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Utahime Iori arrived ten minutes early on her first day and still felt late.
The building rose from the main street in clean lines of glass and brushed steel, all composure and understated authority—a family law firm that let its reputation speak for itself. Utahime paused at the entrance just long enough to smooth her skirt and breathe herself into steadiness.
She had chosen navy today. Sensible, calm. The cream blouse beneath was silk, tucked neatly into a pencil skirt that meant business without shouting it. Her hair—dark and long, styled with deliberate care—fell in gentle curls to her waist. Soft, long bangs framed her face; a few loose strands escaped the styling entirely, as they always did. A blue bow was half-knotted at the back, less an accessory than a quiet signature—something unmistakably hers. Her modest heels clicked against the marble floor as she stepped inside.
The reception area smelled faintly of freshly brewed coffee, paper, and something citrus-clean. Framed certificates lined the walls in careful symmetry. The woman at the front desk looked up and smiled at her as though she already belonged.
“Iori-san?” she said. “Welcome. Everyone’s excited to meet you.”
Everyone was perhaps generous—but Utahime smiled back anyway, warmth loosening the tight coil in her chest. She was guided past rows of open-plan desks where associates and interns murmured into landlines or bent over case files, past a glass-walled conference room and the closed doors of her colleagues’ offices, until they reached a private room tucked into the quiet end of the hall.
It wasn’t large—just a desk, a chair, and a narrow bookshelf already stacked with annotated statutes and case law. A single window overlooked the city, sunlight slanting in at a careful angle, as if mindful of the space and the work meant to be done there.
Her phone rang before she could set her bag down. “Otosan,” she answered, the word automatic, softened by familiarity.
“My lawyer,” her father announced proudly, as though she were already arguing before the Supreme Court. “First day. Are they behaving themselves?”
Utahime let out a sigh, settling into the chair. “So far. I haven’t been fired yet.”
“You’ll do beautifully,” he said, his voice warm with faith. “Your mentor wouldn’t have trusted you without reason. Remember—listen carefully, speak clearly, and don’t let anyone rush you.”
“I know,” she said, a smile rising as naturally as a breath.
“And eat lunch,” he added, more sternly.
“Yes, Otosan.”
There was a pause. Then, gentler: “We’re very proud of you, musume. And we love you. Now get back to work.”
Her throat tightened. “Love you.”
The call ended. Utahime exhaled, pressed the button to wake her computer—and then the phone rang again.
An unfamiliar number.
She straightened instinctively, spine aligning with professionalism. “Iori speaking.”
“Ah—hello! Utahime Iori?” The voice was bright and, to some extent, unapologetically amused. “This is Satoru Gojo. I was told to call you today. Hopefully I’m not interrupting anything—oh—”
A sharp clatter sounded in the background. A child protested. Another voice followed, calmer, murmuring something she couldn’t quite make out.
“—Megumi, shoes go on your feet, buddy,” Gojo said aside, distracted but fond. “Not on the table.” Then, back to her, without missing a beat: “—where was I? Oh. Not interrupting your welcome party, am I?”
Utahime blinked. “No. I’ve just settled into my office, actually.”
“Oh, good,” he said, cheerfully relieved. “I’d hate to get on the wrong side of Yaga-san’s favorite pupil.”
She smiled despite herself. “How do you know my mentor?”
“Yaga-san,” Gojo supplied smoothly. “He knew my father. Same golf club, back in the day. And he did warn me you’re terrifyingly competent—said you wouldn’t let me do anything legally stupid.” A soft chuckle followed, fleeting like the brush of a feather.
Another sound—zipper, perhaps. A child humming, distinctly off-key.
Utahime glanced at the email forwarded to her the day before, pen in hand, notes neatly arranged before her. “You’re calling about the legal adoption of your sister’s children?”
“Yes,” Gojo said, his tone shifting just enough to signal seriousness beneath the levity. “Megumi and Tsumiki. They’re—ah—” A brief beat. “Tsumiki, pumpkin, that’s my tie. Not a scarf.”
A faint giggle followed. Small footsteps retreated.
Utahime waited, patient, already learning the rhythm of the man’s life from its interruptions.
