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You've been dating Takizawa for a little over a year and the two of you have been taking things very slow. You have no issue with it of course, anything with him is amazing no matter how long it's taken to get you to the fully opened stage. You adore him and he feels the same way towards you.
However today was a rough day, not for your relationship but with your job. The mission was hard… Risky to put it lightly and the stress has exhausted and worn you both down. You feel raw like the slightest change could cause a major shift and it's obvious Seidou is feeling it too.
The two of you are currently in your room which is not uncommon however what is uncommon is the sight before you.
You left real quick to go get an extra blanket, wanting the extra security of it over you both tonight. When you returned Takizawa was shirtless and staring in the closet door mirror you have. It's not that you've never seen him shirtless but it's only been brief or little slivers of skin when a fight leaves his clothes in ruin.
Now though his torso is bare as he stares intently at himself. The look on his face reads self doubt and self consciousness. His eyes linger on his scars right below his pecs. All you want is to reassure him but you don't want to make him uncomfortable either.
The memory of him clinging to you and just breathing, in the hospital room you visited briefly runs through your head. You've made your decision, with that you walk up behind him being sure not to spook him. Seidou makes eye contact with you through the mirror as you chest brushes against his back.
You lean your head down, nose pressed to his shoulder and in nothing more than a whisper say, “You're stunning my love”
You can feel his body twitch with the chill that runs up his spine as he leans into your touch.
“Y/n” it's a statement, no, a plea as he looks at you through the glass. You slide your nose over his shoulder twisting to press your lips to his neck, “Is this okay?”
“Y-yes”
Seidou fidgets, unsure what to do with his hands. You take initiative and bring one of his hands up to the back of your neck. Almost as if knowing that he needs something to ground him.
He shudders as you nip up his neck, your hands rest on his hips, thumbs rubbing circles lightly. His eyes flutter shut when you hold your lips to his jaw.
“Bed,” your eyes, which had shut at some point, opened to gaze at him through the mirror. You feel your breath hitch at the look on his face. His eyes are half lidded and glazed over, mouth parted with soft pants.
“Are you sure darling?” You know what he wants but you need to be sure he's ready for more.
“Yes please," he nods his head to prove his point. You grin, pressing one more kiss to the side of his head before you lead him to the bed. He falls easily and you’re quick to follow hovering over him.
“What do you need, Zawa?”
“Fuck me, until all that I can think about is you” a shiver runs down your spine at the vulgarity of his words and you can't help but feel excited. Seidou’s hand reaches for yours and moves it to the front of his sweats. You press your hand down against his before slipping it up and inside his boxers. He stares up at you as he shudders at the feeling of your hand pressed bare against him.
You lean forward kissing his collarbone as you fingers slide down to either side of his clit, squeezing lightly, his hips jerk up, a whimper escaping him. You squeeze your fingers a little more, moving them like you're stroking him as if he had a cock and the thought sends a shiver down his spine. His hips roll into your hand as you stroke him slowly and he pants little jerks coming from his body when the friction is just right.
“ Y-Y/n please…more” He’s panting heavier now, arms squeezing your shoulders where they’re wrapped around you.
“ Okay baby” You hum and lean up kissing him chastely before moving your hand down and slipping off his sweats and boxers. You toss them elsewhere before kissing down his chest until you’re between his legs. Seidou watches you as you move, gnawing on his lip a little as you get closer and closer to his cunt. Your eyes meet and he nods a little, “ Please Y/n touch me”
You shudder a little at the need in his tone and nod back, placing a soft kiss to his inner thigh before lowering your head, licking once over his slit until you reach his clit. He huffs out a soft breath, legs opening more for you as he melts a little into the bed. Your hands move to his thighs, gripping a bit as you lick over him teasingly a few more times before focusing your movements on his clit. You suck the bud lightly and he moans a hand moving to tangle in your hair and pull you closer.
A smirk crosses your face and you suck a bit harder, pulling a wet gasp from him that trails into a pleasured sigh, “ Just like that~” You move a hand from his thigh in favor of rubbing a finger over his entrance.
Before you can ask if it’s okay he’s pressing his hips down onto the digit, “ Yes in, in ” He pants lightly. A huff of your own escapes you as you slip your finger in, slowly pumping it in and out and rubbing it against his inner walls. It doesn’t take long before you feel he’s ready for a second finger, now moving both fingers a bit faster, scissoring them to stretch him more. Takizawa is panting, tugging you closer by your hair, in response you suck a little harder on his clit until you can feel him tighten around your fingers.
