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Gorgeous. The sound of boisterous laughter fills the air. Golden rays of sunshine filter through the windows, lighting up the entire hallway. The sun’s rays bring a wonderful brightness to the hallway that it previously lacked. However, nothing could compare to the way the sun’s rays bounce off a certain man who is responsible for all the laughter. His eyes practically sparkle as he continues to giggle loudly. The giggles bounce up and down the hallway, dancing through people’s ears. He really is perfect. He-
“…Jae???.” A voice cuts through. “Jaehyun?? Earth to Jaehyun?” A hand waves in front of Jaehyun’s eyes, blocking his view.
“Hey John.” Jaehyun tears his eyes away from the man and his friends standing further down the hallway.
“What you looking at bro?” Johnny follows Jaehyun’s gaze. “Ohhhhh” he drags the word out. “Little Jaehyun has a crush hm? Which one is it then?” Johnny gestures to the group of friends.
Jaehyun freezes. He cannot possibly tell Johnny that his crush is on Nakamoto Yuta. It’s a well-known fact between Jaehyun’s friends that Johnny Suh has been utterly head over heels in love with Nakamoto Yuta for the past 2 years. Almost everybody knows this. Yuta himself doesn’t know because Johnny, surprisingly, has been too shy to confess. Jaehyun and Johnny have been best friends basically since they were born. And Jaehyun has been trying to avoid falling for Yuta. After all, how could he do this to his best friend. If Johnny finds out he would be devastated. Jaehyun would rather die than hurt Johnny.
“He got you too huh?” once again Johnny’s voice pulls Jaehyun from his spiralling thoughts.
“W-what?” Jaehyun panics, his eyes widening.
“Yuta right? That’s who you were staring at with those lovey dovey eyes. I get it man I really do.” Johnny sighs wistfully.
“Uh. No. NO! I…… I would never do that to you! I know you like him I-“ Jaehyun tried to force down the tears building up. The worst thing he could do right now would be to start crying in the middle of uni. He’s had too many nights ugly crying into Johnny’s big, comfy chest.
“Jae! Jae shhh. Calm down, baby” Johnny pulls the younger boy in for a hug, the pet name just slipping out but doing its job to comfort the younger. “Listen to me Jae, I don’t know what’s going on in that head of yours, but I am not mad at you for having a crush on Yuta. Just because I have a crush on him does not mean nobody else can.” Jaehyun sniffles as he buries his head further into the comforting warmth of his best friend.
“Woah! Looks like I’m interrupting something” Jaehyun freezes. Suddenly those cute giggles are way closer than they were 5 minutes ago. He slowly pulls away from Johnny’s embrace.
“Hey Yuta, what’s up?” Johnny smiles at the other as Jaehyun tries to put some distance between himself and Johnny. He doesn’t want Yuta to get the wrong idea. Johnny, however, does not appear to have the same worries as he keeps him arm wrapped snuggly around Jaehyun’s waist.
“Oh, you know, just wanted to check in on my two favourite boys!” Yuta flashes his blinding smile and momentarily stuns the two taller men. Then his words sink in and Jaehyun feels his cheeks heat up immediately.
Johnny laughs at the younger boy as he watches his ears turn bright pink. “Aww Jaehyunnie don’t get all shy, baby.” If anything, that makes things worse for Jaehyun as he feels the hot flush of embarrassment settle all through his body.
“Aw you two are so cute together!” Yuta coos.
“We- we’re not !” Jaehyun startles. Johnny shushes him, using the arm that’s around his waist to calm him down by caressing his side. Jaehyun’s head is spinning with confusion. He has no idea what is going on right now. Yuta thinks that he and Johnny are dating. And Johnny is just? Going along with it? But Johnny likes Yuta? And Jaehyun likes Yuta? Right? So why does Johnny seem so happy with the fact that Yuta thinks they’re both dating each other.
“Ah that’s a shame. You guys compliment each other well” Yuta says as he looks them both up and down for a second. Jaehyun doesn’t notice that Yuta’s gaze maybe lingers on him for just a second too long as the bell rings. Jaehyun pulls himself from Johnny’s hold in a rush.
“I have to go – um class.” Jaehyun rushes to get the words out, grabbing his backpack and walking as fast as he can away from the two men. Both of whom watch the younger boy go with fond smiles on their faces.
“He’s so cute when he’s all flustered” Yuta sighs. Johnny hums in agreement, leaning back against the wall. “Did you see how confused he was John.”
“I know, Yu. I told you he’s not gonna pick up on subtle hints, we have to be outright blunt with Jae and even then, he’ll need a few days to process it.”
“I know, I know. We need to give him time to get used to both of us being interested I think first before we jump into confessions.” Yuta looks very serious for a second. Johnny feels warmth in his heart looking at the smaller man. Watching the other man think of ways to express his affections towards his younger best friend made Johnny feel so fond.
“I’m so lucky” He smiles, pulling Yuta into a hug. A form of Johnny’s love language is physical affection, but both he and Yuta agreed when they discussed their feelings for Jaehyun, not to go further than hugging with each other until they confessed to Jaehyun. They both agreed that if Jaehyun ended up liking them both back, they didn’t want him to feel like he was late in joining an already pre-established relationship. “I’m so luck that one of the men I like also happens to like the other man I like.”
Yuta chuckles along. “I mean, who wouldn’t like Jaehyun?”
Meanwhile, now in the safety of his class, Jaehyun takes a seat at the back of the room. He already knows that nothing the teacher says in this lecture is going into his brain. His brain which is still currently spinning trying to understand what just happened. He feels like he’s trying to solve a maths problem, but he doesn’t have all the components.
“Jesus Jae, you look constipated. Stop trying to think too hard.” Ten snickers as he sits down next to the struggling boy. “What’s got you thinking so hard, baby?”
“It’s Johnny and Yuta.” Jaehyun rushes out.
“Ooooh did Johnny finally confess?” Ten leans in closer ready for the gossip.
