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October 1985
The drive back to Hayvenhurst had been quieter than usual.
Long days full of meetings discussing the new album usually left Michael feeling like that afterward. His mind became so crowded with melodies, rhythms, unfinished lyrics, and half-formed ideas that holding a conversation felt almost impossible because every spare corner of his attention was already occupied.
Bill seemed to understand immediately and didn't push for a conversation while steering the car through the streets toward Encino. He occasionally glanced over only to find Michael staring absently through the window, one hand tapping softly against his knee to a rhythm that existed only inside his own head.
By the time the gates of Hayvenhurst finally appeared, Michael had already forgotten three separate ideas he desperately wanted to remember later.
It irritated him every single time.
Some melodies arrived and they were almost fully formed as if somebody whispered them directly into his ear. Others came only briefly before disappearing again, and the thought that they had been good frustrated him. Maybe they had even been great.
And if he didn't get to a piano and his notepads soon, the newest idea would probably slip away too.
The second Bill parked near the house, Michael was already reaching for the door handle.
"You're gonna work, aren't you?" Bill asked knowingly.
Michael paused halfway out of the car. "I have to."
Bill snorted. "That's what you said yesterday."
"And I was right yesterday too," Michael said cheekily.
Bill smiled reluctantly. "Go eat something first, Joker."
Michael immediately pointed toward him. "That's exactly what my mother says."
"Maybe she's onto something."
Michael shook his head before climbing out of the car.
The house had already gone quiet by the time he stepped inside. Lights glowed warmly through different rooms and the voices of his brothers drifted from somewhere within the house. The house still smelled like the dinner his family had earlier even though they'd probably eaten hours ago.
He made his way to the kitchen and walked out with a bowl of vanilla ice cream a few minutes later, taking small spoonfuls while continuing toward the studio.
His thoughts went back to the meeting earlier immediately. The hours spent sitting in a room with executives discussing the next album and the direction they envisioned, the sound they wanted, the expectations that came following Thriller.
That was the problem, really. Thriller hadn't just been a success. It had become something else entirely because it became something that nobody before him ever achieved.
But now nobody was interested in another good album because good wasn't enough anymore. They wanted something impossible, something bigger, a phenomenon that could somehow surpass the one that came before it.
Executives wanted it. The label wanted it. The media wanted it. And most frustratingly of all, Michael wanted it too. The thought followed him all the way into the studio.
When he arrived, he took a look around the cluttered room.
Sheets of music were scattered across every surface. In the corner of the keyboard there were notebooks full of unfinished lyrics, and somewhere underneath all of it, there was probably a cassette tape or two. Several jackets had been abandoned across chairs days ago and nobody had bothered to move them.
And waiting near the desk sat the weekly mail collection. Michael smiled immediately.
The fan mail alone filled an enormous sack, and beside it there was a tall pile of official correspondence that somebody had taken the time to organize neatly into folders: contracts, business proposals, legal documents, invitations, the usual mail that came with being the most famous person on the planet.
And next to those sat a stack of magazines gathered throughout the week by the staff whenever his name appeared inside one.
He sighed dramatically. "Work before work."
Even though his manager Frank and his lawyer John handled most of the things that landed on his desk, Michael still liked going through everything himself first. It took longer that way, but he liked knowing what required his attention and what could just be passed to somebody else.
Putting the ice cream down carefully, Michael sat on the chair behind the desk and pulled the official letters closer first, because those were always the least enjoyable.
Most of them just required some signatures or approvals and the others contained so much legal language that halfway through reading them Michael's brain stopped understanding any words.
After twenty minutes he had created three separate piles.
One pile for things that needed immediate attention, one pile for things he would ignore, and a much larger pile for John.
"John can deal with that."
The folder joined the growing stack.
"John can definitely deal with that."
And another one.
By the time he reached the end, he was mentally drained.
The magazines looked much more interesting. Michael pushed the letters aside and reached for the first one.
