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Neuvillette collects things.
He doesn’t mean to. Not consciously, anyway. His office in the Palais Mermonia is a shrine of curated silence, where the only sound is the deliberate click of ink against parchment or the occasional rustle of court records. But still, things gather. Small, ephemeral things. He does not display them, yet he does not discard them either.
There’s a feather, curled at the tip, gray with flecks of blue—once caught in the hem of a prisoner’s robe. A dried petal, veined like cracked glass, from the gardens Wriothesley once passed through with heavy steps and heavier thoughts. A piece of charcoal, worn flat, that Furina used to draw an impromptu smiley face on one of his documents during a particularly insufferable meeting.
And there are other things. Intangible things.
Like glances.
Like voices carried through the thick hush of marble halls.
Like the way Wriothesley—his Wriothesley, though he would never dare say it aloud—smiles when he thinks no one is looking. Like the way that smile shifts when Neuvillette is looking. Sharper. Warmer. Wicked, almost.
He keeps that smile too. Locked away. Like a secret coin he polishes with guilt and reverence.
Neuvillette collects moments.
And Wriothesley… Wriothesley notices.
It starts on a Tuesday.
The rain has not stopped for three days. The court is restless. Furina is insufferable. The accused is weeping again. A case of petty theft, made ugly by the prejudice of the accuser and the sting of the audience’s judgment. Neuvillette’s gavel is silent. He watches. Weighs. Listens.
He is not swayed by emotion—at least, not visibly. But the rain taps faster on the domed glass above, and Wriothesley, standing near the pillar like he always does when he's not technically needed, shifts his weight.
That’s how it always begins. With a shift.
“You’re keeping the petal,” Wriothesley says later, when court disperses and the Palais is hushed once more. “From the garden.”
Neuvillette doesn’t turn. “You were watching.”
“I’m always watching you.”
It lands too easily between them. No jest. No grin. Just soft honesty, the kind that makes Neuvillette’s fingers still on the drawer of his desk, where the petal now sleeps in a folded square of silk.
“Why?” he asks, barely a whisper.
Wriothesley steps closer, boots silent on the polished floor. “Because I like what I see.”
Neuvillette does not answer. Not with words. But his hands, so often composed, curl subtly at his sides. A confession in restraint. He does not let himself look back, but Wriothesley can read him too well. Knows when to lean in. When to stop.
That day, he stops. Just short of touching.
Just short of everything.
Neuvillette collects restraint like others collect gold. But restraint is a heavy currency. It buys silence. Loneliness. Longing.
Wriothesley, though, he collects bruises and banter. Smirks and broken rules. He lives in the heat of bodies pressed too close in prison corridors, in laughter that dares the world to quiet it. He lives loud. He fights harder. But he sees Neuvillette.
And that’s what undoes Neuvillette more than anything.
Not the desire.
Not the ache.
But being seen.
---
On the fifth day of rain, Wriothesley brings tea.
“Herbal,” he says. “Don’t ask me what kind. One of the Melusines said it helps with headaches.”
“I don’t get headaches.”
“Everyone gets headaches. Even you, Monsieur le Juge.”
Neuvillette sips. It’s bitter, fragrant, and strangely warm in his chest. He doesn’t ask why Wriothesley looks tired, or why he’s here again, or how he always knows when the clouds inside Neuvillette are darker than the ones outside.
He doesn’t have to.
Because Wriothesley sits across from him, watching the rain like it’s a story only Neuvillette can translate.
“You’re always collecting things,” Wriothesley says, suddenly. “Why?”
Neuvillette’s eyes remain on the rain. “Because memory is unreliable. Things... endure.”
“Even if they mean nothing to anyone else?”
“Especially then.”
Wriothesley hums. “So what do you collect of me, then?”
Silence.
The rain shifts. Softens.
Neuvillette sets down the cup. The porcelain clicks like punctuation.
“You wouldn’t like the answer.”
