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Summer was just around the corner, which meant every student in Japan was studying harder than they ever did in their lives for the upcoming exams.
This applied to Toya, to which he had no trouble with.
He wasn’t the type of person to try to cram everything in his brain while studying, in fact, he was quite the student to be able to memorize and take note of every lecture and lessons he received from his teachers at school. Toya sometimes hated to admit this, but he felt a little proud of himself being the good student everyone looked up to, with a grade that never lowered down anywhere near a 90%.
Toya was sitting down at his desk, reviewing the last of his notes he wrote down during class. His room was surrounded by darkness as lots of time had passed since he had performed with his teammates, had an after party to celebrate their successful live show, and arriving home late to get scolded by his father, which he was used to. To compensate for his late arrival, Toya decided to study as late as he could for his exams which were just coming up. Surprisingly he had studied for so long the only light source he had was coming from his desk lamp that only shined over his notes.
Finally, Toya had finished the last of his notes leaving him free for the rest of the night. Toya placed down his pencil and leaned a little back from his chair to stretch letting out a small yawn. The split haired boy was relieved that he was going to be able to get some sleep tonight, to which he didn't really want to as his mind was occupied with something or rather someone.
Tonight, Toya should have been going to sleep he should have, even if it was a weekend tomorrow, he didn't really like sleeping in.
However, his mind was craving for someone so badly his brain was nearly numbing of overthinking of them. The image of one of his singing teammates or actually his girlfriend would keep on appearing in his head, his one and only beloved he was head over heels in love with Kohane Asuzsawa.
Toya tried to ease his mind by wandering his mind to something study related, but the thought of his fingers wrapping around Kohanes soft flimsy blonde hair enticed his entire body to submit to this warm sensation.
“~Ngh~” He softly groaned letting everything he was ever thinking of to shift into thoughts of his adorable girlfriend
While he attempted to hold himself up on his chair, the images of Kohanes voice, her fragile body, just everything about her made the blunettes vison turn all blurry with the desire to see- no feel Kohane against his body.
As much as Toya craved Kohane he knew he shouldn't, even if he had her number saved on his contacts and could call her and hear her soothing voice, he shouldn't be bothering her in the middle of the night, especially when she was sleeping. Yet a part of him couldn't take this swelling feeling in his heart anymore and wanted to hear Kohanes natural shy voice to needily call out his name while he did the most unholy things to her.
Unexpectedly there was a small knock on his window.
Toya was instantly pulled out of thoughts, as in a swift motion he spun his chair and promptly stopped himself at the sudden noise.
It was strange as the outside of his windows wasn't surrounded by trees or basically anything that would strike his window, he knew this wasn't his imagination or a sound from nature. The confused boy then started hearing strange mumbling through the pure white curtains. Toya felt scared with this unfamiliar situation, which caused him to stay frozen in his chair not making any noise with the only sound of his heart racing registering through his ears.
Suddenly his phone received a notification, this reminded Toya to snap out of his frozen state and placed his focus on his phone which layed on his desk. Slowly he got out of his chair and grabbed his phone to see... a text from Kohane?
“Aoyagi kun I'm really sorry if I woke you up, I came to see you since I needed something to discuss with you.”
Oh, so it was just Kohane. It was just Kohane.
Toya was dumbfounded by the sudden arrival of his girlfriend, mainly he was surprised of her arrival to his house. His heart was still racing from the sudden scare, despite that he approached the window and pushed the curtains out of the way revealing his beloved girlfriend staring gently at him with her hazel brown-like eyes.
Immediately meeting her gaze, he quickly noticed she was wearing her pale pink sleepwear that he wasn’t really accustomed to with the few memories they spent together at her house, except he couldnt say the same for her champagne like sparkling blonde pigtails that remained in place the last time they saw each other, indicating Kohane hadn’t really gone to sleep either.
Toya felt safer and in fact, his heart was starting to fill up with a strange intoxicating feeling that would just increase every time he exhaled. “What good timing” He tried to distract himself as he opened his window to let Kohane in his room.
