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The Girl Who Woke In Blood

Summary:

When Isabella Swan awakens, she remembers nothing—not her name, not her past, not even what she has become. All she knows is the unbearable burn clawing at her throat, the terrifying instincts surging beneath her skin, and the haunting certainty that something terrible happened to her before she opened her crimson eyes as a newborn vampire. Under the care of the Denali Coven, Bella finds herself struggling to piece herself together through scattered blips of a life that no longer feels entirely hers and the predator she is now becoming. But what unsettles her the most is the strange, instinctive pull she feels towards the coven's leader, Tanya. It is a connection Bella cannot explain, one that feels deeper than memory and one that would lead to far more dangers than either of them expect to face.

Chapter 1: Prologue

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Denali National Park and Preserve stretched across the heart of Alaska in six million acres of wild land. At its center stands Denali itself—North America’s tallest peak—its snowbound summit often veiled by shifting curtains of cloud and mist. In the high, frozen regions of the Alaskan range, remnants of small glaciers spill down from ridges into frozen rivers of blue and silver. In the lower surrounding regions, vast valleys roll outward, untouched by roads or cities. This was where most wildlife moved freely across the landscape—moose wading through marshes, grizzlies roaming, caribou migrating in quiet procession across streams.


The Alaskan wilds carried beauty that was both generous and unforgiving. Everything felt immense, unclaimed, and alive with quiet power. Time behaved differently in these parts, and it was in that suspended stillness that another presence moved, drawn by the clarity of a scent. Faint, but unmistakable.


Tanya smelled it first, a wrongness in the air. She tilted her head, her expression sharpening with instinct older than memory. Still as carved marble, she turned toward the wind sweeping down from higher ground. Her covenmates stood motionless beside her, each of them listening with an awareness that came with their millennium of living. They had been out on their usual patrol, drawn by the increase in moose sightings as the animals began their descent from higher terrain to avoid deep snow. They expected the usual scents of the wild: spruce resin, cold stone, animal musk, glacial melt.


This did not belong to any of them.


Blood.


Not the clean distant trace of a hunt but the thick, metallic saturation of something prolonged. Something violent.


The fragrance was so fragile against the immensity of the scents carried through the Denali air, but to all of them it flared like a spark in the darkness. It was a small crude reminder that for all their centuries of restraint, they knew the instinct never truly disappeared.

 

For a suspended moment, Tanya relished its sweet pull, a small familiar burn at the back of her throat before a hoarse raw scream rang out.

 

“Human,” Irina murmured a fraction of a second later.


“No,” Eleazar corrected softly, catching the layered scent beneath the blood. His eyes had gone distant, searching for the familiar hum of gifts nearby. “Human… and vampire."

 

Kate’s expression darkened, a sneer dawning on her face in disapproval. “On our land.”


Another scream tore upward, ragged and breaking.

 

Tanya didn’t wait a second longer. She ran, launching herself from the ridge, compelling the rest of her coven to follow. The serenity of the wilderness remained even as she and the others sliced through it. They moved in formation without speaking—Tanya at the center, the others fanning outward instinctively. Gravel and rocks turned to snow, not slowing them down in the slightest. Branches shattered in their wake, and boulders were nothing more than minor obstacles to vault with effortless grace. Within moments, they had closed the distance to the pulsing scent of humanity.


The clearing they arrived at looked like a storm had passed through it, snow churned to slush, pines leaned at unnatural angles, and the air stank of spilled human blood and fresh venom. At its centre they could see a young human girl lying crumpled in the snow, her dark hair matted and her clothes were torn and streaked with dirt and blood where she had clearly been dragged across the frozen ground.


From her position Tanya saw that her throat and face had been cut and sliced open, wounds shallow enough to avoid death but deep enough to prolong agony. Strands of exposed red sinew muscles stood in stark contrast to the white of the snow. Blood soaked into the frozen ground beneath her in uneven streaks, while her right arm and leg were twisted at unnatural angles, the broken limbs evidence of brutality far beyond simple hunting. Even for a vampire the sight was difficult to look at.


Above her crouched a curly copper-haired vampire, eyes a vivid, furious red. She was smiling in delight, one hand fisted into the human’s hair, jerking her head back to expose her throat more.


