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‘A friend in need’s a friend indeed
A friend who’ll tease is better
Our thoughts compressed, which makes us blessed
And makes for stormy weather’
- "Pure Morning" by Placebo
Robert Joseph MacCready was without a doubt, a morning person. But not because he liked chirping birds or the dew on the grass, or any of that poetic bullshit, but because everything just made more sense in the daylight. You could see the world for what it was—dry, broken, but honest. He could trust his rifle sights in the morning, take aim with certainty, and rely on both his eyes and his gut to guide him.
The night was different, it brought shadows, doubt—the kind of thoughts that crept in when the fire got low, and the silence grew too loud. But morning? Morning was a fresh start. It was cold air, still trees, and the sound of your own breath, a quiet reminder that you’d made it to another dawn.
MacCready sat hunched over on a half-rotted log, rifle strewn across his lap, watching the soft light creep in through the trees like it was trying not to wake anyone. His watch was technically over, but he hadn’t moved. Couldn’t seem to. His muscles ached from the stillness, but his mind wouldn’t let him shift, not yet. He couldn’t shake the feeling that if he stood up too soon, something might slip away—something he wasn’t quite ready to let go of.
Evie—Evelina Harper, esteemed Minuteman General, Vault-Tec Experiment Survivor, and his boss… technically speaking—was still asleep on the far side of their makeshift camp, resting beside the fading embers of the previous night’s fire. She was curled up in the only sleeping bag they had, a threadbare green thing, her hand tucked under her jaw, lips parted as she breathed quietly—unguarded, open. She looked... soft.
And fucking hell, did MacCready hate the way that made something twist inside him.
She couldn’t afford to be soft; he couldn’t afford for her to be soft. Maybe she could’ve survived that way in the pre-war world she came from, but during the months he’d been watching her back, he still hadn’t managed to get through to her in any meaningful way that this world didn’t work like that anymore.
He knew he’d given her an earful—hell, several—about her bleeding heart. But in his defense, it was like some otherworldly force compelled her to stop and help every widow, orphan, or goddamn sad-sack with a sob story that crossed their path—and the Commonwealth sure as hell wasn’t lacking in sob stories, or opportunistic conmen eager to exploit even the smallest trace of mercy or compassion.
Evie gave too much of herself to people who didn’t deserve it. Took on burdens like she was fucking collecting them.
And now here she was, helping him.
This wasn’t even the first time. She’d already put herself in harm’s way for him, when it wasn’t even her fight—just because he’d asked. She’d geared up without hesitation, like it was just another Tuesday. Together, they’d stormed the Mass Pike Interchange, taking on the nest of Gunners who’d put a price on his head and dogged his every goddamn step.
At one point in that fight, Winlock had MacCready by the throat, poised to choke the life out of him – following through on the threats he and Barnes had made back at the Third Rail. MacCready had resigned himself to his fate, the only pang of regret that he'd failed his son yet again—until she burst in, fresh from taking down a mother fucking Assaultron all on her own, and blasted Winlock straight to hell with a shot he never saw coming.
They’d both barely limped away from that mess, covered in blood and scrapes—her with a nasty concussion and a cracked rib, him with a deep bullet wound in his shoulder and a nearly crushed windpipe. But when the odds had been clearly stacked against them, she hadn’t hesitated. When they paid the price for his freedom in blood, she didn’t flinch —not once. She’d just locked eyes with him afterward, tossed him a few Stimpaks, and with her customary good humor, said, “Guess that’s one more problem off your plate!”
Like she hadn’t nearly died for it.
Like his survival had been worth that kind of risk.
That fight had cost them both, but it had given him something too—something he hadn’t known he needed: faith.
Faith in her.
After they'd rested and healed up, he returned the caps she’d paid him with when they first met. He didn’t know what else to offer, what could possibly make up for what she’d just done for him—taking the crushing weight that Winlock and Barnes had piled onto his already overburdened shoulders and quite literally blasting it away. She had helped him win back his freedom, his life, from a mistake he’d made all on his own.
If he were a good man, he would’ve simply thanked her and walked away. But he wasn’t a good man—he was something else, a desperate father. And that was what made it worse, because he knew, given her own situation, her drive to save her son, she wouldn’t hesitate to help him. And knowing that, he should’ve never asked. But he did anyway.
MacCready had seen Evie her at her worst—broken, half-dead from wounds and exhaustion, yet still fighting. He’d seen her at her best—unstoppable, a force that couldn’t be ignored. He knew he couldn’t ignore it.
With her by his side, he knew he had the only chance this cursed life would give him to get into the facility and finally, finally, get his son’s cure. So, he told her everything—about his family, about Duncan and his mysterious disease, the real reason he’d joined the Gunners in the first place, trying to scrape together any means to save his son. For a brief moment, the rawness of it all threatened to swallow him whole.
He'd seen the flicker of shadows in her eyes as he spoke, but he pressed on, desperate to tell his story and secure her help. And he did. She’d been as empathetic as he’d expected her to be, taking his hand in hers, squeezing tightly—offering reassurance and comfort all at once.
And in that moment, he’d never felt more like just another sad-sack with a sob story.
