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Levi felt a rush of nervousness every time a man walked in through the door of the restaurant. It was nice. It feels too nice for him to be here. He’d gotten here early, way too early. Almost thirty minutes before their date was scheduled.
Levi watched as a tall blond man stepped through the door. That was him. It had to be. Levi frantically opened his phone, double checking the profile picture of who he’d be meeting. He looked taller.
Levi and him made eye contact, prompting him to excuse himself from the hostess with a gentle hand on her shoulder. He walked over, smiling down at Levi before sitting across from him.
The reservation table was in a secluded part of the restaurant. Levi suddenly felt isolated, just him and this man he met on the internet in a fancy as shit restaurant that Levi knew he wouldn’t be able to afford otherwise.
“Levi.”
“Hey, Erwin,” Levi replied. Erwin reached out his hand, taking Levi’s and shaking it. The gesture made Levi feel like this was more of a business deal than a date.
“You look nice. Pretty.” Erwin’s smile was genuine as he looked Levi over. He was dressed nice, a deep blue tux with a dark brown tie. It fit him perfectly, and Levi would bet money he’d paid to get it tailored for that fit. Levi felt underdressed, wearing dark jeans and a black turtleneck. He could hardly afford to park nearby. He definitely can’t afford to dress nicer than this.
“Thanks..” Levi replied, “You look good.” Levi’s mouth is dry. His hands gripped the menu anxiously. He felt so fucking awkward.
“Have you been here before?” Erwin asked. Levi shook his head. “Well then, I recommend the foie gras but you can get anything you want on the menu. I’ll be paying tonight.”
Levi already knows that. Levi is well aware that he is expected to spend as much money as possible tonight, and not have to pay a cent of it.
“I was looking at the Wagyu ribeye,” Levi said. He wasn’t necessarily interested in it. Its whopping price point of $195 dollars is what caught his eye. He wouldn’t object if that’s what Erwin ordered for him, though.
Erwin smiled, nodding. Levi watched in silence as the waitress came over. Erwin spoke to her like they are old friends, though he doubts it. Maybe Erwin is here often, seducing younger men. Maybe Erwin is just a charming guy.
Levi heard him order seared scallops with fancy sauces for the appetizer, the wagyu ribeye for Levi, and some sort of lobster dish for himself. Levi attempted to focus on all the french names being spoken but was unable. Erwin ordered wine. An entire bottle that Levi is sure is more expensive than his steak.
Levi wondered if Erwin is showing off his financial capabilities for Levi or if he is always this profligate. Erwin thanked the waitress, handing her their menus before she walked off.
“So,” Erwin turned back to Levi, “Where do you study?”
Erwin knew Levi was a student. It was mentioned on his dating profile. A short biography that read ‘college student looking for a cash cow.’ That’s how he ended up here. A joke that Erwin apparently hadn’t picked up on.
“Sina University. My major is Journalism,” Levi said, hands awkwardly flat on the table now that he didn’t have the menu to fiddle with.
“Oh how interesting,” Erwin replied, “Any particular field?”
“Photojournalism. I like taking pictures.”
“A photographer? I would love to see your work one day, Levi. I’m partial to the arts myself. In terms of collecting, I don’t think I could make something creative to save my life.” He laughed, and it was genuine. Levi felt his shoulders relax. Erwin seemed to be interested in Levi and his passions, and from what Levi could tell the interest was authentic.
“I could show you. One day.” Levi paused their conversation as the waitress brought out the wine bottle and two glasses. He watched as she carefully poured each glass. She smiled at the two men, informing them that their first course would be out soon. Levi continued, “So..what do you do?”
“I’m a realtor.”
Levi blinked. A fucking realtor?
“No way you have enough cash to get me a two hundred dollar steak from selling houses and shit?”
Erwin laughed, enamored with Levi’s boldness. “Fine. I may be simplifying things. I’m a realtor for the wealthiest homes in Paradise. I am the CEO of three real estate firms across the country. I invest a lot as well.”
“So you’re loaded?” Levi asked, picking up his wine glass. He took a small sip. It was strong, though not unpleasant. It tastes much more luxurious than the shitty beer he and his friends drank.
Erwin nodded, “I guess you could say that.”
“So why spend all your money on some college student? What’s in it for you?” Levi noticed a soft tinge of pink form on Erwin's cheek and nose. Levi’s been staring at that nose since he walked in. He loved it.
“I wanted to get to know you better, Levi,” Erwin supplied, though Levi could tell there was something else hidden behind simple words. “We can discuss the ‘benefits’ I hope to receive later.”
“What like sex?” Levi scoffed, crossing his arm. He figured that’s what Erwin wanted. Sex with a much younger man. Levi tried not to let it slip that he’d be more than fine with that arrangement.
“Maybe. But I also am hoping for other things,” Erwin explained, piquing Levi’s attention. Levi raised his brow as he leaned forward. “I was hoping to at least finish dinner before we brought it up, if you wouldn’t mind?”
Levi shrugged, accepting the deal. He’d get through dinner and then find out what Erwin wanted in exchange for financial services.
Dinner is long. Longer than any dinner Levi has had before. He doesn’t mind though, as he’d actually begun to enjoy talking to Erwin. Their conversation never halted as they ate their meal, flowing steadily as the night went on. By the time they finish the restaurant is already closed, and they are the last two guests.
Erwin paid, handing the woman a card without even checking the bill. He put down a hundred dollar bill onto the table as the waitress’s tip. Levi’s eyes widened. Maybe he should be waiting tables here instead of going to college.
The waitress returned, thanking the two men for their patronage. Levi felt Erwin’s hand grace the small of his back as Erwin led him out of the restaurant. Outside was a car, seemingly just returned from a valet service. Levi had taken a cab here, so when Erwin suggested he give Levi a ride home Levi obliged.
The car is sleek, with a black exterior and tan interior. It has a screen in the middle. Levi’s car doesn’t even have bluetooth. He sat in the passenger seat, taking full advantage of the seat warmers as Erwin began to drive.
“I hope you enjoyed dinner,” Erwin asked, eyes ahead on the road. Levi gave him a positive hum as a reply, looking over at Erwin. He couldn’t hold back his curiosity, he had to ask.
“So what do you get out of it?” It is less of a question and more of a statement. He wanted to know.
“I,” Erwin began before stopping, seemingly looking for his words, “I want a special relationship. With you. I enjoy your company. I don’t have to be your partner, if you do not want me to be.”
“What, so a sugar daddy? You want me to be a hot young guy you fuck and throw money at?” Levi said, though didn’t outright shut Erwin down.
“In a way. I prefer to be referred to as a paypig,” Erwin explained. His grip on the steering wheel was relaxed. He wasn’t nervous at all. He might have had this conversation plenty of times.
“What’s that?” Levi asked. His tone was almost aggressive.
“I want you to use me, Levi. I want to be your wallet. Anything you want you will get.”
To Levi this just sounded like an ordinary sugar daddy and sugar baby relationship. Erwin continued,
“I-“ Erwin paused, stopping at a red light. He looked at Levi, locking eyes for the first time since they got in the car. The bright red accentuated all of his sharp angles as he stared at Levi. “I want to be used entirely, Levi. I want sex, I won’t lie. I want you to use me at your whim, entirely dependent on you regarding when and how I get off. I crave humiliation and degradation.”
“Pervert…” Levi whispered, brows furrowed not in anger but in thought. He watched as Erwin laughed, turning his attention back toward the road once the light had turned green.
“Yes. I am aware,” Erwin replied. Levi could practically hear the smile in his voice.
The two drove in silence for a while before Erwin pulled up in front of Levi’s apartment. It was the bottom floor of a split level two story home. The neighborhood wasn’t awful, but Levi doubted Erwin would ever stay here.
Levi moved to get out of the car, opening the door and stepping into the cold September air. He looked back at Erwin. “Uh, thanks. For tonight.”
“My pleasure, Levi. I genuinely enjoyed your company.” Erwin smiled and Levi felt his heart skip a beat. He didn’t want to admit how much he liked the man in front of him. He pushed the inkling of that thought down, killing it before it could manifest into a whole thought. Right now, if Levi would be seeing Erwin, it would be sex. Sex and spending.
Levi nodded, going to shut the car door before Erwin spoke. “I would like to hear back from you about my proposal. No rush. Take all the time you need. I would love to see you again, Levi.”
“Yeah,” Levi replied, nodding again. He shut the door, walking up to his front door and fiddling with his keys. Erwin watched from his car, waiting to ensure Levi was safely inside before driving off.
——
“What?!”
Levi felt his cheeks flush, a scowl quickly forming on his face.
“Shut up, four eyes. The entire library can hear you,” he snapped, sinking down into his chair.
Levi and Hange were stuck in a math class together this semester, despite not pertaining to Levi’s major. He needed one more math credit to graduate in the upcoming spring semester and somehow Hange convinced him to enroll in calculus with them.
Levi, however, was not particularly good at math. Hange had taken to tutoring him every Wednesday after class. Levi was coasting along with a C, and was content to maintain that so he could pass.
“It’s kind of hard to keep quiet when you tell me you’re going on a date with a man twice your fucking age,” Hange’s voice was still loud. Levi groaned, reaching over to cover their mouth. He pulled his hand away when Hange licked it, eyes wide.
“You’re fucking gross,” Levi said, wiping his hand on a tissue. “So what if he’s forty nine. I’m twenty four. I can make decisions for myself.”
