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Yuusaku held the package awkwardly in front of him, he sort of knew what it was, he'd been waiting almost a week to open it. It was Otonoshin's suggestion and, unfortunately, his gift to "help," remembering their conversation that led to it still made Yuusaku flustered
-'what do you mean he hasn't stayed the night? Does he just leave after sex?' Yuusaku's pause before responding must have been too long because a new message pops up, 'you two have had sex haven't you?' Yuusaku can't bring himself to answer that, 'how could you ask something like that about your own brother?' the responding 'Yuusaku..' leads him to tell how he's always too nervous to bring it up, how Heinojou is always such a gentleman. Otonoshin orders him something to "spice things up" before Yuusaku can refuse.-
The package had sat, taking up too much space, in his closet until just now. Heinojou was coming over for dinner, and Yuusaku hopes for the night as well. He can do this, it can't be that bad, right?
Taking a deep breath to steady himself, Yuusaku finally opens the box. The first thing he sees is white silk, he carefully removes it, holding it up in his hands, it's a robe? Well, at least he'd be covered. He sighs, laying it on the bed before looking in the box again only to choke. There, innocent as can be, is white lace, delicately embroidered flowers, and pearls. He picks it up, it looks interesting, the flowers and pearls shimmer in the light, the bottom is a lace thong, the same flowers decorate it, along with small chains and pearls dangling from them. It's gorgeous, but can he really wear this?
Yuusaku showers before returning to the garment, running his fingers over the material. It really is beautiful, but so many straps.. He might have some trouble putting it on, it'd be best if he tried now, instead of waiting for after dinner hoping he'll be able to put it on with no issues. Yuusaku sets his towel aside and lifts the harness, as Koito had so happily informed him when he called to tell him it was "far too expensive looking" and "How do you expect me to wear this?" Koito had only laughed him off, saying something about how the harness he'd bought had led to a weekend with Sugimoto that Yuusaku would rather he didn't hear about.
He undid the clasps on the back, being careful with the dangling ornaments and the flowers. It looked like it could fall apart if he handled it wrong, but pulling it on he could feel that it was quite sturdy. He had to move to the bathroom and stand in front of his mirror to get the clasps put together again, but when he turned to look at himself he was stunned. He looks beautiful.
He'd brought the box into the bathroom with him so he could see it all together without having to go back and forth.
There were lace stockings in the box, so he slid them on next. the lace was shockingly cool against his skin. Last was the garter, the pictures that came with the item showed it could be worn as a choker so he tried that. Looking in the mirror again Yuusaku blushes a deep red, he needs the robe, it's too much on its own.
Yuusaku hurries back to his room, the lace stockings nearly make him slip on the hardwood flooring. He slides the robe on last, the cold silk makes him shiver, but at least he's covered. He's about to head to the bathroom to look again when he hears the front door open and shut again followed by Heinojou's voice, "Yuusaku? Are you here?"
He was early! "I.. In here-oh!" He stumbled back as his knees hit the edge of the bed. He lands gracelessly on his ass, and the silk robe tumbles off his shoulders to pool around his elbows. He shifts, his legs spreading as he starts to sit up in time to see Heinojou enter the room.
Heinojou looks at him for a long moment, like he's processing what he's seeing, and before Yuusaku can say anything he turns and quickly leaves the room again.
"Wha.. oh!" Yuusaku hurries to his feet, pulling the robe back over his shoulders as he rushes out of the room after him, "Hei, wait!" He catches him in the living room. Even from behind, Yuusaku can see Heinojou's ears and the back of his neck are bright red, and coming closer the color is visible all the way down to where it disappears under Heinojou's shirt.
Yuusaku worries he's done something wrong before, "you.. you really should warn a guy before.. where did you even..? Yuusaku that's, you look!" Heinojou takes a breath, finally turning to meet Yuusaku's eyes, "you look absolutely breathtaking," Yuusaku blushes dark red and, feeling daring, kisses Heinojou. He wraps his arms around his shoulders, the robe falling open as he stops holding it. Heinojou responds in kind, his hands moving under the robe to rest on Yuusaku's bare hips. Yuusaku gasps softly, pulling back to catch his breath, feeling his heart slamming in his chest. He slides his hands from Heinojou's shoulders down his chest, feeling his heart speeding as well. Heinojou pulls him close, resting his hands on Yuusaku's lower back, "I.. I've never.." Yuusaku smiles softly, resting his forehead on Heinojou's shoulder, "I haven't either.. But I would like to," the soft 'oh' he gets in response makes something in his gut tighten.