“I currently have custody,” Gojo continued. “Emergency guardianship was granted after the… accident. But it’s temporary.” His voice suddenly grew quieter, carrying a weight that hadn’t been there before. “And there’s also a bit of a vulture problem.”
Her pen stilled. “I’m sorry?”
“Their paternal uncle,” Gojo said. “Naoya Zenin. Very interested in the estate my sister and brother-in-law left behind. Less interested in—” a dry beat, “—bedtime routines or packed lunches.”
Utahime’s jaw tightened, almost imperceptibly. “And your sister didn’t leave a will.”
“No,” he answered. “Which means no named guardian. Which means ambiguity. And when my kids’ future is at stake, I can’t afford ambiguity.”
She caught the way he said my kids—unthinking, unguarded. The conviction behind it warmed something in her chest. Utahime nodded, already mapping the case, the risks, the angles.
“Just to be clear,” she said, precise now, “you’re seeking not only full custody, but permanent legal adoption.”
There was a pause on the other end of the line. A decision measured in years—decades, even. Then—
“Yes,” he said simply. “I want to be their parent. Guardianship still leaves room for doubt—room for people like their uncle to argue technicalities.” His voice softened. “I don’t want the children to grow up wondering whether they’re… temporary.”
Utahime felt it then—the way affection shaped his words without effort. Her intuition didn’t register it as performative or strategic. It was simply there. Her grip tightened around the pen, then eased.
“All right,” she said at last, professional once more. “Let’s go through the basics. Your current employment?”
“Assistant professor of physics,” he replied. “University of Tokyo.”
She halted. “That’s not a temporary appointment, is it?”
“No.” The lightness returned to his tone. “Tenure-track. Which means the university owns my soul, but it does pay me reliably.”
“And your income is sufficient to support two children?”
“Yes,” he said without hesitation. “More than sufficient. I’ve already adjusted my hours so I’m not teaching early mornings this semester. Turns out first graders and quantum mechanics are both very demanding—but only one of them cries.” Another soft chuckle slipped out.
There was a rustle of fabric nearby, followed by his coaxing voice. “Tsumiki, you don’t need everything in your backpack.”
Utahime let out a quiet huff of amusement, then continued. “Your living arrangements?”
“I live alone,” Gojo said. “Or—well. I used to. Now it’s me, two kids, and a suspicious number of plush animals. I moved them into my apartment immediately after the accident. Separate rooms. Their school’s within walking distance.”
She turned the page as she continued taking notes. “And prior to this—your involvement in their lives?”
“Oh.” His voice grew gentler, unconsciously tender. “I’ve been around since they were born—babysitting, school events, holidays. They stayed over often.” A pause—then a hint of playful pride. “Megumi insists I make the best tamagoyaki in Tokyo.”
“That’s a strong endorsement,” Utahime said, her smile deepening. He responded with a laugh that spilled like sunlight.
She cleared her throat, a small, practiced reset. “There’s… one more area the court is likely to explore,” she said evenly. “Especially if a counter-petition is filed.”
Gojo hummed. “Let me guess. My future, hypothetical spouse?”
She nodded. “Marriage, yes. If you were to marry—what would Megumi and Tsumiki’s position be within your household? And if you were to have biological children of your own?”
Another pause followed. This time, the background noise receded—fewer movements, fewer chatter. A deliberate stillness settled on the line.
“They would still be my children,” Gojo said at last. There was no trace of humor now. “Nothing conditional.”
She absorbed the answer, then continued, her tone careful. “And if a future spouse were to disagree with that arrangement—”
“They would have to accept it,” he said, the calm in his voice reinforced by something unyielding beneath it. “Or they wouldn’t be my spouse.”
A beat passed. Long enough for the weight of that certainty to register. Then Utahime moved on—
“The court may contrast that with the alternative,” Utahime said. “Naoya Zenin is married, according to the file.” Her gaze flicked briefly to the forwarded email on her screen, lingering on the line that noted it. “He may argue that he can provide a complete family unit. A wife. A traditional household.”
