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Summary:

Part 1 of my Stray Kids x fem!Reader smut series.

Featuring Hwang Hyunjin being all whiny and needy while getting his ass eaten like he deserves.

Notes:

at first i was like "hyunjin deserves his ass eaten so bad" as a joke, but man i don't think it's a joke anymore.
the world needs more sub hyunjin fics so i delivered.

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One of the most fascinating things about Hwang Hyunjin is his duality.

There’s his stage persona, his alter ego, oozing coolness and confidence, whose fiery looks send shivers down your spine whenever he’s dancing and your eyes meet. His body language is always sharp and controlled, his facial expressions sexy and provocative. It’s the Hyunjin everyone expects when they see him dance, the one most people would assume is who he is.

But then there’s the real Hyunjin, the sweet, soft, shy, loving Hyunjin who loves back hugs, big sweaters, and who will laugh at some of the worst jokes you’ve ever heard. The Hyunjin whose eyes sparkle when he smiles, who likes to sit by himself and draw beautiful things, who will go above and beyond to show his support and appreciation for the people the adores. The Hyunjin you’ve fallen in love with.

His sweetness shows just as much in his words as in his touches, always careful and gentle when you’re around others, putting his head on your shoulder and wrapping his arms around your waist, or placing his head in your lap in a quiet plea to have your fingers thread through his soft hair. So tender and innocent.

That is, until you’re alone.

No, that’s not quite true. Hyunjin is still sweet and gentle with you even when no one is around to watch or listen, when you tumble into bed kissing and touching and squeezing every part of each other’s body that you can get your hands on.

It’s just that, sometimes, you’re not so sweet to him, and that’s the best part about it.

“Please,” Hyunjin begs, naked beneath you, a thin sheen of sweat glistening on his smooth, warm skin.

A beautiful sight.

Tonight, you have Hyunjin splayed out prettily beneath you as you sit on his thighs, cocking your head with a teasing smile on your lips. Your thumbs are rubbing circles into his narrow hips, holding him firmly in place as he tends to wriggle and shift around. He always gets twitchy when he’s like this, hot and bothered with his hard cock already leaking onto his stomach and his cheeks tinted the prettiest shade of pink. Damp strands of hair fall in his face and you lean over to brush them away, not letting him tear his gaze away from yours. Though, he does shy away from your glance in the end, probably feeling too exposed under your appreciative look.

“Please what, Jinnie?” you ask, feigning innocence as if you don’t know exactly what it is that he’s asking you for, has been asking you for almost every night since the first time you’ve done it.

Hyunjin bites his lip, thighs twitching in an attempt to shift around, but it’s no use. It’s adorable, you think, how he’s still so timid about asking for what he wants when he knows all too well that you’re just as much aching for it as him.

“Please, hngh, please eat my ass.”

And if those words don’t go straight to your pussy.

You smile at him, leaning down to whisper against his soft lips, “Gladly.”

Hurrying to scramble off his lean thighs, you watch as Hyunjin turns around, sighing softly as he lays down on his stomach and spreads his thighs for you to settle between them. He’s so sexy like this, all pliant and waiting for your touch, and you lean over to place sweet kisses onto his spine. You kiss and kiss your way up until you’ve reached his ear, threading your fingers through his hair, taking a hold and pulling on it harshly to make him moan so beautifully.

Hyunjin is a little slut for pain, even if he won’t admit it.

You nip on his earlobe before whispering, “Do you want to be a good boy and let me play with your ass?”

Hyunjin practically melts at your words, hips twitching and rubbing his cock against the mattress. He even whines, trying to nod feverishly with your hand still holding onto his hair tightly. It’s cute, but he won’t be able to move around much once you’ve got your hands on his hips and your tongue in his ass.

“Yeah, yes,” Hyunjin says, and you pull on his hair one last time before letting him go.

Slowly, you kiss your way down his spine again. Your nails are scratching over his smooth skin, leaving behind ten red streaks that are hopefully going to be gone by tomorrow but that have Hyunjin sigh contently into the pillow. You smile to yourself. Little pain slut.

Once you’ve reached the swell of his ass you stick out your tongue, following the line of his spine until you’ve reached his tailbone. You can feel how tense he is already, hands fisted into the sheets and lightly sticking up his ass in your direction, expecting you to go straight to town.

