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2026-01-18
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Love is murder

Summary:

“Love likes murder; that’s why everyone who loves is already loving their own killer. Perhaps that’s why I am weak for my killer.”

Chapter 1: Prologue

Chapter Text

The humid Bangkok night clung to the windows of the Mercedes-Maybach like a shroud, its sticky breath fogging the glass and turning the city's distant neon sprawl into a hazy, mocking glow. From the shadowed VIP exit of Suvarnabhumi Airport, the sleek black vehicle slipped into the traffic stream, flanked by two armored SUVs that moved with the precision of predators stalking through undergrowth. Inside the dim cabin, Natachai Boonprasert—Svengali, the name that had become both armor and cage—sat rigid, his forehead pressed to the chilled pane as if seeking solace from the unyielding surface. His eyes, half-lidded against the intrusive flicker of passing streetlamps, held the weight of unseen storms.

His left hand enveloped his son's smaller one, fingers interlaced in a grip that was equal parts tenderness and desperation. Phurithat—Rith to those few who knew him beyond a file entry—curled into his side like a fragile vine seeking root, his soft cheek nestled against Dunk's thigh. The boy inhaled deeply, drawing in the familiar essence that had been his anchor through endless nights: the cool oceanic pull mingled with faint vanilla whispers, a scent that promised protection even as the world outside eroded it. Four years. Four relentless years of huddling in stark concrete bunkers under the perpetual gray of Russian skies, of murmuring half-forgotten Thai lullabies to ward off the chill, of tiny hands grasping at his sleeves in the dead of night while he whispered vows of a brighter tomorrow—one that grew dimmer with each dawnless morning.

In the reflection ghosting across the window, Dunk confronted a stranger: cheeks sunken as if grief had hollowed them from within, violet shadows etched like bruises under eyes that once sparkled with unyielding allure. His lips, once quick to curve in subtle, hypnotic smiles, now formed a taut, colorless seam, as if words themselves had become too heavy to utter. The graceful arc of his neck, once held high like a dancer's, now bore a subtle, permanent incline—a silent testament to years spent anticipating the next unseen strike, the next wave of dominance that left no room for resistance. He resembled a vessel cracked by invisible pressures, carrying the lifeless echo of his former self deep in his chest, its burden finally seeping into his bones.

The convoy veered downward, plunging into the labyrinthine underground garage of the briefing center—a fortress disguised as corporate anonymity, its walls humming with concealed surveillance and fortified secrets. Doors hissed open in synchronized precision, admitting the humid air laced with the faint tang of exhaust and polished concrete. Two bodyguards materialized from the shadows, their black suits tailored to conceal weapons and intent, faces impassive masks honed by years of unquestioned loyalty.

Dunk shifted, gathering Rith into his arms with a gentleness that belied the storm raging beneath his skin. The boy's limbs wrapped around him instinctively, his face burrowing into the warm hollow of Dunk's shoulder. Rith's scent enveloped him in return—innocent notes of baby shampoo intertwined with an emerging sweetness, a budding fragrance that tugged at Dunk's core, evoking memories he dared not name. It was achingly reminiscent of another, fiercer aroma: volcanic and unyielding, a ghost from a life shattered four years prior.

The lead guard stepped closer, his posture a perfect blend of deference and vigilance, inclining his head just enough to acknowledge rank without softening the edge in his voice.

“Welcome back, Mr. Boonprasert. Sir is waiting.”

Dunk offered no reply, his throat tight with unspoken farewells. He clutched Rith closer—one heartbeat echoing against his chest, then a second, a third—each pulse a silent plea for time to stand still. But inevitability won; slowly, with the agony of peeling away his own flesh, he began to release his hold.

Rith sensed the shift immediately. A soft, keening whine escaped his lips, his tiny fingers clawing into Dunk's collar with desperate fervor, as if the fabric were a lifeline slipping away.

Dunk lowered his head, his breath warm against the boy's tousled hair, lips grazing the tender spot just above his ear.

“Thi…” The syllable fractured in the air, scarcely more than a fractured exhale, a sacred invocation meant for no ears but theirs. “Mama has to go now. But I’ll come back. I always come back.”

Rith's breath caught in a ragged hitch. He didn't dissolve into tears—he never did before outsiders, a resilience inherited from shadows he couldn't yet comprehend—but his slender frame quivered, a silent earthquake of fear and longing.

Dunk lingered in that final embrace, pressing a lingering kiss to the crown of Rith's head, drawing in the boy's essence like a parched soul gulping water from a vanishing stream. Then, with a resolve forged in isolation, he extended his arms and surrendered his son to the bodyguard.

