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The last thing Tony Soprano heard in New Jersey was the bell over the door.
It was a cheap little sound. Bright. Mechanical. Innocent.
Every time somebody entered Holsten’s, the bell rang and Tony looked up.
A man in a gray jacket came in. A woman with two children came in. Somebody who looked vaguely familiar came in and went straight toward the counter. Tony watched them all without appearing to watch anyone. That was a skill he had cultivated over a lifetime. You looked at your menu. You adjusted your cuff. You dipped an onion ring into ketchup. Meanwhile, you counted exits, hands, coats, eyes.
Across from him, Carmela was talking.
Tony could see her lips moving, but he had stopped listening.
The bell rang again.
He looked up.
And the world vanished.
There was no pain. No muzzle flash. No revelation from God. No final parade of regrets.
There was only blackness.
Then came the smell of disinfectant, burnt coffee, and something that might once have been meatloaf.
Tony opened his eyes.
The ceiling above him was made of white acoustic tiles, one of which bore a brown water stain shaped like Sicily. Fluorescent lights hummed. Somewhere nearby, a machine beeped with slow, irritating regularity.
Tony tried to sit up.
The bed groaned beneath him.
Pain spread through his body—not sharp pain, but a general complaint from every joint at once. His chest felt heavy. His mouth tasted like old pennies. His tongue seemed too large for his head.
A voice said, “Dad?”
Tony froze.
He turned.
A boy sat in a plastic chair beside the hospital bed.
He was maybe fifteen or sixteen. Dark hair. Thin face. Serious eyes. He wore a navy blazer over a polo shirt, as if someone had dressed him for a private school interview and then abandoned him in an emergency room.
Tony stared at him.
The boy stared back.
Neither spoke for several seconds.
Then Tony said, “Who the hell are you?”
The boy’s face tightened.
“Dad.”
Tony looked around the room. There was a curtain. A television bolted high on the wall. A framed poster reminding patients that laughter was the best medicine, except where prohibited by insurance policy. On the bedside table sat a vase of dead flowers and a card decorated with a cartoon bullet wearing a bandage.
GET WELL SOON, BOSS, the card said.
Tony looked down at himself.
His hands were enormous.
Not merely swollen. Enormous.
His fingers looked like sausages. His wrists disappeared into thick folds of flesh. Beneath the hospital gown, his stomach rose like a hill. Tony grabbed at his own face and felt heavy cheeks, a rounded chin, a narrow mustache.
“What the—”
He swung his legs over the side of the bed.
The boy stood.
“Dad, maybe don’t—”
Tony’s bare feet hit the floor. The tiles shook.
He stood, swayed, and grabbed the metal rail.
The hospital window reflected him.
For one impossible moment, Tony thought the glass was showing somebody standing behind him.
The man in the reflection was huge. Bigger than Tony had ever been, even at his worst. He wore a small black mustache. His hair was slicked back, dark and oily. His nose was sharper, his eyes smaller. The hospital gown strained over a stomach broad enough to hold a Thanksgiving dinner.
Tony touched his face.
The reflection copied him.
“No,” he said.
The boy stepped closer. “I know.”
Tony turned on him.
“You know what?”
“I know this isn’t right.”
The boy’s voice was quiet. Controlled. It had the careful tone of someone speaking to a large animal near an open gate.
Tony gripped the bedrail.
“What’s your name?”
The boy swallowed.
“Michael.”
“Michael what?”
The boy looked toward the closed door, then back at Tony.
“Michael Soprano.”
Tony stared at him.
He thought of his own son. A.J. in the booth at Holsten’s. A.J. complaining about his job. A.J. laughing. A.J. coming in late, maybe. Meadow trying to park outside. Carmela sitting across from him.
The bell.
Blackness.
Tony’s breathing quickened.
The monitor began beeping faster.
“Where’s my family?”
Michael flinched. “I don’t know.”
“Where’s Carmela?”
“I don’t know.”
“A.J.? Meadow?”
“I don’t know.”
Tony took one step toward him.
Michael backed into the chair.
“You better start knowing something.”
“I woke up here three days ago.”
Tony stopped.
“Three days?”
“They told me you were shot.”
Tony looked down at the card again.
GET WELL SOON, BOSS.
His hand went beneath the hospital gown and searched his body. No bandages. No wound. No scar. Nothing.
“Where?”
“Outside a restaurant.”
“What restaurant?”
“I don’t know. They call it Luigi’s.”
Tony narrowed his eyes.
The name meant nothing to him.
Michael continued, “They said you were meeting a man about a garbage contract. Somebody drove by and fired six shots. None of them hit anything important.”
Tony looked at himself again.
“That sounds unlikely.”
Michael almost smiled.
The door opened.
A yellow man entered.
Tony did not scream. Later, he would be proud of that.