But that would be too easy, wouldn’t it? After all, he said he’d like to let you play.

You lift your head up, taking your hands off him and basically leaving Hyunjin with nothing except for your presence above him. You notice with satisfaction that goosebumps have spread on his skin and that his chest is rising and falling quickly, despite the fact that all you two did so far is kiss and rub against each other. But to be fair, you get it. Hyunjin has the same effect on you.

Reaching a hand down between your own legs, you feel how wet you are at the prospect of what’s coming. You reach another hand up to squeeze one of your boobs, squishing it while lightly moving against the palm covering your cunt. You just know that once you’ve made him come, you will need little more than a soft touch to your clit before you reach your orgasm.

You’re still marveling at the sight in front of you when Hyunjin starts whining, wriggling his ass in your direction and craning his neck to look at what is taking you so long.

Frankly, that’s just rude. You don’t like to be rushed.

So, you do the appropriate thing in this kind of situation and raise the hand whose fingers have previously been rubbing over your wet folds to let it come down hard on his right cheek. Hyunjin yelps.

And then he whines, arching his back beautifully, raising his ass even more and practically begging you to spank him again.

“Be patient,” you order with a stern tone, to which another whine leaves his mouth, this time clearly more annoyed than pleasured.

Fine, so you spank him again, harder this time to hear his pretty noises again. Almost immediately the imprint of your hand appears on his skin, physical proof of how you’re taking him apart, and it makes you so shiver.

“Stop, or I won’t touch your ass at all,” you tell him.

That seems to do the trick. Hyunjin stills, loosening his muscles and slowly becoming oh-so-pliant again, plump ass glowing red in front of you.

“Good boy,” you praise him and Hyunjin’s reaction is instant.

A soft moan falls from his lips and his hips twitch in a way that tells you that his cock just leaked even more precome onto the mattress beneath him.

The thought of Hyunjin getting off to you being so dominant towards him makes you dizzy. And he’s so perfect when he lets you, so responsive to your every word and touch, always eager to do what you want. He loves the attention you give him, and he craves those moments where he doesn’t have to think and can just let himself feel. And you want to give him that and so much more.

You wait a minute to see if Hyunjin is going to get impatient again, but he isn’t. When you’re satisfied with his compliance you squeeze your tits one last time before shuffling down, lowering your head until you’re at perfect level with his smooth, pale ass. With the way you’re lying down now you could easily rub your clit against the sheets tangled around your legs and waist, but you don’t want to deal with your own arousal yet. For now, you just want to make Hyunjin feel good, to eat his ass like he deserves.

Your mouth waters as you start squishing and squeezing his cheeks, pulling them apart to take a first glance at his pink, tight hole. He showered right before coming to your room and his hard cock pressing against your hip through his bath towel betrayed the seeming innocence and casualty of his hugs and soft kisses.

If you had asked him what he had been thinking about in the shower that got him so hard, it would have probably been something along the lines of this right here. Hyunjin loves getting his ass played with, whether it’s by your tongue, your fingers, or a toy. And you’re more than happy to indulge him, secretly hoping for the day he’s going to ask you to fuck him properly. The thought of pegging him or looking up at his pretty face caught up in pleasure while he’s riding your cock is enough to let you drip wetly down your thigh, clenching hard. One day maybe.

For now, you’re content to blow lightly over his exposed rim, watching it clench and relax as you hear another soft plea. Hyunjin always gets so whiny when you fuck him, unable to form coherent sentences and only able to curse or beg or mumble about how good it feels to be inside you, or to have you inside him. And you haven’t even started.

So you do it again, blowing lightly, but you cut off his needy whine as you flatten your tongue and – no warning whatsoever – lick a thick stripe from his perineum all the way up to his empty hole. He moans, hips twitching hard again, so you use your hands that previously held his cheeks apart to loop around his thighs and hips and keep him pressed down against the mattress. He’s truly so sensitive.

“Fuck,” Hyunjin moans again, hole clenching as you do it for a second time, pushing your face between his cheeks and letting them suffocate you. If you die eating Hwang Hyunjin’s ass, so be it. At least you’ll die happy.

