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The soft swish of expensive kimonos swept across the brightly lit hall, marking the arrival of Japan’s most powerful bloodlines. The occasion itself was vague: some had come to present new heirs, others to forge alliances, and a few simply to remind the world of their presence. Most of the clan heads were descendants of ancient samurai bloodlines, having inherited not only status, but real authority in their regions. A few representatives from the lesser clans were also present among the guests.
Utahime stood along the far wall, partly hidden in shadow. Her clan was not among the great houses and rarely found itself the centre of attention. Still, thanks to her father’s caution and political tact, they had earned a measure of respect — enough to secure a place at gatherings like this. Her father usually attended such events alone, but this time he had chosen to bring her along. She was already seventeen, nearly grown, he had said — and it was a good opportunity for her to meet the nobility. Utahime herself had never been to such clan gatherings before, and curiosity tugged at her: she wanted to see how these evenings truly unfolded.
Her mother had helped her choose the kimono. It was a soft shade of blue — a furisode with a gentle silk sheen. Not expensive but chosen with impeccable taste. Along the hem, delicate plum branches stretched upward, entwined with a silvery pattern that resembled curling smoke. The obi sash contrasted the fabric in deep violet, tied in a neat, almost school-like knot that lent her both shape and a hint of maturity. Her hair had been carefully gathered, though a few strands had slipped loose. She tried to tuck them back in place, but it was no use.
Young and out of place, she felt awkward — there wasn’t a single familiar face besides her father’s. So she kept replaying her mother’s words in her head: what one ought to do at such gatherings… and what to avoid.
Her father moved gracefully through the hall, exchanging pleasantries with older men, lingering near the clans that held real power. At that moment, he was speaking with someone. Utahime allowed herself a fleeting glance in their direction, careful not to let her gaze linger. It was considered improper for an unmarried woman to look a man in the eye — especially if he was an alpha. Still, she noticed: he was handsome. The proper kind of handsome. Tall, with sharp cheekbones, light hair, and amber eyes. His movements were fluid, deliberate, without any waste. She looked at him again. Something about him appealed to her — outwardly, at least — but the moment she caught his eyes on her, she quickly dropped her gaze to the floor, flustered.
The man with amber eyes was Naoya Zenin — a representative of one of the oldest samurai clans in Japan. At that moment, he felt irritation slowly spreading through his body like a quiet itch beneath the skin. The whole affair, he thought, had already dragged on far too long. There were too many pointless conversations, too many pleasant smiles that made him want to scoff aloud.
He had no interest in speaking with men from lesser clans as he saw himself far above such things. The man beside him stirred nothing but the urge to spit venom. And yet, he didn’t. Only because something — or rather, someone — caught his eye. A dark-haired woman standing in the corner. Beautiful, though dressed simply. His gaze swept over her as one might consider an object of quiet value and lingered longer than expected. Precisely because the man from the minor clan made no move to introduce her. That was unusual. At gatherings like this, fathers typically rushed to present their daughters to someone from a stronger house. Yet here — nothing.
Likely because the girl hadn’t yet shown signs of her secondary gender. But Naoya could feel it. She would be an omega. It was clear in her slight frame, the delicate line of her face, the curve of her throat, the restrained elegance of her posture. Far too clear. To him, she looked quiet. Fragile. And so, he watched her. She noticed — and quickly dropped her eyes. He took that as a good sign.
What Naoya didn’t know was that Utahime’s father was more cunning than most. He never dealt his cards openly. The old man preferred quieter strategies and they were effective. Though Zenin never approached her that evening, a silent decision had already taken root in his mind. One he would act upon later.
The longer Utahime watched the people in the hall, the more she wished to escape it. At first, her curiosity had kept her afloat. She greeted those who approached with graceful formality — a bow, a nod, a polite exchange, another bow. Over and over, all delivered with soft smiles, cautious phrases, and endless talk of honour and lineage. She had been trained in etiquette, taught how to behave — the posture, the tone, the deference, but with each new conversation, something inside her began to shift. It was as if behind the polished smiles and practiced laughter, nothing real remained. Only well, rehearsed emptiness.
By the middle of the evening, the light thrill she’d felt had curdled into into heaviness. The room seemed smaller. The air, thinner. What she longed for was not lanterns, not incense, not perfectly timed courtesies — but air. She stepped aside, quietly, following the wall’s edge, and slipped out onto the balcony. There, it was cooler. And she could finally breathe.
Behind her, the hall remained — dim lights, elegant bows, the soft murmur of voices. And that was when the atmosphere shifted. He stepped into the room.
Satoru Gojo was late, as usual. He never enjoyed evenings like this and entered the hall with a lazy gait, unhurried and unbothered. He wore a dark linen kimono, loosely fastened, as though he'd put it on without much thought. Eyes followed him the moment he crossed the threshold, and fans paused mid-motion. Gojo swept the room with a glance and gave the faintest grimace. Too many accidentally bared collarbones and throats. Some were already angling to catch his eye — with a cup of sake, a coy smile, a gentle gaze. He knew how the script went. Subtle hints. Quiet introductions.
"She’s very obedient."
"A daughter of good lineage."
"She keeps a fine home."
He knew the lines before they were even spoken.
He knew that one in every three women here was hoping he’d glance her way.
Some of the more desperate had even offered their omega sons.
Gojo decided not to ruin his evening. Instead, he made his way toward the balcony. The hum of the hall faded behind the sliding shōji doors. Beneath his feet, the floor gleamed with dark lacquer, polished to perfection. Low railings lined the edge, and thick wooden columns supported the structure beyond. One of those pillars, as it happened, hid a someone from his view — until he stepped closer.
A woman in a pale blue furisode. It looked modest, but the plum blossom motif near the hem was crafted with a delicacy not often seen in lower houses. He couldn't feel her scent — either her secondary gender had not yet shown, or she was using herbal suppressants. Good.
She hadn’t noticed him at first, preoccupied with the sweets. She took a small bite, trying not to wince, though the expression on her face said enough — the taste was mediocre at best. The corner of his mouth lifted slightly. He knew the sweets here were never worth eating.
She seemed… different. Not like the others he’d grown used to at such gatherings. That alone made him step closer and say, almost lazily:
“The wagashi tastes like medicine but you're still eating. Trying to look well-mannered?”
At first, she didn’t realize that he was speaking to her, but then her honey eyes lifted in surprise — only to drop again the moment they met his. She swallowed the piece of sweet. Yes, the taste was unimpressive, but his comment had caught her off guard. And... wasn't it improper to address someone so casually?
A soft flush rose to her cheek, but she answered, voice calm though touched with edge:
“Do you always lurk in silence? Or is this your idea of starting a conversation?”
He gave a quiet laugh — easy, almost boyish as if he’d merely teased her, not breached the etiquette. The soft curve of his lips hardly suited the katana shifting at his back as he leaned in just slightly.
“Only when it proves entertaining.”
Utahime noticed: he wasa handsome man, yet there was something in the way he carried himself, in the ease of his posture, something that felt untouched by humility and immune to proper manners. She took him for a son of some great house — an alpha, no doubt — the kind of man who believed the world existed to look up at him. What she didn’t know was she stood before the head of the strongest one, the one they all bowed to.