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A streak of violet and glimmering steel carved through the air in a blur of viscous slashes and stabs, faster than the eye could follow. The blade sang as it sliced, and beneath the sharp whistle of metal, another sound rose:
“We are hunters, voices strong.”
Another slash tore through the morning mist.
“Fighting demons with our song.”
The violet blur vaulted skyward, reaching heights that defied her small frame before descending in a sweeping, graceful arc.
“Fix the world and make it right.”
With a cry, the purple-haired girl dragged her sword from the earth and lunged forward once more.
“When darkness finally meets the light.”
She skidded to a halt, chest heaving, sword in hand. Her breath curled into the brisk morning air like smoke rising from dying embers. A bird chirped in a distant tree, uncaring of the tiny human below.
She couldn’t have been older than ten. Her long braid of deep violet hair reached the small of her back, catching bits of morning frost that clung to the strands like a thousand tiny stars.
Most children would still be in bed at this hour, but Rumi was not most children. She was a demon hunter, being molded to take up the mantle of mankind’s final defense.
Or at least, that’s what she’d been told.
Rumi raised the back of her hand to her forehead and wiped away a sheen of sweat — though curiously little, given the strain she had put her body through. She drew one final lungful of crisp air and turned from the clearing without a word.
After a few minutes of silent walking, she neared a small log cabin. Its neatly trimmed lawn stood in strange defiance of the untamed wilderness around it. A pond lay still just beyond, mirroring the early morning sky like glass.
Rumi approached the door and pushed it open.
The air inside was motionless. Not stale, but still. Like the hush that follows a question no one dares to answer.
It was clean. Too clean. Not in the obsessive way of someone clinging to order, but in the lifeless way of a place that had never been allowed to live. Everything sat in its place, untouched and unclaimed.
The kitchen crouched in the far corner, preserved in perfect form. The counters gleamed faintly, scrubbed to sterility. A fruit bowl stood at the center, piled with crisp, untouched apples. No notes on the fridge. No chipped mugs left by the sink. No crumbs, no clutter. As if life itself had never been permitted to linger here.
To the right, floor-to-ceiling shelves bore the weight of books, tapes, records, and CDs. They were the only markers of life, and they felt like intrusions instead of guests. The tape labels had faded with time, some book pages curled and creased from wear, dog-eared and clinging to memory. Signs of escape, not comfort.
A gap in the shelves marked the bathroom door, left half-ajar. Even from here, the room beyond seemed just as cold, just as empty.
Logs were stacked with mechanical precision beside the hearth, each piece too perfect to have been tossed there casually. The fireplace was swept clean, the only memory of warmth left behind in faint scorch marks licking the stone.
Opposite the hearth sat a low couch, its cushions unsunken and square. Folded blankets draped neatly over the back, untouched. Not a wrinkle, not a snag to suggest someone had ever curled beneath them on cold nights or lazy mornings. Nearby, a plain wooden table stood between two matching chairs. Unadorned, aligned with eerie precision. The kind of symmetry that felt less like tidiness and more like ritual.
To the left, three beds were positioned side by side with only a narrow gap between them. The bedding was so perfectly arranged it was impossible to tell if any of them had ever been slept in.
The walls were entirely bare, save for a single calendar pinned by the door. Each month had been methodically crossed out in precise, steady handwriting. The only event marked: “Supplies.” No birthdays. No holidays. No softness. Only survival. Only maintenance.
It wasn’t that no one had lived here. Someone had. For years.
But they had done so with the weightless footprint of a shadow. Nothing was out of place — but nothing had ever been placed with care, either. The cabin was orderly, quiet, lifeless.
And deeply, achingly empty.
Rumi stepped inside and made her way to the fridge. Her footsteps made no sound on the wooden floor, and the fridge gave only the softest groan as its hinges moved.
Inside, the contents were arranged with military neatness. Fresh vegetables and meat were stacked below; rows of identical, clear containers lined the top shelves. She reached for one, plucking it from the cold interior with the ease of routine. Then she retrieved a fork from the cutlery drawer, which clinked faintly in the silence, and sat at the table.
She ate methodically. Cold chicken and rice, flavorless and efficient, disappeared in practiced bites. No seasoning. No sauces. Nothing that was consumed for anything except for the continuation of life.
Once finished, she washed her utensils and returned them to their place. Then she drifted to the shelves and ran her fingers lightly across the edge of a record case.
Sunlight Sisters: Song of the Sun — Platinum Edition.
Her eyes flicked toward the nearby record player. Just as she reached to pull the album free, the cabin door creaked open.
