Work Text:
Am I finally allowed to
be angry at you? Why
couldn’t you have done this later?
Didn’t you think about how
everyone would
feel about you leaving like that? You didn't have to do that, we feel so
guilty for not stopping you / why didn’t you ask for
help?
Inside all of us are ugly thoughts, you had no right / you can’t
justify why you did that. We will
keep talking about you,
letting your memory live on. How the
mighty have fallen / have you always been so
nice? We gave you every
opportunity, we let you do whatever you
pleased / so please come back. I can’t stop
questioning every conversation we ever had, did you
really have to do that? Why can’t I
stop feeling guilty / let me stop
thinking about you. The sorrow is
unbearable. The thought of you
vexes me / you’ve become my new obsession.
Why can’t you stay in the past, why are you still on my mind?
Xmas feels a little sadder now that
you’re no longer with us. We hope that you’re still
zealously looking out for us up there.