“Dude he could literally be your dad,” Hange grimaced, “but whatever. Date him if you want, just be careful.”
“I am,” Levi assured, “He’s nice..his name is Erwin. He took me out to eat at this crazy expensive restaurant.”
Hange smirked, mischief brewing behind their eyes, “So he has money? Is that why you’re seeing him?”
Levi scoffed, “Duh.” Levi has had enough time to convince himself that he is only contemplating agreeing to Erwin’s terms for the money. It’s been four days since their date on Saturday. He had yet to text Erwin back, or talk to him at all since their date.
“Are you gonna meet up again?” Hange asked, pulling down their glasses to eye Levi. Levi shrugged, looking back down at his notebook.
“Maybe. Now can we focus on the assignment for Dr. Zacharius? I can’t afford to go below a C.”
Hange nodded, scooting closer to Levi so he could watch them work through their math homework.
——
Levi ended up texting Erwin back. They spoke about meeting up again, having another date and a conversation. Levi was nervous. This was his first time at Erwin’s house. It’s fucking huge.
Levi rang the doorbell, getting ridiculously close to the door in an attempt to shield himself from the pouring rain.
Erwin was quick to open it, ushering Levi in, “You’re soaked. Come in, come in.” Levi didn’t hesitate, stepping through the front door. He wiped his shoes on the rug, looking around the foyer as Erwin went off to get him a towel. The house is warm and cozy, not just in temperature but in atmosphere. Wood paneled walls that have been outdated since the 90s lined the entry hallway. Framed photos of Erwin and presumably his family are scattered along them. Some just of Erwin, some of Erwin and a man who looks to be his father, others of Erwin as a child with his parents. No pictures of a husband or wife. Levi had assumed, considering his budding dynamic with Levi. He wasn’t one hundred percent certain, however. Levi felt a sense of relief at the confirmation.
Erwin returned, handing Levi a warm soft towel. He dried off, toweling his hair and face. He removed his coat, Erwin taking it and the towel before disappearing again. Levi took the moment to step further into the house. He assumed he didn’t have to take off his shoes considering Erwin was wearing his, but did so out of habit anyway. He toed off his sneakers, frowning at the feeling of his wet socks. He slid them off as well, tucking them into his shoes. He caught a view of himself in a hallway mirror, quickly fixing his hair that had been ruined by the towel and rain.
He stepped further down the hall. The first room to his left seems to be some kind of study or office. The walls are lined with books and it has been converted into a personal library. There is a television, but it’s old and doesn’t look like it gets much use. To the left of it there is a stack of VHS tapes, Levi glanced over them. The X-Files. Twin Peaks. Quantum Leap. All shit that predated Levi. He didn’t even know what the last one was. He looked over to the couch. It’s worn yet comfortable looking, with a divot in the middle. A pile of books sat in front of it on a coffee table coated in papers. The desk in the corner matched a similar fate.
Levi turned to explore the rest of the house, only to be interrupted by Erwin’s return. “Snooping around?” Erwin smirked, leaning against the doorway to an open space in the house. Levi looked behind him. It was a kitchen, not entirely outdated. It was spotless, making Levi wonder how often Erwin even cooked. Through a door behind the kitchen Levi could see a step down into a living room. There was a more modern television set, more luxurious furniture and decor.
“No,” Levi was quick to defend himself, though his efforts only made Erwin chuckle.
“It’s fine. You can look around. I don’t mind,” Erwin explained. Levi looked further down the hall. There’s an open door to a bland bedroom. It must be a guest room. There’s a shut door to the side of it, which Levi assumed was a bathroom. The staircase down the hall is the gate to the rest of Erwin’s home. Levi imagined Erwin’s bedroom. He wondered if he’d be seeing it soon.
“It’s fine,” Levi decided, looking back up at Erwin. Erwin nodded, turning to walk into the kitchen. Levi watched as Erwin fixed him a glass of water, handing it to him as Levi stepped in to meet him.
“It’s nice to see you Levi,” Erwin said, leaning against the counter, "Would you like to order dinner?”
Levi nodded, “Yeah.” Erwin placed his hand on the small of Levi’s back, guiding him to the living room down the small set of steps. Levi blushed, feeling Erwin through the thin button up shirt he was wearing. He overestimated how he should dress, having put on a dress shirt and slacks. Erwin, in contrast, wore a sweatshirt so old the design had worn off and jeans. This was meant to be a much more casual meeting, exemplified as Erwin asked,
“Chinese good? I’ll order from my phone. Shouldn’t be longer than half an hour?” He sits down on the large sofa, opening up the delivery app as Levi sat beside him. Levi tucked his feet under him, catching Erwin’s eye for a brief moment. Maybe he shouldn’t have taken off his shoes. It was probably rude. Too late now.
Erwin ordered their dinner, shutting off his phone and looking back towards Levi. He smiled, “How was your week? I’m happy you wanted to see me again.”
“It was good. One class is kicking my ass.” Levi felt weird talking about college with Erwin. He probably hasn’t been in ages. “How was your week?”
“Good. I flew out to Maria, closed a deal earlier this week. Spent the rest of the week reading.”
Levi moved closer to him, just briefly. He had to remind himself this was a date, that he was getting to know Erwin. He did want to know him. He wanted to fuck him too. Erwin was hot. His hair was mostly blond, but thin grey streaks had started to grow in. His eyes had crows feet and his cheeks had smile lines. His body wasn’t unfit, he was certainly healthy, but Levi could tell that he’d lost muscle in the past few years. Where hardened abs may previously have been, a small but plush stomach laid beneath his sweatshirt.
Most notably Erwin is wearing glasses today. He wasn’t wearing them on their first date.
“Reading what?” Levi rested his head against the back of the sofa, looking over at Erwin with his full attention. Erwin matched his gaze, smiling softly.
“It’s silly,” Erwin said as he tucked a loose hair behind his ear.
Levi shrugged, “Maybe it is. Tell me, I’ll tell you if it’s silly.”
Erwin laughed, nodding. “I’ve been reading a lot about Roman aqueducts. I’ve checked out four library books this week.”
Levi stared blankly at him. “That’s so lame.” Erwin smiled, shrugging.
“Yes. I figured you’d say that.”
Levi felt his face subconsciously move closer to Erwin’s. They were just a few inches apart now. “Is it interesting?”
“I think so. Would you?” Erwin asked, hand spanning across the vast expanse of the couch. Levi saw him move it in the corner of his eye. It feels like ages before it touches his leg.
“Fuck no,” Levi said, snorting with laughter. Their conversation flowed smoothly, and Levi felt the insatiable urge to tell Erwin ‘yes’ right then and there. Yes to his rules and conditions. Levi will dominate him, use his wallet, whatever he wants as long as Levi gets another chance to speak to him. Erwin is fascinating. Levi craved more.
Levi can hardly believe he is this attracted to a man he has only been on one complete date with. He would be lying to himself if he said he hasn’t been waiting to see Erwin again. He tried hard not to think about that, instead focusing on how Levi will benefit from this financial relationship.
“Your office is a mess,” Levi said. He screamed in his mind about how stupid that was to bring up. Erwin hummed,
“Are you not one for organized clutter?” Erwin’s hand felt warm on Levi’s thigh, squeezing slightly.
“Clutter isn’t organized,” Levi’s voice was monotone as he spoke. Erwin’s smile felt warm and hazy as Levi looked at him. He wanted to lean forward, inch inevitably closer. He held himself back, not wanting to seem too eager.
The small proximity between them is interrupted with the ring of a doorbell. Their food has arrived early. Erwin must have paid for priority delivery.
Erwin doesn’t move for a moment, letting their breath mingle as Levi is now maybe two inches from his face. Levi was the first one to speak,
“The food…”
Erwin nodded, backing away before standing. Levi watched in silence as he walked out of view. Once Erwin is gone and well out of sight Levi felt his cheeks redden. He ran his hand through his still damp hair, groaning softly. He couldn’t fucking believe this. He wanted Erwin. He never thought that the date he’d agreed to go on with a rich older guy would end up like this. He thought it would happen and nothing would come of it, instead being delegated to only being brought up at parties when Hange wanted to poke fun at Levi. ‘Hey, remember when you almost got a hot sugar daddy’ they would say, drunk on a gross concoction of jungle juice most likely. Their friends would laugh, poke fun at Levi. Some would say they were jealous. That would be it.
But now Levi was sitting in Erwin’s living room, waiting for him to bring back their chinese food. Waiting for someone to make the first move.
Erwin returned, plastic takeout bag in hand as he placed it onto the neat glass coffee table in front of the sofa. It is much neater than the one in his office, the one made of dark oak wood and covered in printed out articles and old newspapers. Erwin’s office is so distinct from the rest of his home.
“Thanks,” Levi said, grabbing a small to-go box of fried rice. He picked up the chopsticks on the table, beginning to eat. Erwin followed suit, only speaking after a few minutes.
“What kind of pictures do you like to take?” He asked before biting down into a spring roll. He cupped his free hand under his chin to catch any stray crumbs.
“Landscapes are my favorite, but I kinda have to do anything if I want to do photojournalism. People and shit I guess,” Levi shrugged, “I don’t mind those either. I just prefer to take pictures of places.”
“How interesting,” Erwin said, voice low as he looked over to Levi. He was further reclined into the crook of the couch, ankle crossed over his leg as he continued to eat. “Do you ever do portraits?”
