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Discovering Oneself

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"Now, while Sakura realized his need for pleasure wasn’t only born from carnal desire but a much dangerous hunger of being touched and held by none other than Suo, well, the debate turned in a battle between the fact he didn’t accept help from no one and the raw need for intimacy"

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Xmas Exchange gift for Alvie ♥ @Alverie ♥
My first SuoSaku is for you ;-; ♥

PS. I feel the need to clarify this again but English is not my first language!

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In retrospective, Sakura should’ve asked for help from his boyfriend.

Boyfriend. Sounded so foreign to him, like he wasn’t meant to say it out loud and no matter how many times Suo would tease him about it, the boy still felt like he wasn’t that allowed to call someone in that intimate, cherishing way.

Now, while Sakura realized his need for pleasure wasn’t only born from carnal desire but a much dangerous hunger of being touched and held by none other than Suo, well, the debate turned in a battle between the fact he didn’t accept help from no one and the raw need for intimacy.

“For fuck’s sake!” He screamed in the comfortable privacy of his apartment, legs opened wide while a dexterous hand tried its best to bring him over the edge and finally achieve release.

Well, he couldn’t, that’s why Sakura got really frustrated on the first place!

On top of that, he never got the courage to do more than fingering because it would be a cold day in hell before THE Sakura Haruka pulled himself together to buy a fucking dildo.

So, the situation at hand was as frustrating as he could get and the solution to this horny predicament was an only option choice: To call Suo and at least hear his voice for inspiration…?

That sounded really good, an inner, depraved voice inside Sakura said, egging him on by the horny thought to do the unthinkable and reach behind for his phone, dialing the other’s number in a hurry.

If he thought about it too much, then the boy was surely going to regret this.

“Sakura-kun? Is everything okay?” A worried voice dragged him back down to earth, making him stammer a casual greeting.

Suo, on the other line, thought about it long and hard. Sakura never called first, he didn’t even text back the majority of times often leaving them all, even his boyfriend, on read so for him to be calling right now, it should be an emergency at the very least.

Not that he would get mad if it wasn’t, but this was odd behavior for the other.

“Did you need something?” He tried once more, but this time his ears received a curious sound from the other end of the line.

Huh.

No, it couldn’t be, Sakura was a shy boy who didn’t even last a whole thirty seconds kissing, why would he do such thing… ah but his ragged breath gave it away.

“Are you being a bad boy, Sakura-kun ~ “ Suo’s sickly sweet voice resounded through the phone, earning a cute whine from his boyfriend who was apparently agitated.

“I just--- d-don’t you dare mock me, y-you’re always provoking me, you bastard!!” The bicolor haired boy’s outburst was so fucking cute but this time a bit different than the usual ones; the mood around those words was charged with sexual frustration and embarrassment, but even if Suo wanted to tease and make Sakura admit he was touching himself, the prospect of doing more was too much to pass up.

So, taking a deep breath just to rile up his boyfriend, Suo got comfortable in his chair, a hand beneath his face while a sadistic smile formed on his pretty face. Sakura couldn’t see but hell, he knew what kind of expression was the other doing right now.

“Why don’t you take it step by step, imagine it’s me…” Twisting his voice to sound effortlessly sexy was one of Suo’s most prominent qualities and now was one of those times he felt really, really grateful for owning such features that made Sakura’s brain go all mushy and stupid, if the choking sound coming from the other side of the line had anything to go by.

Of course, the boy didn’t reply, probably out of embarrassment, but Suo could tell he stopped doing whatever he was doing to listen for a command.

His perfect Sakura, so fucking perfect.

“I’d love to tease you right now so, be a good boy and take a nipple between your fingers but don’t twist it” Suo commanded gently, hearing confirmation in the form of a pretty moan, feeling a bit dizzy himself for having the boy this way and not being able to do those things himself.

Sakura made him weak more often than not, even if he didn’t want to admit the fact out loud.

“Suo…” It was a plea, a telltale on how those ministrations weren’t enough to be entirely pleasurable. The bicolor haired boy felt so desperate right now.

Even though the sadist inside himself told Suo to torture Sakura as much as he could, the brown-haired menace wanted to make his boyfriend beg for him so they could end the torture and finally be together.

