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It was the night between Thursday and Friday and Kevin was still awake. A day after Gunther told him, Haas made it official. Mick will leave Haas and will no longer be his teammate and out of all those possible replacements they signed Nico fucking Hulkenberg. Him out of all people he ever met in his life. Kevin was torn since Gunther had told him. On one hand, he didn't like that they basically dump Mick and was sad to lose him as teammate, but on the other hand Kevin deeply inside himself liked the thought of Nico becoming his teammate, even though he would have to deal with his feelings. The feelings that have been there for a long time now and grew more, everytime he finds himself lying under Nico. Another thing he would have to come to terms with. Maybe those fucks will become less the more they see eachother. Kevin sighes. "As if we don't always say it will never happen again anyways." But it continued and led to a development of feelings, Kevin never expected to have one day. Drowned in his own thoughts, Kevin fell asleep way to late at night.
The next morning was hard. He definetly didn't sleep enough and was sure, that everyone in the team would notice. "Everything okay?" Mick asked looking at Kevin with a little bit of concern. Kevin shrugged and yawned. What should he say? Hey, I have feelings for Nico and I feel guilty that I'm more happy about Nico than sad about you, but can't even admit it to myself. Nah, that would be to much at once. Mick looked at him, scanning Kevin completely. The dark circles under his eyes, his tired mimic and his absolutely undone hair. "I can see that there's something wrong. Just tell me if you want to talk about it or not." Mick said after a while and looked back at his plate. "Maybe later." answered Kevin and took a sip from his coffee. "Just not sure, if you should be the person I talk to." Mick smiled and answered. "I just wanted to offer. If you rather talk about it with someone else than with me its perfectly fine. Just talk about it when it burdens you." Kevin laughed a little. "You sound exactly like Seb." Mick smiled and said. "Maybe he had a little influence. But also, I care about you, but I get, that I might not be the person you trust the most. And if you think, I can't take things, remember that I'm not that young anymore and see more than most expect anyways." "Let's change the topic for now. I need to get away from my thoughts as good as I can." Kevin suggested.
After breakfast there wasn't much time until they drove over to the race track for training. Kevin got lost in his thoughts again. Nico was somewhere in the paddock, doing his commentary job. So the chances were high, that he would actually meet him today. Kevin sighed. He didn't want to face Nico and even talk to him. At least not shortly before needing to focus on driving with high speed. Kevin went to his driver's room as fast as possible without being suspicious. The paddock was pretty empty for now and he wasn't of that much interest for the fans anyways so rushing was easy. He sat down on the couch rummaging around in his backpack and putting everything on the table he would need for now. Switching on his laptop, he suddenly heard steps outside, followed by a knock at his door. "Come in." he just said, alhough he was scared that it was Nico standing outside. "Hey, I just wanted to tell you, that we'll have the meeting in an hour." said his race engineer, Mark. "Okay, good." answered Kevin. "Bad mood?" asked Mark. "No, just tired and now leave me alone." answered Kevin and stared at him. "Okay, Okay." Mark said and left. Kevin sighed. He shouldn't act like this towards his team, but all the thoughts in his head made him lose control. "Fuck Nico." he wispered to himself. Yeah, he could fuck him right now. His thought were already somewhere else and definetly not focused for the upcoming training. Kevin sighed and looked at his laptop. There was still a whole weekend of racing coming up. He needed to start focusing to not put himself in danger.
During the meeting Kevin noticed, that both Mick and Mark looked at him with a mixture of concern and confusion. Kevin was amused since it wasn't the first time he had moments like this. Such days mostly happened in the past whenever he encountered Nico, after everytime they slept with eachother. Just that this time his brain was fucked without even seeing Nico and not talking to him at all. "Kevin? Kevin?" Gunther said with a loud voice. Kevin looked at him. "Yeah?" he asked in confusion. "I just wanted to inform you, that we'll have a meeting with Nico later." Gunther answered. "That...okay when?" asked Kevin and did his best to hide his upcoming mix of feelings. Why today? "After second practice. And dont worry, it won't take that long." said Gunther and moved on with the rest of thebe meeting. "Yeah, not that long. Definetly not that long." thought Kevin, but then tried to find his focus for racing again.