Takizawa whimpers, bucking into both your mouth and fingers, sending the digits deeper pulling a moan from him. You smirk a little and slip in a third finger, hooking them up to his g-spot and glancing up for his reaction. And a reaction you get in the form of a cry and a jerk of his body as he presses back harder against your fingers. A third finger is slowly added to the mix stretching him open more.
You fuck him with your fingers a while, thrusting them in a way that makes him moan or make more sounds with every movement. Finally Takizawa’s had enough and speaks up again, “
Y/n I want you, need your cock.”
The words make you shudder a little and you slip your fingers out, a small whimper escaping him when you do. You lean up and reach into your end table digging around until you find your strap and pull it out along with a small bottle of lube. Luckily it’s easy to hook up and you quickly have it attached to your hips before grabbing the lube and pouring a decent amount over the strap, slicking it up.
“Ready for me love?” You ask gently, glancing over him with a heated look. Takizawa nods quickly and when you move forward to line up with his entrance his legs are wrapping around you. A smile graces your face and you move over him cupping his cheek and pressing your lips together. He kisses back immediately, arms sliding around your neck to tug you closer and you slowly press the toy inside of him. A sound rumbles in his throat as he arches into the bed a bit, pulling you with him as to not break the kiss.
Once you’ve reached the hilt you stay pressed to him to give him time to adjust. The kiss heats up, lips moving messily until he pulls back leaving a small string of saliva connecting you together. He pants softly looking up at you with lidded eyes, “ ‘M ready, move please Y/n~”
Your lips connect once again briefly before nodding, “ If it gets too much or you need me to slow down just say the word” With that you’re pulling out to the tip and rolling your hips forward a bit slow but deep. A small gasp escapes him and he tightens his legs around you a bit.
After a few more slow and deep thrusts you speed up the pace a bit, one of your hands slides to rest on his thigh and pull him back with your movements, meeting you halfway when you do so. Your lips trail up his shoulder and neck leaving kisses and marks in your wake as you tug him closer somehow. More sweet sounds float from Takizawa as you move faster, pressing deeply into him, “ S-so deep Y/n, i love it~”
His hands slide down your back scratching as they go and you hiss softly hips jerking up a bit. You hold him tighter and change angles experimentally and the you runs over his sweet spot, ripping a low whine from him, “ T-there please, right there~”
A little cheeky smile plants itself on your face and you suddenly speed up your thrusts, moving harder against the spot that made him react so sweetly. Another moan leaves him and he rolls his hips back against your thrusts more. Takizawa’s nails dig into your back when you move harder into him, his head rolling back against the pillows.
He pants heavily and whines, “ Don’t stop please don’t stop ‘m so close” He presses back against the bed more. You slide your hands to his hips and pulls him back faster on your cock, “ Cum when you’re ready baby”
Seidou whimpers and nods, “ Thank you, fuck so good~” He presses his face against your neck holding you tighter to him. You slide a hand from his hips to be between you and pinch his clit stroking him there as well. The action pulls a cry from him and he shakes a bit in your arms, panting with his mouth open.
“ C-cumming!~” He cries out again before his body is jerking with the waves of his orgasm, little sounds floating from him.
You help him ride out his orgasm before slowing to a stop, one of your hands moves to pet through his hair lightly, moving some of the damp strands from his forehead. He pants softly, eyes shut and leans into your touch with a happy but tired hum. A gentle smile lingers on your face as you look over him, “ You did so good for me Seidou”
A lazy smile forms on his face and he peeks his eyes open, “ Kiss?” He asks gingerly still with his arms wrapped tightly around you. You chuckles softly, “Well of course” You lean down kissing him gently, him responding to the movement eagerly and kissing back. You kiss softly for a few minutes as you both settle more into the afterglow. Finally he separates, “Bath time?” You smile at him and nod, “Bath time.” A quick squeeze of his thigh is given as warning before you’re carefully slipping out, pulling a soft whimper from him. You unhook the toy, setting it to the side to be washed before scooping him up and walking him to the bathroom.
You both laze in the bath awhile mostly in comfortable silence we the occasional bit of affection here and there. Once you get out the two of you quickly dry and get dressed sharing a couple kisses along the way before you both finally get cuddled up in your bed. Takizawa cuddles up on top of you, resting his head in the crook of your neck as your nails lightly scratch up and down his back.
“ I love you Y/n, thank you”
You kiss the top of his head gently, “
No need to thank me Zawa but I love you too, so very much”
A small chuckle leaves him and he tightens his arms around him, “
Good and I still wanna thank you but we can talk more about that when we get up”
You huff out an amused breath, “Okay love goodnight then handsome.” He tilts his head up kissing your chin before resting his head again, “Night night beautiful” He murmurs before falling asleep, you follow along a few minutes later after making sure he’s asleep and comfortable.