His skin tastes like body wash and salt and you lap up the taste as you flick your tongue over his hole, not firm enough to push in yet but enough to get him all wet and slippery. You can already feel spit leaking out of the corners of your mouth and soon you’re practically slurping at his hole.

Hyunjin moans and his hips twitch hard as you suck on his rim, using your lips to apply pressure while letting the tip of your tongue run in circles around his opening. You can tell that he’s started letting go, hips twitching uncontrollably and legs shuffling around, toes curling. Mumbled words leave his lips that are mostly muffled by the pillow.

Going back to flattening your tongue, you start lapping at his hole again, feeling the way it clenches rhythmically every time you lick over it. It’s addicting, knowing you get to have him like this, lick and nip and suck at where no one else has ever touched him, making him lose control and become so needy and desperate. And you know he’s desperate, having trouble holding him still as he’s attempting to rut his hard cock against the mattress, struggling with your grip on him.

You pull back, needing a second to breathe and taking your hands off him to wipe your spit-slick chin. Hyunjin whines at the loss, his hole probably feeling all cold and damp now that you’re gone. You love seeing him ache for it so much.

“Don’t worry, baby, I’m not done yet,” you promise him and watch him visibly relax.

He’s so needy, can’t even take a few seconds of you having to stop rimming him just to catch your own breath.

To give him some form of attention – because of course you have to, as you’re just as desperate to touch him as he is – you let a finger slip between his warm cheeks, and Hyunjin moans as the tip of it catches on his hole. He’s so hot and wet down there now, so slick; it would be so easy to just…

“Oh, fuck,” Hyunjin moans as you slowly, tentatively, start pressing the tip of your index finger past his rim.

It slides in so easily without any resistance and Hyunjin feels so tight. No matter how many times you fuck him open with your fingers or with his favorite plug, he’s always so tight, so perfect, and you kind of regret the fact that you’ll never get to experience that feeling on a real cock of yours. But that’s okay, because seeing and hearing Hyunjin react to it more than just makes up for it.

“Please, please,” Hyunjin whines, tensing his thighs to push his ass against your finger, inevitably making it slip even further inside him.

You can feel it breach the second ring of muscle and he moans again, deep and long this time, and he practically sinks against the feeling, relaxing and taking in the sensation of being filled. Your pussy throbs with each contraction of his hole around your finger, getting impossibly wet, and you take your second hand to start rubbing over your clit, needing some form of relief given the sight in front of you.

“Baby,” you say, watching in trance as Hyunjin starts moving his hips back and forth on the bed, again and again fucking himself onto your single finger while trying to rub his wet cock over the ruined sheets.

It’s so sinful, the way his hips roll so skillfully, and you almost consider just watching him get himself off like this.

But no.

“Baby,” you try again, finally catching his attention as you use the hand now wet with your juices to lightly spank his left ass cheek, making him yelp. “What do you want, huh? Thought you wanted me to eat your pretty ass and make you feel good? But now you’re fucking yourself on my finger and rutting against the bed like a little slut. So, what will it be?”

Hyunjin’s reaction to your degradation comes instantly as his hips start twitching and losing their rhythm, thighs shaking as he chokes on his own spit.

Just like with the real Hyunjin and his stage persona, there’s two sides to him when it comes to sex. There’s the soft side that loves being touched ever so gently, being showered in praise and enjoying making sweet, sweet love to you. And then there’s the rougher, kinkier side that craves pain and being called a slut while being held down and fucked silly until he’s crying.

Hyunjin is absolutely perfect for you.

But he’s got to decide which one it will be today.

“Both,” Hyunjin whines, and you roll your eyes though he can’t see it with his face still shoved into his pillow.

Both.

Of course. You should have guessed.

Well, maybe just today you can give in to him and let him have both. After all, he’s done such a good job today, performing perfectly on stage and making you proud. He deserves it.

You don’t reply to him further. Instead, you go back to your previous position with your head on level with his hole that is still filled with the tip of your finger. One arm wraps around his thigh again, trying to keep him still, while you start moving the other, fucking your finger a little deeper into him with every thrust.

You can feel Hyunjin tense and then relax, sighing contently and letting you play with his hole like you asked. You could probably do this forever if you’re being honest, listening to his little whines and moans as you pleasure him like this, but your hand is going to start cramping at some point and you’d rather get him off before that point.