The cover alone made him laugh.
TEN THINGS MICHAEL JACKSON DOESN'T WANT YOU TO KNOW.
"Neither do you," he muttered.
Inside, the article somehow claimed that he slept with a notebook beside his bed in case melodies arrived during the night, that he carried candy in the pockets of every jacket he owned, hated being photographed even though he is one of the most photographed people on earth, and had once spent an entire afternoon arguing with a studio executive about the art of cartoon characters.
Michael laughed quietly to himself.
The next magazine was even more ridiculous.
A girls' magazine with bright colors and heart-shaped graphics. And a giant headline:
MICHAEL JACKSON IS SINGLE AGAIN: ARE YOU HIS TYPE?
Michael almost choked on his ice cream while reading through the article, which informed him with great confidence that he preferred kind and intelligent women with beautiful smiles and an appreciation for music. He had to take a moment to think about that. That description probably applied to every man currently breathing on the planet, which was more or less how horoscopes worked too… vague enough to feel personal, but at the same time meaning nothing at all.
One paragraph boldly claimed he would probably fall in love with any girl who could bake cookies.
"Where do they get this stuff?"
The claims were ridiculous, but he still smiled to himself. Some articles were harmless and even funny. It was all part of being famous.
He turned another page, and then another. His smile slowly disappeared.
The photograph caught his attention first.
A familiar, beautiful face of a woman he had once genuinely liked. A woman he hadn't spoken to in months.
For a few seconds he simply stared at the article without reading it. Then his eyes slowly moved downward.
The interview began innocently, with the usual questions about fame and Hollywood, the kind of surface-level questions that always filled these magazines. Then came a section highlighted in bold, the one the editors had clearly decided was the reason anybody would pick up the issue in the first place.
Michael felt something sink inside his stomach as he continued reading. She described him as sweet, gentle, and kind.
Then she spoke about things that should never have been told to anyone except the two of them.
Private things.
Really private things.
She talked about how their relationship had never become physical and how he never seemed comfortble with intimacy. How he was emotionally distant with her even while trying not to be and how she often felt shut out.
Michael stared at the page long after he finished reading. The melody that was stuck in his head since the car ride had faded out.
The article itself wasn't cruel, but that somehow made it worse, because it wasn't really a lie.
That was what hurt the most.
It wasn't because people knew about those private things now. He was used to people knowing things that were private to him. it was more the fact that she had told them... Because something vulnerable had been handed over so casually to strangers who would never understand it, without Michael's consent.
His eyes drifted toward the dark studio window. Outside, Hayvenhurst seemed peaceful, but inside, his memories surfaced one after another despite his efforts to stop them.
It wasn't just her, either. There was a singer before her, and an actress before that, and a socialite whose name he didn't let himself think about anymore. All different women and different relationships with different circumstances, and yet somehow they always arrived at the same ending no matter how sure he had been that this time would be different.
Because Michael loved beautiful women, he had always loved them. He loved the flirting and the laughter and that special electricity in the early days of something new, when everything still felt light and nothing had gone wrong yet. The beginning was always the most wonderful and easy part.
But eventually the moment came when somebody wanted more than conversations and quick kisses from him.
They wanted access beyond Michael Jackson. They wanted access to Michael.
And every single time he found himself standing in front of an invisible wall he couldn't climb.
Trust was such a simple thing for other people, but for him it felt almost impossible.
Years of a difficult childhood had taught him lessons he still carried everywhere whether he wanted to or not. He had started working long before any child should have been working, spent years living under Joseph's temper and impossible expectations, and learned that mistakes carried consequences and that vulnerability was something he could never show. It was buried so deeply inside him that it became part of how he saw the world.
Work came first. Always.
The stage came first. Always.
Success came first. Always.
Long before he understood what any of it meant.
And somewhere along the way he learned another lesson too.
