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You had known since you met him in middle school Sebastian Sallow was someone who could turn your world upside down with just a few words.
He was just a brat back then. The loud, brash, obnoxious boy your brother Garreth had introduced you to when you were adopted into the Weasley family had looked you up and down once and scoffed. You were taken back, offended at the reaction from the boy you had just met looking down at you. Anger had filled your veins right alongside embarrassment. Those feelings never really went away, either, they just sharpened with new reason as Sebastian ignored your existence for years.
It wasn’t until you joined the girls soccer team in your sophomore year that he spoke two words to you. No literally two words and they were forever ingrained in your brain to frustrate you when you couldn’t sleep, “Good job” as bland as possible was what he offered you.
“Good job” became a running joke between you and your brother after that. Whenever one did something that deserved something with a little more enthusiasm all they would get is the most monotone two worded affirmation possible.
Garreth passed his chem final? Good job was spoken like it pained you.
Your soccer team made it to Nationals your junior year? Good job was awarded like it was the most boring news Garreth had heard in years.
You and Garreth getting into your dream school WizSchi? You both looked at each other with tear filled eyes and as monotone as possible gave each other a “Good Job”. It didn’t have the same effect with tears and snot running down your face but the sentiment was there.
Sebastian hated it of course, especially when your friend group caught on and the running joke spread like a virus amongst the group. He would groan every time his own words were thrown out there and turn to you like it was all your fault. He always stared at you with this confusing look but, of course, wouldn’t say anything.
It annoyed you to all hell, why couldn’t he just speak to you like a normal person? Why was it that recently he had started acting somewhat like he was -maybe- starting to warm up to you enough he actually did know how to act like a normal person? Why only now all these years later did he decide that you should be treated kinda like a regular person?
These thoughts plagued you even now, a sophomore in college currently getting ready to get dressed up to go to this party one of your teammates had told you about earlier this week. You huffed as you finished applying your moisturizer not realizing someone was watching you.
“Are you thinking about my awful brother again? You know he only acts like that because you make him nervous.” Anne said from the door to your room in your shared apartment. You blinked up at her and stated “That’s what you keep telling me. I just think it’s weird that he refuses to speak to me for so long but suddenly it’s like a switch flipped and he talks to me! Hell he even spends time with me! On his own! He just so- How did you even know?” She chuckled and tapped the middle of her brows, “You get this crease whenever you think about him, it's adorable.”
You hummed before trying to change the subject by asking her “Do you have your outfit ready? I was about to get ready but wanted to see what you thought before I finalized the idea.” She nodded “Yeah Imelda picked it out for me so I’m free to judge your choices.” You gasped in mock offense but stood from your vanity to drag her inside the room. She laughed as she explained “I’m just saying you haven’t gone out in so long because of that boyfriend of yours. I wonder if you even remember how to dress for a party.”
“Ex boyfriend Anne, Ex boyfriend. You have too little faith in me, I remember how to look the part I wish to play tonight.” You pulled your outfit from the closet and placed it on the bed. It was simple yet devious, the party was themed a black and white situation or something. Your teammate explained that you could choose whether to dress in all black except for one white visible accessory, or to dress the opposite but it had to be one or the other.
You grinned as Anne whistled low “The Skirt?” You nodded “The Skirt.” The skirt was a white thicker materialed miniskirt -you didn’t want anything to be seen accidentally- that had landed you plenty of looks and your recent ex. There were plenty of pros to playing soccer for years but the way it shaped your lower half was one of your favorites and this skirt accentuated that.
You nodded as Anne picked up the white tube top you were planning to wear with the skirt. She turned to you and smirked “You know it’s supposed to be cold tonight right? The party thrower always keeps the doors open as well.” You shrugged and leaned against the doorframe to your closet “It always gets too stuffy at parties, I don’t have any long sleeves that won’t suffocate me and I don’t want to carry around a jacket either.” She held a finger up and ran to her room for a second before returning with a white shirt. “Try this on.”
You traded your current shirt for the top and ohoho yes. It was lightweight, low cut so some of your cleavage showed but not so much you were scared of a Peek a Boo moment, the long sleeves would help you not freeze to death, and it was the same shade of white as your skirt. It was perfect. You looked up at Anne with pleading eyes causing her to scoff “I wouldn’t have given it to you if I wouldn’t allow you to borrow it.” You gave her an excited thanks as she turned to leave your room to begin getting ready herself.
She paused at your door and turned around to tease “Besides your tits look fantastic in it and who am I to deprive the world of the privilege of seeing them for the first time in forever?”
Your face felt like it was on fire as she cackled the whole way to her room.
~
“Thanks Dale, I’ll see you at the party later?” Sebastian said to the girl as he went to leave her apartment. “Yeah! Best time to sell my product, friend.”
He laughed softly as he opened the door to leave, “Well I hope your pockets are fuller when you leave than when you arrive, friend. If I need more I’ll come find you yeah?” She nodded and gave him a farewell before he closed the door. Sighing he leaned against the wood for a second before someone called out to him “Ay yo Sallow! Come explain to your sister she needs to hurry her ass up!”
He opened his eyes to find Imelda Reyes standing down the hall in the door of his sister's apartment with her hands on her hips. He groaned, he wasn’t trying to be caught in the building knowing he would somehow be dragged into this kind of situation. He was trying to avoid the apartment for other reasons as well, very off limits reasons, but wouldn’t deny his terrifying friend help especially with the expression she currently wore. “It’s funny you think she’ll listen to me more than you.” He told the woman as he approached. She scoffed “You’re good at being annoying, so go annoy her into leaving.”
He sighed “Fine but don’t tell her whose apartment I just left, she doesn’t know I don’t just smoke socially.” Imelda rolled her eyes as she followed him into the apartment “She doesn’t just smoke socially either, don't let her fool you.” He hummed as he walked to the bathroom. He knew that she also smoked every once in a while but it was different for Anne. Anne didn’t almost get expelled in high school for being a rage bomb whose fuse was lit at every tiny thing.
Anne had never gotten into real trouble like Sebastian had, he swears he took all the get caught genes when they were in the womb. He had been to detention so often it was like a second after school activity, the only time he wasn’t a frequent flyer was during soccer season when he had an outlet for his pent up emotions. Even then he was still in it once a week minimum. He doesn’t even want to think about all the fights he was in. He had only been three that were for a noble cause during that time, the first one was with Leander Prewitt of all people.
He reached the bathroom and heard music before he saw the inhabitants. “Anne your girlfriend’s on my-“ Fuuuuuuuuuuck
You were standing to the left of Anne bending over the counter to get as close to the mirror as possible to apply your lipstick. You had your hair down and perfectly styled, that top was showing him just enough cleavage he felt spit start to fill his mouth and barely covering your ass was his arch-nemesis, that fucking skirt.
The first time he had seen you wear this skirt he had to cover himself with a pillow on his uncle’s coach. You two were heading out to some lame high school party back home and you had bought it that day. He was just a teenage boy then but even now he wanted to burn that skirt so you could never torture him with it again. “Take a picture it’ll last longer” you snarked when you noticed him gawking at you in the mirror.
He swallowed and responded “Maybe I should.” He tore his eyes up to find you staring at him with those pretty wide eyes of yours filled with shock. He cleared his throat trying to get rid of the image of those eyes staring down at him as he dropped to his knees to flip the awful skirt up and- “I’m surprised you're going out, that boyfriend of yours usually keeps you locked away from these types of things.” You blinked rapidly before letting out a sharp tch “EX boyfriend Sebastian EX, but you're right. I didn’t want to waste my night as a recently freed woman though.”
When had that happened? You had been with Connor Whitmore for the last two years and Sebastian hated every second of it. The prick was the biggest douchebag he had ever met, he would constantly say things that would boil Sebastian’s blood. Constantly shoving his family's wealth in Sebatian’s face while taunting him with the fact he also had you. “Oh yeah Sweetheart since when?”
“What the fuck is happening right now?” Anne said looking between the two of you with wide eyes. He had forgotten his original mission the moment he saw the fuck ass piece of cloth over your hips. He turned to her and sarcastically said “We’re having a conversation sister and I’m buying you time before Imelda comes in here to yell about leaving again.” She cursed as she fluffed her hair once more before turning to you to ask “How do I look?”
He saw your lips twist into a smirk and swallowed hard which was thankfully covered by your voice, “Very Bangable, 10/10 would smash.” She laughed and swatted at your ass as she left the bathroom. You laughed a small thing before turning back to the mirror and copying Anne’s action before looking at Sebastian in the glass. Smiling, you answered his question from before “I broke up with him like two weeks ago. Now excuse me I gotta get my shoes on before Melly starts in on me.”
He chuckled as he let you past him “Better hurry up Sweetheart, I don’t know how long she plans on fawning over Anne.” You stared at him for a second before shaking your head as you entered your room.
‘Well isn’t that interesting.’ He thought as he moved to the living room. You hadn’t mentioned the split the other night but Sebastian was more intrigued that you had broken up with him. He wondered what had happened between the two of you for you to do so. A smirk eased its way onto his face as he imagined the scene you created while breaking off your relationship with the ultimate dickbag. Oh how much he wished he could have seen it.
His pondering was interrupted when his phone buzzed in his pocket. It was from Garreth, hey man can you pick up little sis? Poppy’s taking forever to get ready. What were the fucking odds? The whole reason he never made a move with you texting him right after that little moment you had shared.
He leaned against the wall in the hallway and banged his head against the wall as he replied, Yeah man I’m already over here, Anne needed encouragement to leave as well. He locked his phone and breathed a harsh breath out his nose, right you were Garreth’s sister. The very forbidden fruit he could under no circumstances taste because the red head would kill him for doing so.
Garreth had always been protective of his “baby sister”, not caring that you were only a few months younger than him. He was protective due to your introduction into his family and wouldn’t allow anyone to hurt you worse than what your bio parents had. He didn’t know the full story there but Sebastian knew enough he understood where Garreth was coming from.
Suddenly a thought came to him that caused the smirk to return to his face. He opened the text thread again and typed out hey did you know your sister broke up with her shit for brains boyfriend? He waited eagerly for the reply and thankfully didn’t have to wait long, yeah. And trust me should I see him tonight he’ll wish he hadn’t stepped out of his house :).
The plot thickens. He sent back a 100 emoji and closed his phone. What had that idiot done to make Garreth, Mr “Punching people gets you nowhere Sebastian” get violent? Was it just because he’s an ex of yours now or was it something worse? “Is she looking for me yet?”
