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Chanyeol hates this. He hates how his omega has been avoiding his presence ever since he gave birth to their first born.
Byun Baekhyun, his omega, his mate, the love of his life and the carrier of their child, has given birth to a beautiful baby boy weeks ago. And since he was discharged from the hospital, he has avoided any physical contact with the alpha.
Chanyeol can’t even remember the last time he hugged his mate and felt him hug back. He doesn’t even remember the last time he kissed him and didn’t feel like Baekhyun was eager to end the kiss the minute it started.
Something was off with his husband. And the alpha was in distress, trying to find the answers in every move Baekhyun made. It was weird because the latter still looks at him with those loving eyes, he still smiles at him like he’s his favorite human on earth. Confusing, but it felt as if nothing had changed, and yet, as if everything did.
And it didn’t help that today some of their friends and family were coming over to congratulate the happy couple for the birth of their first child.
Baekhyun was using different excuses to avoid having a serious talk, and his excuse today was that he’s busy getting ready and preparing for their guests.
Chanyeol was leaning on the headboard, a frown on his face as he watched the smaller walk back and forth while getting ready.
“My friend Kyungsoo is coming earlier, he has a flight later tonight so he’ll leave early.” The omega was rambling about some random things, completely unaware of the displeased alpha watching him like a hawk.
“Honey, could you check on Byul?” Baekhyun asked on his way to the bathroom.
Another thing that confuses Chanyeol is the way Baekhyun suddenly needs privacy to get changed. The omega would either get dressed in the bathroom, or he’d do it hurriedly before Chanyeol joins him in their bedroom.
“In a minute.” The alpha mumbled with a raised eyebrow. Watching how the latter fidgets and awkwardly shuffles around as if he’s looking for something when he’s clearly only waiting to be given some privacy.
“Also, can you check the cake I baked? It must be done now, so can you turn the oven off?” Baekhyun sheepishly added. At this point he was just begging Chanyeol to leave the room. And just when the alpha opened his mouth to question his mate’s weird behavior, the doorbell interrupted him.
“Oh, that must be Soo!! Babe, can you get it? I’ll get changed and be right with you” Baekhyun’s smile seemed more relaxed now, knowing that Chanyeol won’t leave their guest waiting by the door.
Chanyeol gave him a suspicious look all the way out of their shared bedroom. Looking at him one last time as if trying to read his mind but the doorbell was heard again and he had no choice but to walk away, hearing the bedroom door getting locked behind him.
So yes, it bothers him. They have been married for three years, after dating for five years, he lost count of the amount of times he had seen Baekhyun naked. And yet here he is, being denied the pleasure of even witnessing that beauty that’s only for him to see.
This has to end soon, otherwise his coming rut will make both of them suffer. So before that happens he needs to speak to Baekhyun.
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All through the night people came in and out of the apartment and yet Chanyeol’s eyes had never left his omega. Watching his every move and trying to analyze him. His head started to hurt from all the thoughts that crossed his mind. Wondering if he had upset his husband in some way? Or was this a post-pregnancy trauma? Maybe he needs to ask the doctor about it on their next check up.
His brain was running the mile trying to figure it out. But Baekhyun seemed completely fine. Chatting and smiling with everyone, even being comfortably touchy with some. He completely ignored the alpha’s existence still.
“Now that you have a boy, it would be nice to give him a little baby sister, Baekhyun-ah, don’t you think?” Chanyeol’s mom felt the need to comment somewhere during the long night.
Chanyeol worriedly glanced at his mate before glaring at his own mother. What if this makes the situation between them even worse? He won’t sit and watch Baekhyun drift further apart from him.
“Mom, please!! He just gave birth not so long ago-“
“I would love to start a whole pack for Chanyeolie, but I believe it’s best to have more than three years in between each child” Baekhyun brightly replied, seemingly unaffected by the rude comments from his mother-in-law.
Chanyeol almost let out a sigh of relief. He felt tense and anxious of anything or any comment that would build a wall between him and his mate.
The rest of the night was thankfully spent in peace, no one threw any more comments or hints at the couple, and Chanyeol was able to relax and enjoy their guests' company a little more.
That’s until both Baekhyun and Byul were suddenly out of his sight, at first the alpha thought that maybe his mate had taken their kid to put him down to sleep since it’s getting late, but then, it became even more confusing when the omega walked right back with Byul in his arms just ten minutes after he went in.
Chanyeol took the chance when everyone seemed distracted and immersed in their conversations to step closer to his husband.