The man wore a white coat and a circular mirror strapped around his forehead. He had a long, narrow head, bulging eyes, and five o’clock shadow rendered as a dark semicircle around his mouth. His fingers were yellow. His ears were yellow. Every visible inch of him was yellow.
Behind him came a nurse who was also yellow.
“Good morning!” the doctor said. “Or afternoon. The clock in this room has been broken since the Carter administration.”
Tony stared.
The doctor glanced at his clipboard.
“Anthony D’Amico?”
Tony said nothing.
“Also known as Fat Tony?”
Tony’s eyes hardened.
The doctor smiled uneasily. “I suppose that is a sensitive nickname in a clinical setting.”
“Who are you?”
“Dr. Julius Hibbert.”
The doctor chuckled for no apparent reason.
Tony looked at Michael.
Michael gave the smallest possible nod.
He saw it too.
Tony turned back to the doctor.
“What happened to me?”
“You were shot repeatedly.”
“Where?”
“Mostly at.”
The doctor laughed again.
Tony did not.
Dr. Hibbert cleared his throat. “You suffered a grazing wound to the left shoulder, two perforations of the coat, one destroyed cigar, and a minor cardiac event. Fortunately, the bullets were slowed by a thick layer of subcutaneous—”
“Choose your next word carefully.”
“Fortune.”
Dr. Hibbert smiled.
Tony stepped closer.
The doctor stepped back.
The nurse quietly left.
“Where am I?” Tony asked.
“Springfield General Hospital.”
“What state?”
Dr. Hibbert paused.
“State?”
“Yes. What state is Springfield in?”
The doctor’s eyes shifted from Tony to Michael.
“That is an unexpectedly complicated question.”
Tony grabbed the front of his white coat.
The doctor’s shoes lifted half an inch from the floor.
“What state?”
“Springfield!”
“That ain’t a state.”
“It is emotionally.”
Tony pulled him closer.
“Dad,” Michael said.
Tony looked at the boy.
Michael’s face was pale, but he kept his voice level.
“Let him go. He doesn’t know.”
Tony searched the boy’s expression.
There was no confusion there. No childish panic. Michael had already asked the same questions. He had already learned that questions did not work properly in this place.
Tony released Dr. Hibbert.
The doctor straightened his coat.
“Your son is right. You should avoid stress.”
“I got shot, woke up looking like a parade balloon, and now the doctor’s a lemon. I think we’re past avoiding stress.”
Dr. Hibbert chuckled.
Tony pointed a thick finger at him.
“You do that again, I’m gonna test whether your head comes off.”
The chuckling stopped.
Dr. Hibbert cleared his throat. “Your associates are waiting downstairs.”
“What associates?”
“A gentleman named Johnny Tightlips, a gentleman named Louie, and another gentleman who gave his name only as Legs.”
Tony closed his eyes.
Of course.
He did not know where he was. He did not know what had happened at Holsten’s. He did not know whether he was alive, dead, dreaming, drugged, or trapped inside some experimental government weapon.
But he knew one thing.
Men with names like Johnny Tightlips and Legs were always waiting downstairs.
That, at least, was familiar.
---
The hospital corridor was painted a shade of green that made everyone look terminal.
Tony walked slowly, one hand on Michael’s shoulder. He did not need the support, but he wanted the boy close. Michael kept glancing at the people they passed.
A man with blue hair pushed a cart stacked with bedpans.
A woman with tall, vertical hair carried a baby whose pacifier moved with perfect mechanical rhythm.
An old man shouted at a vending machine.
A small child rolled past in a wheelchair, laughing as a hospital orderly chased him.
Everyone was yellow.
Not exactly the same yellow. Some were brighter, some darker. But unmistakably yellow.
Tony had seen strange things in his life. He had watched men smile while planning murders. He had seen his mother manipulate an attempted killing from a nursing home. He had watched Paulie argue with a psychic. He had sat across from federal agents who claimed to respect him.
This was worse.
“What do they think I am?” Tony asked quietly.
Michael looked at him. “What?”
“These people. What color do they think I am?”
Michael hesitated.
“I asked one of the nurses.”
“And?”
“She said olive.”
Tony stopped walking.
A patient behind him crashed into his back and fell over.
Tony barely noticed.
“Olive?”
Michael nodded.
Tony looked down at his hands. They were yellow too.
He had not noticed before. Or perhaps he had refused to notice.
He held one hand up beneath the fluorescent light.
Yellow skin. Four fingers.
Tony counted twice.
“Michael.”
“I know.”
“I got four fingers.”
“I know.”
“What happened to the other one?”
“You never had it.”
“I had ten fingers yesterday.”
“Three days ago.”
Tony turned toward the nearest wall and placed both hands against it.
Eight fingers.
Two thumbs.