He heard your voice and turned in your direction to tell you- FUUUUUUCCCCKKKK.
You were trying to kill him, you were, you had to be. You walked down the hall and leaned against the wall a few feet from him to finish buckling your heels. Those specific heels were his second arch-nemesis. Platform chunky heels that had the bow on the buckle that just made you look so corruptible it was dizzying.
Okay he might be dizzy due to the blood loss in his brain but that’s not the point!
He shook his head to answer you knowing damn well his tongue wouldn’t allow him to speak right now. You sighed “Back to the quiet game are we?” He stood to his full height and stopped you from stomping past him. You looked up to him ( don’t ask him what that does to him, he has issues he knows) and raised a brow. “I didn’t wanna give you too much too quick is all, don’t know if you can handle it.”
Silence filled the hallway, His words coated in a suggestive tone and your quick intake of breath bouncing off the walls. His mind falling into chaos with one thought flashing in violent red neon while alarm bells rang out.
What the fuck is wrong with him?!?!?!?
Your surprised expression made him want to curl up in a hole and die. Honestly, was he so pent up his brain decided to fuck this uneasy relationship between the two of you by saying something so obviously filled with subtext? Why would he say that? Like that? Oh god someone take him out now please.
He watched with fear flooding his system as your face morphed. Your lips closed and tilted into a smirk, You clasped your hands behind your back effectively pushing your cleavage out as you stepped up closer to him -oh god he could smell your perfume, he was gonna moan- before softly telling him “You won’t know how much I can take until you give it to me will you?”
He was gonna bust in his pants.
You giggled as you pushed past him to walk into the living room. “Are you guys ready to go?” You asked the other two girls before turning to him and -oh god- winking at him.
He could only stand there wide eyed and mouth open as you walked out the front door. Imelda peaked her around the corner and started cackling. Anne looked at him and pinched the bridge of her nose. “Sebastian you’re gonna die.”
If it was because of you, he would go willingly.
And he was taking that asinine skirt with him.
~
The party was in full swing and you were pleasantly buzzed.
You had gotten here and immediately made your first drink, you were looking to have fun tonight but didn’t want to get shitfaced so you’ve been pacing yourself as you made rounds around the house. You talked to friends you haven’t seen in a while and potentially flirted with a few people knowing it would go nowhere. It was fun to flirt for no reason and you missed it.
What had happened back at your apartment was another story though.
Jesus Christ you hadn’t even realized Sebastian could stand that tall or that his voice could get that low. You felt your cheeks heat as you remembered what he had said in that tempting voice, you had heard enough rumors to know he was difficult to handle for some. The thought made it all the more tempting to try your luck tonight but there was one problem.
He was your brother’s best friend and your brother was absurdly protective.
Yes Sebastian was also the brother to one of your best friends but Anne had told you years ago she hoped you two got together so she could keep you close forever. Back then you had pushed her face from you in disgust but recently you had begun to hope the same.
Even though he only started being friendly towards you over the last couple of months he knew how to be sweet and caring with you. He would make sure you got home safe when you stayed at the pitch later than the rest to practice and even sometimes joined you on the pitch before walking you home. He would always make sure you ate throughout the day and if you hadn’t he would get you food. He would help understand any assignment you had because he was just naturally brilliant.
It had all started to get under your skin a few weeks ago when he brought you to the three broomsticks for the first time after one of your extended practices together. It had somehow become a ritual for you two to find yourselves at the diner on Tuesday evenings. You had realized you found his freckles quite adorable the last time you sat across from him in your booth and it had sent you into a spiral.
The rest of the week had been filled with random moments of chaotic thoughts and frustration. You had planned to talk to one of your friends about the revelation but a few days later you broke up with Connor. You hadn’t felt up to thinking about your mounting unattainable crush after that. You weren’t even sure he would give you the time of day if you told him your feelings. Although that moment in your hallway earlier was leading you to believe he just might.
You sighed as you turned a corner to the living room. It was large enough to fit not only a designated space for dancing but multiple couches were placed randomly throughout the space. You searched the space while taking slow steps but froze when your eyes fell on the stairs. Standing there was Connor with that girl trying to meld herself to him while sucking hickies into his neck. You couldn’t help but stare as he leaned down to whisper something into her ear with that smirk that used to make your knees weak.
You felt your throat start to close at the sudden wave of emotion that fell over you. Tears were blurring your vision as a voice that sounded suspiciously like your ex’s whispered in your mind ‘You shouldn’t have come to this party. You wouldn’t have seen this if you hadn’t. It’s a natural consequence of your actions.’ Maybe it was a mistake coming out tonight…
Suddenly you heard your name being called over the loud music. Turning your head to try and find the source you saw your other best friend leaning against the back of the couch from your brother’s lap. Yeah you didn’t want to start on the hypocrisy with that situation right now but it’s better than staring at your recent ex getting his leg humped.
You beat back your tears and strode over to them with a fake smile. You saw most of your friend group was on the sectional, they were passing something around and an inhale through your nose was all it took to tell you it was a joint. “Heeyyy girl where have you beeeenn?” Poppy asked once you were close enough and fell back against Garreth. You chuckled at her actions before answering “I’ve been around, how much have you smoked Pops?”
The question sent her into giggles “Not nearly enough, beautiful.” You shook your head with a small laugh as you heard the voice that’s been plaguing your thoughts all night. “What have you been doing while you’ve been around Sweetheart?” You twisted your head down and felt your panties get a little wet at the sight before you.
Sebastian was leaning back looking up at you with droopy eyes as he took a drag of the joint. It looked so small in his fingers, you looked away from his face but your eyes had landed to where his other hand was laying against his leg -oh god why is the fact he was manspreading so hot?- the rings you hadn’t seen earlier were glinting with every tap of his fingers against his leg. “Oh you know talking to some friends I haven’t seen in a while, making new ones. Nothing too crazy.” Your eyes couldn’t help themselves as they flicked back to the hand that was holding the joint as he took another drag.
You watched his eyes close as he held the smoke for a second before purposely blowing the smoke away from you. Always so considerate this one. Opening his eyes he lifted a brow and raised the joint to you “Want some Princess?” Your eyes widened at the offer but shook your head “I’ve never-“ Garreth snatched the burning bud from Sebastian’s fingers and took a hit before telling him “No, she can’t smoke.”
Something bristled in you at that but Sebastian snarked at him before you could “Oh so you can but she can’t? I think she’s a grown woman who can make her own decisions. If she wants to smoke I’ll share my weed with her.” You could add chivalrous to your growing list now it seems. He snatches the joint back from a shocked Garreth and offers it to you again. You shook your head and finished your explanation “I’ve never smoked before but thank you.”
Sebastian furrowed his brows and asked you “Do you want to though?” You bit your lip, you couldn’t say the idea wasn’t tempting but you didn’t want to make a fool of yourself in front of so many people. You heard him hum and watched in surprise as he stood while handing Garreth the rest of the joint plus another whole one from a case on the table. He grabbed the case and some water bottles from the table that were, hopefully, unopened as he walked around the couch to you and outstretched his hand “C’mon Sweetheart”
You were nervous but reached out and took his hand. You were surprised Garreth wasn’t throwing a fit at Sebastian’s actions. He further surprised you by yelling out to be careful and make smart decisions as Sebastian began to lead you away from the group. You looked down at your conjoined hands and the heat surrounding your own hand was making your stomach flutter. You weren’t prepared for the volume of your voice as you asked Sebastian “Where are we going?”
Oh my god what was happening to you? You were acting like this was the first boy to pay attention to you! He slowed his steps until you stand beside him and gives you a small smirk that makes your stomach flip. “I saw how nervous you were and figured you could do with some privacy for your first time.” He paused for a second before continuing “ smoking that is.”
When did he decide to get so flirty? He doesn’t even register you as a person for years before suddenly making your knees buckle with every other word?! You decide to test the waters on this new personality of his “Gonna pop my cherry Sebastian?” The reaction? Delicious.
His shoulder tense the smallest bit and he slowly leans down to you with a gleam in his eye you’ve never been able to decipher. “Careful now, you don’t want to bite off more than you can chew.” You tilt your head and watch as his entire attention comes to focus solely on your lips. “Don’t worry I’ll swallow it all down.” What the FUCK were you two doing????
His breath stuttered over your face before he continued walking over to the stairs and tugging you behind him while shaking his head. You realized where he was taking you and tugged on his hand to make him stop. He turned to you with a raised eyebrow, “Getting nervous Sweetheart? Don’t worry I’ll go slow.” You really wished you had a witty comeback to that but you could barely breath at what you knew was right around the corner.
He must have seen your hesitation because he stood in front of you and bent down to catch your eyes before reassuring you. “Hey, we really don’t have to do this. We can go back to the couch and just chill if you really don’t want to.” You shook your head and let your gaze fall from his face to the beginning of the stairs. “I just don’t want to get stopped by certain individuals that I just seen dry humping on the stairs.”
He let out a noise of understanding before standing beside you and sliding his hand to the small of your back. Your cheeks started to heat as he looked down at you with a smirk “You just leave it to me Sweetness, I’ll deal with that loser don’t fret.” You nodded and began moving forward with the small push he gave you.
Your heart was pounding in your chest as you approached the first step. This was the first time you had seen your ex since the night you ended things. He would have never let you leave the house wearing what you were currently wearing, he would have shamed you with sharp words that attacked your deepest insecurities about your body until you changed or decided not to go out at all. The only reason you kept moving was the large hand at the small of your back. You knew Sebastian wouldn’t let Connor talk to you that way without consequences but the thought didn’t quell the anxiety in your stomach.
You started to go up the stairs as Sebastian fell behind you, the stairway wasn’t wide enough for you both to go up at the same time with the bodies that lined the wall. You felt his breath at your ear when he leaned into your space to tell you “No matter what he says just keep walking Sweetheart. Remember to let me handle the loser.” You giggled at hearing him call your ex a loser for the second time in two minutes but apparently you weren’t allowed to smile in Connor’s presence.
“And what do we have here?” You heard him before you saw him and froze, Sebastian’s thumb rubbing your hip brought you back into motion while thinking ‘right, just let Sebastian handle it. He won’t back down from a challenge, especially if it’s Connor challenging him.’ You brushed right by him without even flicking your eyes in his direction. You heard Connor scoff before calling out “Oh does the dumb bitch think she’s too good for me? That’s the rea-“ BANG.