Wriothesley leans forward, arms on the desk, grin like a blade dipped in honey. “Try me.”
There are words that change the air. Heavy as thunder, close as breath.
Neuvillette thinks of the way Wriothesley laughs with his whole body. The way he gets into fights for no reason other than principle. The scar at the corner of his mouth. The callouses on his hands. The way he speaks Neuvillette’s name only when they are alone, like prayer disguised as teasing.
“I collect the pieces of you that you don’t show anyone else,” Neuvillette says, finally.
A pause.
Then: “...You thief.”
And Wriothesley is grinning again, but there’s something softer under it. A waver. A question.
“You can have mine too, you know,” he adds, quieter. “If you want.”
Neuvillette doesn’t say yes. Doesn’t say no.
But he keeps the teacup, even after Wriothesley leaves.
Even after the rain stops.
---
Neuvillette keeps the teacup on the shelf behind his desk.
He tells himself it’s because he doesn’t wish to waste porcelain. That it’s convenient. That he simply has not had time to return it.
But Wriothesley, of course, notices. The next time he visits, his eyes settle on it immediately.
“You kept it.”
Neuvillette doesn’t look up from the case file he’s annotating. “It’s functional.”
“You kept it,” Wriothesley repeats, softer this time, almost pleased. As if the object has become proof of something unspoken. His voice drops. “Are you collecting me, then?”
“I told you,” Neuvillette murmurs. “I already have.”
There are new things, now, tucked between the folds of days.
Wriothesley brings sugar next time, unwrapped and in crumpled paper, like a child sneaking sweets behind a teacher’s back. Neuvillette pretends to chide him, but takes it anyway, stirs it slowly into the same cup. Drinks while Wriothesley watches his throat work with the patience of a man who wants, and waits.
Their hands brush once. Neither of them speaks of it. But it’s the kind of silence that stretches with meaning. Like the space between two piano notes that hang, aching to resolve.
That night, Neuvillette dreams in ocean hues. In silvers and stormclouds. He dreams of hands that touch without hesitation. Of the weight of a body against his, warm and solid, laughter against his jaw, words whispered into his mouth like secrets—
—his own name, spoken in a voice that wants him.
Wriothesley’s voice.
He wakes before dawn, alone in his big, too-quiet chambers, with the ghost of breath between his thighs and guilt blooming like a bruise in his chest.
He touches his lips.
He does not cry.
But the rain returns.
---
They never speak of titles.
They speak of nothing and everything: the absurdity of Furina’s wardrobe, the sound of seagulls in the prison courtyard, the flavor of mint tea brewed too long. Wriothesley asks him once what he looked like as a child.
“I don’t remember.”
“You’re lying,” Wriothesley says, reclining on the edge of the couch like a man who belongs there. “You remember everything. That’s why you collect.”
Neuvillette closes the drawer of his desk a little too carefully. “I remember pieces. Impressions. Water has no childhood.”
“Bullshit,” Wriothesley says gently, and Neuvillette wants to kiss him for it.
He doesn’t, of course.
But the ache sharpens.
One day, Wriothesley leans closer across the desk, fingers splayed lazily like he’s measuring distance, not documents.
“If you wanted to kiss me,” he says, “would you ask first?”
Neuvillette doesn’t look up. His pulse hammers in his ears. “Yes.”
“That’s good,” Wriothesley says. Then, wickedly: “Would you do it now?”
Silence.
A page turns. Neuvillette underlines something, deliberately.
“You are very loud when you want something,” he says.
“You are very quiet when you do.”
Wriothesley laughs. It’s low and warm and cuts through Neuvillette’s composure like a knife through ripe fruit. Sticky and sweet and sudden.
“You’re so strange,” Wriothesley says. “I think I like it.”
Neuvillette does not answer.
But that night, he opens his drawer and finds the petal again. It’s curling in on itself now. Fragile. Paper-thin. He lays it on the desk, beside the teacup, beside a folded note in Wriothesley’s handwriting that simply says:
Come visit sometime.