But she’d said yes, and now here they were, on the road to MedTek, acting like it was just another job and not the most important damn thing anyone had done for him in years. He should’ve been grateful—and he was. But that wasn’t all he felt. Every time she caught his eye or cracked a smile, something moved inside him, and he hated how much it made him want to believe that maybe, just maybe—
She shifted slightly in her sleep, the movement pulling him out of his thoughts and snapping him back to the present. His marksman’s eyes caught the details instinctively—the slow, even rise and fall of her chest, the faint crease in her brow, like even in rest she still carried the weight of the world. And despite everything, despite the constant tension and the battles, he found himself noticing how it wasn’t just her strength or her loyalty he admired—there was something else, something that burned in his blood, something that made him feel a fucking hell of a lot more than he should.
Morning light slipped across her cheekbones, catching in the loose strands of red-gold hair that spilled over the pack she was using as a pillow. He knew he shouldn’t be looking at her like that.
But he was.
He couldn’t help it.
The vault suit hugged her body in ways that made his jaw tighten, made him quickly glance away— but his gaze betrayed him, drawn back again, unable to ignore the way the suit emphasized her curves—how it outlined the strength in her, the way she'd grown into herself. It was the same suit she’d worn the day he met her, back when she was still raw and limping, held together more by stubbornness and caffeine than anything else. But it fit differently now.
Or maybe it was him.
Maybe he saw her differently.
She’d grown into herself—faster, sharper, steadier with her pistol. No longer the half-broken stranger who’d walked into the Third Rail offering caps she barely had in exchange for someone to watch her back.
And yeah, he was good at that.
Damn good.
But she brought him everywhere, and it wasn’t just for cover fire. When it was time to head out, she kept choosing him—even on runs that didn’t need a sniper, errands she could’ve handled on her own. He liked to tell himself it was because he was reliable. A steady shot. Someone she could trust to watch her six. But deep down, he knew better.
He’d caught the sidelong glances she shot at him when she thought he wasn’t looking. Felt the heat of her arm brushing against his in the tight crawlspaces of pre-war ruins and cleared-out raider dens, where there wasn’t room to breathe—let alone pretend his heart didn’t stutter every time she got close. The playful way she would smack her fist against his shoulder when he cracked a bad joke. Those little touches were casual—meant to be, at least—but they lingered. Stayed with him longer than they should have, settling somewhere under his skin, where he couldn’t shake them.
She was letting him in. Not all at once, but slowly, piece by piece. And that terrified him.
Because he was already standing too close to the edge, already leaning too far in—and if he gave in now, if he let himself fall, he wasn’t sure he’d survive what came after.
He scrubbed a hand over his face, his jaw tight with the familiar ache.
He was a fucking screwup.
Always had been.
Everything he touched turned to ash sooner or later. Lucy had believed in him—really believed, in that fierce, unwavering way only she could—and it still hadn’t been enough to keep her alive. She’d died knowing he couldn’t protect her when she needed it the most. And Duncan... God, Duncan deserved so much better than a father like him. A father who ran away with an infant in his arms as his wife was torn apart by monsters, a man who made deals with the kind of people he used to spit on. A man who took mercenary jobs, hid behind a scope, and watched the world burn around him, all while telling anyone who’d listen that he didn’t care about anything other than caps.
And Evie Harper, well she had her own demons to chase—her husband murdered – but by monsters of the more human variety, her own goddamn kid to find—and yet, here she was, wading through his fucking mess without blinking. Putting her life on the line to help him hunt down some half-mythical cure in a place that chewed up and spat out anyone dumb enough to try it.
But what choice did he have? Duncan was the only reason he kept going. The only reason he’d had the nerve to ask someone like her for help. Because the boy deserved a shot at a future. Even if it came carved from the hands of a man like MacCready.
And she hadn’t even hesitated. That was what hit him the hardest—no bargaining, no weighing the pros and cons. Like he was worth it.
He wasn’t.
He knew that.
People who cared about him ended up dead or broken or worse. And Evie? She deserved to spend her days with someone more than a lost cause in a dirty trench coat weighed down by too many goddamn regrets.
A soft groan broke through the morning stillness, dragging him out of the pit he’d been circling in his mind. He blinked, looked up—and there she was. Stirring under the threadbare sleeping bag, her face scrunching like someone who’d rather trade a limb than leave the warmth of sleep. Her eyes opened slowly, still hazy, and then locked on him. And just like that, something in his chest twisted. Damn her and those eyes.
“You always look this cheerful in the morning, or am I just lucky?” she mumbled, her voice rough with sleep and amusement.
He scowled automatically, the expression coming easier than all the things he wasn’t saying.
“Some of us have been up watching your ass all night,” he shot back, sharper than he meant to. “Didn’t exactly have time for beauty sleep.”
She sat up slowly, stretching with a groan, arms reaching overhead until her joints popped. “Well,” she said through a yawn, “if you were watching my ass all night, I hope you enjoyed the view.” A smirk tugged at the corner of her lips, sleep-soft and smug, and it only made his scowl deepen. He could feel his face heat up, a flush creeping across his neck, and he quickly looked away, pretending to check the perimeter.