Rumi froze. Her spine straightened instantly. Her hand hovered mid-motion, heart thundering in her chest.
A woman stood in the doorway — of average height, with flowing black hair streaked faintly with gray. Her features were delicate in the way shattered glass is delicate: sharp-edged, dangerous, cold. She stood wordlessly, framed in the light.
Rumi bowed her head.
“Celine,” she said with outward calm. Voice steady, respectful.
Inside, panic bloomed like fire in her gut.
What had she done wrong?
Had she faltered in her training? Missed a note in rehearsal? Disappointed Celine in some unseen, unforgivable way?
“Rumi,” Celine replied. Not unkind, but not warm either. Her voice was even. Measured. “I thought I’d check in. Make sure you're… keeping up with your training.”
“Of course!” Rumi replied too quickly, too loud.
She winced the moment the words left her mouth. A break in composure. A flaw.
Celine expected perfection in posture, in poise, in everything.
“Remember,” Celine said, her voice tightening, “an Idol does not crack under pressure. A hunter, even less so.”
She sighed, and added, “Meet me in the yard. It’s time to test your strength.”
Rumi nodded, stiff and nervous. She followed after her mentor, drawing the sword from her back. Her fingers curled tightly around the hilt.
Celine walked briskly to the far end of the small yard, her steps cutting through the silence with purpose. She turned, waiting.
The moment Rumi’s sneaker-clad feet touched the grass, Celine exploded forward. A curved sickle of glowing starlight materialized in her hands, summoned as swiftly as a thought.
Rumi had expected this. Celine’s most repeated lesson: Always be ready to fight. Especially when you think you’re safe.
She met her mentor head-on, steel clashing against conjured light. The yard rang with the sound of metal on magic, of strain and survival. A rapid exchange followed, but Rumi was quickly on the back foot.
She could barely keep up. Each blow pushed her closer to the edge. Celine wasn’t holding back, not even a little. Rumi was only ten, and no amount of training could bridge the gap between child and warrior.
Still, it was impressive she lasted as long as she did.
But then she slipped.
Rumi twisted away from the sickle’s arc, only to realize — too late — it had been a feint. The weapon reversed direction in a heartbeat.
For a breathless moment, it came at her full-force. She had no defense. No time.
At the last possible second, Celine twisted her wrist and struck Rumi’s arm with the hilt instead.
Small minnows of light sparked in the air around them, the impact cracked like wood beating on stone. Rumi cried out and dropped her sword. It thudded into the dirt beside her, forgotten.
Molten heat spread from the wound and pooled in the base of her limbs. For a moment, Rumi knew what power was. Knew she could shed this child's blade for one made of aether and starlight and everything unquantifiable.
She looked up and met Celine’s eyes, finding only disappointment and a soul-sucking emptiness that drained Rumi of whatever fight sparking in her.
“Not good enough, Rumi.”
Celine’s gaze sharpened. Her once-neutral brown eyes hardened as she caught sight of something beneath the torn sleeve of Rumi’s shirt, a faint silver shimmer curling along her skin.
Rumi’s hand shot to cover it, but it was too late.
“What did I tell you about showing your patterns?” Celine asked, voice low. “About showing your weakness?”
“Not to,” Rumi whispered. “That it’ll get me killed. That if someone saw… they’d strike without hesitation.”
“Good.” Celine’s lips twisted into something meant to resemble a smile. It didn’t reach her eyes. Rumi loved it anyways, because it was hers in a way few things were.
“All demons must die. That’s the rule of the world, and you are not exempt. That’s why no one can know what you are. Not yet. The Honmoon needs you. And if you help it… maybe you can finally be—” her tone dipped with careful emphasis, “—normal.”
Rumi nodded, small and silent. Still too young to understand the full weight of what she’d just agreed to. Old enough to know it meant hiding.
“Now fix your braid. Change your shirt. It’s clear I’ve been too lax in your training.”
Rumi bolted toward the cabin, fingers already working at her braid. Her long purple hair came undone behind her like a falling ribbon. She dressed and returned in minutes. Quick by most standards, but not quick enough.
Celine didn’t say a word. She didn’t have to.
The training resumed. Hours passed in blur and bruises. Each round Rumi lasted a little less. Her arms grew heavy. Her grip faltered. Her legs buckled more than once.
Celine never slowed. She never softened her blows or her words.
Rumi was never fast enough.
Never strong enough.
Never smart enough.
Never good enough.