Carefully, you pull out your finger, but this time Hyunjin doesn’t even get to protest at the feeling of being empty because then your tongue is right there, and you don’t waste another single second before pushing the slick tip into his slightly loosened hole.

“Oh God, yeah,” Hyunjin moans, ass pushing against your face, the tip of your tongue slipping just a little bit deeper into him. You would grin at his reaction if your mouth wasn’t occupied otherwise.

You know Hyunjin loves it when you fuck him with your tongue, quickly pulling back and pushing back in, not giving his hole a chance to close as you keep him spread open with your mouth. He’s so relaxed now, so different to when you first ate him out, when he was so shy and embarrassed about liking his ass eaten, no matter how much you assured him that you love it too and that there’s nothing to be ashamed of. And he’s still shy and a little embarrassed asking for it, but once he gets into it he relaxes completely, letting himself enjoy the sensations and no longer hiding how hard it gets him.

You fuck Hyunjin with your tongue for a while, alternating between short, quick thrusts and slower, languid licks, circling his rim and using your lips to suck on it before pushing in as far as you can go. You pull on one of his cheeks with your free hand to help you get deeper. Hyunjin is practically melting beneath you, desperately trying to fuck himself back on your eager tongue to the point his cock rubs over the rough mattress so hard you can tell that it’s giving him pain.

Lifting your head, you place a hand on the small of his back, gently but firmly pushing him down to stop his movements. You can’t have him hurt himself like this.

“Shhh, slow. Careful, baby, it’s okay.”

Hyunjin’s hips still move on their own accord a few more times until he stills, panting and shaking heavily. He always gets himself so worked up, only torturing himself more by being so needy and impatient. You rub your hand up and down his sweaty back, soothing him.

“Please,” he begs, voice sounding incredibly fucked out, sending shivers down his spine. You throb at the way he sounds so wrecked, all because of your tongue and fingers.

“I know,” you whisper, leaning down to kiss the swell of his ass softly, teasingly biting his soft skin, leaving a bite mark in the shape of your teeth. “Want you to come on my tongue, baby. But you gotta calm down for that, yeah? Or else it’s just going to hurt.”

Hyunjin whines, rubbing his face against his pillow in a hazy attempt to nod. His lips are all puffy and pink and slick and you can’t resist scrambling up to thread a hand through his hair, turn his face and pull him into a wet, messy kiss. You moan into his mouth; now you’re getting impatient to make him come, so afterwards you can rut against his leg and come all over his muscled thigh.

Hyunjin barely has a mind to kiss you back properly, letting you nip and suck on his sinful lips that feel so good whenever he’s eating you out. Which is probably his second favorite thing after having his ass played with; and yours too, if you’re being honest.

You lick into his mouth one last time before letting go and pulling back, being met with Hyunjin’s brown eyes all glossy and wet from pain and pleasure alike. He looks completely fucked out and it’s still the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen. He chases your lips as you pull away, but you only scratch his head comfortingly before letting go and kissing your way down his spine instead.

Hyunjin’s breath hitches as you spread his cheeks again. You spit on his hole, trying to make it slick again so you can work your finger back into him. And then, watching your spit trickle down the cleft of his ass, you get an idea.

Reaching up to his face, you place two fingertips on his trembling bottom lip.

“Suck.”

And Hyunjin moans at that, like you expected. But he’s cutting his own sounds off by instantly starting to lap around your fingers and wrapping his lips around them, sucking them into his eager mouth. Spit starts running down his chin and over his cheek and the view is almost enough to make you come untouched. He’s so eager to obey, almost too eager as he shoves his face too quickly onto your hand, choking himself. You smirk, watching him pull off, sputtering. The thought crosses your mind that he’d probably look so pretty on his knees sucking cock.

“Slowly, remember?” you remind him and Hyunjin swallows, coughing, before sucking your fingers back into your mouth. He’s more careful now, taking his time to suck and lick and get them ready.

When Hyunjin eventually pops off, your fingers are soaked in his spit and his face is a mess.

“Good boy,” you praise him, earning you another whine as he buries his face in the pillow and pushes his ass towards you.