Gojo laughed once—short, sharp, entirely unimpressed. “He is married,” he said. “That’s true. But I’m the one who knows which cereal Megumi refuses to eat, and why Tsumiki needs the hallway light left on at night.” His voice firmed, not raised, but unmistakably resolute. “If the court decides a ring matters more than that, then Japan’s family law is in serious trouble.”
“That isn’t quite how the law sees it,” Utahime replied, a faint note of defensiveness slipping in despite herself. “Marriage alone isn’t determinative. Stability, continuity, emotional bonds—those carry far more weight.”
“Good,” he said. “Because I’m not planning to marry for the sake of optics.”
Utahime hesitated, choosing her next words cautiously. Then—
“If you do marry one day, would you be willing to formalize the children’s position legally? Inheritance planning. Equal status with any future children.”
“Yes,” Gojo answered at once—no pause, no deliberation this time. “Everything I have will be divided equally among my children. All of them.”
Silence stretched—not uncomfortable, just full.
“That answer,” Utahime said at last, her voice lowered, “will matter in court.”
“Great,” he replied, the faint curve of a smile audible in his tone.
She smiled back, the pen tapping once against the page. “All right. Let’s talk logistics. I’ll need documentation of your income—salary statements, tax returns for the last two years, and proof of benefits through the university.”
“Already have those,” Gojo said. “Digitized, labeled, and color-coded.”
She paused, a crease forming between her brows. “Color-coded?”
“Occupational hazard,” he replied, unbothered. “Physics does that to you. Chaos makes me nervous.”
She rolled her eyes as she shook her head. “I’ll also need proof of housing—lease or ownership documents, plus confirmation that the children are registered at that address.”
“Done,” he said. “Their names are already on school records and medical files under my address.”
“Good,” Utahime said. “That establishes continuity, which court likes. Now—because you’re a close blood relative, this would be a kinship adoption. That usually streamlines things.”
“How streamlined are we talking?” he asked, curiosity threading through his tone.
“In most cases,” she replied, “a shorter timeline overall. Background checks still apply, of course.”
“Tragic,” Gojo feigned offense. “I was hoping my sparkling personality would suffice.”
She snorted before she could stop herself. “The court may disagree.”
“Rude.”
She drew in a steadying breath, shoulders settling as she refocused—the lightness in his mood somehow carrying even this far, down the hallway and into her office. “Assuming there’s no contest,” she said evenly, “finalization could take several months. If someone does contest—”
“Zenin,” he supplied.
“—then timing depends on how quickly we establish your intent,” Utahime explained. “Which is why it’s important we act as soon as possible. By filing now, we demonstrate that from the moment you were able, you moved to formalize your role as their parent.”
There was a quiet sound on the other end—perhaps a door closing.
“And what about documentation of intent?” Gojo asked.
“A written statement from you,” she listed. “Affidavits if necessary. Testimony from teachers, caregivers—people who can confirm you’ve already been functioning as their parent.”
“I can get those,” he replied easily. “Their homeroom teacher adores Tsumiki. Megumi’s less popular—but only because he’s smarter than everyone.”
To her mild dismay, Utahime found herself swept into the rhythm of his levity. “That does tend to complicate social dynamics,” she said dryly.
He laughed, the sound warm, effortless, and oddly precise—the kind of laughter that made her ears pay attention before her mind even processed it. “I suppose this is your very first case? You’re already very good at this.”
A thrill of delight surged through her, though her voice remained steady. ‘It’s my job.”
“Well,” he said, “I’m glad you have it.”
Her cheeks tingled with warmth despite herself. Grateful that the conversation was by phone, she managed, “I’ll send you a checklist today. Once I have all the documents, we can schedule an in-person meeting before we file the petition.”
“Perfect,” Gojo replied. “I like momentum.”
“So do I,” Utahime said without thinking.
A brief quiet settled—a slight, delicate awkwardness, held only by the faint sigh that lingered on the other end of the line.
They were rescued by Megumi’s voice, drifting faintly through the receiver. “Tsumiki can’t find her socks.”
Gojo sighed again, theatrically this time. “Of course she can’t. Didn’t we talk about it? Socks migrate at night.”
Utahime laughed before she could stop herself, pressing a hand lightly to her mouth.