“Like, just classic ones? Not really. I guess if an assignment requires it,” He put down the now empty rice container, picking up another one filled with Kung Pao chicken.
“I really would love to see your work. I meant it last time we talked,” Erwin finishes his meal, eating much faster than Levi. He wiped at his mouth, washing down his food with a long sip of water. Levi nodded,
“Sure.”
Erwin was satisfied with this, shifting closer to Levi. Levi continued to eat, unmoving as Erwin put his arm around Levi. He looked over at Erwin slightly, though didn’t stop him.
“I wanted to talk,” Erwin said and Levi nodded. “I assume you have thought about my proposal. Do you accept?”
Levi finished his food, setting aside the container before swallowing. “I have questions. I have to know what I’m getting into before I agree. And I have the right to back out whenever I want.” Erwin stayed silent, indicating he was listening. “I want to know what you’re into. Specifics. What kind of shit am I expected to do? I want to know if I have a budget. And what am I allowed to buy? And how do I go about buying it? I want to know if you have other men you’re doing this with.”
Erwin nodded, almost like he expected these questions. He began to answer them, “You are the only person I am currently seeing. If you do not want me to see anyone else I will oblige. You are not obligated to follow the same rules, I understand this is not a romantic relationship. You are free to see whoever you please. If you want me to be loyal to you as part of your…dominance..over me I am more than happy.” Levi nodded, waiting for Erwin to continue. “All you have to do is ask and you will get something. I don’t want you having direct access to my wallet, not because I intend to refuse you purchase of anything, but because you demanding money from me gets me off. Tell me what you want and I will either buy it directly or send you the money. In terms of what you can expect, I am obviously interested in being your paypig. Other than that, I want to be degraded entirely. Humiliated beyond recognition. In terms of specifics, I get off being used, whether it be for your own pleasure or disgust. There are more specific things, if you would like to hear them.”
Levi nodded, so Erwin continued, though this time with a bit more hesitancy in his voice.
“I exclusively bottom. I enjoy the humiliation of being such a big and masculine man bending over for someone. I am..into certain body parts. I like feet. I will likely beg to..use..your armpit. I don’t want you to shave anything.”
Levi felt a strange sensation in his stomach. He wasn’t expecting a kink like that, though was more surprised he wasn’t entirely opposed to Erwin fucking his armpit. Erwin’s earlier attention to his feet suddenly made sense.
Levi watched as Erwin’s eyes darkened, shifting to a seductive lidded look as Erwin leaned close again. Levi nodded, “I accept.” Erwin’s cheeks tinged a slight pink. Levi leaned in, closing the gap as he pressed a kiss to Erwin’s waiting mouth. Erwin melted into the kiss, nose bumping against Levi’s as the two shifted against each other. Their mouths explored the other, learning every centimeter of the other’s lips and tongue, even the crevices between each tooth. Erwin’s hands cupped Levi’s face, and Levi’s laid flat against Erwin’s chest.
Levi’s hand drifted down Erwin’s abdomen, brushing over the freshly formed tent in his jeans. Levi pulled away from the kiss slightly, but kept his mouth close to Erwin’s. Their lips brushed as he spoke, a near whisper, “Hard just from kissing? How pathetic.”
Levi felt a sudden rush overcome him as Erwin moaned into his mouth. He could get used to this, Erwin whiny and pliant in his lap while he mocked and teased him.
Levi pressed their lips back together. Erwin desperately bucked up his hips in an attempt to gain more of Levi’s touch. Levi broke the kiss, leaning back into the sofa as Erwin moved towards him. “So desperate. You’re filthy, asking me to demean you and getting turned on from it.”
Erwin looked up at Levi, patiently awaiting his next cheap shot at him. Levi continued, “Do you want me to help you out? Jack your small cock off while I remind you how pitiful you are?”
Erwin moaned at Levi’s words, whispering out a small “Please, Levi..” Levi hummed in mock contemplation, deciding what Erwin would be subject to.
“If that useless mouth of yours can find something to do I MIGHT let you cum,” Levi said, hands moving to unbuckle his belt. He unzipped his pants, pulling them down to his mid thigh. His own semi-erect cock stayed hidden by his briefs. Erwin licked his lips, eyeing it. He’d moved so that his head was positioned over Levi’s lap, knees on the sofa and his ass up on display for Levi.
Levi felt a small ounce of anxiousness. Were his words too tacky? Ripped straight from a porno? He’d never had sex like this before. He’d mostly become accustomed to quick bathroom hookups in gay clubs and bars.
“Suck.” Levi demanded and Erwin wasted no time. He mouthed greedily at the fabric, spit soaking in with precum. He pulled back the hem with his teeth. Levi’s hands had grabbed hold of Erwin’s wrist, keeping them pinned beneath him as Erwin started to lick along the shaft, hardening Levi’s length. He licked up the underside, head tilted so he could make eye contact with Levi as he wrapped his lips around the tip.
Levi felt a rush of power as Erwin obeyed him, turning his head and sliding down Levi’s length till it had slid down his throat. Levi is not exceptionally big, and he can assume Erwin is much bigger, but Erwin doesn’t seem to mind as he works him around his throat. He swallowed, applying the perfect amount of pressure around him. Levi groaned as his hand flew to grip Erwin’s hair. His other hand held Erwin’s hands pressed against the cushion. His fingers were tight, entangled in thick blond locks. He pulled Erwin’s head up before pushing him back down. Erwin moaned, allowing Levi to move his head haphazardly. Levi thrusted his hips up with each movement, meeting Erwin’s lips as he began to fuck his mouth.
Levi’s hips stuttered, muscles tensing as he felt the familiar sensation of an orgasm building. He pulled Erwin off with a ‘pop!’, leaving him panting as he gasped for air. Levi coiled forward just slightly as he came, sticky ropes of cum coating Erwin’s face. They covered his cheeks and nose, one dollop landing right on his tongue. Levi sighed, collapsing further into the sofa. Erwin remained still, awaiting Levi’s instruction.
Levi took a moment to recuperate, catching his breath. He looked down at Erwin, noting the mess of cum that drenched his face. He grimaced, frowning. “Disgusting” he tutted, though only in an attempt to appease Erwin’s specific requests. Levi didn’t think he looked disgusting at all, instead the opposite. Softly blushed cheeks and nose, eyes half lidded as he looked up at him, tongue displayed with some of Levi’s load on it. Levi huffed, sitting up.
Levi leaned forward, grabbing a clean napkin from their take out order before wiping Erwin’s face clean. Erwin sat silently, allowing Levi to clean him up. He was insanely hard in his jeans, the pressure was borderline painful. Once Levi was finished he looked up at him again, still in the same position with his hands unmoving. His head was resting on Levi’s thigh. He mustered a feeble, “Please, Levi.”
Levi turned to face him, “Oh, yeah.” His eyes looked Erwin’s body and down, using his hand to indicate for Erwin to sit up. Erwin obeyed, legs spread and hands still compliantly in position. Levi looked down at the obvious tent in his jeans and shrugged. The complete disregard for Erwin’s need turned him on further, a soft whine emitting from his throat.
“No,” Levi said. Erwin blinked in disbelief, looking up at him.
“No..?” For a brief moment Levi saw a sense of panic in Erwin’s expression. His relaxed and pliant demeanor shifts, perhaps nervous Levi has backed out on their agreement. Maybe even worried that Levi doesn’t want anything to do with him.
“You don’t deserve it,” Levi continued, buttoning up his slacks and buckling his belt. Erwin’s anxieties vanish in an instant. He understands what ploy Levi is playing at. Does Levi want him to beg? Is he expected not to get off at all?
“Hardly did anything. Sitting there while one of your holes gets fucked doesn’t mean you get what you want,” Levi stood, beginning to clean away the mess on the table. Erwin watched in amazement, eyes never leaving Levi as he gathered up their leftovers and empty to-go boxes. He turned as Levi walked into the kitchen, leaving Erwin hard and a little confused.
Erwin sat for a moment, cogs of his mind mulling over what had happened. He stood, following Levi. His erection has not faltered, yet he isn’t sure if he wants Levi to get him off. He enjoyed the way Levi used his mouth without any regard for his own pleasure. Levi finished tidying up the mess, putting left overs into the fridge. He frowned at seeing the piles of other leftover containers. His assumption that Erwin does not cook is confirmed.
Levi turned to him, “So.”
“So,” Erwin agreed, sitting down at the kitchen island.
“I’ll see you again?” Levi asked, arms crossed as he leaned against the fridge. Erwin’s cheeks flushed slightly as he nodded.
“I would like that. If you would see me again.”
“Great,” Levi pushed himself forward, stepping towards the hallway, “I’ll let you know when I’m free for another date.”
Erwin followed as Levi returned to the foyer. He watched silently as Levi pulled on his socks and sneakers. Levi looked up at him,
“See you later.” He leaned up just barely, their faces centimeters from each other. Levi’s lips are so close to his, his body right there. Erwin’s hands are glued to his sides, instinctively obeying Levi’s earlier commands. Levi pulled away from him, teasing him with the start of a kiss. Erwin swallowed, watching as Levi checked his pockets for his belongings.
“Bye,” Erwin said. His voice was low, though not a whisper. Levi nodded, stepping out the door into the night air. The rain had subsided, now only a slight drizzle as Erwin watched Levi walk off to his car.