To feel Sakura’s milky thighs around him, his delicious scent and soft lips…

He had to do something.

“Yes, Haruka-kun? Want me to help you more? Go one and touch it, touch that pretty cock but only the tip, I want you to use your thumb ~ “ This time, Suo commanded with a sweeter voice, putting all of his charm to use, to make the boy break and realize he couldn’t feel great pleasure without him by his side…

Greedy? Yes, but Sakura and him have been dating for six months now and there was so much a man could endure before going crazy. The bicolor haired boy was so, so enticing even the ever-collected Suo Hayato wasn’t able to resist it for longer than that.

Lucky for him, Sakura seemed to react beautifully at the mention, no, husky whisper of his given name with the cutest whine, so needy for more as he absolutely obeyed Suo and touched just the reddening tip, which was not enough in the slightest.

The brown-haired boy sighed purposefully, indicating for Sakura to stroke himself but slowly, no frantic jerking off for the ever impatient one.

Sakura did as he was told, suffering and enjoying the sadistic pleasure Suo was giving him with his voice and soft commands, making him lose it just for a second before regaining himself.

It was dangerous because it simply wasn’t enough and he doubted it was gonna be enough to do this over the phone.

“Damn it, ‘s not enough, can I?” The bicolor haired boy asked, knowing Suo was going to understand what was he referring to without wanting to humiliating him further asking for clarification.

And he was right, the other smiled wordlessly before groaning, tempting Sakura even more “We both know that, Haruka…“ Suo breathed out, palming his own cock through the always comfortable and loose pants, just to play with Sakura and make him weak to what he wanted to ask now “Ask me anything, you know I’ll do my best to fulfill your deepest desires ~ “ Crowning the perfectly sexy sentence with a sensual chuckle, the brown-haired boy showed his cards, never stopping himself from freely moaning to lure his boyfriend into saying yes.

Obviously, how Sakura could even think about rejecting such an offer? He lived alone in a quiet part of Makochi, no one would know and he was so fucking horny it actually hurt… fingers weren’t enough, his hand wasn’t enough, damn, it had to be Suo, so…

“C-Come, now, don’t ya dare making fun of me or I ain’t letting ya do shit” Of course, he could express his deepest desires but not without lashing out at his boyfriend as a warning, which Suo gladly took in. He was really used to Sakura snapping like a cute, stray cat.

Following the boy’s words, Suo smiled once more, actually purring into the line “I’ll be there in 10, wait for me ~ “ and then, hung up leaving a very flustered Sakura to deal with himself until he arrived. Wasn’t gonna be easy but half of the difficult task was done already…

The other half was for the boy to agree on letting him take control.

****

Walking to Sakura’s place should be easy, enjoying the night breeze and mood but for Suo was pretty much the contrary right now. He thought anxiety would never find a place within himself but oh boy was he wrong, because one thing was to tease the other boy and another, much, much different was to put all of that into practice.

He wanted to cherish Sakura, give him time and space, not force him to do anything he didn’t want to, so, taking a deep breath, the brown-haired boy knocked on the door.

“Took ya long enough” An unamused Sakura opened it with a grumpy pout adorning his features, turning around so the other would follow him inside.

From what Suo could make of Sakura, he was blushing to his ears and chest, his hands shaking and a visible tent could be seen between his legs… and god, that little wet spot just right there.

Deep breaths.

“Sorry, Haruka-kun, want me to compensate the lost time?” Suo nonchalantly offered, backing up Sakura against the nearest wall with his hands behind his back until the other couldn’t move anymore.

Sakura didn’t push him, though, anticipation written all over his face as Suo slowly but surely untangled his hands, lifting a single finger to trace around the other boy’s jaw, admiring for a second how sharp it was.

He was so beautiful, Suo thought absentmindedly.

“Why do you keep calling me like that, you creep?!” The bicolor haired beauty finally snapped, spitting out the only thing he could think of at the moment, which was retaliation but normal for him. Suo simply chuckled, putting on his best condescending expression.

“We’ve been dating for six months, don’t you think I earned the right to call you by your given name…” A pause was made for the boy to get close enough to breathe on Sakura’s ear “Haruka-kun? ~ “ He whispered, giving the final blow to the other’s self-restraint with a kiss on his earlobe.

