I'm here...

by AdaWongs_Bestgirl

Summary:

Alucard is sad and depressed, this takes place after season 3 and I am completely ignoring season 4 because I haven't finished watching it yet

Notes:

Ermm so like I'm no longer insanely obsessed with Resident evil anymore and it has moved to Castlevania 💀💀

Anyway I have cried multiple times over the fact that Trevor x Alucard isn't canon so I decided to write this fanfic because some good Trevor x Alucard fanfics have been reading haven't been updated so lmao.

The basic idea for this story is for the next chapter to be about Trevor and how he goes to Alucard and they like bond and all that shit then fall in love.

Please enjoy, leave kudos and comment. It really makes my day and does kinda motivate me to write sadly

Also for some reason I couldn't find top Trevor Belmont tag so i guess bro is forever cursed to never be a top. I've also only just realised how short this is so I'm gonna blame It on the fact that my mental health is in the pits of hell at the moment and all that stupid shit ❤❤

Chapter 1

Alucard... wasn't alright. Shit... what could he even say, Alucard hadn't been alright for fucking months. His entire life had basically gone to shit... his mother getting burned for being a 'witch', his father writing practically the world's longest suicide note in history, being asleep for about a year while his father planned to commit genocide against mankind.

Alucard hadn't had a fucking break in months. When he was woken by a dim witted hunter, the last remaining Belmont of the Belmont family, and a magician speaker, he thought his life might be able to get better. Although dealing with that annoying Belmont who always quick to make remarks, Alucard could of gotten used to them...

After killing Alucard's father he though maybe... just maybe, they would stay with him. Give him company he had longed for and craved for over a year. But no, they went on their own way together... leaving poor old Alucard alone. Left to fend for himself in his father's... no, his castle all by himself.

Those long corridors silent as ever, no one there to give him the comfort he needed in this sad lonely world. What was Alucard thinking... he didn't need anyone or anything, he could live his life in a castle by himself for the rest of eternity.

Atleast... that's what he thought. After about a month of being alone Alucard had basically already lost his mind. Resulting to him making a doll of that stupid Belmont and the magician speaker to talk to, atleast they wouldn't leave him like the real ones did...

Having that all out in the open, when his supposed new friends had appeared in his life, Sumi and Taka, he was over joyed at teaching people to kill vampires. Maybe he should of been a bit suspicious... but thinking about his mother and Trevor... Alucard knew it was the right thing to do. Atleast... he thought it was the right thing to do.

He though he had made new friends, people who would actually stay with him. Possibly even live with Alucard and keep him company in the depressing castle he had literally killed his own father in. But of course, like everything in Alucard's life, it went to absolute shit.

Maybe it was a bit weird that they had walked into his room and had sex with him, but what could Alucard care. He hadn't been touched in God knows how long... it was all fine. But well, good things can't last forever. He had been tied up, Alucard couldn't move, teleport out of it or even shape shift... he was helpless all because he had trusted two humans...

After that night Alucard had become even more insane, going as far to follow in his father's actions and leave their bodies out side with a stick going through out of their mouth. Could anyone blame him though? Maybe it was his own stupidity of trusting two humans who said they wanted to learn how to kill vampires, or maybe it was the fact Alucard had craved the touch of someone.

It didn't matter though... not anymore. Nothing mattered to Alucard anymore, he had given up on life at this point. Resulting to drink as much as his body could handle, Alucard was not okay and he hadn't been for a while. He had now only just fully realised that...

He hadn't had the proper time to grieve his mother, nor his father, now he was stuck inside the castle he had grown up in... the castle he had killed his own father in, along with a few other vampires. And now also the castle he had murdered two humans he had thought to be his friends, maybe even more?

It had been harsh on him, but it's better to move forward in life than think about the past. So Alucard decided to move forward but that would be hard with him carrying the guilt of carrying his father's death and his two human friends deaths on his shoulders.

Chapter 2: Chapter 2

Summary:

Trevor's side now!! Yippee

Notes:

Okay now I and all of you people reading this are all very lucky souls. I accidentally deleted the entire of this chapter and had a mental breakdown before realising that I could reverse my actions so yeah. I hope you guys enjoy this.

Please leave Kudos and comments as they would all be appreciated!! :3

After defeating Dracula, Trevor and Sypha went on their way. Off to find more adventures and save more people from the creatures of the night looking to kill everything that comes to sight.

