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As soon as Grace left they were met with heavy silence.
Carlos was still sitting at the kitchen island, head low and playing with the salad in front of him. TK kept throwing worried glances at him while finishing making his own lunch. Once he was finally done with it he joined Carlos at the counter and sat down in front of him to start eating. And that's exactly when Carlos got up, pushing back quickly the barstool he was sitting on and letting his fork fall and clatter loudly on the table, those noises finally breaking the silence over them.
“Babe?”
Carlos could hear the worry in TK's voice and he could only imagine the matching feeling he would find in his eyes if he could only lift his head and look at him.
“Carlos?” TK said again and this time his boyfriend finally looked up.
“I'm fine, I promise,” he tried to reassure him.
“You're not and that's okay,” TK was quick to reply, voice firm.
“I'm just not hungry anymore.”
“Okay,” said TK, sounding defeated.
Carlos felt bad. He knew TK was just trying to be there for him. Hell, he tried in every single way since the night before. Whether it was trying to get him to talk about what happened, offering him support, or trying to give him the space he needed. Today it was teasing and joking around, pretending everything was back to normal. At least he wasn't trying to get him to talk anymore. He just couldn't do that. Talking about it would make it more real and the guilt was eating him alive already as it was.
“I'm just gonna take a shower and eat after,” he said looking at him with a smile that didn't reach his eyes at all.
“Whatever you need.”
TK was still looking at him and reading through his expression easily. Lunch was still untouched in front of him and Carlos already knew he wasn't gonna eat that by himself. Carlos sighed and turned around to head into the bathroom. He turned on the water in the shower to give it the time to warm up and started undressing. He then stepped into the shower letting the hot water wash over him. He didn't have to wait long before he heard TK coming into the bathroom. He had his back to him, but he could hear him moving around and probably stripping down without trying to be too quiet. And then he felt his presence behind him, his hands coming to his shoulders and massaging him there.
“Is this okay?” TK asked softly, making sure that Carlos wanted him there.
“Mmh mmh,” Carlos hummed as confirmation. And that was everything TK needed to hear to keep going. He kept massaging his shoulders, working his way into his muscles until he could feel Carlos relax quickly under his firm touch. He then moved lower, making sure to give the same treatment to his back, moving down and down with swift movements until he reached his hips and he kept massaging the skin there, right above the curve of his ass. Carlos moaned at the feeling, pushing his body back right into TK's hands. His boyfriend smiled at that and brought his hand up again, right at the base of his neck stroking the skin and curls there. Carlos tilted his head back and TK took advantage of that, bringing his hands up to his hair and stroking them back under the direct jet of water.
They stayed like that for a while, with TK holding him from behind, his hands never leaving Carlos' hair, until Carlos turned around in his arms, bringing him closer by the hips so that TK was standing directly under the water. He wasted no time and kissed him fully on the mouth, sliding his tongue between his lips making the man in his arms feel weak in the knees. TK let him in easily, a throaty moan escaping from him at feeling Carlos devouring his mouth. He gripped his hips and stepped even closer to his body bringing their erections to finally touch. They both moaned against each other's mouth, stopping kissing altogether at the sensation. Carlos was holding him close and brought his hand up to his hair stroking it flat against his head. He kissed him again, softly this time, making sure to pour his feelings into his touches and kisses. He rested his hands on TK's lower back, intertwining his fingers behind him and holding him close. He then leaned back on the shower wall, and brought TK with him right on top of his body.
“Thank you,” he whispered on his lips.
“Mmh mmh,” murmured TK, who kissed him again while aligning their hips and making sure to keep their hard-ons connected.
“Thank me after this,” he smirked against his mouth, fingertips ghosting lightly on his face. He started trailing that same hand down, caressing every single inch of skin he found on his journey down his body. His neck, his chest, making sure to brush over his nipple first and making Carlos shiver while doing so.
“TK,” Carlos whispered enjoying the sweet torture his boyfriend had going on. TK shushed him and kept going, his hand now down to his stomach feeling it clench slightly under his firm touch. Until he finally reached his destination and gripped his now fully hard cock in his hand. Carlos let out a deep moan at the feeling and let his head rest against the tiles. TK kept stroking him with a tight grip and massaging the head with his thumb smearing the precome there. He attached his lips to his neck, kissing and biting the skin there and making sure to leave a mark.