And below that:
You can collect my shirt if it helps.
Neuvillette does not blush.
(He does.)
He does not go.
(He waits two days. Then shows up at the Fortress of Meropide unannounced, at dusk, when the corridors are blue with coming night and the guards are too exhausted to gossip.)
Wriothesley is waiting.
Of course he is.
“I was starting to think you’d changed your mind.”
“I don’t change my mind,” Neuvillette says. “Only my route.”
Wriothesley smirks. “So. Are you collecting my shirt tonight, or am I taking yours?”
The joke is vulgar. Careless. But Neuvillette’s breath catches anyway.
He has never been touched without purpose. Never kissed with anything but reverence or restraint. But Wriothesley doesn’t treat him like glass. He treats him like a man. A man who bleeds. A man who dreams.
A man who wants.
They’re in Wriothesley’s quarters now. The walls smell like steam and ink and leather. A coat hangs on the hook, still damp from the mist.
Neuvillette crosses the room slowly, each step a surrender.
“I dream of you,” he says, voice barely audible.
Wriothesley stills.
“I shouldn’t. But I do.”
The air shifts.
“Good,” Wriothesley says, coming closer. “Because I think of you when I touch myself.”
It’s crude. It’s cruel.
It’s perfect.
Neuvillette’s breath leaves him in a soundless exhale. He lets Wriothesley crowd into his space, chest to chest, heart to heart, heat pooling low in his belly. They do not kiss. Not yet.
Instead, Wriothesley lifts a hand. Cups Neuvillette’s jaw. Brushes a thumb across the soft skin beneath his eye.
“I want you,” he says, plainly.
Neuvillette closes his eyes. “You want many things.”
“Only this one keeps me up at night.”
When their lips meet, it is not soft.
It is desperate. Drenched in withheld years. It is the first fall of rain after a drought, the crash of sea on rock. Teeth click. Tongues tangle. Hands grip like anchors. Wriothesley kisses like he’s dying. Like he’s been denied too long. Like he knows Neuvillette can take it.
And Neuvillette—Neuvillette melts.
He parts willingly. Gasps into Wriothesley’s mouth. Lets himself be guided to the bed without protest. Lets the coat fall. The gloves. The dignity. Every barrier loosened like ribbon.
Wriothesley moans when Neuvillette’s teeth catch his lip. When his hands, finally reckless, drag down the line of his chest.
“I’ll keep this,” Neuvillette murmurs, breathless against skin.
“What—?”
“This sound you make.”
“Oh?” Wriothesley laughs, flushed and stunned. “Another thing for your collection?”
Neuvillette’s smile is sinful.
“Yes,” he whispers. “Exactly.”
Later, when their bodies are slick with sweat and the air smells like salt and closeness, Wriothesley traces a circle over Neuvillette’s ribs.
“You never ask for anything,” he says.
Neuvillette doesn’t open his eyes. “That’s not true.”
“Oh?”
“I asked for this.”
Wriothesley kisses his shoulder. “You didn’t say it out loud.”
“I didn’t need to.”
Silence, then. Soft. Safe.
“I’ll give you more,” Wriothesley says. “If you want it.”
Neuvillette thinks of drawers full of paper petals. Of the sound of his name spoken like sin. Of arms wrapped around his ribs like forgiveness.
“I want it,” he says.
Wriothesley smiles against his throat.
“Then you’ll have it.”
---
Morning comes with silence.
Wriothesley has always thought of silence as something heavy—awkward, maybe. A punishment. The kind that sat between him and his acquaintances when they had nothing left to say, or lingered in the prison air when someone was dragged off and didn’t return.
But this silence is different.
This one is warm.
This one breathes.
He watches Neuvillette sleep, slow and still and undisturbed by the world. His white hair fans out across the pillow like threads of starlight, and one pale hand is curled, instinctively, toward Wriothesley’s chest.
