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Gods, Taylor hates this.
It's been 2 months since she told Ashlyn she liked her and she can't handle it.
Ash and Tay Private Messages, Jan 16, Friday, 9:16 PM
tay:
hey ashlyn
uh
i have to tell you something
ash:
whats up?
tay:
ughhghh
idrk how to say this
ash:
your scaring me
what is it
tay:
i like you ash
like
<3
i like you
ash:
dangit
i hoped it wasnt that
tay:
?
ash:
NOT IN A BAD WAY
I SWEAR
tay:
??
in what way then
ash:
idk like
not rlly no bc i dont like you
more no bc i dont want to be dating any1 rn
tay:
“not rlly no bc i dont like you”
??
Ash and Tay Private Messages, Jan 20, Tuesday, 6:16 AM
tay:
hey um
just wanna check
is this gonna be
awkward??
idk
ash:
nah
its all good
And so Taylor is now going insane thinking about Ashlyn in bed until she falls asleep. “not no bc i dont like you”? That sentence messed her up badly. Does Ash actually like Taylor? Or is it like, “I don't like you, but that isn't the main reason”?
She can't get it out of her head. And her acting so normal about it in the phantom dimension and everywhere else? Like she doesn't know that her friend likes her? Does she even know she still likes her? Does she think Taylor got over the crush quickly? Maybe. There's so many theories she has that it's driving her insane.
When it all comes down to it, she's seriously in love with a girl who may or may not like her back and isn't going to be dating for a while. Lovely.
She really needs to stop thinking about this.