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It's been a few months since you've joined Seshoumaru's crew of misfits and things have been alright so far.
Much like Kagome, you came from present day Japan, except you weren't a local. Just visiting a few relatives, and happened to stumble upon the Higurashi Shrine as well as the Boneater's Well, both figuratively and literally.
You thought that you may have already been dead after coming across a demon that attempted to torture information out of you, no matter how little you knew. After he had figured he wasted enough time, he left you for dead, seeing no further use in you.
It took all the strength you had left to attempt to scream for help, or even keep your heavy eyelids open. A battle that you had lost until you suddenly jolted awake, livened up once more.
You looked for the source and saw a stoic younger man with silver hair, standing over you with his hand on the sheath of his weapon. Apart from the man was a little human girl and a green goblin-like creature who began babbling on about the greatness of the Tenseiga, whatever that meant.
The man began firing nonsensical questions at you, something about a demon called "Naraku" and your place of origin. You remembered answering to the best of your abilities before he walked off, not bothering to finish the conversation, followed after by the retainer.
Suddenly, the little girl began pulling on your sleeve in a hurry, practically dragging you alongside her in a hurry to catch up. She filled you in on everything she knew of, including the most important part, not to disrespect the apparent "Lord of the West," Sesshomaru.
That was also how you got to know Rin and the little imp Jaken, and though he had a tendency to be incredibly annoying, the two of them were the only source of joy to be around, especially with the coldhearted attitude of the lord.
As for the leader himself, he tended to ignore your presence and remained mostly reserved and thoughtful during the duration of your stay, and occasionally arrogant. Not that you cared all that much, since you were just trying to stay alive, and worrying about the well being of the other two.
Overtime, you'd grown accustomed to your role as "secondary" protector. Unofficially of course, but you did care for and protect Rin at all costs, and Jaken by proxy. Though he seemed to be rather engaged with speaking to Sesshomaru at the moment, most likely talking his head off about whatever Sesshomaru was being updated on.
As for you and Rin, the two of you walked aside Ah-Un, with Rin holding your hand as well as the reigns.
Then, with a sudden cry, you heard Jaken squawking out in panic.
"LOORD SESSHOMARUUU, WHERE HAVE YOU GONE NOW?!" Jaken bleated as loudly as possible, forcing you and Rin to turn around, only to find the demon in question was missing from the picture.
"Damn, that's the second time this week.." You muttered lowly, grabbing ahold of Rin's hand as the three of you went to look for somewhere nearby to camp. Rin tugged along at your long sleeve sweater in a worried fashion. "Y/n?"
"Yeah Rin?"
"Will milord be back soon? He's been leaving a lot lately.."
"I don't know, I think he's probably busy."
It wasn't uncommon for the lord of the west to stray from the group from time to time, yet over the course of prior weeks, he had been acting a lot more distanced as of late. Even less like his regular self so to speak. He seemed to be easily distracted, often leaving the conversations on a whim and strayed from the group even more so.
You were concerned for his wellbeing of course, after all, he was your source of protection and you had to admit, you may have started to develop feelings for the coldhearted demon. Maybe it was his appearance as a rather attractive and ethereal looking demon, or his incredible swordsmanship and ability to cut down an entire mountain with one claw.
In any case, now that the dog demon was away for whatever reason; You, Jaken, and little Rin began to set up a campsite to pass the time, collecting firewood, catching fish for dinner, and finding grass for Ah-Un to enjoy after a long walk.
Normally Sesshomaru pointed to an area, seemingly at random, to set up camp. Usually you thought nothing of it, but since he was distracted at this point, you had picked at random as well.
Once everything was set up and Jaken finally learned the proper way to make a campfire, you got started on roasting the fish. "How do you want your fish, Rin?" You asked, waiting for her response as she pondered what she wanted. "Um, I don't know, cooked!"
You chuckled at her visible excitement. "Sure thing, sweetheart."
Cooking a fish was pretty easy considering all it took was 5 minutes on one side, then flipped onto the other for an additional 5 minutes to get an even roast. Hell, if you had any spices with you when you left home, you would have used all of them just to get a taste of good meat. Not that it would've boosted much morale.
As you continued to cook the next few fish, a rustling was heard from the bushes as both Jaken and Rin's ears perked up. Sesshomaru reappeared from the dense wooded forest, looking much more visibly relaxed. Rin was the first to rush up to him with a gleeful expression.
"My lord! I am glad you returned for dinner," She then pointed to the makeshift spit. "Y/n and I caught sooo many fish!"