Wriothesley has never seen him like this. Not truly. Not outside of layers of robes and rank and reputation. Not without the weight of judgment clinging to his posture.
He is beautiful.
And it hurts.
Not in the usual way. Not like the ache in Wriothesley’s shoulder from too many rounds in the training ring. Not like the bruises from nights spent intercepting smugglers or shielding prisoners from themselves.
This is the kind of pain that says: I’ve wanted this for so long I didn’t realize it was killing me.
Neuvillette stirs.
Wriothesley pretends he wasn’t staring.
They dress in silence, too.
But it’s a soft thing. Companionable. Neuvillette straightens his collar in front of the mirror, and Wriothesley watches the motion with quiet fascination—how precise it is. How practiced.
“Do you always dress like you're going into battle?” he asks, light.
Neuvillette’s eyes meet his in the mirror. “It’s the only way I know how to be seen.”
Wriothesley is silent a beat too long.
Then he walks up behind him and, without asking, fixes a single crooked thread at the shoulder of his robe. His knuckles brush the nape of Neuvillette’s neck. Goosebumps rise like tide.
“You don’t need armor when you're with me,” Wriothesley murmurs.
“I always need armor.”
“You shouldn’t.”
“I’m the Chief Justice of Fontaine,” Neuvillette says, but his voice is softer than it should be. Like it’s a role he's reciting, not an identity. “I represent the ideal.”
“Then I guess I’m the failure,” Wriothesley says with a crooked grin. “You represent the law. I represent what happens when you break it.”
Neuvillette turns. Slowly. As if he’s afraid the moment will vanish if he moves too quickly.
“You represent strength,” he says. “And resilience. And choice.”
Wriothesley stares at him.
Then leans forward.
Just enough to press a kiss—soft, reverent—to Neuvillette’s cheekbone.
“I collect things too, you know,” he says. “Scars. Regrets. Bad habits.”
Neuvillette’s gaze flickers.
“And me?” he asks. “Have you collected me?”
Wriothesley doesn’t smile.
Not exactly.
But something shifts in his expression. Something vulnerable and sure and full of terrifying hope.
“You were the first thing I ever wanted to keep.”
---
Days pass.
Weeks.
The teacup remains on the shelf.
But now, there’s a second cup beside it. Slightly chipped at the rim. Matte black. Prison-issue. Wriothesley left it the last time he visited, half-joking, half-daring.
Neuvillette didn’t throw it away.
In fact, he washed it.
Dried it carefully.
Set it beside his own.
Two cups. Side by side. Waiting.
They don’t see each other every day. That would be too obvious. Too dangerous.
But when they do, it’s always in the quiet spaces.
Between trials. After hours. When the walls feel less like stone and more like skin.
Sometimes, Wriothesley brings pastries. Sometimes, Neuvillette reads poetry aloud, half to himself, half to the man sprawled like a storm-touched cat across the velvet couch.
“You read like it hurts,” Wriothesley says once.
“It does,” Neuvillette replies. “Beauty hurts.”
“That why you never say my name unless it’s in private?”
Neuvillette looks up, eyes unreadable.
“Yes.”
And still, they never define it.
There’s no declaration. No ceremony.
Only moments.
A shared coat on a rainy evening.
A note left in the margin of a file: Your handwriting is worse than Furina’s.
A pressed flower between the pages of Neuvillette’s law journal—purple and soft and unnamed.
And one night, when Wriothesley kisses him without warning, Neuvillette pulls away just long enough to whisper, “Don’t you dare stop.”
But there is fear, too.
It comes quietly.
Not in their touches, which are sure and constant now, not in the way Wriothesley traces circles on the inside of Neuvillette’s wrist like he’s memorizing every line. Not in the way Neuvillette cradles Wriothesley’s head to his chest after long nights, hands buried in hair, breath uneven with something that could be relief or love or longing.