You turned around to see Sebastian holding Connor to the wall with his forearm at Connor’s throat. Your eyes were wide as you took in Sebastian’s calm demeanor as Connor struggled against him. Sebastian wasn’t even struggling to pin him to the wall as he sneered at him “ She’s always been too good for you Whitmore. I suggest you don’t forget that again.” He pushed off of the flabbergasted boy and turned to you with that thought disrupting smirk of his, “After you Sweetheart.”
Your gaze shifted over to Connor for a few seconds before you turned to continue up the stairs. You bit your lip to not only stop the laugh trying to burst out of you, but to stop yourself from saying something really stupid.
Like how extremely hot that display Sebastian had just put on was.
~
That fucking skirt of yours was the worst thing to happen to Sebastian and he was an Orphan for Gods sake.
He let you go up before him for multiple reasons, One to watch you go up the stairs -no man could resist that image- and Two to make sure that cumrag didn’t ruin your first night out in forever with the shit that came out his mouth. There was a third reason but he forgot it when his mortal enemy stretched around you just enough he got distracted by the sway of your hips.
He knew Connor was going to say something, the idiot couldn’t help himself. He also knew from the way your wardrobe had changed over the years he would have said something that would have had you in tears. He had tried to get Garreth to see the signs for years but you always figured out a way to undermine him to save face. It was lucky for Connor that Sebastian was about to get you alone for the first time since he realized he had feelings for you or else things would have gone a lot worse for the prick.
Sebastian relished the look of panic in his eyes when he slammed him back into the wall and held him there without struggle. He enjoyed your look of enjoyment at the scene much more though. “Sebastian where are we going?” You asked him once you got to the top of the stairs. He grabbed your hand and enjoyed the size difference as he led you down different halls until he came across the guest rooms he had found while exploring the house the last time he was here.
He pushed open a door at the back of the hall praying no one else was in the room. Once he made sure the coast was clear he extended his arm into the room “Princess, your private smoke session awaits.” Your giggle at his actions made a smile crawl across his own face. You walked into the room and looked around, taking in the lackluster decoration while he took out his private stash of the night.
He sat on the bed and took out the baggy he was hiding for later in his pencil bag turned stash case. It held two blunts and a couple of joints that he had pre rolled at Samantha’s. It was always a mess when he tried to roll while high and didn’t want to deal with that tonight. He was thanking his past self for completely different reasons now of course. He plucked a blunt from the bag and called over to you “Open that window a smidge for me won’t you Princess?”
He glanced up at you and started salivating at the blush that spread over your cheeks. You stiffly nodded while making a noise of affirmation and leaned over to open the window halfway. He swore he hated that skirt, he did, but it was almost starting to grow on him. Your shoes were definitely still on the ‘get fucked’ list though. He hummed as the cool night air started to circulate in the room and brought his lighter up to light the end of the blunt.
He soon felt smoke curl into his mouth and let it sneak into his lungs. He held it as he looked over to where you were standing against the windows. Illuminated by the moonlight behind you, he couldn’t help but think you looked like magic was pouring out from you. He leaned forward on his knee as he let the smoke out from his lungs, “Now how are you going to smoke from way over there Sweetness? You can come sit, I promise I won’t hurt you.”
You let out a breath and began slowly walking to him with your hands behind your back. You were acting so shy, it wasn’t something he had seen from you many times before and he was drinking every second down like it was the most decadent wine. You sat down next to him with your body turned to him and played with your fingers for a second before softly stating, “I know you wouldn't, I'm just actually nervous.”
Precious, absolutely precious. “No need to be nervous Sweetheart I’ll guide you through it to make sure this doesn’t become a bad experience for you.” Why was this whole experience a double entendre? On god he wasn’t even trying to make it sound teasing anymore, he was genuinely trying to ease your nerves! You smiled up at him and waved your hands about before admitting “I don’t even know how to hold it Sebastian! You’re dealing with a total newb here I hope you realize.”
Jesus Christ was he being tested?? Was someone looking down at him right now with a clicking pen waiting to see if they needed to check the Heaven or Hell slot? He chuckled at the image and grabbed your hand gently before explaining “Make a pinching gesture with your pointer finger and thumb yeah just like that.” He slowly placed the blunt in between your fingers and closed your - oh sweet god, your hands were so small in his.- fingers around the top. “Now just bring it up and suck in just enough to fill your mouth.”
The wording of the situation must be hitting you as well because your blush was back full force and Sebastian wanted to bite it. He was losing it for real.
You brought the blunt up to your lips and slowly sucked in the smoke, not a lot but Sebastian expected that, he watched as you tried to hold it only to cough harshly not even a second later. He expected that as well which is why he brought the waters up. He cracked one open and exchanged it for the blunt in your hand. He hit it while you took long drinks from the bottle.
You glared at him as he exhaled the sweet smoke. He raised a brow at your expression before you grumbled “How come you don’t nearly die when you smoke it?” Chuckling he pulled out his portable ashtray from the case and flicked the ashes into it. “I’ve been smoking this shit for a while is why. Don’t get me wrong, one wrong breath I’m in the same position you’re in but it doesn’t burn as bad for me as it does for you.” He took another hit as your face fell “So you’re saying I’m going to choke every time until I get used to it?”
He closed his eyes as the vision you were creating started to creep into his mind, He could hear that damn pen clicking from somewhere above him. He hummed as he stood up trying to figure out a way to do this without it killing you. He hit the blunt again as a thought came to him. No, that was just asking for trouble and he was trying to be good here. It was unfortunate that his mouth didn’t give a fuck what he was trying to do.
“Sorry Sweetheart but yes. There’s only one way to soften the blow but I’m not sure you’d be okay with that.” Why? Why did he have to say that? He knew you were one of the most curious people he’s ever met so to dangle that in front of you was like toying with a cat. You tilted your head as you asked “What? What is it?” The pen started clicking faster as he stared into your pretty eyes.
He shook his head to clear his thoughts but you took that as a denial, ”Come on Sebastian, you won’t know what I’m okay with until you ask” He took a hit trying to keep himself together but you were making that very hard, staring up at him with pleading eyes. Letting the smoke billow out of his nose, he shook his head as he turned his body to you. “You ever hear of shotgunning Sweetheart?”
The pen was furiously clicking now as your mouth fell open the smallest bit as you blinked rapidly. You looked away from him to answer “Yeah I’ve heard of it but I’ve never-“ You couldn’t even finish your statement and that alone almost sent Sebastian out the window to stop what was about to happen from happening. He didn’t know if he could control himself if you were in his lap, face inches from his, breathing in the air he was giving you from own mouth. “We don’t have-“”Would you?”
He snapped his attention from the carpet to your face at the question. You took his silence for the need for further explanation. “Would you do that with me?” He swallowed harshly at your soft voice, watching you start to play with your fingertips again he tried to stop this one last time. “Are you sure? You know you’ll have to sit in my lap right?” You bit your lip in thought for a second, the clicking of the pen now matched his hummingbird heartbeat.
He heard the scratch of the pen marking ‘Hell’ as you looked up at him and said “I’m sure. I know you’ll take care of me.”
He was going to tell the devil all about this when he got to hell.
~
You didn’t know what you were doing at all.
You weren’t even buzzed anymore so you couldn’t blame your decision on the alcohol but what were you thinking? This whole situation had been filled with an underlying tension you weren’t sure you were ready to face and now you were going to sit in Sebastian’s lap? You felt insane!
You heard Sebastian release a shaky breath before letting out a soft “Okay”. You watched him sit back down but this time at the top of the bed resting against the pillows. He laid the ash tray he had been carrying on the nightstand before setting the blunt on it and stretching his legs out in a comfortable position before giving you a ‘come hither’ motion with his fingers.
‘His fingers look so appetizing don’t they?’ Your mind sent the thought into the forefront of your brain as you stood and took the few steps to his side. You swallow thickly as he raises his hands to your hips to help you fall into his lap. Your legs fall over the side of the bed as your shoulder rest lightly against his chest. You feel his fingers rubbing soothing circles into your hip as he leans down to whisper into your ear, “Relax Sweetheart, I’m not going to bite.”
You shiver at the words, was he always like this? So charming with a low voice that spoke sweet words and a soothing touch. He hummed with approval as you relaxed into him bit by bit. You watched as his other hand reached for the blunt only to find it had died out. “Damn it, Give me a second Princess.” The rumble in his voice had your head swimming as he lifted his hips a bit - you were in his lap! he didn’t even grunt! Good god how strong was he?!- before finding his lighter.
You didn’t even realize you had taken it from his hand until you were flicking the wheel and lifting the flame up. He huffed as he lifted the blunt to his lips and sucked on the tip until it was lit once more. You put the lighter next to the ashtray and leaned back to turn to him. His hand found your chin and tapped his thumb against your bottom lip. This was it oh god this was it.
You opened your mouth and watched as he leaned down before feeling the smoke curl into your mouth. Inhaling it like this was definitely much easier but you still almost choked when Sebastian spoke “now hold it in for a few seconds.” You were shocked at how gravely his voice sounded but did as he said. You felt like your lungs were burning but just in time you heard his second command, “now let it out slowly.”
You tried your best but still ended up coughing, not as bad as the first time but still. He rubbed your back as you turned away from him and murmured reassurances. Once you stopped coughing you turned back to him, “Ready to try again?” You nodded slowly and watched mesmerized as he lifted the blunt to repeat the motions.
With every pass of smoke between you two it started to get easier and easier. You started to feel like you were less and less with every breath. You heard Sebastian chuckle and hummed “I think one more is gonna be it for you Sweetheart.” You wanted to argue but you had heard enough horror stories about getting too high and trusted Sebastian enough to know he could tell where that limit was before you could. That didn’t mean you couldn’t pout and whisper “One more though?”
“Yeah Baby one more.” He had been calling you nicknames all night but hearing him call you ‘baby’ in that voice had you clenching your thighs together. His hand came up to take one last drag of the blunt before laying it in the ashtray. You watched his arm flex with the movement before he laid the hand so softly under your jaw. “Open up Princess.”
You did exactly as he said and as he let the smoke crawl from his mouth into yours he let his hand slowly glide down until it rested on the base of your skull. Once you were holding it in, you let your eyes meet his dark gaze. He was breathing slowly as his eyes raked over your face until they fell onto your lips and spoke so softly you almost missed it. “Now let go for me.”
You let the smoke out slowly as he watched your mouth, he must have been enraptured because you knew he would have never let those two little words slip if he wasn’t. “good girl.”
