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Wimbler Scoot
Thursday 11 Mar 6:13am
Hey Wil.
You left yesterday
I still can’t believe you’re gone
I keep going in your room to tell you something and every time I remember you’re gone
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11:38pm
Phil let me stay home from school today
night
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Friday 12 Mar 6:21am
Heyyy wil
Your funeral is on monday
Ik ik your least favourite day of the week
Obviously bc I go to school on mondays and you have no one to hang out with
No but seriously
I miss you so bad
I miss waking up and going to your room if I had a bad dream
I’ve been having a lot of those recently
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Saturday 13 Mar 12:16am
I didn’t end up going to school today even tho I woke up early to get ready
Well yesterday now
I was throwing up in the bathroom when Phil found me
He made me to stay home
Gn mf
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11:43am
Morning fucker
I slept in ur room last night
Or I did until Tech yelled at me to get out and we cried ourselves to sleep together in his room
It was late
I’m so tired
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4:53pm
I just woke up
Apparently I slept through most of the day
I’ve been more tired lately
Exhausted
Dad and Tech are fighting
I don’t think I’ve ever seen them actually yelling before
They woke me up
I don’t think they realise
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7:20pm
I wish I could see you
Alive
One last time
You don’t feel gone
It feels like your gonna walk through the front door and ruffle my hair like you always do
And I’ll pretend I hate it like I always do
And you’ll give me a smile and know that not even for a second would I hate your affection
But you don’t
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7:39pm
it hurts
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11:06pm
Night
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Sunday 14 Mar 12:02pm
Morning
Or afternoon I guess
I feel like I’m somehow talking to you through these messages
Like you’re not gone yet
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3:05pm
I went to Tubbo’s house today
I feel bad because I just cried half the time
I burst into tears when he opened Mario kart
Remember when we played together?
I am obviously better than you
And Techno
I know he always pretended to be bad so he would let one of us win
He wasnt very sneaky about it
You used to sabotage me when u fell behind, tickling me or making loud ass noises in my ears
Or just plain ol’ snatching the controller as I scream at you to give it back
Races turning into chaos and eventually I fall asleep against you on the couch, game forgotten
I really miss you
Please come back
Please let this be a dream
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11:40pm
Night
Sleep tight
the bed bugs better bite you
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Monday 15 Mar 3:27pm
I found some old stuffy suit in the back of your wardrobe
I never owned a suit and Dad forgot to take me to get one
I got to miss school to go to your funeral today
I cried the whole time
I don’t remember anything other than leaving a flower at your grave
You called me your sunflower when we were little
You still do occasionally
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Tuesday 16 Mar 12:43am
Night
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3:40am
After I said night I just laid in bed
I couldn’t sleep
I stared at the ceiling for what felt like hours
Contemplating all the little things that could have changed the accident
Maybe if I had tried harder on that assessment I wouldn’t have cried in your arms until I fell asleep
Maybe if I hadn’t complained of a headache you wouldn’t have have got down to the corner store to get paracetamol
I’m so fucking stupid
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6:43am
I’m not looking forward to school today
Teachers only care about work
They don’t care about things like dead brothers and upset kids
They’re only there to make kids learn
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3:43pm
I found your phone today
It was left in a drawer next to your bed
17 missed calls from Dad
6 from Techno
…10 missed calls and 82 unread texts from me
I don’t know ur password so I guess they’ll stay unread
School was a nightmare
Kids gave me pitying looks and whispered in the halls
I wish they would shut the fuck up and mind their own business
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Wednesday 17 Mar 2:36am
Im finding it harder and harder to sleep
Good night anyway
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6:43am
Morning
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Oh
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I guess Dad cancelled your number
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I don’t want to go to school today
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I hate how they stare at me
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Tub and Ran tried to distract me yesterday but I was already distracted
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I couldn’t text you because my phone would have gotten taken off of me
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OMP this fucking thing is starting to annoy me
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I guess texting like this is stupid
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You’re never going to reply
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You’re never gonna see it
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Especially after Phil cancelled your number
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7:00am
All it took for Phil to let me stay home was for me to burst into tears
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I hate how everyone treats me like I’m glass
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Like I’m going to shatter any second
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Maybe I will
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7:22pm
Good night
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Thursday 18 Mar 6:43am
I couldn’t sleep last night
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It was
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…
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Something alright
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What an I supposed to do
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Without you
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4:33pm
It feels like something’s missing with you gone
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Like a huge portion of my life just vanished
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At the click of a finger
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Or I guess the swerve of a drunk
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Ironic isn’t it
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It feels like you never left
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And it hurts
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11.20pm
Do you remember when I called us crime boys
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And Techno just groaned
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So we gatekeeped being a crime boy from him
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Even though he didn’t want to be one in the first place
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That was funny ngl
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Yesterday 2:48am
Night wil
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5:50am
I didn’t sleep
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My head won’t let me
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My thoughts are always racing
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I miss you so fucking much
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Today 3:20am
I can’t
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It’s too much
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see you soon wilby
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