——
Levi woke up to the sound of his alarm blaring. His hand is quick to search for his phone without even opening his eyes, clicking the stop button. It’s the weekend but Levi seldom deviates from routine. He groaned, rolling over to face his nightstand as he grabbed his phone. Next he fished around for his glasses, sliding them on and unlocking his screen. Five notifications from Hange have pinged in while he was asleep, all asking how his date with Erwin went. Levi ignored them in favor of checking other messages.
Erwin sent him a text last night, about an hour after Levi had fallen asleep. Levi stared at his screen, thumb hovering over the small E.S. icon on his texting app. He pressed it, closing his eyes for a brief moment. He exhaled, preparing for the worst as he read the message.
‘You forgot your coat. I washed and dried it for you.’
Oh. His coat. He did leave it at Erwin’s. He cringes at the added coat emoji with two smiley faces in the next text bubble. He typed out a reply.
‘thx when can i pick it up from ur place’
He regretted hitting send after. His grammar is far less articulated than Erwin’s and he hasn’t used proper punctuation. It’s nine in the morning, Erwin might not be awake.
Levi is proven wrong as his phone pings with a quick reply.
‘Are you free today? I could bring it over to you, if you would like. Would you like to join me for lunch after?’
Levi doesn’t reply immediately, instead opening Google. It is time he starts doing research. He typed in a simple ‘boyfriend wants me to dominate him in bed’ before backspacing. He changed his search query, instead looking up ‘guy wants me to dominate him.’ Erwin is not his boyfriend.
Most of the top searches are reddit threads of women complaining that their husband wants to be submissive. Levi doesn’t understand their complaints, he’d only slept with Erwin once and craved it again. He scrolled till clicking on a site called ‘SEXTIPS101’ and an article titled ‘How to Dominate Your Man For Dummies.’
He read through it. Most of it is geared towards female readers, if not all of it. It told him to take this slow, and he thinks they are. The rest of the article is useless, mostly because it talks about spicing up your marital life. Levi returned to the search bar, instead typing in ‘Guy wants to be my paypig.’
Most of the top results are demeaning the practice, equating it to prostitution. Levi continued scrolling till finding a similar situation to his on a gay forum site. This would be more useful. He perused the comments, taking note of the ones saying to establish a clear dynamic, not to overstep boundaries, allow the submissive man to set the pace considering it was his money and him being dominated. Comments remind him to not get greedy, or at least not until trust is built between the two of them. There are mentions of ‘sub high’ and regret that comes with it later. He decided to talk to Erwin about this.
He continued his research, delving into the world of foot and armpit fetishes. He read over each interesting article he could find, while most unhelpful there were a few tips on how to go about sex involving the two typically unsexy body parts.
Levi stretched, groaning as he reopened him and Erwin’s messages.
‘yeah, pick me up at 12’
He put his phone back onto the dresser, rolling out of bed. He used his foot to slide open the bottom drawer, grabbing a pair of dark jeans before walking to his closet to grab a sweater. He got dressed, eyes still closed as he pulled on his clothes. He yawned, falling back onto the bed and grabbing a pair of socks from the top drawer.
He made his bed, pulling the duvet tightly and fluffing his pillows. His stomach growled and he succumbed to its commands by walking to the kitchen. Kenny is there already, smoking carelessly without even opening a window.
“I told you not to fucking do that inside,” Levi snapped, opening the fridge. He grabbed a tub of store brand butter before grabbing the bread off the counter.
“You ain’t in charge, brat,” Kenny replied, though put out his cigarette anyway. He’s technically right, Levi’s name is not on the lease.
“Mom doesn’t want you smoking inside, asshole.” Levi popped two slices of bread into the toaster, flicking on the kettle next to it after filling it with water. He opened the cabinet above him, pulling out a box of tea and a mug.
“Good thing she’s at work.” Kenny sat at the small dining table, opening up the newspaper and looking for the sports section. “Where’re you heading today? Dressed bright’n’early.”
Levi rolled his eyes, stirring his freshly poured cup of tea. He plated his toast, buttering them as he said, “None of your business.” He sat across from Kenny, though not out of choice. Kuchel would kill him if he ate in the living room.
“Can’t I be interested in what my nephew’s up to?” Kenny asked, laughing. He coughed as he laughed, spitting phlegm into his empty soda can.
Levi looked at him, face neutral as he said, “I’m going to lunch with a friend.”
Kenny hummed as he picked at his teeth with his fingernail. Levi scowled in disgust. “That friend of yours that showed up in that black Porsche? Ain’t know no college student who can afford that.” He smirked, eager to make Levi squirm.
“Why do you care, Kenny?” Levi scoffed, finishing up his toast and tea. “You’re such a fucking dick.”
He stood, placing his dishes neatly into the dishwasher.
“He your boyfriend? I won’t tell your ma you’ve got one.”
“No. He’s not. Now fuck off,” Levi walked back down the hall to his room, slamming the door behind him. He fell onto his bed, grabbing his phone again. Erwin had sent a reply,
‘Excited to see you!’
Levi can’t help but smile at the message. In the back of his mind he is aware that he shouldn’t be this giddy when texting Erwin. That he agreed for this relationship to not be romantic. He doesn’t think it is romantic, tries to convince himself that he is just excited to sleep with Erwin again. He gets something out of it, fun sex and free shit.
The next two and a half hours pass quickly, Levi’s headphones blaring music in an attempt to drown out Kenny’s loud tv. He was always watching old baseball reruns at full volume. He’s old, older than Erwin by about ten years, and is deaf as shit.
Levi was thankful to hear Erwin’s car pull up in the driveway. He stood quickly, rushing down the hall to slide on his shoes at the front door. He doesn’t want Erwin to come to the door. Doesn’t want Kenny to see his date.
“Boyfriend here, shrimp?” Kenny asked, eyes glued to the tv.
“Not my boyfriend. Why don’t you go to Uri’s house and bother him? Since you keep bringing up boyfriends. Or did he finally dump you?” Levi asked, tying his shoes. Kenny grumbled, though didn’t say anything as Levi stepped out the door. He was just in time, walking down the steps as Erwin got out of his car.
“Hello,” Erwin said, smiling. He was still next to his car, and Levi was approaching rapidly. He opened the passenger door for Levi, who thanked him with a nod. Erwin got back into the driver's seat, looking over at the younger man.
“Hi,” Levi said, making eye contact. Erwin reached out his hand, placing it on Levi’s thigh as he shifted into drive. “Where are we getting lunch?”
“Anywhere you like. I’d like to treat you after. Take you out shopping.” Erwin began driving, pulling out onto the road. He’d started in the direction of downtown.
“I don’t know what I’d buy,” Levi confessed, turning to look out the window. “Tell me what restaurants you’d think I’d like. Ones in the price range you want me to aim for.”
Erwin nodded, understanding these questions would be natural in their developing relationship. He squeezed Levi’s thigh, a silent gesture of reassurance.
“There’s a nice brunch spot downtown. My friend Nile runs it. His wife is a brilliant pastry chef,” Erwin offered.
“That sounds good.”
They drove in silence for the most part, the soft radio voice explained the weather for the day and Erwin listened intently. It is a comfortable silence, one that Levi doesn’t mind as he feels Erwin’s hand caress his thigh. Despite this comfort he knows he has more questions.
“Erwin,” Levi said and the blond hummed in acknowledgment. “Do you- No. Will you regret your spending? After the sex fueled thrill wears off?”
“I make enough income that I have never worried about that. I have a separate account, one that I use on expenses involving you. I don’t want you to feel guilty for spending my money, Levi. I enjoy spending it on you.” Erwin’s voice was gentle, but assertive. He wanted Levi to understand that this was a dynamic that he wanted to pursue with Levi. Levi nodded, content with Erwin’s answer.
Erwin pulled onto the side of the street, parking next to the beat up meter. Downtown was old, but wealthy. That didn’t mean the city was going to shell out money on parking meter replacements though.
Levi got out of the car after Erwin, watching him deposit a few quarters into the slot. He looked around. Café’s and their outdoor seating littered the sidewalks. Couples walked hand in hand, business men and women chatted idly over brunch.
Levi joined Erwin on the sidewalk, walking alongside him as Erwin guided them to a restaurant named “The Dok’s.” The logo was an old ship wheel, bright yellow against the navy blue awning. Levi stood behind Erwin as he spoke to the hostess. Based on the people outside, Levi assumed there was a wait. It seemingly didn’t apply to them as the hostess brought them to a table inside, seating them in the corner of the restaurant.
“I’ll put in your drink orders and the waitress will be right out,” She smiled, nodding as each man asked for water. It didn’t take long for someone to come to their table, though Levi wasn’t sure it was the waitress. It was a man about Erwin’s age. He had an atrocious beard, one that hardly counted in Levi’s opinion.
“Nile,” Erwin beamed, shaking the man’s hand. It was the owner, Erwin’s friend. “So good to see you. Is Marie in today?”
“Yeah, yeah,” Nile nodded, “She’s out back in the kitchen. Once she finishes up the next few orders I’ll have her come say hi. You know how much she loves seeing you.”
Nile looked at Levi, raising a brow. “Hello. Are you Erwin’s…friend?”
Levi’s face remained unchanged, neutral as he nodded. Nile didn’t need to know the intricacies of his current arrangement with Erwin, though the tone of his voice led Levi to believe that Nile was familiar with Erwin’s spending habits.
