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Chuuya didn't know what he expected when he walked into that bar again.
Last time, he met Dazai there and it turned into a dangerous night. Did he regret it? He didn't know.
The alpha made him feel mixed feelings.
He liked some things about him, like his sweet voice, his gentle touch, hell he even liked it when he dominated him, he had to admit after last time's encounter.
But Dazai was oh so manipulating. He wanted to control chuuya's body, his mind, his thoughts, and he did it perfectly. He had so much power over chuuya. Even if in the end, the omega felt he didn't mind being used, cause he felt so good that he forgot all about the unpleasant things he felt before. He could still remeber the bliss he felt that time.
He did like their time together but that doesn't mean he was ready for another round.
Knowing that, he couldn't stop himself from looking inside of the bar, out of curiosity, because he just happened to pass by it.
The place smells of alcohol and sweat. Chuuya regrets entering. He regrets it even more when he sees he who shall not be named at the same place he was sitting at last time.
He is about to turn around and leave, for good this time, when he notices the alpha is not alone.
There is someone sitting next to him. A blond haired guy. He seemed short, but still taller than chuuya, and he couldn't see his face. He noticed dazai looking intensly at him.
He walked inside the bar, sitting at a free table to watch them. He didn't even know why he was doing this. Dazai was listening to the man talk, smiling.
The waiter soon came to take his order. And chuuya took whatever was first on the list to get him to go away, wanting to get back to his spying. From this position, he could see the stranger's face. The blond haired guy had nice features, green eyes and seemed to have so much fun sharing his story.
He wondered who he was. What gender he was.
After a few minutes, where chuuya had drank all of his glass, Dazai raised his hand.
He touched the blond guy's face, who stopped talking, leaning to the touch like a cat. Seeing that, Chuuya was now sure. He was an omega. And if he knew dazai well enough, he wanted him to be his company for the night.
Technically, he had no more reason to stay. He knew what dazai was doing; he was gonna have a busy night. But chuuya was still sitting at the table, watching them . Dazai surprisingly didn't seem to notice him staring, and that made him even more irritated.
The blond omega called dazai by his name.
The alpha moved his hand from his cheek to his hair, gripping it.
Chuuya felt his heart tighten. Whenever dazai did that to him, it was to kiss him.
But now he was doing it to somebody else. Some other omega. Was he gonna kiss him too?
The stranger looked back at dazai with an expression in his eyes, but chuuya was too far to figure out what was in it. Dazai was looking back at him, moving closer, their nose almost touching. He whispered something to him.
Chuuya sat up, not standing this anymore. But before he could do anything, whether it be run away or stop them, he watched the alpha's next move with surprise.
Dazai stood up, his hand still gripping the omega's hair, and he dragged him down a corridor.
They couldn't be seen anymore.
Chuuya was shocked, more than he should have been. That was dazai after all, of course he was gonna take someone away, wether it was against their will or not. That applied to both of the omegas.
Chuuya was at loss. He didn't know what to do. Dazai didn't take the way to the elevator, like last time. That corridor could only lead to the toilet, he was sure of it. That could only mean one thing, and it made him disgusted. He couldn't stop his thoughts from wandering.
Dazai was going to fuck him. He was going to take care of that omega, make him submit.
He was gonna give him attention he didn't deserve. But chuuya did. He was supposed to be the one who had dazai's attention. No one else.
His blood boiled in his veins. His drink, although not enough to make him drunk, made him feel fearless.
He headed towars the toilet, determined.
He could hear some sounds coming from behind the closed doors, and it only added fuel to the fire. He violently opened it, exposing them.
The omega had his head to the wall, eyes shut, moaning until he heard chuuya's entry. Dazai's head was nuzzled next to the omega's scent glands, whose smell was reeking in the room. Chuuya hated it. The alpha simply lifted his head up when he heard the thud of the door, visibly unbothered. Even so, there was surprise in his eyes when he saw the identity of who had entered.
"Well, isn't that chuuya. How have you been?"
"Dazai.." Chuuya said in a low voice, trying to contain his anger.
"Yes beautiful ?"
Dazai was acting like there were just the two of them together. Calling him sweet names. Looking at him with an innocent look on his face. Like chuuya hadn't just caught him with another man, who was moaning few seconds ago.
Said man spoke when he noticed Dazai talking to somoene else:
"Alpha"
His voice was sweet and pitiful. It seemed like he already submitted to the alpha, his scent not having much power in it.
Dazai looked away from chuuya to face him. He used his fingers to lift his chin up, looking at him eye to eye. It made chuuya slightly growl. He didn't like being ignored like that.
"What do you want omega?"
The alpha's voice was clear and deep. It was this enchanting tone, that made shivers run through chuuya's spine, even if this time, it wasn't directed at him. It was spoken to another omega, who probably liked it as much as he did, cause it made him whimper.
That. That was too much for him. Dazai was giving pleasure to someone else. He was making another omega whimper. This person could enjoy the alpha's voice and attention, he could see his amber eyes. Those eyes weren't looking at chuuya, but at someone else. He was pleasing some other omega with his presence, right in front of chuuya.
The red haired man couldn't contain his anger anymore. He walked toward them, breaking them apart, making the omega fall. He took dazai by the collar and pushed him on the wall, coming closer to threaten him.
"You bastard! "
Dazai chuckled.
"What's wrong chuuya ? Can't stand me finding somebody else to fuck? If I remember well, you were the one who told me to."
And you were the one who told me you wanted to do it with me. You quickly replaced me huh, you fucking idiot!
He wanted to show him how wrong he was for trying to do that. He wanted to make him realise that going for another omega was a mistake.
"Shut up. Come with me."
Dazai grinned at chuuya's command, and let himself be dragged by the tie through hallways that lead to private rooms, ignoring the omega that was on the ground.
Chuuya was frustrated by how the alpha seemed extremely pleased, even though he was being commanded, dragged around. He had a smug grin on his face and chuuya wanted to erase it.
They were soon near the door to a private room, and chuuya registred it with dazai's name, which only made him even more amused. It pissed him off.
Closing the door behind him, Dazai let chuuya take him to the bed and make him sit. He looked at the omega who sat on top of him.
Chuuya took off dazai's tie, casting it aside somewhere in the bed. This time, it was chuuya who gripped the alpha's hair, using it to pull him into a kiss. Dazai kissed back, not minding the tight grip. If anything, it made him moan, which caught chuuya by surprise, making him hard. The alpha was complying, no words asked, with no resistance. He kissed him back with lust, sucking him, biting him, tasting him, eating him .Chuuya soon became breathless from the intensity of the kiss. His face was flushed when they parted. And Dazai was looking at him with hunger in his eyes.
Good. That's how chuuya wanted him to be.
The omega looked at the alpha's eyes, then at his buttons. Dazai probably knew chuuya's intention from his gaze. But he made no move to stop him. That was enough permission for him.
Gulping slightly, he started unbuttoning the dark haired man's suit. He felt his heart beating faster as he did it. Which felt stupid because he wasn't the one exposing himself. Dazai inhaled deeply, staring intently at chuuya's hands.
The omega discovered for the first time the alpha's bandaged chest. Through them, he could see his well shaped muscles, and it made him even hotter. Chuuya was bewildred by dazai's attractiveness. He was so sexy, unbuttoned suit,hungry eyes, wicked smile, that it made his resolve falter.
Wanting to get some confidence back, the omega took off his scent patch, releasing a strong smell that made dazai inhale deeply, closing his eyes to take it all in.
Chuuya was delighted. He loved seeing dazai smitten by his scent.
"And you were going to miss out on the opportunity to smell my scent one more time."
Hand still gripping his hair, he made it so dazai could look at him.