Trevor and Sypha had probably been travelling together for about a month, killing night creatures and staying in cabins or wherever they could find to sleep for the night. Some nights Trevor would go out to the closest bar, just to get away from everything. Like always Sypha would never accompany Trevor as drinking wasn't really her thing.

Today like always Trevor was sat alone in the nearest bar, keeping to himself and buying drinks whenever he had finished the previous ones. Everything was all fine, just an average night. But then, he heard some people talking.

Trevor wasn't one to eavesdrop on other people's conversations, but one word had caught his attention... Dracula. More importantly, the son of Dracula. That had gotten Trevor's attention. Why would they be talking about Alucard? Questions flooded through his mind, had he been injured? Had Alucard somehow gotten himself in some horrible situation? Shit... Trevor even felt a bit worried, why was he worried about the son of Dracula?

Upon listening in he heard something about how the son of Dracula had gone insane like his father. That couldn't be true, although Trevor hadn't know the Dhampir long he knew he was nothing like his father. Alucard was better than his father, he acted more human than vampire, there was no way he would do what his father did. Right?

Trevor had instantly rushed back to the cabin he and Sypha had been staying at to tell her the news.

"Sypha, apparently our lovely Dhampir friend has gone on a rampage. Just like his father!" Trevor says in a low, almost angry voice as he tells Sypha what he had heard while enjoying a few drinks. Sypha just rolls her eyes and looks Trevor up and down, "You sure? Maybe it was just a bunch of drunk people blabbering on about nothing." Sypha says with a little huff.

One thing Trevor knew is that rumours past around always had a starting point. Which meant that someone had obviously started this rumour that Alucard was following in his father's footsteps. Trevor just needed to find out if it was true. "We need to go back to the Castle! Find out it's true!" Trevor demands in a loud voice as he basically stomps his foot aswell.

"Well Treffy," God Trevor absolutely hated it whenever she him him that, "how about you go back to the Castle and see Alucard since you're so worried about him, there are a bunch of speakers said to be arriving and I think my grandfather may be there." Sypha says with a little smile as she gives Trevor a pat on the shoulder.

And there he was... travelling alone, again. Just like he had before he met Alucard and Sypha. Trevor had left the next morning, packed a few things with the help of Sypha, took the wagon and begun his journey to Alucard's Castle. It was weird thinking about that... it was Alucard's castle, not Dracula's.

The journey to the castle wasn't that long, about two days or so. The days passed by fast thought, Trevor was too worried about Alucard to worry about how many days it took to get there. God... why was he so worried, if the rumours were true and Alucard had begun killing humans... Trevor would have to kill him.

When Trevor arrived at the castle the instant stench of death hit his nose, Trevor was used to the smell but it was so shocking to smell it coming from the place he least hoped it would come from. "Fuck..." Trevor whispers to himself as he sees the two dead bodies on either side of the stairs leading up to the door of the castle. A young male and a female...

Upon closer inspection Trevor could see their necks were slit... and they were wearing night gowns? Trevor noticed that there seem to be no fang bite marks anywhere on them except for the obvious slit throat. It had only been the death of a slit throat that had killed the both of them.

Trevor's hands gripped tightly into his trousers. He was angry, Sypha and him had left Alucard for about a month or two and he had already begun a killing spree just as his father had, Trevor was lucky to have gotten here before anymore humans had become victims to the Dhampir.

Trevor, basically furious at this point storms to the front doors of the castle and bangs on them, but there was no answer and Trevor's hands begun to hurt from banging on the door. Fuck... he would have to find another way in, and so Trevor did. After a bit of searching Trevor found an unlocked window and with a bit of struggle climbed through the window.

Trevor gripped his morning star tightly, he didn't know where Alucard and what kind of state he was in. For all Trevor knew, Alucard could be watching his every move and be stalking him quietly from the shadows. Trevor moved quietly, as quiet as a mouse... but as quick as a hare... eventually he heard something. It sounded like a sniffing noise? As Trevor slowly approached, still being as quiet as before he saw a light coming from within a room.

The kitchen... upon closer inspection Trevor saw Alucard inside. Was he... crying? Maybe Alucard knew Trevor was here and put on an act to catch him off guard so he could kill Trevor with no struggles. If so... Alucard was doing a very good job and fake crying.