“No! Instead, earlier Johnny found out that I maybe possibly have a crush on Yuta too and instead of getting mad that his best friend likes his crush he seemed completely chill about it and then he heavily implied to Yuta earlier that he and I were dating and then Yuta quite possibly flirted with both of us, and I’m so confused Ten!” Jaehyun says in all one breath, running his hands through his hair, leaving himself looking a bit frazzled.
Ten takes a second to process the distraught words of his younger friend.
“Oh Jaehyun…” Ten levels him with a sympathetic look. “Looks like you’ve got some stuff to figure out.”
“What?? What do I have to figure out Ten? I have no idea what’s going on?” He sounds distraught.
“Well, I think you need to have a conversation with those two first.”
As much as Jaehyun doesn’t think his heart can take having another conversation with both Johnny and Yuta today, he knows Ten is right and it will give him some answers. So, he puts on a brave face and pulls out his phone.
To: johnny the giant 🥰
Hey.
Can we talk after my class?
From: johnny the giant 🥰
Yeah, ofc we can !
Everything alright?
To: johnny the giant 🥰
Yeah
I have about 10 mins left of my class
Ik you have a free period right?
From: johnny the giant 🥰
Yeah, just spending it with yuta rn
To: johnny the giant 🥰
Oh, great um
Can you bring yuta too?
From: johnny the giant 🥰
Of course !
We’ll pick you up after your class, baby!
I hope you’ve been studying hard!
My smart baby! 💕
“Jaehyun?” The pink haired boy looks up from his phone to see Ten smiling at him. “I just thought you should know that you have quite possibly the biggest smile I’ve ever seen on your face right now.”
This time Jaehyun thinks he flushes from head to toe. His head still feels so dizzy, but he is feeling warm all over.
The lecturer at the front of the classroom wraps up the class quickly and Jaehyun bids Ten goodbye with a big smile.
“Go get ‘em, baby!!” Ten cheers, and even though Jaehyun doesn’t quite know what he’s going to get, Ten’s support energises him for the scary talk he’s about to have.
The energy Ten provides lasts until Jaehyun steps out of the classroom to see Johnny and Yuta standing there waiting for him. Johnny has his arm around Yuta’s shoulder and they’re holding hands. Jaehyun feels the nerves settle right back in his stomach. This chat is going to be rough.
“You got this mister!” Ten whispers into Jaehyun’s ear as he walks past. He smacks Jaehyun lightly on the ass and sends a wink Johnny’s way before he walks off to meet his own boyfriend for lunch.
“Hey Jae! How was class?” Yuta asks, with a blinding smile. Jaehyun takes a deep breath and steps towards the other two men.
“I’m not going to lie to you, I don’t think I mentally attended that class.” He chuckles, losing his own mind a little as Yuta lets out a big laugh. Stay on task Jeong, he thinks to himself. “Is there somewhere private we can go to talk please?” He looks towards Johnny and the taller smiles.
“How ‘bout we go to our secret spot?” The secret spot he is referring to is simply just the roof of the university building they are currently in. The roof isn’t off limits or anything, the only reason it’s secret is because the door to the stairs is hidden behind some old shelves. Jaehyun nods and takes off down the corridor, leaving the other two men to follow behind him. Yuta smiles at Johnny before letting go of his hand to follow the younger boy upstairs to the roof.
The second all 3 men are up on the roof, Jaehyun wastes no time in asking what the fuck is going on.
“Can someone please tell me what’s going on? Because our chat earlier has left me so confused and I was already reeling from realising I have a crush on Yuta! And then that whole thing happened, and I was left so confused and when I told Ten he just told me I had some stuff to realise! And I don’t know what he means! I don’t have the emotional energy for this!!” He starts pacing across the roof to try and expel some of the anxious energy that has built up inside of him.
Johnny has sat himself down calmly on a box that happens to be up there, and Yuta is standing slightly off to the side of Johnny. If Jaehyun wasn’t currently losing his mind he would maybe take a second to acknowledge how gorgeous Yuta looks right now in the direct sunlight. The sun suits him so much. Jaehyun tries to refocus himself a bit by looking at Johnny but that is quickly derailed when he sees that the tall blonde has taken his jacket off in the heat and has revealed the white t-shirt he’s wearing underneath. Jaehyun rips his eyes away from the taller mans quite literally perfect arms, chalking the feeling he is currently feeling up to jealousy. Yeah that’s it. He’s simply jealous of Johnny’s muscles because his own aren’t as big.
“Breathe, baby!” Johnny tries to soothe the stressed-out man. “Take a deep breath, I’ll explain my side of all this to you.”
“You might want to sit down to give yourself a break” Yuta chuckles, “ You’ve worked yourself up quite a bit there, baby boy.”
God that’s so much fucking worse than just baby. Jaehyun thinks as he forces himself to sit down on the floor before his knees give up on him. He crosses his legs underneath him and looks to Johnny expectantly.
“Okay.” The older sighs. “First of all, Jae, I know you and I’m gonna need you to try not to freak out until you’ve heard the full thing okay?” Their eyes meet for a second and Jaehyun nods, urging Johnny to continue. “ As you know, I’ve had the biggest crush on Yuta for 2 years now. That’s why you freaked out on me this morning right? Because you didn’t want to upset me by liking the guy I like? Well, the truth is, you liking Yuta could never hurt me Jae, in fact when you told me that you liked him this morning I immediately felt so happy.”
Yuta giggled at Jaehyun’s confused face, leaning over from where he had chosen to sit next to Jaehyun to smooth out the frown line between his brows. “It will all make sense in a second, baby” he whispered.
“So,” Johnny continued, “I guess this is where I tell you that I have been in love with you since I was 13, Jaehyun.”
The words hit Jaehyun right in the face.
“That’s 10 years John.” He breathes out. Johnny has been in love with him for 10 years? Jaehyun feels overwhelmed.
“I’m aware Jae.” Johnny chuckles and Jaehyun doesn’t like how self-depreciating it sounds. His own frown deepens.
“Jaehyun, let me ask you something?” Yuta chimes in. He is determined to help this poor; clueless boy figure his own feelings out. Jaehyun turns to face Yuta with wide, attentive eyes. “I want you to really think about this before you answer. What do you see when you look at Johnny?”