"Tell me, did you like that omega's smell ?
Was it better than mine? Did it make you more aroused than mine could?"
His scent seemed to get stronger with each sentence he spoke. It was filling the alpha's lungs.
"Hmm, no. There is no scent better than chuuya's. He couldn't compare to you. Ever."
Chuuya was pleased by dazai's words, but still not satisfied. After all dazai always praised his scent, and he lied like he breathed. Moreover, he couldn't erase from his mind the image of dazai looking at the blond omega's eyes. The way he lifted his chin. How he wanted them to be eye to eye. How he responded to him.
The omega's left hand went to dazai's back, strocking it throught the clothe, while his right one was in his hair, gripping it. He looked at him, eyes full of lust, before his tongue went to the alpha's scent glands on his cheek, licking it. Dazai gasped , breathing faster, liking chuuya's gentle ministration on both his face and his back.Chuuya went to the alpha's scent patch, removing it. His intoxicating smell filled the place, and it made him go crazy.
Still licking his face, kissing it from time to time, chuuya tried to take off dazai's bandages. There was a low growl, that reverberated on chuuya's body, making him shiver. His heart was beating fast from the adrenaline. That was a warning, one that chuuya chose to ignore.
He uncovered dazai's neck and a little bit of his shoulders. Without much thought, he went to lick dazai's scent glands on his neck, nipping at them, wanting to bite it.
"Chuuya.. don't"
Dazai seemed to have read his mind. His voice was low and threatening. His scent was getting stronger, because of chuuya's ministration, and more dominating, to assert his power. He was warning him once again: biting was a line he shouldn't cross.
Chuuya started grinding in dazai's lap, creating friction, making their erections meet, making dazai slightly moan. Tension was building, everything turned into heat.
Some instinct was taking over chuuya, guiding his movements. He liked giving pleasure to dazai, driving him crazy, being on the giving side instead of receiving. Despite his warnings, to chuuya, it didn't seem like dazai minded when the smaller one took control of the flow, with how well he reacted to everything he did. That thought was confirmed by his next move.
Still stimulating dazai's scent glands, the omega took that distraction as an opportunity to put his fingers on dazai's lips, then slowly sliding them in, fearing the alpha's reaction. But dazai just opened his mouth, giving him access to it. Even more, he started licking his fingers, making shivers run down his spine.
Chuuya lifted his head to look at dazai's expression. The alpha looked at him with desire. And the omega could have died from this lewd view. Dazai's brown hair was falling on his face,fingers were in his mouth, and he was licking chuuya's fingers sinfully, as if he was going to eat him up. Drool was coming out of his mouth, his cheeks were slightly flushed, but he didn't seem embarrassed at all. Confidence owerflowed from him, even in this position. It made him even hotter.
Chuuya loved this. He liked that he was the reason dazai looked like this. He loved dazai's compliance when he followed his every move. He felt something like power from this. And he now understood why the alpha liked making chuuya submit so much. So he could feel this thrill, this feeling of dominance and power.
Chuuya felt invincible at this moment. Like he could do anything. He yelped when dazai slightly bit his fingers, and took them out. He inhaled the alpha's playful scent, and felt drunk just from it. He quickly remembered how much he wanted to take his fill of the alpha's scent, and went back to his neck.
The omega started licking dazai's scent glands again, nibbing at them. He wanted to bite him. So much so. He had the power to do it, it was just in front of him, taunting, inviting.
But dazai forbade him from doing so. He warned him, and he was a dangerous enough to not treat his warnings lightly. Part of chuuya wanted to listen to him, not wanting to displease its alpha, too terrified of the consequences of doing so. Another part was jealous, rebellious and lustful. It wanted to mark dazai as his. He wanted to show him he was the only omega fit for him. He desired him, and he wanted to show it.
That part eventually won.
Chuuya licked dazai one more time, before biting. Dazai moaned, and it sounded like the sound of an animal more than anything else. It was mixed with a growl. It was one of the best sounds the omega ever heard.
Something shifted in dazai.
His scent quickly became dominating, suffocating. He flipped their positions in a flash. Chuuya was now on his back looking at dazai on top of him, both legs around him to cage him.
The omega gasped from the surprise. But he had no time to think much about this new position as he felt suffocated.Dazai was strangling him. He was gripping his throat, so firmly that it hurt. But that pain was nothing compared to the fear that the omega felt.
"Trying to overpower me, aren't you ? I warned you, but you couldn't just take a warning could you? You just had to rebel. Well let's see how this goes."
His throat was being gripped with even more force, proving a point.
Chuuya lifted his hands to try to push away dazai's, with no success. He fought for more air to get into his lungs, but as much as he needed the oxygen, it became more and more scarce in his body. Chuuya started crying. He couldn't even call the alpha's name to tell him to stop, he couldn't move his hands away from his throat and his legs were locked so he couldn't defend himself. He was helpless. Fear was starting to overwhelm him.
Of course something like this was going to happen. Not only because this was Dazai, and he didn't like being disobeyed, but because he was an alpha. When an omega bites an alpha, it is only natural that he feels threatened and wants to assert dominance. It was like a switch they had in them.
But chuuya hadn't thought it through. He was just focused on his anger, on his jealousy.
How he regrets it now ! If it was just any other alpha, he may have gotten away with it easier.
But this was dazai, and right now, he was strangling him so much he was drifting in and out of conciousness. Chuuya barely even felt a tongue licking his shoulder. But he did feel the pain of the bite when it came. The omega was seconds away from fainting.
Fortunately, the more dazai was putting force into his bite, the less there was on his hands.
Bit by bit, oxygen started coursing through his veins, helping him gain conciousness again. His thoughts came back to him, and he realised dazai's hands had left chuuya's throat, to pin down his wrists instead.
They stayed a few minutes like this, the omega trying to get his breathing back to normal, Dazai licking his bite. Chuuya felt something hot on his skin, as well as sharp pain. There was blood flowing, quickly caught by a tongue.
As always, the alpha knew exactly when chuuya had finally calmed down, when his breath was back to normal again. He wasted no time to hold him up and put him in their previous position.
That was another odd thing about dazai. Unlike most alphas, he liked to see chuuya on top of him, on his lap, not undearneath.
But that position didn't suggest that chuuya was the one who had power, far from it. There was no doubt in who called the shots in the room. The omega was so wrong to feel for a second that it was otherwise.
Chuuya looked with apprehension at dazai's eyes, wondering what was going to come next. He was always so unpredictable. It made him anxious, his heartbeat was faster. His fear never left him, only lessened a little.
"What's wrong chuuya ? Go on, just finish what you wanted to do earlier."
"If I do that, you'll just stop me again. You don't like me taking the lead."
"Don't I ? "
Dazai smiled, an evil, wicked grin.
"Well i guess you're right. Then I think you're just gonna have to tell me what you want me to do. If I'm kind enough, I'll do it for you. Tell me, what is it that you want ? "
Chuuya stayed silent, looking back at dazai with a strange expression on his face. This felt like a trap. Everything dazai did or said had a hidden intention behind it.
What the hell does "If I am kind enough" even mean?
"Answer me chuuya."
He felt shivers run down his spine at the commanding voice. He just wanted to tell Dazai to fuck him, to take care of him. He wouldn't have had any problem saying it any other time. But doing it right now, just after dazai had asserted his dominance, after he had ordered him to, felt like losing. Chuuya was prideful, so he didn't speak a word.
"Being silent aren't we? Are you really ignoring me right now? Should I find somebody else who will listen to me then ? I am sure there's someone you know who would be glad to obey me."
