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“I’m sorry i was late, Ayrton, my doctor’s visit run over”
Ayrton blinked, it was strange to hear Alain apologize to him, he didn’t even remember the last time it happened.
“Are you okay?”
Alain sighed “Yes, yes, you know, i’m not exactly happy to have to deal with a heat after all this time but apparently it’s not healthy to stay on suppressants this long”
“What?”
“Yeah, i was late because i was trying to get an alternative to riding it out, sorry”
“Not that, i don’t care if you’re a little late, i didn’t know you were an omega, what the fuck?”
Alain, surprisingly, started laughing “Ayrton, you are ten centimeters taller and more than ten kilos heavier than me, exactly, what did you think was my designation?”
The conversation devolved into their usual bickering when Ayrton huffed that was stereotyping and Alain teasing him about only thinking about racing to the point that if there was an elephant in his garden he wouldn’t take notice.
Ayrton was happy that now they could joke around without trying to kill each other, having lunch with Alain was so nice, but everytime he went home he couldn’t stop from tormenting himself, he never could convince Alain to come back to racing and now with this omega revelation the torment was tenfold, he could already see it, Alain getting pregnant by some asshole and no more lunches, no more late night phone calls, no more hoping that Alain will come back to the paddock and no more Alain, at all.
The idea killed him, Alain was the only thing that stopped him from setting the paddock on fire just to enlive the racing weekend for himself a little, the Williams was a shit box, Hakkinen and Schumacher were so boring, what would his career be without Alain to listen to him rant and to motivate him?
“You look like utter shit”
“Thank you, Viviane, I love you too, could you move?” Ayrton grumbled, he needed coffee desperately but his sister planted herself in front of the coffee machine.
“Sure, once you ‘fess up on what you did to look like that”
“Nothing, i just couldn’t sleep”
“You? You, mister i have to be rested for racing even if the world ends? Do I have to worry?”
Ayrton huffed and decided to tell her the truth, unfortunately Viviane knew him too well and she would never leave him alone if he lied.
“No, i was just thinking about Alain” Vivienne’s face softened “Oh, Ayrton, isn’t it time to give up the idea of him getting back into racing?”
“Well, you never know but it wasn’t about that, i discovered Alain is an omega”
“Oh, oh. Ew, Ayrton, i’m your sister i don’t need to know that”
“What? Not like that! I was just thinking how if he gets mated with some asshole our friendship will end and we just repaired it, it would be a shame”
His sister muttered something and when he asked her what she said she responded that it was nothing “I guess having a child together would be a fireproof way to change relationships, it’s not like you can ignore the other parent and you have to make a lot of decisions with them in mind, you are kinda chained together for life. Well, have a good breakfast, little brother, I have to go”. Ayrton was finally left alone with his coffee and his thoughts. Chained together for life, eh?
Ayrton knew his plan was crazy, maybe even a little bit criminal, but it was the only way, he couldn’t breathe at the idea of seeing Alain only every now and then at races with some asshole’s gaggle of kids.
It would be better for everyone, actually, Alain would want for nothing, Ayrton wouldn’t fuck up his racing torturing himself thinking about not seeing him and they would make lovely children who would have good parents, he knew they would be good parents, so, it would be truly a win for everyone.
Thinking that, Ayrton made the phone call feeling very sure of himself, a security that vanished the second he heard Alain’s voice, what was he thinking? Alain would never talk to him aga-
“Ayrton, are you there? Is everything alright?”
“Iwanttohelpyouwithyourheat” the phrase was said in such a rush it resembled gibberish more than actual words, Ayrton almost couldn’t recognize himself, he was rarely so nervous.
“I didn’t understand, what did you say?” Ayrton hesitated for a long moment prompting Alain to call for him and asking if he was well again, the note of uneasiness that was starting to creep into Alain’s voice convinced him to spit it out more slowly.
“I want to help you with your heat”
“Oh. You don’t have to just because i whined about it, i’m a big boy i can deal with a heat, i swear”
Ayrton huffed “I wouldn't be offering if i hated the idea, Alain, do you?”
“Do I what?”
“Do you hate the idea of me helping you with your heat?”
Alain’s voice became softer “No, i don’t, are you really sure?”
“Yes, I'm sure, okay?”
“Okay, i’ll call you when it’s time” they said their goodbyes in a whisper.
Ayrton breathed deeply to calm down as he was ringing the bell, the quivering of his guts only calmed at Alain’s smile.
“Ayrton! Thank you for coming, do you want something to drink?”
Ayrton laughed “Are we really doing the drinks thing? Come here” Ayrton drew Alain to him and he felt a twinge of surprise when he came to him without resistance.
“Can I have a kiss?” Alain whispered it on Ayrton’s lips, it was such a thrill to finally have Alain in his arm, all yielding and warm, he could stay there forever just kissing Alain, but, then, Ayrton thought feeling Alain squeezing his ass, maybe not.
Alain’s eyes were dilated and he started shivering a little when they stopped to take a breath “Come, Ayrton, it’s starting” and he was led to the bedroom.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCK.
“I have to go the bathroom” Ayrton was panicking, okay, his plan may not have be the greatest, thinking about it now, how the fuck is he gonna poke holes in the condom? He started opening drawers and the only thing that he could use was a small nail scissors.
“Better than nothing” Ayrton whispered as he raised his hands to start poking and-
“Ayrton, you are really not oblig- What are you doing?”
Ayrton’s stomach fell to the floor, it would make no sense for him to lie, he had been discovered, that was it, Alain would never talk to him ever again, all his worst nightmares were coming true.
“I was trying to poke holes in the condom”
Alain just raised his eyebrow “Please, elaborate”
“What the fuck you want me to say, the idea of you getting fucked until you pop out a child by an other man makes me crazy, okay? It should be me, it should be my kid, you should be mine” Ayrton was so busy ranting he didn’t notice Alain move until he was almost toppled over and his mouth attacked by kisses that were more like bites.
“Fuck, that is so hot” Ayrton was pushed out of the bathroom onto the bed
“Wait, i don’t want you to stop talking to me tomorrow” Ayrton tried to stop everything while Alain laughed and tried to remove Ayrton’s pants.
“Now you are having qualms? Don’t worry, I'm still lucid, it’s just starting, come on, take those clothes off… off”
Ayrton pushed Alain under him, fuck it, he started kissing down Alain’s body, finally he could hear Alain’s sweet noises while he shallowed around him.
“Come on, Ayrton, I'm so wet, don’t you want to be inside me?” Ayrton shused him, he wanted to enjoy the moment, he wanted to keep touching him but Alain was starting to make these impatient noises so he decided to get a move on, taking the lube that Alain had placed on the bedside table for easy access.
Ayrton stopped for a bit just to look at Alain, he looked like a dream all curls and flushed skin, he almost felt like crying while he pushed inside Alain, he didn’t even know how to process the feelings of Alain, but he knew it wasn’t enough, he wanted to sink completely in the other, with his entire body, but he had to content himself with keeping thrusting and revel in Alain’s warm, when they came, to Ayrton it was almost anticlimactic.
He maneuvered them both in the most comfortable position he could manage, they will be stuck together for a while.
“You know, Alain, my family is full of twins”
Alain groaned “If i get put on bed rest you have to wait on me hand and foot, i’m warning you”
“Sure, meu amor ”.