His breath came faster.
The hallway narrowed. The green walls seemed to lean inward. The hospital smells thickened. He saw Holsten’s again, but this time the bell was ringing continuously. Carmela’s mouth moved without sound. Meadow stood outside the door, trying to enter. A man in a jacket crossed behind Tony.
He could not breathe.
His chest clenched.
“Dad.”
Tony bent forward.
“Dad, look at me.”
Tony tried.
Michael moved in front of him, blocking the hallway.
“Look at me.”
Tony focused on the boy’s face.
Michael had four fingers too.
“How long?” Tony gasped.
“What?”
“How long have you—”
“Since I woke up.”
“You ain’t scared?”
“I was.”
The boy’s voice shook despite his effort to control it.
“I still am.”
Tony stared at him.
The pressure in his chest eased slightly.
Michael continued, “But everybody here knows you. They’re scared of you. Nobody knows me, except they think I’m your son. So I stayed near you.”
Tony drew a deep breath.
That made sense.
Not the yellow skin. Not the missing fingers. Not Springfield. But staying near the most dangerous person in the room—that made sense.
He straightened.
“You did right.”
Michael nodded.
Tony placed a hand on the back of the boy’s neck.
It was the first kind thing he had done since waking.
Then a voice behind them said, “Hey, Fat Tony! You crook!”
Tony turned.
A police chief stood at the end of the corridor.
He was heavy, blue-haired, and wearing a uniform stretched tight across his belly. A badge hung from his chest. A pistol sat awkwardly in its holster. Beside him stood two officers: one Black, alert, and skeptical; the other pale, blank-faced, and distracted by a ceiling fan.
The chief pointed at Tony.
“You’re under arrest.”
Tony looked at Michael.
Michael whispered, “Chief Wiggum.”
Tony faced the policemen.
“For what?”
Wiggum frowned.
He looked down at a folded piece of paper.
“Let’s see. Racketeering. Extortion. Conspiracy. Bribery. Illegal gambling. Improper disposal of medical waste. Parking in a loading zone.” He turned the page over. “And attempted murder.”
“Whose?”
Wiggum looked at the officer beside him.
“Lou?”
Officer Lou took the paper and examined it.
“It says ‘various.’”
Wiggum nodded. “Various people.”
Tony watched him.
The chief’s belt was stained with powdered sugar. His shoes were untied. His pistol strap was undone. One of his handcuffs was missing.
Tony had known compromised cops, frightened cops, brave cops, stupid cops, cruel cops, and cops whose sense of duty existed mainly as a story they told their wives.
Wiggum seemed to be all of those except brave.
Tony smiled.
“Chief,” he said, “I just got out of a coma.”
“Then you should be well rested for jail.”
“Who signed the warrant?”
Wiggum looked at Lou again.
Lou said, “There is no warrant.”
“Right,” Wiggum said. “We were going to get one, but the courthouse closes at four.”
“It’s ten in the morning,” Michael said.
Wiggum squinted at the boy.
“Who’s the tiny lawyer?”
“My son.”
Wiggum lowered his voice. “Is he armed?”
Tony glanced at Michael.
“I hope not.”
Michael shook his head.
Tony stepped toward the chief.
Lou’s hand moved near his holster.
Tony noticed.
Wiggum did not.
“Chief,” Tony said, “I heard you been keeping watch over my hospital room.”
“I have?”
“I appreciate that.”
“You do?”
“A man in my position, enemies everywhere, it means something to know law enforcement takes an interest.”
Tony slipped one hand into the pocket of a coat an orderly had brought him. The coat fit perfectly, which disturbed him more than he wanted to admit.
He found an envelope inside.
He had no idea what it contained.
Tony pulled it out and handed it to Wiggum.
The chief opened it.
Inside were two tickets to a Krusty the Clown dinner show, five coupons for free doughnuts, and several hundred dollars in cash.
Wiggum’s mouth fell open.
Lou closed his eyes.
“Chief,” Lou said, “that’s evidence.”
Wiggum nodded solemnly.
“You’re right.”
He put the envelope inside his jacket.
“We’ll preserve it at my house.”
Lou sighed.
Tony smiled.
“About that arrest.”
Wiggum looked thoughtful.
“Well, hospitals are no place for police business. Too many sick people.”
“Very considerate.”
“We’ll catch you next time.”
“I look forward to it.”
Wiggum turned to leave, then stopped.
“Are the dinner tickets transferable?”
Tony looked at Michael.
Michael looked back.
“Chief,” Tony said, “everything is transferable.”
---
Johnny Tightlips waited in the hospital lobby with two men Tony assumed were Louie and Legs.
Johnny was slim, sharp-featured, and dressed in a dark suit. His hat sat low over his eyes. Louie had curly hair and an eager smile. Legs was tall and broad, with the expression of a man who had recently been asked to think and resented it.
