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Satoru had everything he wanted. A stable job which he loved doing even though it took most of his time. A nice house with two cats and a dog, and most importantly he had the greatest relationship in the world.
He was not exaggerating when he was talking to his colleagues about his loving boyfriend who did anything for Satoru, and he was the most handsome man he ever laid his eyes on.
He was not exaggerating when he mentioned Suguru did anything for him. Satoru considered himself a difficult person, as it was what he heard from his parents from time to time while growing up. It was not a secret that he wanted too much attention, and too much of the person he was in a relationship with. Not that he was in many relationships before, and Suguru was his longest one.
The long haired man was insistent even in the beginning of their relationship, providing Satoru with anything and everything he wanted. He didn’t even feel bothered by the lack of his own personal time, because Satoru took almost all of it.
He made sure to make Satoru feel loved, even when he felt too much and wanted to run away from him. Buying him a lot of gifts was one of the least important things Satoru could mention about their relationship. Suguru did it often so it became an ordinary thing. He bought him flowers every now and then, and whenever Satoru had cravings, Suguru was there to order them. If he couldn’t order, he would simply go and buy anything for his boyfriend. He loved surprising the white haired man with well-planned trips, which Satoru simply mentioned during their daily conversations.
Satoru loved him deeply– a love that he didn’t think was real before he met Suguru. Everytime he looked at him, it did something to his heart like he had read before in romance books. He felt himself lucky to have Suguru in his life, and also oddly weird. At one point, he was sure that his parents hired Suguru to keep him happy, as they knew about Satoru’s shitty dating life. But he was real, and Satoru sometimes didn’t know how to deal with having the greatest boyfriend ever.
Still, even though Satoru thought his precious boyfriend was perfect, there was something about Suguru.
There was definitely something wrong going on with him.
At first, Satoru didn’t realize it, because how could he? He was perfect, he didn’t have any flaws, and even this thing couldn’t be considered as a flaw. Maybe. Satoru was not sure.
It was their first year anniversary that Satoru realized it. And it was so out of the blue. Really.
Suguru was the best in bed, Satoru didn’t think so because he had only been with Suguru, no. He was the best because he always made everything so good for Satoru.
He always made sure the other man was comfortable before doing anything, and he took his time preparing Satoru for their first time. And it wasn’t just for once, he loved taking his time with Satoru. He loved eating him out, and making Satoru come just using his tongue and sometimes his fingers before fucking him. He always made sure Satoru enjoyed the sex, even more than himself. Satoru could see that it made him rile up even more, and he enjoyed being the center of attention whenever they had sex.
Satoru didn’t think much of it when Suguru started complaining about using condoms. From time to time, he would say he couldn’t properly feel Satoru’s warmth around his cock, and he wanted to feel it all. Satoru didn’t think it was that serious when Suguru cursed while fucking him and mentioned he wanted to feel him more than this. So their sex eventually ended up being much rougher than before, because Suguru couldn’t finish that early like Satoru did. And it was not a problem at first. Satoru loved coming again and again while Suguru only came once, he could go on.
However, it became a habit of Suguru to fuck him rough and long, even though the foreplay part stayed the same. Sooner than later, it became too much for Satoru to keep up with his boyfriend’s never ending stamina, even though he considered himself to have a great one. He could survive, and go on with his day with just 3 hours of sleep but it was not possible when it came down to having sex with his boyfriend.
He didn’t mention it, though. Suguru did anything for him, spoiling him rotten. So this was the least he could do, but it was difficult going on with his day after getting fucked for hours by Suguru.
Time went by, and it didn’t get any better. Suguru was still the same, complaining about using protection and fucking him for hours and hours until Satoru couldn’t take it. Even though he was on birth control, he couldn’t get himself to say ‘let’s do it without one’. It was a risk he didn’t want to take. Of course he wanted to feel his boyfriend freely as much as the other one did, but he heard a lot of stories about people getting pregnant even without coming inside so he wouldn’t dare.
