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The subject was originally broached slowly. It took a while to figure out how far you could push things in your new life and even longer to feel safe enough bringing up something so.. different. Jak liked to give you whatever you wanted as long as he was still in charge and he seemed to have more fun than either of you expected the first time he peed on you. It wasn’t something you did a lot, he never brought it up and that left you with the burden of asking which you didn’t do often just out of pure embarrassment. Maybe that was part of it for him, he did seem to enjoy seeing you squirm when you wanted something, that cocky smile of his teasing you when you did.
That’s what made today so surprising.
It was nice out, clear early summer sky shining brightly into the otherwise dreary backyard you two shared. You got to go outside if Jak was with you, he used to keep you on a leash but you’ve graduated to off leash outings recently and enjoy every second of ‘freedom’ it allots you. He was doing something near the pits, further off in the yard as you sat in the grass under the bathroom window enjoying the sun and breeze on your skin. Life wasn’t too bad once you’d figured out how easy it was to keep Jak happy. Sure you had to suppress any negative emotions, compromise on almost everything, and endure the constant reminders that you’re property and could never survive in the world alone but other than that Jak was pretty nice to live with.
The sound of his footsteps approaching pulls you back to the moment, eyes squinting against the glare of the sun until his shadow encompasses you. He’s looking down with a wider smile than normal, the faintest blush set across his face cluing you in to the fact that he’s probably horny. You smile up at him, shifting onto your knees keeping eye contact how he likes. You were embarrassed the first few times he messed with you outside, getting over it quickly when it became apparent it was something he liked enough to do every time, now the thrill of being outside was something you enjoyed too. His hand holds your face, thumb brushing against your lips as you open your mouth. You straighten out a little, standing up on your knees as his other hand unzips his pants to free himself.
Jak's cock is massive even when he’s not hard, thick in his hand and against your lips as he guides your face and presses the tip into your mouth. When he’s most of the way in he moves, both of his hands holding your face tightly as he pressed forward. He’s only half hard, pressing against the back of your throat with a little resistance before slipping the rest of the way forward. Your hands hold his legs, throat swallowing around his hardening cock as your eyes look up at him nervously. It’s not like you’ve never deepthroated him, you do it a lot, but when he starts out like this it tends to mean a rougher time for you.
“That’s it sugar, take all of it.” His thumbs rub against your face softly as he speaks, pulling you up to get as deep as he could while his smile widens. Something about his voice sends a wave of arousal over you, your legs pressing together as much as they can as you strain to keep some sort of balance. The feeling of liquid pouring down your throat causes a mild panic to seize you, eyes wide and locked on his face as your hands shoot up to grab his wrists. “Aww what’s wrong baby? You like this.” Your throat swallows around him, the feeling of his stream strange and exhilarating as everything gets tight. You can feel it run through him against your tongue, pressed firmly against the underside of his cock while your lungs burn. Jak’s peeing down your throat, hands holding your face firmly as you squirm against the foreign feeling and try to allow it all to pool down your throat and into your stomach.
The loss of air gets to you as he stays buried deep, the warmth of his piss forcing itself down your throat sending all sorts of feelings through your brain as your mind goes fuzzy, you almost can't swallow fast enough, worried for a moment you might choke on it out in the backyard so close to where he could dump your body. When he does let go of your face and pulls out a large gush of warmth follows, pee spilling over your chin soaking into your shirt before you can close your mouth to swallow the rest of it down. He’s still going, the tail end of his stream pouring over your face and hair as you shakily gasp and try to compose yourself. It’s hard when he sighs like that though, the slight shake in his voice breaking something in your brain as you realize you’re so painfully aroused, letting out the most pitiful whimper when you look up at him.
“Look how messy you are.” His free hand cups your cheek, rubbing across your face getting wet as a harsh wave of embarrassment washes over you, your stomach is uncomfortably tight as liquid sloshes when you cough a few times. The last few drops dribble onto your head, sliding down your forehead and face as you blush heavily. You only get a moment to yourself, face pulled again to continue sucking him off. His fingers grip your hair tightly, fucking into your mouth and throat fast as you look up at him wet and ruined. You gag around him a few times, worried you might spit up more of his piss as he uses your throat like a toy. “That's it baby, you like this huh? Like being my little toilet.” Jak bottoms out, your face pressed against his pubes as he fucks into your throat quickly before pulling out to let you breathe, giving you a second before pressing in again.
You choke around him, whining when he backs out and sputtering when he pushes back in again, one of your hands reaching down to touch yourself trying to release some of the tension in your body as he uses your mouth for what feels like an eternity and a few minutes all at once. He groans out that he’s going to cum, pulling your face against him to shoot it down the throat he just used as a urinal minutes ago. That goes down easier, adding to the liquid he’d gorged you on as you struggle to maintain eye contact. The grip he has on your hair becomes so painful you think you might lose some of it, his eyes wild and manic, his smile wide as you swallow around him. You both know he could kill you like this, the loss and gain of control intoxicating to both of you in different ways as your hands move to push against his legs fruitlessly.
When he does pull out he twists your head back, keeping you still to look at while you gasp and breathe hard. “Such a good little pet.” His thumbs rub at your face roughly, one sliding to pull at your mouth and make sure you swallowed all of his cum. Everything is so overwhelming, the ache between your legs, the tightness in your stomach, the smell of his piss surrounding you as what’s spilled down your front cools, the hands forcing you to maintain this strained position.
“Th-thank you.” Your voice is rough, eyes squinting up at him despite the shining glare of the sun that's now hanging directly over him. You wish he’d fucked you, given you anything to help the ache he’s left you with. Jak’s all you can focus on, your everything as you stare up at him needy and in love.
Just how he likes.