"Do you still want dinner, or?" Heinojou asks carefully, and Yuusaku remembers dinner, "Oh! Dinner, right, of course! I mean, if you still-" Yuusaku's stomach grumbles then, cutting him off and making its decision known. Heinojou laughs, stepping back enough to let Yuusakku close his robe again and kisses his forehead, "We have all night, let's have dinner," Yuusaku nods, still embarrassed from his stomach suddenly being so loud, "Let me get dressed, then we can cook together," He kisses Heinojou's cheek before hurrying back to his room.
Yuusaku slides the robe off once he's back in his room, laying it across his bed. He reaches for the clasps before stopping, why take this off? He doesn't have to, it'll fit under his clothes, won't it? He pulls his pants on, careful of the dangling decorations, and makes sure the flowers are still laying flat as he does up his pants. It feels comfortable enough, so he pulls his shirt on next. He can still feel the straps against his skin, they are snug under his clothes and he feels a little lewd, knowing it's still on even if it's not visible. He unties the garter and lays it on the robe before looking at his feet. He'd left the stockings on and figured it wouldn't be a problem to leave them as they were.
Yuusaku makes his way to the kitchen and sees Heinojou already pulling out what they need for cooking, "What would you like me to help with?"
They eat dinner together, talking casually like any other dinner date, but as they grow closer to finishing, Yuusaku starts getting fidgety. The straps are digging into his hips, and the bumps of the pearls are visible under his pants. He knows there will be little red marks on his skin from the harness and decorations, his face heating at the thought of it lingering on his skin. He's worked up by the time they finish, and when they finally stand he holds his hand out to Heinojou, "I can clean this up tomorrow if you still want to?" He's too embarrassed to ask fully, but when Heinojou takes his hand he knows it's a yes.
He leads Heinojou by the hand into his room, suddenly feeling shy again. He'd made sure it was completely clean three times alone that day, but he still casts a quick look around to make sure it still looks nice, the only out of place items are the robe and garter resting on the bed. Heinojou seems to notice his nervousness and rests his hands on Yuusaku's waist, leaning around him enough to kiss his cheek, "we can wait, if you're not ready," Yuusaku shakes his head quickly before turning to give Heinojou a proper kiss, "I've wanted to.. Wanted you for a while now. I don't want to stop now," Heinojou looks surprised for a moment, but smiles, brushing his fingertips under the hem of Yuusaku's shirt. Yuusaku steps back enough to pull his shirt off, pleased with the way Henojou looks at him like he's the most beautiful person he's ever seen. Feeling daring, Yuusaku starts to unbutton Heinojou's shirt, fingers lingering on exposed skin. Heinojou leans down to trail kisses along Yuusaku's shoulder as his hands trail down to undo Yuusaku's pants, "I want to see it again, you look so beautiful," Yuusaku shivers, stepping out of his pants as they pool on the floor. He pulls Heinojou's hands from his body long enough to slide his shirt off, dropping it behind him. Yuusaku knows his face must be red, can feel the heat all the way down his neck, but Henojou is a sight to behold, dark eyes impossibly deep and full of want, skin flushed red with goosebumps wherever Yuusaku touches him, hands flexing at his side itching to touch again, "Please."