There was a glass of red liquid next to Alucard in a glass, Trevor guessing it's wine but he had no idea. Alucard's hair was blocking his face but Trevor could just about see tears running down Alucard's face and falling onto the table, shit... Trevor just wanted to run in and ask Alucard if he was okay. But he had to keep his guard up, even around people he may trust... Trevor was a Belmont after all, that's how he was raised. Be weary of everything that comes your way, even allies and people you may consider friends.

As Trevor slowly inched closer... moving into the room Alucard fell silent, and then teleported behind Trevor and pinned him up against the nearest wall. "What are you doing here, Belmont?" Alucard demanded as he basically hissed like a cat at Trevor as he kept him pinned against the wall.

"Heard some rumours... came to check if they were true. And fuck... they definitely were true." Trevor says with a little grunt, he was a bit winded from being pushed harshly against a fucking stone wall. Trevor's been through worse though, so it wasn't too bad, just a bit of a shock.

"And I'm guessing the all mighty Belmont has come to slay me, son of Dracula, following his father's footsteps?" Alucard growls and shows off his teeth as he gets close to Trevor's neck. Alucard would never bite Trevor, they both knew that, so they just stood there for a bit. Trevor letting out deep huffs and pants while Alucard's teeth rested against his neck.

Trevor was about to push Alucard back when all of a sudden Alucard gripped Trevor tightly and began to cry. Fuck... Trevor was so confused and didn't know what to do, Sypha was better at this shit than he was, so he resorted to patting Alucard on the back and letting him cry his eyes out.

Trevor got a closer look at Alucard and saw that there were red burns all across his body... what the fuck happened to Alucard, Trevor was pissed but he didn't know why. What had happened for the great Alucard to be crying into Trevor's neck, clutching at whatever he could grab and to have red burns all over his body.

Trevor wrapped his arms around Alucard's waist and pulled him closer, Trevor would fucking murder whoever hurt Alucard, he wound find out what happened to Alucard or burn the world down trying to find out what had happened to his blonde haired Dhampir friend.

Trevor would do whatever it took to get Alucard back to his old annoying self... Whatever it took.

Notes:

Okay I'm actually so happy to be writing again, I wasn't actually happy when writing my Krauser x Leon fanfic but I will probably finish it off at some point hopefully. If not I'll leave it on a cliff hanger lmao...

I really love Trevor x Alucard and Castlevania so I am literally so excited while writing this, I'm like so happy and giggling while writing this because I just love me some gay fictional men!!

Chapter 3: Chapter 3

Summary:

Alucard and Trevor drink together...

Notes:

Hey guys... I'm going to go ahead and say I'm so sorry for taking over a month to post this. This has been sat in my notes for a while because I had basically given up. I've been watching s2 of Arcane and it absolutely broke me and I legit have no motivation.

Not kidding my gf of 9 months broke up with me on the day act 3 came out so yeah... I've been doing well...
I've also had tests which have been stupidly hard.

I am also going to blame this on my emotional disorder and the fact that I'm not even that interested in Castlevania anymore (bomb dropped).

Please enjoy anyways. SPOILER ALERT!! I don't actually read over my work before posting it so if there are any spelling mistakes or sentences don't make sense please just accept that I do write these at like 12am when I am really tired.

And now here Trevor was... sat down around a massive table with Alucard comforting him while he cried his eyes out. God... Trevor sucked at comfort, he couldn't even comfort himself, resulting to him drowning out every feeling with alchohol.

Trevor couldn't tell Alucard to drown out his feelings by drinking because by the looks of it Alucard had been doing just that, but with no luck of pushing away everything that had been bothering him.

"Hey... Alucard. Do you want to talk about what happened. Why are there two dead people outside the castle, why did you kill two humans?" Trevor asks lightly, he wanted to approach this slowly. Trevor had no idea what happened which caused Alucard to kill two humans but he's guessing that whatever happened caused his current state right now.

Alucard just cries a bit more, god... he was a mess. Trevor flinches a bit, mostly surprised that Alucard started crying more. He was so shocked and confused that Alucard was such a mess. A sigh left Trevor's mouth as he stood up and walked over to Alucard and pulled him into a hug. Normally hugs helped people calm down so he just hoped a hug would calm Alucard down, or at least make him shut up.