You whined at the words, how in the fuck was he doing this to you? You felt so floaty yet so sensitive at the same time. He pulled you into his body as he leaned fully back into the pillow. You both just breathed while listening to the distant sounds of the party. He was trailing his finger tips over your exposed thigh as his other hand twirled your hair and it felt amazing.
The moment of your spaced out peace was shattered when Sebastian softly asked “Why did you break up with Connor?” You wanted to punch him in his stupidly perfect jaw for ruining the moment by bringing up that sensitive topic. He kept talking as you leaned back from his chest to give him a deadpan but angry look. “You don’t have to tell me of course but it’s been bugging me since you told me earlier.” You hummed in annoyance but then the fog in your mind cleared just enough to realize this was a golden opportunity.
“I’ll make you a deal, I’ll tell you if you promise to answer a question of mine truthfully. I’ll know if you don’t and if you don’t I’ll never do this with you again.” The hitch in his breath was all you needed to know you had him right where you wanted him. He closed his eyes and started stroking your leg again as he let out a rough “Deal.”
You sighed and leaned back into his chest to give him the inside scoop. “Two weeks ago we had a fight about me being on the soccer team again. He didn’t like the fact I was on it and I didn’t like he was trying to get me to leave. It was a blowout fight as per usual with this topic. He took it too far by telling me that a normal girlfriend would understand that she shouldn’t upstage her boyfriend and would gladly step aside so he could shine. This also came after he had been trying to get me to move in with him all week. I accused him of being controlling and trying to isolate me which he laughed at and told me there were plenty of other girls who would fill my position and would gladly give up everything to be with him. He then asked me if I could say the same and I left crying because well I couldn’t.” Sebastian squeezed your thigh almost painfully at that and you just sighed.
“Don’t worry I’ve already gotten the lecture from everyone else who knows the full story, which only consists of my brother, Poppy, and Charlotte by the way so don’t go blabbing my secrets please.” He shook his head in agreement before you continued. “Anyway, I went back the next day to get my textbook I had left over there. I unlocked the door and snuck into the living room to find the textbook not wanting to deal with him. Well I shouldn’t have worried because I soon heard him moaning in his room. I thought he was just rubbing one out until I heard a girl with him.” Sebastian stiffened at that and stopped all movement.
“I felt like I was in a daze as I walked back. He didn’t even close the door so I saw everything. I became so nauseous that I ran to grab my shit and sprinted out of there. It wasn’t until Garreth was holding me that I realized I had driven there. So of course he was blowing my phone up for two days afterwards because I apparently ruined their mood with how loudly I slammed the door on my way out. When I picked up my car he was waiting outside for me. It was a quick conversation, I asked him how long that’s been going on and he told me it was going on for the last eight months. I told him to stay the fuck away from me and he called me every name in the book. Needless to say we broke up and yeah that’s the story.” You let your finger trace his collarbone under the black button up he was wearing as you let him soak it all in.
It wasn’t long until he spoke up “I’m going to fucking break him.” You let a laugh barely escape you before lifting yourself with a bit of a struggle to stare down at him. You pushed a curl from his forehead as he started rubbing his hand up and down your leg. “You’ll have to get in line I’m afraid.” He scoffed “No I don’t Sweetheart. I’m his captain, I can break him in practice and blame it on his lackluster performance. Coach won’t say anything and will probably make him thank me for giving him extra attention.”
You frowned before you started rambling, “See that brings us to my question. Why is it that you treated me like I didn’t even exist to you for years but recently you’ve changed your mind? It’s like all of a sudden I started to appear on your radar and you have been running with it. And then tonight you actually talk to me! I didn’t have to weasel a conversation out of you before you gave in and just started flirting with me. At least- oh god you have been flirting with me right? Or am I just assuming the wrong thing and am making a huge fool of myself? You know what I’m going to go and-“ “Absolutely Not.”
You were so shocked at his tone you stopped squirming and just stared down at him, waiting for him to say something or at least stop squeezing you so hard he’s going to leave bruises. He took a couple of deep breaths before swearing and reaching for the blunt again. “I can’t do this anywhere remotely close to sober.” He admitted as he lit the blunt again.
Taking a hit, he held it a little longer than normal before lifting a brow at you. You grinned as you leaned down to receive the smoke from him. Hitting it a couple more times finally relaxed him enough to answer you. “Yes I have been flirting with you all night I’m glad you’ve noticed. The reason I pushed you away is very simple - your brother is fucking terrifying when it comes to you.”
You wanted to scream, could Garreth really be blamed for his avoidance of you? “He told all us guys from day one that you were not up for grabs at any point. I’ll admit at first I was avoiding you due to my own reasons but once I realized I actually had feelings for you it was to avoid his wrath. I don’t know how Connor avoided it for as long as he did but it definitely stung when Garreth didn’t fly off the handle when you two started dating.”
You nodded slowly as you took in his admission, so he hadn’t spoken to you for years because your stupid fucking brother had- wait a second. “What do you mean Feelings?” You shivered as his thumb started rubbing back and forth on the inside of your thigh.
Glancing up at him through your lashes was a terrible fantastic mistake.
You watched as he brought the half finished blunt to his lips that were curled in a smirk as he watched you with that look you were starting to figure out. He took a long drag as he kneaded the plush of your thigh softly causing you to bite your lip to muffle the whimper trying to escape you. Smoke clouded your vision as he dragged his finger tips further up your leg, you were so lost yet knew exactly where this could end up going if you allowed it.
And God would you allow it.
“I mean I have had so many feelings about you I can’t name them all with one word. At first it was just a crush, You were always around and so pretty you really can’t blame me for it. The crush developed into full blown craving the first time you wrapped my hands after a fight in Ninth grade. I didn’t know how to deal with that so I just shut you out until you joined the girls soccer team and all I ever saw was your smile after that.” You blinked as the hand on your back began moving up your spine. Gasping when his finger started to interlock with the strands at the back of your head you tried to tease him with “Is that why you could only give me a “Good Job” hm?”
He tugged at the strands in a clear warning before continuing. “What did you want me to say “Good Girl” Instead?” Oh no, Oh God, he was going to use that against you forever now isn’t he? The low chuckle he let out had you panicking for a second before he eased back into speaking. “Sorry Princess, that wasn’t exactly an option back then and not just because of your brother either. See it was around that time I began to realize I really liked how your ass looked like in the shorts that came with your uniform.”
“I also liked how your perfume clung to the air everywhere you went, I liked how you were never afraid to let your ego show when doing something you were good at. You would get so cocky and it sent me up the wall because it was fueled by your confidence in your own abilities. You would pop your hips to the side and let your hands rest on them with a smirk on your face and I knew you were about to ruin someone’s life. I would imagine how it would feel to grab them in my hands and it sent my imagination into overdrive. That’s when I realized all that time you had grated on my nerves wasn’t because you irritated me with your presence, it was because you irritated me with how much I couldn’t do anything about it.”
You were shaking as he tilted your face down to his with the hand that was entangled in your hair. Only inches apart his freckles started to blur as his eyes became the only you could focus on. He took another long hit before setting the blunt back down and letting his hand raise from your leg to rub your bottom lip with his thumb. He didn’t even have to tell you to open up this time and it obviously pleased him.
He watched you with heady dark eyes as he kept talking, “I can’t tell you how many times over the last few years I wanted to kiss you senseless. How many times I wanted to lose myself in you until the only thing you could remember was the way my name tasted on your tongue. I didn’t care about your stupid brother or your useless boyfriend, I just wanted you to want me.”
You didn’t realize you were holding your breath until his lips grazed yours with a quiet demand “Let it out like a good girl for me Baby.” The next five seconds changed your relationship with the man forever.
One, the smoke curled in between you two and Sebastian’s eyes never left your mouth.
Two, you licked your bottom lip to wet it a bit before whispering “what if I told you all I ever wanted was you to like me the way I liked you?”
Three, you both let out a shaky exhale at the soft confession.
Four, he moved a centimeter closer to where you wanted him before asking just as soft, “As just a friend?”
Five, you swallowed hard, “At first but not since you punched Prewitt in the face in Ninth Grade for calling me a dumb whore for not wanting to go to homecoming with him.”
The sounds that threatened to escape your throats were quickly muffled by the sounds of your lips as they moved against each other.
This wasn’t your first kiss by no means -his sister held that title, curiosity had gotten to you two during a sleepover- but good god he made you feel like it was your first. He knew how to apply the correct pressure and when to tilt his head at the correct moment to send your head spinning. He squeezed your thigh with the right amount of pressure that it had you gasping.
He took the opportunity to lick into your mouth the smooth fucker. You couldn’t complain about it too much. He knew what he was doing and made sure you were enjoying yourself just as much as he was if the bulge against your ass was anything to go by.
Sebastian was in heaven, maybe he misheard the scratch of that pen because how could this be anything but a blessing? He had dreamed of this exact scenario so many times. You sitting in his lap, letting him kiss you like he had always been desperate to, letting out those sweet little gasps and whimpers he knew you would make. He pulled back and hissed when you ground against his thickening cock.
You chased his mouth and who was he to deny you from kissing him? He groaned as your lips met his once more. He had been so stupid to not do this before, you felt amazing against him just like he always imagined you would. Why hadn’t he given in to these urges before again? It damn sure wasn’t because of that ex-boyfriend of yours.
It was right then he remembered who your brother was and what would happen if he walked in this room right now.
He pulled away from you with a pained groan, because it really was painful to stop kissing you. He had to tighten the grip he had in your hair to stop you from kissing him, which pained home even more. He took a deep breath before explaining. “As much as it truly hurts me to say this, I believe we should stop before we do something we shouldn’t.”
You whined at his words and it took everything in Sebastian to not give in to his desires. “As much as I desire nothing more than to continue this, there’s two things that are stopping me. One, you’re probably still high off your ass and therefore can’t actually consent to the things that will happen if I keep kissing you. Two, your brother will actually kill me if he finds out.”
Oh. My, fucking. GOD. You were so sick of Garreth ruining things like this for you. He has always been so overprotective with you it drove you mad, especially now that it was ruining the best experience of your life. You scoffed and said “Sebastian I swear to God. Yeah I’m still a little high but it’s adding not taking away. Go ahead, test me if you need to. I’m not too high to make this decision I swear.”
You could hear his swallow before he asked you, “What did I give you to snack on three days ago after practice until we went where for dinner?” “You gave me a strawberry and crème protein bar to hold me over until we got to The Three Broomsticks. Where I ordered a Bacon Cheeseburger with fries and you ordered a grilled chicken club with tater tots. We split our sides so we could have half of each and ordered strawberry milkshakes to go so you could walk me back to my apartment like a gentleman. Satisfied I’m not too high?” He hummed at your detailed answer.
