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It was only 9pm and for once Jinyoung felt bored as he lay on his bed in a hotel room, watching Youngjae and Mark play around with their cell phones. They were probably posting something on Instagram or doing stuff on Youtube, but Jinyoung had never really gotten the hang of those things. Surely he knew how to use them but he rarely took any selfies, feeling rather untalented when it came to that. He simply wasn’t someone who liked to share every single thing with the whole world. Most of his life was already in the spotlight anyways. If he wasn’t an idol, he probably wouldn’t even have such accounts, but he knew his fans would wanna see him even more often than they did right now. They wanted to take part in his private life as well, even if it was only through a picture or a short video. Right. His fans. They had finished their schedule quite early today, so he figured he could do something for his fans when he was already feeling bored right now.
“Hey guys, we haven’t done a video on the V app for a while. You guys wanna do one?” Jinyoung asked, sitting up on his bed as he waited for an answer.
“Sure, sounds good,” Youngjae said while Mark just nodded along.
They decided to gather everyone in one room, knowing the fans would probably wanna see the other guys as well. At least Jinyoung wouldn’t feel so awkward if they did a V app video, since he could do it together with the other guys. It just seemed easier than trying to get a good angle on a picture and maybe trying to make it look better with some kind of filter, trying to think of something to write underneath. It just wasn’t really his thing. So doing a video with the guys was the best and easiest solution to please the fans.
He sat together on the bed with Mark, Youngjae and Yugyeom at first while some of the others joined in and they just randomly talked about their schedule and their plans for the future. Mark was even nice enough to mention that it was his idea to do a video for the fans, which meant he could take some time before needing to post something again. It wasn’t like he didn’t want to interact with his fans, he’d just rather do it in person on a show than by taking a picture of himself.
When they finished their video, their manager who was watching them left the room, probably getting ready for bed but the guys weren’t tired yet. They didn’t have much time to themselves usually, so they wouldn’t just go to sleep right away.
“Let’s play a game,” Jackson suddenly suggested, flopping down on one of the 3 beds in the room.
“Like what?” Youngjae raised an eyebrow but definitely seeming interested, while he was still leaning over Yugyeom’s lap with his upper body.
“Like truth or dare? Or something else. Just something fun,” Jackson said, looking at the others for any hints of agreement or other suggestions.
“Sound fun. I’m up for it,” Jinyoung said, feeling like Jackson had just read his mind and knew that he was a bit bored and wanted to play around.
The others agreed, sitting across from each other on two of the beds as they waited for Mark who had just taken a shower during the V app video but was now coming out of the bathroom again. He looked a bit confused at first when they were all staring at them but soon agreed to join in, making Jackson scootch over a bit to sit on one of the beds as well.
“So who’s gonna start?” Jaebum asked, looking around before Yugyeom told him to go ahead if he already asked for it.
“Wait,” Mark interrupted when the leader was about to ask someone. “What happens when we don’t wanna do a dare or answer the truth? There should be some kind of penalty if someone refuses.”
“True,” Jackson nodded his head before thinking about it. “The loser has to...”
“Jackson, you if you’re going to suggest something, you better make sure it’s something that won’t get anyone in trouble when we’re in public,” Jaebum said quickly, knowing that the boy could come up with the weirdest ideas. “So only go for things that stay inside or just can’t be seen by anyone! This actually goes for every dare as well.”
“Yeah yeah,” Jackson rolled his eyes a bit. “I know that. I wasn’t going to ruin anyone’s image. I was just gonna say, the loser has to shave off all their pubes. No one would see that.”
Everyone stared at him either blankly or was scrunching their nose, wondering why he always had such weird ideas. Jackson on the other hand seemed totally satisfied with his idea.
“Right. Then who is going to check that when it’s done?” Bambam asked with narrowed eyes, clearly not liking the suggestion, but then again, it was supposed to be a punishment.
“It’s just between us, right? I’m sure you’ve seen someone in this room naked before,” Jackson laughed while the others were looking at each other, knowing that it was true. When you live together, you would eventually see one or the other by accident, whether you came in while they were changing or forgetting a towel for the shower. There could be many reasons why any of them had seen another naked, but it was usually by accident and not someone looking at it on purpose to check something. Therefore it might still feel a bit awkward but in the end they all agreed. They also knew that Jackson could come up with even weirder things, so it was easier to just go with this penalty. Making it too easy would also mean that someone might back out of a dare too quickly because the punishment was easier to do. That wouldn’t be effective.
“Alright. So go ahead, Jaebum. You were going to start, right?” Jackson tilted his head a bit and the leader nodded again.
“Okay, let’s start with the youngest,” he grinned a little and looked at Yugyeom who sitting right next to him. “Truth or dare?”
“Uhm, I’ll start with a truth,” he answered, not really wanting to be the first who would have to do whatever crazy things one of his hyungs came up with.