And well... it actually worked. Alucard had stopped crying and was now just letting out little sniffles every now and again, Trevor was actually really surprised it worked normally stuff like this never worked out when.

When he had become a sniffling mess Trevor decides to move back a bit. "So... you okay now?" Trevor asks as he crosses his arms over his chest and tries to look as if he isn't worried. In all honesty, Trevor was most definitely worried. This was probably the first time he saw Alucard cry, and god... it was not a nice thing to look at.

Alucard clears his throat slightly and looks up at Trevor through teary eyes. "I'm very sorry you've had to witness this, Belmont..." Alucard says with a little sigh as he looks back down at the table with a little frown. Trevor didn't really like when Alucard called him Belmont... it just felt weird, and not right.

"Yeah, don't worry about it..." Trevor mumbles out slightly as he avoids looking the Dhampir ian the eyes, how was he supposed to feel at finding Alucard in this state? Alucard literally looked like a mess, even worse than Trevor after a night drinking. "Is there anything I can do for you?" He asks Alucard with a still concerned look on his face.

"God, don't pity me Belmont." The Dhampir responds with a little huff as he wipes his eyes more and straightens his body, acting as if nothing had happened prior even though the redness was still visible in his eyes. Alucard lets out another sigh and stands up approaching a cupboard.

"Do you like Wine?" Alucard asks Trevor with a little smile, he was still obviously upset but was masking it with a small smile. Trevor had noticed this but didn't question it, instead he nodded his head and gave a little "yeah" in response. Trevor wasn't one to turn down a drink, wine may not be his favourite but he always loved an excuse to get drunk. Even if his dear Dhampir friend obviously needed him.

Alucard brings over two clean wine glasses and pours some of the red liquid into both glasses. "This isn't actually going to be blood right?" Trevor asks Alucard with a concerned look. Who knows, maybe Alucard wanted to play a sick joke on Trevor and make him drink blood instead of wine.

"Don't worry, I would never." Alucard says with a little smile that shows off his sharp fangs slightly. "Also I'm not a big fan of blood." He clarifies as he sits opposite Trevor and drinks some of the wine that he had just poured.

At that Trevor raises an eyebrow, he thought vampires needed blood to survive. Was that not the same for Dhampirs.

"You don't need blood to survive?" Trevor asks curiously as he looks at Alucard with a interested glance at this new knowledge he had just found out.

"A Belmont not knowing alot about Dhampirs, I'm not surprised that the house of Belmont got dumber through generations." Alucard chuckles and drinks some more of his wine. Trevor glares but doesn't say anything.

"A Dhampir doesn't just live off blood. Half human, so I can eat normal food like a normal person. But I could drink blood if I wanted to and it would give the same effect of food." Alucard tells Trevor with a little smile as he watches Trevor closely.

Trevor notices Alucard's gaze but ignores it and begins to drink some of his wine. Sypha would of been pissed if she knew he was drinking and not trying to figure out why Alucard had been so upset. She wasn't here though, so who was Trevor to care about Sypha's morals and what she thought was the best idea at this time when she hadn't even accompanied him.

 

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It had probably been around an hour by now? Trevor had lost track after his 3rd drink, did he care though? No, of course not! Trevor hadn't had a good drink in a while, wine might not be his favourite drink but it was good enough enough quality for his opinion not to matter at this current moment.

Alucard was pretty flushed up, he had been drinking alot recently. At least he had someone to drink with though. Normally Alucard would just be sat at the table, all alone, drinking to try and forget whatever was on his mind. He was literally becoming Belmont...

"So... how's adventuring with Sypha going." Alucard asks drunkenly with a slight hint of jealousy in his voice. Alucard was a slight bit jealous... Trevor and Sypha had dropped him as quick as a pin to go off on adventures, leaving him alone to grief with no one to comfort him.

That was mostly the reason he had let Sumi and Taka get so close to him... Alucard had craved human touch and love after his friends had abandoned him... didn't even try to visit at all. Just too busy having fun without him, it made Alucard feel bitter.

Trevor lets out a little sigh and finishes off his fourth cup. "God... don't even get me started." Trevor says in a gruff and almost annoyed voice. At that Alucard raises an eyebrow slightly. Was something negative happening between Trevor and Sypha? Alucard was interested now...