Time went by, and Satoru endured it. However, there was not more he could do when he was trapped in the corner by his boyfriend while he was so deep into him.
Suguru, of course, made plans for their first year anniversary. He made a reservation for that one fancy restaurant Satoru wanted to go to for ages because they had different kinds of deserts and he wanted to try them all, but making a reservation was almost impossible. Suguru always found something to surprise him, so when Satoru realized where they arrived, he felt both embarrassed and lucky, as he only prepared something small for his boyfriend.
He bought him an expensive watch and two tickets for his favorite play– which was also difficult because Satoru had to search the black market for just two tickets. He paid a huge amount too, but it was worth much more than that when he saw Suguru’s eyes make small crescents, and his perfect lips curl up. He prepared one more thing, but didn’t share it immediately at the dinner table.
They tried everything Satoru wanted to try, and when it was time to leave both of them were full. However, the night was not finished because Suguru had different plans. He rented a place, because he wanted to pamper Satoru and enjoy their time free from anyone. It was not so far, just a 30 minute drive from where they had their dinner. Satoru was so happy because Suguru was such a gentleman, taking care of everything while Satoru thought they were just gonna go home and fuck in their bed as usual. It was good to have a different place to themselves, and as both of them didn’t have to work the day after, it was going to be a long night for both of them.
When they arrived, Satoru felt nervous as his plan was about to come clear. When they reached their suite, it didn’t hold him back because he was always burning to feel his boyfriend’s touch, his lips on him.
They didn’t wait to jump at each other the minute they were inside of the room, kissing each other like their lives depended on it. Satoru’s back was pushed until he touched the door of the room, and Suguru didn’t wait a second forcing his leg between Satoru’s legs.
“You looked so pretty tonight, it was so hard to keep myself together.” Suguru purred into Satoru’s ear as his fingers found their way to unbutton Satoru’s shirt quickly.
The only thing Satoru could do was to stand there and wait for the reveal, hearing his boyfriend’s quick breaths.
“Oh.” Suguru stopped when he reached the last button of the shirt, taking a few steps back to watch the sight in front of him.
“Oh.” he mumbled again, not waiting a second to unbuckle Satoru’s belt and forcing it down to see the rest of it.
He was wearing a red lace bralette that wrapped around his chest tightly, and the sight itself just made Suguru’s mouth water. He lightly caressed the skin over the lace, feeling the warmth of Satoru’s chest. The rest was even better, a red thong that barely covered Satoru’s fat lips, which had a small wet spot on the front.
While Suguru watched him, Satoru felt his cheeks flush with red, feeling his boyfriend’s hot gaze like this made him too self conscious.
“Oh, baby. You are the best fucking gift for me.” Suguru rushed to kiss him again, this time much rougher than before. Satoru could taste some blood in his mouth mixed with both of their saliva.
Suguru didn’t waste any time picking Satoru up, walking shortly before tossing him to the bed harshly.
“Waited for this all night.” the long haired man mumbled, and Satoru could feel his mouth go dry. It was always like this when it came down to sex. He would go silent, and wouldn't know how to respond to his boyfriend’s filthy words.
Suguru didn’t even bother, he parted the thin lace fabric not waiting for an answer from his boyfriend. When his tongue met Satoru’s pussy, the white haired man couldn’t help but try to close his legs.
His tongue was out of this world, forcing Satoru to come apart on it. With one hand, Suguru was forcing his legs open while the other one stretched open his thick lips to lick Satoru’s pussy better.
It felt heavenly, the way his tongue took Satoru apart, sucking and circling around his clitoris like his life depended on it. It didn’t take long before Satoru came just from being eaten out, as it was their ritual.
As he was trying to come down from his high, Suguru unbuckled his own belt and Satoru realized he was fully clothed unlike the way he laid on the bed with his bare body except from his lace bralette and the tong that was tossed aside.