You thought you were in the clear until he started talking again, “There’s still that small complication of-“ You sharply interrupted him “Sebastian, Garreth has been fucking one of my best friends for the last three years. He can’t keep getting away with his hypocritical bullshit.” His eyes widened as the realization Garreth and Poppy had been dating for the last three years hit him.
Poppy had called you crying, confessing her feelings for your brother but you told her to not even worry about it. You told her you gave her your full blessing to go after him knowing she wouldn’t do so if you didn’t. You would pull that card if Garreth decided to act like a dick about you and Sebastian with no hesitation.
You played with Sebastian’s hair while he came to the realization he could in fact have his cake and not worry about getting his shit rocked for it too. You were right, Garreth really had to stop getting away with being a hypocrite all the time. “Well then Princess,” Sebastian loosened his grip on your hair “ as long as you’re okay with it, we should continue where we left off yeah?”
“Thank God” was the last thing you said before falling against him and reconnecting your lips. This time he didn’t hold himself back, He let his every want and desire from the past sink into the kisses. He used the grip he had on your hair to turn your head where he wanted and bit your lip. The gasp you let out gave him the room to taste your mouth once again.
The taste of his weed on your tongue was driving Sebastian up the wall. The fact that you had allowed him to get you high for the very first time was unlocking doors in his brain he thought he had filled with cement. Of course when it came to you nothing was closed off forever.
The way you were letting out the most delicious sounds while squirming in his lap, bumping and grinding against his rapidly hardening dick, was beginning to distract him from the joy of this moment. He tried to still you with a hand squeezing your thigh but it only seemed to encourage your movements. He groaned into your mouth at one particular grind against him and pulled away from you to admonish you. The sight he was granted gave him pause though.
Hair no longer perfectly styled, lipstick smudged, and eyes hazy from smoking and desire as you panted trying to catch your breath.You looked like everything Sebastian had envisioned with a fist wrapped around himself in the dead of night. He groaned for a different reason this time and hid himself in your neck. Your voice was shaky when you asked “Why’d you stop?” Oh?
Sebastian grinned against your throat and started to trail his fingers up your thigh teasingly. The way you gripped his shirt tighter and let your legs fall apart slightly told him he wasn’t the only one affected right now. ‘Oh this is going to be so good.’ He thought and started kissing your neck.
The feel of Sebastian’s lips against your neck and his fingers trailing up your leg was causing your mind to become hazy. You could tell he was done holding back after your talk but you were starting to think you really had bit off more than you could chew. He found that little spot on your neck and you couldn’t help the moan of his name as you came to terms with the stomachache you would have later. There was no way in hell you were going to stop him now.
He smirked against your neck and trailed his mouth up your jaw as his hand started going higher and higher with every pass he made up your thigh. You gripped at the hair at the back of his head and whined at the teasing. Sebastian chuckled low and asked you “Does My Baby want something?” Oh good god, that name was going to end you. You whined as you looked at him for the first time in awhile. His dark eyes skimmed over your face as he teased you once more “You gotta be a good girl and use your words if you want something Baby.”
How did he expect you to speak when he was taking your breath away with every other word and touch? You tried to corral enough brain cells together to get a few words out, “Need you to touch me Seb.” You wanted to cry when he teasingly mocked you “But I am touching you Princess. You wanna be more specific for me?” Your face was on fire as you tried to get the words out, no other boy had ever made you spell it out like this and it was embarrassing. You screwed your eyes shut and plead “Sebastian Please.”
Sebastian’s breath hitched when those words came out of your mouth. How many times did he fantasize about you begging him to touch you like this? He knew he couldn’t deny you anymore because that would mean denying himself. “Okay baby okay I’ll take care of you, just open your legs a bit more for me.” You hid your face in his hair as he watched your legs fall away and his rival inch up your thigh with the motion. He couldn’t hate the skirt as much any more with how easy it made gaining access to the one thing he had been drooling over for years. He slid the fabric up just a bit more and moaned at the sight that was presented to him.
White satin panties greeted him with a wet patch stealing his attention. He couldn’t stop himself as he brought a finger to touch it. He heard you sharply inhale against him and ran it up and down the outside of your underwear. “Sebastian c’mon please stop teasing.” He shushed you with a hint of admonishment. He wanted to savor this damn it, but couldn’t resist the temptation of feeling just how wet you were.
Pulling your panties to the side, he moaned at the sight of your glistening pussy. He stretched his middle finger out to run in between your folds and swore “Shit baby, Is this all because of me? You got this soaked just for me?” He found your clit and circled it a few times causing you to damn near sob against him. “Yes, yes, all for you, Please Sebastian.”
You didn’t even know what you were begging for at this point, you just knew you didn’t want him to stop. He pressed harder against your clit and you thought you were going to fly off his lap, thankfully he had removed his hand from your hair and latched it onto your hip. “Feel that good Baby?” He asked teasing you but you could only nod your head violently.
“You know I’ve always wondered something,” You couldn’t understand how he wasn't so affected by all of this but before you could say anything a moan was ripped out of you as he circled your entrance. “What would you feel like wrapped around my fingers.” Another moan escaped you as his finger entered you and oh god YES.
You just knew those long, thick fingers would feel so good inside of and here was your proof. He started slowly pressing it in and out of you while his thumb crept up to press against your clit. You couldn’t think of anything besides how much pleasure he was giving you and how mad you were that you hadn’t done this sooner. You started kissing against the side of his face to give your mouth something to do besides moan and whimper.
Well you tried anyway but the way Sebastian was playing you like an instrument made it very hard. You soon felt his ring finger join his middle and the stretch sent you. “Damn baby you’re so tight around my fingers -Jesus fuck- I’m gonna have to stretch you real good to take me.” You whined at that, the rumors surrounding Sebastian filled your mind as you confessed. “Its just been a while since I last did something like this.”
You wanted to cry when he paused the fingers inside of you. He slowly tilted his head away from your pussy to stare at you with wide eyes and asked “I’m sorry What?” You had to swallow the whine that was crawling up your throat to try and get him to ignore your slip up.“Sebastian it’s not important now ple-“ “No Baby, I’m not moving my hand until you explain.” You huffed but complied while looking over his shoulder at the headboard, too insecure to look at him when you confessed this.
“You’re smart Sebastian, do really think he was worried about fucking me when he was fucking that other girl? Sure every now and again it would happen but the last time was-“ You bit your lip hoping he wouldn’t make you confess this but the bite to your earlobe told you otherwise. “ Like four months ago I think?”
Silence filled the air as Sebastian took the information in. That fucking loser hadn’t done anything with you for four months?? He hummed and started to pump his fingers into you again. Your satisfied sigh sank into his mind as he spoke, “Sucks for him, that pathetic loser didn’t know what a gift he had while he had it.” Then again he probably never got you like this either, soaked and whining against just from his fingers and kisses. “Y-yeah well -so good- he never made me -right there- like th-this -oh god Sebastian-“
He didn’t need the confirmation but he enjoyed it anyway. He looked back down to where you were sucking in his fingers and let his pointer finger sneak in with the rest. Your moan in his ear caused one of his own as you clenched around him. He really was worried you wouldn’t be able to take him but knew he could work around it should that present an issue. “Se-Seb-Sebastian feels so goood.” Did you even realize you were babbling those words? Probably not.
He hummed as he brought your face back to his to look in your eyes as he started to speed his hand up. The new pace had you keening and Sebastian drank the reaction down with a grin. He hoped you realized this wouldn’t be a one time thing, you were his now and there was no way in hell he was going to be able to stop craving seeing you like this at every given opportunity.
Your breath started to quicken and Sebastian knew what he was about to witness would be ingrained into his mind forever. He moved his thumb and bent his wrist so every thrust in had the heel of his palm slapping against your clit just to help you over that edge just a little quicker for him. “Seb- Seb I’m gonna -oh my god-“ He grinned as he leaned against your temple and whispered straight into your ear “I know Baby so why don’t you just let go for me. Go ahead, cum for me.”
Your hand twisted into his shirt as he curled his fingers where he knew that spot would be. “Oh god oh god right there don’t stop.” The words only made the need to see you fall apart in his lap grow larger. He bit your lobe and spoke the words that would give him what he needed, “Do it, Cum on my fingers like a good girl.” You gasped a violent breath and clenched down on his fingers so tightly Sebastian could only rock his palm against you to help you ride out your orgasm.
You couldn’t believe how quickly Sebastian Sallow -your brother’s best friend who ignored your entire existence until recently- had you falling over the edge with just his fingers. You were trying to catch your breath from not only the mind altering orgasm you just had but also from realizing you still wanted more. Blinking open eyes you hadn’t realized you had closed, You watched Sebastian slowly remove his fingers from you -god you really were that wet- and raise them up to his mouth.
‘No way he’s not going to- NOPE he is, he most definitely is.’ Your thoughts froze the moment he slipped the digits into his mouth and licked them clean. He moaned as soon as the digits laid against his tongue. You could only watch almost hypnotized as his eyes rolled back a bit while licking every drop of you from himself. “Mmm baby tashe sho good.”
Suddenly you were no longer sitting up watching him almost devour his own fingers. It took you a second longer than you would like to admit to realize you were now staring at the ceiling. Leaning up on your elbows you found Sebastian pulling your legs over his shoulders and staring at your cunt with hunger. “Gotta let me taste some more Baby. Need it so bad.” You placed a hand on top of his head to stop him for a second.
“Sebastian wait a second,” He blinked and suddenly his eyes were clear and focused solely on you. You took a couple of breaths before swallowing and willing your body to stop shaking as you stared back into his eyes. “You don’t have to do this. As much as I would love for you to-“ “Excuse me?” You huffed at the interruption and tried to sit up a bit more to continue. “I’m trying to tell you that you don’t have to act like this is something you want to do okay? I’ve never gotten off from it anyway so let’s just- oof.”
A hand had come up and pushed you back down into the mattress with just enough force that said ‘stay down and be quiet.’ You tried to close your legs as Sebastian’s face came into your vision from above you but his other hand kept your leg right at his hip with a quick, hard squeeze. You didn’t know what to do with your hands at the moment so you clasped them together and held them against your sternum as he stared down at you.
The fire in his eyes threatened to burn you alive, he spoke slowly as if speaking to a toddler instead of a woman whose cunt he wanted to eat. “Let me get this straight Princess, just because no guy has ever made you fall apart from giving you head means that I couldn’t possibly want to?” Your cheeks warmed at the question. You turned your head to the side and mumbled “You make it sound like I’m a slut or something.” A hard grip on your chin forced your gaze back to his “Answer the question.”
