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Chapter One: Stalled
The alarm went off at five forty-five, and Sakura was awake before the second tone, the way she'd been every morning for the last six years — some internal switch flipped permanently to on-call, even on the days she technically wasn't. She lay there for exactly four seconds, blinking at the ceiling, doing the daily inventory: knee's fine, back's fine, only mildly hate my life. Acceptable numbers. She got up.
Coffee first, because she wasn't an animal. She inhaled her morning cup scalding hot, a habit she would defend to anyone who asked by claiming it made her feel alive. Then the simple stuff — an old soft tank top gone thin at the seams, leggings she'd owned since residency, the kind of unglamorous, forgettable layer that existed purely to live under thirty pounds of leather and armor for the next forty minutes and never see daylight otherwise. Leathers third.
The riding gear lived on its own dedicated rack by the door, which she was aware made her look like the kind of person who owned a "riding gear rack," but there was something almost ceremonial about the process of putting it on that she'd come to genuinely love — the specific resistance of good leather sliding over base layers, the way the jacket's armor settled into place at her shoulders and spine like it was reminding her body what it was for.
The gear was red, mostly, with clean white panels down the sides and sleeves, and small flashes of hot pink stitched in at the cuffs and collar that she'd had custom-added because if she was going to wear a head-to-toe leather suit that made her look like a fire extinguisher with a grudge, she was at least going to make sure it looked like her grudge. She zipped the jacket, rolled her shoulders to settle it, and caught her own reflection in the hallway mirror for half a second — pink hair still damp-dark from the shower, so short it brushed her shoulders in her signature bob, and her green eyes doing their usual pre-six-a.m. impression of someone who'd rather be asleep.
"Big day," she told the mirror, unconvincingly, and grabbed her helmet off the hook. It was hot pink with a big black strip down the sides. She clearly had a look that she was fully committed to.
Her apartment building - not fancy by any means, though certainly comfortable and on the nicer side - had underground parking, a low concrete cave that smelled permanently of exhaust and the particular cold of underground spaces that never saw sun, and her bike sat in its usual spot at the end of the row like it was sulking about being left there overnight, which — fair. The Ducati Panigale was red with white accents, a small tasteful streak of the same hot pink from her jacket cuffs worked into the tail unit, and she loved it with an intensity she didn't extend to very many objects - or people - in her life. She loved the low, mean crouch of it. Loved the sound it made, that dry, ripping snarl unlike anything else on the road. Loved, most of all, that it was hers — bought and paid for out of her own resident's salary two years ago, back when she was still living on hospital coffee and four hours of sleep and had needed, badly, one thing in her life that was purely, uselessly, joyfully hers.
She'd bought it used from a guy named Genma Shiranui, a lean, toothpick-chewing ex-racer in his forties with a limp he pretended not to have and a garage full of trophies he'd stopped dusting sometime around the birth of his daughter. He'd ridden professionally for nearly two decades before a bad highside at a track day had put a pin in his femur and, more permanently, a healthy fear in his wife, and he'd sold the Panigale to Sakura with the resigned, faintly wistful air of a man giving up a piece of himself to someone he'd decided deserved it.
"She's got some hours on her," he'd told her, toothpick shifting from one corner of his mouth to the other as he walked her around it in his driveway, "and she'll bite you if you get cocky, so don't get cocky. But she's never once let me down when it counted. You treat her right, she'll outlast both of us." He'd patted the bright red tank once, the exact gesture Sakura now caught herself doing without thinking, like it had imprinted on her secondhand. "Somebody who fixes bones for a living oughta appreciate a machine that doesn't lie to you about what's broken."
She'd thought about that a lot, actually, in the two years since. Bikes didn't lie. People lied about pain scales, lied about how many painkillers they'd already taken, lied about whether they'd actually been doing their physio — the bike just told you, honestly and immediately, exactly what was wrong, if you knew how to listen.
Which was why, when it stuttered under her at the second light on Naka Avenue, she felt it as a small, specific betrayal.