“Don’t be rude, Nile. This is Levi,” Erwin said, nodding over to Levi. Levi relented, reaching out a hand to shake Nile’s. He would discreetly apply hand sanitizer later.
Nile shook his hand before looking back to Erwin, “Been a few months since you’ve brought over one of your little spending habits.”
“Don’t be an ass, Nile. I’ll tell Marie you’re being rude to customers.” Though Erwin laughed. Nile was evidently aware of Erwin’s thing for younger men, and his desire to spoil them. Erwin didn’t seem to mind the teasing. The two of them must be good friends.
Nile walked off, promising to come back with their drinks, plus a coffee for Erwin. Levi looked over to Erwin, speaking before he could think, “You’ve brought other dates here?”
Erwin looked at him, almost shocked at the strange hint of jealousy in Levi’s voice. “Yes. I, uh, had a date with a guy maybe six months ago. His name was Zeke. We didn’t work out. He, well he didn’t- we weren’t compatible. In a specific way you and I are.”
Levi stared at him blankly.
Erwin brought his voice to a whisper as he leaned over, “It doesn’t work out if both of us are expecting to be humiliated.” Levi snorted, in that specific way he laughs. Erwin smiled, relieved that Levi wasn’t going to walk out at the idea Erwin had one date with a guy a while back.
“Well I’m glad we’re compatible,” Levi said, reclining in the seat. He crossed his ankle over his leg, looking at Erwin. “Order me the most expensive dish.”
Erwin’s eyes darkened slightly with lust. He nodded, obediently lifting the menu and glancing it over. He didn’t even bother looking at the names, focused solely on prices.
Nile finally returned, placing down a glass of water in front of each man before a coffee in front of Erwin. “Marie will be out soon, what are you guys wanting to eat?”
“I will take the salmon breakfast bowl with two slices of toast. Levi will have scallops benedict with the hollandaise sauce,” Erwin explained, handing Nile their menus. Nile nodded, walking back off to the kitchen.
They eat brunch slowly, taking their time. Erwin finally convinced Levi to show him some of his photographs. Levi insisted they didn’t look as good on his phone and Erwin disagrees, saying Levi is clearly talented.
As they finish their meal the elusive Marie comes out. Her apron is coated in flour, though it doesn’t stop her from hugging Erwin.
“Oh, it is so good to see you, Erwin. You never stop by anymore,” She said, putting her hands on her hips.
Erwin shrugged, “I’m quite a busy man, Marie. You know how often I’m out of town.”
Marie looked at Levi, looking like she was about to say something but decided against it. She bit her tongue, looking back at Erwin. “Please, try to come over more. Your god daughters miss you.”
Erwin nodded, agreeing though it may be an empty promise. Marie smiled, conceding the battle before returning to the kitchen. Levi looked over to Erwin,
“Your friends think I’m your boy toy.”
Erwin looked at him, opened his mouth to defend against that. Perhaps he should insist Levi is not his boy toy. He doesn’t, instead he apologized for their crassness. “They’re traditional. Want me to settle down with someone.”
“I technically am,” Levi admitted. “Your boy toy. I can tell you like being seen with a younger man.” Levi’s foot slid along Erwin’s calf teasingly. “Pervert.”
Erwin’s cheeks flushed as he nodded slightly. Levi smirked, taking away his foot. Erwin is quick to pay them, practically dragging Levi out of the restaurant and back to his car.
He leaned over, thankful for the tinted windows, as his hand cupped Levi’s clothed cock. Levi simply stared at him, unmoving as Erwin tried to get a response out of him.
“I want to go on that shopping spree you promised me,” Levi stated, pulling Erwin’s hand from his dick, “No touching until after.”
Erwin nodded, apologizing through flushed lips as he started the car, “I’m sorry,” then he added something Levi didn't expect, “Sir.”
Levi felt his cock twitch, though remained unaffected as he looked out the car window. “Good boy.” Erwin attempted to hold back a whine as he began driving, though failed.
They arrived at a shopping center, a high end one with a parking lot filled with expensive cars. It’s bustling inside, and Levi felt strange being somewhere with so many designer outlets. Erwin placed his hand to the small of Levi’s back, a habit he had begun to develop.
“Where first, Levi?” Erwin asked, looking down at him. Levi guided him through the long wing, stopping at the first store he found interesting. It’s a high end clothing store, one centered around men’s fashion. Levi entered, with Erwin close behind. He’d never wanted much of anything before, this desire to purchase is new to him. It’s not because he craved the expensive and luxury items, but rather because he craved how Erwin folds under his whim each time he takes the items to the counter and says, “Pay, Erwin.” Craved it even more as Erwin whipped out his wallet and paid without a second glance at the card reader.
They stopped at another store, and this time Levi had a plan. He selected a suit, told Erwin he would want one if Erwin was going to be taking him out to nice dinners. Erwin waited obediently in an armchair outside of the dressing room, legs crossed and hands across his chest as Levi walked out. Erwin’s eyes went wide. Levi is wearing a pair of slacks that fit him perfectly, the outside of his waist accentuated by the way his shirt is tucked into them. Erwin’s gaze lingered on his ass, mustering the strength to pull away and see that the first few buttons of Levi’s shirt were undone, exposing his chest. The tie hangs loose over his shoulders, undone like Levi is in the process of undressing. Erwin has yet to see the full expanse of Levi’s body and this is another reminder.
“Wow…” Erwin mumbled, leaning forward. Levi turned to examine himself in the mirror, jutting his hips slightly. He was showing off, wanting Erwin to be entranced by his body.
“What do you think?”
The suit itself is very boring. It’s just a black suit. Erwin doesn’t care, it’s worth any amount of money if it means he will see Levi taking it off.
“Buy it,” Erwin said, no hesitation in his voice. Levi looked over his shoulder, smirking slightly before disappearing back into the dressing room. Erwin bought the suit, gladly carrying the new bag with Levi’s others.
They continued to shop. A watch caught Levi’s eye and before he knew it, it was in a small gift bag in Erwin’s arms. Three pairs of shoes are added to Erwin’s load, though Levi doesn’t lift a finger to help him. Carrying Levi’s bags reminded Erwin of how Levi is in complete control. Erwin is his own personal wallet.
They’re done, Levi is satisfied as they begin to walk back to the exit. Erwin noticed as Levi’s pace slowed, eyes glancing towards a camera shop. The models in there are pricey, some the same price as a used car.
“Do you want to go in?” Erwin asked, and for the first time that day Levi spots something he truly wants. Levi nodded, stepping into the shop.
“It’s a Hasslebald,” Levi said, looking down at the camera his eyes had not moved from. Erwin hummed, not sure how to reply.
“I want it,” Levi looked up at Erwin, a genuine demand. Erwin held back a moan. The purchase is quick, Erwin adding on the extended lens and two hundred dollar memory card. The camera itself is a Hasslebald X2D 100C. Erwin wasn't sure about the specifics of the camera, but he knew that the small smile Levi tried to hide made it worth it. The total coming out to nearly 10k doesn’t even matter.
They leave the center, after Levi’s true final purchase. The car ride back to Erwin’s home is quick, he lives in the nicer part of the city and therefore is closer to the expensive shops. Erwin unloaded everything, placing it all onto the kitchen island as Levi watched. Levi was leaning against the doorway, glancing over to the hall.
“Erwin.” Levi’s voice is languid, smooth and filled with arousal. He turned to look at the older man, standing up straight. “Show me your bedroom.”
Erwin obliged, leading Levi up the stairs and to a door at the end of the hall. It’s huge, with an en suite that houses a dual headed shower, two sinks, and a tub. There is a balcony as well, french doors letting in natural light that bleeds onto the light blue sheets of the bed. There are books strewn across the room, similar to his office downstairs. This room is much neater though. There’s a small loveseat, a television in front of it. Levi noticed the handcuffs that are built into the king size bed’s headboard. How very Erwin.
The two looked at each other for a mere second before their mouths clashed. It’s all tongue and teeth, a harsh and erotic kiss as Levi pulled Erwin to the bed. They fell down onto it, though Levi gained composure after a few more exchanged kisses. “Erwin,” He breathed out, looking at him.
Erwin’s eyes were clouded with lust as he looked up at Levi, waiting for his command. It came.
“Undress. Entirely.”
Erwin obeyed, needing to hear Levi call him a good boy again. He stood off the bed, stripping slowly for Levi. He pulled off his polo shirt, flexing the remainder of his biceps for a brief moment. The movement was so natural to his actions that Levi wouldn’t have known it was intentional. He pulled off his pants, sliding the belt off slowly before stepping out of them as they dropped. His socks and underwear were next. He stood entirely bare in front of Levi, and Levi felt his mouth water at the sight. He hadn’t seen Erwin’s body yet.
Levi backed up against the headboard, nodding to the space in front of him. Erwin sat down on the bed, spreading his legs in front of Levi and reclining onto his elbows. The two men weren’t touching.
Levi slowly unzipped his jeans, pulling out his semi erect cock and stroking it to a complete hardness. Erwin remained still as he watched Levi’s hand gather up his precum and distribute it evenly down his shaft. Levi’s eyes never left Erwin’s body, jerking off to the site in front of him. Erwin’s cock was aching, hard and straining against his stomach. He wanted Levi to touch him, or at least allow him to touch himself.
Levi continued, solely in the pursuit of his own pleasure as he looked at Erwin's leaking cockhead. It pooled beads of precum against his stomach. Levi’s hand sped up, his moans filled the room alongside the slick wet pull along his cock.