“You always wake up with a mouth like that?” he muttered.
She laughed—light, breathy, effortless. It hit him square in the ribs.
“Just with the right company,” she said, nudging his boot with hers. “And hey, you were supposed to wake me up halfway through the night! Come on, Mac. I know you didn’t stay up all night just to bite my head off before breakfast. What’s eating you?”
He shook his head, eyes still scanning the woods, but his grip on the rifle tightened just a little.
“Nothing,” he muttered, his voice gruff. “Just want to get this MedTek run over with. Get in, grab Duncan’s cure, and get out—hopefully in one piece.” It wasn’t a lie. Just… not the whole truth. And if she noticed his discomfort—which, of course she did—she didn’t push it.
She just stood, brushing leaves and dirt from her vault suit, quiet for a beat before speaking again.
"You worried, Mac? We’re probably talking, what—only a thousand feral ghouls, a few security turrets, and maybe a couple hundred years of building collapse waiting to happen? Piece of cake!" she said, her tone light and easy, like she was talking about the weather, not their imminent doom.
He let out a dry snort, a crack in his gloomy composure. “Worried? Me?” He finally turned his head, flashing her a pointed look. “Boss, I’ve walked through hell with you and back. Repeatedly. I’m always worried.”
"You know, you’ll give yourself wrinkles that way," she teased, winking at him.
He rolled his eyes. "Yeah, yeah—I’m not the one who's over 200 years old."
"How dare you!" She gasped dramatically, closing her eyes and clutching her hands to her chest as though he’d struck her with an arrow. Her eyes shot back open a second later. "Hey, do you think MedTek might have some anti-aging cream in there?"
He snorted, the corner of his mouth twitching despite himself. “We’ll keep an eye out for a miracle serum—though, for a woman of your age, you’re looking pretty damn good without it.”
Evie grinned, shoving the green bedroll into her pack. “Perfect. If we find it, I’ll even share—” she paused, her voice dripping with feigned innocence, “—with Hancock!”
MacCready who had turned away to help pack up the camp, shot her an incredulous look over his shoulder. “Hancock?” He raised an eyebrow. “He’s already half-pickled in chems. I’m pretty sure aging’s not on his list of concerns.”
Evie snickered, clearly pleased with herself. “Still, can’t hurt to be prepared. He’s very committed to self-care.”
“Yeah, I’ll bet he is” MacCready muttered, adjusting his pack with exaggerated force. “Bet he’s got a whole spa set up hidden away in that Mayoral mansion of his in Goodneighbor.”
She gave him a sideways glance, eyebrow arched. “Hey, it pays to be the mayor. I mean, you’d know, right Mac? I’m sure you had some mayoral perks in Little Lamplight.”
He huffed. “Oh yeah, a spa’s right up there on the list of priorities of a bunch of fu-- kids living in a cave.”
She let it drop, humming a smug little tune as she finished gathering their supplies.
They paused their conversation as they moved around the campsite like clockwork, practiced and efficient. She knelt to fold the tarp, her movements smooth and fluid, a rhythm they’d fallen into over countless mornings. A lock of hair slipped loose from her ponytail, catching the light just so.
Before he could stop himself, his gaze followed it, tracing the curve of her neck, the way the sun caught the strands of hair like they were made of something softer, something warmer.
There it was again—that ache, low and unwanted. Burning him from the inside out.
He forced his attention back to his boots, hands moving a little more deliberately than necessary as he laced them up. Pretended he hadn’t noticed a thing.
By the time they hit the road, the sun had risen higher, burning off the last wisps of morning mist. The air was growing warmer, the promise of a long walk to MedTek stretching out before them. Yet the silence between them felt... comfortable. Easy, even.
The kind of quiet that didn’t need words.
Each step they took seemed to echo in the space between them, a rhythm that matched something unspoken, something that hummed beneath the surface. MacCready couldn’t put a name to it—not without giving it weight, turning it into something he wasn’t ready to face. Dangerous territory.
So, he let it be. Let the silence stay undisturbed, even as it pressed in on him, like the start of a storm he couldn’t quite avoid.
He glanced sideways at her, watching the way she adjusted the strap of her pack, the sunlight glinting in her hair. He didn’t let himself think too hard about it—about how if he lingered too long, if he let himself feel too much, everything else might unravel. And he couldn’t afford that. Not now. Not with MedTek so close. Not when Duncan was still counting on him to keep it together.
Without realizing it, he slowed, his boots dragging to a halt on the broken concrete road.
Evie was already a few paces ahead, bathed in the golden morning light. One hand shaded her eyes, the other resting on her hip, effortlessly confident. Her vault suit clung to her, catching the sunlight and shadows in ways he definitely did not need to focus on. The vibrant blue and gold stood out stark against the wild green of the Commonwealth.
She turned, catching his eye, and flashed him a grin. “Come on, Mac! Time’s a-wasting! I can practically see the grass growing under your feet!”
For a moment, the weight on his shoulders lightened—just a little. An effect that was all Evelina Harper.
He shook his head, lips twitching despite himself. Dangerous fucking territory indeed.
But he followed her anyway.
One foot in front of the other.