The fear comes in daylight.
In duty.
In the space between them during court hearings, when they are nothing but titles and decorum. When they must pretend not to glance at one another. When Neuvillette must speak with authority and Wriothesley must listen like a stranger.
It comes in what-ifs.
What if someone finds out?
What if it ends?
What if it doesn’t?
What if it becomes too real?
What if it becomes something Neuvillete doesn't want to let go of?
---
“Tell me something true,” Wriothesley says one evening, when they’re wrapped around each other in a tangle of limbs and blankets.
Neuvillette doesn’t move.
“My real name,” he offers, after a long pause, “is not mine. It was given to me by someone long dead.”
Wriothesley doesn’t speak. Just shifts, pulling him closer.
“Tell me something true,” Neuvillette echoes.
Wriothesley’s voice is hoarse.
“I think I’ve loved you longer than I’ve known it.”
Silence.
Rain begins to fall, gently, on the windowpane.
Not a storm.
Just a soft, steady hush.
Neuvillette closes his eyes and lets the sound of it wash through him like absolution.
When he wakes, Wriothesley is already up. Shirtless. Leaning on the windowsill. The rain outlines the curve of his shoulders in silver. His breath fogs the glass. He looks—
—beautiful.
So much so that Neuvillette’s heart stumbles.
“I’ll ruin this,” he says quietly.
Wriothesley doesn’t turn around.
“No,” he says. “You won’t.”
Neuvillette sits up. The sheet pools around his waist like a wave. “I don’t know how to love like you do. I wasn’t made to.”
“You weren’t made to be alone, either,” Wriothesley says. Then he turns, slowly, and the look in his eyes is devastatingly gentle. “You’re allowed to want things.”
Neuvillette swallows.
And for once, doesn’t argue.
He adds Wriothesley’s chipped teacup to his shelf.
Next to it, a folded note.
Inside:
You already have me.
That’s more than enough.
---
There are things Neuvillette doesn’t say.
It’s not that he can’t. It’s that some truths calcify when spoken. Some feelings, once released, stop being manageable. Understandable. Containable.
So instead, he offers them in the form of gesture.
A hand lingering longer than necessary. A shoulder brushing Wriothesley’s in the middle of a shared corridor, quiet but deliberate. A cup of tea poured just the way he likes it, waiting on a polished desk beside the morning's reports.
Wriothesley understands. He’s learned to listen to silences.
It’s one of the many things that makes this… whatever this is… work.
They’re sitting in Neuvillette’s private study one evening—quiet, lamp-lit, safe from the murmur of Fontaine and the rumors that always run one step ahead of the truth.
Wriothesley’s legs are kicked out under the armchair, one boot off, the other barely holding on. He’s reading a dog-eared book he probably stole from the prison library. Neuvillette is at his desk, writing something slow and thoughtful, his fingers smudged faintly with ink.
It should be nothing.
It should be mundane.
But Wriothesley keeps glancing over like he can’t quite believe it’s real. That he’s here. That this version of Neuvillette exists—quiet, open-throated, almost soft in the glow of lamplight. No masks. No robes. Just linen, loosely tied at the wrists. Pale collarbone visible in the dip of his shirt. Hair tucked behind one ear like he doesn’t care what he looks like.
“I want this,” Wriothesley says aloud before he can stop himself.
Neuvillette looks up.
Wriothesley shrugs. “This moment. This version of you. It’s…” He searches for the word and fails. “It’s something I didn’t think I’d ever be allowed to see.”
Neuvillette watches him a long moment, then sets his pen down.
“You make it sound like I’m hidden behind glass.”
“You are,” Wriothesley says. “Most people are scared to even tap it.”
“And you?” Neuvillette asks, voice low.
“I wanted to break it,” Wriothesley says. “Until I realized you were already breaking it yourself.”
Silence.
Then Neuvillette stands. Crosses the room. Sits—carefully, almost shyly—on the armrest beside Wriothesley’s shoulder.