Upon entering his room, Kohane raised herself up almost to Toya’s height and planted a small peck onto her boyfriend. That small action made the unprepared Toya shudder back a bit in surprise making his body feel even hotter than before. Kohane noticed his embarrassment and let a giggle escape from her. “Hello Aoyagi kun sorry for the sudden intrusion, I should have at least informed you, but I didn't want to interrupt your studying.”
Toya tried to listen to Kohane, however even if he tried to even speak his body would burst with too much heat overflowing in his body.
The blonde-haired girl noticed Toya’s cheeks were flushed red carefully positioned herself into her boyfriend's view “Your body is heating up Aoyagi kun are you okay? should I leave if you're not feeling well” Kohane asked with worriness in her tone. In order to check his condition Kohane rested her hand on Toya’s forehead which felt burning hot.
All of a sudden, the worried girl sensed one hand wrapping around her waist which startled her a bit.
“Aoyagi kun what ar-” Toya didn't let her finish and hooked his other hand around her nape, forcing her to glance at only him. Instantly she felt her back pressed against the wall of his room letting a gasp escape from her lungs, then without warning her boyfriend slowly lowered his mouth onto hers making the girl's eyes widen with shock. Kohane should have made him stop whatever he was doing, however the familiar heat of his mouth on hers made her feel crazy with love. She didn't want this to end, she desired more of his lusty actions.
“~Mmm~” Kohane moaned as Toya deepened the kiss, his tongue exploring every part of her mouth finally settling at her own tongue. Kohane could only grip onto the back of Toya’s sweater and force her back onto the wall to prevent herself from falling. After what seemed like a short period of time the couple finally pulled their mouths apart gasping for air, leaving behind a string of saliva between them.
Kohane was the only thing Toya wanted so badly at the moment, and now that she was here, he couldn't let her go.
Kohane on the other hand didn't know if she should be confused or savoring this sudden clinginess from her boyfriend, she was in a mix of emotions.
Her thoughts her interrupted by Toya hooking his slender fingers onto one of Kohanes pigtails, to which he faintly pulled down loosening one side of her hair. As Toya firmly gripped onto the buttons of Kohanes thin nightclothes attempting to also undo them, Kohane finally mustered up the courage to form some words
“Aoyagi kun... please- wait... stop...”
Upon hearing Kohanes plead in a tone he couldn't really understand, Toya immediately came back to his original senses.
What was he even thinking? Trying to be intimate with her? Letting his own desires be fulfilled? How selfish, just selfish and a terrible boyfriend.
The guilt and shame started getting to Toya, making him anxiously let go of his girlfriend's clothes, not long after he shakily pulled himself off her to move away from the wall to only settle down onto his bed. Covering his eyes with his palms in the process.
“I'm so sorry Asuzawa” Toya finally muttered after what seemed like a while. “I have no excuses for not controlling myself with you, you can just leave if you want im just... so sorry...” God what was he even saying? The thought of how he had just hurt his own girlfriend made his heart feel emptier compared to how he was feeling a moment ago.
The blue-haired boy felt two little, but soft delicate hands grab a hold of his own roughed out hands to place them down onto the bed.
For some reason the girl who usually would listen to just anybody's request even if she was told to leave by her own boyfriend, was positioning herself on the bed, finding the two shy people with hidden intense feelings situated beside each other.
“Aoyagi kun...” Just Toya hearing his surname made him feel distant with Kohane, even if they were a couple and their relationship deepened with the time they spent together, they still called each other by their last names. No matter how much he rephrased “Kohane” in his head, he couldn't bring himself to let that name spill out of him no matter how much he wanted to. He just didn't know when would be the right time to do that. Thinking of that hit him with the thought of guilt all over again causing him to lower down his gaze, detaining contact with the teenage girl.
Aware of his guilt Kohane tried to gain his focus back “Aoyagi kun you don't need to apologize, I wasn't scared or anything it's just...” No sign of fear or rage was evident in her words neither from her voice. “I was surprised you would pull something like that, since you’re mostly really calm and chill going even if we are practicing or together...”