It was subtle at first — a hiccup in the throb between her thighs, a half-beat missing from the engine's usual heartbeat, there and gone so fast she almost convinced herself she'd imagined it. She eased off the throttle, visor fogging faintly at the edges with her own breath in the cold morning air, and told herself it was nothing. Cold engine. Everything complained a little in the cold.
Then it happened again three blocks later, and this time it wasn't subtle. The Panigale bucked under her like it had swallowed wrong, power dropping out for a full sickening second before stumbling back, and she felt the loss of it in her stomach before her brain caught up — that specific, hollowing lurch of something's actually wrong, the same one she got at work when a monitor's rhythm changed and every hair on her arms stood up before she'd consciously registered why.
"Come on," she muttered into her helmet, patting the tank encouragingly like it might help, the same gesture Genma had used on it two years ago, passed down like a superstition. "Not today. I have a partial knee at eight."
The bike, unmoved by her surgical schedule, lost another twenty percent of its will to live somewhere around the bridge, the engine note dropping from its usual confident snarl to something thinner, more effortful, like it was wheezing. She could smell something faintly hot and metallic under the exhaust that hadn't been there yesterday. Great. Fantastic. Love that for me.
She babied it the rest of the way — short-shifting, feathering the clutch, coaxing it along like a patient she didn't trust to walk on their own yet — and got it into the hospital's underground garage with nothing worse than a faint, oily reluctance every time she opened the throttle past half. She sat there for a second after she cut the engine, helmet still on, forehead nearly resting on the tank, and exhaled.
"Okay," she told it. "We'll deal with you later. Don't die on me before then, I mean it."
***
She dealt with her riding gear in the locker room five minutes after that, peeling out of them with the brisk, practiced efficiency of someone who'd done it a thousand times before — jacket, pants, base layer left folded on the bench while she pulled on scrubs still warm from the dryer, laced up her clogs, and clipped her badge to her chest pocket. She caught her own reflection in the locker mirror for half a second on her way out - now she was fully Dr. Haruno Sakura, orthopaedic surgeon - and shrugged into her white coat over the top of it like armor of an entirely different kind.
"Okay," she told that reflection too, same unconvinced tone as the one in her hallway mirror an hour earlier. "Different big day than expected. Let's go."
She did not, in fact, deal with the bike later, because later very quickly turned into a ten-hour day that ate her alive one hour at a time.
The eight o'clock partial knee went fine — routine, almost boring in its smoothness, which she'd learned over the years to be grateful for rather than bored by, because boring meant nobody was bleeding out unexpectedly. The tib-fib fracture that followed was a different story. It had looked deceptively simple on the scans, a clean-ish break that some overconfident resident had already quoted a recovery timeline for before Sakura even scrubbed in, and then turned considerably less simple the second she actually got a look at the fragmentation in person. Two hours instead of one. A resident who needed his hand held through the reduction like she was talking a toddler through tying shoelaces. By the time she peeled off her gloves her lower back had that specific, deep ache of someone who'd been leaning over a table since dawn, and her stomach had progressed from hungry to actively hostile.
She found Ino in the break room a little after one, which was less a coincidence and more a law of physics — Ino Yamanaka, blonde ponytail slightly wilted after her own morning of consults, sprawled in the one good chair with her socked feet up on the coffee table and a granola bar she was eating like it had personally wronged her.
"You look like death warmed over and then left out again," Ino said, by way of greeting, not looking up from her phone.
"Thank you. You look radiant. How's psych?"
"Psych is fascinating, actually, I had a guy this morning who is one hundred percent convinced his houseplants are surveilling him for his ex-wife, and honestly? Compelling argument, ten minutes in, I nearly believed him too." Ino finally looked up, took one proper look at Sakura's face, and sat up straighter, all business. "Okay, what happened? You've got the jaw thing going on."
"I don't have a jaw thing."
"You have a whole jaw thing, it's your tell, I've known you since we were nineteen. Talk."
Sakura dropped into the chair across from her, dragged the granola bar box toward herself without asking, and found, to her own mild annoyance, that she genuinely did want to talk about it.
