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Number 1.
I saw you as a threat, as something I had to eliminate. I didn't know who you were and what you wanted here.
It doesn't mean I didn't see how your eyes suddenly started glowing the moment they landed on me.
I immediately knew that you would not let go off me.
Number 2.
My actual reason for actually working with you was to find out my origin but I found something else during our time together. I'd lie if I said I didn't expect that.
Still, it was very surprising.
I'm glad I saw you as a threat that day, even though partnering up with your sorry ass was shitty as hell at first. But we got through it all.
Number 3.
They all believed you'd be satisfied with anyone by your side, as long as they were willing to die with you. But they didn't see how you looked at me.
The stars that started to shine in your eyes the moment you saw me. The glow came from you discovering me.
I'm the only one who could satisfy you.
We both know I'm the only one who could satisfy you.
Then you left!
I was mad, of course, but I continued without you. You may not be able to be satisfied. But I don't necessarily needed you in my life, so you can gladly fuck off.
Missing you can simply be turned into hatred.
Love can be turned into hatred.
And if you ever return to me, then your sorry ass has to work harder to get me back.
You need to work on satisfying me. Otherwise, I might never be satisfied with you. Again.
And because you returned not because of me…
“Chuuya?”
I balled my hands into fists as a method of trying to hide my actual feelings and not to punch him into his face.
“Hello, Bastard.”
Dazai smirked at me and stood up straight, the shackles around his wrists making ugly noises. He seemed happy to see me, which made my heart jump for a second. But I couldn't give in.
He was the one who left me and therefore, he was supposed to throw himself into my arms and beg for forgiveness. Even if he was pinned against the wall.
“Did you enjoy the bomb underneath your car?”
“That was you?!”
He started laughing while I just stared at him. Of course it was him.
After a minute, Dazai just looked at me and smiled softly, before announcing “I missed you, Chibi.”
This response caught me off guard, so that I didn't know what to say. I knew he wasn't lying.
He was genuine right now, the little blush on his cheeks were proof enough.
“Are you satisfied?”
Confused, my partner tilted his head before shaking it.
“How could I? I wouldn't have told you that I missed you.”
“Y'know, you're a good liar, Mister Former Demon Prodigy.”
He scoffed at my response and looked away. I took the silent minute to step closer and before he said anything else, I cupped his cheeks with my hands and placed a small kiss on his lips.
“I missed you too, fucker.”
Number 1.
His eyes were always glowing whenever I was present. And this never changed.
In this exact moment, his eyes shined even brighter than ever.
I was pretty sure you never actually let me go, and you will never pretend to do so.
Number 2.
I'm glad this bond we have is still existing, and still going strong. Of course I hated you for leaving, but I understood. We could've handled that differently though.
On the other hand, our partnership survived it.
And after everything, it's the best that could've happened.
Number 3.
You cannot be satisfied. You will never be satisfied with anyone by your side, unless it's me.
All those years, you could've died. You're a smart and attractive man.
You could've had anyone and died with her.
But you wouldn't be satisfied if she wasn't me. Therefore, you stayed. And you will stay.
Because I'm the only one who can satisfy you.
We both know I'm the only one who could satisfy you.