“So impatient,” you tut, but you’re too desperate yourself to do anything about it this time. Even you have your limits.

Pulling one of his ass cheeks aside, you slowly start prodding at his hole with your wet middle finger and Hyunjin sighs as he relaxes his body, even pushes slightly against your digit to open himself up for you. Your wet finger slides in easily and you waste no time fucking it into him, rougher than before and crooking and circling it, trying to make what’s coming a little easier. Hyunjin tries hard not to writhe too much on the bed, but he’s still moaning and mumbling softly to himself.

As soon as your second finger breaches his hole, his body twitches hard and your fingers almost slip out again. You pin his hips down again, warning him, before fucking him again. With two fingers inside he feels so damn tight again, so warm and spit-slick, and your cunt clenches desperately, knowing just how good it feels to have someone’s fingers inside you.

As you pick up the pace your thumb rubs circles into his hips and you begin to spread your fingers slightly. You’re not planning to shove a third finger into him but rather something else, soon.

When you can tell that Hyunjin is fully relaxed and got used to the stretch, you start crooking your fingers, trying to search for his prostate. Having fingered him more than enough times you find it quickly, and as soon as you hit that spot Hyunjin moans loudly, thighs trembling and ass pushing back against your hand.

“There you go, baby,” you murmur, pushing in deeper to keep reaching his spot, fucking your fingers against it and rubbing them over it.

Hyunjin seems close to seeing stars.

“Ah— don’t— don’t stop. Don’t stop don’t stop—” he begs and by the way his voice has gotten so high-pitched and his hips are trembling uncontrollably, you know he’s close.

You’re so proud of him for trying to stay still, even if he can’t quite manage to. You can only imagine how hard and red his cock is, probably aching from rubbing against the rough bedsheets, or maybe he’s leaked so much already that it’s all slippery and wet, albeit still painful since his cock has been neglected for so long.

“You’re doing so well, Jinnie,” you whisper against his sweaty skin, fingers spreading and catching on his rim, making him moan.

You know the praise goes straight to Hyunjin’s cock when you feel his hole clench hard around your fingers; that’s so hot. You’re dripping wet at this point, throbbing with the need to get touched.

And then you pull your fingers back until they’re almost all out, leaving only the tips inside and spreading them wide. You marvel at the way Hyunjin’s pink hole looks, all open and loose and perfect to be filled with something bigger, something like a thick, hard cock. But you don’t have that, and even if you did you’d still need to talk about that first, so instead you give him what you know he already loves.

Pushing your face into his ass, you fill his hole up with your smooth tongue. You get to push in so deep now that you’ve opened him with your fingers, using your lips to suck on his rim. Hyunjin mewls, completely giving up on his attempt to stay still, but that’s okay; you know he’s always so sensitive, so it’s a lot for him. His moans are filling the quiet of the room, the only other noise the filthy wet sounds of you eating him out mercilessly, alternating between fucking your tongue deeply inside him and pulling back to insert your fingers, hitting his prostate and driving him closer and closer to the edge.

“Fuck– ah— I’m so close,” Hyunjin whines, ass pushing back into your face.

You can barely breathe, but it’s okay; you don’t need to breathe, all you need is for him to come undone under your touch.

“Yeah, yeah,” you whisper, lapping at his hole and licking around your fingers that you’re thrusting into him hard and fast.

“Please make me come, please, please.”

He sounds so lovely begging for you, how could you say no?

So you double your effort, crooking your fingers and making sure to hit his spot with every thrust, your entire nose, lips and chin dripping with how much your mouth is watering. Your tongue is starting to cramp with how fast you fuck it into his needy hole, but you’re not going to stop before his cock is spurting come all over your bed.

“Come for me, baby, come on, I know you can,” you urge him on, and Hyunjin whimpers, desperately trying to get friction with his cock, even if it hurts.

“I can’t, I can’t,” he whines, getting frustrated and starting to cry from how sensitive his cock is.

“You can,” you tell him, and you know he can because he’s done it before – come untouched while you fucked him with your tongue and your fingers – and you want him to do it again. It’s a lot, but it’s also the hottest thing in the world.

Hyunjin is moaning constantly now, his body glistening with sweat, hair all damp and tousled as his head is writhing on the pillow. He looks utterly wrecked, so beautiful, and you tell him so.