"I see." He replied dryly.
Jaken suddenly cut into the conversation, "Milord, you've been acting strangely for the past few days, is something bothering you?"
Sesshomaru didn't reply and only glared daggers into the imps skull. Jaken took the message and ran with it, running behind your ankles to avoid the lord's frightening stare.
"Jaken, please stop cowering, you're alright." You mumbled low enough for the imp to hear, despite the canine hearing Sesshomaru possessed. Jaken nodded, peering out from behind you to see him now sitting in front of the campfire, concentrating on the crackle of flames.
"I've never seen my lord so angry before! It's almost as if the slightest mishap could spell the destruction of a nation!" Jaken loudly muttered to himself, despite the obvious need to be quiet.
Rin looked puzzled, as if thinking of what it could possible be. "What do you think ails milord?"
"I'm not sure Rin, perhaps we should sleep on it." You reassured her with a sympathetic nod. Aside from Jaken, Rin deeply cared for Sesshomaru, since the day they met it seemed. You smiled, not because it was sweet that they cared, but because it meant that Sesshomaru wasn't wholly unlikable, and could even be loved by some.
"Alright guys, time for bed." You playfully ruffled Rin's head. The little girl giggling sweetly as you lead her and the imp back towards the glowing light of camp.
Sesshoumaru watched curiously as you tucked her and Jaken in, then plopped down a few feet away from himself.
You sighed tiredly, curling your legs up to your chin and closed your eyes for a few moments, just to rest.
In those few moments, you heard quick shuffling and instantly opened your eyes to see Sesshomaru standing over you with a wicked glint in his eyes.
You almost fell backwards as his gaze intensified, never in all the time you've been here have you seen him look like that at you, or anyone ever. Jaken was right, one wrong move and it could spell disaster.
"S-Seshomaru? What are you doing?" You whisper-yelled, not trying to wake up either group members right now.
The dog demon kept silent and merely scowled at you, probably from the lack of title respect, before turning away to face the forest.
By now, your heart was beating a mile a minute, your hand laying on your heart to hear the continuous thumping.
What did he want from you? Was he about to kill you? Why? You hadn't even looked in his direction at all today!
But maybe that was the issue? Though he never seemed to care all that much before, why would he care so much now?
As he began stalking through the forest with quick speed, he glanced back at you one last time before disappearing into the dark. This time, the look in his eyes was intense, but for a different reason.
You had also noticed that his eyes seemed keenly interested in staring more these days than ever before.. maybe he wanted to say something? Or.. do something?
You shook those thoughts out of your head. He was probably just being really moody, it probably wasn't a just cause to chase after him in the middle of the night for answers.. right?
"... Dammit.."
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Like a stumbling idiot, you traipsed through the dense wooded forest on foot, waiting until you happened across the silver haired man, just so you could attempt to chew him out.
Not that you really wanted to, call it curiosity or worry, but you just really wanted to see what his deal was.
As you continued on, you came across a small clearing within the path. As soon as you entered, you noticed a patch of soft lavender colored flowers covering the ground. Upon closer inspection, they seemed to be the perennial kind of plant, maybe even violets?
You knelt down to pick one up, taking in it's temporary beauty.
You were supposed to track down Sesshomaru, not get distracted by local flora.
Though you couldn't help but admire the scenery. You haven't had the time to stop and enjoy the peace and quiet, or much of anything with how often danger lurked around the corner.
Especially at this moment, where you stood blissfully unaware of the demon lurking in the shadows of the forest, his golden gaze focused solely on you.
With lightning speed, he moved like a flash of light and tackled you, throwing you down and onto the patch of flowers with a thud.
You were left gasping in surprise as a growl emerged from his throat.
"Why have you followed me?" His grip on your shoulder felt tight, though to him it probably felt like a light squeeze.
You attempted to squeak out the words, but nothing came out. The only look on your face was sheer terror at the sight of the dog demon above you.
After realizing he wouldn't get an answer from you, he reluctantly lets go, watching as you quickly pull yourself up, rubbing at the soreness.
He half expected you to run away in terror like any sane person, until you were a foot away from his face, clearly fuming.
"What the hell is wrong with you?!" You screamed in anger, catching Sesshomaru off guard, though only visible by the way his eyes slightly widen in surprise.
"I came here to make sure you were okay because you've been disappearing for who knows how long now, and I've been worried!"
His jaw clenched tight as he stared you down. Despite your defiant attitude, you still shrunk back knowing fully well he was able to cleave your body in half with one swipe.