“Fuck,” Levi said, “I bet you want to touch me so bad.” His words came out strained and breathy. “Bet you want me to let you cum. Your cock is making a mess, Erwin. It’s disgusting. Take care of it.” Levi’s eyes darted from Erwin’s hand to his lips and Erwin thought he understood.
His hand shifted, fingers sliding through the slick of precum coating his skin. He brought his hand to his mouth, tongue darting out slightly to give his fingers soft kitten licks. His cheeks burned in embarrassment as he ate his own precum. Levi moaned, hips stuttering as his hand sped up.
“You’re so pathetic,” Levi’s voice was high pitched. He was reaching his orgasm, “Letting me buy anything I want. All so you can fuck someone twenty five years younger than you.”
Erwin whined, his cock leaked out more sticky fluids. Levi laughed, an airy exhale. Erwin felt addicted to it, and needed him to ridicule him further.
Levi came, harsh and strong as his hips twitched. He caught all of it in his hand, sitting up and leaning over to Erwin. Erwin watched as Levi wiped it on his stomach, hand only grazing his cock. Erwin moaned, turned on by the sudden mix of their fluids. He watched as Levi leaned back, lifting his legs in the air enticingly. He was still wearing his jeans, but the shape of his ass was still admirable. He pulled off his socks, a dramatic display, before lowering his legs. Erwin’s eyes focused on his now bare feet.
“Want me to jack you off?” Levi asked, seemingly yawning out of boredom. Erwin nodded vigorously. “Fine. But you don’t deserve my hands, you’ll have to get off using my feet.”
Levi lowered his feet to Erwin’s cock, pushing it down against the mess of cum on his stomach. Erwin gasped, relieved at the contact. Levi’s feet began to slick up Erwin’s length, using a mix of Levi’s cum and Erwin’s own slick to coat it.
“So wet for me,” Levi cooed, now moving his feet up and down. Erwin began to moan incoherently, drunk on Levi’s words and feet. “Disgusting, getting off with my feet.”
Levi’s feet sped up, a cacophony of wet noises and moans filled the room. Erwin laid whining beneath Levi, entirely subject to his whim.
“Cum. I’m getting bored,” Levi said, and Erwin obliged as if he had flicked a switch inside of him. His body locked, back arching off the bed as he came all over his own chest and Levi’s feet. Levi tutted, pulling his feet away. He looked down at Erwin, “So messy. Covered in fucking cum.”
Erwin whined, mouth open as Levi moved his foot towards it. He sucked along each digit before licking the top, cleaning Levi of any remaining fluids.
“Mm,” Levi hummed, satisfied. He stood, leaving Erwin confused on the bed. He disappeared into the en-suite, only to reappear holding a warm wet towel. He sat on the edge of the bed, wiping Erwin clean. Erwin watched, thankful for Levi's aftercare. Levi gathered up the dirty towel and Erwin’s clothes, putting them into the laundry basket in the corner of the room, before rejoining him on the bed.
Erwin shifted positions, choosing to lay down beside a sitting Levi. Levi looked down at him, fingers reaching out to tuck Erwin’s hair behind his ear. His hair pomade had come loose during their activities.
“Erwin,” Levi’s voice was a whisper. He laid down next to Erwin, his fully clothed body a stark contrast to the golden skin wrapped in light sheets. Erwin nodded, whispering back,
“Levi.”
Levi turned over, not stopping Erwin as he wrapped his arms around him and pulled him closer.
They nap for an hour, maybe. The sun was still in the sky when Levi woke up from Erwin’s stupidly loud snoring. He carefully slid from Erwin’s grasp, walking downstairs to the kitchen. He found the bag from the camera shop, carefully pulling out his new gift. He left the extended lens in the bag, only popping in the memory card. He slowly made his way back upstairs, stopping in the doorway of Erwin’s bedroom.
Erwin is illuminated by the sunset, soft freckled skin wrapped in a sea of baby blue. His nose is sharp, his face all angles. Thick dark blond brows and lashes don’t work to soften his appearance, yet he looked so peaceful. His mouth was open slightly, drool pooling onto the pillow below him. Levi lifted the camera to his eye, taking a photo of the older man. He pulled it back, looking down at the screen. His first photo on his new camera was a portrait of Erwin. How fitting.
——
Levi had been seeing Erwin for two weeks. He sat in Erwin’s living room, scrolling mindlessly on his phone. Twitter soon grew boring, so he took to Instagram.
Levi sighed, a small modicum of pleasure coursing through him as Erwin’s thumbs pressed into the ball of his foot. Erwin was on his knees in front of Levi, wearing nothing at all. He massaged Levi’s feet gently, instructed not to speak.
Levi sat before him, sinking into the sofa. He’s dressed completely, only his tie undone, a stark contrast to Erwin’s nakedness. They’d gone out to dinner earlier. A steakhouse that Levi had been wanting to try. He’d begun researching expensive outings in the city, making a bucket list of things he wanted Erwin to spend on.
The sigh that left Levi’s lips was enough to keep Erwin going, spurred on by the instinctive desire to please Levi. Levi stretched his toes out, a deliberate gesture. Erwin felt his mouth water.
“That’s enough,” Levi said, pulling his feet away. Erwin whined at the loss, hands reaching forward to chase after them. Levi glared at him and Erwin was quick to return his hands to his sides, obedient and patient.
“You’re hard,” Levi commented, though his voice still seemed uninterested. “I can hardly tell with how…inadequate…you are.” Levi’s implication made Erwin shiver, a bead of precum leaked out the tip of his hard cock. It strained against his stomach as he kneeled in front of him, posture perfect.
“Get off on my leg if you need it,” Levi suggested, putting down his phone and crossing his arms. “Go on.” Erwin obeyed quickly, pressing his body against Levi’s leg. His head and hands laid in Levi’s lap, looking up at him as his cock brushed Levi’s clothed shin. His hips begin to move, humping Levi’s leg.
Levi groaned, feeling Erwin’s massive body shift against his. Erwin felt shame flush over him as Levi stared him down, expression one of disgust. He couldn’t stop himself as he moved up and down against Levi’s leg. Moans and whines escaped his throat, a series of hiccups coming out as his hips began to stutter.
“Levi,” He gasped, burying his face into Levi’s thigh.
“Look at me,” was all Levi commanded. Erwin’s head flew up, faster than he should have. His neck ached with a dull pain but he didn’t allow it to falter his obedience. He locked eyes with Levi, hips still pumping.
“I- need-“ Erwin was breathless, voice cracking as he begged, “I need more. Needa feel myself in you.”
Levi hummed in mock thought. His hands began to unbutton his shirt. Levi is aware of Erwin’s wants, knows Erwin doesn’t top and doesn’t mean he wants to fuck Levi.
“You aren’t going to fuck my ass, Erwin,” Levi said anyway. He wanted Erwin to say it, speak his perverse desires.
Erwin shook his head frantically as Levi peeled back his shirt. He tossed it to the side, along with his tie. Erwin’s eyes glanced over his chest and abdomen.
“Please Levi,” Erwin managed to get out, hips still rutting. Levi never told him to stop, so he won’t, no matter how close he is. “Please let me fuck you.”
“Where, Erwin?” Levi’s voice is rough, he is equally aroused. His cock twitched in his pants as he began to unbutton them.
“Your-“ Erwin’s face turned impossibly redder, “armpit. Please, Levi please, I need it.”
“That’s disgusting,” Levi said, though lifted his arm above his head anyway. Erwin’s eyes zeroed in on the freshly exposed portion of his body. Levi’s hairy there, by Erwin’s request. He doesn’t want Levi to shave an inch of anything. A string of drool leaked from his open mouth, lips red and wet with arousal. He wanted to press his face into it, breath in the musky scent before he fucked it. He hoped Levi would let him.
“Fine.”
Erwin is up in seconds, nose pressed into the crevice. He breathed in, choking on the sensation as the scent of sweat and hair filled his lungs. He moaned, tongue poking out slightly to lick at it. Levi shivered, feeling Erwin spit onto it. Erwin pulled back, kneeling over Levi’s left thigh. He pressed his cock against Levi’s open underarm, sighing as Levi closed it. He leaned forward, catching himself on the back of the sofa as he began to fuck into the tight space between Levi’s arm and chest.
Levi’s hand had begun to stroke his own cock lazily, eyes closed and relaxed as he listened to the pretty sounds Erwin was making.
“You’re so gross, Erwin. That’s filthy,” Levi said, leaning his head back. “Fucking nasty. You love it, love when I let you fuck me there, because you fucking me anywhere else wouldn’t feel good. You’re too small, it’s pathetic.”
Erwin moaned, hips stuttering as he continued to thrust into Levi’s armpit. His speech has become incoherent, babbling nonsense as he fucked the small portion of Levi he was allowed to.
“Go on, cum. Cum just from fucking my armpit, you pervert,” Levi’s breath hitched as his thumb slipped over the tip of his cock. His hand had increased in pace, his own hips moving up to meet his waiting hand.
“Ah!” Erwin gasped, falling further against Levi as he came. He was thick and sticky between Levi’s skin. Levi held back the urge to get up and shower immediately. Erwin collapsed onto the sofa and Levi was quick to straddle his hips.