You sighed and twirled your thumbs as you answered “Well it was obvious the very few who tried didn’t enjoy doing it much. Before you ask Connor straight up told me he hated doing it, said it was degrading to give me head.” His low chuckle sent shivers through your body, you had just gotten them under control too! “That’s because Connor is a tool who wouldn’t know the first thing about pleasing a woman if his life was on the line. The question still stands, do you really believe I don’t want to eat you out even though I’ve never done something I didn’t want to do before?”
You bit your lip at that because he was right. Sebastian didn’t do anything unless he actually wanted to do it. No force of nature could make him do something he didn’t want to do. You were so lost in your head you didn’t notice he had leaned down close to your ear until he was whispering against it. “I’ll make it so good for you Baby I swear. My mouth is good for more than just talking you know, I’m sure you’ve heard a rumor or two about me.”
God had you ever, the rumors from the girls lucky enough to receive his attention had caught your attention multiple times. Never had dissatisfaction been mentioned amongst the hushed storytelling of his rendezvous. That didn’t mean you liked being reminded about them in this context. You shot a glare at Sebastian when he pulled back enough to see your face. “You know it’s not a smart move to brag about your other conquest to the girl you currently have under you.”
A smirk crept onto his face as he pushed some hair behind your ear and began cooing at you. “I’m sorry baby you’re right I shouldn’t brag about being a whore.” You slapped his arm in offense as he started laughing “Stop laughing! I’m being serious Sebastian!” You tried to push him off of you now feeling embarrassed and petulant but a hand wrapped around your wrist stopped you. You stared at him as he brought your wrist to his mouth and kissed your pulse point. His eyes flicked to yours “So am I Baby so let me make myself as clear as possible. I desperately want to eat you out, it’s something I’ve thought about way too many times to count.”
His confession caused your breath to leave you but it seems he wasn’t done. “I’ve thought about it so very often” He leaned down and started kissing down your neck until he reached the hem of your borrowed shirt. Tugging at the bottom of it until you leaned up to let him strip you of the material. You pulled at the buttons of his black button down until he could tug it over his head. You trailed your nails following the scattering of freckles that stared at his shoulders and splattered over his chest. He groaned and forced your body to lay back against the mattress with his own.
“I’ve Imagined your taste on my tongue so often I swore I could taste it not knowing the real thing would be so much sweeter.” He murmured against the skin of your bare chest, placing random hickies wherever he pleased until he reached the peak of your breast. “I always imagined it starting like this, me kissing down your gorgeous body until I got to where I really wanted to be.” Your back bowed into him as he popped a nipple into his mouth and stroked it with his tongue as if giving you a taste of what is to come.
Sebastian let go of you with a pop and started trailing kisses to your other tit not letting either to feel neglected. “I could smell your damn perfume if I focused hard enough which only made it that much better.” You sighed with pleasure as your fingers came to entangle in his hair once more. The soft, chocolate curls had always looked like they would be perfect to card your fingers through and you were pleased to be proven right. Your breath hitched sharply as he rolled your nipple in his mouth before letting his mouth continue its journey down your body.
“I imagined how soft you would feel under me, how you would shiver with excitement as I kissed down your body.” Sebastian was living every fantasy he had about this at this moment. Of course reality would always be better than fantasy but how was he to know you would ever actually let him do this? There was no way he could ever go back to that sad fantasy after this, not when he now knows exactly what giving you head actually entails.
He kisses the soft of your stomach and pulls at the hem of his frenemy. ‘Sorry not sorry you demon but I’m about to reach a new high I’m not sure I’m prepared for.’ Sebastian thinks as you lift your hips so he can slide the fabric down your legs along with your ruined underwear. It’s not until he reaches your ankles does he remember the other demon that haunts him. He growls in frustration as grabs the heel of your shoe to unlatch the buckle. “I’m not going to lie, this skirt and these shoes often have a spot in my fantasies but they just disappear without fuss there.”
Once the first shoe is thrown behind him he starts unbuckling the other one. He hears your adorable laugh and flicks a brow up without stopping his mission. “You imagine me in that skirt and those shoes when fantasizing about me? You’re kidding right?” The second platform makes a loud thump as it hits the floor, “Baby before tonight that skirt was enemy number one. Those shoes have been recently promoted to the spot as I’ve made friends with the skirt.” You laugh again even though he’s deadly serious “I’ve had that skirt forever Sebastian!”
He hums against your knee and begins trailing kisses down your leg, “I know Baby I was there the night you bought it. I had to hide my hard on with a pillow when you came down from my sister’s room wearing it for the first time. It’s been on my shit list ever since.” He watched you lean back up on your elbows with a teasing smile and stopped kissing the inside of your thigh curious what you were about to say. “I know I saw before you could hide it completely. You were also blushing so hard I thought you were going to pass out. It might have been one of the reasons I’ve kept it for so long. Knowing I could get the boy who didn’t acknowledge me to pop a boner really did great things for me.”
‘No fucking WAY’ Sebastian just stared up at you as you fell back against the bed laughing so hard. All this time he was part of the reason his enemy had stayed around for so long. This bit of information was going to eat him alive for weeks.
You were trying to catch your breath but Sebastian decided that maybe you shouldn’t get the chance. He felt satisfaction at your deep intake of air as he blew a steady line of air straight onto your dripping sex. You were back to small tremors within a second as his breath fanned over you. “Well let me show you exactly what I thought about doing to you that night.” He said right before he flattened his tongue and licked up from your hole to your clit and sucked the bundle into his mouth.
The whine you let out was the best sound he’s ever heard but even that couldn’t compare to the taste of you on his tongue. He could feel his eyes roll back into his head as he began eating you out like you were his last meal. He had always known you would taste perfect but this was almost too much. You were like a designer drug designed just for him and he was hooked for life.
He could feel your fingers in his hair as your heels dug into his shoulder blades. How could those other guys not beg you to let them do this? Your sounds alone will haunt him until he gets this chance again. Your hips were pressing against him so he flattened his tongue hard against your clit and moved his head the way your hips were telling him to. “Oh my- shit Sebastian you weren’t- like that yeeesss.”
Sebastian smirked before diving back into letting his mouth fully work you to the edge. You were so receptive to his ministrations as well, you told him exactly what you liked and didn’t like without ever having to say a word. Those other guys were fucking idiots if they couldn’t read your obvious signals, or maybe Sebastian just spent too long staring at you to be able to read you so easily…..
Either way those guys are such fucking Losers.
Normally he didn’t like thinking about the others who got to enjoy you in ways he couldn’t but now that he had you like he always wanted you but right now he couldn’t give a damn. He was going to let his pride inflate with every moan, whine, and half formed sentence that slipped out of your mouth due to his touch while taunting everyone else in his mind. He was the worst type of winner but there’s a reason he’s the winner and they aren’t.
Your legs started twitching by his head and your body started curling into itself told Sebastian he was about to get the first ever gold medal in this event ever given. Your brows started to pinch closer and closer as he rolled his tongue against you and hummed. “FUCK Sebastian. How in the- oooh my-.” You couldn’t even finish your sentence as your body twitched against his face.
He couldn’t look away from you even if he tried, he needed to see you fall apart from his mouth like his life depended on it. He felt his hips twitch against the mattress in time with his tongue flicking through the mess you were making on his face. Suddenly your eyes widened and your hand came to the top of his head and he knew he was where he needed to be.
Letting his mouth cover you completely, he let his tongue drag over you just until you were right at the edge and then took your clit in between his lips and sucked.
1st place goes to one Sebastian Sallow and you cumming against his face was the grand prize.
He worked you through your second orgasm of the night until you were tapping his head in overstimulation. Kissing up your body while you caught your breath was the most satisfying thing he’s ever done he thinks. Feeling you shake under his hands and seeing your heavy eyelids drooping over your hazy eyes sent his male pride through the roof. He made you like this, all soft and breathless, just from his mouth. Oh god if Garreth doesn’t kill him he was going to brag about this at every given opportunity.
Kissing your face and rubbing his hands over you as you came back into existence, he was coming up with different ideas on how to relieve pressure in his pants. He could use your thighs, that’s always been high up on his ‘if she ever gives me the chance’ list. Maybe he’ll get to see how his cock looks in your hands, he’ll bust in like thirty seconds but he’s okay with that. Oh what if he could- “What could you possibly be thinking so hard about Seb?”
Your voice broke his train of thought, he pulled back from his spot in the crook of your neck to stare down at you. He knew this conversation needed to happen but he was starting to become self conscious for some reason. “I was um-“ You lifted a brow and tilted your hips up just enough to put pressure right where he needed it most. Sucking in a breath in between his teeth at the feeling, he had to pin your hips to the bed before you could do that again.
“I was curious if that was ever gonna come out to play.” You said in a small teasing voice. He huffed as he looked down at you for a second before he started speaking. “Princess before we go any further we gotta come up with a game plan.” You tilted your head at that, you two have been taking this as it came (literally in your case) why did you need a game plan now?
“Seb what are you going on about now?” You asked as you stared up at him in fond exasperation. His hands stroking up and down your body felt so nice you almost were distracted enough to miss what he said next. “Baby I’m not sure you can take me.” It took a couple of seconds for the statement to settle into your brain but once it was nice and cozy your eyes shot open wide and disbelieving. He wasn’t really thinking of denying you this was he? He was just teasing you right? Right?
Sebastian must have seen the array of emotions in your face because he quickly tried to soften the blow. “Baby I understand you’re eager and that this might make me sound egotistical but I’ve had enough feedback to know I’m well deserving of that ego. You were tight around my fingers, I don’t think you would enjoy it if I gave into your desires.” You scoffed at the placating and glared up at him. “I thought we already talked about this Sebastian.”
“Yeah, when it was harmless unknowing flirting. Not when I have you under me fulfilling every sinful vision I’ve had of you. You don’t know what you’re getting yourself into but I do. So behave for two goddamn seconds and listen to me will you?” The way he worded that made all the difference. He could have used your newly realized kryptonite and you would have folded immediately but he didn’t. The slip up gave you permission to push the issue further.