All three rose when Tony approached.
“Boss,” Louie said.
Johnny nodded.
Legs said, “You look good.”
Tony stared at him.
Legs reconsidered.
“You look alive.”
“That’s better.”
Johnny glanced at Michael.
Tony noticed.
“This is my son,” he said.
Louie blinked. “You got a son?”
Johnny elbowed him.
“What?” Louie said. “I never heard of no son.”
Johnny turned to Tony. “I ain’t never heard nothing about no son.”
Michael studied them.
Tony watched Michael studying them.
That pleased him.
“Things change,” Tony said. “Car.”
Outside, a black sedan waited in a red zone. The engine was running. A hospital security guard stood nearby writing a ticket, but he stopped when he saw Tony and quietly tore it up.
Tony got into the back with Michael.
Johnny sat in front.
Louie drove.
Legs occupied most of the passenger seat and part of the dashboard.
The car pulled away from Springfield General.
Tony looked out the window.
The city unfolded before him like something designed by a lunatic.
A monorail track ended abruptly above an empty lot. A giant doughnut towered over a bakery. A tire fire sent black smoke into a clear blue sky while nearby pedestrians ignored it. A sign advertised a left-handed supply store. Another pointed toward a gorge, a prison, a nuclear power plant, and something called the Murderhorn.
People walked dogs. Children rode bicycles. A bus passed carrying elderly passengers, one of whom pressed his face against the glass.
Tony watched it all in silence.
Michael leaned closer.
“Anything familiar?”
“No.”
“Me neither.”
Up front, Louie said, “Boss, we’re all real relieved you pulled through.”
“How long was I out?”
“Two days.”
“The doctor said three.”
Louie looked confused.
Johnny said, “Nobody agrees on what day it is.”
“What day do you think it is?”
“I ain’t saying.”
Tony frowned.
Johnny looked straight ahead.
Louie explained, “He don’t discuss dates.”
“Why?”
“I ain’t discussing that either,” Johnny said.
Tony sat back.
“What happened to the guy who shot me?”
Louie grinned. “We handled it.”
“How?”
“We put his picture on a list.”
Tony waited.
“And?”
“And what?”
“What’d you do to him?”
“We’re gonna get to it.”
“You know who he is?”
Louie’s grin weakened.
Johnny said, “Nobody knows nothing.”
Tony looked at Legs.
Legs stared ahead.
“You?” Tony asked.
Legs shook his head.
“So you don’t know who shot me.”
“No,” Louie admitted.
“You don’t know why.”
“No.”
“You haven’t done anything.”
“We made the list,” Legs said.
Tony looked at Michael.
The boy lowered his eyes, but Tony saw the corner of his mouth twitch.
“Where are we going?” Tony asked.
“The club,” Louie said.
“What club?”
“Our club.”
“What’s it called?”
Louie looked proud.
“The Legitimate Businessman’s Social Club.”
Tony waited for the joke.
No one laughed.
---
The Legitimate Businessman’s Social Club occupied a narrow brick building between a taxidermist and a day-care center.
The front window had been painted black. Gold letters on the door announced that the establishment was PRIVATE, RESPECTABLE, and CLOSED TO LAW ENFORCEMENT WITHOUT AN APPOINTMENT.
Inside, the air smelled of cigar smoke, tomato sauce, and damp carpet.
A dozen men stood when Tony entered.
Snake Jailbird leaned against the bar, arms crossed. Herman Hermann sat near a military-surplus cash register. A short man in a tracksuit paused while carrying a box labeled STOLEN WATCHES—NOT FOR RESALE. Two others hurriedly covered a roulette wheel with a tablecloth.
At the rear of the room hung a large portrait of Tony.
Or Fat Tony.
The man in the painting wore a white suit and held a cigar. He looked serene, powerful, and completely at home in this absurd world.
Tony stopped beneath it.
Michael stood beside him.
“That’s you,” Michael whispered.
“No,” Tony said. “It ain’t.”
But it was.
Every man in the room watched him.
Waiting.
Tony understood that look.
They expected a speech. Reassurance. Anger. Orders. Some declaration that the shooting had changed nothing.
Tony had given speeches like that before. At funerals. In back rooms. Around dining tables where half the men would later betray one another.
This time, he did not know who anyone was. He did not know the business. He did not know the alliances, the enemies, the money, or the rules.
He did not even know whether death worked properly here.
So Tony did what he had always done when surrounded by uncertainty.
He acted insulted.
“Sit down,” he said.
Everyone sat.
Tony walked to the largest table. A chair had been placed at its head. Michael remained standing until Tony gestured toward the seat on his right.
That caused murmuring.
Tony heard it.
“Problem?” he asked.
The murmuring stopped.
Michael sat.
