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Kylo had a feeling that Hux was aware how little experience he had with this kind of thing.
At least, Kylo had a feeling Hux was aware now, because surely someone with more experience would be better at controlling themselves in this sort of situation. The sharp-whistled whine felt punched from his gut at the first slow slide of Hux inside him, and all he could think was that he'd given himself away in the first fucking second-
He'd probably given himself away at the first fumbled proposition, with his awkward posturing and red face. Or maybe not, because false confidence was his main marketable talent, and probably the only reason he'd lasted this long. Hux hadn't used his inexperience against him yet, which was a good indicator of his ignorance. Or maybe he just really wanted to get laid.
But this- this was so much, the pressure, the way he could suddenly feel the sweat dripping down the furrow of his spine and every single strand of hair sticking to his face, and he was glad he was on his knees and not his back, because he could feel his face burning, eyes watering, and his expression was probably twisted into something stupid and embarrassing-
"Kylo?" Hux's voice was soft, and he shifted his grip on Kylo's hips, but of course that shifted his cock too, so any response Kylo might have attempted was swallowed in a strangled breathy noise that he couldn't cut off before it left him- this was so intense, he couldn't focus-
The thought of Hux actually moving was almost too much, but he didn't, he was warm and silent behind Kylo, but that was even worse, this was why he'd never done this, of course he couldn't even handle something as basic and human as sex-
"Kylo?" He felt Hux's long fingers on the small of his back, a gentle touch that slid against the sweat-slicked skin before he pressed his palm down harder and murmured, "Is that you?"
Icy shame snapped the edges of Kylo's shielding back into place as he realised the fizz-pop electric in his ears and flickering darkness wasn't just a dramatic sort of personal experience. He curled his fists in the sheets so tightly his knuckles ached. Everything was a mess. The abrupt return of steady lighting and quiet silence of the room felt like it exerted its own pressure on Kylo's eardrums- especially because he couldn't control his stupid breathing-
"You know... we don't-" and the have to Kylo cut off desperately because it wasn't bad and he couldn't handle that kind of tone from-
"Just- You can move, its not-", but it was, it was way too much because Hux rolled his hips in a slow drag with a disbelieving little hmm noise and fuck Kylo was making awful noises and coming all over the thoughtfully-provided towel under his knees. Hux had wasted his time with that though, because Kylo's elbows gave out and he landed in the mess anyway, taking Hux down with him, and the surprised little yelp would have amused Kylo endlessly in any other circumstances.
"Did you just-?" Hux sounded rather amused himself, but Kylo was ricocheting between miserable and euphoric and didn't want to admit that yes, maybe he had just- he mumbled wordlessly into the pillows, fists still clenched in the sheets. His silent prayer to dissolve into them wasn't answered.
"Should I-?" Hux's long fingers were wrapped around Kylo's hips again but this time the grip even more tentative, and he drew back a little from where his cock was still hot inside, and fuck even that small drag was scattering his braincells- Kylo threw his hands backwards from the sheets to grab at the backs of the other man's thighs, desperately trying not to let him pull out.
"No-!" The thought of dealing with the aftermath of this kind of failure was too much to bear. "Its fine!" Kylo turned his head so that Hux would hear him clearly. "K- keep going! It's fine-", he choked out, and Hux was hmming again, drawing away, but Kylo found a grip on his thigh and tugged him forward again, and the tip of Hux's dick pushed back into him at an awkward angle.
"Fuck-" Hux was leaning close over his back, so close Kylo could feel the erratic thump of his heartbeat and the puff of his breath and the faint tickling against his shoulder blades where Hux's hair had fallen from its careful styling. He whined wordlessly as Hux reached down and guided his cock back in, starting a grind against his ass, slow and deep and it was fine, Kylo was fine lying there overwhelmed and oversensitive and letting Hux use him for however long he wanted. As the sharp sting of embarrassment faded, Kylo's head felt stuffed with cottonwool. He could feel Hux's cock inside him and the sweaty sheets under his chest and the pillowcase on his eyelids and the sticky wetness of the rough towel on his spent cock. The muttering that echoed constantly in the background of his thoughtscape was drowned out by a staticky hush like mains power humming in the base of his skull. He could feel his tense back muscles uncoil, body pliant in a way he knew he'd be disgusted by later. Irrelevant at the moment.
