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"Have a lighter?" Stan asks Kenny grabbing a cigarette out of his bag. They're as always skipping gym to smoke behind the school. Stan sits on top of one of the dumpsters letting both legs hang of the side.
"You know it dude." Kenny pulls a lighter out from his black jacket pocket and hands it to Stan before lighting his own cigarette.
Kenny is wearing a stained wife beater with ripped dark wash blue jeans. He ditched the parka freshman year, that poor thing was torn to shreds.
"Thanks dude I forgot mine on my bed. I meant to grab it but I was running late and forgot— I hope my mom doesn't go in there I don't want her to worry about me you know."
Stan is wearing an old MSI shirt with baggy black jeans and a black beanie that shows his grown out roots. He and Kenny dyed his hair blond nearly a year ago but Stan never touched it up.
"You'll be fine don't worry about it. Even if she does go in there and finds it she'll probably just think it's for candles or something." Kenny takes a hit breathing in deeply before exhaling.
Stan takes his own inhale before responding. "We both know I've never been a fan of candles, but you're probably right."
"Of course I'm right. Now stop worrying" Kenny takes another of hit of his cigarette.
"I'm glad Randy is gone. If he found a lighter he would go ballistic about how I'm ruining my life. I hate that guy he's such a fucking hypocrite." Stan takes a few more hits before stomping it out.
"No kidding. If he was still here and was giving you issues about smoking or something I would definitely beat him up with you dude." Kenny finishes his own cigarette and disregards it.
"thanks dude—We should probably get to class. I'm pretty sure gym ended like ten minutes ago."
"Yeah yeah whatever. Before we go back to hell quick question."
Stan looks at Kenny curious to what this could be about.
"Sooo I got managed to get some edibles and was wondering if you wanted to do them with me after school, since its Friday and all?"
"Fuck yeah! My moms working late tonight so we should be safe." Stan answers.
"Cool I'll head over after 8th period. We good to take your car mine's broken down again."
"Duh." They start heading back to class.
"It's been a while since we last did this." Kenny says. They sit on Stan's bed each holding an edible.
"I know right. last time I took one was my 15th birthday. Thanks for that by the way" Stan replies.
"That was on hell of a day—You ready?"
"Fuck yeah!" Both of them pop a gummy into their mouths, chew and swallow. "What should we do while waiting for them to kick in? We have a good hour or two. Stan asks.
"Uhhh I don't know we could like play video games or something."
"Mario kart sound good?"
"As long as you're okay with me beating you ass it's good"
"Oh common I don't such that bad" Stan gets up and grabs the controllers before giving one to Kenny and sitting back on the bed to play.
"Whatever helps you sleep at night. Now lets play!"
Stan and Kenny play video games for about an hour before it hits. Stan starts giggling at the TV. "dam dude this shit is strong. I feel like if I stop laughing my heads gonna explode! "
"Yeah. I feel like I'm floating away. Dude we should totally play some music—like maybe TV girl, or like one of the playlists you've made." Kenny slurred.
Stan rocks back and forth smiling on his bed. "Huh," he pauses for a few seconds. "oh yeah sounds great dude. uhh I have a playlist for getting stoned that has TV girl on it." Stan sits up and grabs his phone before struggling to unlock it. After he finally manages to turn on the playlist, he goes back to swaying.
Kenny starts swaying to the music as well. "Dude this playlist is great." Kenny hums to the beat of Not Allowed by TV Girl, rocking in sync with Stan.
"How many grams were in those gummys?" Stan asked.
"Uhhh like five hundred or so." Kenny answered.
"No wonder this feel so great"
Lets just lay on your bed, okay?
Stan moves onto the bed laying on his back looking at the LED's change colors around hin. "Do you ever think about what happens after after death?"
"Yeah it's pretty annoying. Heaven didn't allow non Mormons up there for years and when they finally did it was only to win a war. which by the way they made me lead for them." Kenny takes a breath. "Most the time I end up in hell anyways. I'm kinda friends with dameon and pip down there but most the time they just annoy me. I'm on Satan's good side at least. "
"Dude I think you're like ten times higher then me if you think that. You sure you didn't do something harder then weed. "
"Huh. Nope only weed and I took the same amount you did anyway. That's Just what I imagine it would be like to be in heaven or hell—I don't have experience or something. And it's not like we didn't hang around Satan and Jesus back in elementary. Like I think we talked to them enough to know what heaven and hell are probably like"
"Dude okay I believe you."