“Ah,” he said, pleased. “I knew you’d be reasonable.” Then quickly, he added, “Tsumiki says goodbye.”
A small, clear voice chimed in: “Bye-bye!”
Utahime’s smile softened. “Goodbye, Tsumiki.”
As the conversation drew to its natural close, she said, “You’re doing the right thing. And I think we have a strong case.”
“Excellent,” Gojo replied. “I do like winning.”
She nodded. “I’ll be in touch soon.”
“Looking forward to it,” he said warmly. “And—thank you. Really.”
“Of course,” she said automatically, sorting through her notes, her body already braced to return to work. Then—before her brain could intervene—she added, “Love you—”
Silence.
Utahime froze. Every synapse screamed. Her heart seemed to vault into orbit, hammering against her ribs.
“Oh my—” she whispered, mortification detonating in her chest. “I’m so sorry, that was—”
Then it hit her: his laugh. Bright, loud, utterly diabolical.
And just like that—the line went dead.
Utahime stared at her phone, heat roaring through her veins, soul fleeing, face combusting. Her chest felt impossibly tight, her hands hovering over the desk as if she might physically vanish.
Her first day as an attorney—and she had just said something wildly inappropriate to her very first client.
She dropped her head onto the desk.
“Fuck!”
***
Utahime spent the rest of the day haunted.
Every time her phone buzzed with a call, her soul attempted to exit through the nearest available window. Every time someone said Goodbye—see you tomorrow! her mouth remembered the treason.
Love you.
She had said love you. To her client.
Professional ruin. Immediate disbarment. Spiritual annihilation.
The moment replayed on a merciless loop—while she reviewed case files, while she nodded through introductions, while she pretended, with remarkable conviction, to understand where the copy room was.
Her colleagues insisted on drinks to celebrate her first day. “You survived,” one of them declared, lifting a glass. “That alone earns you at least two rounds.”
Utahime smiled. Laughed at the right intervals. Let the cold bite of the drink anchor her to the present. And still—her mind drifted, uninvited, back to a man in a suit wrangling two children and laughing on the other end of a phone call.
Later, alone with her laptop, she learned more about him.
It wasn’t difficult. The University of Tokyo website featured a glowing announcement of their youngest assistant professor—Satoru Gojo, prodigy, academic anomaly. PhD at twenty-three. A visiting scholar offer from NASA, earned on the strength of the extraordinary research he’d completed as a graduate student. A career poised to explode outward, limitless.
And then—
On the day of his flight to the U.S., his sister’s car hydroplaned on the highway. She and his brother-in-law were gone in the blink of an eye. Dead at the scene.
An exhilarated young scientist—standing on the threshold of everything he had worked toward—was instead met by police and escorted away from the airport, back to twisted metal and silence. NASA vanished. The scholarship was rescinded. What remained were two small children—six and four—who could not understand why their parents never came home.
And that was how Satoru Gojo came to be.
Now twenty-five, a few years younger than her, he was already a professor. A man who had carved out a demanding career while raising two children—happily, stubbornly, with unmistakable devotion.
Her mentor’s voice echoed in her head: Keep your emotions out of it. Especially when children are involved.
Utahime tried.
But she couldn’t help returning to the interruptions during their call—to the way his voice softened when he spoke to them, how easily he had said my kids, the way he had laughed throughout it all while balancing an important legal conversation and the morning chaos of getting two children ready for school, as though affection were simply another skill he wielded effortlessly.
By the time she made it home, the city hushed around her, the embarrassment had curdled into something heavier.
Worry.
Worry that every thought kept circling the case, despite her mentor’s warning. Worry that her chest warmed whenever she thought of him and his children. Worry that one careless slip—one unguarded word—might have fractured his trust before the work had even begun.
She went through her night routine with mechanical care. Cleanser. Toner. Serum. Moisturizer. She tied her hair back, changed into soft cotton, sat on the bed, and exhaled.
Then her phone rang. The screen read—
Satoru Gojo.
Her chest stuttered. Her fingers froze against the edge of the bedside table. Five full seconds passed in which her mind spiraled toward the same dreadful thought—what if he was calling to inform he’d be hiring a different lawyer? Her pulse hammered, rapid and insistent, as if it were trying to speak over her reason.