"This is none of your concern, return to camp." He words spat venomously, as if the very shred of concern was enough to poison the well of strength he had left.
You take in a deep breath in an attempt to calm down before turning to meet his gaze, this time with a more sympathetic approach. "I'm sorry... for the outburst, but if there is anything I can do to help you, then please tell me."
While your wording was careful, he was aware of your intent behind it.
He replied back with a scoff, "I require nothing from defenseless burden, remove yourself immediately."
You wince, his harsh words stung like cold knives. It was one thing to know you were unwanted, but to hear it from someone who had a hold on you was.. disheartening. Then again, he's been keeping you alive all this time without one sound of complaint, but why?
With hurt still visible, you asked him that very question.
"Then why have you kept me around all this time? I thought you despised me..?"
The dog demon looked down to the ground for a moment, and for a moment only, you saw his prideful facade falter, before he raised his walls up once more.
"... Sesshomaru?"
He couldn't continue, fearing that his emotions would give away all of the constitution he had in his body.
"You must leave, now." He demanded, his harsh tone masking the inner panic he felt, whilst groaning in discomfort. Once again, you stood your ground, not wanting to leave him in his state. "Absolutely not, I refuse to leave you here to suffer!"
His breathing grew heavier with each passing moment, trying to stifle himself as much as possible before it became noticeable.
"Do you know what you're doing to me, Human?" He spoke lowly, communicating it directly to your face as it twisted from genuine concern to confusion.
"What did you say??" You backed up slowly, Sesshomaru moving forward in sync, until your back hit a tree trunk. He then single-handedly pinned your shoulder to the tree, his grip so tight that it felt like it could leave bruising for tomorrow.
He narrowed his golden eyes on you with ferocity, his intent with you becoming increasingly more noticeable.
"You have no idea of what you've gotten yourself into, correct?"
"No!" You squirmed in his grasp as his breath tickled the loose strands of hair on your head "I don't understand! What's gotten into you?!"
Sesshomaru rolled his eyes at your cluelessness, quickly giving you a rundown of what was happening to him.
"A few times a year, certain demons will go into a rut or heat for a few days. I am one of those unlucky few."
You mentally slap yourself upside the head. So that was why he was acting moodier than normal.. and probably why you could feel something poking at your thigh.
You gulped thickly, almost afraid that you may have bitten off more than you could chew, so to speak.
"Normally, these urges remain under control.. that was until you arrived." He growled, breathing in deeply and taking in the smell of your own growing arousal, and a hint of fear.
That also explained why he was distant as hell, he was probably trying not to harm you before his rut ended.
"...I think I understand now."
You had little education with the biology of demons, but with the way he was staring you down like that... it made you feel things that probably wouldn't have helped the situation, now that you were at the very least aware
His clawed hand on your shoulder then moved upward towards your jaw, where he held you in place as his thumb stroked your cheek almost tenderly.
His eyes roamed up and down your face as he partially opened his mouth, fangs just barely poking out, looming just over yours in a breath of hot air. Your eyes met his in a moment of time slowed down, a moment of anticipation that slowly slipped away.
A few moments passed before he sighed deeply, his grasp on you loosening enough to where you could have escaped. You took the chance to slip from his iron like grip, and stumbling over your feet as you distanced yourself.
While the distance wasn't far apart, Sesshomaru kept his back turned from you as he spoke.
"If you do not wish to be here, then I suggest you get moving."
His voice hadn't sounded any less powerful or commanding, but there was just a hint of desperation in his voice, telling you that he didn't want you to leave, far from it.
For a moment, you thought of what to do in a situation like this. Normally if a demon wanted to fuck you senselessly, you'd run away in terror.. but this wasn't just any demon.
The proud lord of the west, Sesshomaru, was in a rut and wasn't going to turn down the opportunity to roll in the hay. It also seemed that you may have been the main catalyst for his increased libido.
He wanted your body, that much was obvious, but it seemed like his rut was also affecting his mental state, and it wouldn't be good for him to stay pent up for another day.
After all, his survival did mean yours as well, and... because you been pining over him for the past two months, you wouldn't mind being used as his temporary solution.
"I'll stay here with you, Sesshomaru." You reply whilst looking away, face growing redder by the second. You almost couldn't believe that you were going through with this, though a part of you yearned to be his companion, even if for a night.
The dog demon's ears perk up at your answer. His face immediately masks the arousal with an aloof expression, though his enticed eyes tell a different story.