Standing over her, Celine felt a smile twitch at the corner of her lips. Brief. Almost involuntary.
This was what Rumi needed in Celine's mind. This was how you burned the weakness out. Harsh training to counterbalance a cursed bloodline. Pain, to honor the sacrifice her mother had made.
And yet... a shadow of grief slipped in, just for a moment. Celine’s chest tightened. The flicker of a smile vanished.
She had lingered too long in her lessons, too far from mourning.
As much as she yearned to return to the grave of one-third of her soul, there was still more instruction to give her... ward.
“Rumi,” she said, voice flat, “do you remember why you must be perfect?”
Rumi hesitated. “To make the Honmoon golden?”
“That’s part of it. But you’ll also be stronger than the other two in your trio, because of your affliction. Until you seal it away, you’ll carry their burden. You’ll take the blows meant for them. You’ll ensure they’re ready to fight.”
Celine’s voice hardened.
“And you’ll die for them if needed. Without hesitation. Without letting them get close. Because if they knew what you truly are, they’d correct the mistake.”
Rumi was pale. Her head bobbed in a shaky nod.
Celine stepped back.
“Now. Train your voice. Train your weapon. Train your mind.” Her eyes lingered for a beat longer than usual. “Maybe... maybe that will be enough to fix you.”
Rumi bowed her head. Not out of respect, but to hide the tears glittering in her eyes.
She didn’t lift it until Celine’s footsteps faded from the yard, swallowed by silence.
Rumi’s hands trembled. Not just from the bruises blossoming beneath her skin, but from the weight of Celine’s words still echoing in her skull. There was no one to comfort her. No hand to reach for. Only silence, and the aching void in her chest where something human might have lived.
So she did the only thing she could.
She reached down and picked up her sword.
It may as well have weighed a thousand pounds. Every muscle in her arms screamed. Her fingers clenched weakly around the hilt, slick with sweat.
She tried to move through familiar katas, to let muscle memory carry her forward. But her body rebelled. Pain sparked with every motion — sharp, hot reminders of where Celine’s strikes had landed. Still, she pushed forward. Teeth grit. Shoulders set.
If anyone’s ever going to love me, she told herself, I need to be strong enough to make the Golden Honmoon. To seal away the demons forever and longer.
Because, as Celine always said, what huntress could love a demon? What human could love the monster in the dark or the best underneath the boards?
The very things they were sworn to destroy.
A thought echoed with cruel logic. She repeated it like a mantra. A rule carved into bone.
Fit it, Fix me. Fix it, fix me. Fix it, fix me.
Her arms began to shake so violently she could no longer hold the blade steady. Still she tried. Still she lifted.
She almost succeeded, until her body gave out.
She hit the ground hard, the impact sending lightning through every bruise and tendon. For a moment, she couldn’t move. She just lay there, face pressed into the dirt, too strong to scream but weak enough to want too.
Eventually, she crawled. One painful motion at a time, she dragged herself toward the cabin. Up the stairs. Through the doorway. Inside.
She couldn’t do more. Her body was finished. But the day wasn’t.
There was still work to do.
Rumi took a quick, efficient shower. Not to soothe the bruises. That wasn’t the point. It was to wash off the sweat and grime. Nothing more.
When she undressed, she averted her eyes from the mirror. She didn’t want to see the silver patterns curling across her skin, the marks that made her monstrous.
Celine’s scoldings echoed too loud in her memory. Any glimpse would be enough to strip away the last of her composure.
She dressed quickly and re-braided her hair in a plain, utilitarian style.
Though it felt like evening, the day was still young. Her early rising made time stretch unnaturally long. There were still hours left.
Hours of singing.
Celine insisted that Rumi train her voice until the mere act of forming words felt like fire.
So Rumi sat down on the cold wooden floor of the cabin, never the couch. Human beings were the ones who needed comfort, not her.
In front of her, a small black voice recorder blinked with a red light. Her sword, hastily cleaned and placed beside her, remained close enough to remind her: this too was part of the battle.
She inhaled slowly, shallowly. Then pressed record.
“Vocal Training Log. Afternoon session.”
Her voice was already raw, scratchy. Another mark against her. Her fault, for letting her breath waver during drills.
She closed her eyes. Began to sing.
“We are hunters, voices strong—”
The first note came out sharp. Off-key. She stopped immediately.
“No,” she whispered. “Too bright. Flat support. Lazy consonants.”
She slapped her thigh. Not hard. Just enough to sting. Enough to punish. Enough to linger as she tried again.
“We are hunters, voices strong…”
The pitch held this time, but her “s” lingered too long. Another flaw.