She swallowed, throat dry. “H—hello,” she managed, her voice pitched carefully neutral—the composed version of herself she wished she could summon on command.
“Iori-san,” he said cheerfully. “Good evening. I hope I’m not interrupting your sleep?”
Her head shook automatically—absurdly—as if he could see the response. “No. I mean—not yet. I mean—”
He laughed. Not sharp. Not mocking. Gentle. Familiar, already.
“I wanted to call,” he said, “because I got the distinct impression you might be spending the night buried under a pile of… unnecessary self-reproach.”
She closed her eyes, shoulders tensing. “I’m so sorry about earlier. That was completely unprofessional.”
“Mm,” he said thoughtfully, soft and steady. “But completely understandable.”
Her eyes flew open. “What?”
“Let me apologize to you, too.” He paused, carefully choosing his words—and the care in that pause made her more nervous than anything else. Even from a single conversation, it was obvious he was painfully articulate. “I didn’t mean to laugh,” he said at last. “Well. I did laugh. But not at you. More at the situation. I’ve absolutely done that before.”
“You have?”
“Oh yes,” Gojo said earnestly. “Once signed off a department meeting with ‘Love you, bye.’ Didn’t even realize until the dean scolded me via email.”
Utahime let out a small, helpless sound. “Did that really happen? Or are you just saying that to make me feel better?”
“There’s no way to know, is there?” he teased—and she could hear the smirk in his voice, color rising to her cheeks like a tide she hadn’t meant to invite.
A quiet beat passed.
Then he resumed. “It just means you’re human. And—” his voice gentled, “—it means you have enough love in your life that it slips out without thinking. That’s not something to be embarrassed about.”
She swallowed, fingers tightening in the sheets. “I was worried I’d compromised… things. The case.”
“Iori-san,” he said softly, “if I trusted you with my children five minutes before that, I certainly still do now.”
Her chest ached—sudden, sharp.
“And,” he added, lightness returning, “for the record, if anything, it made the call more memorable. You’ve set a very high bar for attorney–client rapport.”
She let out a soft laugh. “Please don’t tell anyone.”
“Your secret is safe with me,” he said solemnly. “Except possibly my therapist. And Megumi. He already thinks it’s funny.”
She groaned. “You told him?”
“Just kidding,” he said quickly. “Mostly.”
There was a pause. Comfortable. Dangerous.
“I just wanted to make sure you weren’t lying awake thinking I thought less of you,” Gojo said. “I don’t.”
“Thank you,” she said quietly. “Really.”
“Anytime.”
The line lingered open, neither of them quite willing to be the one to end it.
“Well,” she said at last, professional instinct clawing its way back into place. “I’ve sent that checklist to your email.”
“Yes, I saw,” he replied. “Sleep well, Iori-san.”
“You too,” she said—and then warmth, traitorous as ever, loosened her tongue once more before her mind could stop. “Love ya—”
Silence.
Then—
Gojo lost it.
Full, unrestrained laughter—radiant, delighted—spilling through the line, impossible to ignore, impossible to misread.
He hung up before she could salvage a single syllable.
Utahime buried her face in her pillow.
“I loathe myself!”
***
Utahime was in the middle of highlighting a statute when the receptionist appeared at her office door.
“Iori-san? Your… client is here.”
Her pen stilled.
“My—what?” Utahime looked up, blinking. “Now?”
“Yes,” the receptionist answered, clearly intrigued. “He mentioned he was already in the area.”
Utahime’s heart dropped clean through the floor.
She stood too quickly, her chair scraping back in protest. The darkened computer screen caught her reflection and delivered the verdict without mercy: one side of her hair had escaped the bow meant to restrain it, the whole arrangement now leaning toward chaos. There was no time to fix it. Worse—she realized with a tightening chest—she had not, in any sense that mattered, been emotionally prepared to encounter Satoru Gojo in three dimensions.
She tucked her blue blouse in as neatly as possible, smoothed her skirt, and drew one careful, steadying breath.