“Huh” Toya couldn't quite realize how he himself had mostly put on a nonchalant personality for most of the time he and Kohane spent together, and this one particular moment had put a huge shock on her girlfriend who was used to his calm going and predictable actions. “I was just so shocked by you suddenly taking me as yours I wasn't ready, but now-” There was a slight pause.
“I think I'm ready now”
All at once Toya felt Kohane lean in taking control of his mouth on hers, Toya's eyes widened at the sudden kiss. However, the mischievous girl continued making out with him asserting dominance on him. Unfortunately, they were forced to pull away from the warm feeling which didn't feel enough, Kohane took this moment to cup the flushed boy's cheek resulting his face turning so red it would bring a tomato to shame. Kohane couldn't help but laugh.
“Aoyagi kun are you okay- Ah!”
Kohanes world suddenly turned upside down, like literally as Toya took a hold of Kohanes waist immediately throwing her entire back onto the bed, she could only respond with a muffled gasp as the impatient boy climbed on top of her not wanting to wait any longer.
With no resistance from his partner (In dating terms), Toya promptly started planting kisses all over her precious hamster making everything about her his. This obviously wasn't their first time doing intimate things together, yet it still felt strange as if it was their first time. During their make out session Toya fumbled his fingers to loosen the last strand of her pigtails pulling it off with ease, letting out her natural long hair.
In an instant Toya ran out of room to leave more of his kisses, nevertheless he wasn’t going to stop then. He proceeded his way down to a panting Kohane missing her neck where he mercifully bit down onto her collarbone, causing an immediate reaction from her.
“~Hah~ Nhh..~Ao-y-yagi kun!!!~” Kohane That was pleasure to his ears leading him to want more. Instinctively he desperately clasped his slender fingers onto the same familiar buttons of her already sweating pajamas giving him a sense of deja vu.
“Asuzawa san can I?” Toya asked purposely not finishing his question as she knew what he meant by that. Even if the answer was obvious, he still wanted to double check as he didn't want to repeat the same mistake again, I mean it was mostly because he cared about consent a lot.
The flushed latter only answered with a simple nod, her dark brown eyes begging him to continue to which he couldn't hold back any longer to.
Growing up Toya was forced to endure classical music resulting him to be real good with his fingers, Toya hated thinking this way, but he was grateful to his father at this moment to be blessed with these digits able to withstand anything.
"I love you Asuzawa" So, at a slow pace one by one Toya undid the buttons on her shirt, finally letting it slide down where he ended up tossing it down onto the floor. As he glanced back down to Kohanes body wanting to fill his brain images of the bare skin of his girlfriend, he was hit with a surprise. The girl revealed to be also wearing a fancily designed milky white bra which looked more... sexy and carefully bought to probably rile a certain person up.
“Asuzawa san you... were hoping for this? Is that why you... came over?” Toya shockingly murmured not knowing what else to say to this.
Kohanes face flushed redder than a fresh ripe strawberry, she gently took this opportunity to attempt to cover her entire face with the back of her palm. However, her hands were just too tiny, which made the embarrassed girl give up and force out a reply.
“Yeah”
Without warning she sensed an entire hand grip onto her pants. A loud gasp came from Kohane, yet Toya paid no attention to her surprise and swiftly pulled the last holy part of her clothes down showing Toya the matching white panties of her bra, in a flash he soon discarded her pants down where her shirt also was.
“Asuzawa, please let me give you everything you were hoping for.” Toya practically begged his palms now rubbing against her bare-naked thighs making her squirm under his weight. “~Yes...! Please-!” She couldnt contain herself and started screaming with the sudden pleasure she was receiving.
“With pleasure” Toya whispered listlessly into her right ear, oh God her entire body felt feverish when she felt his hot breath on her ear.
Gradually Toya parted his still warm hand away from her thigh which caused Kohane to whine by the lack of warmth she had lost, despite that she wasn’t going to be surrounded by this cold feeling for long. As the blue haired jaw dropping gorgeous teen boy took a hold of her waist finding his mouth on her slight jiggly stomach pleasantly licking it milking out moans from Kohane who had let down her guard.