Sakura was at a loss for words. As much as he didn’t mind Suo using his given name, the sound of it coming from the other’s lips was too sinful and calculated enough to make his knees go weak and, if there was something he hated more than anything in the world was weakness.

Still, this was his boyfriend… god, the word still sounded so foreign because how did this happen.

“S-Shut up, do what you want, you shady b-bastard…” The bicolor haired boy finally conceded, turning around after jolting at the closeness. This was just what he needed all this time, to be close to Suo and have him invading his personal space like he was doing right now, but he wasn’t going to admit that, ever.

Suo, who was quietly enjoying Sakura’s inner turmoil, decided to spare him from too much teasing since playing with the other’s fluster endurance could end up with him being kicked out of the place.

He had to play his cards carefully, push little by little.

“Don’t be like that, this is for both of us to enjoy, relax, okay?” Taking pity on Sakura, Suo laced their fingers together with his free hand, pulling him from the wall to sit with him on the messy futon.

This was the place his beloved Sakura tried to get off and couldn’t, so he called his boyfriend for help. Damn.

“Have you played with anything but your cock?” Suo’s velvety voice inquired, making the other sputter and fluster like a maniac, but the seriousness of his tone told Sakura he wasn’t going to be mocked, so he nodded, embarrassed and unwilling to admit out loud that he liked to finger himself sometimes, because it wasn’t enough to just jerk off anymore.

Suo took in the new information, visibly shaking from the mental image but recovering fast enough for it to go unnoticed “Would you let me do it for you, Haruka-kun? I’m your boyfriend and this is my duty I reckon…” He tried softly, caressing Sakura’s bare legs as he was wearing only a simple white t-shirt.

For a moment, it seemed like his request would be denied but the intense blush of Sakura’s cheeks, ears and neck adding to the way he was being looked at told Suo he was considering it.

When Sakura himself nodded once more, this time super shyly and accompanied by a small, capricious murmur of “Do what you want”, Suo knew he had to do his best to hook him to the pleasure he could only give him.

The brown haired boy wasn’t that experienced, he kissed in middle school but was never interested in love and connection until he met Sakura, so his knowledge of sex was not practical at all, not in another person but himself.

Suo explored his body like a sanctuary, every sensation and way of getting pleasure from your own hand he knew how to execute, so he hoped that served well to make Sakura feel the same, even if they couldn’t fuck today.

Taking a deep breath, he allowed his hands to push Sakura against the futon, fitting himself between those perfect legs and initiating a slow make out session to ease the tension a bit, at least for the other boy who seemed restless thinking about what was going to happen.

For Sakura, Suo’s lips always felt soft and there was something addictive about learning how to kiss in different ways: fast, desperate, slow, deliberate and for him, clumsy as well. He didn’t feel embarrassed for not knowing how to crash their lips without hurting the other at the beginning, he was someone who took the weaknesses and pushed his way through until those became a strength, he could be proud of.

Right now, to feel better and less tense, Sakura decided to immerse himself into the kiss, releasing a few moans that Suo happily swallowed as the make out session became more and more heated, hands going everywhere and warmth pooling at his lower stomach, something that told him he was getting in the mood again.

“Can I touch you?” Suo’s wet words resounded in his ear, the sensual breathing too much for Sakura to say no.

“Ya don’t have to ask…” He settled on without his voice breaking, it was all he could say at a time like this.

As much as Suo wanted to get straight to business in this uncharacteristic impatience of his, he started with the basics, sliding both hands inside Sakura’s t-shirt to take it off and comfortably take the boy’s nipples between his fingers. It felt so warm and the way his boyfriend responded to the touch was magnificent, like a work of art.

Sakura arched his pretty back, enjoying the feeling of another person touching the places he knew sensitive and it wasn’t just another person but Suo… so hot.

Damn, he was getting carried away.

“Thaaaat’s it, relax, Haruka-kun, I’m here to help you after all ~ “ Suo purred, lowering his lips to where his fingers were and surprising Sakura by suckling right on the reddening buds one by one, alternating between suctioning and licking them over and over.

He was having a blast when Sakura reminded him with a little whine that he was, in fact, hard and needy for more. He needed to deep breathe again to regain control.

