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Chan knew he wasn't a normal person.
but stealing his mother's panties while she was doing the laundry and saving them for later to smell them or spying on his parents while they were having sex and seeing his mother - an alpha - fucking his father and his dick getting hard when he imagined him in his place might not put him in a category much lower than abnormal.
He knew he loved his mother, that he should love her and would love her for all eternity. but the love he felt wasn't the kind of obligation that children should have for their parents for giving them life and doing the minimum for their survival, no, his love was more platonic. more true, more raw.
It's no wonder that Chan was angry with his father when he found out he was cheating on her with his aunt. He was outraged, he even considered yelling at him, but his mother seemed to know how to read him very well and intervened "i'm fine, don't worry" was what she said. Chan obeyed, not out of respect for his father, who had faded from the moment he found out the news, but for his mother, who now more than anything was a martyr in his life.
he found himself thinking as he saw the family dynamics seem the same - now a little more tense, a little fake - how could his father betray her? His mother was serious, a little too cold, maybe it was because of her dominant attitude or her alpha instinct that affected his father's masculinity - a poor beta - but that, at least in Chan's mind, was no excuse to do that. Hyunjin, deep down, continued to be a kind and gentle mother who always encouraged her children as much as possible. If he were their father, Chan thought. he would cling to hyunjin forever.
It was no coincidence that he needed his attention all the time, calling his mother out for the smallest possible nonsense, sometimes that earned him a curse, other times not. But just knowing that under any circumstances his mother would come running to help him lit a fire in his chest that Chan couldn't explain what it was.
He hated it when Hyunjin paid attention to someone else and forgot about him, he even let it go when it was his brother. Because of course, he's his brother, and Changbin is a cool and very sweet brother who everyone loves. But when it was his cousins... to be more clear, his cousin Yongbok, when she came to his house and spent the afternoon with Hyunjin in "girl time" it made his blood boil. He acted out these moments of the two of them together until the day she came to visit them and he threw himself down the stairs without thinking. He broke his arm and needed three stitches, but it was worth it because Chan had food fed to him and extra attention from Hyunjin for a month.
Chan even considered breaking some part of his body again, but Hyunjin always seemed to know what he was up to, as if he were an open book with transparent pages. because hyunjin one night while he was helping chan to bed, she got close to his ear and said in a tone that made chan's spine shiver "needy boy, if you wanted me you just had to say so" when he was at the door hyunjin looked at chan one more time before leaving and said "don't you dare do that again" and left.
After that, Chan started asking, not taking drastic measures. He wanted to go out with his mother. Whether it was to the mall, a walk in the park, or to get coffee. Everything seemed fun when he was with his mother, and maybe, maybe, he doesn't like the fact that she isn't going out with him that much (not even once). So, Chan decides to take action.
"Mom," he calls, in a sly voice, entering the room without waiting for permission. Chan approaches, resting his chin on Hyunjin's shoulder. "Let's go out."
"Busy," is all she says, still looking at the computer.
"But you've been busy since last week, can't you take a break?"
"No."
"Mommy" he whines, Hyunjin's shoulders slump tiredly. "Please…"
"Go study," she says in that tone that says no matter what Chan says, she won't give in. Hyunjin has always been a very cold person - maybe that's why her father cheated on her - and it wasn't easy to make her change her mind. Chan walks defeated to the bedroom door and watches her from the threshold, seeing how beautiful her profile is. Suddenly he wonders what it would be like to kiss those full lips, but he quickly dismisses that thought.
"Mommy," Hyunjin mumbles, already irritated, still looking at the computer. "I love you." He turns and looks at Chan as if the words he said were absurd, even though he always makes sure to remind her every day that he loves her.
Hyunjin laughs humorlessly, looking back at the computer, smiling in disbelief. "Good night." Chan laughs too, returning to the bedroom with a warm heart.
The passivity passes when the next day he sees his brother walking down the hallway smelling of strong cologne. Chan gets up and goes to the threshold of the door where he sees Changbin all dressed up.
"Where are you going, Binnie?" He asks, smiling. "Are you meeting?"
"I'm going out with mommy" Chan frowns in disbelief as he walks towards his brother.
"What do you mean, going out? Where to?" Changbin shrugs his shoulders "I don't know, she just called me so I'm going"
"Just the two of you?"
"Yes" Changbin looks at him with a mischievous smile "Jealousy?"
"Fuck you" Chan goes back to his room, closing the sliding door and throwing himself face down on the bed.
"I'll bring you something," Changbin shouts from the exit and Chan can feel the shit-eating smile as he says the sentence. Chan buries his face deeper into the pillow, hoping somehow that he'll wipe the tears that are falling from his face.
He had asked Hyunjin out yesterday and Hyunjin said he was too tired to go out with him, but he wasn't with Changbin? Was it some kind of prank? Had he done something bad to deserve this?
All sorts of thoughts run through his mind and with each passing minute he gets angry, not at Hyunjin, but at his brother. He's always been a show-off, always wanting to draw attention and have everyone for himself, obviously he'd want to take Hyunjin from him. A part of his brain tells him he shouldn't think that about his brother because deep down he knows Changbin isn't like that, but Chan lets his jealousy take over his thoughts, causing a strong tightness in his heart.