Johnny took the chair on Tony’s left.
Louie began distributing folders.
Tony opened his.
The front was labeled:
SPRINGFIELD CRIME FAMILY
WEEKLY CRIME REPORT
CONFIDENTIAL—DO NOT SHOW POLICE
Inside were handwritten pages.
Tony read the first one.
Protection Racket:
Moe’s Tavern — $18.50
Android’s Dungeon — three comic books, condition disputed
Kwik-E-Mart — $40 and expired lottery tickets
Leftorium — currently bankrupt
Java the Hut — owner threatened us back
Tony turned the page.
Sports Gambling:
Springfield Isotopes — $73 wagered
Elementary school softball — investigation ongoing
Dog racing — dog escaped
He looked up.
“You’re joking.”
Nobody moved.
Tony lifted the folder.
“This is the whole operation?”
Louie said, “Not the whole thing.”
“Good.”
“We also got counterfeit parking validation.”
Tony closed the folder.
“How much money do we make?”
Johnny shifted in his seat.
“I ain’t comfortable discussing financial matters.”
“You work for me.”
“I ain’t comfortable discussing that either.”
Tony turned to Louie.
Louie opened another folder.
“Last year, after expenses, we cleared eight thousand six hundred dollars.”
Tony stared at him.
“In a week?”
“A year.”
Silence filled the club.
From somewhere behind the bar came the faint scratching of a rat.
Tony pressed his palms flat on the table.
“You got gambling, protection, hijacking, stolen goods, construction, garbage?”
“Some garbage,” Legs said.
“How much?”
“We stole a garbage truck.”
“Why?”
Legs looked at Louie.
Louie looked at Johnny.
Johnny looked at nobody.
“It was unlocked,” Legs said.
Tony leaned back.
He thought of New Jersey. Construction contracts. Union money. Sports books. No-show jobs. Trucks diverted from warehouses. Millions moving through businesses whose owners never asked why the invoices did not match the work.
He had spent years worrying about federal surveillance, informants, internal betrayal, New York pressure, family resentment, aging captains, ambitious soldiers, and the slow erosion of respect.
Here, there was nothing to erode.
These men had not built an organization.
They had built a Halloween costume.
Michael reached for the folder.
Tony let him take it.
The boy read silently.
“What do you think?” Tony asked.
Every man at the table looked at Michael.
Michael seemed surprised by the question.
Then he looked down at the figures again.
“You’re spending more on ammunition than you make from collections.”
Louie nodded. “Bullets are expensive.”
“You fired one hundred and twelve rounds last month.”
“We had a disagreement with the Yakuza.”
“What was the disagreement?”
“They said we weren’t the Mafia.”
Tony turned slowly toward Louie.
“And?”
“We disagreed.”
Michael flipped the page.
“You spent nine hundred dollars shooting at them and collected sixty-two dollars from the businesses in that neighborhood.”
Louie shrugged. “It was about respect.”
Tony felt something almost like affection.
Not for Louie. Never for Louie.
For the stupidity.
It was familiar.
Michael continued, “Half these businesses don’t make enough money to pay you.”
“They gotta pay something,” Snake said from the bar.
Michael looked at him.
“Why?”
Snake unfolded his arms.
“Because we are, like, criminals.”
“And if they close?”
Snake opened his mouth.
Nothing came out.
Michael looked at Tony.
Tony hid his reaction.
The boy was not A.J.
That was immediately clear.
A.J. would have mocked the folders, asked whether there was food, and then complained that everyone was judging him. Michael saw the structure beneath the nonsense. He saw that a racket required an economy to feed on.
Tony tapped the table.
“Who runs the city?”
Louie said, “Mayor Quimby.”
“Can he be bought?”
Everyone laughed.
Tony did not.
The laughter faded.
Johnny said, “He can be rented by the hour.”
“Police?”
“Chief Wiggum,” Legs said. “You already own him.”
“I met him.”
“You met him before.”
“Right.”
Tony glanced at Michael.
They would need to be careful. Every question revealed that Tony did not remember this life.
“Businessmen?” Tony asked.
Herman raised one arm.
“Charles Montgomery Burns controls the nuclear power plant and much of the surrounding economy.”
“Is he with us?”
“He is with no one,” Herman said. “He is believed to have been born before the invention of mercy.”
“Anybody else?”
“Aristotle Amadopolis owns the Shelbyville plant,” Louie said.
“Shelbyville?”
The room changed.
It was slight. Men shifted in their chairs. Eyes moved away. Johnny’s jaw tightened.
Tony noticed.
“What about Shelbyville?”
Louie looked at Johnny.
Johnny said, “I ain’t saying we got problems.”
“What problems don’t we got?”
Johnny considered that.
“The kind involving trucks, gambling routes, and several guys we ain’t found.”