Chuuya was chocked to hear these words come from the alpha's tongue. He expected him to talk about punishement, something like that. But dazai always managed to surprise him, to throw him off guard. And right now, he was threatening him to go back to that blond haired omega, which was even worse. Just the thought of it utterly disgusted chuuya. He put a hand on dazai's opened suit, fisting it, feeling like he was already loosing.
"No.."
"No? Then why aren't you doing your best to satisfy me then?
I like to be obeyed. So naturally I'll search for someone who meets my expectations.
Tell me chuuya, do you obey me when i order you to do something ?"
Chuuya gulped. He didn't want to answer. But there was some threatening tone in dazai's voice. He knew him well enought to predict he was going to command him to answer if he didn't do it by his own will.
"No, but .."
"That's right. You don't.
And do you realise that it displeases me ?"
Chuuya bit his lips. He felt like a kid being scolded. He lowered his head, slightly nodding.
At that, dazai gripped his hair, making him look into his eyes.
"Then can you really blame me when i want to look for somoene who'll satisfy me, better than you ever can ?
Disobeying and doing as you please, like I can't just replace you when you bother me.
Do you really think you're that unique? You're just a casual omega. I could find hundreds like you."
"Please, stop.. "
It hurt. It hurt so much for chuuya hearing those words from dazai. He who would always called him special and put him on a pedestral. For him to tell chuuya he wasn't unique was too much damage. And dazai wasn't looking at him with soft, sweet eyes. There was that dangerous spark, as always, but this time his eyes were full of contempt. It made chuuya want to disappear. He wanted to close his eyes and cower in a corner, but he couldn't. He was forced to look into those hurtful eyes, to hear those horrible words.
But it didn't stop at that.
"Actually, you're even worse than any other omega. Who would want someone who can't even do as he's told. Having to work so much to get you to please me, don't you think that's too tiring? Instead of trying to bend you to my will, i should just go back to akira san. "
"No.. please don't say that..stop.."
Chuuya didn't want to hear more. He didn't like hearing another's name on dazai's mouth. He started moving, hands against dazai's chest, wanting to run away. However, Dazai held his wrists behind his back, like he would always do, locking him in his place, caging him, forcing him to listen.
He whispered in his ear. And his words were like poison. Each sentence broke chuuya's heart more than the other.
"Did you smell his scent earlier? Unlike you, he had already submitted from the first glance. You felt that too right ? Do you know how delightful it is for an alpha to smell that ? How satisfying it is to see them submit to you?"
Chuuya tried once more to move, with no success. Dazai's grip was just too strong, and his words too hurtful.
"And his sweet, sweet voice, did you hear it ? Wasn't it pitiful when he called me when i turned my attention away from him? Needy little creatures, you want any attention you can get, don't you ?"
The omega whimpered. He felt like crying once again.
"You know, he was looking at me with such desire in his eyes. Did you get to see them? Those beautiful green eyes like emeralds? Did you catch them when they were wet with tears with how much pleasure i was giving him?"
"No, I didn't.. please, Dazai.."
"I'm sure he would have been a good boy. He would have listened to my every word, thanked me for taking care of him. He would have felt grateful. I could have pampered him, i could have.."
Chuuya started crying. He wasn't listening anymore. Dazai was openly praising someone else in front of him. He was describing him like he was bewildred with him. He made it sound like he had all the qualities.
Who was chuuya in comparison? He was just someone who couldn't properly please his alpha, who constantly challenged him and made him angry. He felt ashamed of himself. Chuuya was always prideful, confident. But dazai chattered all his esteem with his words. He always managed to break him. To find his weakness, to exploit him. He was always so exposed in front of him. Dazai didn't know him that well, still strangers, but could read him like an open book. The omega truly felt powerless.
"Alpha.."
Chuuya felt pitiful pronoucing these words this time. He always did with dazai, especially in these kind of situations, but this time, he also heard the voice of the blond haired omega, of akira san who said the same thing earlier. They called him the same way. Which only proved dazai was correct. All omegas were the same, and he could easily be replaced.
How could he think for a moment that he can change dazai's mind and show him he was irreplacable?
Dazai used his fingers to lift chuuya's chin up, looking at him eye to eye.
"What do you want omega?"
Chuuya sobbed when he heard dazai answer him the exact same way he did to akira san. He didn't miss a single movement, a single word to hurt chuuya in the best way possible, to add insult to the injury.
" Please, stop talking about him. Stop comparing me to him. I don't like it ." Chuuya struggled to speak between sobs." I'll be good, I won't defy you again, I'll do anything you want so.. so please just stop talking about him."
Dazai looked at him with a frightening look on his face. As if he had said the wrong thing. Chuuya felt scared. He shivered and shrinked.
Was dazai mad? The alpha was already hurting him so much while being calm, could it get any worse than it already is ?
Still scowling, the alpha leaned a little, then bit chuuya's lips, hard. He whimpered from the pain, tears flowing. He couldn't move back, cause doing so would make it hurt even more. He could only take it.
"Here you are, only speaking when it benefits you while you were ignoring me earlier when i was talking to you. Do you only want me to speak of you? Can't you stand it when I speak of someone else?
You won't answer when i ask you to, you always complain and now you're making demands?!
Do you really think you have the right to ? That you deserve it ?
Don't you think I've been good enough to you already? How can you always be so greedy?"
Chuuya felt miserable hearing dazai's words.
There was some blood flooding from the bite. The alpha went to lick it, brushing against his lips.
Chuuya put his hands on his chest, trying to stop him, feeling his mouth burn, from the pain, from the wet tongue. He didn't know.
The omega felt like prey. He was trapped once again in dazai's web. Everything he said, is saying and is gonna say would surely be wrong. The alpha always found a way to twist his words and turn them against him. That's why he prefered staying silent.
But dazai wouldnt allow that either; how else could he torment him?
Chuuya had no choice but to fall into his trap. There was no escape. He was sick of these mind games, of this power play.
His head was starting to hurt from the pain, the crying, the previous strangling. He was tired, emotionally more than physically.
His scent was shifting, going weaker, more submissive.
This was going to go the same way it went last time. Dazai would end up with all the power. He would only ease chuuya's pain when he felt like it. When he decides that he had enough. Unfortunately, chuuya couldn't know when that was going to be, and he couldn't stand being tortured this way much longer. He much prefered the punishement than this. Because at least when he was being punished, dazai was giving him his whole attention. Thinking only about chuuya. Even if his purpose was to break him, his thoughts only evolved around him.
This wasn't the same situation. Dazai was talking about someone else, his attention was divided, and that broke chuuya's heart. He realised how much of an attention whore he was when it came to this alpha, but he couldn't help it. Chuuya had to find a way to stop this.
Last time, it stopped mostly by chance. Chuuya's smell just shifted because of how desperate he was. It was spontaneous and unusual, it surprised the both of them. But this time was different. Even if the omega managed to get that scent back, it wouldn't suprise dazai anymore. It wouldn't be enough to stop him.
He had to think of another way.
Tears were falling down his face, and as per usual, dazai was there to wipe them off with his tongue.
Chuuya wondered how he ended up in this situation. Then he understood that this was punishement in some kind of way, because he challenged dazai's authority when he took control of the flow or when he bit him despite his warnings. But chuuya couldn't help it. He was that way, he couldn't always submit to the alpha and he liked taking the lead like he did earlier. It was just how he was.
That was how he was, but that wasn't how dazai wanted him to be. He wanted him to be obedient and submissive. He liked tormenting him and making him cry. That's how he was.
They were different, probably incompatible, unlike what dazai claimed but they still had this chemistry between them.