“I thought you went to put him down to sleep?” He questioned, while reaching to grab Byul’s little hand, a warm fatherly smile contouring his face the minute he felt his son squeeze his finger in his small fist.
“W-What? No, I just… I just went to get him changed!” Baekhyun was clearly lying. He seemed so jumpy and… guilty? while saying that, which didn’t go unnoticed by the alpha.
Chanyeol’s raised eyebrow had the smaller one gulping. He could already tell that he just exposed himself. And when the alpha’s eyes drifted further down to his shirt, Baekhyun started panicking.
“Baby, what’s this?” Chanyeol asked, using his thumb to wipe the stained spot on the omega’s shirt.
“Mmm it’s- I drank water and it must’ve spilled over my shirt!” Baekhyun laughed that awkward laugh again while subtly brushing the alpha’s hand off him.
Which was a wrong move.
Chanyeol noticed, and in return he pushed his hand further against his chest and his eyes squinted in confusion and shock.
“What the-“
“Baekhyun, where are the fetus pics? We want to see how one-day-old Byul looked like!” Thanks to one of his friends, Baekhyun was saved again.
He instantly rushed to get into his circle of friends and pretend like he was invested in showing them the pictures they took back in the hospital.
Chanyeol, on the other hand, stood there dumbfounded and lost. He didn’t understand why Baekhyun was behaving so weirdly, and what was the smaller one hiding from him?
Yet again, he was forced to brush it off until the night ended and the guests left them to the comfort of their bed, alone.
And that was the plan until one of the guests asked a question that striked his curiosity as if he was a stranger…
“Baekhyun, what type of milk do you feed Byul? He looks so healthy thanks to it, I’m going to get it for my granddaughter!”
Chanyeol froze upon hearing it, as his eyes focused on his omega stammering and struggling to let a proper sentence out.
Milk?
‘Right, he needs milk!’ Chanyeol was speaking to himself. Remembering all the grocery bags, every grocery list that Baekhyun had written for him, there was never any milk mentioned.
That’s weird…
Chanyeol’s frown deepened the longer he thought of it, he was the one in-charge of getting the groceries, and there was no way that his omega had gone out without his knowledge.
So what the fuck is happening?
How is his son getting fed?
Chanyeol suppressed a gasp. His eyes grew to double their size as he looked at his mate, who was still struggling to come up with random milk brands.
The alpha couldn’t sit and watch, he got up and rudely dragged Baekhyun out of the circle. He threw a quick “Excuse us!” Before hurrying with the stumbling omega close behind.
He walked into their shared bedroom and slammed the door shut behind them, pressing the latter against the wooden door and tightly holding him by his shoulders.
“Baekhyun, how do you feed Byul?” Chanyeol understands that this shows how he lacks responsibility. But in his defense, his mate seemed to be doing just fine without asking for his help, and it’s not like the alpha never offered to be involved, but Baekhyun was overly and weirdly defensive when the taller man tried to be involved.
“W-What?” Baekhyun avoided his gaze. The weight of looking directly into the latter’s eyes and lying to him was heavy. He knew he wouldn't be able to hold his grounds any further.
“Park Baekhyun, how the fuck are you feeding our child?!!” Chanyeol sternly repeated. He tightened his grip on the smaller’s shoulders earning a little wince from him.
“Milk! W-With milk, of course!! What else would I feed a child who’s only a few weeks old?” Baekhyun exclaimed.
Chanyeol took a step back. His eyes falling down to the stain on the omega’s shirt from earlier. His suspicions were confirmed with one shaky reply from his mate.
“Baby…” how to react to this, he doesn’t know. “I’ve never bought any milk for Byul.” And that was the last thing heard before Baekhyun’s loud gasp echoed in the whole place.
His shirt torn to halves and hanging loosely over his shoulders. His upper half was completely exposed. And his nursing pads saw the light for the first time.
“I knew it!” Chanyeol whispered, more to himself. His eyes burned into the two pieces of cloth covering each swollen breast.
“Ch-Chanyeol!! I can- I can explain!” Baekhyun failed to cover himself up as the alpha was quick to pin his hands to his sides.
“Nursing pads? I think this explains itself, baby.” Chanyeol spoke in a weird calmness, chilling to the smaller omega.
“Honey…”
“Did you consult the doctor about this?” Chanyeol calmly asked, his eyes still focused on the covered chest as if he wanted to pop the pads off with his gaze.