The free practice after all went pretty okay for him considering Haas standarts. But apart from this training sessions, he has also managed to forget Nico for almost the whole time in preparation to actually see him. "Nico will join soon, he's still with some tv guys." Gunther said and led Kevin into his office. "It's okay." Kevin just said and sat down on one of the chairs. After their discussion two days ago, Kevin still wasn't in the mood for having talks with Gunther. Suddenly he heard steps and was sure that those belonged to Nico. "Hey, Kevin and good evening Gunther." said Nico while walking in and closed the door behind himself. Kevin stared at him and for a moment he was to stunned to speak. "Sit down, Nico." Gunther said, before sitting down as well. "Eh, hi Nico." said Kevin silently and smiled a little. His bright eyes meeting his eyes just for a moment. A moment that once again made Kevin realize, why his feelings grew stronger. "I'm happy to have you two as the driver duo for next season. I think you two are the best for the team to become a better one." Gunther started. "I don't think that Mr. never on the podium is the best, but we already had that discussion." Kevin stated and stared at Nico. "Don't act like you are better just because you had one fucking pole." Nico said and stared back. Both didn't know why this happened. But everytime they meet up with officials they end up like this. "I really thought you were over this." Gunther said and sighed, questioning every decision he made. "We could be for now, but Mr. I am the best, because of one Pole, isn't able to be professional." Nico countered. "So Gunther, what is this meeting about?" Kevin asked, completely ignoring Nico and his upcoming feelings of anger and the little bit of lust. Still a thing that was embaressing for him. "I just wanted to talk a little about the new season and also wanted to make sure, that you both work professionally together no matter what." said Gunther and looked at both of them. "I still doubt, that Kevin is professional." said Nico and grinned at Kevin. "For fuck sake, Nico. I can be professional and I have been for all the past years I just need to get used to you being my teammate." said Kevin and looked at him with a glare. "You two really need to sort things out and I beg you to do it as soon as possible." said Gunther. "I'm sure we will. Maybe we could continue this meeting somewhere together." suggested Nico and looked at Kevin with a smirk. Kevin looked up, straight into Nicos eyes and if not earlier than it was now. They now reached the point of lust filling their bodies while they looked into eachothers eyes. "Do whatever you think is the best. I don't think I can do more." said Gunther, got up and opened his door. "Yeah, we'll find a way." said Kevin and left the room.
"How dare you running away." said Nico, standing in the door to Kevin's driversroom. "I just needed to get my stuff as fast as possible." Nico laughed. "You better be ready." Kevin smirked. "Ready to go." They both made their way out to the parking lots and to Kevin's car, exchanging touches here and there. As soon as they sat in the car Nico placed his hand on Kevin's leg, moving it further up the closer they came to the hotel. "Fuck Nico." Kevin just mumbled. His jeans got thighter the more Nico touched his leg. "I want to hear more of this." Nico smirked and touched Kevin's by now not really visible bulge. "Fuck me, Nico." Kevin whispered and look at Nico with eyes full of lust. "I will, I fucking will." Nico smiled dirty and continued to touch Kevin who more and more had his difficulties to focus on driving.
They somehow managed to go into the hotel without being suspicious and as soon as the door shuts behind them, Kevin dropped his bag and looked at Nico with willing eyes. Nico smiled, grabed Kevin by his hands and pined him against the bathroom door to immediately kiss him with passion. Kevin returned the kiss with the same passion and lust. The kiss got heated the longer it lasted and they both ran out of air soon. Nico loosened his hands and gave Kevin the chance to put his hands wherever he wanted, while Nico placed his hands at the bottom of Kevin's shirt, slowly running his hands under it. Kevin moaned quietly, wrapped his arms around Nico and moved his hands under the German's shirt as well. They were close to eachother, barely any space for Nico to move his hands further up. "Don't be quiet, honey." said Nico and rubbed Kevin's bulge for a moment, before he lifted his shirt further up. Kevin let out a loud moan of pleasure, his jeans thightened even more. "Nico, please." said Kevin and glanced at him with lust. "Awww, my little boy is needy." Nico smiled dirty and lifted Kevin's shirt even more up. They both lost their shirts immidiately and Kevin just stared at his future teammates body. "You are fucking hot." He says and stroked along Nico's sixpack and his chest. "May we move to the bed?" Nico asked and Kevin looked at him with confusion. This was new. Nico never asked and just did things before. "Absolutely." Nico turned them both around and pushed Kevin towards the bed until he sat down. He gently pushed Kevin back and places himself on top of Kevin. They both let out a moan when their bulges touched and moaned into their heated kisses. Nico moved his kisses further down, leaving his marks at Kevins collar bone and chest. Kevin moaned even louder when Nico started to suck his nipples and moved his hands further down. "Nico, fuck me. Now." Kevin moaned and had his difficulties to speak clearly. Nico smirked and moved further down, kneed between Kevin's legs on the floor and slowly unbottoned his jeans. Nico took his time, to undress Kevin completely, enjoying to unwrap Kevin's rock hard cock. "Your cock is so fucking amazing." He smiled and started to give Kevin a handjob, freeing his own dick with the other hand. "Where's the lube?" He looked at Kevin with a smirk. "Nightstand." Kevin just managed to say. Nico nodded and got up, getting rid of his jeans and boxer, before going to the night stand.