“You’re quieter now,” the red-haired vampire said almost conversationally in spite of the sheer violence of the situation. “You can’t even talk, that’s disappointing. I was expecting more, you know?”


Despite the damage done to her Tanya watched as the human girl’s lips parted to speak. Though nothing but a wet gurgle was produced the girl’s eyes held steady, meeting the red-eyed vampire's gaze with something startlingly fierce as if to say, “You are not as scary as you think.”


The blonde vampire blinked in surprise. Any ordinary human, when faced with a vampire’s cruelty, would have been hysterical by now. Fear shattered them long before death ever arrived. They cried and begged desperately to bargain for a few more moments of life. But this girl did none of those things. Instead, she lifted her chin in unmistakable defiance.


She felt a strange tightening in her chest. This human girl who was wounded, voiceless, and outmatched in every possible way still refused to give the red-eyed vampire what she wanted. No pleading. No surrender. Just quiet, unyielding resistance. A sharp, cold sense of injustice flared through her prompting her to move.


That is enough," she said as she stepped into the clearing, her voice calm but edged with authority.


The red-haired vampire did not startle. She merely sighed before looking down at her human victim in feigned disappointment.


“Now look at what you’ve done,” she tutted. “We have an audience.”


“You’re trespassing,” Irina said flatly beside Tanya.


The stranger considered that, her crimson gaze flicked over them assessingly.


"Am I?" she replied lightly. "I thought Alaska was large enough for everyone. You Denali's are usually more hospitable, or so I've heard."


Carmen’s eyes dropped to the human girl, horror softening her features. “You’re not feeding.”


"No," the red-haired vampire agreed.


They watched as the outsider dragged her nails lazily down the girl’s arm, reopening wounds that had barely begun to clot. The human grunted in pain again and the other vampire inhaled slowly, theatrically, as if savouring the scent of terror.


Kate’s lip curled. "That's unnecessary."


“Unnecessary?” the redhead echoed, her eyes sharpening.


“She is defenceless,” Carmen said, unable to mask her disapproval. “There is no need for cruelty.”


The stranger scoffed at this. “Oh, I do love moralists.”


She leaned close to the human girl’s ear smacking her cheeks to keep the human girl’s eyes from closing, clearly battling to keep awake.


“Did you hear that, Isabella?” she whispered in mocking amusement. “They think I’m being cruel.”


Tanya’s face hardened to something dangerous. “You mistake cruelty for strength. I will say this again one last time, you are on our territory,” she said, each word precise. “We do not permit this. Let her go.”


The redhead’s expression shifted, irritation threading through her amusement.


“And if I refuse?"


Kate stepped forward without hesitation. "Then you leave in pieces."


There was a pause, tension bleeding through the clearing as winds slid through the trees. The red-haired vampire looked down at the newly named Isabella again, fingers tightening in her hair.


"You don’t even know who this human is,” she growled with a sharp fury.


"Nor do we care," Tanya replied.


The simplicity of the answer seemed to strike the stranger like a blow. Rage flickered across the redhead’s face, a low, volatile energy rippling off her. Tanya watched as she rose slowly, releasing Isabella, and turned fully toward them.


“You will never understand,” she said sharply. “Do you know what she has caused? What she has done.”


The redhead let out a short, bitter laugh.


"No,” she continued. “I will have my justice.”


The tension in the clearing snapped like a drawn wire.


Tanya felt it before she saw it, the shift in the other vampire's posture, the subtle look of finality that came just before a decision was made. The red-haired vampire was no longer toying with her prey. She had decided that Isabella was about to become a corpse.


Tanya's breath caught, not from fear but from the sharp, instinctive rejection of what she was about to witness. In the short time she had observed Isabella, she had seen something rare: resilience, defiance, a quiet strength that refused to yield even when broken. She decided then that such a remarkable human could not be extinguished as a pawn in someone else's cruelty.


The redhead moved.


So did Tanya.


The moment the other vampire lunged, hand reaching for Isabella’s throat with lethal precision, Tanya was already there. She slammed into her mid-strike, the force of the impact hurling the redhead sideways across the frozen ground.


"Don’t touch her!"


The words came out sharp and protective in a way that went beyond authority.


The other vampire twisted, recovering instantly, fury igniting her crimson gaze.


"She's nothing to you!" she hissed.


Tanya didn't hesitate.


"She is now."


She stepped forward, placing herself between predator and prey.