"My bike's dying on me. She started losing power on the way in this morning, out of nowhere. I gave her a full once-over about a month ago — plugs, chain, the works, everything checked out fine — so whatever this is, it's new, and it's past anything I've got the tools or the time to open up and chase down myself tonight. Which means I have to actually find a mechanic, which means I get to spend my one evening off this week standing in some garage listening to a stranger explain my own motorcycle back to me like I don't already know more about it than most people who own one." Sakura realized partway in that she was spiraling, a little, and she couldn’t come up with a way to stop it, not on half a granola bar and not after the morning she’d had.
"Oh, no. Not the bike." Ino's face did something genuinely stricken for a second, granola bar forgotten. "That's basically your firstborn, Sakura, I'm so sorry. Is it bad? Please tell me it's not the whole engine, those things cost more to rebuild than my rent."
"I don't know yet. That's the problem."
"Okay, well — that sucks, actually, I mean that sincerely." Ino reached over and patted her knee once, with real sympathy, before the corner of her mouth started to curve back toward its natural resting smirk. "But. And I say this with love. You've had that bike two years and you've never once let anyone else so much as look at it funny. You did your own oil changes in your parking garage with a headlamp rather than pay someone forty bucks to do it properly in an actual bay with actual light. So forgive me for finding it a little bit funny that the universe has now forced your hand."
"It hasn't forced anything, I'm handling it," Sakura frowned at nothing and no one in particular.
"Uh-huh." Ino went back to her phone, entirely unbothered, the way only a best friend of a decade could get away with being. "Go find your mechanic. Report back. I want details."
"It's a bike, Ino, not a first date."
"Sure," Ino said, in a tone that suggested she did not believe that for one second, and Sakura's exit was significantly less dignified than she'd intended it to be.
***
The rest of the day went the way ten-hour days usually did — a blur of charts and post-ops and one exhausting phone call with her mother that she let go to voicemail twice on principle before picking up — and by the time she was peeling off her scrub cap for the last time and signing the final chart, her feet ached in a way that made the idea of standing around a garage for an hour and being talked at sound genuinely unappealing. She wanted, in descending order of priority: food, a shower, and to not think about her motorcycle for at least six more hours.
The motorcycle had other plans. It always did.
She found the place on her phone in the elevator down to the garage, thumb moving faster than her better judgment — motorcycle mechanic near me, then, when the first two results were either closed for the evening or specialized exclusively in scooters, motorbike specialist Konoha — and the third link that came up had a grainy photo of a garage bay, a four-star rating built on eleven reviews, and a name that sounded like an actual person rather than a franchise: S. Uchiha — Moto Repair & Restoration.
Uchiha. She huffed a little, half a laugh. Big clan, that one — old money, older reputation, half of them apparently still walking around with the kind of bearing that made people instinctively straighten their spines. She'd assisted on a surgery years ago for some Uchiha cousin twice removed who'd broken his collarbone in a training accident and had been eerily, unnervingly calm about the whole thing while she reset it. Made sense one of them would end up fixing bikes with the same unnerving intensity they apparently brought to everything else.
The reviews, when she skimmed them, were oddly specific in a way that made her trust them more than five stars would have. Fixed what three other shops couldn't even diagnose. Also flirted with my girlfriend the entire time. Ten out of ten, would return. She snorted at that one in the elevator, and a nurse gave her a look she chose to ignore.
The bike protested the whole ride over — down, she guessed now, closer to sixty percent of itself, spitting and hesitating on the hills — and by the time she found the address, a low corrugated building tucked between a tire shop and an empty lot with weeds coming up through cracked asphalt, she was gripping the clutch like it owed her money, and had progressed, on the hunger front, from actively hostile to something closer to feral. She had eaten exactly one protein bar since a rushed half-sandwich and the granola bar at lunch, and it was showing.