“You confuse me,” he says, very softly.
Wriothesley tilts his head back, resting his temple against Neuvillette’s side. “You’re not the only one confused, sweetheart. You make me want things I don’t even have names for.”
Neuvillette exhales. Something delicate. Something close to a laugh.
“I haven’t wanted anything in so long,” he murmurs, more to himself than anyone else.
But Wriothesley hears it.
And turns.
Slow, deliberate, he wraps an arm around Neuvillette’s waist and pulls him into his lap.
There’s resistance—only for a second. A lifetime of restraint doesn’t melt overnight. But then Neuvillette breathes in, closes his eyes, and lets himself be held.
His head tucks beneath Wriothesley’s chin.
His hands settle on Wriothesley’s chest.
Their heartbeats find a rhythm.
Later, curled into each other on the couch, Wriothesley’s hand plays absently with a strand of Neuvillette’s hair. The silence between them is soft again, something sacred.
“I keep thinking,” Wriothesley murmurs, “about how lucky I was to have you see me the way you did. You could’ve let me rot. Most people would’ve.”
“You didn’t deserve to rot,” Neuvillette says simply.
“That’s the thing,” Wriothesley replies. “I didn’t believe that until you said it.”
A pause.
Then, quieter: “And even now, sometimes I don’t.”
Neuvillette lifts his head. Studies Wriothesley like one would a difficult poem—something painful and beautiful and too intimate to look away from.
“I know what it’s like,” he says, “to feel undeserving of the things that make you happiest.”
Wriothesley says nothing.
Neuvillette touches his cheek.
Then kisses him.
It’s not like their other kisses. Not hungry or slick or teasing. This one is slow. Deep. Full of confession.
It says, you are allowed to be loved.
It says, I want you, still, even with all the things you’re afraid to say.
It says, I see you. And I choose you anyway.
The next morning, Wriothesley is gone before dawn.
He leaves no note.
Just the scent of him on the couch blanket.
And, oddly, a pressed white petal between the pages of Neuvillette’s docket.
Neuvillette stares at it for a long time.
Then smiles.
Almost imperceptibly.
---
The season begins to shift.
The rains become less frequent, more perfunctory.
Furina accuses Neuvillette of smiling during a hearing. (“You smirked, I swear you did!”)
Neuvillette denies it.
Wriothesley, from the gallery, winks.
There is still no label. No announcement. No whispered declaration of I love you.
But Neuvillette begins to write again.
Privately.
Lines of poetry.
In a language few remember, in a script only he still uses. He hides the pages in a locked drawer, away from the court, the Hydro Archon, the world.
But one morning, Wriothesley finds a single line folded into the breast pocket of his coat.
He unfolds it with rough fingers.
Reads it once.
Then again.
And again.
"The tide does not ask permission to rise. It simply loves the moon enough to follow."
---
There are hours in the day that no one notices.
The quiet ones.
The ones folded between real time, suspended like dust in beams of morning light. They don’t belong to the court or the prison, the people or the law. They exist only for the observant. The lonely. The aching. The deeply in love.
Neuvillette has become a creature of those hours.
He doesn’t remember when it happened. Only that time has begun to move differently around Wriothesley. Slower. Sweeter. Like honey poured over bruised fruit. Like something sacred offered in the silence between a heartbeat and the sound of his name.
Wriothesley never says it like the rest do.
Not with reverence. Not with fear.
He says it like a man cracking a window in a storm. Like he wants to know how much rain he can let in without drowning.
“Neuvillette.”
Sometimes it’s gruff. Sometimes teasing. Sometimes it’s low and reverent, whispered into the space beneath his ear like a benediction.
It makes Neuvillette want things he thought were beneath him.
Messy things.
Human things.
That morning, Wriothesley arrives unannounced.