“I…. I see my best friend. I see the man who has always been there for me and always will be no matter what.” Jaehyun feels a bit embarrassed to be bearing his soul right now, but he knows this is important, so he presses on. “He’s comfortable to me, I can tell him anything and know he will never judge me. We live together too so I get to see him every single day, which is great because when I’m having really bad days he is always there, and he always makes me a hot chocolate just the way I like it and cuddles me until I cheer up.” Jaehyun smiles to himself at the thought.
“Uh huh and how would you feel if Johnny started seeing someone and started staying at your place less?” Yuta asks, breaking Jaehyun’s fond memories of the last time Johnny cheered him up. Jaehyun frowns again thinking about waking up to an empty apartment without Johnny. “And what if Johnny was seeing someone who was uncomfortable with Johnny cuddling you, so you two had to cut back on the casual physical affection.”
“I can’t!” Jaehyun exclaims.
“Shhh, baby, it’s okay that’s not going to happen.” Johnny soothes.
“I can’t go through life without being close to Johnny, he’s what gets me through the days! I can’t imagine my life without him ever!” Jaehyun takes a minute to breathe. His head hurts from all this thinking. “I never imagined what it would be like if Johnny started seeing someone because he always liked you. I thought nothing would happen so nothing would change.”
“How would you feel if I told you Johnny and I are dating?” Yuta asks cautiously.
Jaehyun’s heart sinks a little bit.
“I’m happy for you guys.” He puts on a smile. “Johnny really has liked you since forever so I’m glad this has worked out for you both. I’m really happy for both of you. If you want me to stop hugging Johnny I will.” He looks away from them both, thinking about how quickly he can run away from this conversation and go and cry alone in his room for the next 8 days.
“No! Jaehyun you’ve got it all wrong!” Johnny looks distressed when Jaehyun forces himself to look up. “Please hear us out!” Jaehyun glances towards Yuta to see he looks equally distressed. “You’re forgetting that I just told you I’ve been in love with you for 10 years, I never want to let you go. But I like Yuta too. I like you both. I don’t think I could let either of you go.” Johnny looks so truthful as he says this Jaehyun feels his heart shake as he turns to Yuta to see what the other man has to say about this.
“Jaehyun. I think I’ve made it pretty clear I like Johnny, and I tried flirting with you earlier to make it clear to you too but instead I caused this big confusion. Johnny told me it was best to be upfront with you, but I didn’t want to scare you off” Yuta laughs a little awkwardly. “Let me be blunt with you Jaehyun. I like Johnny. And I like you too. I want to date you and I want to date Johnny too. At the same time. Johnny likes you; Johnny also likes me. Johnny and I decided to date but we haven’t done anything yet because we both knew that we liked you too and we didn’t want to start anything without you.” Yuta explains with a very serious look on his face. Jaehyun thinks Yuta looks very sexy when he looks all serious.
“After this morning we know you have discovered your romantic feelings for Yuta.” Johnny goes on to explain. “But we hoped…..” He trails off nervously.
Yuta leans forward to gently grab Jaehyun’s hands in his. He looks Jaehyun straight in the eyes, staring into his soul.
“Jae, we hoped you would realise that you are in love with Johnny.”
Jaehyun blinks once.
Oh.
oh.
Suddenly everything comes crashing down in his mind.
Cuddles with Johnny. Memories of being 17, crying into Johnny’s chest as Johnny comforted him. Memories from age 18, applying to university all the while Johnny was in his corner giving him pep talks and cheering for him when he got accepted. All throughout his life, during his biggest moments and his worst moments, its always been Johnny right there. Johnny is the first person Jaehyun tells his news to, even before his parents. Johnny is the only person Jaehyun wants to speak to on his bad days. It’s always been Johnny.
What Jaehyun labelled as platonic love, what he foolishly wrote off as a platonic attraction to his best friend. He is utterly in love with Johnny. Tall, drop dead gorgeous, funny Johnny.
Fuck, Jaehyun would maybe even go as far as saying Johnny is his soulmate.
It takes a second for this realization to sink in and for Jaehyun to realise that he does in fact want to date both of these beautiful boys who are both currently looking at him anxiously.
“Oh.” Jaehyun speaks up, his voice feeling raw from the weight of the conversation and the thoughts he is still processing. Yuta laughs in relief, clearly seeing something in Jaehyun’s eyes from his close proximity that Johnny isn’t able to see as the taller man still looks considerably anxious. “Johnny..” Jaehyun breathes, slowly letting go of Yuta’s hands which have become clammy from Jaehyun’s own sweaty palms. He stands up on shaky legs and makes his way towards his giant friend, who also stands to face Jaehyun.
“Jaehyun I-”
“Johnny” Jaehyun gasps, effectively cutting the other man off. “I’m in love with you!” He sounds exasperated when he says it, as if the confession is heavy in the air around them as it settles. Johnny lets out a relieved laugh as he throws himself into Jaehyun’s arms in delight. Jaehyun stumbles as he catches the larger man and falls to his ass with a huge lump of Johnny on top of him. The boys both look up from their embrace at the sounds of gleeful laughter coming from Yuta. The red head sits himself down next to them, pure happiness etched onto his face.
“Um” Jaehyun manages to sit up a bit, but Johnny gives no signs of climbing off of him, so he adjusts himself to balance the weight of Johnny evenly on his lap. “Can three people date each other? Like doesn’t one of them just end up jealous and left out?”
“Well, it can be hard but with communication it can work. Like for example, I don’t feel jealous or left out than Johnny is all over you right now or that you guys just had a massive childhood friends to lovers style confession. Instead, all I feel is happy for all three of us.” Yuta explains. “Think of it this way, if I kissed Johnny right this moment, would you feel jealous or left out?”
Jaehyun thinks for a second. He thinks about Yuta leaning over, cupping Johnny’s cheek, staring into his eyes. Leaning in as his eyes flutter shut. Pressing his lips to Johnny’s gently. The gasp Johnny would let out as Yuta would deepen the kiss…
“Baby your ears are all red!” Johnny laughs, gently pulling on Jaehyun’s ear.
“Um, I don’t think I would feel jealous…. But I would want a kiss too…” he mumbles shyly.