Behind her, Isabella gave a faint, broken inhale, barely conscious, her body still struggling to respond. The sound calmed her completely, the sound meant she was still alive. She shifted back at once, one hand already reaching and shielding the girl behind her.


Claiming.


The redhead stilled, watching and waiting. Her head tilted slightly, eyes narrowing as she studied Tanya anew. There was clear confusion in her eyes at why the blonde leader even cared about this human.


"Move," she commanded, her voice low with irritation.


"No."


The refusal was absolute.


The stranger’s gaze flickered—Tanya, the others, then always back to Isabella, who barely stirred beneath the weight of pain and exhaustion. Calculation sharpened her expression once again. Then, she moved, a streak of red and pale death slicing through the space between them.


Tanya had begun to brace but the red-haired vampire never made contact.


Gold collided with red.


Irina.


The impact echoed like thunder as both vampires crashed through a cluster of trees. Wood splintered, branches snapped, and the earth itself seemed to shudder beneath the force.


Tanya didn't engage.


She had already dropped to her knees beside Isabella.


Gently, far more gently than her earlier force, she lifted the girl into her arms. Isabella's body was limp with exhaustion, her breathing shallow and uneven, her pulse racing erratically beneath fragile skin. Up close, the damage was worse. Tanya's jaw tightened.


“You’re alright,” she murmured softly, though she knew Isabella might not hear her. “I’ve got you now.”


Isabella's eyes fluttered, unfocused but she didn't resist.


"She's very injured," Carmen joined with quiet urgency beside Tanya. She brushed Isabella's dark hair back from her face, her golden eyes shimmered with sorrow.


Isabella’s lips parted slightly, a faint, broken sound escaping her ruined throat. Her chest rose weakly beneath Carmen’s steadying hands.


Tanya felt it then.


The rhythm of Isabella's life starting to fade.


"She's slipping," Tanya said, her voice low.


Carmen didn't look up immediately. Her hands remained gentle, steady, as though she could anchor Isabella to the world through sheer presence alone.


“I know,” Carmen said softly.


Eleazar approached slowly, his gaze taking in the scene—the tension in Tanya’s posture, the fragile stillness of Isabella’s body, and finally, Carmen. His gaze then moved, tracking the fight in the distance, sharp and intent, following the impossible rhythm of the red-haired vampires evasion as another distant crash rang out


In front of them, the stranger tore free from Irina's hard grip on her shoulders before lashing out with a kick right into the blonde's trunk, hissing violently. Irina flew backward from the force as the stranger pivoted away, only to meet another vampire’s attack.


Kate.


Without missing a beat snow exploded just as Kate’s hand sliced through the air where the red-haired vampire should have been earlier.

There was annoyance that came off the other vampire as she repositioned herself away from the two sisters. Her crimson eyes burned wildly before suddenly becoming eerily calm. Focused as if withdrawn and waiting.


Taking advantage of the seemingly moment of distraction, Irina came in from the side, low and brutal, aiming to take out the other vampire's leg. The redhead vaulted cleanly over her with a sudden improved liquid grace, landing several feet away without so much as disturbing the ground beneath her feet.


Kate skidded across the snow, jaw tight, eyes blazing.


"Hold still," she hissed.


The other vampire laughed in a bright, musical sound that didn’t match the violence of the moment.


"I don't think I will."


Kate lunged again—feint, shift, strike—her movements were fluid and razor sharp, precision honed through centuries of combat and countless battles. Snow scattered beneath her feet as she drove forward with lethal speed, her hand arcing toward the stranger’s throat. She only needed contact. The briefest brush of skin or a single graze and her power would send the outsider convulsing violently to her knees. But the redhead moved like smoke through her grasps. One instant she stood directly in Kate’s path, crimson eyes fixed on her with unnerving focus. The next, she blurred sideways with impossible speed, vanishing before impact could land. Cold air rushed through the empty space where she had been. Then she reappeared behind Kate in the same breath.


Too fast.


Irina rotated her body instantly from the other side of the redhead, slamming a fist toward the stranger's temple. Nothing. The redhead bent impossibly, her body arching like something boneless avoiding Irina’s counter without missing a beat.


"She's playing with us," Irina snarled, fury breaking through her control.


“She’s not even trying to fight,” Kate snapped, frustration sharpening her voice. “She’s just avoiding it.”