The instant Rith's warmth vanished from his grasp, a visceral rip echoed through Dunk's being—quiet, profound, a fissure widening in the fragile architecture of his soul. He watched, transfixed, as the guard carried his child toward the fortified elevator, those small hands stretching back in futile entreaty, fingers splayed like fragile stars reaching for a lost moon. The doors sealed with a final, merciless click, severing the thread.

Dunk remained rooted for a moment too long, his gaze locked on the unyielding metal, his chest heaving in shallow, erratic rhythms that betrayed the turmoil he concealed so masterfully.

At last, he pivoted, each step measured as he approached the second elevator. Another door yawned open. Another escort awaited—taciturn, exuding lethality in every poised muscle, a living extension of the power that orchestrated this world. Another plunge into the depths.

The elevator ascended—or perhaps descended further into the abyss—before parting its doors to reveal the executive floor. The expansive briefing room, with its sleek glass partitions and ambient glow of holographic displays, came alive in a ripple of motion as every occupant rose in unison.

Analysts hunched over data streams. Commanders with scarred hands and sharper instincts. Instructors whose lessons were etched in blood and strategy. All of them, standing as one.

“Welcome back, Svengali.”

“Mr. Voravuthikrai’s omega.”

The phrases struck like weighted barbs, embedding into his flesh without drawing blood. No one uttered his true name. No one presumed.

Yet pretense faltered in the face of truth; no soul in that chamber could ignore the transformation.

The figure striding through their midst was a specter draped in the remnants of a myth they had once revered and desired in equal measure. Shoulders that had once sliced through crowds with predatory grace now bore an indelible droop, as if gravity itself conspired against him. The once-mesmerizing spark in his obsidian eyes had dimmed to a weary haze, leeched away through interminable nights of arctic isolation, of unyielding grips that demanded submission, of an Alpha's pheromonal tide overwhelming his senses until autonomy dissolved into haze.

Concealed beneath the flowing sleeves of his midnight-black shirt, contusions flourished in clandestine constellations—imprints of digits that gripped too hard, palms that struck without mercy, the variegated remnants of evenings where denial was silenced, where chemical dominance saturated the atmosphere until his legs gave way and his thoughts fragmented into obedience. His gait carried the subtle caution of one intimate with suffering, a man who had internalized agony to the point where recoiling became obsolete.

Every gaze in the room registered it—the hollows, the pallor, the unspoken fractures.

Every gaze averted, complicit in the silence.

For he was Sovereign's possession.

Dunk traversed the expanse of polished obsidian flooring, his footsteps echoing faintly amid the hushed reverence, approaching the central table that gleamed like a void under the recessed lighting. His fingertips grazed the chair's backrest, lingering in a fleeting hesitation—a tremor ascending his arm like an electric warning, a harbinger of vulnerabilities long suppressed. He lowered himself into the seat with deliberate poise.

His aroma wafted through the space: the crisp bite of salted gales, the chill of abyssal waters, the spectral curl of vanilla haze. Yet woven into its depths lurked a novel undercurrent, a fracture manifest as scent—exhaustion etched into ether, acrid and irrevocable, the olfactory signature of a spirit frayed at its seams.

The distant doors parted with a pneumatic sigh.

Thanakrit Voravuthikrai materialized.

The atmosphere congealed into a palpable force: iron tang, spiced inferno, the blistering aura of unchallenged dominion. Heads dipped in instinctive obeisance, a collective genuflection to the apex predator.

Than's gaze, a steely grey-green blade, pierced the room and anchored on Dunk—proprietary, appraising, laced with a facsimile of gentleness akin to a curator beholding a marred yet invaluable relic.

The quiet elongated, a bowstring drawn to its limit, vibrating with unspoken threats and histories.

Then Than's lips quirked upward—minimally, sufficiently to assert dominion over the chamber, over the figure enshrined at its heart.

“Welcome home, darling.”

The endearment struck with the duality of velvet-sheathed steel, a caress veiling violence.

Dunk held firm, unflinching.

He elevated his chin by the merest degree, locking eyes for a solitary pulse—defiance flickering in that ephemeral contact—before lowering his regard.

Within his thorax, a maelstrom howled unrestrained.

Guilt, a gnawing abyss. Rage, incandescent and unquenched. Longing, feral and metallic on his tongue. Terror, an insidious companion that shadowed his every breath.

Yet his countenance endured as granite.

For Svengali had eternally been unyielding stone.

Even as fissures spiderwebbed through its core, threatening collapse.