Then it hit him. Chuuya didn't have to change who he was for dazai. He was jealous, rebellious and unobedient. But he still wanted dazai to be his. He was sure of it even after all his words cause he couldn't forget how sick he was from seeing him with another. That's what he wanted to tell him when he dragged him in this room. He remembered it.
Inhaling as deep as he could to get his strenght and courage back, chuuya got rid of any embarassment or shyness he had. Making use of their position, he pushed down dazai on the bed, making him gasp in surprise. He looked back at chuuya who was on top of him. He was still crying, but his eyes were full of determination.
"Yes, it's as you said. I'm greedy. I only want you to speak of me, I only want you focused on me.
I don't want you around any other omega. I hated smelling his scent on you. I hated it when you touched him.
You're my alpha. You can't be going around pleasuring other omegas. Only care for me, only give me your attention. Only make me obey. I'll show you that I can satisfy you. I'll be everything you want so you won't need anyone else. And if I disobey or displease you you're just gonna have to tame me. Don't try to run away to some easier prey who'll just listen to you ."
Dazai was surprised by how fiery chuuya was. Even after all his words, all his actions, he still managed to be this impetious. Dazai grinned.
He flipped them around, making chuuya undearneath him,sliding his legs between the omega's, holding his hands in a tight grip above his head. He unleashed a powerful, dominating, suffocating smell, that could make any omega fall down to his knees. Chuuya probably would have, if he wasn't already flat on his back.
"Say that again."
His tone was commanding, threatening. It was a dare. Dazai liked seeing chuuya being so fierce. That was one of the reasons he liked him and came to him this many times. But he liked breaking him even more. That's why he wanted to push him around to see how much he could handle. He was pleasently surprised by his reaction after his rant, but he wondered if he could keep it up if dazai asserted his power over him.
The air was heavy, dazai's smell dominating, his eyes dangerous and proud. Chuuya felt himself shrink. The alpha was overwhelming him greatly. Every cell in chuuya's body felt danger. Everything in him told him not to answer.
It was a false order. Dazai dared him to say it again, as if doing it was a foolish act.
This atmosphere brought the fear back to chuuya's mind. He was uncertain, anxious. He didn't even know about what.
He was on thin ice, just like earlier. Any word he was gonna say could be used against him. Dazai could do it with ease, that's why the best thing was to stay silent.
But this was a challenge. Dazai was testing his confidence and wanted to break it, but this time it wasn't gonna work. He was gonna show him that he still had fight in him.
"I ..I'm.."
But it was easier said than done. Even though his mind was clear, and he knew what he wanted to say, his body and mouth were still weakened by this suffocating atmosphere. Chuuya bit down his already bruised lips, hissing from the pain. But that pain was an anchor which helped him gain control again, helped from being swallowed by dazai.
"Mine. I said you're my alpha. Don't go with any other. Be with me. Pleasure me and i'll pleasure you too. Give yourself to me, Dazai"
Dazai smiled at that. The way he called his name made his last self control break. There was fire in chuuya's eyes. Those blue eyes looked at him with such liveliness it always stirred something in dazai. He loved the challenge. Each time chuuya resisted and was being stubborn, it made him excited. It made his dead eyes light up with a similar fire, it made him feel more alive than ever. Fine. He was gonna take the challenge.
"Oh beautiful, I wonder who is gonna give himself to the other first. "
Dazai gripped chuuya's hair, locking him in place. Despite chuuya's unwavering courage, the alpha still had the upper hand from this atmosphere, and he intended to use it. The omega's body was sensitive to his dominating aura, making it easier to control him.
He grinned.
"Hey chuuya, won't you be a doll and open up your mouth for me."
Chuuya looked back at Dazai, curious about his request. The alpha went to his ear, licking it , making chuuya's legs close until he met dazai's waist.
"Stick out your tongue, don't close your mouth until i say so." He breathed next to his ear.
Chuuya fisted his hand, trying to control himself. It was just too much.The alpha's body was caging him, his scent filling him, his eyes commanding him. He was everywhere, but most of all, his voice was his poison, each time he heard it he was one step deeper into submission.
He couldn't refuse him. Couldnt argue more. He just did as he was told, feeling vulnerable as he opened up, his stare never leaving the man on top of him. Dazai also opened up his mouth, his drool soon filling it. Chuuya's eyes widened realising what he was gonna do but kept his mouth open. Dazai leaned closer to chuuya's face, sticked out his tongue, drool falling out, making its way directly into chuuya's mouth. The omega held the hands that pinned him with more force as he closed his eyes, concentrating on keeping his tongue out, as hard as it was. He felt something viscid in his mouth, which made him red of embarassment. He opened his eyes a bit to look at dazai, waiting for his next order.
"Swallow"
With no second thoughts, the omega did as he was told, looking shyly at the man in front of him. Contemplating him to be exact. He always knew he was hot, but he was even more now, eyes lit up with mischief, swiping away the drool from his face, his opened suit revealing part of his chest, an incredible smell surounding him.
He smiled.
" Good boy "
Chuuya wanted to moan at that, feeling relieved by the praise after all the degrading things he went through, but all sounds he made were caught by a hungry tongue sliding in his mouth, filling him up, kissing him with passion. It was a mess, it was filthy, it was asserting power. It was everything they were.
While kissing him, dazai slid down his hand beneath chuuya's shirt, exploring, caressing his skin. Then he reached his nipple and pinched it, making chuuya yelp. And if it wasn't one of the cutest, most amazing sound dazai ever heard. He broke the kiss,lifted his shirt and licked his tummy, enjoying the way chuuya's back arched in response.
The omega felt exalted by every one of dazai's touches. It felt like his fingers left a trail behind them and his skin was hot where the alpha touched him. He soon became feverish, lustful.
"Dazai, it's too hot, please.."
The alpha immediatly understood his demand, and helped him take his shirt off, revealing chuuya's beautiful chest. Dazai started kissing his belly button, licking it, and sliding his tongue up until he reached his neck, putting kisses here and there. The omega exhaled when dazai started teasing his neck, heart beating faster. He fisted the alpha's clothes when he started licking his scent glands, feeling that his arousal was filling the room. It indeed was, since he started leaking a little, and his scent started changing. That resonated with dazai, which felt drunk on his smell, his own starting to shift to accomodate the smaller one's.
The omega's lust grew more and more. He wanted to feel more of dazai, he wanted him to pamper him, take care of him. He wanted him to satisfy all his needs. He knew he could do it. Right now, he was the only one in the world who could do it.
Feeling impatient, the alpha unbuttoned chuuya's pants, wanting to get rid of them.
Feeling hands in his hair, he looked up to see that the omega had straightened up. The omega cupped his face, coming close so that dazai could look him in the eyes, nose touching , towering him in this position.
"Dazai, more..
Look at me, don't ever take your eyes off me.
Give me your all, give me pleasure until I lose myself. Take care of me, Alpha. Treat me like i'm the most precious thing in the world. Please me and satisfy me more and more.. "
Dazai felt his body shiver by his words. He was lost in the deep blue, mesmerized by the one who stood before him. He lost his thoughts for a second. Chuuya's smell was filling the room in such a warm and nice way it made dazai go crazy. He crooned a little, feeling his second gender's instincts overwhelm him. He wanted to be the best alpha for his omega, fill all his desires. Chuuya was his god and he wanted to worship him.
He made a move toward his zipper, wanting to open it, but the omega lifted his chin up.
" Dazai, use your teeth."
The alpha's eyes widened at the command. The flow had slowly changed and turned to chuuya's favor. Surprisingly that didn't bother Dazai. Boldness came naturally to chuuya, he didn't believe in self-doubt. Even at this moment, he didn't seem to realise he was overstepping, he just did what he wanted to, he just acted by instinct, no second thoughts, no doubts. Seeing his omega overflow with confidence even after all his tries to break him made him fall more for him. So it was with no regrets that he did what he was told.