Tanya barely heard anything. The forest, the threat. Everything had dimmed, fading into the background into meaningless noise. There was only the girl in her arms.


Isabella’s skin was growing colder. Not the still, perfect cold of immortality, but the wrong kind. The kind that came before the end.


There was too much damage.

 

Human.

 

Fragile.

 

Dying.

 

Tanya exhaled slowly, though she did not need the breath.

 

Carmen’s hands stilled for just a moment, as though she had reached the same conclusion. Then she spoke quietly.

 

"Tanya..."

 

Tanya’s eyes snapped to look at her.


Her dark eyes held her-gently, but certain.


"She won't survive this," Carmen said.


The words settled heavily between them.


Tanya knew that. She had known the moment she felt Isabella’s pulse falter beneath her fingers already slipping toward nothing.

Carmen continued, her voice soft but unwavering. "You have to change her."


For a moment, everything seemed to still. Even the distant sounds of Kate and Irina keeping the unknown vampire at bay faded into the background.


Tanya looked down at Isabella again. At the fragile rise and fall of her chest. At the cuts and bruises marring her skin, the clear and unmistakable evidence of suffering. 


And then the weight of the decision settled in.


To change her would mean more than saving her life. It would mean bringing a newborn into their coven. A force of chaos and hunger. Newborns were strength without control. It would alter everything they had so far built—their dynamic, their secrecy, their carefully maintained way of life. Their coven had rules that were unspoken but ironbound. They did not create without thought. They did not change lives so irrevocably on instinct alone. They all understood the magnitude of the decision. To turn a human was to bind them forever to their world of hunger and eternity.


And Isabella...Isabella had not chosen this.


But neither had she chosen to die.


Tanya’s gaze flickered briefly toward the edge of the clearing, where her sisters fought to keep the redhead away, before shifting to Carmen beside her and Eleazar lingering over the two of them.


Her family. Her responsibility. Their future.


Then back to Isabella.


Tanya felt the choice settle into place, not as a question, but as something inevitable.


Carmen watched her quietly.


“You don’t have to carry it alone,” Carmen said softly.


Tanya met her gaze again.


There was no hesitation in Carmen's expression. No fear and no doubt.


Only trust.


Beside Carmen, Eleazar nodded in solemn agreement. "Whatever you decide."


A small sense of relief washed over Tanya. Eleazar and Carmen would stand with her, whatever she chose. Her sisters choosing to fight and defend her and the human she had chosen to save made their stance just as clear as well. That knowledge alone, more than anything, steadied her.


Tanya reached out, brushing her fingers lightly against Isabella's cold cheek.


The girl didn't react. There wasn't time.


Tanya’s voice, when she spoke, was quiet but certain.


“We save her.”


Carmen nodded immediately, without question. "Then we save her," she echoed.


Tanya leaned over Isabella, one hand cradling the back of her neck, the other pressing lightly against her shoulder, as if she could hold her together just a moment longer.


“I’m sorry,” she whispered.


Then she lowered her head. Her teeth pierced through skin in a single, decisive motion. The taste hit her tongue instantly. 


Isabella's body jolted. A sharp, involuntary gasp tore from her throat but it was cut short as Tanya held her there, steady, unyielding. Venom flowed immediately, flooding into the wound, burning its way through Isabella, replacing what was being lost.


Tanya pulled back only slightly, just enough to give Isabella some breathing room and assess before leaning down to bite again, this time, deeper into Isabella's chest. Bone resisted for only a heartbeat before giving way, ensuring the venom spread faster and stronger.


Isabella’s reaction was immediate. Her back arched off the vampire with a force that would have shattered a human spine. A gurgled scream clawed its way up her throat, torn apart by damage that hadn’t yet healed. Every muscle in her body seized at once, locking, trembling, and writhing beneath Tanya’s grip.


Carmen pressed a steadying hand near Tanya's shoulder. "That should be enough," she said urgently. "The change will begin."


For a fleeting moment instinct rose. The hunger urging Tanya to take, to drink and lose herself in the taste she had denied for so long. But as she looked towards the dying girl in her arms the instinctual hunger shattered.