"You will be bred until the rut is over. Are you certain you can handle it?" He questioned with a warning tone, watching your every movements like a hawk.
You blush profusely at his words, more so at his claim of being bred like a dog, so to speak, and try as you might, you can't find a muscle in your body that doesn't want for it.
"I am." You assure him with a firm nod, and within a flash, he's standing in front of you, pulling you into his body.
Now that he has your confirmation, he wastes no time.
Your eyes widen at his speed, stumbling forwards and latching onto him as he falls back into a soft patch of grass with a thud. He then rolls over onto you, his full body weight against yours as your hands scramble to unclasp the buckles of his chest piece, each time failing faster than before.
Sesshomaru rolls his eyes and snaps the buckles off like so in a expertly fashion, before tossing the piece aside.
He briefly stares into your eyes before crashing his lips against yours in a rough kiss. His mouth is heavy against yours, moving with conviction and a passion you'd never experienced before in your life.
His kisses feel hot and needy, as if asking for more than just a warm body to lay with. A part of you feels comforted from his want, the other aroused by it.
As your lips disconnect, you feel his heavy panting increasing as he grabs at the hem of your collar. You hear the tear of fabric before feeling it as you gasp. Sesshomaru's claws rip away the front of you sweater and conversely your bra. The cold breeze of the night stings on your nipples as they firm up, leaving you shivering and quite a bit angry.
You sit up, glaring at him with a disapproving look. "That was my last clean sweater!"
Again, he stared at you with indifferent eyes as he spoke, "You won't be needing it now, my seed will keep you warm."
You feel a red flush coming up, yelping when Sesshomaru pushes you back down with his face near your chest. He then pops one of your breasts in his mouth and begins sucking on it like a newborn while his hand fondles your other breast.
You close your eyes as you stifle a moan, trying not to be so loud as to not wake the others. That is until Sesshomaru nips at your breast that you let out a surprised cry. His fangs just barely poking the mound of flesh.
With a hushed voice you whisper yell at him. "Why did you say it like that?!"
He says nothing, this time moving backwards near your legs, your bottom half still wearing a pair of denim pants. He holds back for a moment, giving you ample time to slide out of the underwear and jeans you were currently wearing.
Afterwards, he moves back to the space in between your legs and parts your thighs. You watch observantly as his fingers begin to rim around your entrance in a mesmerizing loop, before plunging one of his long fingers inside. You let out a small moan as he pumps his finger in and out, never breaking eye contact with you.
A second and third finger soon make their way into your body as he picks up speed, his thumb rubbing your untouched clit with the same fervor.
"Sesshomaru." You whimper as his fingers continue to plunge in deeper, curling along your smooth walls with slick arousal. He growls from hearing the sound of your soft mewls of pleasure. He continues his actions all the while you try your best not to make a sound too loud, else someone might investigate.
It was both thrilling and torturous to have him do whatever it was he wanted with you, with your consent of course. But the minute you felt the closing in of climax, he pulled away.
Sesshomaru raised his fingers towards his mouth and lapped at the juices running down his digits.
You caught yourself practically whining at the missing senses after seeing that, only to have Sesshomaru going down on you, his face practically pressed up against your heat. And to think your face couldn't get any redder..
He stopped for less than a moment to take in the scent before closing the distance between him and you. His tongue lolled around your silt, trailing up and down and circling your clit, before penetrating your core. You cry out and immediately cover your mouth with your hands, moments too late.
Sesshomaru glares up at you and pulls your hands away. With a husky voice, he speaks his demand. "Let me hear your sounds."
You shake your head, "The others--"
"They will not hear us tonight, rest assured."
There was no point in arguing after this point if he was so certain that there wouldn't have to be a big explanation, he quickly went back to eating you out.
This time you let out softer moans, ones to let him know he was good since it seemed to be feeding into his ego.. or unquenchable thirst. Thought you had to admit, he was pretty skilled with his tongue. Every twist and tongue waggle made you squirm and move your body in anticipation, as you once again felt a pulsing in your lower abdomen that kept growing at a steady rate.
Your fingers reached down, coaxing into his long silky hair with a soft grasp. He didn't seem to mind this and even sped up his pace a bit , feeling you clench on his tongue. After a few more minutes, you had finally reached your high and grabbed a fistful of hair, moaning desperately as his clawed hand squeezed on your thigh.