“~AH! ~”
That was too much noise coming from a tiny timid creature from her. Immediately he entirely stopped his actions thoroughly. “Asuzawa? Are you okay did I hurt you?” Toya worriedly asked making sure he didn't inflict any harm onto her girlfriend.
“No... I want something more than this-” She didn't even finish her own sentence and started tugging on the others pants making his eyes widen hinting what she wanted. LUST. Unfortunately for Kohane She was too weak to take off Toya's clothes unlike the lad that easily stripped her. However, she still tried and could only slide down his pants all the way down to his thighs, catching a slight glimpse of his boxers
She was quickly stopped by Toya grabbing both of her wrists and shoving them down onto the bed with little strength in worries of accidentally breaking her arms.
“Asuzawa I'm sorry for this but I am going to have to stop you there.” Kohane softly whimpered at his rejection. Noticng her dissapointment Toya let go of Kohanes wrists to close himself around the girls body burying his face onto one of her shoulders, inhaling the wonderful smell of her naked skin.
“Asuzawa I do want to go farther than this, but even if my room is soundproof, I'm afraid the both of us will be too loud and we might wake my parents up.” Kohane didn’t respond and instead wrapped his arms around the lad in hopes to spread her warmth which did end up working.
Toya continued “And I'm not really prepared right now, you know... condoms and stuff like that. Maybe if you ask me ahead of schedule then we can, I promise.” He compromised his hands stroking her back to make up for the rejection.
“Yeah, sure I'm okay with that Aoyagi kun” Kohane finally replied.
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Toya's room was always naturally cold even in the late summer which would be useful in the hot summer but freezing to death in winter. except on this specific day his room felt all hot as if he was laying down on a hot summer pavement in late July, yet it felt comfortable and warm and even smelt like flowers...
However, he soon felt the warmth leave him making him feel all bitterly cold again in his room. He fluttered open his eyes to see... Kohane away from the bed and slipping on her discarded clothes from last night.
Kohane sensed that the boy was staring at her knowing she woke him up. “Aoyagi kun Good Morning did I wake you up?”
Toya rised his body up from his bed, hands supporting his body by using the headboard of his bed. He quickly noticed he was bare naked with only his boxers keeping him warm, huh? That was strange... Toya didn't recall also taking off his clothes last night, but it didn't really matter anyway. “No Asuzawa you didn't wake me up” he finally spoke reassuring Kohane.
Kohane warmly smiled at him while she recovered her final piece of clothing and put it on. She then headed to Toya’s window, carefully opening it in order not to make a loud noise that could wake up the Aoyagi residence. She stopped in her tracks and spun her head around so she could maintain eye contact with Toya.
“You know Aoyagi kun, if you're not busy next week since exams will be over..., and that school will be over...” What was this girl possibly plotting?
“You can come over to my place next Saturday after practice, and you won't need to worry... my parents won't be home on that day, so we can be as loud as we want. I mean if you want to that's of course.” Her words felt alien, was this even the same sweet and innocent Kohane who wasn't interested in an inappropriate act called sex talking? Nonetheless he didn't keep her waiting.
“Sure, Asuzawa I will be looking forward to it.” Toya weakly answered, not really meaning to indicate to her how tired he was. Kohane misunderstood his tone and took that as a sign that he obviously needed to rest.
So, as she entered, she left quietly. Before shutting the window, she mumbled a few words.
“Goodbye Aoyagi kun I love you, I will see you at practice rest well.”
Now that Kohane was gone Toya felt a little no a lot different than he did whenever the girl left his side with the moments they usually spent together. He could have sworn he felt more clinginess than he ever felt. A clingily part of his brain was calling himself an idiot for letting her go easily and not being able to let her stay a little bit longer, while his logical side of his brain was relieved Kohane was able to leave early as either one of his parents would check up on him only to find him sleeping with a naked girl.
The blunette only sighed and went back to sleep, thoughts still on hold of the girl and how he was so eager to see her again.
And especially next week.