The roll-up door was open. Warm yellow light spilled out onto the forecourt along with the smell of hot metal, motor oil, and something sharper underneath — brake cleaner, maybe, or gasoline evaporating off concrete — and underneath that, absurdly, the smell of coffee gone cold in a mug somewhere. Classic rock rattled tinnily out of a paint-speckled radio on a shelf. Tools lay everywhere in the specific chaos of a workspace that made sense to exactly one person. An old BMW enduro sat up on a lift in the middle of the bay, one wheel off, its owner's whole upper body vanished into the guts of it, only a pair of legs in oil-stained cargo pants and scuffed boots visible from where Sakura idled to a stop.
She killed the engine. The sudden quiet felt enormous.
She got her helmet off — pink hair static-clinging to her cheeks, damp at the temples, and she didn't care — and, mostly for the relief of it after a day sealed inside scrubs and then leather, unzipped her jacket a few inches, tugging the collar open to let some actual air reach her collarbone.
Just as the legs attached themselves to the rest of a person, who straightened up out of the BMW's engine bay with the unhurried ease of someone who knew exactly how good he looked doing it, and whose eyes, she noted with some satisfaction, dropped very briefly to her hands at her zipper before he caught himself.
She pretended not to notice. It seemed only fair.
He was tall. Dark, messy hair that looked like it had given up trying to lie flat sometime around noon and simply gone feral, a smear of grease along one sharp cheekbone, forearms — bare, sleeves shoved up past the elbow — corded with the kind of muscle that came from actually using your hands for a living rather than a gym membership. Okay, said some small, treacherous part of her brain that she was going to have a stern word with later. Noted. Moving on. He had a wrench in one hand and an expression that was already, before he'd said a single word, entirely too pleased with itself.
His dark eyes took her in from head to foot, and then back up again, staying there a beat too long, something in his face doing a slow, appreciative ohh.
"Okay," he said, setting the wrench down on a workbench without looking at it, missing badly, fumbling it, catching it again with a reflexive quickness that undercut the whole cool routine rather charmingly. "I think I died sometime this afternoon and nobody told me, because that’s the best thing I've seen roll into this garage all year."
And somehow — she couldn't have said exactly how, except that his gaze hadn't so much as flicked toward the bike yet — Sakura knew he wasn't talking entirely about the motorcycle.
Then his eyes did drop to her bike, properly, and his whole face changed register, sharpening into something more like genuine appraisal. "1199 S, unless I'm blind. Öhlins up front — that's not the stock fork. Subframe's lightened too, and this bodywork's aftermarket, dzus fasteners instead of stock bolts." He crouched slightly, tracking something along the tail with a considering tilt of his head, something delighted creeping into his expression. "This isn't just ridden hard. She's an honest-to-god track bike under all that." A beat, then, looking up at her, "So — what'd you do to her?"
"I didn't do anything to her," Sakura said, the edge in her voice sharper than she'd meant, hunger and a ten-hour day doing most of the talking. "She started losing power on my way to work this morning. Stumbling, hesitating on throttle, worse going uphill. I gave her a full once-over about a month ago — plugs, chain, all of it — and everything checked out fine then, so whatever this is, it's new, and it's past what I've got the tools or the time to chase down myself tonight." She caught herself a half-second later — caught the flicker of that's not his fault, Sakura, he didn't break your bike, he's just standing there — and exhaled slowly through her nose. "Sorry. Long day. That came out sharper than I meant it. I just meant I don't know what's wrong with her. Not an accusation."
Something in his face gentled, a flicker of understanding crossing it that suggested he'd clocked exactly what kind of day she'd had without needing the specifics. "No offense taken. Bikes have a way of betraying you on the worst possible morning, it's basically a law of physics." He straightened, wiping a hand on a rag that had given up being useful three oil changes ago, then paused. "Hang on — you checked the plugs and the chain yourself? A month ago?"
"I check a lot of things myself." She said it flatly, daring him to make something of it.
Something shifted in his expression — the flirt dial staying exactly where it was, but a second thing sliding in alongside it, quick and genuine. Interest. The real kind. "Good," he said simply, and came around the BMW toward her. "Because half my Tuesdays are spent explaining to grown adults what a chain is. Uchiha Shisui." He held out the hand he'd just wiped, which she eyed with open suspicion until he laughed — a real laugh, quick and a little too loud for the enclosed space, bouncing off the corrugated ceiling.