Lowering a hand to the tent on Sakura’s underwear, Suo palmed the wet spot making the other jolt and gasp, he was so hard…

As Sakura seemed out of it already, he didn’t feel the need to ask if he could touch him as the other gave consent previously, so, yanking down the boxers swiftly, Suo saw how the boy’s cock sprang free all proud and red, so tempting he licked his lips watching the scene unfold.

After that, he nonchalantly began to jerk off his boyfriend, swallowing all of his sounds with kisses and maintaining a rhythm that would allow Sakura to relax and release. That was the first part of his plan.

The second part was to slip a finger with his other hand once the boy was so lost in pleasure that the intrusion wouldn’t bother him.

Suo gathered pre come from Sakura’s cock, enough to cover two digits and then giving just a little warning, he went directly behind his perineum to insert those two fingers at the same time, knowing his boyfriend was playing with his ass before he even called Suo that night.

Sakura, of course, jolted once more but got used to pretty quickly, drunk in the other boy’s words of encouragement, kisses and caresses, the way he pressed his cock right where it felt the most pleasurable and oh, he didn’t know being finger fucked felt this good.

It didn’t took too long before the bicolor haired beauty’s body began trashing around, shaking with the symphony of moans and whimpers that announced he was reaching an intense climax.

Sakura didn’t stand a chance against Suo’s trained hands and self-control, spilling his seed all over his tummy and the other’s palm…. And Suo just had to taste it, his boyfriend’s semen…

“W-WHAT ARE YOU DOING? THAT’S---NGHH—NASTY!” An outraged Sakura kicked the other off of him temporarily, flustered beyond reason because why was Suo lapping at his fucking come right from his dick? NASTY!

Suo just laughed it off in that calm, harmonious way he always showed off but Sakura knew he wasn’t satisfied yet. Sakura tried to recover first before offering anything as he was ready to return the favor. No amount of embarrassment would prevent him from reciprocating to his boyfriend.

The other, who just patted Sakura’s head and cheeks lovingly was unaware now of the turmoil going on inside the boy, too enamored with how disheveled he looked.

“Is there anything you want, Suo? I’m d-down for anythin’ y’know…” Sakura tried, looking away from the other in case a mocking smile would appear in those relaxed features, but he wasn’t waiting to have Suo all over his personal space again, not after the other cleaned him up with some tissues.

The brown-haired boy was feeling greedy as fuck, but knowing it was too son to have sex all the way, he settled on a very much perverted way to take advantage of Sakura’s willingness.

“Would you let me fuck your thighs, Haruka-kun?” And if his name wasn’t enough to be flustered, was Suo fucking swearing right now????

Sakura couldn’t really respond beyond a pathetic whimper and a nod, which gave the other enough permission to do as he pleased, pressing Sakura from behind right after the first nod.

“Thank you, seeing you like this made things to me, you’re so generous ~ “ Suo purred, efficiently lowering down his loose pants just enough to free his leaking cock, using saliva and his pre come to lube it up enough to not hurt Sakura nor himself and then, slowly slotted it between the boy’s juicy legs.

The feeling was so otherworldly for a virgin and even more because of his feelings of love and desire towards this bicolor haipraisered beauty, which intensified his drive and made him move with a bit more of intent.

Wet, sinful sounds of skin slapping among Suo’s groaning and Sakura’s whines filled the small apartment the other lived in as he felt himself grow hard again.

Of course, Suo noticed this and brought a hand to help his beautiful boyfriend once more, jerking him off with intent.

“You’re doing so good, Haruka… Haruka… taking me so good, so soft… I’m going to come all over these pretty thighs and mark you up as mine ~ “ He said with a husky voice, wet with desire and need as he picked up the pace, so, so close to completion.

Pressing up on Sakura’s cockhead, Suo decided to let him have it first, taking the scraps of the other’s orgasm to finally reach climax himself with the best of sights, his boyfriend’s unleashed pleasure.

As Sakura’s body twitched and Suo enjoyed the last bits of his orgasm, his mind went mushy and stupid with love and adoration, knowing this was going to be the first of many, many times with his cute boyfriend.

Would Sakura be okay with toys? Who knows.

Fin? ~

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♥ Merikuriiiiii ♥