There’s no occasion. No trial. No need for reports or handovers. Just a quiet knock, early enough that dew still clings to the marble steps of the Opera Epiclese, and an expression on his face that’s hard to read.
Neuvillette lets him in without a word.
They move around each other like practiced dancers. Familiar, careful, almost reverent in their routine. Wriothesley shrugs off his coat. Neuvillette offers him tea. They sit, close enough to touch, but they don’t. Not yet. The silence between them blooms like water lilies on a still pond—wide, gentle, quietly watching.
Wriothesley finally says, “I heard a rumor.”
Neuvillette lifts an eyebrow, not looking up from the steam curling in his cup.
“They say the rain echoes your cries.”
There’s no heat in the words. No teasing. Just a soft observation, spoken aloud like setting a paper boat afloat, unsure if it will sink or sail.
Neuvillette doesn’t answer.
Instead, he sets his tea down with careful fingers and asks, “Would it frighten you if it were true?”
Wriothesley shifts, the leather of his gloves creaking slightly as he clasps his hands.
“No,” he says eventually. “It wouldn’t frighten me. I think it would… undo me a little.”
Neuvillette finally meets his eyes. There’s something vulnerable and unguarded in them today, like the sea right before a storm—glass-smooth, but deep enough to swallow ships whole.
“I don’t cry often,” he says softly. “But when I do… it’s not because I’m weak.”
Wriothesley nods. “I know that.”
“It’s not even always sadness,” Neuvillette goes on, voice growing quieter, more uncertain. “Sometimes it’s… too much feeling. Too much of the world inside me. And I don’t know what else to do but let it out. I used to think that was shameful.”
Wriothesley shifts closer, their knees brushing now.
“And now?”
“Now,” Neuvillette breathes, “I think maybe it’s the closest I come to understanding the people I protect.”
Wriothesley doesn’t say anything.
He just reaches for Neuvillette’s hand.
Gloved fingers wrap around pale, bare ones. A grounding weight. A tether. Neuvillette closes his eyes, and in that moment, the silence feels heavier than any words.
Later, they walk.
No destination. Just movement. Just the rhythm of two men trying to learn each other by footsteps and glances.
They pass fountains and painted glass windows, balconies draped in royal blue. They say little. It’s not necessary.
But then Wriothesley stops.
Points to a small market cart near the edge of the promenade.
“Wait here,” he says.
Neuvillette watches him speak to the vendor, watches the easy charm, the rough smile, the way he overpays without comment.
Wriothesley returns with a small, wrapped parcel and a strange sort of shyness in his eyes.
He hands it over.
Neuvillette unwraps it slowly.
Inside is a tiny, glass bottle. A storm in miniature. Coiled silver wire holds a bit of rainwater inside, sealed and shimmering like a memory caught mid-fall. It’s useless. Beautiful. Utterly frivolous.
“I saw it,” Wriothesley mutters. “And I thought of you. I don’t know why. Maybe because it reminded me of the way you look just before you speak in court. Or maybe because it’s the kind of thing you’d keep. One of your quiet little… collections.”
Neuvillette stares at the bottle.
Something in his chest stirs.
He swallows. Hard.
“I will treasure it,” he says.
Wriothesley grins, ears pink.
“Yeah?”
Neuvillette touches the pendant to his lips like a blessing.
“Yes.”
That night, they don’t kiss.
They don’t need to.
But Wriothesley brushes Neuvillette’s hair back from his forehead with fingers so gentle they could bruise the sky.
And Neuvillette sleeps beside him on the couch, body curled like a question mark, hand tangled in Wriothesley’s shirt.
It’s not a declaration.
Not yet.
But it’s a promise.
A slow returning from being lost at sea.
And in the hours between real time, in the hush before dawn—
Neuvillette dreams not of duty.
But of warmth.
Of arms around him.
Of a voice that says his name like an invitation home.
---
It is raining when it happens.
Of course it is.