"Haruno Sakura." She shook it. His grip was warm, calloused, sure — a working hand, not a performing one, and she noted that with the same clinical distance she'd have applied to a scan, except it didn't stay clinical, it caught somewhere behind her sternum instead. "And I need you to actually look at my bike, not just admire her from a distance."
"I can multitask." He winked, slow and entirely deliberate, so there was absolutely no mistaking which half of that sentence he'd meant, and crouched down properly this time, running a hand along the fairing with a care that looked almost reverent. "Where’d you pick this beauty up, just out of curiosity? This isn't a bike somebody picks up new for full price and rides to brunch."
"Off a guy named Genma — ex-racer. Bad knee from a highside, toothpick permanently welded to his face." Sakura crossed her arms, leather creaking, and smiled a little at the memory of the quirky man.
Shisui huffed a laugh, delighted. "I know Genma. He doesn't sell to just anybody, you know — turned down a buyer with cash in hand for this exact model because the guy called it 'a chick bike' in front of him. Nearly threw him out of the garage." He shook his head, standing, something warmer settling into the corner of his mouth as he looked at her properly again. "So — vetted by Genma Shiranui, does her own repairs, and rides a track bike like she means it. I'm revising my whole opinion of tonight upward. Who are you, really?"
She raised one eyebrow at Shisui, thoroughly amused by the man’s full-throttle flirting that seemed more his general character rather than any sort of display he was putting on - and she found herself more charmed than she cared to admit. Maybe it was the forearms, she surmised. The forearms certainly helped.
"Gradual power loss, no stalling?" he asked, crouching back down to the engine, all business again for a moment.
"Gradual. This morning it was a stutter at low speed, then it got worse — by the time I got to the hospital she'd lost maybe half her power on anything past half throttle. Rode her home the same way. Didn't stall completely, never died on me, just — weaker. Progressively."
"Mm." He thumbed open the fuel cap, sniffed, made a small considering noise. "Fuel smells fine, so it's not sitting stale. And you already ruled out plugs and chain a month back, so whatever's wrong is new." He glanced up. "What do you do, if you don't mind me asking, that you don't have the time to chase this down yourself?"
"Orthopedic surgeon." She watched for the flicker she usually got — the little recalibration people did, the oh — and got it, quick and genuine, followed immediately by a grin.
"So you and I do the same job. Just —" he gestured between her leathers and his grease-streaked coveralls, "— wildly different pay grades and PPE."
"I fix people. You fix bikes. I'm not sure those are the same job, Uchiha."
"Same job," he reiterated, entirely unbothered. "Something's not working right, you don't know exactly why yet, you have to actually get inside it to find out, and everyone's scared of the bill at the end. Tell me I'm wrong."
She opened her mouth to tell him he was wrong, found she couldn't actually construct the sentence, and settled for a look instead, which only made him grin wider.
"Okay." He crouched by the engine again, and this time his focus properly narrowed, the flirt dial dropping down several notches as something more careful took over — head tilted, listening to some internal checklist she couldn't follow. "Gradual power loss, no stalling, no weird smells, fuel's fresh, and she's a track bike that's had every hour Genma could give her but nobody's been inside the fuel system in who-knows-how-long. My money's on something in the delivery — injector's gummed up, or you've got some crud built up somewhere it shouldn't be. Won't know for sure till I get in there properly, and I'm not doing that standing in a parking lot at six PM with a headlamp." He looked up at her, and there was something almost apologetic in it, though his tone stayed light. "Good news is it's very fixable. Bad news is I don't have the part sitting on a shelf back there — I'll need to get it delivered."
"How long."
"Tomorrow, if I put the order in tonight." He straightened, tapping the wrench - the second one he’d withdrawn from his back pocket, because that was apparently where one kept a spare wrench - lightly against his palm, considering her with an expression she was starting to recognize as him deciding whether to say something. "You want the honest pitch or the sales pitch?"