Isabella was young, far younger than she had expected. She couldn’t help but notice even with the venom burning through her veins and the wounds left by the red-haired vampire darkening her skin, Isabella's features were striking in a soft, understated way—delicate cheekbones, a pale face framed by dark hair, and a stubborn set to her brow even while in the throes of pain. Beneath the bruises and blood, Tanya could see that the girl was pretty, the kind of beauty that would sharpen into something luminous once the change finished and the venom perfected what nature had begun.


Isabella’s torn garments caught Tanya’s eye next. The fabric worn was thin, ripped and dirt-streaked, utterly unsuited for the brutal and biting cold of the Alaskan wilderness. From that alone she could tell the obvious truth: Isabella had been taken from somewhere else, somewhere warmer, and brought here by force. To be broken before death at the hands of cruelty.


Tanya felt a quiet weight settle on her shoulders. The girl had been turned by her, whether she wanted to or not. That truth alone carried responsibility. Isabella had entered this wilderness as a helpless human and would rise from it as a newborn vampire. Whatever Isabella became after the fire of venom faded, Tanya knew she and her coven would have a duty to guide her through those first dangerous days of immortality.


As Isabella’s body violently jerked as the venom spread, a broken cry tore from her damaged throat once again. Tanya expected the screaming to continue, as it always did during the change, but suddenly the sound cut off. Isabella’s body still trembled violently with the burning transformation, yet the clearing fell abruptly silent.


Tanya looked down in surprise, golden eyes widening as she watched the girl endure the same unbearable agony without another sound. The abrupt silence startled her more than the screams itself had; in centuries of witnessing transformations, she had never seen a human simply stop crying out while the venom still raged. She knew that better than most.


She remembered the stone chamber vividly. The smell of venom had hung thick in the air, coppery and sharp, and the cries had echoed endlessly against the cold walls.


Kate had been the loudest.


The venom had torn through her like wildfire, every nerve set ablaze. Kate had screamed until her voice fractured, her body writhing violently against the stone floor as the fire consumed her human heart. The sound had been unbearable even for Tanya, whose own transformation had long since ended. Each cry felt like a blade against immortal ears.


Irina had been no quieter.


Her anguish had come in gasping sobs, broken pleas between waves of pain. She had begged for the agony to stop, her fingers clawing helplessly at the ground as the venom rewrote every fragile human cell within her body.


Even sweet Carmen who was so gentle in life, as she was told, had cried out through her change, voice hoarse from hours of torment. The venom spared no one.


This however was different.


The transformation continued beneath pale skin, Tanya could see the spiderweb of dark venom working in faint, rippling pulses now reaching Isabella's throat and wrists.


But she did not scream. She did not even cry out anymore.


"She hasn't made another sound," Carmen said quietly.


Tanya nodded. "I know."


Carmen watched Isabella for several long moments as another violent tremor passed through the girl's body, muscles locking as another wave of agony surged through her.


“That shouldn’t be possible,” she murmured.


But Tanya was beginning to understand just who Isabella was.


Even in the midst of the most excruciating transformation imaginable, Isabella was not fighting the pain in the way others did. She was not thrashing against it, not losing herself to it. She was containing it. Controlling it. The difference was subtle but undeniable. Many fractured under the venom. Their minds splintered as their bodies burned, instinct overriding everything else. They became nothing but reactions of pain, fear, hunger. But Isabella was enduring it.


Something akin to awe stirred in Tanya’s chest. She imagined the moment Isabella’s crimson eyes would open, hunger would come, of course. That was unavoidable. But perhaps, just perhaps, this newborn would awaken with more control than most.


"Do riti!"


Tanya's head snapped up just in time to see Kate dart toward the red-haired vampire. She recognized the tactic immediately, something she had experienced with Kate in their many moments of sparring practice. Kate was deliberately slowing her movements just enough to bait the redhead into striking.


And just like clockwork she did. She moved toward Kate this time with a swift strike like a hawk.


Kate smiled grimly and snapped her hand forward. Their skin almost touched.


Almost.


Kate landed in a crouch, frustrated. “I can’t get close enough.”


Irina circled, snow crunching sharply beneath her deliberate steps. "She's predicting."


Tanya frowned at this, unease stirring deep within her. Something was wrong. The red-haired vampire moved unlike any opponent she had faced. Not purely on instinct, nor with the disciplined precision of fighting skills. There was something almost unnatural in the way she evaded attacks, as though she anticipated them before they happened. Her sisters, especially Kate, should have had little difficulty overwhelming a lone vampire. And yet the stranger continued slipping through their attacks with alarming ease, forcing even Kate and Irina to fight harder than they should have needed to.