Once he was satisfied with his work, he began moving slowly down his body with his mouth, following the same trail his hand did, leaving open mouthed kisses all over his chest. He kept stroking him, nice and slow, while his lips caught one of his nipples. He sucked it into his mouth making Carlos' hips jump forward at the pleasure. TK kept going down without leaving a part of his body untouched by his lips. He licked his stomach down until he was finally on his knees, his hand stroking him right in front of his face now. He attached himself to his inner thigh and sucked the skin there making Carlos whine at the feeling.
He looked down at TK moaning even more at the sight of his own cock in his hand and his face buried between his legs to suck a hickey there. He curled a hand in his hair and held him there riding the feeling of his mouth so close and yet so far from where he wanted it. And like he could read his mind TK lifted his head from between his thighs and replaced his hand with his mouth taking him in without any warning.
“Fuck,” Carlos let out a throaty moan at the feeling of TK's mouth finally on him. TK moaned around him, bobbing his head up and down quickly and sucking as much as he could into his mouth. He swirled his tongue around him and then licked a long stripe all along the underside of his cock until only his head was left in his mouth. He could taste all the precome gathered there and he kept sucking it into his own mouth while stroking the rest of his shaft with his hand. He then hollowed his check and went right back in to take him fully into his mouth.
“Baby.” Carlos tightened his grip on TK's hair at the feeling and made the man in front of him moan on his dick. Carlos couldn't keep his eyes away from him anymore. He tightened the grip in his hair even more and tilted TK's head back a bit to make sure he would look him in the eyes and that's what he did, his mouth never leaving his cock. He looked up and locked eyes with him while still sucking him into his mouth and Carlos felt like he could come just at the sight.
But TK wasn't done. He instantly broke eye contact, relaxed his throat and took him even further down until he could feel his nose reach the root and his erection hit the back of his throat.
“Shit baby,” Carlos whined loudly and kept a tight grip on his hair, conflicted between keeping him there and getting him off before he could come down his throat in a few seconds. He brought his other hand to TK's cheek, stroking it and feeling the weight of his own cock inside his mouth. He brought his thumb down to his lips groaning at feeling them fully stretched over himself. TK stayed there, breathing quickly through his nose and enjoying the feeling of the full weight of Carlos in his mouth. Tears were now gathering at the corners of his eyes but he didn't care. It was too much, too good, and he couldn't hold it anymore. He brought one hand to his own painfully hard erection and he started jerking himself off quickly. That made him moan around Carlos who was now trying to control himself and not fuck right into TK's mouth and that's when he noticed what he was doing.
“No,” he moaned brokenly trying to reach down and stop TK from jerking himself off when he wanted to be the one doing it. At that TK took his mouth off of him and coughed a bit, finally giving a break to his now sore throat. He looked up at Carlos questioning him and making sure that he was alright.
“Stop that. Let me touch you,” Carlos finally muttered, but TK was not having it.
“It's okay.” Carlos tried to protest but the other man shushed him. That moment was for him only. TK moved around until he was seated on the shower floor with his back against the tiles, Carlos turned around to follow him and TK gripped the back of his thighs to bring him closer, his cock now right in his face. TK followed it with his mouth, hands busy, giving it a quick lick. He left one hand at the back of Carlos' thigh while he reached his own dick with the other one and started jerking himself off again. He then looked up at Carlos who was not missing a single movement of his hand working on himself and he nudged him.
“This is for you only. Come on baby,” he moaned at a particular good movement of his wrist and slapped him softly on the ass.
“I want it,” he added, opening his mouth and waiting for him to do the next move.
“Fuck,” groaned Carlos at the sight. His boyfriend was jerking himself off under him while waiting for him to use his mouth and he couldn't hold back anymore. He put both hands on the tiles behind TK and then looked down. He moved his hips closer to his boyfriend's face and guided his cock into TK's open mouth as he welcomed him in easily, hollowing his cheeks and taking Carlos as deep as he wanted to go without stopping touching himself once. He started slowly, making sure TK was getting used to it, guiding himself in and out of his mouth at a nice and slow pace. Then TK slapped him on his ass with his free hand and looked up at him with hunger in his eyes and that's all Carlos needed to know to finally let go.