“Y-Yes. He said that it’s not common for male carriers to lactate, but it’s not alarming. I’ve just been taken care of so well during my pregnancy that my body had extra protein and started to produce milk for the baby after he was born.” Baekhyun explained. His eyes were teary, embarrassed to be caught by his mate.
What if Chanyeol finds him weird now? What if it was a turn off for the latter? Baekhyun has been struggling to keep his hands off his husband since day one back from the hospital, so if his alpha suddenly gets weirded out and acts distant, this would make the omega suffer even further.
Tears threatening to fall, he looked up at the taller man, his eyes desperately searching for that caring alpha that loved him the most. A wave of anxiety hits with every second that passes in complete silence.
He was slowly preparing himself for the worst, but Chanyeol didn’t allow him to completely slip into it. In a blink, his pads came off, and he was standing there with his nipples exposed and leaking milk.
“Chanyeol, It’s dripping!” He hurried exclaimed, using his slender fingers to prevent his milk from going to waste by blocking his nipples.
Chanyeol stopped him, using force to grab Baekhyun’s wrist and remove his hand. And suddenly the omega was covering his mouth to muffle his moans.
The alpha had an arm wrapped around his waist, pulling him as close as physically possible and latching his mouth onto his nipples. He eagerly sucked the hard nub and hummed when warm milk seeped into his mouth.
“Nghh! H-Honey!!” The smaller whimpered, his thighs squished together and clenching as he quickly felt the slick trickling down his thighs.
“I can’t believe you hid this from me.” Chanyeol heavily muttered, moving from one nipple to the other and sucking the milk out.
“Babe, p-please!! People are still out there, they’re w-waiting for us!” Baekhyun whined, trying his best to hold his ground and not give into his desires to just let Chanyeol love him like he missed him.
“They can wait some more…” Chanyeol pulled away to look into the omega’s eyes. Showing him that glint of golden lust shining in his orbs as if warning him to not resist any further.
He then leaned down and connected their lips. The smaller’s breath hitched but soon later, he melted into the kiss, whimpering and humming as Chanyeol started grinding his clothed shaft against him.
“I want you” Chanyeol’s muffled words got lost in between their kisses. But even if the latter didn’t hear it, he knew what was coming when Chanyeol’s hands started to roam his body.
Sudden realization hit him, and Baekhyun gently pushed the taller away.
“S-Stop. We can’t…” he looked away, his face already flushed, proving that he was enjoying it just as much.
Chanyeol raised a questioning eyebrow at him. Waiting for an explanation without even asking for one.
“I-It’s not just the lactation…” Baekhyun’s voice was so small, barely heard, as if he wished the latter wouldn’t actually hear him. But when Chanyeol’s head tilted to the side, he knew that he needed to explain further.
The omega took a step back, pushing his ripped shirt aside and timidly showing his stretch marks on each side of his hips. Chanyeol’s eyes raked between the smaller’s hips and his teary eyes, waiting for him to say something more.
When realization hit him, his face dropped into a disappointed scowl.
“Baekhyun, please tell me it’s not because of this…” Chanyeol calmly said, a sigh escaping his lips when the omega opened his mouth to say something but closed it right back.
“I can’t believe you!” Chanyeol sighed again, angrily wiping the milk droplets off his lips and walking away to sit on the edge of the bed instead.
He knew that he shouldn’t be angry in this situation, and he wasn’t really angry at Baekhyun, he was angry at himself for not noticing his mate’s insecurities. He frustratingly ruffled his hair, only looking up when Baekhyun was standing right in front of him and laying his hands gently over his broad shoulders.
“Honey, I’m sorry?” Baekhyun tilted his head, wondering if this is what Chanyeol wanted to hear right now.
Chanyeol hugged the omega’s waist, sighing before he looked up and met his eyes again.
“Don’t be, baby. I’m the one who’s sorry, it’s my fault for not reminding you every minute of how beautiful you are '' Chanyeol said, planting butterfly kisses all over the smaller’s bare stomach.
Baekhyun could only fondly smile while looking at the alpha tickling his tummy with his hot breath as he continued kissing him everywhere, going further to his hip bones and kissing his stretch marks as if proving a point.
“You carried our Byul, these marks are proof of how amazing you are, my love.” Chanyeol muttered in between his kisses.
The alpha looked up to meet his mate’s eyes, mirroring his smile. His eyes inviting Baekhyun to lean down and connect their lips into a sweet awaited kiss. Both of them hummed in sync, promised relaxation was immediately granted.
Chanyeol didn’t break the kiss, his hands blindly reaching out to grab one of the many shirts laying all over the bed since Baekhyun was trying them on prior to their guests arrival. Only pulling away when his hand caught one.
