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Yoongi finally admitted to himself that he was in love with jimin. But it was too late. He only realized it when jenna confessed to the boy and he said yes. They were dating. It’s been a month now. And yoongi is miserable. He keeps stealing glances at jenna and everyone thinks he’s madly in love with the girl. Nobody knows he wants everything she has.
I want to taste her lips
Yeah, cause they taste like you
He keeps thinking about jenna. He wants to be her so bad. To have her round cheeks which lightly blush when jimin whispers in her ear. To have her lips which are allowed to kiss his. To have her hands which can tenderly carress her lover’s skin. But he’s not her and he’ll never be.
Yeah, cause maybe then
You’d want me just as much
Everyone is aware that yoongi is suffering, even if the man tries to hide it. Jimin noticed it too, of course he does, he always does. And yoongi doesn’t have the strenght to tell him to fuck off when the man comes knocking to his door wanting to know what’s happening. Yoongi just starts crying and jimin hugs him, increasing that pain in his heart giving him a taste of what she has. He finally shoves jimin out of his room, sobbing from the pain and the rage inside of him.
I don’t get no sleep
I don’t get no peace
Nobody saw yoongi in a week. Jimin is a ball of anxiety, knowing he’s the last person who saw him. This night, when jimin comes to his room a letter is on his desk. He opens it and recognizes yoongi’s writing immediately. After reading the letter jimin is crounching down, sobbing on his floor.
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