there in silence for a short while, hands enclosed as the sweat on your skin started to dry.
‘So Connie’s invited us for dinner tomorrow.’ You said as you panted beside her.
‘Seriously?’ She chuckled and you rolled to face her.
‘What?’
‘We fuck like that... and that's the first thing that springs to your mind after?’
‘Well, she was the one that gave me the idea for what we just did.’ You giggled as you pecked her lips.
‘Well, I must thank her.’ She replied as she kissed you again a little more passionately and you melted from her touch.
‘I love you.’
‘I love you too.’ She replied, smiling sweetly at you and watched as your eyes started to flutter a little.
When she was sure that you were asleep she slipped from the room and pattered to the kitchen, pulling the phone from its cradle. Resting it against her ear she waited for someone to answer, grinning when a familiar voice sounded at the other end.
‘I’m in.’ She said simply.
~
Javier had been unable to avoid hearing your nightly activities. Living beneath you meant you could hear him and he could hear you. He’d managed to avoid seeing you since the night at the bar but he’d been kept up to date about your blossoming relationship with Elisa. Connie gushed about how cute the two of you were together and despite Javier and Steve begging her to tell you to be careful, she waved them both off.
‘You can’t help who you fall in love with.’ She said as she rolled her eyes at them both.
‘Well that’s very progressive of you Con but society doesn't look at it that way.’ Stated Javier as he supped at his beer ‘They could get hurt.’
‘Well, I’m sure they realise that.’ She growled ‘I know that they aren’t all PDA when they go out.'
‘Wait what?’ He asked as he shifted in his seat ‘She leaves the building with her?’
‘Well yeah, that's what couples do.’
‘She shouldn’t be going anywhere without either Steve or me.’ He snapped ‘It's not safe for her. She’s wanted by Escobar.’
‘Uh…’
‘I’ll have a word with her.’ Interrupted Steve as he placed a comforting hand on his partner's shoulder.
Connie was dragged away by a crying Olivia and Javier took it as his chance to voice his concerns to Steve. He’d stayed away from you but he had kept an eye on her, it was his job to protect you after all. At least that's what he’d told himself as he’d tailed her one afternoon.
‘I don’t trust this Elisa woman.’ He stated and Steve rolled his eyes.
‘Why the hell not?’
‘I just think she’s up to no good.’
‘Well, you would say that .’ Steve snorted in response.
‘What’s that supposed to mean?’ Snapped Javier as he looked at his partner with dark eyes.
‘It’s clear you have feelings for her man. You’re jealous she’s found someone else and that's natural but news flash for you… You’re the one who pushed her away.’ He said, waving his hands in front of Javi’s face ‘You can’t do this to her. Girl deserves to be happy. You need to smother this green monster and move on. You had your chance and you fucked it.’
‘I tailed her to the other day.’ He confessed and this grabbed Steve’s attention ‘I saw her head into a shady ass looking house before kissing some guy and leaving an hour or so later.’
‘Javi-‘
‘I’m telling the truth, Steve.’
‘Just drop it.’ The blonde agent replied before heading to the fridge to grab another beer.
Javier pondered his partner's words.
He was jealous. He had fucked his chances with you. He’d gotten scared and ran away like a coward but he knew he was right about Elisa. He just needed to prove it.
So that's exactly what he did. He spent any hours he wasn’t working watching Elisa as she went about her daily activities. She spent most evenings with you and he didn’t need to look into that, he could hear what you were doing together. His suspicions were confirmed one evening when he caught her sneaking out of the apartment to meet someone outside and his stomach had twisted when he saw La Quica leaning against a jeep across the street. Words were exchanged before she kissed him and left and Javier could feel his blood boil in his veins. Now he just needed to get her alone.