She had imagined this moment—inevitably, disastrously—at least a dozen times since their phone call the night before.
What she hadn’t imagined was how the ordinary hum of the office would recede, as though someone had turned a dial she couldn’t reach, until there was only the sound of her own pulse, counting the steps toward the front desk.
This is my client, she reminded herself sternly, as if discipline alone might convince her body to fall back in line.
Then he entered her field of vision.
Tall—unfairly so—lean and composed in a black shirt that fit as though it had been tailored with his broad shoulders in mind, a gray coat hanging open with deliberate ease. White hair caught the light, soft and faintly unruly, as if he’d just dragged a hand through it without caring about the result. The contrast sharpened him—made him startlingly real in a way no voice could fully prepare her for.
Black-framed glasses rested easily on his nose. And then he lifted his gaze.
Oh.
So that was what had been smiling through the phone.
Utahime forgot how to breathe.
His eyes were blue in a way that felt unfair—winter sky at its brightest, clearest edge. Too alive. Sharp with intelligence, softened by something quietly amused, as though the world delighted him even when it tried not to. The look struck low and deep, curling in her stomach like a held breath she didn’t know how to release.
For one suspended second, every statute she had ever memorized scattered, weightless and irrelevant. There was only the single, treacherous truth her mind allowed through.
He was the most beautiful man she had ever seen.
Recognition sparked—immediate and warm—and his mouth curved into a faint, knowing smile. His eyes—those impossible eyes—traced the pale map of scar tissue along her face, lingered on the escape of hair at her left temple, and then, inexplicably, gentled. For some unfathomable reason, he looked pleased.
He stepped closer, closing a distance she hadn’t realized she was measuring, and for one absurd moment, her mind reached for the wrong thing entirely.
Not the petition.
Not the counterargument that might challenge his claim to the children.
But the inconvenient truth of why her tongue betrayed her only when she spoke to him.
A shiver slipped down her spine. Perhaps it showed—something unguarded flickering across her face—because he asked, “I hope I’m not causing you any inconvenience.”
His voice was deeper in person. Clearer. It didn’t merely reach her—it landed, resonant and precise, striking her square in the chest.
She drew in a breath and let out a nervous laugh. “I thought we’d be meeting once all the documents from the checklist were ready—”
He tapped the brown leather bag slung over his shoulder—she was only just noticing it now. “Right here.” His gaze didn’t waver from her face. Not even a little.
Her brow lifted. “I thought you said you were in the area.”
“One of the coffee shops in your neighborhood is excellent,” he said without missing a beat.
She fought a smile. “That was… fast. Gathering affidavits and statements usually takes time. It’s only been a day—”
“I’ve been collecting most of this for a while,” he interrupted lightly. “Your checklist just pointed out a few gaps.” He shrugged. “Finished those early this morning. No big deal.”
Utahime glanced at the bag again—preparation, intent. A man who didn’t wait to be asked.
“Anyway,” she said, stepping forward, forcing a steady inhale and summoning every scrap of composure she had. She extended a hand. “Welcome to the firm.”
He took it—warm, certain, just the right pressure. And yet, it made her pulse stutter anyway.
Then he smiled. Fully.
And the world tilted.
The office noise fell away. Her nervous thoughts scattered like paper in the wind. The carefully mapped-out timeline of her day—suddenly insignificant.
It was not a polite, measured smile. It was a grin that belonged to the sun itself—wide, flashing, teeth gleaming. Canines. Dimples carved like little traps into the planes of his cheeks.
“Glad to finally meet you, Utahime,” he said.
Not Iori-san—but her given name, spoken with a simplicity that held more warmth than her last name ever could.
The sound of it, falling on her ears, lingered longer than her title. Warmer, intimate, as if sunlight had slipped through a crack in a winter window, brushing her before she even realized she was exposed. Against her reason, she felt it seize her attention completely.
Her chest thrummed with a curious electricity. And in that moment—before words could offer explanation, before sense could reclaim its dominion—she recognized a truth both terrifying and delightful:
That perhaps… this meeting was the opening of something entirely unforeseen, something that might reshape the measure of her days—
…and the ordering of her heart.
***
(The end)