"So wanna cuddle with me?" Kenny slurs lightly.
Stan blushes at the question "Where did that come from?"
"I don't know, It would feel good and you're cute" Kenny starts blushing too and reaches out for Stan to spoon him"
Stan crawls into Kenny's arms. "You think I'm cute?" Stan half punches Kenny's arm. "Dude that's so gay."
"well I'm half gay what you'd expect. And so are you as far as I know" Kenny giggles out.
"Yeah but"—Stan came out to Kenny two years prior but begged him to not tell anyone else. — I don't know Kenny I still love Kyle.
"But Kyle is with Cartman face it. Look I don't love it either but they seem happy despite how much they fight. And I don't think Cartman is manipulating him into this either. Look I know you love him but every time you get drunk and depressed he craws back to Cartman. I know Kyle loves you but he can't handle you. I'm sorry Stan"
"Yeah you're not wrong. Kyle can't take care of me nor should he be expected to. And I know he doesn't love me not in the way I love him. God I wish I could Just get over him."
"You could try kissing me. I won't make a big deal out of it and It's not like I haven't already kissed most of the kids at are school."
"Why not. Maybe I'll get over Kyle completely?"
Kenny scoots closer to Stan. Their chapped lips collide and after a few seconds Stan's lips part. Kenny's tongue dances with Stans as they moan into each other.
Stan thinks about the fact he's kissing Kenny of all people. I mean he's thought about it before but never thought it would happen—And he definitely didn't think he would like it this much.
Kenny continues to make out with Stan. He's liked Stan for a bit now but he never wanted to get in the way of him and Kyle. After Kyle started dating Cartman during one of Stan's episodes he started to hold back less. Jokingly flirting and giving Stan looks. He wants this moment to last forever or for Stan to like him back at least.
After a few more minutes Stan pulls away. "I think that helped—I mean I wasn't thinking about Kyle while kissing you."
"Wanna do it again?"
Stan leans in and takes Kenny's mouth into his. Kenny pulls Stans hair and moans. Their tongue continue to explore each others mouths for a few more seconds.
Kenny pulls away "We should probably stop here since we're both high as fuck."
"Yeah I agree. We should talk about this in the morning when were both sober. I don't think I'll regret us kissing in the morning if it makes you feel any better. Honestly that was pretty good."
"I don't think I'll regret it in the morning either. If we do though I'll forget about tonight and we can move on.
"Can we cuddle while we're still stoned? Kenny asks after a few minutes.
Stan nuzzles up against Kenny's chest. "This is nice. Turn down the LED's and music?"
"Sounds good." Kenny yawns. "As long as we can go to sleep after"
"That was the plan."
Stan falls asleep listening to Kenny's heartbeat and Kenny falls asleep listening to Stans.
Stan wakes up before Kenny not knowing how to feel. One one hand he did enjoy the kiss but on the other he isn't sure he's fully over Kyle. Kenny was right though Kyle doesn't like him like he likes him. Stan stares at the sleeping boy whose arm is still around him.
"Morning Stanny."
"Morning Ken."
"So you want to talk about last nigh or is that more of an after breakfast kinda thing. What time is it anyway?"
"It's 2:11PM. And yeah this is definitely an after breakfast conversation." Stan starts heading down stairs to grab some cereal for both of them. Kenny sits across from Stan and eats the cereal slightly. "Hey Ken?"
"Yeah." Kenny hopes this is about the kiss. He liked kissing Stan last night and he's pretty sure Stan felt the same. He is however less sure that Stan is over Kyle. He waits for Stan to finally spit it out.
"So about what we did last nigh." Stan pauses and takes a breath. "I did like it but I'm still not completely over Kyle.
"Oh." Kenny sighs." He knew this would happen but it still hurt. He could live with that though. A few kisses with Stan even if it was only to help him get over his best friend didn't sound to bad.
"But I wanna be over him still. And I think that kissing you helped. If you want to try again I'll be happy to but if not I don't want to use you or anything."
Kenny knows that being in a situation-ship with Stan, or even just friends with benefits, couldn't be healthy for him but he can't resist the offer. He leans down and kisses Stan right on the lips. "I would love that Stanny. If you ever want to stop just tell me and I'll forget all about this."
"Same goes for you. Great now that that's settled you wanna go back up to my room and play video games. "
"Sounds good." They run up the stairs to Stans bedroom before playing games the rest of the day and most of the night.