“Please. Let’s be so fucking for real right now, I’ve heard the rumors Sebastian. They tend to leave very little to the imagination especially with the girls you tend to fuck. I know what you have hidden in your pants, which by the way, why are those still on?” Sebastian huffed and stood off the bed to take off the offensive garment. You went to lean up to see him fully for the first time but his voice stopped you. “No, don’t you dare move. I’ll show you soon enough exactly how much those stupid rumors leave to the imagination.” You paused for a second before following his instructions. Laying back against the bed you waited for him to make his next move. The lack of a pet name had made you start thinking maybe you had pushed the issue too far.
That was until the bed dipped under his weight. You waited for his face to return over you but instead you felt his thumb slowly stroke over your clit sending your back stretching towards the ceiling. “You think you know everything,” He said with irritation taking over his tone slightly as he pulled your hips up onto his thighs. You gasped at the feeling of how easily he manhandled you and tried to look down but a sharp smack against your ass stopped you. “Eyes stay off me until I say Princess.” You nodded not trusting your voice at the moment.
He let a harsh breath out of his nose before continuing. “You think you understand but you don’t. Did those rumors tell you I usually can’t go in but halfway before they start whining ‘too much’ or ‘you’re too big for me.’ Huh? Did they tell you that most girls can’t walk right after? Your brother is downstairs, do you think he won’t notice you fucking wobbling? Do you want him to lose his shit when he realizes what we were up to up here? Because he will, he’ll notice and put two and two together and I’ll be forced to kick his ass for you.”
You felt something heavy rest against your folds and moaned because that weight could only be one thing. “Do you want that to happen?” He started thrusting his hips to push his cock through your folds sending your mind into a haze. “I don’t know if you’ve realized this yet or not but this isn’t going to be a one time thing Baby. You’re gonna be stuck with me after this. I’m not letting go of the one thing I’ve craved for so many years; you being mine.” His tip catches against your hole right as he lays his claim over you making needy noises climb out of both of you.
You had to squeeze your eyelids close to not look down at him sliding against you. “I don’t care Sebastian! You’ll take care of m-me I know it. I know I know I know I know.” You were reaching your hands out to try and touch some part of him as you continued whining. “Pleeease Sebastian, I just- Honey Please I wanna know what those other girls know. I gotta know if I was right.”
Shit.
Sebastian stops the teasing drag of his cock against you and asks “Right about what Baby?” You dig your palms into your eyes and groan with a mix of embarrassment and frustration. You were going to have to fess up the biggest secret of your life to the man the secret was about because your horny brain couldn’t keep it together. You breathe in deep and thrust your pointer finger in the direction of his face (at least you hope in that direction) and words rush out with your nervous breath “don’t you dare make fun of me for this I swear to god Sebastian!”
He chuckles and grabs your hand to place a small kiss to the side of your wrist, “Baby I don’t think I’m in any position to make fun of you for anything concerning us. Now what could you be right about?” You take another deep breath before letting the truth slip out in the tense air between the two of you. “ After the first time I heard a rumor about you in this context, the thought wouldn’t leave me alone. It bugged me for days until -“ you swallowed and snatched your hand back to shove it back into your eye socket “ -until one night it was too much and I, maybe, rubbed some out to the idea.”
The silence that followed your confession did nothing to ease your nervousness. You didn’t know why you were acting so shy and talking about masterbaiting like sex was new to you. It’s not like you were lying completely naked under the subject of that particular self love session or anything. Oh wait.
“Oh Baby,” His hips were back to torturing you with that vicious relief to your aching cunt. The fact his head would kiss your clit while still applying perfect pressure against your fluttering hole was sending you into orbit. You could barely hear his words over the constant ‘yesyesyesyesyes’ of your mind. “-been waiting for so long. Tell me one more time, you’re sure you want this?” You couldn’t handle it anymore and threw your hands over your head to look him dead in his eyes as you begged. “Sebastian, honey, Please fuck me.”
And that’s all Sebastian needed to hear.
He swears he hears angels singing as he lines his tip up against you and begins pushing in as slowly as possible. To think you had also wanted this for a while, god he was cursing his stupid ideals. He thinks one of his molars cracked as he inched more of himself into you. You were just so tight and warm and wet and oh god so fucking perfect.
This was it, he’s absolutely addicted to you. There was nothing that could stop him from chasing this feeling of you surrounding him again. He dropped his forearms to bracket your head so he could whisper into your ear “That’s it Baby, take me just like that.”
You wrapped your arms around his back and dug your nails into his shoulders. Sebastian groaned through his teeth and continued feeding more of his cock to you. “Gonna mark me up Baby? -shit- Gonna let the whole team -perfect fa’ me- see how much you own me? Go ahead Baby -mmmm- I’ll show off your pretty artwork with pride.” He was paying attention to your whines to make sure they didn’t turn from pleasure filled to pain filled as he started getting closer to the halfway mark.
“Want me to stop here Baby?” Sebastian asked against your neck and couldn’t stop his smirk as you shook your head as much as you were able to. “Use your words Sweet Girl, gotta hear you say it so I know it’s true.” You whined but Sebastian waited this long to get inside of you like this, he would wait a bit longer until he heard you speak your wants. After a few seconds you spoke up with a strain to your voice “Don’t stop Sebastian, wan’ you to keep goin’.” His smirk widened as he kept on pushing deeper into you.
He was taking this slow on purpose, one- he didn’t want to hurt you and two- he didn’t want to bust before he got to truly enjoy this. Your little whines and moans were going directly to his ear and it was driving him crazy. He lifted his head to look down at your face and almost regretted that decision immediately. “Jesus Christ Baby, I’m barely over half way in and you’re already fucked out.” Your hazy eyes were starting to get a little teary as you looked at him. “You feel - god- you feel so deep. Feels so good Seb.”
You were going to be the death of him but at least Sebastian would die happy. “Only a little more Baby -oh fuck- think you can handle it? Think you can take all of me -mmm- like the good girl you are?” You nod your head while letting out a little “yes I’ll be good.” Sebastian couldn’t have imagined that reaction even if he tried but he was glad his own imagination couldn’t live up to the real thing. He would rather find out your reaction through practice anyhow.
It felt like an eternity later when his hips met yours. You both were breathing heavy like you had just run a marathon instead of just getting Sebastian to fit inside of you. “That’s it, that’s all of me Baby. You did so good for me.” You were shaking under him and if it wasn’t for how tight you were squeezing him with your legs Sebastian would think it was too much. He peppered kisses all over your face as you relaxed around him. “So perfect for me, only one to take me so well. Like you were made for me or something.”
He could feel you loosen up enough he felt comfortable enough moving. He started rocking his hips slowly against you as he whispered “tell me if I need to stop Baby.” Your nails dug in a bit more making him let out a hiss as you whispered back “Don’t you Dare.” He chuckled as he leaned down to nip at your jaw “Atta girl.”
Soon just rocking against you wasn’t enough, he wanted to feel his cock drag against your walls as they clung to the shape of him. He started to slowly thrust into you, never letting more than two inches leave you before driving them in again. “God Baby, can’t even fuck you properly before my cock misses being inside you. -yes fuck-“ You whimpered at the words spoken into your ear. Sebastian figured maybe letting three or four inches out wouldn’t be so bad.
“I don’t know how I’m going to pay attention in class when all I’m going to be able to think about is how this sweet cunt felt wrapped around me.” Starting to feel restless, Sebastian wrapped his hands under your knees and forced them from his sides as he leaned back from you. He looked down to watch you take him as he slid in and out in and out in and out. His head fell backwards as the sight of his cock getting slicker and slicker with you almost became too much.
Sebastian couldn’t help the snap of his hips was starting to pick up pace, but considering the sounds pouring out of you were anything but pained he figured it was okay. “Taking me so fucking well Baby. Go-hah-od, knew you’d be good but I couldn’t have imagined it be this good. Not in a million years.” He watched as your back bowed up and fell back down as your hands came up to try and find something to ground yourself with. He took one in his grip and trailed it down your body until it rested over your lower abdomen and pushed down.
Your gasp almost overtook his voice in volume but not nearly enough to stop his sinful words from reaching your ears. “You feel that? That’s me Baby. I’m so deep, gonna shape you to me. No one else will ever be able to satisfy you once I’m done.” You must be on another planet the way you are barely able to get out “No. Don’ wan’ anyone else. No one else. Only You.” Sebastian groaned loud, how many times had he fucked his fist thinking about you saying just that? He almost felt bad at the way he started fucking into you.
Key word there: almost. He had to plant a hand against the spot next to your head to keep rutting into you like this. His other hand, still under your knee, grips at your flesh as the change in position sends you screaming. He thought he hurt you for a second but your pleas calmed his worries pretty quickly. “Oh my- Sebastian don’t stop. Please don’t stop. Oh my- fucking hell. So good Sebastian.”
He couldn’t believe it, he always had to restrain himself when he fucked other girls but you- you were taking him like it was nothing. Maybe you were made for him, fuck, he might start to actually believe in a higher power after this. How else was he supposed to explain the one woman he’s wanted for years was the only woman able to take him like this? This had to be some divine reward for holding out on making a move on you for so long. It had to be.
“Couldn’t stop even if I had to.” His vision was locked onto you, every reaction, there were so many, god you were so reactive. Every sound - your whines, your long drawn out moans, your gasps, the way you tried to say something but the pleasure not letting you finish speaking. Every twitch of your body was taking over his mind and fueling his need to feel you clamp down as you came all over his cock. “I couldn’t stop even if it would save my life. I would just keep fucking you. Shit I might just come back as a ghost just to fuck you one more time.”
He could see it, you were getting close. Maybe it’s the two orgasms from before or maybe it’s the weed he knows is definitely still in your system but he was glad he wasn’t the only one who was unraveling fast. “Baby where do you want me to finish?” He asked because while he wanted to finish inside of you, he had manners and would pull out if that was what you wanted. Luckily you were his blessing.
You took the hand still above where he fucking into you and gave him the most devious reward. You opened your eyes just enough to stare in his as you let out his undoing “ Inside please. I have an -Fuck Sebastian YES- IUD.” He dropped back down to his forearms as he let your leg go. “So fucking perfect for me.” He growled out before kissing you deep and slow, opposite to what his hips were doing now.
Plap plap plap plap plap. The only sound that could be heard was his hips slapping against yours as he chased your high before he chased his own. He snuck his thumb against your clit to rub quick circles into it. Your head flew back forcing him to kiss down your neck as you locked your ankles around him. “Need to feel it Baby, Need you to give it to me. Need to feel you cum on my cock. Give it to me Baby, let me feel you fall apart while I fuck you through it.”