People could love what you did, love what you gave them, love what you represented on a stage or a screen or a magazine cover. But trusting someone enough to hand them the ugliest and most fragile parts of yourself was a completely different thing, and it had never felt harder than it did now, because the years after Thriller had turned him from a famous person into something beyond anything else.
The bigger he became, the more impossible it was to believe that anyone wanted him alone. There was always the lingering thought in his head that they wanted everything that came attached to his name instead. Money, access, connections, fame, or simply a good story, a headline that would look nice above a photograph.
And every year it became more difficult to separate genuine affection from everything else.
But still, despite all of it, despite the articles and every relationship that had ended the same way, Michael never stopped trying, which was probably the most ridiculous part about him, if he was being honest with himself. He kept believing anyway, kept hoping, kept letting himself fall for beautiful women with kind voices and the excitement of possibilites that came at the beginning of something new, long before reality had a chance to catch up.
Because somewhere under all the doubt and all the loneliness, he was still convinced that eventually there had to be somebody out there worth trusting. Somebody who wouldn't turn his vulnerabilities into a magazine article. Somebody who would keep them and him safe.
For a long moment he continued staring at the page before quietly closing the magazine.
The melodies he'd been so desperate to keep earlier were still somewhere inside his head, but they suddenly felt much more distant than before.
–
"Cut!"
The director's voice immediately echoed across the set, followed by the burst of activity that always came after the end of a take.
Lighting technicians adjusted their equipment, makeup artists appeared out of nowhere to touch-up, and production assistants hurried between different corners of the set carrying clipboards and cups of coffee.
Across from you, your co-star relaxed immediately as well, the charming smile he had worn during the take disappearing now that the scene was over. On-screen he played the perfect romantic, handsome lead, charismatic and endlessly devoted to the woman he loved and off-screen he was actually pleasant enough. He was friendly and respectful from what three months of filming together showed.
You stepped away from the set and made your way toward the monitors where the director already stood reviewing the footage.
"How was it?" you asked.
The director looked up quickly before giving you an approving smile.
"Beautiful."
You waited, but the silence continued.
"Anything I should adjust?" you asked after a moment. "Maybe slower on the confession? I was trying to make her seem more hesitant this time."
The director barely glanced back at you, his eyes still on the monitor.
"No, no. It looked great."
Again, you waited for more, but nothing came. No discussion about motivation or about emotions. No thoughts about whether your character's grief, hope and fear had come across well. Only "It looked great."
You nodded politely anyway.
Years of working in Hollywood had taught you how to recognize the difference between real feedback and compliments disguised as feedback. And this was clearly in the second category.
The director pointed toward the monitor. "The lighting really catches your eyes in this scene."
You forced a smile. "Thanks."
"And that close-up is fantastic."
You smiled again, and thanked him again.
None of his comments had anything to do with your performance.
Before you could stop yourself, you decided to try one more thing.
"Actually, I wanted to ask you something."
The director looked up and you became slightly nervous.
"I heard Robert Hastings is casting his new drama next year."
His eyebrows lifted slightly in surprise. Robert Hastings was one of the most respected dramatic directors working in Hollywood.
The kind of director whose films won awards and whose actors received Oscar nominations. The kind of director you dreamed about working with.
"I've been following the project for months," you continued. "If you happen to speak to him, I'd really appreciate an introduction. I'd love the chance to audition."
For a second, the director simply looked at you. Then he smiled. It wasn't a dismissive smile, it was worse... It was patronizing.
"Oh, sweetheart."
You hated that word immediately.
"That's a pretty heavy project."
You felt something inside your chest sink slightly. "I know."
"It's not really your type of film."
Your smile remained perfectly professional. "That's exactly why I'd like to audition."
The director chuckled softly as if you had made an adorable joke. "Trust me. You're doing just fine where you are."
Before you could respond, another voice interrupted your conversation. Your co-star had approached the monitors and the director's entire attention shifted immediately.
"There he is!"
The difference was ridiculous. One second you barely existed to him. and in the next, the director was enthusiastically discussing your co-star's performance.