Taking the zipper with his teeth, he opened it up, then proceeded to do the same to slide down his pants, along with his boxer, exposing his cock. He took them off all at once, impatient.
Looking back at chuuya, he started licking it, making him gasp. He put a hand on his mouth trying to avoid being heard.
Seeking to see more reactions from him, dazai continued licking all his lenght. Putting kisses all over it, he could feel the slight shudders of chuuya's body. Opening his mouth, he swallowed his cock and started moving up and down.
"Ah Dazai.. "
Chuuya started gripping the brown hair, wanting to stop his body from trembling. Pleasure filled him in all the right ways, with how well dazai was working him. The alpha, on the other hand rather enjoyed hearing all the omega's little whimpers and moans, who didn't seem to notice he made them, too high to care for sounds.
Dazai could sense chuuya was close, and he wanted nothing more than for him to finish, if his mouth wasn't hurting so much from being opened up for too long. He decided to back away and jerk him with his hands, but as he made a move to do it, he was violently pushed back by chuuya's hand, until his dick hit his throat.
The alpha's gag reflex wanted to act up. Tears formed in his eyes. But there was no stopping chuuya who holded him up firmly, and used him to chase his release. He started thrusting into his mouth, ignoring dazai's muffled screams. He finally came with one last thrust right into dazai's throat, who had to swallow it. Chuuya finally released his grip on dazai, who straightened up, trying to catch his breath. He looked at chuuya who was breathing fast, but seemed sated by his release. His features were relaxed and his face flushed. His gaze was on dazai, slightly smiling still feeling high. The alpha probably looked as debauched as he felt. His hair was a mess, traces of tears in his eyes. A bandage was falling off from his neck. His chest was slowly moving up and down, finding a calm rythym after he caught his breath. Chuuya seemed like he was still staring at dazai, even though his eyes were hazy.
"Enjoying the view, aren't we ?"
Dazai's voice was hoarse because of the blowjob. It was deeper.
Chuuya's senses were starting to return. His first one was the hearing, induced by his favorite sound in the world . The alpha knew he hasn't entirely returned.
"Chuuya, look at me."
Guided by dazai's command, the omega started feeling his body again. He did as instructed, gazing at amber eyes who seemed to stare into his soul. That made him gasp, self-aware again. His sense of smell came back to him.The alpha's scent was filling him up, making him melt. It was full of desire and lust, but there was a darker flavor that caught chuuya's attention.
It made him reflect on what he just did to dazai; the command, the grip, the thrusts. And suddenly he was sober again. Realising all that, he looked up to see his alpha's expression, hoping to figure out what he was thinking. He saw dazai's relaxed expression and was almost relieved. Until he felt a touch on his throat. On his hypersensitive skin. Dazai probably hoped to wake him up with his last sense, his touch, like he did with others.
The alpha's hand was on chuuya's neck, touching it, surrounding it, but not strangling him. It was merely a way to ground him back to reality.
That's not what chuuya felt though. That touch on his throat, as light as it was, felt dominating and made flashsbacks of what happened earlier run in his mind. He recalled being choked, he recalled dazai' frightening scent. So this darkness that he smelled at the moment in his scent and the hands on his neck made him think he was back to that moment again.Fear took over before he could think rationnaly, and he suddenly backed away, turning around to get out of the bed.
He's going to strangle me. He's going to punish me.
Those were the thoughts that ran through his mind while trying to run away. He was afraid of what dazai could do, and didn't want to stay to find out.
Unfortunately, he was caught before he could leave the bed. Dazai's strong hand held his right arm, using his left one to push him on the bed, climbing on him. He gripped the omega's right wrist and put it behind his back, locking him in place. The left one was left alone, not considered strong enough that it could help him free himself.
"Dazai, no ..please let me go.."
Chuuya fought like a wild beast under dazai's weight, who didn't budge at all, restraining him despite all of his tries. The omega wanted to cry.
He was pinned down with so much ease.
He was always so powerless before dazai, wether it was physically or emotionnally. He fisted the cheet with his free hand, trying to control the anxiety that was filling him.
"Dazai release me, I don't like this.." his voice was almost a whimper.
" Oh chuuya my little doll, you know I can't do that. Didn't you just have your way with me earlier? Don't tell me you thought it could go unpunished? Every action has a consequence."
Right hand holding down chuuya, dazai used his left hand to travel up the omega's back, drawing shapes on the trembling body, until he reached his neck. There, he opened up his hands, covering it, like a dog asserting dominance.
And that made chuuya's fear double up. Being touched at that sensitive place was already hard as it was, but the memories of being choked came back to him vivid as ever and made him thrash around so much that dazai started to have trouble keeping him in place.
"Behave."
That was a clear command. And it felt like a whiplash to chuuya. His body stoped moving instantly. He started crying, for the umpteenth time this night, silently cursing his weakness and this alpha.
However, dazai sensed something different this time. Chuuya's scent was distressed, and he was much more afraid than usual. He started mubling "alpha" multiple times, his voice a whisper. That confirmed something was off.
"What's wrong beautiful ?"
" Please dazai , you said you weren't gonna do it, please.."
"Do what ?"
" I don't like it, it frightens me.. you said you'd give me choices.."
" Choices?.. Oh! I see. It's about the orders, isn't it baby doll ?"
Chuuya bit his lips, and nodded.
"Well that won't do ."
Dazai let go of his hand, freeing him, climbing down to sit on the bed. Chuuya got up with difficulty, through sobs and hiccups. He massaged his right hand and sat cross-legged in front of the alpha.
Dazai let out a comforting smell, caressing chuuya's face with his hand, wiping his tears, thinking about chuuya's problem.
Then he gripped his hair.
"Kiss me"
The omega tensed, but did as he was commanded. Feeling the alpha's tongue sliding inside of him, his hand holding him still and gripping him, and the familiarity of those things made him at ease.
He loved kissing dazai. So he didn't resist the command once he felt those familiar feelings and let his lips catch dazai's. He felt suddenly warm. His body was heated up, his brain starting to succumb to pleasures, his fear and worries flying away.
Dazai pulled away, looking at him for a few seconds, catching his breath, before going back to kiss him out of his mind. Chuuya felt cold hands travel his hot body which made him shiver. Strong palms went up his back, making him arch, and lose his hold on the bed, giving the alpha the opportunity to deepen the kiss.
It went on forever to chuuya before they finally parted, looking at each other and trying to catch their breath. And though it was just a kiss like many they had before, it felt different than usual.
"It wasn't that bad now was it ?"
Chuuya looked at him for a moment wondering what he was talking about, then he remembered it was an order. That's why it felt different. He didn't resist the command this time.
He shaked his head as an answer.
"I'm trying to figure out why you don't like orders. Do they make you feel anxious ?"
The omega nodded.
"Words chuuya."
He gulped:
"Y.. Yes"
Dazai started looking at chuuya's face, examining it to see any hints. The omega couldn't stand being looked at, so he gazed down in embarassment. Still looking at chuuya, Dazai took his hand, but the omega kept avoiding him.
"Tell me the truth chuuya. Why do you seem afraid of orders?"
Chuuya hated this. He didn't like being questioned. He just wanted to be left alone. He didn't want to think of complicated things, much less answer. But he knew he had to. Or at least try to.
" I.. I don't know."
"Oh but I am sure you do.
Look at me chuuya"
Immediatly doing what he was ordered, chuuya stared at dazai. His demon eyes were looking at him, reading him. The omega wanted to curse him. Dazai never ordered him so much in a row, but this time he was doing it on purpose. Chuuya felt like his body was getting softer and had less energy each time he did.