“Oh my god!!!” Yuta cries over dramatically. “You’re absolutely adorable!!!”
Jaehyun is caught up in watching Yuta throw himself to the floor dramatically clutching his chest pretending to be wounded by the youngest’s cuteness. He giggles, feeling warm and happy all over. He doesn’t notice Johnny’s intense gaze on his face at first but after a moment he feels eyes watching him. Leaving Yuta to his drama he turns to Johnny. He lifts an eyebrow in question as he locks eyes with his best friend. He is vaguely aware of Yuta’s laughter fading away in the background.
“You want a kiss, baby?” Johnny whispers, leaning closer ever so slightly. Jaehyun inhales sharply, his gaze dropping to Johnny’s lips for a second before he forces it back to the other’s eyes. He nods quickly.
Time almost seems to slow to a complete stop. Johnny brings his hand up to softly cup Jaehyun’s cheek as he leans in, tilting his head a little. Jaehyun cant take the nerves he is feeling so he slams his eyes shut as he anxiously waits. In an explosion of sensation he feels Johnny’s plush lips press against his own as Johnny applies the slightest pressure. Jaehyun is vaguely away of his own hand scrabbling to hold on to something, anything, as he is overwhelmed with the intensity of kissing his best friend. Yuta, bless is soul, reaches out to hold Jaehyun’s hand, squeezing it in support as Johnny tilts his head a bit more and slides his hand from Jaehyun’s cheek into his soft pink hair. The hand in his hair brings about a new sensation Jaehyun isn’t used too and he gasps in response. Johnny seizes the opportunity to slide his tongue into Jaehyun’s mouth. Jaehyun actually feels himself ascend to heaven.
When Johnny pulls back a few glorious minutes later, there’s absolutely nothing Jaehyun can do to hold in the needy sounding whine that escapes his lips.
“Aww” Yuta laughs at him in a way that makes Jaehyun flush even pinker. “Does our baby boy want more kisses?” He asks, but gives Jaehyun no time to reply before he leans in to press his own lips onto the dazed boy’s lips.
Yuta’s kiss is nothing like Johnny’s. Johnny’s kiss was slow, soft and reached Jaehyun’s core like thick oozing honey and slow passionate molasses . The sensation washed over Jaehyun slowly, building up inside him until it bubbled over. Yuta’s kiss is fire from the very beginning. There is no slow build up with Yuta’s kiss, the man’s hands are in Jaehyun’s hair immediately, running through it until Jaehyun feels dizzy with it. Where Johnny slowly built up the kiss, deepening it slowly and gently, leaving Jaehyun aching for more, Yuta’s kiss is dangerous, with quick nips from his teeth on Jaehyun’s bottom lip leaving Jaehyun burning with desire.
Both kisses leave Jaehyun disoriented and dizzy but he’s never felt this content in his life. He feels cosy and comfortable as Yuta pulls back from his kiss and the three settle into a slightly uncomfortable (they are still sitting in a lump on the rooftop) embrace.
“Well that was fuckin incredible!” Yuta says, with a massive grin spreading up his face. Johnny laughs, snuggling further into Jaehyun’s arms.
The pink haired boy is still in a bit of a daze.
“You alright there Jae?” Johnny murmurs.
“Those were my first kisses.” The other boy says, a big dopey grin on his face, his dimples out in full force.
For a second neither Yuta nor Johnny know how to respond to this. Jaehyun is very good looking and popular, they’d both assumed he has slept around his fair share of people.
“Until today I’ve never wanted to kiss anyone.” Jaehyun looks at them both with fondness in his eyes. In that moment Johnny and Yuta don’t even have to look at each other before their throwing themselves at Jaehyun, crashing into the biggest hug.
Jaehyun is elated. He feels on top of the world, like he’s drowning in happiness. With his head in the clouds he floats home, makes himself some food. Unfortunately, it doesn’t take long for the anxiety to flood back in.
Johnny finds Jaehyun like this, curled up on the kitchen floor hyperventilating.
“Jaehyun?” He says softly, not wanting to spook the boy. “Baby, shhh. Come here” He gently reaches out to the younger boy after crouching down to his level. It takes a minute for Johnny’s voice to cut through the anxious thoughts spiralling around in his head, but once the comforting tone registers, Jaehyun feels himself leaning into the taller body.
Johnny has helped Jaehyun through many panic attacks so it's basically routine for him to sit with Jaehyun, holding his hand and stroking his hand until the younger boy’s breathing evens out. Johnny knows there’s no point in trying to ask what’s wrong until Jaehyun is calmer. The two boys sit on the hard kitchen floor for the next ten minutes, the only sound being Jaehyun’s erratic breathing. Eventually though the younger manages to calm himself down.
“What happened?” Johnny asks, making sure that his voice is soft and gentle, making sure Jaehyun feels safe.
“Johnny… I….” Jaehyun sniffs and looks up at the taller one. There’s tear tracks running down his cheeks, with more pooling in his eyes, threatening to spill over. “I started thinking. Today was so much for me, and not necessarily in a bad way. I guess I felt overwhelmed from everything. When you and Yuta kissed me….. I’ve never felt like that before.” A small, shy smile spreads across Jaehyun’s face. “Johnny I felt so happy, I still do, I have not one but two gorgeous boys in my life. But then the anxiety crept in. I started thinking what have I done to deserve this? What if you and Yuta realise you guys are better off without me? Not that I think you guys would hurt me of course not, I trust you guys. I just worry. And what will I tell my parents? They don’t even know I like guys! Nobody does apart from you, Yuta and Ten. And now we’re in a polyamorous relationship? It just feels like a big step for me. Like to everyone I was this popular straight guy who got all the girls, but the truth is I’m just some anxious nerd who’s never even been with someone long enough to kiss them. And what if you and Yuta realise that I’m too inexperienced for you both and I bring nothing to the relationship.”