Hux's breathing was harsh in his ear as he leaned closer still, drops of sweat falling from his hair onto Kylo's shoulders and running into his own mussed hair. Kylo shivered, his mouth open against the pillowcase, feeling his throat rasp a moan with every rhythmic shift of the man behind him. The sticky-hot feeling where their bodies pressed together wasn't enough to stop the hairs on his arms raising in the chill of the room, and his body felt like lead.
Hux's tongue spread wet-hot on his neck sent flickers of heat down his sides and it was easy to turn his head enough that their lips could meet. Kissing wasn't really in Kylo's initial plan for the evening, but neither was any of this, and it seemed like a natural progression to have his mouth gloss open and their tongues tangle wetly. He was probably a terrible kisser, and the angle was awkward, but Hux didn't seem to mind. Hux groaned into his mouth, catching Kylo's swollen bottom lip in his teeth as his hips finally stilled. The sudden sharp coppery pain and warmth he could feel inside made Kylo choke on his breath for a moment, shuddering under Hux's weight. Hux gripped his hair abruptly, making him gasp, and roughly tilted Kylo's head to suck on the sweaty juncture of his neck and shoulder for a long moment, pulling away with a fierce bite, only to return his tongue to Kylo's open mouth.
Holy fucking shit that's so hot Kylo tried to say but mostly it came out as moans when they broke twice for breath, mouths meshing in a slick glide that didn't last long enough. Hux seemed to understand, hmming against Kylo's lips as his softening cock twitched inside Kylo, pulling a broken little noise from him before Hux rolled off to lie flat beside him.
Kylo lay panting for a while with his eyes squeezed shut, feeling the chilly air against his thighs and ass, open and twitching against the sudden emptiness. Holy fucking shit. He wondered if sex was like this all the time. His cock was half hard again, he realised. His throat ached but he couldn't stop the groan, his legs twitching as his muscles clenched and unclenched.
"Still not enough?" Hux had that tone, the teasing edge that sliced Kylo's chest open in a way he hated he couldn't control. He must have pulled a face, because Hux was hmming again and running soothing fingers down the ridges of his spine. The man had shifted again and Kylo hadn't noticed, lying on his side now, probably leaning on an elbow to sneer down at him. Kylo kept his eyes shut and turned his flushed face back into the pillow, glad his mass of hair blocked the view. Hux's fingers stopped at the base of Kylo's spine and tapped his tailbone a few times in a steady rhythm.
"Tell me if it's too much." Hux's whisper was hot against the shell of his ear and Kylo couldn't stop his hips from jerking as a finger pushed past his loose rim. It paused for a moment until he stilled, then slid in again easily to the knuckle.
"Sloppy."
A hot flash of shame went straight past its usual hangout in his brain to fill Kylo's dick, and he tried not to twitch in case that made Hux stop, but the other man just laughed. It was a soft sound, not the high, cruel snicker Kylo heard sometimes on the bridge. Hux sank another finger slowly in beside the first, then drew them both out suddenly, startling Kylo out of a long slow wheezing noise that he hadn't noticed he was making. A twist of sick not-nice shame curdled in his stomach for a moment, but Hux just tapped his hip.
"If you get up a bit I can jerk you off," Hux said plainly, without any regard for the nonverbal sphere of debauchery Kylo was trying to imagine existed in the hopes he would be able to look the other man in the eye some time in the future. "Unless you like humping the soggy bedding."
Some distant part of Kylo appreciated the shitty attempt at humour, but that didn't matter because as he shifted his hips up slightly to lean on his elbows and knees Hux shifted too, kneeling beside him. He smoothed warm hands gently down Kylo's flank like he was some beloved pet, and Kylo could feel his cock dripping already. Not being able to see what Hux was doing made Kylo hyperaware of every other sense, and his skin prickled as Hux did nothing but lay his hands gently on Kylo's back for a moment.
He could feel Hux, his body close enough and hot enough, and also with the Force, a bright mass right there, tendrils of thought just waiting to be tugged out from under the thin armour and examined. This turn of events was nothing Kylo had planned, and his head spun with the sudden temptation to see what Hux was thinking. Kylo didn't know a lot about sex firsthand, but generally in the holovids they fucked and came and that was the end of it. Except in the xeno ones, and he couldn't help the curious touch of thought-
Crack! The sharp sting of the slap on his ass cheek was as surprising as the noise it made, echoing in the room with Kylo's yelp.