"That scene was excellent," he said, pointing toward the monitor. "The hesitation before the kiss? That's exactly what I was looking for."
Your co-star nodded. "I thought maybe less confidence would make him more believable."
"Absolutely."
The director leaned forward. "And your emotional timing was fantastic."
For a while they continued discussing acting. Actual acting, character motivation, subtext and performance choices...
The exact conversation you had hoped to have only minutes earlier, but nobody invited you back into it.
Eventually you excused yourself quietly. The two men didn't seem to notice.
You felt so exhausted on your walk back to your trailer. The afternoon sun had begun settling lower across the lot, covering everything in warm gold light. Somewhere nearby another crew was filming a different scene while extras wandered between soundstages carrying costumes.
Hollywood. The city of dreams. Or at least that was what everybody liked to call it.
You climbed into your trailer and closed the door behind you.
The silence hit immediately.
For a few moments you just stood there. Then you reached for the cigarette pack sitting beside your script.
A few minutes later, smoke drifted slowly through the small open window while you sat in the chair near the vanity mirror.
You stared out toward the lot and thought about the industry that had given you everything you were supposed to want. Success, money, magazine covers, sold-out theaters, fans who waited outside premieres for hours just to catch a glimpse of you as you walked past.
The public adored you, journalists had somehow all decided to call you America's Sweetheart, and studios fought over your availability constantly. It would have been flattering if it didn't come with so many assumptions about what you were and weren't capable of.
Every romantic film you touched seemed destined to become a success. But still the frustration remained.
Because every time you thought you were finally moving forward, somebody reminded you exactly where they believed you belonged.
Romance, pretty dresses, beautiful close-ups, handsome co-stars, smiles, kisses, happy endings.
Nobody seemed interested in what existed beyond that image. Or if you were capable of carrying something heavier or uglier... Or something that didn't get resolved in the final twenty minutes with a happy end.
You wanted characters that hurt and failed, that left audiences genuinely changed rather than simply satisfied. You wanted to make films that stayed with people long after they left the theater, and that made them think and feel and question things they had never thought to question before.
What you wanted was to create something that actually mattered, and the gap between achieving that and where you currently stood felt wider than ever right now, after every time somebody complimented your close-ups instead of your performance.
And maybe someday you wanted to stand on a stage holding a golden statue at the Oscars in your hands knowing you had earned it through more than just looking good in a film.
The cigarette burned slowly between your fingers. You exhaled a long stream of smoke before crushing the cigarette into the ashtray beside you.
How the hell were you ever supposed to break out of this?
You leaned your head back against the chair until you were staring at the trailer ceiling. With a long, dramatic sigh, you closed your eyes.
And for a moment, you allowed yourself to imagine a different future.
–
November 1985
The charity gala was held in a large ballroom of a luxury hotel in downtown Los Angeles.
Round tables filled most of the room under big crystal chandeliers, while waiters moved between guests carrying trays of drinks and appetizers. The stage at the front had photographs of children benefiting from the foundation's programs. Michael genuinely appreciated the event tonight, because unlike many industry functions, people actually seemed interested in the cause itself rather than simply being photographed attending it.
Michael stood near the entrance for a moment, taking in the room automatically the way he always did whenever he entered crowded spaces.
Actors, musicians, producers, and various other famous people filled the ballroom. Most faces were familiar to Michael, either from previous events or from just existing in the same industry long enough that everybody eventually learned everybody else's names.
His eyes drifted lazily across the room until they landed on you. He recognized you immediately.
He didn't know you personally, but avoiding your face in Hollywood had become nearly impossible over the past years.
Your latest movie posters were plastered across billboards for months and magazines wanted to place you on every cover available, and almost every interviewer in America kept asking whether the country's most beloved romantic leading lady had finally found herself a boyfriend.
You stood near one of the larger tables speaking with an older woman involved with the charity. You were dressed in an elegant evening gown that appeared glamorous without feeling over the top. The simple jewelry you wore complemented your dress well. And your smile came easily during the conversation, though Michael noticed you spent more time listening than speaking.