Tony nodded slowly.
There it was.
At last, something real.
Not profitable. Not competent. But real.
“How many men they got?”
“More than us,” Louie said.
“How much money?”
“More than us.”
“Political connections?”
“More than us.”
“Then why are we still here?”
Snake answered from the bar.
“Because they also suck.”
Tony looked at him.
Snake shrugged.
Tony almost smiled.
He turned back to the reports.
“Where’s the garbage money?”
Legs pointed to a line near the bottom.
Tony read it.
Municipal refuse consultation — $200.
“That’s it?”
“Quimby gave the city contract to his brother-in-law,” Louie said.
“What’s his brother-in-law know about garbage?”
“He owns a hat store.”
“And construction?”
“Quimby’s cousin.”
“Schools?”
“Other cousin.”
“Roads?”
“Same cousin.”
Tony closed the folder again.
The organization’s problem was not a lack of crime. Springfield was drowning in crime. The problem was that everyone committed it independently, without coordination, discipline, or tribute.
The mayor stole from the city. The police chief accepted bribes. Business owners cheated customers. Contractors cheated the mayor. The nuclear plant poisoned the environment. The schools misused funds. The hospital charged patients for broken equipment.
It was a city of thieves with no government worthy of the name.
Tony felt something awaken inside him.
Not hope.
Hope was for civilians.
This was appetite.
“What do you do when somebody commits a crime without permission?” Tony asked.
The men looked confused.
Snake said, “Congratulate them?”
Tony stared at him.
“No.”
He rose.
The chair scraped against the floor.
Every face turned upward.
“You got it backward,” Tony said. “All of it.”
He walked slowly around the table.
“You think being in this thing means carrying guns, wearing suits, scaring a guy out of twenty bucks. That’s not an organization. That’s children playing cowboys.”
Louie looked offended.
Tony continued.
“A real family don’t commit every crime. It decides which crimes are allowed.”
The room became very quiet.
“You got bookmakers taking bets? They pay us. Contractors want city work? They pay us. Garbage moves through our streets? We decide who moves it. Somebody steals a truck? Fine. But first, we know whose truck, what’s inside, where it’s going, and who gets a piece.”
Tony stopped behind Snake.
“You rob a store that pays us protection, you’re not robbing the store. You’re robbing me.”
Snake slowly uncrossed his arms.
Tony moved on.
“You shoot at somebody, the bullets cost money. The police cost money. The hospital costs money. The funeral costs money. So before a gun comes out, somebody better know what the return is.”
Herman raised his hand.
Tony looked at him.
“Is this also applicable to revolutionary action against the federal government?”
“No.”
Herman lowered his hand.
Tony returned to the head of the table.
“We stop acting like animals. We keep records that don’t say ‘crime report’ on the cover. We find out where the city spends money. We find out who gets contracts. We find out who can be bought, who can be scared, and who needs to disappear.”
A man near the back raised his hand.
“What about people who are already disappeared?”
“Find them.”
“And then?”
“Ask why nobody kept track.”
The man nodded, impressed.
Tony placed both hands on the table.
“From now on, nobody operates in Springfield without our permission.”
Louie grinned.
“Now that’s a family.”
“No,” Tony said. “Not yet.”
He looked at Johnny.
“You’re underboss.”
Johnny nodded once.
“I ain’t accepting no promotion.”
“You just did.”
Johnny considered objecting, then chose silence.
“Louie, you keep collections.”
Louie beamed.
“Legs, trucks and warehouses.”
Legs nodded.
“Herman, weapons. But no selling military explosives to children.”
Herman looked disappointed.
“Snake.”
Snake straightened.
“You know the street?”
“Like the back of my hand.”
Tony looked at Snake’s hand.
There was a tattooed map on it.
“Good. You find out every independent thief, bookmaker, fence, dealer, pimp, scammer, and stickup man in the city.”
Snake grinned.
“And whack ’em?”
“No. You bring me names.”
Snake’s grin faded.
“Paperwork?”
“Think of it as pre-murder.”
The grin returned.
Tony faced the whole room.
“First thing tomorrow, we meet the mayor.”
Louie raised a finger.
“He don’t take meetings before noon.”
“He does now.”
“And after that?”
Tony looked toward the black-painted windows.
Somewhere beyond them lay Springfield: the crooked mayor, the useless police, the nuclear millionaire, the taverns, schools, unions, restaurants, trucks, waste routes, bookmakers, politicians, and terrified little businesses paying eighteen dollars at a time.
“After that,” Tony said, “we find out who owns this city.”
Michael spoke quietly from beside him.
“And then?”
Tony looked down at the boy.
He saw intelligence there. Caution. Fear. Something else too.
Expectation.