“Woah, okay breathe please.” Johnny smiles softly at the boy in his arms. “First of all, I am literally in love with you. I have been for 10 years. That’s almost half my life. I cannot even imagine my life without you. If this relationship doesn’t work that doesn’t mean I’ll ever leave you. I want to make you feel happy all the time, Jae, so does Yuta. We both talked when we confessed to each other and I can promise you neither of us want to do this without you, we would never ever think we would be better off without you.” Johnny cups Jaehyun’s face, gently tilting it towards him. “If you don’t feel ready to label our relationship then we don’t have to baby, we will take it at your pace. Yuta and I don’t mind keeping it a private relationship too until you’re ready to come out. As for your parents you know they think the absolute world of you, sure they might be confused about our relationship at first but they will understand and be happy that you are happy. But there’s absolutely no pressure for you to come out to anyone or tell anyone.” Johnny presses a soft kiss to Jaehyun’s forehead, his hand sliding from Jaehyun’s cheek to his hair, running his fingers through it slowly to soothe the other. “ Jaehyun, I want you to know that you never have to worry about your inexperience with us. We like you so much we are so happy to take this at your pace.”
Jaehyun sniffs as he smiles up at Johnny. He looks so beautiful in that moment Johnny feels his heart skip a beat. His eyes are sparkling from the unshed tears.
“I know we got caught up in the moment earlier but if you aren’t ready for kisses yet either just say, Yuta and I want to respect your boundaries, baby.”
The smile drops from Jaehyun’s face. “Fuck that, I finally know what I’ve been missing out on I want, no I demand kisses from you and Yuta every single second of every day.” Jaehyun jokes, laughing at the relieved expression on Johnny’s face.
“Every second of every day hm?” Johnny says as he looks at the beautiful boy in front of him. His eyes droop as his gaze drops to Jaehyun’s pink lips. “I’ve got some catching up to do then” He murmurs, before leaning in and softly pressing his lips to Jaehyun’s. Jaehyun feels himself shiver as Johnny licks slowly into his mouth, swallowing a whiny moan Jaehyun lets out as he’s overwhelmed by the feeling of Johnny sucking on his tongue.
After a few blissful seconds, Johnny pulls away, laughing a little at Jaehyun as subconsciously chases after his mouth. Jaehyun feels hot shame flush through him from being laughed at, but pushes it aside for now. “Baby, why don’t we slow down a bit and you go clean yourself up, hm? Make sure you have a nice warm shower after such a stressful day.” Johnny suggests, knowing that Jaehyun loves nothing more than a nice warm shower after he’s had a panic attack. Jaehyun thinks to himself maybe kissing will be his new calming down routine.
Once he’s in his room, he takes a second to gather himself. His head hurts a bit from all the crying and stressing and he feels utterly exhausted. He feels his phone vibrate in his pocket.
From: unknown
Hey princess
Jaehyun flushes and throws himself onto his bed, momentarily distracted with saving Yuta’s number and replying. His shower can wait.
To: yutaaa 💕
Hi…
From: yutaaa 💕
Johnny just called me to tell me what happened.
Princess I like you so much, I wish I could have been there to help.
To: yutaaa 💕
Its okay don’t worry
I just get very in my head sometimes
From: yutaaa 💕
I heard johnny kissed it better 😉
Jaehyun can’t help blushing again.
From: yutaaa 💕
You better be saving some kisses for me, baby
To: yutaaa 💕
I like it when you call me princess
From: yutaaa 💕
….oh princess
Don’t tease me
If you keep going I won't be able to stop myself from
Kissing you silly…
To: yutaaa 💕
Now who’s the one teasing…
Yuta leaves him on read, Jaehyun can only assume the man is being over dramatic. He pulls himself off his bed and forces himself into the shower. As the water heats up on his skin he feels his stiff muscles begin to relax, washing off all the stress of the day. He tips his head back in the shower letting the water run down his face. As he fully relaxes, he feels his thoughts drift to the kisses he’s had today. Remembering Johnny’s soft kisses fill Jaehyun with a comfortable warmth but as his mind shifts to Yuta’s fiery kiss said warmth settles in Jaehyun’s stomach. Hot flushes of arousal spark up Jaehyun’s spine as he thinks about Yuta kissing him again.
He imagines Yuta sitting on his lap, kissing him deeply. In his imagination Yuta shifts a little in his lap and Jaehyun leans back to accommodate him. As he leans back he hits a warm body. He looks back to see Johnny settle behind him. Just as his attention shifts to Johnny, Yuta grasps his chin forcing him to face him. Yuta dives in for another kiss so passionate Jaehyun can’t hold back a whimper in the fantasy and in real life. In the fantasy Yuta continues kissing Jaehyun within an inch of his life. Jaehyun feels lips trail slowly down his neck and he breaks the kiss with Yuta to throw his head back onto Johnny’s shoulder with a loud moan.
In the shower Jaehyun shudders as he decides he can no longer resist the urge to reach for his dick, which is hard and desperate for attention. Jaehyun brings his hand down and begins stroking himself as he returns to the fantasy in his head. In the fantasy, Johnny begins sucking deep marks into Jaehyun’s sensitive neck. Jaehyun feels himself begin to writhe underneath Yuta.
“Princess, you’re so sensitive for us.” Yuta’s voice sounds wrecked as he gazes down at this beautiful man loosing himself to pleasure he’s never experienced before. In the fantasy, Yuta reaches into Jaehyun’s pants, grabbing the base of his dick in his hand. “Oh baby, you’re so wet for us.” Yuta says. Jaehyun feels the arousal spike within him as the humiliation washes over him. He knows he isn’t going to last long.
Outside the fantasy, he leans against the shower wall as he feels his knees weaken at the thought of Yuta touching him in such a sensual way. Yuta’s hands are so elegant and pretty Jaehyun can’t help but moan as he imagines them wrapped around his dick. He feels his own hand speed up in time with Yuta’s imagined touches.
“Look at you” fantasy Johnny coos, his hand coming up to Jaehyun’s head. His long fingers thread through Jaehyun’s hair. Jaehyun does the same thing with his own hand and tugs the wet strands. The sharp pain that rushes across his scalp bleeds into pleasure as his dick spurts more precum that gets immediately washed away in the shower. Jaehyun doesn’t seem to realise how loud his moans are, echoing across the large bathroom. There’s no way Johnny cant hear him from the other room.