A photographer approached and you allowed a few pictures, then immediately redirected your attention back toward the charity representative as if the cameras had never appeared at all.
Michael found himself watching for another moment before somebody called his name from across the room.
The evening progressed naturally. Speeches, introductions, conversations.
At some point, guests began making donations to the foundation publicly and each contribution was announced by the event organizers before being added to the total displayed on a large board near the stage.
Michael contributed without much thought. Charity had always been one of the few things fame allowed him to do that genuinely felt worthwhile, and helping children was a cause that was especially close to his heart.
The audience applauded after his donation was announced. More contributions followed afterward and then your name appeared.
Michael's attention lifted automatically because the amount surprised him.
A wave of impressed murmurs spread through the ballroom as Michael glanced toward you instinctively.
You looked a little embarrassed by the attention. The organizer thanked you publicly.
You smiled politely, then immediately lowered your gaze toward the table as if you were hoping the spotlight would move somewhere else.
For some reason, that detail stayed with him.
Later in the evening, seating arrangements eventually placed both of you near one another, close enough that conversation became inevitable.
Michael turned slightly toward you. "That was a very generous donation."
You looked up from your glass. For a short moment your expression seemed surprised that he had spoken to you.
Then you smiled politely. "Thank you."
Your voice was warm and pleasant. Exactly what he expected.
"I mean it," Michael continued. "A lot of people come to these things for publicity, but your donation seemed genuine."
The smile softened slightly. "That's nice of you to say."
Michael waited. Something about the interaction felt kind of incomplete. Most conversations tended to flow naturally after introductions.
Especially with women.
Instead, you simply looked at him expectantly, as if you were waiting to see whether he had anything else to add.
He smiled. "You know, I think you've probably helped raise the average attractiveness of this entire fundraiser by yourself."
He gave compliments like these easily, especially to beautiful women, they came naturally to him and they usually earned laughter in return, or at least amusement.
You did laugh softly, but it was more a polite laugh. Then yu nodded. "That's very kind."
And that was it. No flirting, no lingering smile, no attempt to continue the exchange.
Michael blinked. For the first time all evening, he found himself unsure what to do next. But you seemed completely oblivious.
"You've always been incredibly generous too," you said. "The amount of work you do for charities is honestly inspiring."
The sincerity sounded genuine. Michael couldn't even tell whether you had noticed his flirtation at all.
"Thank you."
You nodded.
Then your attention shifted toward the stage where another speaker had begun discussing one of the foundation's programs.
And that, apparently, was that. Michael sat back in his chair as he replayed the interaction in his head. It hadn't gone badly, actually you had been perfectly pleasant and respectful and polite, but despite all of that he had somehow come away feeling vaguely dismissed.
The realization annoyed him immediately.
What exactly had he expected? The thought entered his mind before he could stop it.
Just because your fame worldwide rivals Jesus doesn't mean every beautiful woman has to be interested in you.
The internal reprimand arrived quickly enough that he almost smiled at himself. You hadn't done anything wrong. If anything, you had probably handled the interaction better than most people would have.
Still, as the evening continued, he found his eyes drifting toward you every now and then.
He told himself it wasn't only because of your appearance, but also because he couldn't quite figure you out.
Most people in Hollywood wanted something. Attention, connections, recognition.
You seemed strangely uninterested in all of it. And somehow that left him with the impression that you were either refreshingly genuine or impossibly arrogant.
By the end of the evening, he still hadn't decided which one.
–
The remainder of 1985 passed in a blur of events neither of you really wanted to attend.
Award ceremonies, charity dinners, Christmas fundraisers, and finally, industry galas, where the same familiar faces circulated endlessly through the same conversations.
For Michael, it was simply another part of fame.
For you, it was part of the image your agency tried to maintain.
America's Sweetheart.