The alpha lifted up chuuya's hand, licking it. The omega reddened, wanting to take his hand away, but dazai tightened his hold.There was no escaping dazai: his gaze, his touch, his scent,his commands, everything made chuuya powerless and much likely to submit.
"What's wrong ? I'm giving you my whole attention, just like you wanted. Now it's not polite to look away when someone is talking to you. Is it?"
" I'm.."
Sorry.
That was what chuuya was gonna say, hadn't he stopped himself at the last moment. Shit. He couldn't believe he was so down that he almost apologized by reflex, without dazai's usual shenanigans. He hoped the alpha didn't realise, but the grin on his face told him he did.
" You're what ?"
Chuuya kept silent, heart beating because he knew he could easily make him say the words, with commands or without.
"You know, you're not very thruthful chuuya. I don't like liars. Not only do you lie to me, but you also lie to yourself."
" That's not true, I don't.."
"Then tell me. How does your body feel when I order you ?"
Chuuya suddenly tenses. All attention directed to dazai. There was no way he knows what he feels when being ordered, is there?
"Do you maybe feel really hot, feverish even, like your whole body is on fire? I bet that you feel hungry after it, horny. You become lustful, don't you ?"
The omega gulps, and backs down a little, to get some of his conciousness back, remembering the way he heated up when he was kissed under the command, how he craved for more.
"But it is not only physical is it? When I command you, you feel like all your problems are going away. Deep down you like it, don't you chuuya ? That's why you hate my questions. Cause they make you think. You feel anxious when you give me an answer. You're not sure if it would please me or not. But when I'm commanding you, you're sure we're doing something I like, and that I am satisfied. Hence, you also are satisfied and feel at peace. In fact, having orders frees you doesn't it ? Giving me the rein means you don't have to think, you just have to sit back, obey and enjoy.
Am I wrong chuuya?"
Chuuya gulps down. This time he wasn't gonna let dazai dictate his thoughts without defending himself. He wasn't gonna repeat what happened last time.
"Well maybe I do feel feverish, but that's only because of the pheromones. And how can you say that orders put my mind at ease when you order me to do things I don't want to? Rather I feel anxious and afraid. It' not the peaceful thing you describe at all.You're dangerous, and you ordering me however you want frightens me."
Dazai simply smiles. He takes chuuya by the chin and pulls him closer.
"Well what's the harm in a little bit of fear ? I know you love the adrenaline. That's why you're always attempting dangerous things, disobeying and pushing me to the limit. You want to see my reaction. You want my punishement and my anger. You like being dominated. That's all there is to it."
Chuuya fists dazai's clothes in frustration. He doesn't want to agree, let alone admit. Why would he want to be punished and dominated by dazai ? If he's being bold, isn't it because that's how he is, not because he wants to see dazai's reaction? That's what chuuya keeps telling himself. That the pleasure he feels is because he likes taking control, not because he is curious to see the other's reaction. Because he definetely doesn't like being punished by dazai.
" No , I .."
" Enough! Be honest.
Stop lying to yourself and to me."
Chuuya feels his whole body shiver from the order. But not only his body. His mind's foundation is also shaking because he has to admit the truth he always kept denying. Despite being an omega, he always clinged on to his pride. He told himself he didn't want to be dominated, only wanted alphas for sex. Some tears slide down his face. This order, although not physical, is the hardest one he had to obey. He discovers his feeling for the first time when he answers.
"I.. I am afraid dazai. I am afraid because i like being dominated, and that's not how i think i am. I like it when you take control, when you order me and take care of me, but that makes me too dependent of you and I'm afraid of it. I am afraid cause i'm always doing reckless and dangerous things but there is no one to stop me. But if you're here to restrain me or dominate me, I'm afraid you'll use me and make me do things i don't like. If I give you control, how can I know you won't hurt me ?"
The answer is dry.
"You can't.
You'll never know if I will hurt you or not"
Those word were like daggers to chuuya.
"You can't know in advance, but you still have to try to find out. Thruthfully I'm so wicked that I can't promise you that I will never hurt you. But I wonder why.."
Dazai's voice seems to be softer now. He looks at chuuya's eyes with something that seems like fondness. He bites a little the omega's hand, where his scent glands are. It makes chuuya's heart skip a bit.
"When I'm with you I feel like I want to eat you whole. But then there is this incredibly annoying feeling. Some instinct telling me to protect you. Something that stopped me when i smelled your distressed scent earlier. Something that made me give you choices. Something that stops me from devouring you in a way you couldn't even fathom."
Chuuya's heartbeat is faster than ever, thinking about dazai's words. They stay a few moments like this, looking at each other , dazai licking and biting those same scent glands over and over again. A small motion that makes both their sanity lessen little by little.
Dazai is like a fire. Chuuya is the little butterfly that is attracted to the light. But if he's too close he'll burn his wings. Will chuuya take the risk ?
"Dazai, I.. I think i want to try to trust you. "
Dazai looks at chuuya with a serious expression on his face, to measure his determination. Dazai had stripped him of all his barries. Chuuya couldn't look away, couldn't lie. So every thing he says must surely be honest and determined. That satisfies dazai.
Disliking the silence, the omega starts to ramble..
"I mean, I already did this whole time
We're already this far and I don't think you'll do things I don't like again so..
Dazai grins. His scent shifts to something more playful.
"Oh beautiful, don't jump to conclusions this fast, you'll learn to like even what you don't ."
"What ?"
Dazai grips his hair.
"First of all, I saw how you avoided looking at me earlier. I guess it can't be helped, since you're this reluctant to see me, I'll make it easier for you. "
" huh? No that's not why I was.."
The alpha puts his hand on his lips, signaling him to be quiet. Chuuya is lost, not understanding what game dazai is playing.
Dazai takes the tie lying in the bed, and uses it to blind chuuya. The omega's heart starts beating faster. And suddenly everything is black. He feels dazai tying it behind his head.
" what are you doing?"
No response. Just the sound of dazai breathing. He knows he is still close because he can feel the heat of his body, but not hearing him or seeing him makes him anxious.
Uncounsiously, his hand goes to his blindfold, but it is stopped before he could touch it, making him flinch.
"Don't take it off."
Chuuya feels the command go through his body, taking away his freedom. Without his sight, he feels that dazai's hand on his skin is making him more sensitive than usual. His skin burns where he is touching him.
He feels a kiss on his nose, and another on his forehead. He melts under the soft lips, and wants to them to linger a little longer, but then he feels dazai's hand pushing his chest, making him fall flat on his back. He puts his legs between chuuya's, just like earlier. That's when he realises how vulnerable he is. He couldn't predict what dazai was gonna do. And this position made him realise that he was naked, blindfolded, under a command, completely at dazai's mercy.
"That's a good boy. Don't fight. Don't resist me.
Let me guide you. I'll take care of you, so just be good and do as you're told. Will you do that for me ?"
Chuuya fists the sheets next to him. He's completely caged under dazai. He has no choice but to trust him and let him take control.
He doesn't like this. Or does he ?
"Yes. I'll be good. Just get on with it."
There is a moment of silence.
" You know, I don't like that way of speaking of yours. I'll have to teach you some manners."
Chuuya's heart jumps in his chest at the threat. He waits for the other's decision, nervous because he can't see his expression. He could never keep himself in check, had to have some attitude, but he always regretted it in the end. Dazai usually doesn't joke around.
He feels a tongue licking his ear and he yelps, turning his head to avoid the contact.
"I'll break that pride of yours. When the time comes you'll see that you won't be needing it. "
Chuuya can't measure the weigh of his words. He has other things to think about, for instance the hand that is traveling down his thigh, opening his legs and stretching him. He thinks about that mouth that is devouring his neck, abusing his scent glands.