Not the showy, public kind of rain—no thunder, no courtroom weeping. Just a soft, ceaseless drizzle, the kind that hushes the world, that slicks stone and glass until everything glimmers like a held breath.
The kind of rain that comes when Neuvillette doesn’t know how else to say, I am feeling something too big to carry alone.
He stands at the wide windows of his private chambers, hair unbound and damp from the mist, his robe sliding slightly off one shoulder. Beneath, he’s only half-dressed, pale collarbone and chest catching the low light.
Behind him, Wriothesley watches.
He has not touched him yet.
He is learning—still, always—that Neuvillette is not a man to be rushed. That there are kinds of closeness that live in the pauses. The hesitation. The long inhale before a wave crashes.
“I stayed longer than I meant to,” Wriothesley says, voice low.
Neuvillette doesn’t look away from the rain. “Good.”
A pause. Then—
“I want you to stay longer still.”
And it breaks something open.
Not dramatic. Not wild.
Just quietly. Like a dam loosening. A tide beginning to rise.
Wriothesley crosses the space between them, slow and certain, and rests his forehead against Neuvillette’s bare shoulder.
“Say it again,” he murmurs, voice nearly a prayer.
“I want you to stay,” Neuvillette repeats, more steady now. “Not just tonight. Not just when it’s convenient. I want—” He swallows. “I want to keep you.”
Wriothesley’s hands find his waist. Careful. Grounding.
“Then keep me,” he says.
It doesn’t happen quickly.
Nothing about them ever has.
But Wriothesley undresses him like he’s touching something sacred. He’s seen Neuvillette in court silks and robes, in judgment and silence, but never like this—bare and trembling, uncertain and luminous.
Neuvillette breathes through it. Through the shaking. Through the letting-go. Through the unmaking of centuries of restraint and isolation, melted by one man’s hands and the storm between them.
He undresses Wriothesley in return. And beneath the armor and the bravado, there’s skin. And heat. And vulnerability.
Two men. No masks. No titles.
Only this.
---
They do not rush.
They touch like they’re writing something permanent. A story beneath the skin.
Neuvillette presses his mouth to Wriothesley’s pulse and lingers. Wriothesley’s hands trace the line of his spine like a promise.
They kiss with trembling mouths, with breath stolen and offered again.
And when Neuvillette opens for him, slow and quiet and shaking, it is not just a physical act. It is surrender. It is a declaration.
It is the collection complete.
Because this—this is what he has always kept:
The bottle of rain.
The folded poem.
The teacups.
The stolen glances.
The ache of longing and the warmth of becoming known.
The laugh only he gets to hear.
The name whispered without fear.
The man who stays.
Wriothesley moves inside him like he belongs there.
And Neuvillette—usually so composed, so dignified—comes undone in the silence. In the candlelight. In the arms of the only man who ever said you’re allowed to want something more.
After, they lie together in the dark.
The rain still falls, soft and endless.
Wriothesley has one hand over Neuvillette’s heart, the other tangled in his fingers.
“You really mean it?” he asks, after a long silence. “You’re keeping me?”
Neuvillette turns to him, half-lidded and open in a way only Wriothesley has ever seen.
“I collect things,” he says quietly. “But I’ve never held on to something living. Something breathing.”
He shifts, pressing his mouth to Wriothesley’s temple.
“But I want to keep you. If you’ll let me.”
Wriothesley closes his eyes. Smiles like a sunrise.
“You already have.”
---
In the weeks after, little changes.
The court still functions. Trials are held. Judgments passed.
But Neuvillette smiles a little more, in ways no one can quite prove.
Wriothesley spends more time above ground. He brings gifts. Teases the guards. Leaves behind gloves on the back of Neuvillette’s chair, and his scent in the couch cushions.
One day, Neuvillette opens the drawer where he keeps his quietest treasures.
He places a new item inside:
A glove. Worn. Black. Frayed at the cuff.
It smells like home.
He closes the drawer.
And smiles.