“Oh sex question!” Jackson jumped in excitedly before sitting back, wrapping an arm around Jinyoung who was sitting to his left side.
“What?” Jaebum looked at him confused before realizing what he meant. Yugyeom wanted to argue that it wasn’t Jackson’s turn but nobody really cared. “Okay, have you had sex then?”
“Well,” the youngest started, not really feeling comfortable with everyone’s eyes on him. “No,” he mumbled but everyone could hear it clearly in the silence that was filling the room. He seemed a bit embarrassed but no one was thinking about making fun of him. They simply nodded their heads, wanting to go on with the game and waiting for him to ask the next person.
“Truth or dare, Mark?” Yugyeom asked, waiting for an answer when the oldest boy chose to do a dare.
“I’m not good with coming up with dares,” the younger rubbed the back of his neck before Bambam leaned closer and whispered something into his ear, making him chuckle. “How about, you give someone a hickey on their neck?”
“I don’t think it would be good to have a hickey on your neck. It’s not that cold at the moment, so that the person could hide it with a scarf or something,” Jinyoung reminded him.
“Oh right, then maybe you can put on lipstick and just leave a really visible mark on someone’s neck,” he said, trying to make it similar at least.
“Fine;” Mark nodded and looked around. “Where do I get lipstick? And whose neck do I have to ravish?” he laughed while Bambam got up to get some lipstick from the bathroom. According to him it had already been there before, as part of their stage make up, and didn’t belong to him.
“I say you can choose whoever you want to as long as it’s not me,” Yugyeom added, sitting back satisfied because he wouldn’t be involved.
Mark put the lipstick on and looked at the other guys who had all already looked somewhere else, so he just sat up and grabbed Jackson’s neck as he was sitting right next to him. He pulled him closer with both of his hands, even when the other was still trying to pull away a bit but finally managed to get his lips on his neck. He pressed them hard against his skin, making sure to get as much lipstick on there as possible and then pulled back again with a grin.
“There you go,” he chuckled, rubbing some left over lipstick away from his lips.
“Okay, can I rub it off again now?” Jackson asked, making a face although he didn’t even seem to mind that much, so it looked more playful than serious.
“No, keep it on. It looks pretty, hyung,” Bambam laughed and the other’s agreed, making the other shake his head a bit but also giving in.
“Fine. Who’s next?” Jackson asked before Mark asked Youngjae is he chose truth or dare.
“I’ll go for a dare as well!” Youngjae said confidently, not wanting to seem like a coward although he was quite scared of what the others could come up with and make him do.
“Okay,” Mark thought about it for a moment. “Oh, I know something,” he suddenly got up, walking over to the mini fridge of the room and got something out of it in a glass before coming back to sit next to Jackson on the bed. He grinned and held out the glass for the other.
“You can put those ice cubes into your boxers and let them melt in there.”
“What?” Youngjae’s eyes widened a little.
“Go ahead,” Mark said, while the others laughed, clapping their hands at the idea. The younger boy just groaned and took the glass, letting out a sigh.
“This is horrible,” he said, shaking his head while the group just stared at him and waited for him to put the ice in there. Youngjae opened his pants a bit and looked at the ice cubes again. There were 5 of them and it would probably take a bit until they were all melted.
With another sigh, he quickly poured them into his boxers, not wanting to take too long and just get it over with but he wished he hadn’t. He wanted to scream but he just groaned loudly, wanting to jump up but Jaebum was holding him down. If he moved around too much, the ice might just drop down and get away, which they surely wanted to avoid, making it more fun.
“Jaebum, truth or dare?” Youngjae groaned, almost sounding like he was in pain as he started whining.
“I think I’ll go for a truth,” the leader laughed, surely not wanting to get such problems himself.
“Urgh,” Youngjae was clearly disappointed as he had wanted to take revenge on someone even if he it wasn’t Jaebum’s fault he was freezing. “Let’s see. Have you ever been caught masturbating by anyone?”
Jaebum froze and bit his lips, his eyes landing on Jinyoung who was staring right back at him before they quickly looked elsewhere. He swallowed and rubbed the back of his neck, feeling a bit embarrassed.
“Mhm,” the leader finally nodded his head a bit, immediately getting everyone’s attention and even Youngjae was quiet for that moment, staring at him curiously. “J-Jinyoung...did.”
There was a small gasp and everyone turned their heads over to Jinyoung right away as if asking if it was true. Jinyoung just wanted to disappear, suddenly feeling a small blush on his cheeks come up. He didn’t even know why he felt embarrassed although he wasn’t really the one in the awkward position.
“Well, yes. It was back during our JJ Project time. I just opened the door and immediately closed it again when I saw what was going on. No big deal,” he tried to play it off while the others just grinned and tried not to laugh, wondering how awkward the situation must have been afterwards.
“Okay, Bambam. Your turn!” Jaebum spoke up, hoping he could get their attention on something else.
“I’ll choose dare,” the Thai boy said, crossing his arms as he sat up and waited for his dare.