“Fuck, baby. Look what you are doing to me.” His cock was free from its constraints, laying freely on his stomach. It was hard, and leaking on the tip while Suguru started to stroke himself. “Gonna fill you so good.” he mumbled before positioning himself into Satoru’s entrance.
“Baby, stop. Get the condom.” Satoru whined, thinking that Suguru forgot in the heat of the moment.
At that moment, he saw it. Even in the heat of the moment, it was clear that Suguru’s enthusiasm was gone. His lips now formed a straight line as he grabbed the condom from his pants.
Satoru waited patiently while Suguru put himself inside of the condom, and when it was done the white haired boy whined impatiently.
They didn’t need any lube as Satoru’s pussy was so soaked, covered with his own cum and Suguru’s spit. Without force, Suguru pushed himself into the wet heat, making the other boy let out a moan.
“So full, fuck.” Satoru cried out, tears started to gather at the corner of his eyes and even though he should've gotten used to Suguru’s size, he still felt like he was being split open whenever he first entered.
Suguru started thrusting hips after waiting for a few seconds, letting the other man adjust to his size. Satoru held onto his boyfriend’s shoulders tightly, trying to keep himself grounded while the other pounded into him harshly.
Unlike the other nights, when Satoru whined that he was close, Suguru didn’t talk him through it. His hips just kept their pace, fucking Satoru with the same force until the white haired man came, crying out his name. Suguru didn’t stop, pushing himself with the same force until Satoru mumbled “too much.”.
He stopped then, drawing himself off from Satoru, and laid next to him while Satoru tried to even his breathing.
“Suguru?” he asked, raising his eyebrows at his boyfriend with a small pout on his lips. He couldn't quite name why Suguru stopped just like that.
“Fuck, baby it’s just.. I can’t.” Satoru immediately got up from where he was laying, and he felt like someone hit him in the gut.
“Did I do something wrong?” with a shaky voice, he asked.
“No, no of course not sweetheart.” he cupped Satoru’s face and kissed him softly.
“But you stopped. Why would you stop?” Satoru’s nose wrinkled, his eyes were still wet from earlier.
“With this fucking condom, I can’t feel anything darling. Can I fuck you with my fingers instead? Would you like that baby?” Suguru said with a hoarse voice, and even though Satoru would find the offer hot on a different day, he felt offended and sad. He wanted Suguru to feel good as much as he did because he felt so good.
He waited with an unsure face for a few seconds, thinking about what they could do about the situation.
“I wanna keep going, wanna make you feel good.” he mumbled, face flushed from coming and just an embarrassment he felt because he wasn’t able to be good to him.
“You always make me feel good, baby. Just I can’t feel you with this fucking plastic getting between us.” He said as he stroked Satoru’s slightly wet and messy hair.
“Okay. Let’s do without one. Just for this time, okay?” If it made things worse for Suguru, there was nothing else to do about it. Just one time, it would be alright, Satoru thought to himself.
“Are you sure, baby?” Suguru asked.
“Yeah, please. I want you. Just don’t come inside, okay?” Satoru looked at him with big watery blue eyes, and Suguru could only nod before pulling him into a deep kiss. In the meantime, he pulled the condom off swiftly, getting on top of Satoru again.
“Want me to eat your pussy again, or fuck you with my fingers?” He started kissing Satoru’s chest smoothly.
“No, I just want you inside. I’m already so wet.” Satoru mumbled and held onto Suguru’s hair.
“Fuck.” Suguru cursed and repositioned himself between Satoru’s legs. His eyes were focused on where his cock and Satoru’s slicked pussy met, as he pushed himself slowly into the wet heat awaiting for him.
It felt a lot different than what both of them were used to. Satoru could feel how hot Suguru felt, and how hard his cock was. Suguru’s cock felt bigger, and much hotter than before. He closed his eyes with the intrusion, feeling himself at the edge already with how big Suguru felt inside of him. It was almost like Suguru was carving his insides with his dick.
