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"How do you really feel about me, Kaoru-kun?" Rei asked, taking a seat on Kaoru's bed. "We've gotten much closer since we graduated, but I honestly don't know how much longer I can handle being called your 'buddy'. And you've been avoiding me recently. I thought things had gotten better between us," he continued, his face donning a familiar frown.
Kaoru's imagination had been running wild for days. UNDEAD's practices had gotten more vigorous in preparation for a larger performance, leaving them all sweaty and heaving messes at the end of the day. The image of Rei laying on his back, chest rising and falling rapidly, sweat dripping down his forehead and neck, had never once left Kaoru alone since he first saw it.
And having Rei alone in his own room had only allowed those thoughts to blow out of proportion. Kaoru was already getting worked up.
In truth, Kaoru had been harboring feelings for Rei for the last couple of years, whether he was aware of it or not. Whether they were being suppressed due to his preconceived notions about his own sexuality, or they were acknowledged, but still hidden for fear of losing his dearest friend, his feelings for Rei were always there. He had only recently stopped hiding from them by distracting himself with empty and unmeaningful dates with pretty girls.
Kaoru's sexual attraction to Rei had always been present as well. In fact, it was the aspect of his feelings that troubled him most. But things had been different this time. Never before was he experiencing such intense images and fantasies sourced from a single moment in time captured in his mind.
"You want to know how I really feel, Rei-kun?" Kaoru replied, moving closer to where Rei was sitting on the bed.
"I've been wanting to do this for so long," Kaoru said, placing a hand on Rei's chest and guiding him until his back hit the mattress. Rei's cheeks flushed bright red as he looked up at Kaoru in anticipation.
Kaoru moved his hand to Rei's jaw, searching his eyes for permission. "May I?" he asks.
"Please."
Kaoru leaned down, and Rei met him in the middle. Kaoru felt his stomach doing flips and fireworks shooting off in his head. This isn't exactly how he had imagined their first kiss would happen (and he had imagined it more times than he would like to admit), but he wouldn't have it any other way right now. Both of them had plenty of experience in this field, so it was easy for them to find a groove, and Kaoru would be content to stay here kissing Rei stupid forever if it weren't for the growing tent in his jeans. He is still a teenager, after all.
Kaoru broke from the kiss first, and both of them took a moment to catch their breath. Kaoru stared into Rei’s eyes, trying to gauge his reaction.
“I’ve been waiting for that, Kaoru-kun,” Rei said with a breathy laugh. And it was Kaoru’s turn to be flustered. He dipped his head down to rest on Rei’s collarbone; an unsuccessful attempt at hiding his blush. He decided to enact his revenge through peppering small kisses on Rei’s neck, making the older boy giggle. Kaoru quickly changed tone, however; small pecks becoming slow, open-mouth kisses trailing up to Rei’s jaw.
Rei flushed deeper and his breathing was becoming more labored by the second. He grabbed Kaoru’s hair and pulled him off his neck. He forced Kaoru to face him, and dove in for another kiss. They had each gained a bit more confidence, Kaoru running his hands down Rei’s sides, and Rei fiddling with the hem of Kaoru’s shirt.
Kaoru was the one to break from the kiss again, sitting up on his heels. Feeling bold, he took his hands to Rei’s inner thighs, taking his time in spreading them apart. He could sense Rei’s anxiety at this level of vulnerability and gave the other a reassuring smile.
“Let me show you how I feel about you, Rei-kun,” he insisted. Under Rei’s attentive gaze, he pressed his constrained erection against Rei’s clothed heat. Rei let out a low moan at the sudden sensation. Kaoru leaned back down, capturing Rei’s lips once more.
“I’ve wanted you like this for so long,” Kaoru said between kisses, gasping for air. Rei resumed tugging on Kaoru’s shirt and Kaoru understood the hint, leaning away to lift his shirt up over his head. He could feel Rei’s piercing gaze following the curve of the chest and abs granted by his surfer lifestyle. He discarded his shirt and leaned back in, grasping at Rei’s hips and mouthing at his neck again.
“I never imagined it would be me on the receiving end, but I suppose that’s what’s more comfortable for you,” Rei said, feeling up Kaoru’s toned abdomen. This made Kaoru pause.
“You’ve imagined this before?” Kaoru asked. Rei chuckled.
“Of course I have. Us old folk have libidos too, you know,” Rei replied, his hands moving to caress Kaoru’s biceps.
“Don’t say that kind of stuff while we’re…doing this. I don’t wanna think about that with an old man,” Kaoru cringed. Rei laughed heartily. “Wait… So when you imagine us…you imagine me on the bottom?” Kaoru raised an eyebrow, but the thought of being underneath Rei made his dick twitch. But Rei did not need to know that right now.