She turned her head slightly. "Eleazar."


Eleazar nodded once in understanding before closing his eyes for a fraction of a second to reach out. His gift extended outward like a net, brushing over the red-haired stranger’s aura. He stilled.


"How curious," he murmured. He opened his gaze, thoughtful. "No it's not foresight. It's evasion."


Kate snarled and launched again, this time abandoning precision for speed. She aimed to grab, tackle, and force contact.


The stranger weaved through the assault, ducking and spinning around grasping hands. She reappeared yards away again, never committing to an attack.


Eleazar watched intently.


"She anticipates physical threat vectors," he said. "Not just movement. Intention."


Tanya's eyes narrowed. "A defensive gift."


"Yes," Eleazar agreed. "An instinctual evasion. She senses imminent harm and slips it."


Isabella's back suddenly bowed upward with a crack like snapping timber interrupting Tanya and Eleazar mid-conversation.


Carmen flinched. "Her spine-"


“Healing,” Eleazar glanced down at Isabella, his voice tight.


They all heard it.


The sound of bones breaking and reforming. It was grotesque in its rhythm. It was destruction and restoration happening simultaneously.


The venom reached Isabella's arm and leg that twisted unnaturally at her side, broken earlier in perhaps more places than one.There was a sickening grind beneath skin, then a clean, decisive snap as the fractures sealed. Her torn throat sealed next. The ragged gashes the red-haired vampire had reopened again and again melted into smooth marble skin, the venom knitting flesh together flawlessly, erasing every mark of cruelty.


The transformation was merciless in its precision.


Carmen grimaced. "It's resetting her."


“Yes,” Eleazar confirmed. “Correcting damage as it spreads.”


Isabella’s face twisted in agony. Her teeth clenched so hard a human jaw would have fractured but, even that damage was being undone as quickly as it occurred. Bruises faded as they formed. Only the blood on her clothes testified to what had been done.


Her heartbeat thundered erratically now, too fast, too forceful. Her fingers clawed at the snow. Frost shattered beneath her grip as if it were thin glass. Still, she refused to make a sound.


Tanya made a decision. She needed the unknown vampire far away from the fragile girl.


"Kate. Irina. Drive her back."


They didn’t argue.


Kate shifted tactics, abandoning the goal of contact. Instead, she attacked in relentless waves that were fast and precise. Her strikes forced the redhead to keep moving, keep dodging, never settling long enough to advance toward Isabella again. Irina mirrored her sister perfectly, her fighting style more brutal and direct, each sharp blow designed not to land cleanly but to drive the stranger backward and corral her away from the center of the clearing.


The redhead's amusement began to thin as the rhythm of the fight changed against her. Her crimson eyes flicked past the sister once more toward Isabella, who was now firmly protected in Tanya’s arms. A sharp look of calculation crossed her face as she rapidly assessed the situation, the playful cruelty in her expression harding into a cold decision. Then, without warning, she leapt backward, creating a wide distance between herself and the coven of five.


"This isn't over," she said, coldly.


The redhead gave one final, measuring look at the Denali’s and then she retreated, vanishing into the trees in a streak of copper fire, scent fading fast.


Silence fell and only Isabella's ragged breathing and frantic heartbeat remained.


Kate straightened slowly, eyes blazing. “I hate evasive fighters.”


Irina brushed snow from her sleeve, jaw tight. "Agreed."


Tanya’s hands adjusted to hold Isabella closer as another wave of transformation wracked her body. The girl’s head rested against her shoulder, fragile human warmth stark against the cool of Tanya’s marble skin. Each tremor that passed through Isabella seemed to pull her closer on pure instinct alone. For the first time in a very long while, Tanya felt something dangerously close to possessiveness coil deep within her chest. It did not feel like responsibility nor territorial obligation. It felt more primal than that, like an instinctive and deeply personal need to protect the broken girl trembling in her arms from anything else that might try to harm her.


"Hey," Kate said quietly, stepping closer in a placating manner. "She's safe."


Tanya nodded, though her gaze never left Isabella.


"She will be," Tanya replied.


Because she would make sure of it.