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-First Kiss-
It's been 2 weeks since Tomoyo confessed her feelings for me... I remember that day... in 3rd grade... 15 and 14 years old respectively... She told me under a cherry tree... That brat had always been a romantic, and it had its effects, since I surrendered to her charms like a fly to a Venus.... She took me by the hand and gave me a kiss on the cheek, which made my cheeks burn as hot as the lava rivers of Mustafar...
And here I am... Lying on my bed, thinking about what to do, since no one could give me any advice on this...
We are already girlfriends, we hold hands, but I don't feel the same as when we were best friends, that naturalness has died, now I feel butterflies in my stomach and shame for holding his hand... But... We are not doing anything wrong...
-Sakura: Ah, what am I doing? Why am I such a coward?
I keep repeating in my head over and over again the same speech, that I am a coward and fearful... If I could not accept the responsibility of a sentimental relationship I could not have any other responsibility... I looked at my phone and saw a message from her.
-Tomoyo: Hello Sakura, how are you?
I took my telephone and I began to speak to her with total naturalness, or at least pretending it, because I did not want to say something stupid that would make Tomoyo to rethink our relationship, because hell.... She's perfect. She never yells at anyone, she's polite, she's beautiful.... She's everything a person could wish for.
-Sakura: I'm fine Tomo :3
-Tomoyo: Hey... Can I come to your house after school?
My heart started to beat really hard... I hadn't gone home since we told each other how we felt, because I was embarrassed to be with her at home, because it wouldn't be the same... It took me a while to answer, but I'm sure Tomoyo didn't care, because she wouldn't be jealous for nothing. She pushed me to go out with Shaoran, but that relationship failed miserably, but she never abandoned me, I doubt that she would abandon me for thinking about what to say to him.
I was tossing and turning in bed, until finally my brain came up with the perfect idea to lose the fear... A.. "Leap of Faith."
-Sakura: Yeah, but...
-Tomoyo: If you don't want to, it's ok Sakura...
-Sakura: It's not that... Bring strawberry jam muffins!
If I could pay to see something, it would surely be to see her face the moment I told her that.
-Tomoyo: OF COURSE!!!!111!!!!
-Sakura: Thank you Tomoyo, I don't deserve you.... I love you.. Have a rest..
I turned off my phone after that, because I would blush like hell if I saw her answer, so I just lay down and tried to sleep, but I couldn't because I was scheming my new plan to lose the fear of my relationship...
-At School-
I was absorbed in my mind, planning the idea that I thought would be the best since the hot water, but I was interrupted by Naoko.
-Naoko: Hello Sakura.
-Sakura: Hello Naoko.
-Naoko: Tell me. Did you study for the exam?
Hearing that my worries increased....
-Sakura: EXAM?!
The exam is for tomorrow.
I got mad at Naoko for making that stupid joke, but it wasn't to bother me.... It was then, when a frenzy of adrenaline went through my mind, and I did something that if you asked me two days ago I would have said that it was a ridiculous idea, but once someone said.... "Do it, don't try it."
-Sakura: Naoko, what about the others?
-Naoko: Ah, yes... girls!
Rika and Chiharu approached Naoko, which increased my panic at such a ridiculous decision, but it didn't matter now.
-Sakura: Girls... I want to confess something to you...
-Rika: What's wrong Sakura?
-Sakura: I have... I started dating someone...
The girls got excited when I told them that, and they started to strafe me with questions.
-Naoko: WHO IS IT?
-Chiharu: IS HE CUTE?
-Rika: Girls, girls, wait, give him time to explain.
-Sakura: Thanks Rika... I've started dating Tomoyo....
The girls were silent, and the fear came back to me...
-Rika: Sakura... Not to offend you but... We already knew it...
-Sakura: WHAT?
-Chiharu: It was obvious...
While I was dying of embarrassment for being so obvious, Tomoyo entered the room quickly, apologizing for being late.