"Stop that. I can tell when you're lurking there in my head." Hux rubbed his fingertips roughly against Kylo's puffy rim and then slapped his asscheek again, hard, and Kylo's hips jerked helplessly as he felt his hole clench and flutter, wetness leaking out. "Much better."
He sank two fingers into Kylo again, pushing his come back inside and out again, fingerfucking him leisurely, but still didn't lift his other hand from Kylo's hip. Kylo whined helplessly, grasping the pillow as Hux worked another finger into his sore hole, the wet squelching noise ringing in his ears.
"Aren't you tired yet, Kylo?" The playful way Hux said his name made his toes curl, and he shook his head, lifting himself back up onto his elbows so that he could get more air. His chest was tight from breathing so hard against the pillows and the rush of cool air made his nipples tingle and tighten. He still couldn't open his eyes, screwed shut against the sensations and his own shameful behaviour.
"Maybe I'll fuck you again, would you like that?" Hux's grip on his hip tightened, pressing bruises, and the fingers inside him stilled for a moment. Kylo moaned at the thought of Hux pushing back into his sore ass, fucking him hard this time. Maybe he'd last longer this time. Maybe they both would.
"Please-", Kylo's voice was shredded and scratchy, and he swallowed thickly as Hux laughed again, drawing his wet fingers out and rubbing the come into the small of Kylo's back as he shifted onto his knees behind him. Kylo pushed his hips back, trying to get a better angle, but Hux just grabbed both his asscheeks and spread them wide. Kylo whined at the feeling of his well-worked hole on display, and he dropped onto one shoulder so that he could get a hand on his aching cock. He only got one blissful tug in before Hux grabbed his wrist in a painfully tight grip, yanking his arm up to the headboard. "Hands up here!"
"I wanna come!" Kylo didn't care if he sounded stupid. The situation was desperate. Hux let go of his wrist, grabbed his balls in a torturous grip with one hand and used his other hand to spank him three times in quick succession. The slaps were ferocious and Kylo couldn't help the yell he let out, fresh tears springing. "Fuck-! Hux!"
"Hands on the headboard", Hux said flatly, Kylo's balls still in his painful grasp.
"Fucking-!" Kylo put his hands on the headboard, fingers curling tightly around the smooth edge. He bit his lip to stop from making any embarrassing snivelling noises as Hux rubbed his flaming ass cheek, and dropped his head to stare down at the twisted pillowcase when Hux spread his cheeks again.
"Hmmm."
Kylo was starting to hate that noise. His dick was traitorous though, perking up to the sound now that the terrible pressure on his ballsack was gone.
"Such a pretty mess we've made of this, haven't we?" Whatever Kylo's response might have been was swallowed by unmistakeable sound of spitting, and he gasped as a wet mass of spit landed just above his hole. Hux spat again, using a thumb to push the saliva around his rim and inside his hole, mixing with come and lube and spreading wetly.
"Fucking-" Kylo cut himself off as Hux gripped his aching asscheek again in warning, tasting copper in his mouth again as he bit his swollen lip. His body was tingling all over, hot in the chilly air and burning in the places Hux touched. Fuck me again fuck me again fuckmeagain
But Hux didn't, instead he followed his spit down and laved a molten path with his tongue down Kylo's crack, sloppy with spit and lube and come. Kylo nearly bit through his lip, a groan ripped from his throat as his back bowed, holding onto the headboard for dear life as Hux shoved his tongue in his ass. Hux drew back and licked around the rim, one hand spreading Kylo's asscheek open and the other- finally! gripping Kylo's hard cock. He pumped the shaft slowly with a tight grip, ignoring Kylo's frantic noises, and pulled away from his hole.
"Spread your cheeks for me."
Kylo faceplanted in his haste to obey, dropping his upper half onto the messy towel and pillows while he shifted his hips and knees to better spread himself. Yesyesyesyes- Hux rewarded him with fast strokes of his cock, thumbing under the head as he leaked copiously. Hux pushed three fingers into Kylo's exposed hole and started fingerfucking in earnest, pressing against his prostate every few thrusts while his tongue licked around the edges of his loose rim.
Pleasepleasepleaseplease Kylo was dying. It was too much, his heart would give out any moment surely, he couldn't he couldn't it wasn't enough- He couldn't breathe, colours dancing behind his eyelids, and there was a loud highpitched noise somewhere that was very close but it still wasn't, he needed-
Hux pressed hard on his prostate and jabbed his fingernail into the sensitive part just under the head of his cock and with a sunburst flash behind his eyes, Kylo's world went black.