“Gonna fucking cum on your tits,” Levi breathed out, hips thrusting into his cupped palm. His orgasm was quick, ropes of cum painting Erwin’s chest. Erwin moaned at the warm liquid coating his skin. He watched as Levi collapsed onto the other side of the sofa, arm shielding his pink tinted face.
Erwin sat up before crawling over to Levi, tongue immediately darting to lick up his own mess in Levi’s under arm. Levi writhed beneath him, groaning in pleasure as Erwin cleaned up after himself. He pulled back, swallowing what he’d been able to coax from the wiry hairs. He collapsed against Levi’s chest, suddenly feeling Levi’s hand stroking his back.
“Mmm,” Erwin hummed, nosing against Levi’s bare shoulders. “You’ll want to shower.”
“I think we can sit like this for just a moment,” Levi replied, clean hand playing with Erwin’s hair. And, as usual, Erwin obeyed.
——
Months pass, and Levi and Erwin’s relationship continues. Erwin buys Levi whatever he wants. New clothes, a new laptop, vacations with Hange, anything Levi can imagine. Levi, in exchange, fucks Erwin senseless. Humiliates him, degrades him, whatever Erwin begs hard enough for. Levi is very happy with their exchange.
Levi began to spend more time at Erwin’s, becoming accustomed to sleeping in his soft plush bed. He stretched, reaching out to the side Erwin usually slept on. The two had not spoken about it, and Levi certainly hasn’t acknowledged it to himself, but Levi is no longer doing this solely for the financial benefits and Erwin is no longer doing it solely to be dominated.
When Levi realized Erwin wasn’t in bed he groaned, rolling out of it. His eyes were still shut as he fished around on the floor for a shirt. He picked up one of Erwin’s, not even bothering to put on pants over his underwear. He walked down the hall, receiving an answer for why Erwin had left his bed.
Erwin had company downstairs. Levi could hear Erwin speaking. Levi didn’t let this stop him, continuing down the stairs. He needed tea, and Erwin kept a cabinet stocked with the most expensive brews.
Erwin laughed, and his guest exhaled through their nose. Levi stepped into the kitchen, yawning and stretching. There Erwin stood, sipping from his coffee cup. He looked up at Levi,
“Oh! Good morning, Levi. This is my friend, Mike.”
The other man turned just as Levi looked up at him. The two froze. Levi felt his stomach drop, and he could swear he saw the man’s eyes widen under that ridiculous fringe.
“Levi?”
“You two know each other?" Erwin asked, a spark of jealousy igniting in him. It was quelled once Levi replied,
“Dr. Zacharius?”
Mike turned to Erwin, “Yeah. He’s in my 2000 level calc class. As a student.”
Levi attempted to blend in with Erwin’s shadow as he slinked further into the kitchen. Erwin had already set his kettle to boil, with a teacup and tea bag awaiting Levi’s arrival.
“Erwin, are you the reason Levi hasn’t turned in his last three assignments?” Mike asked, now glaring at his friend. Erwin laughed,
“Maybe.”
Levi fixed his cup of tea, turning to face his professor. No use in retreating now, Dr. Zachirius knew everything. Or he hoped he didn’t know absolutely everything.
“I will get them done,” Levi claimed, wanting to melt right into a puddle and seep through Erwin’s nice wooden flooring. “Soon.”
“Just give him an A Mike,” Erwin suggested, though clearly in jest. “He’s been busy.”
“Busy up your fucking ass.”
It seemed all professionalism was out the window. Where else would it be in a situation like this.
Levi coughed, clearing his throat awkwardly before taking another sip of tea. Erwin’s arm wrapped around waist, pulling him into a side hug. “Don’t embarrass him Mike.”
“Already fucking embarrassed,” Levi mumbled as he pulled away from Erwin’s grasp.
“It’s fine Levi. I will just pretend I never saw you in your underwear in my best friend of forty five years house,” Mike’s words were more directed towards Erwin, brow furring. Erwin sighed, leaning down to kiss the top of Levi’s head. Mike’s eyes widened slightly, watching as Levi turned to Erwin. He stood on his tip toes, pressing a kiss to Erwin’s cheek.
“You need to shave,” is all Levi said before picking up his teacup and walking out the room, back to the sanctuary of Erwin’s bedroom. He stopped in the hall when he heard his professor speak.
“Morning kisses? Really Erwin? You’ve never let your little playboys stay the night, or have tea cabinets dedicated to them.”
Levi’s ears burned hot as he awaited Erwin’s reply.
“I live closer to the university. That’s all,” Erwin said, though Mike made a sound of disbelief.
Levi made his way upstairs, back to Erwin’s room. He sat on the bed, grabbing his phone and quickly video calling Hange. They answered almost immediately, their face illuminating the screen.
“Hellooo Levi,” Hange’s voice boomed through the speaker. Levi looked down at the phone, Hange was laying in bed topless. He furrowed his brow.
“You busy or something?” Levi asked, noticing another head of hair pressed against Hange’s arm. He then saw a third person on Hange’s other side.
“Not particularly. Your phone call woke me up.” Hange placed their phone down and off camera Levi heard the rustling of sheets. Someone groaned and Hange was quick to apologize.
They picked up the phone again, looking at Levi. “What’re you calling for?”
“Guess who’s in Erwin’s fucking kitchen?” Levi replied, voice low but clearly annoyed. “Dr. Fucking Zacharius.”
Hange’s eyes went wide before they erupted into laughter. “It’s not funny!” Levi snapped, flopping down onto the bed. “He’s Erwin’s friend. He thinks me and Erwin are serious. I overheard them talking.”
“Are you serious?” Hange had put down the phone and began making breakfast in their apartment kitchen. When Levi didn’t reply Hange looked over at the camera. “No. No way. You’re fucking serious with him?”
“No! I don’t think so- Maybe. I’m allowed to sleep with other people,” Levi explained, sitting up and taking a sip of his tea. “I just haven’t.”
“Okay so do you guys do lovey dovey stuff?” Hange asked, crossing their arms over their still bare chest as they leaned against the counter.
“You don’t wanna know the shit we do,” Levi deadpanned.
“Well you just called me after a threesome so I think I get to know what you get up to,” Hange retorted. They turned back, grabbing three eggs from their fridge before cracking them into a heated pan.
“I stepped on him last night. While he was wearing these stupid fucking ropes that took ages to get on,” Levi replied, all privacy long out the window with Hange. “After the sex it gets…lovey dovey. That’s a stupid word, you know.”
Hange laughed, “So you, despite being allowed, aren’t seeing anyone else, he isn’t allowed to see anyone else and likely doesn’t want to. And you two are all over each other even when you don’t fuck.”
“That doesn’t mean shit. Maybe that’s just what he expects for the whole paypig exchange,” Levi justified. He doesn’t mention the few times they’d fucked without an ounce of submission and dominance. No words exchanged between the two as they chased their orgasms, quick and frantic. After those fucks they wouldn’t bring it up again, in fear the other would realize it had nothing to do with their special arrangement.
“You should-“ Hange is cut off by the voice of a woman off camera. Levi recognized her. It was Pieck Finger. Hange and her had been hooking up for a few weeks. She went to college with them, a music major. Levi was pretty sure she played the cello. Another voice joined her, this time Levi knew it was Moblit, Hange’s boyfriend. A conversation happened away from the phone and Levi waited patiently. Hange’s voice returned, their face now filling most of Levi’s screen. “You should ask him. Gotta go! Bye!”
Levi watched them hang up, his face reflecting back at him on the black screen of his phone. He frowned, finishing up his tea. Whatever, Dr. Zacharius doesn’t know what he’s talking about. Levi got up again, pulling on his clothes that laid on Erwin’s loveseat. He had to get to class, and he does not admit that he is subconsciously aware he wants to get out of Erwin’s house.
Levi walked downstairs, having gathered all his stuff. He stepped into the kitchen, “I have a photography presentation in an hour. I’ll call an uber, you and…Mike…can stay and talk.”
“Okay, Lee,” Erwin said, smiling softly. “Are you sure you don’t need a ride?”
“No, I’m fine. See you later,” Levi was quick to walk down the hall, opening the door and stepping into the harsh November air. He felt nauseous, sick with anxiety as he called a ride on his phone. His app is already connected to Erwin’s card, and he doesn’t hesitate to use it to pay. Levi reminded himself that he is just Erwin’s “playboy” as his calculus professor put it.
—-
Levi doesn’t go back to Erwin’s after his class. He went home instead, stepping inside and kicking off his shoes. Erwin had bought them for him. Levi looked into the small cramped house. Kenny wasn’t home, he was probably at Uri’s place. Levi didn’t know how Uri put up with his asshole uncle.
Levi walked to the kitchen, putting down his backpack onto the counter. He turned to look at the pantry when a voice came from the living room.
“Finally home? It’s been almost a week, Levi.”
Levi turned to see his mother, her arms crossed as she reclined against the door frame. She’d probably just gotten home, still wearing her apron. In the pocket there was a small notebook tucked in with a picture of Levi as a baby tapped to the cover. Levi smiled, awkwardly standing as Kuchel hugged him. She pressed a kiss to his temple, stroking his hair down. She was one whole inch taller than him.
“Uh, yeah. I’ve been with a friend,” Levi explained. He turned back around, opening the pantry in search of something to eat. He’d skipped breakfast after leaving Erwin’s to get to campus.
“A friend…right,” Kuchel nodded, taking a seat at the small dining table. “And do I get to meet this friend soon?”