“We can discuss this later, Kaoru-kun. In the meantime…I’m still waiting,” Rei said, guiding one of Kaoru’s hands to the hem of his shirt, silently commanding him to remove the article for him. Kaoru listens, sliding his hands up Rei’s sides and taking the shirt with it, Rei then sitting up just enough for Kaoru to get the shirt up over his head. Kaoru discards this shirt somewhere near his own, and feasts his eyes on the spectacle in front of him.
It takes a moment to notice, but once he does, Kaoru cannot look away. Above the matching scars on each side of Rei’s chest, a small silver-colored bar is pierced through each of Rei’s nipples. “God, you’re so beautiful…” Kaoru comments. “These suit you perfectly.” Kaoru moves to thumb at one of them, and Rei begins to whine.
“Mmnghh… Be gentle… I’ve only had them a couple months.” Rei’s whole face and neck are dyed a deep crimson. Kaoru heeds this warning, but continues rubbing circles over one nipple and takes the other into his mouth. The taste of metal is a bit off-putting, but any doubts are outweighed by the cry of pleasure he hears from the man below him.
Rei starts rutting against Kaoru’s thigh, the sheer heat of his arousal searing Kaoru’s skin through their jeans, reminding Kaoru of his main goal. He removed himself from Rei’s nipples, instead opting to focus on unbuckling Rei’s belt.
“I thought vampires couldn’t touch silver,” he pointed out, thumbing over one of the barbells again. Rei chuckled. “Not silver… Titanium,” he replied, smirking up at Kaoru. Kaoru hummed in acknowledgement. “Indestructible… I’ll keep that in mind.” Rei rolled his eyes.
Kaoru had finished with Rei’s belt and unbuttoned his jeans, and Rei began trying to kick them off. Kaoru watched him struggle for a few moments, but soon assisted him, not wanting to make him too frustrated. ‘I’ll save that for a different day,’ he thought.
Once Rei’s jeans were cast aside, Kaoru felt up the wet spot in Rei’s boxers, comforted that he had gotten Rei just as wound up as he was. He tested the waters by rubbing Rei through the thin cloth just a bit, causing Rei to gasp. Satisfied with this response, he brought Rei’s knee to his face, kissing down his inner thigh until he made his way to the real prize. He licked at Rei’s folds through his boxers, holding Rei’s hips still as he squirmed.
“Kaoru… Please,” Rei begged, grasping at Kaoru’s hair, and the drop of honorifics goes straight to Kaoru’s cock. But Kaoru complied, pulling on Rei’s boxers until they were down just far enough to allow him proper access. Kaoru essentially dove in, lapping up the slick substance Rei’s body had created for him. He then started circling Rei’s entrance with his finger, teasing Rei’s clit with his tongue. Rei’s whines and struggled cries were music to Kaoru’s ears; a new song Rei was writing just for him.
“You’re so good, Kaoru… Such a good boy,” Rei crooned, clenching his thighs and squeezing Kaoru’s head between them. If it was possible for Kaoru to get any harder, it had just happened. He’ll have to unpack all this later. He raised a hand to Rei’s thigh, massaging the muscles and coaxing them to relax and let go of his head.
With a new fervor, Kaoru plunged his fingers into Rei with little warning, Rei gasping at the sudden intrusion. Kaoru searched around for that specific spot inside Rei, striving to make him melt with his hands. He could tell when he found it, as Rei had let out a yelp, which quickly transitioned into a deep moan. Kaoru had removed his mouth from Rei, instead employing his thumb to stimulate Rei’s clit. Rei arched his back, a cold sweat forming on his forehead as his jaw hung low, his moans and cries free to escape with no struggle.
“So beautiful like this,” Kaoru said, using his spare hand to caress Rei’s side and grasp at his hip. “You’re so perfect.” He leaned down to silence Rei with a kiss, quickly trailing his mouth down Rei’s neck once again.
“Mmm… Kaoru, stop. I’ll cum… Still want you inside,” Rei protested between wails. Kaoru decided to comply, not wanting to overstimulate Rei too intensely their first time. He removed his fingers, and Rei whimpered at the empty feeling.
Kaoru began unbuckling his own belt, his own needs having been completely ignored this entire time. He could feel Rei watching him impatiently, and slowed his pace. Rei frowned. “You tease too much, Kaoru-kun.”
“Can I be honest?” Kaoru asked. Rei raised an eyebrow. “You’re about to fuck me and you’re asking if you can be honest? Yes, say whatever you need to say,” Rei replied with a chuckle. Kaoru’s ears turned pink hearing Rei use such vulgar language.
“I’m a complete virgin. I’ve never even been with a girl like this,” Kaoru said, turning away bashfully. He finished removing his belt, throwing it with the rest of their clothes.
“Wow. You could’ve had me fooled, Kaoru-kun,” Rei responded, taking the liberty to unzip Kaoru’s jeans for him. “You surprisingly know a lot about female anatomy.” Kaoru blushes.
“Well, I always tried to be prepared, but never got that far,” Kaoru admitted, standing up to shimmy out of his jeans and boxers. Rei takes this opportunity to remove his own underwear fully. Kaoru gets back onto the bed, hovering over Rei.