Trevor upon seeing Alucard's look of interest on his face grins a little and begins to talk again. "I'm not enjoying this anymore, at first it was fun you know. It was fun going on adventures and killing stuff... but I'm tired." Trevor says with a sigh as he frowns slightly and looks at his empty cup.

"I just want to relax and hang out at a bar, but Sypha isn't a fan of that. I guess I just want someone to go out and get drunk with maybe? Like now." Trevor says with a little smile as he looks up at Alucard with a drunken smile on his face. Why did Alucard look so pretty right now...

God... Trevor just wanted to run his fingers through Alucard's long, beautiful blond hair and stare into those deep golden eyes Alucard has. The thought of that makes Trevor blush slightly and turn to look back at his glass. What was wrong with him? Why was he thinking about Alucard like that? Trevor needed to calm himself down before he gets a boner or something... that would definitely be embarrassing.

After that strange little thought everything continued as normal, Trevor and Alucard drinking together as if they hadn't seen each other in a few months. At least they weren't bickering but with the state Alucard is in Trevor definitely doesn't want to upset him or hurt him even more than he is probably already hurting.

A few more drinks later Alucard and Trevor were completely drunk. Trevor had definitely drank a few more than Alucard but they were both absolutely drunk and would most likely have the worst hangover in the morning. Upon standing up Alucard almost falls over but is caught by Trevor who was standing right next to him.

"So... where am I sleeping." Trevor asks in a mumble as he rubs his eyes slightly and yawns. He was tired and at this point just needed to fall face first into a bed and not wake up. Alucard just looks at him slightly and shrugs his shoulders. "Wherever you want, Belmont." He yawns gently, his fangs coming into view slightly. Trevor can't help but look at Alucard's fangs, wondering what it would be like to have fangs. What it would be like to kiss someone who has fangs...

Trevor let's our a little laugh and grins slightly. "That mean I can sleep with you?" He asks jokingly as he waits at Alucard's reaction and response. "Okay." Is all Alucard responds. He then grabs Trevor's and begins walking In the direction where his bedroom is.

Trevor was too stunned to speak and just let's himself get dragged off to wherever Alucard's room was. After about a minute or two of bring dragged Alucard stops in front of a door. Letting out a little yawn before opening the door and dragging Trevor in.

"You know I was joking... right fangs?" Trevor asks nervously. Alucard replies with a little hum in response and begins to take off his shirt. Trevor looks away and blushes slightly. "So the Belmont can't even look at a male shirtless? Interesting." Alucard mumbles with a little chuckle as he changes into nightwear.

Alucard gets into bed and looks at Trevor standing there clueless and sighs. "Come on Belmont, I don't have all day." He mumbles as he yawns. Trevor lets out a little sigh but doesn't protest. He takes off his shirt but leaves his trousers on, saving himself a bit of his pride and dignity.

Trevor lays down in the bed, it was big enough for them to leave room so they weren't sleeping right next to each other. That didn't stop Alucard from shuffling over slightly towards Trevor and nuzzling into him lovingly.

"I missed you, Trevor." Alucard mutters in a mumble as he was quite tired. He obviously didn't realise what he was saying but it didn't stop Trevor from smiling widely and moving to pull Alucard closer.

"I missed you too..." He says quietly as he decides to hug Alucard tightly and try to fall asleep. Trevor gives Alucard a little kiss on the forehead and smiles into his blond hair. "I missed you so much... more than you could imagine..." With those last words said Trevor knew he would sleep peacefully knowing that Alucard was safe in his arms.

Notes:

Okay I know this chapter was shit. I literally have no idea what the fuck I'm doing with this story or my life in general at this point.

I'm legit just a depressed teenager atp just trying not to cry myself to sleep every night. I would like to say I'd start on Chapter 4 as soon as possible but that probably ain't true. My motivation has gone down so much I legit don't have the energy to write.

Next fanfic I do with probably be until dawn Chris x Josh because that is my new obsession. Oopsies the silly brain takes over again.

Also you guys can take this chapter as an early Christmas present since it's december now

Notes:

Okay I hope you guys enjoyed this because I'm really tired as its literally like 12am and I'm seeing some crazy shit right now lmao. Also I'm again sorry that this is short but like I'm sad and angsty and I'm having relationships problems so boom 🙏🙏