Levi stood frozen. A show of resolve as he stood staring into the pantry. He could feel Kuchel’s knowing eyes piercing his back. He turned.
“Why? He’s just a friend,” Levi shrugged.
“Just a friend who bought you all that new clothes I’ve been washing? Or that fancy camera you’ve been using.” Kuchel rested her head in her hands, still looking over at Levi. “Or that-“
“I get it. Okay.” Levi sat across from her. “What…do you want to know?”
“I want to meet your boyfriend, Levi. Does he have the same major as you? How did you two meet?” Kuchel smiled, and it was gentle. Levi felt his stomach turn.
“Oh. He doesn’t- He’s not at my school.” It wasn’t technically a lie. Kuchel’s expression fell flat.
“You’re hiding something,” She said, frowning. “What is it?”
“I’m not hiding anything,” Levi insisted. They locked eyes, brows drawn down in a test of resolve. Levi’s expression wavered slightly, feeling guilty for deceiving his mom.
“He’s forty nine.” Levi felt the breath slip from his lungs before he inhaled, holding it in hopes of remaining unnoticed by his mother. She stood, palms slamming flat against the table.
“Forty fucking nine?!” Kuchel yelled. She was in a state of disbelief, running her hands through her hair as Levi nodded. “Forty nine. Levi, he is older than me.”
Levi is briefly aware that he gets his short temper and proclivity to swear from his mother.
Levi couldn’t do anything but nod again. Kuchel gasped, uttering a series of curse words as she began to pace around the kitchen.
“You have a fucking sugar daddy, Levi,” She said, turning to face him. “I can’t believe you.”
“It’s not- it’s not like that, mom, I swear,” Levi attempted to explain but it was futile. She continued,
“Oh it’s not like that? You have an older boyfriend who buys you anything you want? How else is it meant to be interpreted?” Her hand sat firmly on her hip while her free hand’s finger pointed firmly at her son.
“It’s real. I swear, I swear it is. I think he loves me. I think I love him.” It is the first time Levi admitted to himself that his feelings truly do go beyond their sexual dynamic.
“As fucking if, Levi.” She sat back down at the table, rubbing her hands over her face. “Are you sleeping with him?”
“Mom, I’m not telling you that,” Levi replied and she let out a frustrated groan.
“That’s a yes,” she decided, looking back up at him. Levi stared at her, silently. His hands were clenched tight in his lap.
“I mean it. I think I’m in love with him.” His voice was soft, as if he were afraid to give credence to the thought.
“Levi, do you love him or do you love his money?” She sighed, leaning back in her chair. She reached out to grab Levi’s hand, squeezing it. “Be honest with me.”
“If he stopped buying me things today I would still see him.” The words come out fast, a plea for his mother to understand. If Erwin refused to spend another dime on Levi he wouldn’t care, he would ask Erwin if he could go over for dinner that very night.
Kuchel looked down, sighing before looking back up. “Fine. Please be careful.” Levi nodded, fixing his hand so that it held hers.
“He’s not like that. He wouldn’t do anything to hurt me.” He spoke with a finality that Kuchel understood, nodding. They sat in silence for a long five minutes. Levi leaned back, waiting for his mother to speak.
“…How much does he make?”
“Over a million a year. Close to two,” Levi said, watching as Kuchel’s eyes went wide and her jaw dropped.
“Two fucking million, Levi?” She furrowed her brow, “And you haven’t made him buy anything for me?”
Levi laughed, a snort. Kuchel laughed in the same way. She squeezed his hand, lifting it and pressing a kiss to it.
Levi needed to call Erwin.
——
They’d decided a call wasn’t enough. This was in need of an in person conversation. Erwin was waiting at the door when Levi showed up.
“Hey,” Erwin said, letting Levi in. Levi nodded, stepping in through the doorway. He doesn’t take off his shoes. He doesn’t want Erwin sneaking peeks during their conversation.
They made their way to the kitchen, where Erwin poured Levi a cup of tea. He’d already set the kettle to boil before Levi arrived.
Erwin sat across from Levi at the breakfast table. “You wanted to talk. In person.”
Levi nodded, stirring the cup absently. He didn't say anything for a moment, thoughts filled his head to the brim and he couldn’t figure out where he wanted to start.
“This morning. Mike said I was one of your “little playboys.” He didn’t know why I was here, if that’s all I was.” Levi looked up at Erwin. “Is that all I am?”
Erwin remained silent, a vast expanse of blue staring back at Levi. Levi felt like he could get lost in them. He’d photographed Erwin so many times since their arrangement began, yet looking into his eyes reminded Levi that he would never be able to capture Erwin’s full beauty.
“I’m sorry Levi. If you feel I have over stepped…We both agreed the relationship we had was to be purely sexual. I think by letting you stay and seep into my daily life I was hoping it would stray beyond that. I’m sorry.”
Erwin’s voice was shaky. Levi furrowed his brow in response.
“What if I don’t want it to just be sex anymore?” Levi said, looking away slightly.
Erwin was stunned, mouth agape. He closed it, reaching his hand out to cup Levi’s face and turn it to him. “Levi. Are you sure?”
“I think I’m in love with you,” is all Levi replied. His voice was on the edge of shattering.
“I know I’m in love with you,” Erwin assured him. “I- Levi. Please.”
Levi nodded, leaning forward. They kissed, slow and languid. Levi could feel the hot press of Erwin’s lips against his, the soft skin of his cheek and the rough angles of his nose.
Levi pulled his lips away slightly, forehead pressed to Erwin. Erwin stood, picking Levi up. Levi yelped as Erwin’s hands gripped his ass, forcing his legs around his waist.
“This isn’t going to be good for your back, old man,” Levi grumbled as Erwin brought him up the stairs. Erwin laughed, simply patting his palm gently against Levi’s ass and thighs. He pushed open his bedroom door with his foot before walking in and plopping Levi on to the bed.
Erwin laid beside him, and Levi was quick to continue the kiss. Hands explored the other’s body, slowly undressing each other with a new found desire. It was like they’d never had sex before, had never seen each other’s naked bodies. Levi leaned down, kissing down Erwin’s neck. Erwin moaned at the sudden feeling of Levi’s teeth sinking into his flesh.
Levi pulled away, hand retreating into a night stand drawer to pull out the bottle of lube. Erwin watched silently as Levi kneeled between his spread legs, dripping a dollop of lube onto his hole. Erwin gasped at the sudden cold feeling. Levi smirked as he coated two fingers, using them to circle the ring of muscle.
Erwin felt Levi press in, slow and gentle. Levi leaned forward, pressing small kisses to Erwin’s jaw and face as he opened him up. They’ve nerved fucked in missionary before, this feeling of Levi’s lips against his skin as he hovers over him, fingers deep inside is new.
Erwin’s body jerked as Levi’s fingers brushed his prostate. Levi pressed in a third finger, working to scissor Erwin’s hole open. Their lips met again, soft and gentle compared to usual tongues and teeth.
When Levi decided Erwin was open enough he pulled back his fingers, reapplying lube to his cock. He pressed the head to Erwin’s hole, pushing it in gently. Erwin’s legs attempted to close, but Levi held them open as he bottomed out. Their breaths mingled, faces just inches apart. Levi began to slowly thrust into Erwin, and Erwin whimpered as he took it.
Their lips were all over each other. Lips, jaws, necks. Everywhere the other could reach. The only words exchanged are soft “I love you”s through strained breaths. Levi pressed his face into Erwin’s neck, snaking his hand down to tug at Erwin’s cock. They came together, convulsing against each other as Levi fucked Erwin through it.
Levi collapsed onto Erwin, pulling out, but remaining on top of him. Erwin’s hand came up to pet Levi’s hair. He pressed a kiss to the top of it. Levi hummed in response, thinking vaguely about how much he has craved this.
——
Levi’s keys clacked into the key bowl as he stepped into the foyer. He’d just got back from the office, his own press agency. He slid off his shoes before taking off his coat, hanging it on the coat rack.
He admired the pictures that lined the hallway. Photos of Erwin he’d taken. Ones of them at the beach, ones of Erwin on business trips, ones of Erwin and Kuchel and Levi. In the biggest frame is the first photo Levi had ever taken of Erwin. The one where he is cloaked in setting sun rays as he drowns in the baby blue sheets. Levi looked to the left, Levi’s second favorite photo. Levi is in a gray suit, holding a small bouquet. Erwin has his arm wrapped around Levi’s shoulder, wearing his own white suit and holding a matching bouquet. To Erwin’s right is Levi’s old calculus professor, Erwin’s best man.
“You’re home early,” Erwin said, stepping out of his office. Levi walked down the hall to him, hands reaching up to cup his face.
“Wanted to beat the weather. It’s supposed to rain.” He stood on his tip toes, pressing a kiss to Erwin’s lips. Erwin kissed back, hands going down to grab at Levi’s ass. Levi pulled away, smirking up at Erwin. “Patient.”
Erwin obeyed, still falling into routine six years later. Levi is thirty now, and Erwin is fifty five.
“I’m going to cook dinner,” Levi announced, stepping back. “And after, since my feet are absolutely killing me, I want a massage.” His hand gently caressed Erwin’s cheek as he pulled it away. Erwin nodded eagerly, understanding Levi’s intentions.
Levi smiled softly, leaning to press a quick kiss to Erwin’s cheek before walking off to the kitchen. Erwin felt giddy, smiling foolishly to himself as he stepped back into his office.