TK felt the change right away and closed his eyes bracing himself for what was coming, making sure to relax his throat and give his boyfriend the time of his life. Carlos started fucking his mouth quicker, fully leaning on the wall now and always looking down at TK to make sure he was okay. And TK was offering him such a view, welcoming his quick thrusts into his mouth and moaning around him with closed eyes. He could feel the vibrations of his moans right around him and he knew TK was close by the way his hips started stuttering into air and his hand started losing rhythm over himself. It only took three more thrusts into his mouth and TK came in his own hand sending all the vibrations of his choked moans on his cock. Carlos moaned at the sight and he knew, in that moment, that he was about to come too. His boyfriend was now looking up at him, a few tears streaming down his cheeks and spit falling down his chin. TK brought his other hand to his ass to keep him there.
“Gonna come–”
TK hummed around him ready to welcome his release. He brought one hand down the crack of his ass touching him there and he barely managed to ghost over his hole when Carlos came right down his throat with one last hard thrust, his loud moans filling the bathroom. TK let him use him and rode his mouth until he was done, swallowing around his pulsing erection and then he let his spent dick slip out of his mouth once he was finished.
“Fuck,” Carlos finally commented resting his head on the tiles and trying to catch his breath. TK massaged his leg with one hand and then he let go, letting himself relax and finally breathe on the shower floor.
Carlos looked down at him “You okay?”
“Yeah,” replied TK with a raspy voice.
“Jesus,” muttered Carlos after hearing TK's voice. TK coughed a bit trying to regain some of his voice back.
“You sure?” Carlos asked again.
“Yeah, I'm fine,” replied TK with a bit more voice. Carlos didn't look convinced at all.
“I'm okay. Join me please?” He outstretched one of his hands and Carlos quickly took it and joined him on the floor, not wasting a second to kiss him. He stroked his cheek and kept kissing him softly. He could still taste himself in TK's mouth and his cock painfully twitched at the feeling but he ignored that, too busy showing love to the man in his arms.
“That was hot,” he commented eventually.
TK laughed “Glad you think so,” he said, stroking back his wet hair.
“Can I thank you now?” TK rolled his eyes at him but Carlos stopped him before he could say anything else.
“No, really. Thank you. For everything.” He didn't have to add thank you for being there for me, for not pushing it, for being patient, for giving me what I needed. TK stroked his cheek and kissed him.
“I love you. And I've got you. Always.”
Carlos rested his forehead against TK's and replied softly “I love you too.”
They shared another kiss and breathed each other in for a few moments. Carlos then chuckled.
TK looked at him curiously “What?”
“Can't believe you just made me all soft while I was about to drag you to bed and fuck you since you didn't even let me touch you.”
TK laughed at that “Is that a challenge? Cause I can get you hard again in 30 seconds if I want to,” he said smugly.
“30 seconds? That's very presumptuous of you.”
“You think I can't do it?” he challenged him while bringing a hand to his chest and touching him lightly.
“Oh no, you totally can,” replied Carlos. TK was barely touching him and yet he was feeling it everywhere.
“Lead the way then? Cause I really want you to fuck me now,” he said staring him directly in the eyes without missing a beat.
They stumbled into their bedroom completely naked and still dripping wet from the shower. Carlos sat on the bed and dragged TK right on top of him who straddled his waist and went right in and kissed him dirty. He could feel the sun coming in from the window right in front of him and a sudden thought came up.
“Do you think we should get some curtains for the window?” he asked out of nowhere.
“What?” asked Carlos, confused by the question and following his mouth to keep kissing him.
TK laughed at him “The window,” he said, finally letting himself be kissed.
“What about it?” said Carlos, completely disinterested by the conversation and gripping his ass in his hands to bring him even closer. TK moaned at feeling him already hard again and started rutting against him, the conversation leaving his mind for a second but not completely.
“What if somebody sees us?” that made Carlos stop completely.
“Are you worried about that?” he said, bringing his spread hands higher on his back and holding him there.
“Not really? No?” he said casually. Carlos looked at him trying to figure him out. He then cocked an eyebrow at him.
“Does that turn you on then? The thought of someone seeing us?” he asked, fully smirking now, sure to have it figured out.
“Shut up,” he mumbled against his lips before kissing him. But Carlos was not having it and he didn't kiss him back.