It's dinner time. And the whole family is gathered at the table. And Chan is still angry with his brother, so at the first opportunity he starts a fight - which he knows is pointless - but at that moment it serves to release his hatred and starts cursing his brother and his appearance, his father, Jisung. He tries somehow to control the situation but Chan also ends up cursing him mentioning the fact that he betrayed Hyunjin, the situation gets tense and Chan realizes that he messed up. He looks at his mother expecting a lifeline but all he gets is an amused look from Hyunjin and a slight tremor in his lips that tries to hide that he is having fun with that situation. Chan apologizes to Jisung "Apologize to me too" Changbin says, and before Chan can think, his anger is exploding again and he curses Changbin.
Chan leaves the table irritated, going to his room, slamming the door hard, leaving the situation at the table a little apathetic. hyunjin watches the locked door of Chan's room for a few minutes, with one hand on his chin and an indecipherable smile. jisung watches her, with an itch behind his ear, wanting to ask something, but he doesn't, wanting the silence to ease the tension at the table.
"Let me take care of him" hyunjin finally says, going back to eating his dinner.
When everyone is finally in their rooms sleeping, hyunjin opens the door, finding chan sprawled on the bed with the headphones on. He knows chan notices his presence there but prefers to ignore it, keeping a tantrum. hyunjin locks the door and approaches with quick, delicate and dangerous steps, snatching the headphones from chan at once, he quickly stands up and before he can open his mouth to complain he feels a tingling sensation on his cheek.
he was slapped
Hyunjin delivers another, and another one making Chan's face burn in flames and tears start to spring from his eyes.
“Mommy, why you?” Hyunjin gives another slap that makes Chan shrink slightly on the bed.
“Shut up” he says in a harsh tone, although he doesn’t emit anger “I don’t want to hear another word from that filthy mouth of yours until I tell you to, do you understand?” Chan nods in fear, his previous bravado disappearing, which draws a smile from Hyunjin who hums contentedly.
“take everything off from underneath” Hyunjin orders, for a brief moment it seems that Chan wants to question the look on his face, but the need to obey his mother above all speaks louder. He stands up too slowly as he unbuttons his pants, throwing them on the floor “the underwear too, or did I not educate my son enough and now I’m going to have to draw everything I say?” Chan obeys, tears running down his face that burns from the spanking and humiliation.
“lie down, face down” Chan lies down on the bed, burying his face in the pillow without knowing what awaits him, suddenly a rustling sound appears behind him, he risks looking slightly to the side and sees his mother taking off his belt. which makes him tremble in despair, he expected any punishment for his behavior, except a beating.
“mom please no i swear i-” his head is thrown back onto the pillow with force, his mother’s hand suffocating him.
“what did i say about talking back to me? god i thought you were smart, but you’re just a dumb bitch like your brother”
“tsk tsk… and to think i had you as my favorite son” there’s a false tone of disappointment in his voice, chan recognizes it, but it doesn’t stop affecting him “i guess binnie is my baby now, i’ll have to give him attention twenty-four hours a day now”
“Maybe I should leave you with your grandparents and never have to see your face again, because now I have binnie to keep me company, right?”
chan sobs, why the hell was his mother doing that to him? being so mean? He, who had always been so good and obedient, didn't understand why she was being so mean to him - it was true that he needed a punishment for what he did on the table, but he never imagined it would go to this - "oh honey, don't cry" he sobs again at the affectionate nickname that contradicts the brutal situation he finds himself in, which sends heat straight to his cock "or will I have to put a gag in your mouth? you don't want them to get in the way of our moment, do you?" Chan denies, hyunjin murmurs satisfied as he moves away, stretching his belt.
The first slap comes without warning, sending electric waves through Chan's body. it burns, it hurts, it hurts so much and he can't contain the guttural moan that comes out of his mouth, which makes hyunjin push his head lightly but firmly as a way of warning him to be quiet. he knows it's impossible, that this is stupid, but he tries anyway. His body trembles in spasms when the second one comes, stronger than the first, strands of saliva begin to come out of his mouth, wetting his cheeks, which remain firmly on the pillow. Then the third one, he lifts his hips forward as a solution to make the belt scrape his ass, but he is stopped by his mother's strong hand that grabs his waist, the pain makes his cock throb more, spurting drops of pre-cum onto the scented sheets.
The rest of the spankings pass by in a blur, his ass hurts and his throat burns from swallowing the loud moans that come out. His hard cock leaks through the sheets. He feels embarrassed, with his ass raised and sore with red marks from his bad attitude, but above all dirty, not only from the semen and saliva but from the desire to want more. He wants his mother to lift him up and abuse him however she wants, he wants her to wrap that belt around his throat and stop him from crying until he feels his vision blur as her hands shove themselves inside his ass, abusing the hole red from the spankings he received. He shouldn't want his mother like that, but he does, and his hard cock doesn't hide it.