She clicked her tongue in frustration. And began again.
And again.
Each attempt failed in a different way. Each one echoed with Celine’s voice, sharper than any blade.
“An Idol does not waver.”
“A hunter sings with purpose, not doubt.”
“Again.”
“Do not show your weakness.”
Rumi repeated the critiques aloud after each mistake. As though naming her flaws might excuse them.
“Poor diaphragm control.”
“Chesty. Lazy mouth.”
“Too robotic.”
On the seventh try, her voice cracked mid-line.
She flinched. Not from pain, but from shame.
Her fist nearly reduced one of the cabin's floorboards to splinters, the sound sharp in the perpetual silence of the cabin.
Rumi’s throat burned, but she didn’t stop. She took a sip of room-temperature water — no honey, no tea, nothing soft — and forced herself onward.
“Fix the world and make it right…”
Too fast.
Start over.
“When darkness finally meets the light…”
Too soft.
Start over.
The lyrics blurred into reflex. The melody became a cliff she had to scale, but her grip slipped with every breath. By the fourteenth attempt, the words had been reduced to punishment.
Her lips moved. Her vocal cords strained. Still she sang.
Her voice was raw now, each syllable scraped across fraying muscle. When she pushed the line out, it felt like dragging fire through her throat.
Good.
That meant she was close. That meant she was almost worthy of a moment's rest.
So she kept going.
Even after her voice gave out, she mouthed the lyrics. She whispered them through the ache, her body curled inward like a collapsing shell. Her voice cracked like dry wood. Still she pressed on, until even whispering felt like dragging razors down her throat.
When no sound came at all, Rumi finally stopped
She stared at the recorder. The red light still blinked. Steady, patient, unblinking.
Still watching.
She pressed pause.
The silence that followed was not new. It was the cabin’s only true companion — heavy, constant, absolute. Rumi sat in it, trembling. Her throat scorched. Her body hollowed.
Behind her, her logbook sat on the table.
She didn’t move to retrieve it. Not yet. She was afraid that if she stood, her legs would fold beneath her. That the act of rising might shatter her.
So she whispered, more thought than sound.
“Not good enough.”
But tomorrow, she would try again.
Because for Rumi, perfection wasn’t a choice. It was the only hope she had of ever being enough.
Eventually, she pushed herself toward the table and took up the logbook. In looping, neat handwriting, she documented each mistake: missed words, poor inflection, voice cracks, trembles. Whether it was her fault or not didn’t matter. A mistake was a mistake, and all of them had to be fixed. (A voice that sounded like Celine whispered in her mind).
Every part of her ached for rest, but there was still work to be done.
She rose from the cold floor with a whimper and shuffled toward the beds on the left side of the cabin. On the way, she grabbed a sleek, matte laptop from the shelf.
The screen blinked awake to a placeholder Windows homescreen.
3:30 PM.
Still hours left in the day.
Rumi opened a browser and began her third major task of the day. The least important to her future, but no less mandatory: schoolwork.
Celine forbade her from descending to the villages below. The distractions, the people — they’d slow her progress. Instead, Rumi attended one of Korea’s most prestigious online academies. Or so the website claimed.
Its prestige meant rigor. Its rigor meant hours of additional work.
And Rumi, of course, would accept no grade short of perfect.
She compartmentalized. Shut off the singer and the fighter. Let the student take over.
Math. Science. English. History. Each subject moved by at the speed Rumi imagined swimming through molasses was like. Her brain, already battered, struggled to hold form. Only her electives, songwriting and vocal performance, offered any reprieve. She was far beyond the material. The teacher’s lessons were child’s play. It took her minutes to breeze through them.
Still, the rest took hours. Even working at full speed, even skipping lectures, she didn’t finish until her eyes were heavy and her thoughts felt like static.
A low growl rumbled in her stomach.
Rumi flinched, instinctively glancing around — embarrassed, even in her solitude. But no one was there to see her moment of weakness.
She rose from her bed on legs that trembled like jelly. Every step was a fight. But she made it to the fridge.
This meal was much larger than her breakfast, a serving fit for a soldier or an Olympic athlete. Pounds of chicken and rice. A few hard-boiled eggs. A side of boiled vegetables. Several vitamin pills in a small tray beside them.
It was a meal designed for recovery.
In her books, children eat brightly colored foods that rotted their teeth and complained if anything green even touched their plate.
Rumi knew normal ten year olds were supposed to eat a little unhealthy food. Indulge in the little things in life before failing bodies and failing health came with age.