-Tomoyo: Hi girls...
-Chiharu: CONGRATULATIONS TOMO!
She was interrupted by a blow from Rika, to shut her up.
-Tomoyo: Hey, is something wrong?
-Sakura: It's just that... I told them that you and I are... Girlfriends..
That was the first time in a long time, I saw Tomoyo blush... She sat quietly in her chair, and explained to the girls that it was true...
The rest of the day I could do nothing but look at her beautiful face as white as snow and purple eyes that filled your soul... that's when I remembered something Naoko told her when she met Tomoyo, and that is that she looked like a Vampire... And if she was, hell, she would be the most beautiful vampire of all times....
Once the class was over, we went home...
-At home...
I went into my room and invited her to sit on the bed, and she listened to me.
-Tomoyo: I brought the cupcakes.
Tomoyo gave me one, and we started talking about school. My plan had stalled, I had nothing to do now, I just had to trust her instinct, until I got the idea...
-Sakura: Close your eyes, I want to give you something.
Tomoyo listened to me and closed her eyes, looking as beautiful as always...
-Sakura: Open your mouth.
Tomoyo opened her mouth and I slowly brought the cupcake to her mouth, and when she felt it, she took a bite and started to eat the muffin.
-Sakura: You won't open them no matter what, you swear?
-Tomoyo: I will do everything that you ask me, Sakura....
That made me blush... Tomoyo kept taking bites of the muffin, until finally it was over, and as she couldn't observe the food, some strawberry jam had spilled on her lips.
-Sakura: Good. Now I want to give you something more delicious...
I slowly approached her lips, and the closer I got my heart started to get scared, until finally my lips met hers, being our first kiss... I felt her lips being dominated by mine, feeling a warmth and butterflies in my stomach growing, so I continued the kiss, taking her by the tie and dragging her towards me in search of more and more of her beautiful lips, ruining the moment and falling down from the bed.
-Tomoyo: Sakura... Are you ok?
She said opening her eyes and filling with a beautiful crimson red in her skin, so I got back on the bed, with tears in my eyes.
-Sakura: I'm sorry, I wanted it to be perfect.
-Tomoyo: It was perfect Sakura.
-Sakura: I wanted our kiss to be special.
I was quickly silenced when Tomoyo attracted me to her and planted her lips on my mouth, feeling perfect.... That word... Perfection... It was synonymous with Tomoyo, but that our kiss was so perfectly imperfect was... Redundantly... Perfect...
-Tomoyo: It was my turn to kiss, wasn't it?
-Sakura: Y-Yes...
We continued kissing, feeling the love and affection each other's beginning and ending, until the door of my room opened quickly... It was Touya.
-Touya: Hey chi... Were you kissing?
-Sakura: I TOLD YOU TO TOUCH THE DOOR!
-Touya: I'm your brother and I can come in whenever I want, and Tomoyo....
When Touya addressed her, instead of feeling afraid I started to feel angry... If he dared to say anything to Tomoyo it would be a tragic day... Touya would call an ambulance, but for him...
-Touya: Tomoyo, I like you more as Sakura's partner than the brat, I know that you will not hurt her.
Touya left the room, leaving the girls alone.
-Sakura: Well... That was...
Tomoyo took me in her arms and laid me roughly on the bed, hugging me, while covering me with the sheets.
-Tomoyo: I'm sleepy... Aren't you?
-Sakura: Yes.
I gave her a kiss on her lips, which lasted until she fell asleep... I was alone in my room... Well... Kero was there too... But he was asleep... And so, ends my adventure in search of fighting fear, Tomoyo sleeping next to me after we had kissed with all the passion and love in the world, losing the fear of everything that would happen...
-Sakura: I love you Tomoyo.
I gave her a kiss on her forehead and managed to give her a hug, and sleep on it.... Y.. I forgot about the exam.. Yeah.. Let's say I passed...
-End-