“Suguru.” he cried out, feeling Suguru bottom out inside.
Suguru looked so out of it, just like how Satoru felt. His eyes were too focused on where their bodies met, and he could only curse under his breath.
“You’re so fucking tight around me, baby. You’re made to take my cock.”
Satoru couldn’t answer, just little ‘ah,ah,ah’s fucked out of him, and he felt his orgasm close at bay.
“You’re so fucking beautiful like this, Satoru. Makes me wanna fill you up, baby. You would like that, right?” Suguru’s hips started to work harder, the only sound filling the room was their skin slapping each time he pushed himself harshly into Satoru’s wet pussy. Satoru just nodded at the question, feeling out of his mind.
“That's all I think about. Want to see you full with my seed, make you carry it.”
If Satoru weren’t so gone, he would maybe make him stop. Ask him what was wrong with him? Or not. He was so, so out of everything as he felt Suguru’s cock hit his cervix.
“Suguru, m’close.” he mumbled brokenly, tears streaming down his face as he pushed his hips into his boyfriend.
“Come for me baby, let me see.” He pushed himself harsher as he started rubbing his clit, making Satoru yell out while hot liquid squirted and wetted Suguru’s abs in the process.
“Fuck, Satoru. Can I cum in you baby, will you let me?” he asked and without getting an answer, his hips started to stutter, losing its pace as he was close.
“Yes.” Satoru let out a broken moan, and within the second, he felt something wet paint his insides white. It was thick, and so hot and sticky. Satoru felt Suguru push it deeper eagerly, fucking himself further even though he was spent.
Satoru could feel their liquids mix, and some of Suguru’s cum leak through his shaky legs. Everything feels too much, and too messy that he feels uncomfortable in the wetness of his own body.
“Suguru..” he whispers, his voice far too gone from crying out while taking him.
“Yes, sweetheart? I’m here.” He kisses Satoru’s temple, brushing his wet hair back.
“I need the pill, you came inside. Suguru, that’s- that’s too risky. Please, let’s go and buy it.” he tried to brush off the body that was covering him.
“Shh, baby that’s okay. We will buy it first thing in the morning, okay?”
Satoru wanted to protest, and even though he felt uneasy, he trusted his boyfriend. So he let it slide, and nodded, because he didn’t want to seem like a brat after everything Suguru did for him. Not just for that night, but for every other day they were together, Suguru loved him in the best ways possible.
//
After the first incident–Satoru would like to call it one, he was more careful. He made sure to drink his pills every day on time, and made sure to never skip it. He even set himself reminders for each day, and as for Suguru, he didn’t mention it again. Their sex life stayed the same, with them using condoms even though it took longer for Suguru to come.
It wasn’t a lie that Satoru enjoyed having sex unprotected much more– even though he didn’t think it was possible. He didn’t mention it though, thinking that it was too risky, too much.
One of their casual movie nights that they had every week ended in them grinding each other on the sofa, and soon enough, they both were free from their pyjamas, Suguru’s leaking dick rubbing at Satoru’s wet enterance.
Both of them were panting against each other, wanting the other to give in and push themselves forward.
“Baby–condom,” Satoru whined.
Suguru paused for a second, looking at Satoru with hazy eyes, making the other man flush even more.
“Okay.” Suguru said, and it was filled with disappointment for some reason. Satoru could sense it, and as Suguru was about to pull away, Satoru stopped him, pulling him back.
“Let’s do it like this.” Satoru mumbled, and he was able to catch a glimpse of something in Suguru’s eyes. Still, he didn’t think of it that much. Maybe he should’ve, but he didn’t.
Hearing that, Suguru didn’t wait to push himself inside without any restraints, bottoming out immediately. It slipped right in, like his insides were made for Suguru’s cock.
“Fuck, Suguru– it’s too much.” he cried out, and just like every other time they had sex, tears started streaming down his face because he felt too much, too good.