The boy wanted an answer not merely about Springfield, but about the universe. Where they were. Why they had been placed here. Whether the family they remembered still existed somewhere beyond the blackness.
Tony had no answer for any of that.
So he gave the only answer he trusted.
“Then we make sure it’s us.”
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That evening, Tony stood alone in the office above the club.
The room contained a desk, a couch, a gun safe, and a framed photograph of Fat Tony shaking hands with Mayor Quimby. Another photograph showed him beside a much younger Johnny Tightlips. A third showed him attending a banquet with men Tony did not recognize.
He opened the desk drawers.
Cash.
Cigars.
A loaded revolver.
Receipts from restaurants.
A photograph of a woman with dark hair.
No Carmela.
No Meadow.
No A.J.
Tony sat.
The chair creaked.
He turned on the desk lamp and studied his new hands.
Four fingers.
Yellow skin.
He closed his eyes.
The bell rang.
Tony’s eyes opened.
There was no bell. Only a loose pipe ticking inside the wall.
He breathed slowly.
A knock came at the door.
“Yeah.”
Michael entered.
The boy had removed the blazer. He wore a plain undershirt and dark trousers. Without the jacket, he looked younger.
Tony gestured toward the couch.
Michael sat.
For a while, neither spoke.
From below came the sounds of the club: glasses clinking, men arguing, somebody feeding coins into a jukebox.
Finally, Michael said, “I remember dying.”
Tony looked at him.
The boy’s eyes remained on the floor.
“I was in a restaurant,” Michael continued. “Not Holsten’s. Somewhere else. My mother was there.”
“What happened?”
“I don’t know.”
“You were shot?”
“I heard something.”
“A gun?”
“Maybe.”
Tony waited.
Michael rubbed his hands together.
“Then I woke up in your house.”
“My house?”
“They showed me where you live. Big place near the country club. They said my room had always been there.”
Tony felt a chill.
“What’s in it?”
“Clothes that fit me. Schoolbooks with my name in them. Pictures.”
“What kind of pictures?”
“Me as a baby. Me with you.”
Tony said nothing.
Michael looked up.
“There’s a whole life there, Dad.”
The word still struck Tony strangely.
“Don’t call me that.”
Michael’s face closed.
Tony immediately regretted it.
Not because he had hurt the boy. Tony had hurt plenty of people and slept fine afterward.
He regretted it because the word had made him feel something he did not want to examine.
Tony rubbed his forehead.
“I mean—until we figure this out.”
Michael nodded.
“What do people call you?” Tony asked.
“Michael D’Amico.”
Tony looked toward the photographs.
D’Amico.
That was the name Dr. Hibbert had used.
Fat Tony had a history. A family. A son.
A life assembled around Tony before he arrived.
“Your mother?” Tony asked.
“Dead.”
“How?”
“They won’t tell me.”
“Who’s ‘they’?”
“Everybody. The men downstairs. The people at the house. They change the subject.”
Tony leaned back.
“Maybe she died a long time ago.”
“Maybe.”
“But you remember another mother.”
“Yes.”
“What was her name?”
Michael’s eyes filled.
He looked away.
Tony did not ask again.
After a moment, Tony said, “You remember New Jersey?”
“No.”
That surprised him.
“You called yourself Soprano.”
“Because I remember you.”
“From where?”
“I don’t know. A house. A pool. A kitchen. You yelling. A woman yelling back. A girl running down the stairs. A boy playing video games.”
Tony’s throat tightened.
“What girl?”
“I don’t know her name.”
“Think.”
“I can’t.”
“What did she look like?”
“Dark hair.”
“Meadow?”
Michael closed his eyes.
Then he shook his head.
“No.”
“A.J.?”
“I don’t know.”
Tony rose too quickly and walked toward the window.
There was no view. The glass had been painted black from the other side.
He placed one hand against it.
Michael said, “Do you think we’re dead?”
Tony stared at his yellow reflection.
“No.”
“How do you know?”
“Because dead people don’t have meetings with mayors.”
“You don’t know that.”
Tony turned.
“Listen to me. Whatever this is, we treat it like it’s real.”
Michael watched him.
“We eat, we sleep, we bleed. People know us. There’s money in the drawer and a gun in the safe. That’s real enough.”
“What about your family?”
Tony’s expression changed.
Michael saw it and immediately looked down.
Tony walked back to the desk.
“My family is my business.”
“I’m supposed to be your family.”
“You’re supposed to be a lot of things.”
The words hung between them.
From downstairs came a burst of laughter.
Tony opened a desk drawer, removed a cigar, and bit off the end. His hands shook slightly.
Michael noticed.
Tony struck a match.
“You smoke?” he asked.
“No.”
“Good.”
He lit the cigar.
The smoke rose between them.
“Tomorrow,” Tony said, “you come with me.”
“To see the mayor?”
“Yeah.”
