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Jar had just finished her shift at Del Taco and gotten into her car when she got a text, it was one of her friends she met off discord, coincidentally, she also had a crush on said friend, a massive fucking crush.
Her eyes went wide and a huge grin appeared on her face, she hurried to type a message back, only to realize that the notification was just letting her know that he posted on his story, yet again.
He hadn't even replied to the message she'd sent the day before.
She hates the fact she loves him, she hates it so fucking much.
Because he doesn't care about her.
He wouldn't care even if she paid him.
She sighed and put her phone back in her purse, which sat limply on the passenger side floor of her car, exchanging it with her cigs and lighter.
She lit one after positioning it between her lips.
She closed her eyes and breathed out her smoke, closing her eyes and letting the nicotine buzz wash over her like a warm bath. Sinking into her seat as though it was embracing her.
She took another hit and grabbed her phone again, calling her best friend, Reya.
"hello?"
"Hi, do you need anything from the store, I'm dropping by to pick up a few things."
"yea can you pick me up some pads, and a blue raspberry geekbar? I can cash app you the money."
Jar paused to start her car.
"Alright, send me a pic of the kind you like so i know what to get, be home in thirty minutes."
"okay, I will, thanks jar."
"No problem, love you ill see you when i get home."
"seeya."
~beep!~
By the end of the call her greedy hits left the cig half finished, she put it out and placed it back in the box to finish later.
She put on her seatbelt, put her car into gear, and drove off in the direction of the store.
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She walked into target, heading straight for the women's health and care section.
Her phone pinged just in time with a picture of the pads Reya liked, Jar hearted the image and sent, "kk", found the pads and picked them up off the shelf, shoving them under her arm, walking to the other side of the aisle, and looking at the toothbrushes. She took a few steps and then she was looking at men's shaving razors.
She grabbed the cheapest one, and held it in her left hand between the pinky and ring finger.
As she was walking out of the aisle, something caught her eye.
'since when did target start selling sex toys?'
She thought.
She shrugged and grabbed a cheap generic brand vibrator, she'll try it later.
She went to checkout and payed for Reyas pads separately, stuffing the receipt in her purse as the cashier scanned the rest of her things with a judgy bitchy look on he face.
She payed, took her bag to walk out of the store, and shot the cashier a dirty look as she walked out.
she plopped down into her car with an oomph, causing the 1990 Toyota corolla to shudder, and set the bags in her passenger side seat.
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Heading home, she stopped by the gas station nearest to her apartment.
The bell dinged when she entered and she walked straight over to the checkout.
"Hi there! What can I do for you, Janna?", asked the sweet old man working, she had helped him get this job.
"Hey Richard! Can I just get two blue razz geekbars?"
"Ah, no problem!"
He hands her the vapes after retrieving them from their spot behind him.
"Thanks, can I get them separately?"
"Sure!"
She payed and left, finally heading home.
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"Hey ho i have ur shit."
"Oh, thanks girly"
"No problem, here's the receipts, pay me back when you can."
"I will, thanks Jar."
"Yep."
After she had closed and locked her bedroom door, she set her stuff down on her vanity and flopped down next to it on her bed.