"There you go," Hyunjin says, satisfied, after a long time without speaking. "Was it hard?" Chan doesn't answer but shakes his head in fear of disobeying her. It's a rhetorical question, hyunjin knows it hurts, but he prefers to mock the situation wanting to belittle him, and it feels good to be belittled. the way she acts like he's nothing more than a doormat to be stepped on is arousing, he wants this every day.
hyunjin starts spreading sloppy and spit-filled kisses along chan's neck while caressing his ass as a small reward, his hole blinks anxiously for those thin and long fingers in his ass. he lifts his hips in desperation, and hyunjin notices, because he laughs again and squeezes chan's ass who lets out a strangled moan "i think my baby deserves a reward, don't you? you took the punishment so well my love that i'm going to give you what you deserve now" hyunjin turns him over with just one hand, his body like jelly. When he meets his mother's gaze, Chan thinks he might die, she's so beautiful it hurts.
"I'm sorry," he says in a tearful tone, Hyunjin smiles sarcastically, brushing the curls away from Chan's sweaty forehead. He tries to follow Hyunjin's hand, wanting affection, but he quickly pulls it away. Hyunjin wants to have fun torturing him a little.
"I know baby, you regret it, but you know how your father is, right? If I didn't do anything, he would come and annoy me later, so I had to hit you," Hyunjin justifies, the apologies pass like a fog in Chan's head after seeing his mother's pout, and he only thinks about what it would be like to kiss them.
“But it’s okay now, because mommy will reward you.” And before Chan could think, his mother grabbed him by the thighs, throwing him over her shoulders, and something firm and hard entered his ass dryly. “Shh.. it’s okay, my love, relax.” He tries, holding on to his mother’s wrists for support, his ass tries to stop the thick cock from entering his body. She laughs, stopping thrusting. “Baby, I know you’re tight, but try to relax, otherwise mommy won’t be able to give you your reward.” Chan looks at the ceiling, breathing deeply as his mother thrusts his cock until their hips meet. Chan feels like he can’t breathe, he feels full, all his insides filled with his mother’s big, thick cock. She pulls out slowly, dragging the length out of his intestine without warning, and it hurts, his insides being scraped, touching every possible spot, a delicious torture that ends in seconds when she leaves only the head on the edge. Hyunjin hits him hard, hitting a spot that makes Chan see stars, then hits him again, harder, making Chan cum thick strips of sperm on his stomach. He feels like he's going to die, his head exploding into a thousand pieces.
His mother looks at him with an incredulous smile, “But already?” and starts to beat him again at the same pace, looking for her pleasure, without caring if Chan has already cum. As if he were nothing more than her cum deposit.
“I’m going to fill you up completely, then again, again, every day. You’re going to be my cum deposit, do you understand? I’m going to use you until I can’t think and only think about how to be my cock-warming bitch.” Hyunjin feels a burning sensation in his intestines, indicating that he’s close to orgasm. “Do you want to be Mommy’s bitch, Channie? Do you want my little whore?”
“Y-yes,” he says, drooling as he imagines the pornographic scenes that come to his mind. All he’s ever wanted was to stay close to his mother. He imagines himself riding her lap while he works, keeping his dick warm and his mother relaxed from the stress of work, or even giving her a blowjob leaning against the kitchen cabinet while she prepares a meal. all he's ever wanted is to please her and if that's how she wants to use him he'll gladly accept.
hyunjin cums with a low moan, burying chan's ass with cum spreading across his thighs and the sheets. he slaps her a few times before pulling out of his son, which elicits a moan of disappointment, hyunjin laughs, his son is so desperate for him that it's almost pathetic.
"i can't stay inside you baby, not today"
"So you mean another day, yes?" chan asks innocently, a question that comes out too innocent for what they just did.
“I’ll consider it. But… only if you behave, and don’t talk back to your brother like that.”
Chan kneels down, grabbing her thighs and moaning desperately. “Please, I’ll never do that again. Chan promises to be good.”
Hyunjin laughs at her son’s desperation. It’s almost admirable how much he wants to please her. “Okay, okay. Let’s take a shower now. We look awful.”
In the middle of the shower, Chan asks her to sleep with him. Hyunjin groans just imagining the small single bed and the back pain he’ll have when he wakes up in the morning, but when he sees those huge, bright eyes and the pout on Chan’s pink lips, he sighs deeply and says “yes.” They’re in bed now, Chan leaning against the wall and Hyunjin on the edge with his back to Chan, trying to sleep.
“Mommy” Hyunjin mumbles, a signal to continue. “I love you” Hyunjin freezes for about two seconds and turns toward his son, grabbing Chan’s cheeks and pulling him into a wet, tongue-twisting kiss. It’s kind of disgusting, full of spit because Chan is completely inexperienced. They end up clashing teeth and Hyunjin can’t help but smile in the middle of the mess. Hyunjin nibbles on Chan’s lower lip, pulling away from the kiss with a string of saliva, returning to its original position.
Chan opens his eyes, coming out of his trance, moaning in sadness. “One more, please, Mommy.” He whimpers once more when she doesn’t turn back to him.
“Good night,” is all she says. Even though she doesn’t answer his request, Chan knows that this is a sign that she loves him.