“You’re so pretty like this, baby,” you say, not stopping for one second to thrust your fingers inside him. “All laid out and fucked open like this, so warm and tight around my fingers. So gorgeous.”

“Oh fuck, I’m gonna–”

Hyunjin practically chokes on his own words, and then you go back in to push your slick tongue into his greedy hole, filling him up even more.

And Hyunjin comes, hard.

It’s so hot to feel him come on your tongue, ass clenching again and again around you as he trembles through his orgasm, trying to fuck himself back onto you while also desperate to milk his cock by rutting against the mattress. Your pussy throbs, and now that you no longer need to hold him still you slip your free hand between your legs, moaning against Hyunjin’s used hole as you slip a finger inside yourself. You feel just as warm but a lot wetter than him, but even still, you’re not done taking care of him yet.

You fuck him through his orgasm with your fingers, pressing against his prostate until he’s begging you to stop, pulling away from your touch. You smile, slowly removing your fingers and licking over his slick, loose hole, making him whine with the overstimulation, but he’s too fucked out to protest. You love this, too, eating his ass after he’s come, listening to his cute little whimpers and watching him slowly start to fuck himself back against your face again. It’s not with the intention to come again but just to feel the connection between you two, to let the rest of the tenseness slip from his body, to let you make him feel relaxed and content for just a while longer.

Eventually, you start thrusting your own finger inside yourself, but the angle isn’t good at all since you’re practically lying on your hand. So with one last sweet, teasing kiss to Hyunjin’s puffy hole you lift your head, scrambling to give him some space and telling him to turn around.

Tired but eager to look at you, he moves until he’s flat on his back, and you feel another wave of pleasure rushing through you at the sight you’re now presented with. Not only is there a massive wet spot on the sheets besides him now, but his entire lower stomach and softening cock are smeared with his come. Glistening. There’s so much of it. You curse, fucking your finger deeper into yourself.

You did that to him.

“Come here, please, baby,” Hyunjin pleads, and it makes you look up from his spent cock to his flushed, teary-eyed face.

He lifts his arms for you to lie on top of him, and you don’t care that you’re going to smear his come all over your own stomach if you do as he asks. You straddle one of his thighs, leaning down and pressing your chests together before kissing him passionately.

“You did so well, Jinnie,” you breathe against his lips and you smile as you feel Hyunjin’s hips twitch again at your words.

You’re so close already, and you can’t help but shuffle down lightly until your wet cunt is pressed just right against his strong thigh. Sighing with relief, you start rutting against him with fast, quick movements.

“Fuck,” Hyunjin curses as he feels you get his leg all slick and messy with your juices, and then one of his big hands comes to wrap around your hips to help you move. “Use me, please.”

One of your hands reaches up to bury itself in his damp hair, kind of using your grip and the pull to help move against him faster. He grabs one of your tits, his long, thin fingers cupping it firmly and making you arch against his touch.

“Fuck, Hyunjin,” you moan, feeling the drag of his soft skin over your clit.

You clench your thighs so you can trap his legs between yours, and you’re really just using him as a means to get off, which is hot enough in its own right.

“Please,” Hyunjin keeps begging, “wanna feel you come on me, make me even more messy.”

That just about does it.

Compared to Hyunjin you’re quiet when you come, breath getting stuck in your throat as you fuck yourself through your orgasm with erratic rolls of your hips, smearing your juices all over his slick thigh. Your heart is beating fast in your chest, legs cramping, but all you really feel is satisfaction and pure, utter relief.

Your body is trembling after you’ve come down. You slump down on top of him, resting your head on his warm chest.

“I love you,” you get out between deep breaths, and you can feel Hyunjin’s little laugh as his chest vibrates.

“I love you, too, and I should be thanking you.”

You tangle your legs together, scrunching up your nose as your knee touches his wet thigh. But you can’t help but smile, and when you lick your lips you still taste him.

“The pleasure was all mine, I promise,” you say, feeling Hyunjin run a hand through your hair.

You give yourselves another few minutes of cuddling before the need to clean up becomes too strong, and you gladly wrap your thighs around Hyunjin’s waist to let him carry you into the bath.

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