In the fantasy, Yuta speeds up his movements, leaning in to press another harsh kiss to Jaehyun’s lips. Jaehyun whines needily.
Then fantasy Yuta says it.
“Come on Princess, be a good boy for us.”
Jaehyun explodes. Pleasure bursts across his body, he lets out an unrestrained moan, his visions going fuzzy. His knees give out as he sinks down the wall until he’s sitting on the floor, the water of the shower hitting his back as he takes a minute to bathe in the post orgasmic bliss. As he comes down from his high, the fantasy he had hits him like a truck. Maybe there’s some things he needs to unpack there. Like the fact he blew his load immediately at the thought of Yuta calling him a good boy.
Jaehyun shudders again as he thinks of Yuta whispering praise into his ear. Luckily for him, Johnny and Yuta have both agreed to go slow for Jaehyun so he doesn’t need to unpack any potential kinks he might have today. It’s been a long day for him and he doesn’t think he has the emotional capacity for that.
Dating two beautiful boys is the best thing that’s ever happened to Jaehyun. The three of them settle in to a comfortable routine over the next few months. Yuta meets the other two every morning in front of their apartment and they walk to uni together. Jaehyun still isn’t entirely confident in himself and coming out, so the three of them decided to keep their relationship mostly private. Of course Jaehyun told Ten no too long after that first day. But to everyone else, Johnny and Yuta are dating. Jaehyun simply just seems very close to the couple.
Speaking of close, Jaehyun feels infinitely close to the two boys. Looking back to that first day he doesn’t know what he was so worried about. He doesn’t feel like an extra in the relationship. He knows Yuta and Johnny both like him as much as he likes them. Jaehyun thinks he might love them. He loves the way Yuta’s bright laugh lights up the whole room and rumbles throughout his entire body. He loves Johnny’s sense of humour, how the man can make even the most tense situation feel comfortable with a simple comment. He loves the serious way Yuta gets when he’s talking about something that’s important to him. He loves how sensitive Johnny is in subtle ways, always looking out for the other two.
Both boys make Jaehyun feels so loved and comfortable in a way that he has never felt before. In fact Jaehyun feels so comfortable he thinks he feels ready to go further with them.
The one downside of dating these two wonderful men is that they both respect Jaehyun’s boundaries. Which is obviously a good thing and severely important in a relationship. However…. Jaehyun is getting a little tired of spending so much time with nothing but his hand and his fantasies. He would really appreciate it if one or both of those boys would just throw him on the bed and ravage him.
It's their weekly movie night. Every week all 3 of them pile onto Johnny and Jaehyun’s old couch and watch a movie. This week it’s Yuta’s choice and they’re watching big hero six. Johnny is sprawled across half of the sofa, Yuta jumped at the opportunity to snuggle on his lap. Jaehyun is sitting on the other half of the couch, pretending to be as invested in the movie as the other two are. Honestly though Jaehyun’s distracted. He cant focus on the movie at all he’s too busy thinking about Yuta leaning over and kissing him silly. Is it too much to ask for one of these men to do something, anything to him.
“Jae? Baby? Are you okay? You look tense?” Johnny asks Jaehyun glances over, fidgeting with the hem of his shirt to keep his hands busy.
“You’re pouting, princess” Yuta smirks at him. Quite possibly making Jaehyun’s arousing thoughts worse. He knows that if he wants the two to go any further with him then he has to say something. So he swallows his pride.
“I….um…. I think I’m ready to go further….” He mumbles.
“Awww baby you’re so cute!! I’m glad you are ready to go further with us!” Johnny sits up a bit, bringing Yuta with him, as he reaches to squeeze Jaehyun’s hand.
Yuta giggles as he slides himself from Johnny’s lap into Jaehyun’s.
“Kiss me, princess” He whispers in a way that drives Jaehyun a little bit crazy. Jaehyun makes a wounded sound in the back of his throat before leaning forward and kissing Yuta gently. Yuta will give props to Jaehyun for being confident enough to ask for more and going in for the kiss, but the confidence and control Jaehyun demonstrated quickly fizzles out the second his lips meet Yuta’s. The press of his lips against Yuta’s is tentative and he lets out a shaky breath as they break the kiss.
Yuta coos softly, running his fingers gently through Jaehyun’s hair before pulling him into a second kiss. The second kiss brings about more confidence from Jaehyun as he lets his hands settle onto Yuta’s waist, pressing hard enough to leave bruises. The younger boy lacks in experience but makes up for it in eagerness. It’s too wet, their teeth clack a little as some saliva drips down their chins. Yuta pulls back for a second and Johnny leans forward, pressing his chest to Yuta’s back.
“Messy boy” Johnny murmurs, running his thumb under the pout of Jaehyun’s plump lower lip.
“Mmmmm” Yuta hums in agreement. “My messy boy, just how I like it.” He says before diving back in for another wet kiss. He slides his tongue into Jaehyun’s mouth, swallowing all the needy noises coming from the younger. Johnny watches the two through a heavy lidded gaze, letting his own hands settle on top of Jaehyun’s on Yuta’s tiny waist. He leans forward to tease his lips along Yuta’s neck just to hear Yuta gasp.
Jaehyun pulls back from the kiss, a dopey look on his face.
“Our poor messy baby,” Yuta begins, “So eager but you have no idea what you’re doing do you baby?” Jaehyun whines and hides his face in Yuta’s neck in embarrassment. He starts mouthing at Yuta’s collar bone through the fabric of his t-shirt. Yuta shares a quick glance with Johnny and it’s clear they’re both surprised by how pliant Jaehyun is being and they both want to see how far they can go.
“Is it too much for you, princess? We can stop any time you want Jaehyun. We just want to make you feel good baby.” Yuta coos. Face still buried in Yuta’s shoulder, he shakes his head as much as he can with Johnny’s fingers tangled in his hair. It’s kind of intoxicating having a man of Jaehyun’s size and build, this man who could so easily over power Yuta if he wanted to, become so sweet, soft and helpless beneath his hands and his words. Yuta thrives off feeling like this, being in control. Having Jaehyun like this underneath him is getting to him.