She was not normal. So she ate every grain of rice and swallowed every pill with prim and proper manners, even though her only witnesses were the songbirds resting on the tree branches.
For dessert, she selected a crisp apple from the fruit bowl in the center of the counter. She bit into it cleanly, chewing with quiet restraint.
Rumi ate the apple after washing the dishes from all her meals that day. She wandered the cabin while chewing in careful, precise bites, scanning every surface like a soldier inspecting barracks.
Nothing was out of place.
Satisfied, she finished the last of the apple and went to the bathroom. She brushed her teeth for exactly two minutes — not a second more — staring at her reflection the entire time. When she finished, she applied a light layer of lotion and ointment to her skin.
Idols, after all, must look perfect.
She lingered in the mirror afterward.
Dim brown eyes stared back at her from a face too young to carry so little softness. Her lips gleamed faintly with chapstick. A tidy braid of violet hair trailed down her back, neat and efficient.
Slowly, she pulled her lips upward.
The result was a smile, or something like it.
First, she tried to mirror Celine’s smile. Tight, understated, nearly invisible. It felt wrong on her face. Foreign.
Then she tried the ones she’d found on the internet. Smiles with teeth. Without teeth. Smiles that moved the cheeks just a little or all the way up to the eyes.
None of them fit. None of them felt real.
They never reached her eyes.
After several seconds of trying, Rumi stopped. Not because she’d given up on perfecting her smile, but because exhaustion surged through her like a tide pulling her under.
She turned away from the mirror, crossed to her bed, and plucked a familiar book from the shelf.
Demons and What We Know About Them.
She glanced out the window. The world beyond was pitch black. The kind of deep, primeveal dark that only came in places far from the light of civilization or warmth of company.
She opened the book, and felt her eyes sag in their sockets just a little bit more. Her thoughts dulled to sludge as words slid across her brain.
Her body and mind agreed on one thing: she needed to sleep.
She had training tomorrow. Strength and speed drills instead of swordwork. A different kind of brutality, but no less demanding.
She should have been focused on that. On refining her technique. On Celine’s endless corrections.
But this book was one of the few things that felt hers. One of the only volumes written by hunters, for hunters. It spoke of demons and their weaknesses, their strategies, how to kill them.
It said little about their patterns. Less about their nature.
And yet… maybe there was something she’d missed. A hidden line. A footnote. A clue.
Maybe there was something that could rid her of her marks. Something that would let her protect her future teammates. Her friends.
Maybe.
But she only made it through a dozen pages before the weight of the day overcame her. Her eyes blurred. Her hands loosened.
She set the book down.
Her gaze drifted toward the beds, hers and the two still untouched beside it.
Rumi wondered what the other two thirds of her future trio would be like. Would they take pride in being chosen by the Honmoon, wear it like a crown? Or would they bear it like a weight, like she did? Would they be silent and sharp-edged like Celine — cold out of duty, or by design?
Or… would one of them reach out?
Would they speak to her first? Sit close? Laugh, even?
She didn’t need much. Not warmth, not praise. Just someone who could be there. Just someone could look at Rumi and see that there was something alive and aching on this forsaken mountain.
She imagined two girls beside her. Not faces, she didn’t dare picture those, but shapes. Presence. One tall and quiet, maybe. The other loud, but kind. Or maybe they’d both be soft in ways Rumi wasn’t allowed to be.
Maybe they'd fight sometimes. Maybe they'd fight for each other.
Maybe they’d sing together.
She didn’t know who they were yet, but she could already feel the shape they left in her life. A hollow waiting to be filled. A harmony waiting for its chorus.
And for the first time since the world became more than a blur, she felt it.
A flicker of hope.
One day, she would not be alone. Not entirely. Even if the other hunters never truly knew her — not until the Golden Honmoon was complete, not until her patterns were gone — she could still know them. Fight for them. Die for them, if needed.
And maybe, if she became perfect — truly perfect — they could know her, too.
Once she was normal.
Once she was fixed.
Rumi fell asleep in the cold, quiet cabin. Wrapped in silence, buried in solitude. Little wisps of silver threads just begging to reach and curl around her hand, a shock of touch against a life of distance.
But somewhere deep in her chest, something made even this shock feel small and childlike. Something ancient, knowing, and wreathed in power placed a little image of warmth in her mind.
Two hands reaching out and embracing her in full.
It wasn’t peace.
But hope.
Hope that the future might be more alive than the life she’d known.
Hope that one day, she might no longer be alone in the world.