If he knew you were waiting on his permission he would have given it to you sooner Jesus Christ. Watching you fall apart while stuffed full with him was something he will never forget. Head thrown back in a silent moan showing off every love bite courtesy of Sebastian Sallow, hair splayed in a manic fashion, make up completely ruined, you were the picture of everything Sebastian ever imagined and more,
He only came back into himself when you came back down and looked at him with mischief in your eyes. Squeezing your legs that were still wrapped around him, you teased him “I do believe you still have something to do Lover.” Fuck yeah he did, how could he forget? He let his face find your neck, not giving a fuck if anyone could hear the egregious whine that fell from his lips as he rolled his hips into you.
Your voice helped him find the edge with a quickness. “C’mon Sebastian, let me feel it. I wanna feel you fuck your cum so deep into me it might not come out. Do it for me Sebastian. Cum inside me.”
Sebastian swears he met god and thanked him as he came. The ringing in his ears didn’t subside for at least thirty seconds. Once he reclaimed his body he melted at the feeling of your nails scratching against his scalp and lips pressing sweet kisses into his shoulder. He tried to keep his weight off of you but you just pulled him closer with a small “It’s okay, I want you to stay.” He hadn’t refused you yet and he definitely wasn’t about to stop now. Not when he was still grappling with the fact you two had just fucked.
There was just one thing keeping him from fully relaxing. “I was serious, you know.” He said, low voice vibrating against the column of your neck as you continued carding your fingers through his hair. Your responding hum wasn’t enough of an agreement to settle Sebastian’s nerves so he explained further. “This can’t be a one time thing, it’ll kill me if we walk out of this room and I can’t claim you as mine Princess. I’ll pretend if you want but I won’t be able to be around you, not when I know what it’s like to have you.”
Sebastian’s ultimatum stole your breath. In the moment you hadn’t really thought about it but now that he put it out there like that you didn’t really know what to think. You two had been orbiting each other for years now, would it really be so bad to be his? To what extent did he want you? Did he only want you when he wanted to fuck or did he want you in a more committed sense? You were terrified to ask but you had to know just how much heartbreak he expected you to bear.
“In what way would you call me yours Sebastian? What would that look like, being yours?” Your shaky voice filled the air and for a few seconds nothing happened. You both just breathed against each other as you waited for his answer. The breath he let out against your neck as he chuckled startled you out of your overworking mind in time to hear his reply. “Well let’s get something straight first and foremost,” He started as he leaned up on his forearms to stare down into your eyes. “ I would still call you Princess or Sweetheart but I would tell everyone else that you're My Girlfriend.”
You wanted to feel embarrassed at the relieved sigh that left you but couldn’t find it in yourself to do so. You did however feel a flush of embarrassment at the sound you made when he dragged his cock out of you finally. You couldn’t look him in the eye after that. Turning your head from him with burning cheeks you could only listen as he cooed down at you fully amused with your reaction.”Aw look at my Sweet Girl being all bashful. You’re so cute when you act all shy, makes me wanna-“ You had to slap a hand over his mouth to get him to stop before he got you started again.
The clear amusement in his eyes made you huff with exasperation. “Is that what this relationship is going to look like? You constantly teasing me?” The amusement didn’t fade from his eyes as he slid a hand up to wrap around your wrist to remove your palm from his mouth but not without a small peck to your wrist. “Not constantly no, but I have years worth of pent up feelings to get out. So it might happen pretty often. You gonna be okay with that Sweetheart?”
You made a thinking face as you teased him, “I don’t know it’s sounding like there’s not many pros to this whole being your girlfriend thing. You might have to sell me on it a bit more.” You couldn’t help the smile that spread on your face at the sound of his laugh. His actual laugh, not the one he’s practiced so many times it almost felt natural. You could always tell the difference after you noticed there was a difference for the first time.
“You’re right, so here’s my pitch; For the small price of being able to say that I’m your boyfriend you’ll not only get my affection and devotion. You’ll get-“ You laughed as Sebastian sat back on his calves and began selling you on him like one of those old infomercials. “First access to my time, which includes continued practice after our already grueling practices are over, dates both study and non-study, and cuddle time.” You hummed with giddy approval as you leaned up on your elbows, happy to watch him be as dramatic as possible.
“Plus you’ll get full access to my closet, which yes does include that one hoodie I know you’ve had your eye on for years.” You wanted to interrupt him with a strong ‘Sold!’ Right then. That damn hoodie was so soft and warm when he let you borrow it once in high school it had haunted you to this day. He must have seen you were ready to slam the gavel down, he raised his pointer fingers in a ‘hold on’ gesture to stop you from interrupting.
“Wait there’s more! Say yes now and you’ll get complete access to my body, for human-space-heater reasons and more fun reasons. To top it all off, you’ll also get unlimited access to my weed stash whenever you want it should you want it. All of this for the low low price of being my girlfriend and letting me rile you up knowing I’ll take care of you after.” He was breathing heavily as he finished his offer but the wide grin on his face was visible even in the low light of the room. You just stared at him with a wide smile of your own as you pushed your body up towards his. “Now how could a girl resist a deal like that?”
He lifted his hands to cradle your jaw and tilted your chin up so your eyes were looking into the others, he whispered just loud enough for you to hear “Is that you saying yes to me Princess? I won’t lie, there are some drawbacks. I’m possessive, slightly obsessive and sometimes I say things that I won’t mean but I’m angry and want someone to hurt just as much as I do. Are you sure you want to deal with that?” You sighed as you took his wrist in your hands and let the words you wanted to say out before you could overthink them. “Sebastian, I already know that about you. Just like I’m sure you already know my faults. That doesn’t change the fact I’m going to say yes to being your girlfriend.”
Before you knew it Sebastian was pressing his lips against yours as best as he could while smiling as wide as he was. You were no better as the giggle of excitement didn’t help the kiss actually happen. It definitely didn’t happen as you felt your back hit the mattress again and a laugh burst out of your chest like a firework. Sebastian must have gotten the hint that you two were going to have to calm down before any kissing could happen so he just pressed pecks all over your face as you continued giggling.
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After a while the giggles died and the quiet stillness returned to the room. You were laying with your back against Sebastian’s chest while you passed a joint back and forth. He smiled when you took a hit and didn’t choke on the exhale. “See? Told you you would get used to it eventually. Now you can smoke all by yourself like a big girl.” You grumbled as you passed the joint back to him. You both had gotten cleaned up and redressed a while ago but you still wanted to actually smoke without dying.
He took the last hit the joint would allow and stubbed the roach out in his portable ashtray before pulling you closer to him. Letting his head fall into the space between your neck and shoulder, he placed a few small kisses there before speaking the dreaded words. “We really should head back down.” He felt every ounce of your annoyed groan but you two had already spent so much time holed up in here. He was surprised his phone wasn’t blowing up and there wasn’t a search party out for you yet.
He chose to count this as another blessing but the thought kept scratching at his brain. Why hadn’t Garreth or hell anyone come searching for you two yet? Pulling out his phone and looking at his Lock Screen, two things made alarm bells ring loud in his brain. Not only had you two been up here for almost two hours uninterrupted but he had no notifications from Garreth. No text, No calls, No nothing. “Baby we gotta go.” He mumbled as he looked down to see you had looked at your phone only to see one text from his sister: ‘Remember to use protection ;)’
He didn’t care his twin had properly guessed what you two had been up to up here (and approved of it, that one was a little shocking but he was just glad they wouldn’t have to have that weird “May I date your best friend?” Conversation.) all he cared about was there was a distinct lack of notification from your deranged brother on your phone as well. Your hands were shaking as you got up on equally unsteady legs to try and find your shoes while mumbling “Oh my god, oh my god” under your breath.
Sebastian knew he should try to reassure you that your brother wasn’t currently planning his death but he was stressing out about how your brother was currently planning his death. In the heat of the moment you both didn’t give a flying fuck about Garreth but now that the heat had passed you both realized how stupid that line of thinking was. There was a very good reason Sebastian had never made a move on you! He was going to blame that damn skirt of yours for eternity for his early demise. It just had to make him lose all rational thought processes!
“Sebastian, Honey, look at me please.” Your voice broke through his inner monologue of last rites. He could feel your hands cupping his face and forced himself to focus on the feeling of your skin on his for what was probably the last time. “Sebastian, Look at me.” The sternness in your voice forced his eyes open. You were looking at him with determination and fury. It was the same look you got when you were focused on nothing but winning during a match. While one his favorite expression of yours, he was stunned you were wearing it now. “Do you remember what I told you earlier? I’m sick of Garreth’s hypocrisy when it comes to me. If he tries to come at you for getting with me, he’s gonna get a harsh wake up call from reality..”
Sebastian swallowed harshly at your declaration. He loved you were ready to rage war against your brother on his behalf, truly he did, but there was one small issue with your fury. “Sweetheart, as much as I adore the fact you are willing to fight your brother for me there’s just one key difference between you two. He didn’t taste the forbidden fruit before frolicking downstairs covered in hickies with Poppy.” You scoffed and told him “Sebastian I really don’t care. I don’t think Garreth should be allowed to overrule my decision on whether or not I’m forbidden, do you?”
Well.
He guesses he couldn’t argue with that.
He shook his head and pointed his hand at the door “Well then My little Valkyrie, lead the charge.” You snorted at his lame remark but he didn’t have it himself to do better. He was about to face his friend who told him so long ago you were completely off limits with hickeys all down your neck from him. Can you really blame him for being too nervous to form a witty response?
You fixed your hair in the mirror by the door almost exactly like you had earlier this evening which gave Sebastian a Fantastic idea. Pulling up the camera on his phone he angled it just right annnnnd There! He snapped the photo with a grin before setting it as his new Lock Screen. “Did you just take a picture of me?” You asked incredulously.
He just waved the phone as he took your hand in his, “Yeah, this gorgeous girl told me they last longer and I wanna remember this forever.” Your laugh filled the hallway as you both made your way to face the devil known as Garreth Weasley.
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(Garreth just groaned as he pulled out a twenty to hand to Natsai Onai, who was sitting on the armchair next to him. “You couldn’t have waited like two more days man?”
Your shocked voice just asked the losing man “You don’t care?”
Garreth just scoffed “Please little sis, Sebastian was not subtle around you.”)
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(You couldn’t stop the laugh that came out of you when two days later you heard the coach of the guys soccer team yell at your ex “You should be thankful your captain is giving you the extra attention you so desperately need! Actually, I want to hear it. I want to hear you say “Thank you Captain for helping me in the areas I’m lacking.” Now Whitmore!”
Sebastian winked at you from his place next to the coach as Connor thanked him like the loser he is.)