It's all he says before Heinojou is kissing him again, passionate and needing. Yuusaku is left trying to catch his breath as Heinojou breaks the kiss, their eyes locked. It's a moment of silence before it's Heinojou's turn to lead Yuusaku by the hand. He sits on the edge of the bed, tugging Yuusaku's hand to get him to sit on his lap facing him. Yuusaku covers his face, embarrassed as he does, straddling Heinojou's legs as his hands trail up and back down Yuusaku's back, "Is this alright?" Yuusaku nods quickly before hiding his face against Heinojou's shoulder and neck. His hands feel so good and he's still being such a gentleman! Yuusaku feels like he could die, his heart is racing, everywhere their bodies touch is too hot, and he can FEEL how hard Heinojou is through his pants. He just wants Heinojou to take control because he might just faint if he has to ask for more. Unfortunately for Yuusaku, Heinojou seems perfectly content to run his hands all over Yuusaku's body, kissing his neck and shoulder where he can reach them. His hands trail low, teasing the straps right above Yuusaku's ass and he whines, "Hei, please.." He hears a soft chuckle against his hair before Heinojou's hands move down to hold under his thighs, he doesn't have time to ask before Heinojou stands up, holding Yuusaku up as he does. WHY is he so hot, it's not fair at all! Yuusaku gasps as he's picked up, holding tight around Heinojou's shoulders. he keeps his eyes shut tight, not expecting to be dropped, but bracing just in case, instead, he feels Heinojou start to kneel on the bed, still supporting his weight.
He's lowered carefully onto the bed, head resting on his pillow, Heinojou is above him, looking him over, "Top drawer, I.. There's lube and condoms," Heinojou grins at him then, "Thought ahead and fully prepared? That's my Yuusaku," Yuusaku's breath catches in his throat before he makes any embarrassing sounds. Heinojou settles himself between Yuusaku's legs before leaning over to grab the items from the drawer, Yuusaku can't take his eyes off his muscles as he bends, nearly drooling until he notices Heinojou is looking at him, a knowing glint in his eyes. Heinojou rights himself again, setting the condoms and lube on the bed beside Yuusaku, "Let me just get these off," Heinojou shifts off the bed, looking nervous again as he slides his pants off, not meeting Yuusaku's eye as he shuffles back onto the bed. He's obviously trying to keep how excited he is hidden, but Yuusaku wants to see, he wants to know what effect he has on his boyfriend. Yuusaku props himself up on an elbow, reaching out with his other hand to take Heinojou's hand, lacing their fingers together before kissing the back of Heinojou's hand, "are you ok with this?" Heinojou nods, "yes," Yuusaku pulls him in for a kiss before pressing their foreheads together, "Can I see you?" another, slightly more nervous nod, and Yuusaku releases his hand to push Heinojou's boxers down. It's Heinojou's turn to shiver as the cool air hits heated skin. Yuusaku is struck by how big he looks, carefully wrapping his fingers around Heinojou's cock to confirm that he's.. Too big.
"I.. You might not fit, but I really.. I really want to try," Yuusaku looks up at Heinojou, "I'll be careful. Tell me if anything hurts," he grabs the bottle of lube, laughing lightly because it hasn't even been opened, "Have you ever done anything by yourself?" Yuusaku shakes his head, "I thought about it but.. No," Heinojou seems to think on that a moment before, "I have.. I might be, um.. More prepared for that, if you want to try?" Yuusaku's eyes go wide as the words settle in, "You want me to? I could if that's what you want?" Instead of answering, Heinojou pulls the lace front of Yuusaku's thong aside to release his cock, he gives it a few careful tugs, watching Yuusaku's reactions, "yeah, I should be good with your size," Yuusaku lets himself rest back again, unable to look away as Heinojou opens the bottle of lube. He hadn't expected this, but wasn't against it at all! He'd just have to make sure he was better prepared next time.
Heinojou lubes up two of his fingers and reaches behind himself, sliding his boxers down enough for easier access before sliding the first finger into himself. He lets out a sigh, eyes closed in concentration and Yuusaku can't look away. He focuses on every groan and sigh, every shift of Heinojou's knees between his legs, every twitch of muscle. Suddenly, Yuusaku is very pleased with the turn of events, if it means he gets to see this. Yuusaku can't exactly see what he's doing, but watching his reactions is enough, and when Heinojou finally opens his eyes again, it's obvious that he's ready. Yuusaku has never been so turned on in his life. Heinojou's trembling as he tosses a condom onto Yuusaku's chest, he's quick to roll it on, not wanting to keep him waiting.