In this darkness, there is only the heat of his body, the cold hand that caresses his legs, the wet tongue that keeps tasting him,the sound of dazai's mouth, and to his shame the sound of his own moans. Not wanting to hear his own pleasure, he closes his mouth with both hands, blocking the sounds.
The mouth leaves his neck burning with desire. Chuuya smells the room, how aroused he and dazai are through their scent mixed together.
Teeth bite chuuya's nipple, making him scream muffled sounds through his hand, some of them escaping. The omega blushes when he realises that the sudden bite made him leak. And if he is smelling it, dazai can probably do it too. Nevertheless, he ignores it and starts sucking his nipple, while his hand teases the other.
" Stop it dazai please, this is too much.."
Chuuya starts pushing away dazai, who doesn't mind him at all and continues his task.
Tears are filling the omega's eyes, and suddenly he is glad he has a blindfold. He can't imagine the face he is making.
His nipples are suddenly left alone. He hears dazai's laboured breath. One hand is on his leg and the other on his chin. He feels him come closer.
"Open up chuuya."
A wave of heat hits him because of the order. And his lust doubles all at once. Chuuya understood that dazai wanted him to get used to the orders, that is why he commanded him this many time in a row. He sometimes orders him to do something that chuuya probably would do without orders, like kissing and opening his mouth just so he could feel at ease and have this sense of familiarity.Opening his mouth was something chuuya was used to do, but doing it under a command had a different feel to it.
He does as he is ordered, waiting, anticipating.
He definetely screams when he feels a finger entering his ass. He breathes faster, heart about to give out with the unexpected turn of event.
"Dazai! You.."
Bastard
He tricked him. He even used an order to seem convincing, to let him drop his guard. He took advantage of his blindness to slide a finger inside of him without warning.
"You really are the worst.."
"Now now, is that a way to talk to somoene who has his finger up your ass?
I'd be a bit more careful with my words if I were you."
He could almost see the grin on dazai's face. He's glad he stopped himself from cursing earlier, although he really wanted to.
Dazai starts opening him up and stretching him. He searches for his sweet spot. Chuuya's sudden moan indicates him that he found it, and he thrusts one time to try, making him scream. Although the hands on his mouth muffles part of it.
"You know I already noticed earlier but you really are wet, aren't you ? "
Chuuya blushes, hides his face and mumbles an incomprehensible "shut up" that only makes the alpha grin.
Dazai takes out his finger. He uses both hands to spread chuuya's legs. Then chuuya feels something hot, viscid and soft and his hole. Dazai's tongue. He immediatly puts his hands on his head, trying to push him away
" Nhh..What are you doing ? Don't.."
Dazai's tongue stimulates him, uncaring for his words. The omega's body just responds instinctively, legs closing on his head, hands fisting the brown hair,back arching, toes curling. Chuuya could die of embarassment right now. Or stimulation. Cause that tongue made him feel all funny inside and only brushed his prostate without ever touching it the right way.
"Dazai.."
This torture goes on for two more minutes, an infinite time to chuuya where he tries but fails to push dazai away. Then he finally stops and backs away. Chuuya can finally catch his breath.Or so he thinks. Dazai takes both of his hands together.
"Your hands are a nuisance. "
And without further ado, he puts them above chuuya's head.
"Don't move them from there."
And it is like a chain is put on them. His body just listens to dazai's command and chuuya is unable to use them anymore. If he thought he was at his mercy earlier he was greatly mistaken. Dazai could always take more of him. The alpha looks back, like an artist who has just finished his art and wants to admire it.
" Well isn't this better ? You kept hindering me from doing what I wanted, or used them to hide you pretty little sounds. I like this much better. "
Dazai goes back to his hole, puts two finger inside of him now, which makes chuuya scream at the stretch. Still he tries not to make it too loud. He tries his best to hide all the moans he makes while dazai is fingering him, which is nearly impossible without his hands.
"Why are you restraining yourself from being audible ?
Chuuya, let me tell you: I own you body and soul. Don't I deserve to hear them?"
His words slowly sink in the omega, making his resolve falter.Still feeling the stretch because of dazai's finger, chuuya realises there's a hand on his chin, soon followed by hungry lips that come to kiss him. He opens his mouth a little, allowing the alpha to deepen it. His body feels hot, he is sweating and his mind is going blank.
The kiss is over way too fast for his taste.
" Tell me that I do. Tell me I have the right to hear them. "
Dazai kisses his nose.
"Chuuya, do it. Say it."
He licks his ear.
"Please me."
Unable to take on anymore, chuuya just says:
"Yes! Yes you can dazai."
He grins.
"I can what ?"
The omega blushes, realising he has to say it. Dazai really knows when to use the commands and when not to. He would have prefered to answer him under a command. He would have had an excuse then as to why he submitted to him.
But then again why does he feel obliged to have an excuse? Isn't Dazai's presence enough to make anyone want to submit to him and please him ?
" You can hear my moans. Dazai. You can hear me scream if you want to. "
Dazai grins. His satisfaction is smelled in his scent. And that makes chuuya happier than he would have thought.
"Good boy"
The alpha proceeds to test the omega's words by sliding a third finger in. Chuuya cries without filters. And it makes dazai go mad. He starts thrusting inside of him, hitting his prostate again and again, to hear more of chuuya. The sounds are a melody to his ear, chuuya's pleasure is showing in the tremors of his body, in the way he archs his back, in the way he is sweating and in the way he's screaming, calling dazai's name.
All of a sudden chuuya's blindfold is taken off. His first instinct is to protect his eyes from the blinding light with his hand, but they are motionless because of the command. He closes his eyes and focuses on the pressure and stimulation he is feeling, not caring about the return of his sight. He feels he is closer. His body is building up with this familiar feeling and he's waiting for his sweet release to come to him at any moment.
But it doesn't. All motion dazai was making stops. And he takes his fingers out, scaring chuuya, making tears form in his eyes.
"No Dazai please why did you stop ? I wanted it so bad !!.."
His voice is desperate, that of a child who is about to cry. He really cries, opening his eyes to look at dazai who is looking at him with so much lust that he wonders how he was able to stop himself from letting chuuya have his orgasm. But there was that light in his eyes. That one of mischief. That light that chuuya hated, but learned to love at the same time.
"Didn't we just get started ? It's too soon to already be blacking out. And you already had your way earlier. Isn't it selfish for you to ask this much of me when i didn't even get properly undressed."
Chuuya bites his lips, remembering his earlier scene. He pouts because dazai denied him the pleasure, his body coming down from its high. He notices dazai keeps staring at him.
"Why are you looking at me?"
"The blindfold is good. But I really like seeing your eyes. And your face is just too cute when you're all teared up I just can't stop myself from teasing you. "
Chuuya blushes, not knowing if he likes or dislikes the praise.
So that's why he chose that moment to take chuuya's blindfold off. He thought it was random and didn't pay attention at first, but it was just so he could see chuuya's face while being denied of his orgasm.
That calculating bastard.
Dazai stands tall on his knees looking at chuuya with a strange light in his eyes. He smiles, then slowly takes off his suit, revealing his bandaged, muscular chest. Chuuya is mesmerized by this sight. Dazai's beauty is beyond belief. He inhales the alpha's intoxicating scent, which makes him lust for him. He wants him, needs him, craves him. He wants to touch his chest, wants them to be closer, yearns for skin to skin contact.
But it is only the opposite he gets when dazai gets off the bed. He swallows a curse to not show how affected he is, although the alpha probably knows. Dazai takes off his pants, then slides down his boxer, revealing his hard member. To say chuuya isn't proud that he was the reason it was up would be a lie.