“So good for me, baby.” Suguru cooed, and for some reason, it pushed Satoru closer to his own climax.
Suguru pushed himself further like it was even possible, and his eyes stayed focused on Satoru’s belly. Even though his body was toned, Suguru could still see his cock forcing himself on Satoru’s belly. He pressed on his belly, making Satoru cry out even more.
“Look baby, I’m right here. So deep.”
“So, so deep.” Satoru babbled, tightening himself around Suguru’s cock as he was about to reach his orgasm.
“You feel so perfect, baby. Gonna fill you up, make you mine in every way.”
Satoru felt like he was a lost case, with how he felt turned on just by listening to his boyfriend. He couldn’t even say that he was close, just hugging Suguru tightly and spilling his name mixed with little ‘ah,ah’s.
“You will look so pretty, all round with my baby. Gonna fuck you so hard and make you carry all of it.”
Suguru felt close too, pounding into Satoru with all of his strength, and hearing his last words, Satoru came with a cry, begging Suguru for something he didn’t even know.
“Yes,yes.” Satoru whispered and pushed Suguru into himself as he felt the ecstasy of the warm liquid filling him to the brim. It felt like too long, and when Suguru forced himself outside, some of it spilled to the sofa.
Even though he was trying to control his breathing, Suguru collected what’s been spilled with his fingers around and forced it into Satoru’s wasted wet cunt.
“Ah–Suguru!” Satoru yelled with the sudden intrusion as he was feeling oversensitive already, but he took it as Suguru pumped his pussy with his fingers.
When he was done, he hugged Satoru tightly, covering most of his body with his own.
“I love you, Satoru.” he whispered before kissing every inch of his skin, gently.
“I love you too.” Satoru smiled, and before he could realize he was drifting away, falling asleep under the warmth of his boyfriend’s broad body.
//
The next morning, Satoru woke up pretty late to work. That day was special, because he had a meeting with the parents of his students. He didn’t have time for anything, except for running and taking a 5-minute shower, wearing whatever he found in the wardrobe and leaving before even kissing his boyfriend.
When he reached the school, he felt relieved just because he wasn’t that late. He handled the meetings very well, without having any complaints. However, when it was the time to leave the school and go home, he realized that he missed something.
The reminders he set for himself were off, but Satoru didn’t remember turning them off or doing anything else. Maybe he did it before sleeping accidentally, it was not the first time he turned off his alarms the day before–it happened a lot in his university years.
On his way home, he quickly checked the pills he had, but there were none. Yeah, the box was still with him but he had finished all of it. He also needed the morning-after pill, but it was too late and he felt too tired. He needed to walk to the closest pharmacy, and it was far from their house. So he decided to text Suguru, as he was working from home today. He couldn’t be too tired, at least Satoru hoped so.
After waiting on the line for a few seconds, he heard the velvety voice of his boyfriend. He spoke with great energy, and even when Satoru requested what he needed from him, he took it so nicely just like the great boyfriend he was. He was always nice, but Satoru was not sure how he would react to his request.
“Thank you, baby.” Satoru said, relieved from the burden of his anxiety about getting pregnant and his tiredness.
“Anything for you, sweetheart.” Suguru said, and Satoru could vividly imagine the smile on his face.Even from afar, it could simply make Satoru feel relaxed and happy.
//
When Satoru opened the door to their house, everywhere smelled like his favorite flavored cupcake. And a good, home meal he couldn’t name. He could hear Suguru listening to his favorite band, not too loudly but loud enough for Satoru to hear while whistling.
So Satoru followed the sound, and the nice smell that was coming from their kitchen. When he reached the already open door, he stood there watching his boyfriend stir something on the stove, his hair was put in a low bun, and he was wearing a loose band t-shirt with gray sweatpants hanging from his waist.
“Hi.” Satoru smiled when Suguru turned his back to face him.