The phrase followed you everywhere now. It appeared in magazines, interviews, television, and newspaper articles often enough that you had grown tired of hearing it.
Still, agencies liked America's Sweetheart. Studios liked America's Sweetheart. Audiences liked America's Sweetheart.
So America's Sweetheart kept showing up wherever she was told to go.
Which was why over the following months, you and Michael found yourselves crossing paths more often than either of you expected.
It wasn't enough to become friends or to truly know each other. Just enough to become familiar.
A polite greeting here. A brief conversation there.
Occasional smiles and nods exchanged across crowded rooms before both of you became distracted by other people who wanted your attention.
And despite Michael's first impression of you, he slowly began noticing small things. The kind of details most people overlooked.
One evening in December, both of you found yourselves standing in a circle of celebrities near the bar during another fundraising gala.
The conversation had been shallow from the beginning. A wealthy producer Michael already disliked was holding court as usual, speaking loudly enough to ensure everyone nearby heard him.
The man had an absurd amount money and unfortunately, Hollywood tended to mistake wealth for wisdom.
"I watched one of your movies last week," the producer told you with an exaggerated grin.
You smiled politely. "Oh?"
"Couldn't tell you which one." Most people laughed. Michael did not.
The producer continued anyway. "They're all kinda the same, aren't they?"
You remained perfectly composed. "I suppose they might seem that way if somebody isn't paying attention."
More laughter followed. The producer laughed too even though he clearly missed the implication entirely.
Michael hid a smile behind his glass. The man thought you'd agreed with him.
"You know what's funny?" the producer continued. "Most actresses spend years learning how to act. You were lucky enough to skip that step."
A few uncomfortable laughs followed. You took a slow sip of your champagne.
"Yes," you said pleasantly. "I've noticed people often mistake good fortune for work they didn't witness."
The producer blinked. Then laughed loudly. "See? That's what I like about you! Great sense of humor."
Across the circle, Michael felt the corner of his mouth twitch. The man had managed to miss the point entirely.
You simply smiled and took another sip from your champagne. The conversation moved on, but Michael found himself watching you for a moment longer.
He'd somehow sensed your frustration briefly. It was gone almost immediately.
He wondered whether your problem wasn't that people failed to appreciate your movies. Maybe your problem was that people failed to appreciate you.
Unfortunately, the evening wasn't finished humiliating people. A little later, the same producer somehow redirected the conversation toward Michael.
"I saw another one of those articles recently."
Michael already knew where this was going. His jaw tightened automatically. The producer either didn't notice or didn't care.
"Women keep saying the weirdest things about you."
Some people in the circle shifted uncomfortably. Michael remained silent.
"You'd think people would keep some things private." The producer laughed. "Although if enough women are saying the same thing–"
He didn't finish the sentence. He didn't need to. The implication was in the room anyway.
Michael felt irritated immediately. The rumor itself wasn't the bad part, more the cruelty behind the comment, the way people treated his personal life like entertainment.
But before he could formulate a response, your voice entered the conversation calmly. "I always thought private relationships should remain private."
The producer looked at you. You shrugged lightly. "Whether the stories are true or not."
The producer scoffed. "That's just curiosity."
"No," you said pleasantly. "Curiosity is wondering what somebody had for breakfast. This is strangers discussing a person's intimate life at a cocktail party."
The producer laughed awkwardly, and when nobody joined him the topic died quietly. Michael never thanked you, and you never looked at him afterward, the whole exchange lasting less than thirty seconds from start to finish.
And still, somehow he remembered it long after the evening was over.
–
A week later, everything changed.
The article appeared on a Tuesday morning. By lunchtime, half the country seemed to be discussing it.
IS MICHAEL JACKSON HIDING A SECRET?
Michael stared at the magazine for so long that the words eventually blurred together.
The article itself wasn't really intelligent. It recycled the same previously made observations repeatedly. His high pitched voice, his mannerisms, his “flamboyant” clothing, his friendships, his ex-girlfriend's claims.