With a slight position change, Heinojou straddles Yuusaku's waist, his hands holding the top of the headboard as he looks down at Yuusaku, "Ready?" He asks, breathless already, and Yuusaku reaches up to grab his hips, "Very ready," Heinojou lowers himself slowly, pausing as Yuusaku's cock starts to press in. With a shift of his hips, and a steadying breath, Heinojou presses down, and Yuusakku's vision whites out from the sudden tight heat, he moans low, his hands tightening on Heinojou's waist. Heinojou pauses, waiting for Yuusaku to be ready to continue, his own body still trembling. Yuusaku opens his eyes again, not knowing when they shut, "Keep going, I'm ok," He relaxes his hands, sliding them down along Heinojou's thighs as he settles all the way down. Yuusaku continues to run his hands along Heinojou's thighs and hips, letting him get used to being full. After a pause, Heinojou rolls his hips, causing Yuusaku to moan, his hips twitching up, pushing deeper, "Ok, I think I'm good," He lets go of the headboard and places his hands on Yuusaku's chest, leaning down to kiss him before he starts to move. Yuusaku gasps against his lips, kissing him desperately as he thrusts up to meet Heinojou. It takes them a moment to figure out a rhythm, but once they do they can't help moaning loudly.
Yuusaku sits up, holding himself up with one arm while the other wraps around Heinojou, holding him close as he thrusts up into him. Heinojou moans against his neck, leaving a trail of messy kisses from his collarbone to his jaw, "Y.. You feel so good, Hei. You're so good for me," Heinojou trembles against him, gasping out a laugh before kissing him over and over. Yuusaku had felt him tighten at the compliment and wanted to say more, but he wasn't about to stop kissing him to do that.
Yuusaku thrusts up and Heinojou lets out a startled yelp that turns into a shuddering moan. They both freeze, Heinojou gasps for air a moment before, "do that again," and who is Yuusaku to refuse? He thrusts up again, hitting the same spot and earning another loud moan, so he does it again and again. Heinojou can barely get the words out to stop him, "Wait.. Too much, Yuusaku! Wait, wait waitwait...." Yuusaku slows, and Heinojou pushes him back onto his back, "I'm not done yet,"
Heinojou rolls his hips, pushing Yuusaku deeper, keeping his movements slow and steady. Yuusaku lets out a shaky breath, eyes glued to Heinojou's face. He reaches up, placing his hand on Heinojou's cheek, lost in just how good he feels, how in love he is. Lost in Heinojou.
Heinojou smiles down at him, placing his hand over Yuusaku's, "You're so beautiful," he turns his face, kissing Yuusaku's palm, never breaking eye contact. It's all too much, Yuusaku feels so overwhelmed he cums right then, eyes shut tight, hips pushing roughly up. Through the fog he can hear Heinojou panting, whispering his name again and again. There's a groan and then weight on his chest.
Yuusaku cracks open an eye, looking down to see Heinojou laying half on top of him, head resting on Yuusaku's shoulder. He feels so blissed out, listening to Heinojou's heavy breathing, hot puffs of air against his throat, "I love you."
Heinojou smiles against his shoulder, shifting up and off to lay beside Yuusaku, who rolls onto his side to keep close. Heinojou takes his face in his hands and kisses him softly, over and over, "I love you too."
They lay like that a while before Yuusaku finally shifts away. The harness was comfortable, but he didn't want to sleep in it, "Give me a hand with this?" He sits on the edge of the bed, his back to Heinojou as he looks over his shoulder. Heinojou undoes the clasps, sliding his hands across Yuusaku's lightly marked skin. Yuusaku stands, sliding the harness off while Heinojou gets situated under the covers. Yuusaku sets the harness on top of his dresser before turning to look at Heinojou, content and right at home in Yuusaku's bed. He can't help but stare, this unbelievably handsome man loves him. Heinojou notices his pause and holds his hand out, "Come back to bed, you'll get cold," Yuusaku hurries back to the side of the bed, taking Heinojou's hand tightly in his own. Heinojou lifts the covers and pulls Yuusaku down on top of him, wrapping him tightly in his arms. They fall asleep tangled up in each other, two hearts beating together as one.