“Guys, can I change my pants, please?” Youngjae suddenly interrupted. “The ice cubes are melted but it feels really uncomfortable to sit in wet pants.”
Mark chuckled and nodded his head as he was the one who’d given him the dare. The younger boy got up immediately and looked around for something to change into. It wasn’t even his room but it wouldn’t be the first time they’d share some of their clothes.
“Hey Bambam, since you’re so in love with yourself all the time. How about, you dance in front of that mirror as if you’re trying to seduce someone, which in this case will be yourself,” Jaebum grinned as he told him his dare. Jackson and Jinyoung were giving him thumbs up, already laughing at the idea.
“Fine,” Bambam nodded, playing it off more confidently than he actually was as he got up to get in front of the mirror. He waited until Youngjae sat down again, while Yugyeom put on some music on his phone to dance to until he started. He swayed his hips and moved around, staring into the mirror as if he was seeing the hottest person on earth in there.
The other guys were laughing loudly, clapping their hands but still cheering him on at the same time. It was hilarious and definitely the right dare for this boy. Jaebum let it go on for quite a while until Jinyoung and Youngjae already had tears in their eyes, having a hard time to breathe when Bambam looked like he was about to kiss the mirror.
“Okay, okay. You can stop,” the leader said, waving him off to make him come back. “You did a good job there.”
“Thanks,” Bambam answered. Even if he tried to play if off in a cool way, it was still clear that he felt quite embarrassed but at least it was over.
“Jinyoung hyung, truth or dare?” Bambam asked, sitting down on the bed again, next to Yugyeom.
“I think I’ll prefer a truth,” Jinyoung said. He had wanted to take a dare before but now that it was his turn, he just didn’t feel like it was a good idea anymore.
“Oh, good. Tell me, have you ever fantasized about any of the guys in here? Like, in a sexual way,” the Thai boy asked, always having wondered about this since he did question his sexual preferences sometimes. The other had never admitted any of it, of course, but he had never truly denied it either.
“What?” Jinyoung stared at him. His heart had almost dropped into his pants. Bambam had asked him before if he’d ever kissed a guy or thought about it at least and he just wasn’t sure how to answer that. He never wanted to tell anyone what was really going on in his mind and now Bambam was putting him right on the spot and he knew he couldn’t lie.
Everyone else was staring at him just as curiously. The fact that he took so long to answer and didn’t say no right away, could only mean that he had actually fantasized about at least one of them. Their eyes were already wide and everyone was waiting for an answer, not even sure if they wanted to hear their names or not.
“I...I may have thought about someone before. Just kissing him, not...” Jinyoung stuttered, really not wanting to say it. It didn’t even matter what he had thought about doing with that person. The fact that he had any thoughts like that at all would probably make things awkward, which he had wanted to avoid by keeping it to himself.
“Well, tell us,” Jackson pushed him a little, really wanting to know now which one of them it would be.
“Just...” Jinyoung rubbed the back of neck nervously and sighed a little. “Mark.” He mumbled, giving the other a short glance before looking down again. After that it was quiet. Neither of them knew what to say or where to look and the silence was awkward, just like he’d expected.
“You should ask someone now,” Mark suddenly said, breaking the silence finally.
“What?” Jinyoung looked up confused and flustered, not sure what he had meant with that.
“I mean, you should ask someone if he wants a truth or a dare,” the oldest boy smiled a bit shyly.
“Oh, right,” the other nodded his head and then glared at Bambam a little. It was all his fault and he should pay for that.”Bambam, truth or dare?”
“Uhm, I think I want another dare. That seems to be easier to me,” he chuckled.
“Well, if it’s so easy for you then, get yourself hard by staring at the guy of your choice,” Jinyoung smirked, wondering if the other will think this is easy as well.
“What? No way! I’m not the one who gets turned on by any of them like you do! That’s unfair,” the Thai boy groaned.
“Well, it does not involved anything public or any after effects,” Jaebum said, reminding him of the rules although he did sound a bit sorry.
“So what’s it gonna be? Are you gonna do it or should I get you a razor?” Jinyoung asked, not showing the slightest bit of compassion.
The other guys just watched quietly, still feeling a bit awkward about the situation before and not even thinking about interfering with this, while Bambam thought about his options.
“I’ll take the razor,” the younger one said grumpily, while Jinyoung seemed more than satisfied.
“He can do that tomorrow,” Jaebum said. “It’s getting late now anyways, so maybe we should head to bed,” he suggested and the others agreed. They got up from the beds and said goodnight, some of them leaving for their room, only leaving Jackson, Bambam and Jinyoung behind who were staying in this room.
“We should play again some times,” Jackson said as he lay down on his bed, which only got him a small scoff and a grunt from the other two. “Oh come on. It was fun. I mean it’s just a game, so don’t take it too seriously.”
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Author's Note: Please tell me what you think, so that I'll know if I should continue this or not. Thank you!