Kevin turned his head and pinned his eyes on Nico's dick. God, he was so ready to be fucked by this godlike thing. "Like what you see?" Nico smirked and sat down next to Kevin. "I still can't believe it." Kevin mumbled and moaned. because Nico pushed him over to the side. He heard Nico opening the lube and moaned with pleasure as soon as Nico pushed one finger inside him. "More Nico." Kevin moaned and Nico laughed a little. He didn't expect Kevin to be that needy. He added two more fingers at once. Kevin almost screamed. "Oh my-" Kevin whined, but smiled in pleasure. Nico prepared Kevin until he thought Kevin was ready. Kevin couldn't stop moaning, almost at his Climax just because Nico fingered him and hit his prostate once. "Ass up." Nico ordered, while putting some lube on his dick. Normally he would do it without, but since Kevin still had to race tomorrow, Nico decided to at least be a little nicer than usual. Kevin was confused for a moment. but then turned himself, placed his arms on a pillow and his ass up. Nico smiled. "Good guy." He kneed down between Kevin's legs and grabbed Kevins side with one hand while positioning his cock with the other hand.
Kevin immediately let out a loud moan the moment Nico started to push his dick into him. Nico moaned as well, turned on by being in his future teammate. After some time, Nico started to move, pushing further in and pulling out a little. Kevin closed his eyes, feeling everything even more intense. He moaned louder and louder the deeper Nico was inside of him and almost screamed when Nico hit his prostate. "Harder, I- please." He stammered and Nico did as Kevin pleased. Kevin almost rolled over when Nico hit his G-spot the best way and he clutched the pillow. "Nico, I'm begging you to make me cum now." he mumbled. "Louder and more clear, sweetie." Nico moaned a little. "Make me fuckng cum." Kevin almost screamed. Nico grinned and went a faster and harder, grabbed Kevin tighter and started to stroke the Dane's pulsating dick. Kevin moaned loud and with absolutely no control, feeling the precum dripping out of his cock. "You sound so beautiful." Nico pushed even harder, doing his best to reach his climax together with Kevin. He wrapped his arms around Kevin and pulled him up, his dick fully inside Kevin. "Fuck, Nico I-" Kevin hadn't even finished his sentence, before he started to tremble and came, mumbling Nico's name. Nico pushed two more times until he came inside of Kevin. They both stayed in this position for a moment, heavily breathing and trying to feel clear again. Nico pulled his dick out and Kevin just collapsed onto the bed, sighing in relieve. "I missed this." Kevin just whispered, turning himseld to look up to Nico. Nico smiled, lying down next to Kevin. "Me too, honey. Me too." Kevin looked at him in disbelief, pulled Nico closer to himself. "How about we quickly shower and cuddle after that?" Nico asked.
Kevin nodded, still confused about Nico, but not really able to question it.
"Warm." said Kevin and leaned against the wall in the shower relaxed. "Do you like it?" Nico asked, standing directly under the shower. "May I come closer to you?" asked Kevin while scanning Nico's whole body. Nico nodded and pulled Kevin closer, wrapped his arms around him and made sure the water reaches him as well. Kevin yawned. "I can do the washing part for both us, just make sure you don't collapse." Nico grabbed Kevin's body wash and started to put it on both himself and Kevin, gently stroking every part of Kevin. Kevin relaxed more and more and looked at Nico with a smile, his heart beating like a drum in his chest. Maybe his feelings already are more serious than he thought. Kevin leaned against Nico, while the water rinsed down their bodies, washing away the sweat and bodywash. After they went out of the shower, Kevin used his towel as fast as possible, because he immidiately felt colder. "You look cute with your towel like that." Nico smiled and looked at Kevin who had the towel around his head like a way to big hood. Kevin blushed and smiled wide, still to stunned to comment on Nico's changed behaviour.
Back in bed, Kevin snuggled up to Nico, placing his head close to the German's chest. Nico smiled and put the blanket over them, before wrapping an arm around Kevin. "Night, honey." The Dane mumbled almost asleep and smiled. Nico stroked his back and looked at him. Kevin looked so peaceful and happy. Nico smiled and kinda got lost in his own thoughts, feeling Kevin close to himself and having a heart beating in love are things he wouldn't trade away anymore. Yes, maybe he fell for the blond guy in his arms without even noticing and now he didn't know how to deal with them. But there was one thing he knew, Kevin was more to him than just the "suck my balls, mate!"- guy and he liked the thought of sleeping with Kevin close to him for the rest of their life, not just after everytime they had sex, but also every other day.