“Why?”
“Because you saw things in those books they didn’t.”
Michael looked uncertain.
“I’m fifteen.”
“So?”
“I don’t know anything about organized crime.”
Tony glanced toward the folders stacked on the desk.
“Neither do they.”
For the first time, Michael laughed.
It was brief and unwilling, but real.
Tony smiled around the cigar.
Then someone began pounding on the office door.
“Boss!” Louie shouted. “We got a situation!”
Tony opened it.
Louie stumbled inside, breathless.
“What?”
“The cops are downstairs.”
Tony frowned.
“Wiggum?”
“No, federal.”
The room seemed to contract.
Tony’s instincts returned all at once.
“Michael, stay here.”
He reached for the revolver.
Louie shook his head rapidly.
“Not those kind of federal.”
“What kind?”
“Postal inspectors.”
Tony stared.
“They got a warrant,” Louie said.
“For what?”
“They say somebody’s been stealing mail.”
Tony looked past him toward the stairs.
“How much mail?”
Louie spread his hands.
“All of it?”
Tony closed his eyes.
“Who?”
Louie hesitated.
“Legs.”
“Why?”
“He wanted the rubber bands.”
Tony opened his eyes.
Below, a man shouted, “United States Postal Inspection Service!”
Tony placed the revolver back in the drawer.
He turned to Michael.
The boy was trying not to laugh again.
Tony pointed at him.
“This is not funny.”
Michael pressed his lips together.
From downstairs came a crash, followed by Legs shouting, “You’ll never take me alive!”
Tony walked toward the stairs.
“Johnny!” he roared.
Johnny’s voice floated up from below.
“I ain’t here!”
Tony descended into chaos.
Postal inspectors crowded the club. Louie attempted to hide evidence by stuffing letters into his mouth. Snake crawled toward a rear window. Herman held both hands above his head while loudly insisting that the United States Postal Service was an unconstitutional paramilitary order. Legs had overturned a table and was using it as a shield.
At the center of the room stood Chief Wiggum, eating a complimentary bowl of pasta.
Tony stopped halfway down the stairs.
Wiggum looked up.
“Oh, hey, Fat Tony.”
“What are you doing here?”
“Joint task force.”
“You’re eating.”
“It’s an undercover technique.”
A postal inspector approached Tony.
“Anthony D’Amico?”
Tony descended the remaining steps.
The inspector held up a warrant.
“We have reason to believe stolen mail is being stored on these premises.”
Tony took the paper and read it.
The warrant was signed by Judge Snyder.
The address was wrong.
It listed the day-care center next door.
Tony looked at the inspector.
“This ain’t the place.”
The inspector checked the warrant.
Then he looked around the club.
Behind him, Louie swallowed a letter.
The inspector frowned.
“Is this Little Sunshine Day Care?”
Tony spread his hands.
“You see any children?”
A small boy emerged from behind the bar holding a bottle of whiskey.
Everyone stared at him.
The boy said, “I’m thirty-one.”
Tony turned to Wiggum.
The chief shrugged.
“Springfield.”
The inspector folded the warrant.
“My apologies.”
He motioned to the others.
The postal inspectors filed out.
Wiggum carried his pasta bowl with him.
As he passed Tony, he whispered, “Great sauce.”
The door closed.
Silence.
Tony turned toward Legs.
“Rubber bands?”
Legs lowered the table.
“I got a system.”
Tony looked around the room.
At the frightened men. The stolen mail. The roulette wheel. The blacked-out windows. The cardboard box labeled STOLEN WATCHES. The portrait of a man whose life Tony had somehow inherited.
He began to laugh.
It started low in his chest.
The others watched uncertainly.
Tony laughed harder.
Louie joined in, though he did not know why.
Then Snake.
Then the others.
Within moments, the whole club roared with laughter.
Only Michael remained serious.
He stood at the top of the stairs, watching Tony.
The laughter echoed through the building and spilled into the street, where pedestrians quickened their pace without knowing why.
Tony laughed until tears filled his eyes.
Because the inspectors had gone to the wrong address.
Because the police chief accepted pasta as payment.
Because his criminal empire earned less than a moderately successful dentist.
Because he had died in New Jersey and awakened in a city where every institution was corrupt, every criminal was incompetent, and reality itself seemed to have suffered a head injury.
He laughed because, for the first time in years, Tony Soprano could see the whole board.
No New York families.
No federal wiretaps worth fearing.
No ancient grudges.
No captains who remembered him as a child.
No rules except those enforced by idiots.
Springfield was absurd.
Springfield was rotten.
Springfield was open.
And Anthony Soprano had never been able to resist an open door.
Outside, somewhere far across town, the bell above the entrance to a small restaurant rang.
A man in a gray jacket stepped inside.
No one noticed him.
Not yet.