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Hogwarts felt different after the war. The castle still stood proud, though its scars showed through half-repaired walls and faint cracks in the marble. The portraits whispered less now. The air, too, seemed quieter—like it was holding its breath.
And Draco Malfoy couldn’t stop watching Hermione Granger.
He told himself he didn’t mean to. It just happened—his gaze always found her. In the Great Hall, in the library, even crossing the courtyard. Her curls glinted like sunlight through amber leaves, and she always looked so alive, as though the war hadn’t broken her spirit like it had his.
It started innocently. Curiosity, maybe. She was the reason he wasn’t in Azkaban, after all—her testimony during his trial had saved him. He’d never thanked her. He didn’t know how. So instead, he watched. Watched and memorized.
He knew her routines by now: mornings spent with a steaming cup of tea, parchment spread before her; afternoons in the library, tucked into the corner by the window; evenings in the common room, curled up with a book and her friends nearby.
He liked to think he blended into the background, silent and invisible. But he was always there.
He wasn’t proud of it. But every time she laughed, something in his chest ached and healed all at once.
The first time she noticed him, it was raining.
Hermione was hurrying across the courtyard, robes clutched tight, her curls damp and wild. He stood beneath the stone archway, pretending to wait for someone. When she slipped on the wet steps, he moved before he could think.
“Careful, Granger,” he said, steadying her elbow.
She blinked up at him, startled, her cheeks pink from the cold. “Oh—Malfoy. Thank you.”
He released her quickly, tucking his hands into his pockets to hide how they trembled. “Wouldn’t want the Golden Girl breaking her neck before exams.”
Her lips twitched. “Still calling me that, are you?”
He shrugged. “Old habits.”
“Maybe it’s time to learn new ones,” she said softly, before continuing toward the castle doors.
Draco stood there long after she’d gone, the ghost of her warmth lingering in his fingers.
After that, he tried to stop looking for her. He failed spectacularly.
Every morning he found himself sitting across the hall from her at breakfast. Every afternoon, he “coincidentally” ended up in the same aisle in the library. He told himself it was because she was quiet. Predictable. Safe. But that was a lie, and he knew it.
Hermione Granger was chaos in human form—brilliant, infuriating, unshakably kind. And Draco Malfoy was completely undone by her.
He began to notice small things others didn’t: the way her nose scrunched when she was concentrating, how her handwriting slanted when she was tired, how she hummed when she thought no one was around. He even noticed that she bit her quill when nervous—something that nearly drove him mad because he wanted to be the one to ease her worries.
He started leaving small things, always when no one was watching—a new quill on her desk after hers broke, a stack of books she needed already waiting by her spot in the library, her favorite tea refilled in the common room tin.
She never knew it was him.
Until one night, she did.
It was late, past curfew. Hermione had fallen asleep at her table in the library again, parchment scattered everywhere. Draco found her there while on patrol—he’d volunteered for the Head Boy position mostly because she was Head Girl.
He hesitated in the doorway. The moonlight made her hair shimmer, and her face was soft in sleep. Peaceful. He couldn’t help it—he brushed a curl away from her cheek, his heart pounding so hard he swore she’d hear it.
Her eyes fluttered open.
“Malfoy?” she murmured sleepily, sitting up. “What are you doing?”
He froze. “You—uh—you fell asleep. I was… making sure you were all right.”
She rubbed her eyes, smiling faintly. “That’s… sweet of you.”
Sweet. He’d take that. “You should go to bed,” he said roughly. “You’ll catch cold.”
She looked at him a moment too long, eyes soft in the low light. “You’ve been looking out for me, haven’t you?”
Draco felt his stomach drop. “What—what makes you say that?”
“The quills. The tea. The books,” she said gently. “You think I wouldn’t notice?”
He looked away, cheeks burning. “I wasn’t—It wasn’t meant to be—”
“Creepy?” she finished for him, a teasing glint in her eyes.
He winced. “Something like that.”
But she smiled. “It’s not creepy, Draco. It’s… kind.”
He looked back at her then, shocked. “You’re not angry?”
“Why would I be angry at someone who’s finally learned new habits?”
She stood and stepped closer until they were only a breath apart. The scent of her—vanilla and ink and something warm—made his thoughts stutter.
“You confuse me,” he whispered, almost to himself.
“Good,” she said softly. “You’ve confused me for years.”
He laughed then—a quiet, disbelieving sound. “I don’t deserve this.”
“You do,” she said, her voice firm. “Everyone deserves a chance to start over.”
From that night on, they didn’t pretend anymore.
They studied together in the library, shared tea by the fire, argued over essays and Prefect duties. But even then, Draco still watched her—only now, she let him. Sometimes she’d catch his eye across the room and roll hers playfully. Sometimes she’d smile.
He still memorized everything—how she twirled her hair around her quill, the way she laughed until she snorted, the way she chewed her lip when deep in thought. But now, when he brushed a stray curl from her face, she leaned into his touch.
And one evening, when the snow was falling thick outside and the common room was empty, she turned to him and asked, “Why me?”
He blinked. “What?”
“Why me, Draco? Out of everyone here—why do you look at me like that?”
He swallowed hard. “Because you’re the only one who ever saw me.”
Her expression softened. “I always saw you. You just didn’t want to be seen.”
He smiled faintly. “Maybe I do now.”
She reached up, tracing the faint scar along his jaw. “You’re different than I thought you’d be.”
“Disappointed?” he asked, though he already knew the answer.
She shook her head. “Not even a little.”
He leaned in before he could stop himself. She didn’t pull away.
The kiss was hesitant, soft—like a question neither of them had dared to ask until now. When they finally broke apart, Hermione rested her forehead against his.
“Was that another new habit?” she whispered.
He smirked. “One I plan to keep.”
The world outside still whispered of war and forgiveness, of bloodlines and broken things. But inside that common room, with her fingers intertwined with his, Draco Malfoy finally stopped watching from the shadows.
He didn’t need to anymore.
Because Hermione Granger wasn’t something distant to memorize—she was something real.
Something his heart had already chosen, long before he ever admitted it aloud.
And for the first time in his life, Draco didn’t just want redemption.
He wanted her.