Dazai puts one knee on the bed, and caresses chuuya's cheek.
"You can rest now."
Then he kisses him, sliding his tongue inside of him. The commands that were on chuuya's body now dismissed, he relaxes into the kiss, and is finally able to use his hand to bring dazai closer by the neck and deepens the kiss. He touches him everywhere, on his cheeks, his neck, then fists his chocolate hair, relishing in its softness that he missed.
How could he become so addicted to him?
"Dazai.." he purrs.
The alpha mumbles a vague answer. He breaks the kiss, amused by the lips that want to linger on him a little longer.
"Stand up. Sit on me"
Instinctively following dazai's instruction, he waits for him to sit comfortably on the bed to then climb on top of him, remembering how he likes this position.
Now that they are well seated, chuuya can't help but look at dazai's bandaged chest, putting his finger to draw some patterns on it. The alpha lets him, putting his nose next to his scent glands to smell him. Wanting to test something out, dazai lets his hand travel up chuuya's back, until he meets his nape. He brushes his nerves there, where an omega is supposed to be marked by his mate. Chuuya shivers from being touched in that special place.
"Dazai.. don't touch there.."
Chuuya looks away, shifting his neck to escape the alpha's touch, but he just keeps carressing it, well aware of the tremors it gives to the omega's body. He loves the way his breath becomes more laboured as he teases that place, the way he blushes or tries to look away. He loves this vulnerability in chuuya that makes him want to eat him. To make him his. With just a bite he could. And then all of those things would be his.
Dazai lifts chuuya's chin up.
"How about you ride me, hmm? Properly this time. I'm sure you still have the energy. "
Chuuya looks at dazai, a hint of glare in his gaze, remembering what happened last time. He promised himself he wouldn't repeat it.
"Oh I'll ride you till you're the one who has no energy!"
Dazai scoffs at chuuya's confidence, but doesn't say anything.
The omega takes the alpha's cock, and slowly slides it in his hole, loving dazai's expression. Unexpectedly, he doesn't try to hide his expressions in front of chuuya. The omega enjoys seeing the alpha's eyes close when his cock is pressured by chuuya's walls. He enjoys the alpha's hands that fist his hair in response to the stimulation, but also to keep him from falling.
Chuuya waits until he adjusts, licking dazai's scent glands on his neck. He feels his sanity slowly slipping when he smells the alpha's amazing scent.
When he feels ready, he puts his hands on dazai's shoulder to keep himself stable, the he starts moving up and down, moaning each time his prostate is hit. Repeating that motion multiple times, he quickly starts sweating and feels that his orgasm is starting to build.
Dazai on the other hand is holding chuuya tightly by the waist, licking his chest and biting his nipple. The added stimulation makes chuuya go crazy. And he moans Dazai's name.
"You're so good chuuya. You make me lose all control I have over myself. I want to eat you up, devour all parts of your beautiful body."
The omega feels butterflies in his stomach at the praise. He tightens his hold on the shoulders, wanting to accelerate the rythym to help buid up his orgasm.
"Hold on to me chuuya. Put your legs around my waist."
Chuuya barely registers the demand but does as he is asked by reflex. He comes back to reality when he realises all of the sudden that he is lifted from the bed, dazai's cock still inside of him.
His back meets the cold wall, making him shiver. He looks up at dazai who now towering him by his height. His lustful eyes look at him with so much dominance that he doesn't dare make a noise to signal how uncomfortable this new position is.
But it gets worse.
After chuuya put his legs back on the ground, dazai takes the right one and lifts it up, pushing the omega on the wall. Then he thrusts. A strong, mind blowing one that hits him perfectly in his sweet spot because of the new angle. Chuuya screams, back arcking, pleasure coursing through him making him lose his thoughts. Dazai pulls out, then thrusts again, making the omega lose balance. The only thing holding him and keeping him from falling in this strange position are the alpha's strong hands on his leg and waist.
That same motion is repeated slowly over and over again. And each time, chuuya feels like he is closer to fainting, his mind going blank. He feels so good he feels like he's flying, or dying. His orgasm is so close.
But chuuya learned from his lessons, and after all that happened today and all the times before, the omega feared he could be denied of his orgasm and wanted to make sure he would have it. And if he wasn't wrong, the best way to make sure of it was showing his submission to dazai. Right now submiting was the thing he wished for the most, and he hoped it would please his alpha.
"Dazai, please, can i come?"
First rule of submiting, asking for permission. It seemed like dazai really tamed chuuya. It was unbelievable even to the alpha.
"Well well isn't this a surprise. Could you repeat what you said please? I am not sure I heard you well. "
Chuuya's eyes tear up, he hides his face in embarassment. He grits his teeths.
" Please dazai..."
"If you're gonna ask for something do it properly. Put down you hands and look at me."
Chuuya gulps, his embarrassement too strong to do what he is told. To encourage him, dazai thrusts deeper inside chuuya,making him scream. In the end, his need for release is stronger than his embarrassment, and he puts his hand on dazai's chest, looking at him with pleading eyes.
"Dazai please let me come, please.."
" This is unusual.Why are you asking for my permission ? Can't you come if i don't give you my blessing?"
Chuuya is getting tired of questions. He doesn't know what game dazai is playing. What he wants him to say. He wishes he could say it clearly.
"No, I can't, you wouldn't let me. You'd deny me, tease me and torment me if I tried to."
"I see. And what makes you think I won't do the same even if you ask me ?"
Chuuya looks at dazai with frightned eyes, knowing he could do it, tightening his hold on him, pleading him. His voice goes weak.
"No please dazai, don't. I.. I've been a good boy. I listened to all you said, obeyed to all of your orders, I was honest for the first time in my life. I gave my all to you, what more do you want ?"
Dazai licks chuuya's cheeks, thrusting one more time inside of him. He notices the omega's smell which is getting stronger, more inviting, which makes dazai fight against every instinct he has to not just pound into him and give him what he wants.
"Dazai please, I'm begging you. You are the one who has my pleasure between his hands. I need you so much right now it makes me crazy. I crave you, I want you to be the one who'll give me what I want . I want you to be the one who gives me pleasure. Please.."
And this is too much for dazai: the mixture of chuuya's sweet, desperate voice, his pleading eyes, his inviting and lustful scent, his beautiful body. Dazai can't just sit buy ignoring the deity that is calling out to him.
He lifts chuuya up, takes him to the bed again and installs him comfortably there. He resumes his thrusting, feeling both their orgasm being so close. He leans into chuuya's ear, whispering.
"You've indeed been a good boy. I am so proud of you. Here's you reward. You can come chuuya."
And those word felt like the best thing chuuya heard in his entire life. Being praised by dazai, being called a good boy and being told that his alpha was proud of him almost made him cry. And he really did cry when his orgasm hit him right there, just after hearing dazai's permission.
And for this moment only. For those little words that were spoken to him. For that praise. For that amazing scent Dazai had when he was satisfied, lustful and dominant. For that instant where his alpha relieved him and allowed him to orgasm. For this high that he felt. For the emptiness of his mind and the fulfillment of his body and desires. For all those reasons, chuuya could endure everything and anything dazai did to him. He could even learn to appreciate them, like the alpha said. He could come back to the alpha again and again, longing to relive this moment again.
In this explosion of feelings they felt, the most predominant one was the warmth, the comfort. The feeling that they belong to each other, that they always did but had just found each other now. The feeling of not wanting to part. The feeling of wanting to be closer.
They wanted to hold onto that feeling, to share it with each other over and over again. To embrace it. They would do it, cause each one of them knew what he wanted and was stubborn enough to get it.