“Here, wear this and let’s go back out there” Chanyeol handed him the shirt as he was getting up, which the smaller took, but only to toss it on the floor instead.
He pushed the alpha down before he was fully standing on his feet.
“Where are you going?” Baekhyun smiled mischievously, his hands intertwined behind the taller’s neck as he leaned closer to whisper seductively… “I’m not done with you yet.”
If Chanyeol was stunned, he didn’t show it. He just watched the omega drop to his knees right before him. Playful hands rubbing his toned thighs and all the way up to his zipper.
“Can I?” Baekhyun almost innocently asked.
“All yours, baby” Chanyeol shrugged, leaning back and man-spreading confidently, enjoying how the flushed omega was suddenly hesitant.
With shaky hands, Baekhyun unzipped the latter’s trousers. Timidly reaching to grab the slowly-hardening cock. Avoiding eye contact with his husband as he slowly started to stroke it.
The breathy moan he earned made him eager to do more. So without thinking twice, he got up and his clothes came down. He didn’t give Chanyeol the chance to comprehend what was going on and straddled his lap.
Not so subtly grinding his wet hole against the shaft and coating it with his slick, while distracting the alpha with chaste kisses down his neck.
“Fuck- baby, don’t stop!” Chanyeol groaned, his hands going to grope the smaller’s asscheeks and squeeze them further apart.
“Nghh, honey please-“ Baekhyun could only moan in response, not really sure what he’s begging for since he was the one in control this time… not for so long though. “Please, just put it in already- Hngg!” And who is Chanyeol to resist?
Due to how wet the omega was, slipping it in him was trouble-free, but the stretch remained as if it was their first time. The omega arched and twisted, Chanyeol had to hold him tightly so he wouldn’t fall, pressing their bodies closer to comfort him, and sucking on his leaking breasts again to distract him from the painful sensation down there.
The alpha stopped breastfeeding only when Baekhyun was eagerly rocking his hips back and forth. A silent plea for him to take control and fuck him senseless.
Chanyeol used his hands on the latter’s ass to help him slide up and down his hefty shaft. Slowly increasing the pace, not sure how much longer he would be able to last. It has been so long since they’ve last done it, and the omega seemed overly sensitive after giving birth, which is why he was tightly clenched around him.
Every drag of his cock against the tight warm walls drove him closer to his climax. At some point, Chanyeol was just sitting back with the weepy omega bouncing on his lap. The room filled with the omega’s whiny moans, the alpha’s low groans, and the sound of squelching that got sloppier the longer it went.
To Chanyeol’s surprise milk droplets were suddenly splattering all over his face, leaving him stunned and amused. He could feel himself dripping with precum inside the clueless omega.
Only when Baekhyun realized the latter’s sudden silence, did he slow down to look at him. A soft gasp escaped his lips. His hands hurried to wipe his milk off Chanyeol’s face.
“Oh my god!! Babe, I’m so sorry-“ he exclaimed. But the alpha wasn’t even hearing him, grabbing his wrist and bringing his hand closer to his mouth.
He felt the need to make eye-contact with the smaller, before his tongue jutted out and he licked the milk off Baekhyun’s hand. It was the omega’s turn to be left stunned, flushed crimson and staring at him with wide eyes.
He couldn’t fight the urge, no matter how embarrassing it was, the question escaped his mouth before he second-thought it… “D-Does it taste good?” His hands clasped over his mouth as if shocked by his own words.
Chanyeol’s breathy chuckle made him loosen up slightly, his shock melting into a breathtaking shy smile instead. “Wanna try it?” Chanyeol didn’t give him the chance to reply before he licked his hand again, and stuck his tongue out for him.
Baekhyun took a few moments to realize what the alpha was offering him, and when he did, he leaned forward to suck on his tongue, slowly and sensually. Pleased moans leaving both of them. Chanyeol’s hands stroking his waistlines before moving over to grab his breasts.
“Don’t squeeze-“ he didn’t even get to finish his warning before a loud gasp was forced out of him. The alpha doing exactly that, and causing all the milk to leak out to waste.
A sudden knock made both of them jolt in place. Suddenly being brought back to reality. They shared glances before looking with panicked eyes at the doorknob.
“Did we lock the door?” Baekhyun whispered, his heart palpitating in his chest, the thought of them getting caught fucking in the middle of a gathering of friends and family made him both scared and thrilled.