Each point carefully used as "evidence" for a conclusion the magazine was trying to draw.
Michael read the article twice. Then a third time, because some stubborn part of him kept hoping the words might somehow change.
They didn't.
For most days afterward he disappeared, retreating into Hayvenhurst and the studio, letting phone calls ring unanswered and turning away visitors without an explanation or apology.
Work continued because work always continued, but the enthusiasm he usually worked with had dulled a lot.
What hurt most wasn't the accusation itself. There was nothing wrong with being gay. Michael knew that. He had always known that. Some of the kindest people he'd ever met were gay. Some of the most talented too.
That wasn't the issue. The issue was that once again, complete strangers had decided who he was. And somehow the entire world seemed eager to believe them.
The realization settled heavily inside him. If people could rewrite something as fundamental as his identity so easily, what chance did any truth actually have?
By the time New Year's Eve arrived, Michael wanted absolutely nothing to do with another gala.
Unfortunately, his manager disagreed. "You need to be seen."
Michael sighed. "I don't feel like being seen."
"That's exactly why you need to go."
The conversation continued for nearly twenty minutes before Michael finally surrendered. So a few hours later, he found himself attending yet another event.
At first the difference seemed subtle, but it became impossible to ignore as the evening went on. People still greeted him and smiled and shook his hand, but something underneath all of that had shifted, the ease and comfort and familiarity had stopped being there.
Conversations ended suspiciously quickly when he approached, while some conversations never started at all, and people who would usualy have approached him suddenly found themselves very occupied on the other side of the room.
Michael quietly noticed everything and honestly, part of him felt relieved. The attention had always been exhausting.
But another part felt something much heavier… Anger.
Because all it took was one article. One headline, one made-up rumor. And suddenly people behaved differently, because they thought they knew somehthing.
The hypocrisy left a bitter taste in his mouth.
By the time he escaped toward one of the quieter corners of the ballroom, his patience had nearly disappeared entirely. Which was why he didn't immediately notice you approaching.
"Hi."
Michael looked up. You stood a few feet away holding a glass of champagne. The same elegance you carried at every event remained intact, though tonight there was something else beneath it he could see.
Concern. Genuine concern.
"Hi."
For a second, neither of you spoke. Then you glanced briefly toward the crowd before looking back at him.
"I wasn't sure whether I should say anything."
Michael immediately knew what you meant. You shifted your weight slightly.
"It's none of my business."
He appreciated that sentence more than he could explain.
You continued. "But I wanted to tell you I felt horrible reading that article."
The ballroom noise seemed to fade slightly. Michael simply stared at you. It didn't seem like you were performing or fishing for information or asking questions.
You just looked upset on his behalf.
"I know we don't really know each other," you said carefully, "and your private life is your private life. But I don't think articles like that should exist regardless of whether they're true, false, or somewhere in between."
Michael remained silent. You lowered your voice slightly. "Nobody should have their personal life dissected for entertainment."
For the first time in over a week, he felt some of the tension leave his shoulders.
"Thank you."
The words came quieter than intended. You smiled gently. "You're welcome."
Neither of you spoke for a moment afterward. Then you glanced toward another group gathering nearby. "I should probably go save my agent from having to make small talk alone."
That earned the faintest smile from Michael.
Before leaving, however, you hesitated. "If you ever want to talk to somebody who's not a reporter, or journalist, I'd be happy to listen."
You didn't wait for an answer. Instead, you gave him one last polite smile before turning and disappearing back into the crowd.
Michael watched you go. For a long time afterward, he remained exactly where he was, thinking.
The way you'd defended him without making a show out of it. The way you'd approached him tonight when most people seemed determined to avoid him.
Maybe he'd been wrong. Maybe you weren't arrogant at all.
The thought settled quietly inside him as he watched you disappear into another conversation across the ballroom.
For the first time since reading the article, Michael found himself smiling. Only slightly, but genuinely.