A few seconds later, Sesshomaru began panting as you were, pressing his lips against yours in a hungry kiss. No matter how much of you he had consumed, he was still hungry for more. It seemed that the only thing on his mind left was to fill you to the brim.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, deepening the kiss as he tongue began to savagely explore the areas of your mouth that left you blanking, his fingers digging into your skin every once and a while was the only thing that brought you back to reality.
"Fuck.." You absentmindedly cursed under your breath, of course getting picked up by the dog demon's heightened hearing. Instantly, he whipped his sore, red dick out and flocked to your unoccupied cunt.
He was quick to slip in, barely giving you enough time to get used to the stretch or intrusion. You whimpered at the full feeling, panting with a moan as he hissed, his hand grasping at your side as leverage as he began plowing into you.
For the first few moments, his dick seemed to burn within you, inflicting small pains upon you despite the wetness given. Soon after, his impaling thrusts became pleasuring and you were genuinely moaning with the sensation.
This further incited him to ram into your hips faster, his need soon growing closer and the urge to get this over with had taken over. You were practically scream-moaning, mewls of arousal and the overstimulation had you blanking much further as your second climax of the night was soon arriving.
"Scream for me." He whispered as his fangs seemed to sharpen and eyes began changing into their demon state red.
The next moment came as a blur.
Sesshomaru bites down on your neck, leaving a bloody mark as he sent his final thrust against your hips.
"Sesshomaru!~" You cry out as you reach your climax once more, wrapping your legs around him with a tight clench. Panting, your eyes drift downwards as you realize something is happening.
You feel it before you see it, the base of his shaft blowing up like a balloon in a small vent, preventing you from detaching from him. His cum spills within your body and all of it seems to flow directly up into your womb.
Eyes widening at the even larger stretch happening from underneath, you mumble into his chest. "Thats.. a knot.."
Sesshomaru nuzzled against your bloody neck, taking in the scent of the blood perhaps?
"Don't move. It'll be painful for the both of us."
You rolled your eyes intently. "I'm aware, I've taken biology classes before."
"Roll your eyes again and I shall make sure you can never walk again."
You shudder at his words. One hand, he probably means he's going to fuck you into next year, on the other, he'll probably rip out your spine. He senses your hesitancy to speak and exhales contently.
For a few moments, you remain fused together as you're certain that he may be merciful and say he's spent. Though the look in his eyes says differently. His stare tells you that with every clench, scream, and moan he's heard, he's not going to let you go so easily.
Maybe it's that, or the twitching member you still feel inside, even as he begins deflating.
Once it fully deflates, he pulls out of you, his seed begins dripping down a bit onto the grass below. He pushes himself off of you temporarily as you shakily sit up, your legs almost wanting to give out even when you weren't standing.
"Please.. tell me you'll be gentler next time.."
Sesshomaru looks offended by that sentence. "The next will be in less than one minute, and no, it won't be."
Your head snaps back to him in disbelief, suddenly recalling his words earlier. He was saying something to the extent of "being bred until the rut ends"..
Dammit.. not that you weren't going to enjoy it, but if Sesshomaru was as relentless in bed as he was in battle then you were in for a long night.
"That's not fair! I need a few minutes to catch my breath!" You whined, already watching his member growing hard again.
"You did this to yourself once you agreed to give me your body." He counters, eyes watching you expectantly as you sigh heavily before limply crawling over to him.
He quickly pulls you into his lap, fangs finding your flesh once more as he bites down, this time on your shoulder. You wince, already feeling hoarse in your throat.
"Please tell me this isn't part of the mating process." You murmur against his shoulder, lifting your hips up as you ease yourself onto his stick-straight dick.
His silence is loud as he rocks his hips against yours, holding you flush against his chest.
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The dawn breaks over your tired and spent body as Sesshomaru tosses his white robe onto you. You did well to sate him, even if you complained about his rough pacing or incessant need to cover you in marks.
Still, he wouldn't forget this, far from it. You gave yourself to him this night, and it turn he would give himself to you. Despite how much he despised it in previous months, he felt a genuine stir in his cold heart for you as you did for him, he was sure.
Perhaps you would even bare his young?
What a wonderful thought. Though he would never stop wanting to fill you with his seed despite his instinctual need. The sounds of your cries of pleasure and moaning were enough to leave him wanting more every time.
He watched as you stirred in your sleep, legs sore and body aching from last nights rut.
He was most likely going to bring you to a stream nearby once he checked up on the others, hell, he even felt tempted to have Jaken take Rin out to catch this mornings meal as a cover to fuck you some more.
All he had to do now was wait for you to awaken, then the two of you could continue what you last started.