TK huffed “I don't know, maybe?” he said completely flustered and looking everywhere but at Carlos.
“You don't know?” insisted Carlos smiling and taking his chin into his hand to have him look at him.
“Can we please go back to what we were doing?” TK asked, finally looking at him.
“You mean fucking with our windows open? Sure,” he joked while smiling innocently at him.
“I hate you,” mumbled TK and before Carlos could say anything else he attached himself to his lips, sliding his tongue inside his mouth and shutting him up for good. He reached down between their bodies to take both of their erections in his hand, barely fitting them both, and he started stroking them slowly together. They both groaned and stopped kissing altogether, both their mouths busy with just breathing and moaning against each other.
Carlos patted him on his ass. “Off,” he told him so that they could get more comfortable. TK gave him one last kiss before standing up and settling in the middle of their bed on all four. Carlos got the lube from his bedside table and when he turned around he moaned at the sight that met him. TK was on all fours with his ass in the air and he instinctively reached for the base of his cock to try and keep it together.
TK turned his head around to look at him “Are you gonna join me or what?”
“So impatient,” muttered Carlos while joining him on the bed and positioning himself behind him.
“I've been very patient actually, had to watch you all morning destroying that punching bag without doing anything.”
Carlos laughed at that “That did it for you?” he asked while opening the lube and squirting it a bit on his fingers to warm it a little.
“You do it for me,” said TK without missing a beat. Carlos reached down and massaged one of his sides and TK pushed his ass back closer to him. Carlos brought his first finger down to his hole and slowly entered him not finding any resistance. He quickly added a second finger scissoring them and opening him up as much as possible. By the time he had the third finger in TK was a whining mess, meeting his movements and fucking himself on his fingers. Carlos kept opening him up carefully, one hand always on his hip stroking him softly.
“I'm ready, I'm ready,” whined TK and moved to get his fingers out of his ass ready for Carlos. Carlos quickly cleaned his fingers on the sheets and moved behind him.
“Like this?” he asked, bringing his hands to his ass, gripping the soft skin there.
“Mmh mmh,” replied TK, ready to take it. Unsatisfied with his reply, Carlos hovered over his body, his whole front covering TK's back and whispered in his ear.
“Use your words, baby.” TK groaned at the feeling of Carlos' warm body on top of him holding him down and arched his back at the feeling of his hard cock pressing against his ass.
“Like this,” he whined
“Okay,” said Carlos kissing him on the neck and moving down his body leaving a trail of open mouthed kisses on every single inch of his back. He reached his ass with his mouth and bit one of his cheeks making TK even more desperate. He kneeled behind him and slicked himself up with lube, stroking himself a couple of times. He moved closer and positioned the head of his cock against TK's entrance, slowly entering him inch by inch but TK was not having it. Impatient he pushed his ass back hard, Carlos' dick filling him in one swift move. TK moaned loudly, mouth hanging open at the sudden feeling of being so full and so instantly. His head now resting between his elbows and body barely holding up.
“Fuck TK,” Carlos groaned, keeping his hands steady on TK's hips trying not to come right there and breathing deeply through his nose. His hands strong on his lover's body. TK spread his knees even wider on the bed and arched his back to get him as deep as possible groaning at the weight of Carlos so deep inside of him. He then wasted no time and started pushing back painfully slow and fucking himself on Carlos' cock moaning shamelessly at the feeling, his head still hanging low between his arms. Carlos cursed and groaned transfixed at the man in front of him and barely holding himself from snapping his hips forward and fuck him himself. TK kept pushing back, picking up a nice pace, his movements getting quicker and messier.
“Baby, let go. Fuck me please,” he begged with a filthy moan on his lips that went straight to Carlos' cock. And that was the only encouragement Carlos needed. He snapped his hips forward once meeting TK's movements, groaning loudly at the feeling.
“Yes,” moaned TK, feeling Carlos strong hands on his hips finally taking control. And Carlos didn't hold back. He started pounding into him, hips snapping hard and quick, making TK lose balance. His elbows gave out and he was now laying face down on the pillow with his ass in the air leaving it at Carlos' mercy. Carlos gripped his hips harder and never stopped fucking him into the mattress hard, hips moving on their own by now. TK was now moaning into the pillow, the feeling of Carlos taking over his whole body too much for him to do something about it other than laying there and taking it.