“Hi there, beautiful.” Suguru put the wooden spoon on the counter and pulled Satoru into a tight hug.
“Smells nice.” Satoru mentioned.
“Mhm, making you something special. Got you your favorite cupcakes.” He was always this thoughtful and sweet, and it made Satoru’s stomach do the flip, it made him feel so loved.
“Oh, baby can I have the pills. I’m already late, so I need to take them like right now.”
“Sweetheart, I think you shouldn’t.” His voice is as sweet as the smell that filled the room.
“What?”
“You already took one last month, I don’t think it is good for your hormones. You know what they say about the morning-after pill. I’m worried about you.” He poured a glass of water and gave it to Satoru.
“It’s really risky, Suguru.”
“No, baby. Don’t worry about it, okay? You are always so careful about this birth control thing, nothing will happen. It’s just one time.”
If anyone else told Satoru something like this, he would definitely fight back. It always happened by people saying ‘just one time’, so that was why he felt scared. However, something about his boyfriend’s sweet voice, and warmth of his body that covered him made him feel safe. It was almost like nothing bad could happen to him.
So he just nodded, letting him keep on cooking and singing along the song that was playing.
Something felt different.
//
Satoru didn’t feel good. His head was spinning, and even though he didn’t eat anything he could feel himself ready to throw up.
He took a day off of work, telling them the state he was in, thankfully they let him rest as he wasn’t the kind of person to take a sick leave like this. He was all alone in their big apartment, and it really didn’t help.
He needed Suguru, he needed him but he was on a work trip just for a few days. And Satoru was feeling sick for a few days now, but he made sure that Suguru went on that trip. It was really important for his job, and even though he wouldn’t leave Satoru like this if he knew, he didn’t tell him. He thought that he could handle it, but he couldn’t do it.
First thing that came to his mind was him getting sick just because of the cold weather. However, nothing helped. Not even the vitamins he took, or the pills he took to cure it. It was normal for him to get nervous. It was normal after several unprotected sex they had for a few months now.
If it was the case, what would he do? He didn’t even now. After a long time in his life, he felt so alone. Maybe because Suguru was far away, or maybe because he was scared of Suguru’s reaction if he learned that he was pregnant.
Still, Satoru managed to go to the pharmacy and buy himself 3 pregnancy tests. Just in case.
When he got home, it took some of his time to mentally prepare himself to take the tests. He tried to believe that everything would be okay. After all, Suguru loved him. He would still love him, he wanted to believe that.
So he did it. He took all three of them, thinking that something must be wrong with the first one. And then the second one. After taking the last one, he couldn’t help but let the tears stream down, as he covered his face with his hands.
“Fuck.” he cursed at himself for letting this go too far.
As he was crying, he heard the door lock open. Suguru wasn’t supposed to come until tomorrow, as he told Satoru. However, there he was yelling his name, while Satoru sat down on the floor of their bathroom.
“Satoru?” He sounded concerned, looking at his boyfriend sitting on the floor crying. “Baby, are you hurt? What happened?” Suguru didn’t wait to hold Satoru in his arms, while he searched for any bruises.
“No–Suguru.” He cried harder this time, pulling away from him. He tried to speak but the words seemed to get stuck in his throat, so he showed him the tests. “It–I thought there was a mistake so I tried three times. I don’t think that’s a mistake.”
Satoru waited, looking at his boyfriend’s face, as he realized that he was pregnant. The air in their big bathroom was heavy, making Satoru feel even more anxious.
“That’s– baby, don’t cry. We will have a baby together.” He said like he was talking to himself at the end of his sentence, even though his eyes were sparkling, he didn’t look so surprised.
“Do you want this?” Satoru asked, his eyes red with tears, his hair sticking to his forehead.
“More than anything, baby. I’m here now–don’t cry.” He pulled Satoru back into a hug, as he caressed his back. “I will always be by your side.” He purred into Satoru’s ear, and kissed his head as the white haired man melted into the hug.