“But I’m glad my first is with you. I wouldn’t have it any other way, Rei-kun.”
“That’s very sweet Kaoru-kun, but please put your cock in me sometime today,” Rei joked, the sweet smile and pinkish hue on his face telling a different story.
“Trust me, I’d love to,” Kaoru replied. “I have condoms in my bedside drawer.”
“Afraid you’ll knock me up?” Rei said. “Out of everyone… I wouldn’t mind having your baby,” he murmured to himself, but loud enough for Kaoru to hear.
Kaoru just about explodes.
“Kidding! At least…not right now.” Rei nonchalantly reached for the bedside drawer and grabbed a condom. Kaoru is still stunned. Rei hands him the condom, and Kaoru tears it open, sliding the condom over his so-far-neglected erection.
“Well, you coming in?” Rei asked after he had laid back down.
“I can’t believe I’m in love with you,” Kaoru replied, leaning down to kiss Rei.
While their lips were connected, Kaoru pushed himself inside Rei, groaning at the feeling of tight heat around his dick. They adjusted for a moment, breathing hot air between their open mouths as they got used to the sensation.
“Kaoru, move,” Rei commanded, neglecting honorifics once again. That was Kaoru’s sign that he was already on the right track. Kaoru followed orders, slowly removing himself from Rei and plunging back in. This was completely new to him, so it took some trial and error before finding a comfortable pace for both of them.
Kaoru eventually found an angle from which he could hit Rei’s sweet spot repeatedly, making the older man cry out incoherently, only the occasional yelp of Kaoru’s name recognizable. Kaoru could tell they were both close, his cock having been constrained in his jeans, creating friction, for so long, and Rei having already been almost brought to the edge earlier.
Kaoru decided to take things up a notch, returning his thumb to its spot on Rei’s clit. Rei cried out, his legs wrapping tightly around Kaoru’s waist.
“Mmmhh… Kaoru… So good…gonna cum,” Rei lazily warned, leaving Kaoru almost no time before his insides clenched down around Kaoru, accompanied by a deep moan.
“God, Rei… You’re so beautiful. Love you like this,” Kaoru manages before falling over the edge himself, gripping Rei’s hips like his life depended on it and filling the condom inside of him.
Kaoru pulls out, trying to roll the condom off with minimal mess. Rei had made a mess of the sheets anyway, so it didn’t matter much. He made a mental note to wash his sheets before his roommates returned. Kaoru grabbed a towel from his bedside drawer to clean Rei up best he could (he wasn’t lying when he said he tried to always be prepared). He quickly realized that Rei was down for the count. In fact, he looked the same way he did when he passed out from exertion during practices.
Noting that Rei had in fact passed out, Kaoru went to the fridge to grab a sports drink and a small box of tomato juice. He would keep these ready for when Rei woke up. In the meantime, he snuggled up to Rei, covering them up with a throw blanket from the couch. He stared at Rei’s face and messy hair, brushing some hair behind his ear. He smiled. Part of him thought this was a cruel dream and he would soon wake up to his alarm, but for now he relished in the moment. He wrapped his arms around Rei and decided to wait for him to wake, figuring it shouldn’t be that long.
After a few minutes, Rei’s eyes fluttered open. His eyes met Kaoru’s and his cheeks turned pink.
“Sorry. I forgot to mention that that can happen,” Rei said, averting his eyes from Kaoru’s gaze.
“It’s alright, I kinda saw it coming.” Kaoru chuckled. “I could sense you getting weaker…before you came.” Kaoru sat up and retrieved the drinks for Rei. Rei thanked him, twisting off the cap to the sports drink.
Kaoru looked down at the blanket. His ears turned pink. “How long…have you had feelings for me?” Kaoru asked. “Well, I’m assuming you do,” he continued, meeting Rei’s eyes.
“Oh, Kaoru-kun… I’ve liked you for years,” Rei replied, smiling at Kaoru. “For a long time, I figured you were straight.” Kaoru chuckled. “I did too.”
“Well that makes me feel a bit silly,” Kaoru said. “We could’ve done this so long ago.”
“I think it’s okay. We had things to work through before we could have each other. We’ve grown and matured, Kaoru-kun. We might not have lasted if we were too hasty.” Rei grabbed Kaoru’s hand. “I think the time we spent dancing around our feelings was important.”
Rei finished his drinks and laid down, and Kaoru laid with him, wrapping his arms around him.
“I think you’re right, Rei-kun. And I really am in love with you,” Kaoru said, nuzzling into Rei’s shoulder.
“I’m always right, Kaoru-kun. And I’m really in love with you,” Rei responded, cuddling further into the blanket and Kaoru. He yawns. “And I think I really need some sleep.”
Rei shifted in Kaoru's hold and quickly fell asleep, and Kaoru pressed a kiss to the nape of his neck, soon following suit.