“Jae, baby” Johnny speaks up again. “Do you want to keep going? Do you want to keep exploring this?”
Jaehyun nods his head.
“We need words baby.” Johnny presses. “We just want to make sure this is something you want, not just something you’re saying yes to because you think its what we want.”
“You guys don’t want it?” Jaehyun lifts his head with a pout in full force.
“That’s not what I said, baby. You really want to keep going?”
It takes Jaehyun a minute to reply, he has to let some of the haze clear from his mind, his dimples popping when he presses his lips together in thought. It’s hard for the other two to resist poking his dimples.
“I…. I want – I want to be good.” He says, his ears flushing a pretty pink. “But I don’t know what I’m doing I need you guys to show me how to be good for you.”
Yuta gasps in response. He never could have imagined this is what he would get with Jaehyun. He really hit the jackpot here.
“You’re always good for us baby” Johnny reassures the younger as he strokes his thumb across Jaehyun’s cheeks. “But we can show you how to be good at this, hmm, you’re so eager baby.” Johnny’s thumb slowly slides down Jaehyun’s face and he caresses the youngers lower lip. He hooks his thumb into his mouth, smiling when Jaehyun automatically opens his mouth to let the thumb in. Jaehyun lets his mouth go lax for Johnny.
“Good boy.” Yuta murmurs.
Johnny dips his thumb below Jaehyun’s lower lip, his nail scraping a little bit on his teeth in a way that has Jaehyun trembling beneath Yuta. Johnny removes his thumb from Jaehyun’s mouth, ignoring his whine of protest as he quickly hooks two of his fingers over Jaehyun’s teeth and pulls, tugging down until Jaehyun’s mouth is open obscenely wide. This pulls a sound from Jaehyun that none of them are expecting and god if that doesn’t fuel the fire flowing through Yuta’s veins. The sound that comes from Jaehyun is so raw and desperate Yuta can't stop his hips from lurching forward and grinding down onto Jaehyun’s lap.
Johnny is quick to respond, yanking Yuta’s hair, causing the other man to throw his head back and arch his back. Jaehyun’s head slumps down onto Yuta’s head. He’s panting and so is Yuta. Johnny’s grip in Yuta’s long hair relaxes, turning in to a soothing caress.Yuta takes a second to slow his breathing, shifting a little in Jaehyun’s lap. As he moves he feels more than hears the younger’s breath hitch. Reaching forward, he gently tips Jaehyun’s head back to meet his eyes. The sight the two older men are met with is breathtaking. Jeong Jaehyun is flushed a beautiful soft pink, with messy hair, swollen lips and to top it all off, tears in his eyes.
“Aw” Yuta coos, running the pad of his thumb under Jaehyun’s puffy under eye. “Is it a bit too much for you, princess?”
The younger boy flushes even more, if possible, and makes a small movement that looks like he’s trying to shake his head.
“We need you to use your words, baby. Tell us what you’re thinking.” Johnny urges.
Jaehyun takes a minute to try and clear his head but all he can think about is Johnny’s hands on him. Yuta in his lap. Being good for them. He whines at his thoughts.
“Its….” he tries, “It’s a lot.” He meets Johnny’s eyes over Yuta’s shoulder, trying to convey a soft, reassuring smile. “I want it though. It’s just a bit overwhelming, I didn’t ever imagine it would be like this.”
“We can slow it back down if you want to baby?” Yuta reaches a calming hand to stroke the younger boy’s cheek gently. “God you’re so gorgeous.” He whispers, almost as if he’s under a spell.
Jaehyun squirms underneath Yuta at the praise. The man on his lap goes back to gently running his fingers through Jaehyun’s hair.
“Do you mind if I try something Jae?” Johnny asks, looking him in the eyes. There’s nothing scary in the oldest man’s gaze at all, just warmth and fondness as he gazes upon his boyfriend. “We can stop if you dont like it, I am just so curious….” He trails off as he reaches forward to gently grope Jaehyun’s chest.
Every single touch from the older boys is gentle and soft and its driving Jaehyun insane. Making him slip into some kind of headspace he’s never been in before. Though he has no experience in the bedroom, he has always enjoyed being in control of things in his life. He’s always been a competitive spirit and likes to come out on top. He never could have seen this coming, never could have imagined that with a bit of attention and praise from the two men he loves he would be basically putty underneath their loving touches. Jaehyun wont lie and say that the thought of giving up control of his own body doesn’t send a shot of thrill through his stomach, followed by a strong feeling of humiliation that does nothing but fuels the fire of his own arousal.
He doesn’t even need to think about it. He knows he trusts Johnny and Yuta more than any one else in his life and is completely willing to let them use his body however they wish.
He whines again as he feels Johnny squeeze his muscles in his chest.
“You’re so firm here, Peach.” The nickname makes Jaehyun tense, feeling the flames of his arousal lick up his spine. Johnny chuckles moving closer to Jaehyun, thus pushing Yuta even closer in the process. Yuta groans as the movement pushes him further onto Jaehyun’s lap, creating a brief moment of tantalising friction between the two men.
Johnny moves his hand towards Jaehyun’s left nipple, rolling his fingers over it softly at first, just to hear the hitch in Jaehyun’s breath. He applies a bit more pressure to the younger’s nipple and watches as Jaehyun seizes up, spine arching as he tries to get away from the intense pleasure he’s never felt before.
Even when he pleasures himself, Jaehyun has never attempted to stimulate his nipples, not believing them to be that sensitive. Boy was he wrong.
Yuta giggles, using the opportunity of Jaehyun throwing his head back to burry himself in the soft pink skin of the other man’s neck. He begins leaving soft kisses there.
Jaehyun’s neck is so sensitive and the kisses feel so good that he momentarily forgets about where Johnny’s hand is until the older man pinches his nipple hard.
“OH!” Jaehyun shouts, overwhelmed by the amount of pain and pleasure he experiences from such a small touch. Tears spring to his eyes and he bites his lip to attempt to keep himself quiet.