Carlos slowed down for a second, taking a moment to try and catch his breathe, hips still moving into him but easy this time, in and out of TK's body fucking him lazily. This gave TK the chance to turn his head on the pillow and look back at him, stretching his hand out for him to take. Carlos grabbed it and intertwined their fingers, bringing his hand to his mouth to kiss every single one of his knuckles. Then he lowered down covering TK's whole body and pinning him down on the bed, hips still moving inside of him slowly. He kissed his neck and brought his mouth to his ear, biting his earlobe playfully.
“You good?”
“I'm so fucking good,” replied TK breathlessly making Carlos chuckle.
“Good.” He kissed the corner of his mouth that wasn't covered by the pillow and then he lifted himself up again, hugging TK's chest from behind and dragging him up too, his whole body pliant in his hands. TK was now fully sitting on him, his back completely attached to Carlos' chest.
Carlos reached down and finally gripped him in his hand and started stroking him lazily, making the man in his arm moan at the needed attention. His cock was painfully hard and leaking on his hand making it easy for him to stroke it. He started moving his hips up into him again in sync with his hand while attaching his mouth to TK's neck, licking the light layer of sweat he found there. TK was now a whimpering mess in his arms, hips both trying to follow his hand and keep fucking himself back on him and his legs were barely keeping him up. Carlos put an arm around his torso to keep him steady and started jerking him off quicker, knowing by the stuttering of his hips that he was close.
“Come on baby,” he whispered in his ear, keeping his mouth there.
“Are you gonna come?” he moaned shamelessly against his ear. TK nodded, too busy whimpering his name to reply with actual words.
“Come for me then. I wanna see you.” TK turned his head to the side and lifted one hand behind Carlos' head to bring his mouth to his, their kisses messy and sloppy. They stayed like that, breathing in each other's mouths and with a particularly good thrust against his prostate, TK came loudly in his hand, ass clenching around him and making his hips snap again hard. Carlos worked him through it and once he was done, TK gave him one last quick kiss and then went back to his hands and knees for Carlos. He spread his legs wide for him and clenched his ass around him, on purpose this time, to let him know that he was ready for him to finish. Carlos moved closer behind him and planted one feet at TK's side and then started pounding into him without wasting any second making TK let out a desperate whine. Carlos gripped his ass tight in his hands and angled it right just for him to mount him without any control. His loud moans were now filling the room and TK knew by the way he was losing control that he was close.
“Yes baby,” he encouraged him, meeting his thrusts and pushing back against his uncontrolled moves.
“So good, you fuck me so good,” he whined at a particular good thrust from him.
“Fuck. Come in me baby. Please,” and that's exactly what he did. Carlos snapped his hips hard one last time and then he was coming inside of him, a filthy moan coming out of his mouth.
“Fuck,” he cursed before collapsing on top of TK, their sweaty bodies still connected.
“Hmm, fuck indeed,” chuckled TK breathlessly.
They stayed like that with Carlos fully laying on top of him until he could find enough strength in himself to finally move. He left a kiss on TK's back and lifted his body up and slipped out of TK. Then he laid next to him, facing TK who still had half of his face hidden in the pillow, eyes closed and a blissed smile on his lips. Carlos brought one hand up to stroke his hair and then he reached for his cheek, his thumb stroking softly the skin there. TK finally opened his eyes and moved closer.
“Should we shower for real now?” he asked, smiling lazely close to his face.
Carlos chuckled “Yeah, probably.”
“Need 10 minutes though, ‘cause I don't really think I can walk right now.”
“Sorry?” replied Carlos but his smug face said the opposite.
“Please, never apologize for giving me the time of my life,” he said with a satisfied grin on his face. Carlos laughed at that.
They laid there for a bit longer, holding each other, skin always touching and lips constantly grazing.
“You know, I could always carry you since I caused this... inconvenience,” joked Carlos.
TK laughed “You're calling you fucking me senseless into the matress an inconvience now?”
“A very good and very hot kind of inconvenience?” attempted Carlos
“You're ridiculous,” TK said in disbelief, laughing at his boyfriend.
“And yet you love me.” TK turned on his side so that he was now facing him fully.
“I really really do,” he said, kissing him and bringing one hand to his face, his palm resting open on his cheek.
“I really really love you too,” whispered Carlos back on his lips.