“I don’t think so…” Chanyeol knew he locked it. But after feeling the omega suddenly leaking a generous amount of slick after a simple knock, he wanted to tease him further.
“Fuck fuck fuck!!!!” Baekhyun cursed under his breath, still not showing any signs of getting off his alpha’s cock.
“W-Who is it??” He asked, hurriedly covering Chanyeol’s mouth before the latter tried to expose them “for fun”.
“Baekhyun? Byul is crying, I think he’s hungry!” Chanyeol’s mom was standing right out there, a door away from walking onto them and seeing them in state.
“I’ll be right there!” Upon hearing his son’s name, Baekhyun felt defeated.
Accepting his fate and slowly getting off his husband’s lap on his shaky legs. A loud yelp tore from his throat when Chanyeol slammed him right back in position. Wide teary eyes looking at the alpha with confusion. “Now where do you think you’re going?”
“B-Byul wants to eat!! I have to breastfeed him!” Baekhyun stammered, trying to be the sane one and not give into his lust.
“So? He’s not the only one who wants that. He can wait for his turn” Chanyeol shrugged with childish stubbornness. Not giving the omega the chance to speak as he quickly latched onto his nipples again.
“But, Chanyeol-“ and even when Baekhyun tried to speak again, the alpha flipped them over instead. Laying the omega down on his back and hovering over him.
“Baby, I’m sure my mom is still standing right outside. Try to keep it down.” Chanyeol teased, ignoring the omega who was shaking his head and begging him to not do it. He snapped his hips with so much force that even when Baekhyun covered his mouth and kept it down, the sound of their skin slapping echoed in the room.
“I’ll try to make it quick” he groaned, snapping it with the same force rapidly and watching his omega jolt with every thrust.
Another knock…
Baekhyun could only cry silently, clutching the sheets in shame, he couldn’t deny how much he was enjoying it even when he knew his son needed him out there.
“Hey, look at me! Focus on me!” Chanyeol grabbed him by his chin, their eyes met and soon after their lips did too.
“Baekhyun??” More hurried knocks. The omega’s tears streamed down his cheeks, guilty but too deep in pleasure to care.
Kissing Chanyeol with the same amount of passion, but his eyes focused on the doorknob that was suddenly being twisted. It was all in slow motion, he remembers biting on the alpha’s lips due to the panic of getting caught, he remembers watching the doorknob slowly getting pushed down, he remembers the rush of all kinds of feeling as his sensitive spot got rammed by the alpha. And suddenly he was arching off the bed, his cum shooting all over his and Chanyeol’s stomach.
He blacked out.
He didn’t care if they were caught. He didn’t care that he could hear Byul crying. He also didn’t care when the alpha suddenly picked up his pace and was fucking him in an animalistic speed. The euphoria of it all sent him too high and he couldn’t seem to come down from it.
When he opened his eyes again, Chanyeol was already off him, the trickling of cum and slick running out of his hole was his only clue that the alpha had finished. With a blurry sight he looked around the empty bedroom.
“Ch-Chanyeol?” His voice cracked a little bit and he cleared his throat, but before he could call again, Chanyeol walked right out of the bathroom with a wet towel in hand.
“Hey, you wanna rest instead? I’ll bring Byul to you and see the guests out” Chanyeol suggested as he joined him back in bed. Wiping off the mess they created all over Baekhyun’s body.
The omega closed his eyes, a little smile tugging at the corners of his lips as he nodded. He didn’t flinch even when Chanyeol carried him and laid him down under the comfy covers. His smile widening when both his closed eyes were kissed, and Chanyeol muttered a simple “I’ll be right back”
He didn’t know how much time had passed with his eyes closed. Opening them for the second time only to realize that he had fallen asleep, with Chanyeol and Byul right by his side.
By the simplest movement he made, Chanyeol’s eyes shot open. “Hey, what’s wrong? Are you okay?” He asked, worrying even when he’s half asleep.
“What happened?” Baekhyun whispered to not disturb their sleeping son.
“I came back and you were already sleeping so I didn’t want to wake you up, it was a struggle but I got him to sleep in the end” Chanyeol yawned, closing his eyes again after confirming that nothing was wrong with his omega.
Missing the way Baekhyun smiled at both of them. The smaller felt his chest swelling with unending love for the man falling back to sleep. He was so dumb for doubting it for even a second. He could be covered with scars from head to toe and Chanyeol would still look at him with his loving eyes and hold him close. The weight he has silently carried for weeks was finally lifted, and now he can go to sleep knowing that he was blessed with only the best partner by his side.
[The End]