“Johnny…” Yuta whines, unable to take his eyes of Jaehyun. “Johnny he’s…. He’s so beautiful, do that again… wanna see”
Johnny obeys and pinches the youngest’s nipple again, for slightly longer this time, rolling the small bud through the fabric of Jaehyun’s tshirt. Jaehyun nearly screams at the intense feeling of pleasure. It’s so much he forgets he was trying to keep his moans quiet, forgets he was trying to keep his tears from falling.
When Yuta draws back from his neck to see the tears streaming down Jaehyun’s face he gasps.
“You’re so beautiful sweetheart!” He exclaims, “So responsive to even the smallest touch, you’re so perfect for us Jaehyunnie” Jaehyun gasps again as more tears fall down his face in response to the praise. Johnny hasn’t ceased his touches on Jaehyun’s left nipple and its begining to hover over the line of oversensitivity.
“I am?” Jaehyun breathes, wanting desperately to be good for his lovers.
“You are so perfect, Peach. Such a good boy for us.”
And there it is. Jaehyun sobs as Yuta pushes his hair back from his forehead. He is almost certain he looks a state right now, eyes all puffy from crying but neither of the other men seem deterred by this.
Johnny leans forward to whisper in Yuta’s ear and the grin that takes over Yuta’s face should not be as arousing as it is. Jaehyun gulps. Yuta leans forward to whisper into the younger’s ear.
“Can I take your shirt off, Princess?” He begins nibbling on Jaehyun’s ear lobe and it feels so ridiculously good that all coherant thoughts fly out of his brain and he forgets to respond for a second until Yuta pulls away.
“Yes please” he replies blinking up at Yuta.
“Fuck” Yuta mutters to himself. “You’re so polite baby!” He leans forward into Jaehyun’s space again, reaching for the hem of the other boy’s shirt, pulling the fabric up and over Jaehyun’s head. He shivers in anticipation as Johnny and Yuta take a second to run their eyes across his freshly revealed torso.
Feeling a bit self conscious, Jaehyun tenses. Yuta coos as he gently scratches his nails down Jaehyun’s abs. Jaehyun bucks his hips up in response and its almost as if it sets off a chain reaction causing Yuta to throw his head back onto Johnny’s shoulder with a moan, thrusting his own clothed erection into Jaehyun’s. Jaehyun has literally never been harder in his life.
Or so he thought, because in that moment Johnny decides to lean completely forward, sandwiching Yuta between his and Jaehyun’s firm bodies, and takes Jaehyun’s right nipple into his mouth.
Jaehyun squeals at the new sensation of blinding wet heat that has enveloped his sensitive nipple. Johnny sucks slowly at the small pink bud and Jaehyun cannot hold back his tears. He’s openly sobbing, carelessly thrusting his hips up as if he cant control his own movements, moaning with no restraint (they’re lucky they have thick walls).
The heat is building in Jaehyun’s belly far too quickly and he knows this is going to be over far too quickly. He tries to say something but his tongue feels too big for his mouth. Yuta notices, but instead of giving the younger boy some mercy, he grinds his hips forward again and when Jaehyun’s lips part to release a strangled moan, he leans forward and captures the other man’s mouth in a messy kiss.
Jaehyun is too far gone to respond to the kiss with any kind of finess, but that’s okay because Yuta likes it messy. Spit drips down Jaehyun’s chin as Yuta all but shoves his toungue into the younger’s sloppy mouth. Jaehyun cant stop whining and moaning, and the two older men can tell he’s close. He cant stop squirming and his tears are dripping from his chin onto his chest now.
Johnny decides to do one final push to tip Jaehyun over the edge. Testing out a small hunch he has, he decides to introduce his teeth. Carefully, so as not to go too hard, he bites down on the nipple he has in his mouth.
Jaehyun’s reaction is immediate and beautiful. Both older men pull back slightly to watch, though keeping their hands on the younger in soft, warm caresses to calm the younger as he falls into his orgasm.
As soon as Johnny bites his nipple, a scream rips out of Jaehyun’s throat in pleasure. The flames lick up Jaehyun’s spine, tingles running all over his body. His toes curl in his socks. Because he didn’t even last long enough for anything but his shirt to be taken off. His dick pulses as he releases into his boxers. Jaehyun’s vision begins to blur from the sensation as more tears stream down his face. He slams his eyes shut and slumps forward onto Yuta, who falls back onto Johnny.
Jaehyun came so much that his sweatpants have a growing wet patch at the front, that begins to seep into Yuta’s own trousers. Yuta whines quietly at the thought of being covered in his boyfriend’s cum. Maybe next time.
Johnny wraps his arm around Yuta, reaching it up into Jaehyun’s hair to run soothing touches up his spine and into his hair. With his other arm, he places his hand under Yuta’s shirt to rub soothing touches into the other’s waist trying to calm him down a bit.
While both Johnny and Yuta are yet to come, they both came to a silent agreement that this was about Jaehyun right now. They could sort themselves out later, right now the priority was to ensure Jaehyun was okay as what they just did would be very intense for the younger. Both of them know Jaehyun has never experienced subspace before and need to make sure they’re there to comfort Jaehyun through it, if he needed them to.
The pink haired boy lies on the bed, drifting in and out of consciousness as Johnny strokes his hair and Yuta goes to get some water and something to clean them up with.
After about 10 minutes, once Jaehyun is all cleaned up, Johnny having carried him to his bed, he slowly comes back to himself. He whines as he stretches out his limbs, before rolling into Yuta’s waiting arms for a warm and comforting embrace. Johnny joins the cuddle from behind Jaehyun and Jaehyun sighs into the warmth.
“How are you feeling, Peach?” Johnny mumbles.
“I’m okay, just exhausted. Can we all sleep here tonight?” The youngest mumbles, snuggling his head into Yuta’s neck and beginning to drift off.
“Of course,” Yuta replies. “We’ll be right here when you wake up, love.”
“I love you guys.” Jaehyun whispers, his eyelashes fluttering against his cheek as he fights to stay awake.
“Shhh sleep now, love.” Johnny coos “We love you too Jaehyun.”
And with that a fully sated Jaehyun drifts off into a warm, comfortable deep sleep, feeling very much content and loved by his two favourite people in the world.