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“Shizun please don’t come in!” Binghe is trembling he’s afraid, I mean who wouldn’t be in this situation
“What is wrong? Your acting unusual…” shen qingqiu said with a bit of worry in his voice because normally Binghe is begging him to come in
“Shizun just please please don't come in. ill do anything! Just please don't, I don't want you to leave me! I wouldn’t be able to handle it!” He was digging around the room trying desperately to find something that could help him, after a recent battle he had lost some spiritual energy so he doesn't have enough to be in his preferred form.
“Husband!” Shen Qingqiu yelled he hadn't heard any more shuffling after that “Whatever it is I'm sure I can help. I promised to never leave you no matter what remember? So…please let me come in alright?”
Binghe was hesitant but he agreed “O-ok but please don't look at me!”
“Well, how am I supposed to help if I can't see you?” He let out a sigh and a bit of laughter “ok I’m gonna come in now alright?”
“Ok shizun…” Binghe was still trembling he was horrified what if his husband didn't want him anymore, what if he decided to abandon him because he was scared and-
His thoughts were cut off by a loud squeal
“Shizun! I told you not to look, please don't leave me!” Binghe turned around to find the man looking intently at him, his look full of curiosity
“Binghe may I- feel free to decline but can I….touch you?” He feels rude to ask this but he wants to get a better look and feel of what he’s seeing
“Shizun can do as he pleases.”
Binghe knows he won't be left alone but he still has that voice in the back of his head telling him that he's gonna be alone again, but once again his thoughts are cut off by the feeling of a hand running along his hand, confused as to why his husband was being so forward as he isn't normally “um…shizun..”
“Uh Binghe could you..bend down real quick?” shen qingqiu was going full nerd mode on him, he wanted to look at every part of Binghe
“Of course?” He gets on his knees and sits. In this form, he's much taller and he was almost touching the ceiling, he feels his husband reaching up to touch his horns
“Binghe how long have you been hiding this?” Of course, he had already read about this and knows this exists but it was better to just pretend not to know. He stops touching the horns and looks Binghe in the eyes
“I- shizun I don't want you to think I was hiding it! I just…I was scared.” Binghe looks away he could feel his heart rate elevate “I was scared you’d leave. That I’d scare you off and you’d leave.”
“My dear Binghe after all this time you still have these thoughts?” He reached his hand out to cup luo binghes cheak “Why haven’t you told me? I'd like to be able to help you overcome these things.” Of course, Shen Qingqiu feels sympathy for the man, he always has! When he had first started reading he felt sympathetic for the child. after all, he was being abused by his teacher, and his mother was dying among other things.
“I know shizun I just didn’t wanna worry you.”
“Oh, binghe you always worry me so don’t worry about that. I want to hear your thoughts whether there bad or good, Now just so you know it's alright for you to stay like this for now or for longer if you’d please, don’t worry about me”
Luo binghe had felt touched by his husband's words so he scooped him up into a hug that had turned into a kiss. I’m sure if luo binghe had a tail it would have flown off