"Come on, who do you take me for?"
"Honest pitch, then." He set the wrench down properly this time. "I could do the whole thing myself tomorrow while you're at work, hand her back to you fixed, you never have to think about it again. Or — and I'm only offering this because you've clearly already got hands that know what a spark plug looks like — you come by after your shift, I walk you through it, you actually learn what's wrong with her and how to fix it yourself next time. Takes longer. Costs you an evening instead of nothing. But you strike me as someone who'd rather know."
Sakura considered him — the open, easy confidence of the offer, no calculation in it that she could find, just a read on her that was, annoyingly, dead accurate.
"I would rather know," she admitted with a huff.
"Thought so." His grin came back, softer at the edges than the one he'd opened with. "Tomorrow evening, then. We’ll get her good as new and you can take her home with you right after."
Sakura nodded. "Thank you. For… for actually offering to show me. That was unexpected." She glanced past him at the BMW still up on the lift, its tank a faded, sun-bleached olive. "That yours?"
"Depends who's asking. Legally, yes. Emotionally, I think she owns me." He said it lightly, but something moved under it — a beat of a different weight entirely — as he looked back at the enduro. "Old dispatch bike. Ex-military. Somebody put her out to pasture a long time ago and I decided she deserved better than a scrapyard."
"You do a lot of that? Rescue projects?" She was genuinely curious now, something she couldn’t quite name drawing the question out of her before she could stop it.
"More than I probably should, financially." He rubbed the back of his neck, leaving a fresh streak of grease there that she found herself absurdly tempted to point out but didn't. "There's something satisfying about it. Taking a thing everyone else decided was done and proving them wrong."
Sakura smirked. "Sounds like a personal philosophy more than a business model."
"Little bit of both." He said it easily, but his eyes had gone a shade more considering, like she'd landed somewhere he hadn't expected her to reach so fast. "I did four years in the military, actually. Vehicle maintenance corps — kept the things running that needed to keep running, mostly. Decided eventually that fixing things for a living suited me a lot better than the alternative uses people had in mind for my particular skill set." A shrug, deliberately loose, like he was setting the subject back down before it got too heavy for a parking lot at six PM. "Family wasn't thrilled. Uchihas have a type, careerwise, and 'motorcycle mechanic' isn't usually on the approved list."
"Big family, huh?" She already knew, of course — everyone in Konoha knew the shape of that name, if not the details — but there was something in the way he'd said it that invited the question anyway, and she asked it the best way she could, asking nothing specific and yet everything at once.
"Enormous. Borderline biblical." He said it with the specific, weary humor of someone reciting a fact rather than complaining about it. "Cousins I couldn't pick out of a lineup. Aunts who've had opinions about my life choices since before I could talk."
Sakura was quiet for a second, turning her helmet over once in her hands. "I always thought it would be nice," she said, half to herself, "growing up. A big, noisy family. It was always just me and my parents — quiet house, quiet dinners. I used to watch those huge chaotic family holiday specials on TV and think that looked like more fun than what I had."
Something flickered across his face — not quite a laugh, not quite a wince, more the specific expression of a man revising a thought he'd been carrying his whole life against a data point he hadn't considered. "It's not all it's cracked up to be," he said in the end, gentler than before, no longer purely offhand. "More people just means more people with opinions about who you're supposed to become. I don't really talk to most of them anymore, if I'm honest. Mostly just my cousin Itachi at this point — my aunt's kid, few years younger than me. Good kid. Terrifyingly serious. He's about the only one who didn't treat leaving the family business like I'd committed a crime. Him and my aunt Mikoto, bless her heart."
"That's rough."
"It's fine." And he did seem, genuinely, fine with it — no bitterness under the words, just the plain accounting of someone who'd made his peace with a decision a while ago and didn't need her sympathy for it. He shook it off with a visible, physical ease, the grin sliding back into place like he'd flipped a switch. "Anyway. Enough about my tragic backstory. You've got a bike to get home without, apparently."
"Right." She looked around the darkening lot, the reality of her situation catching up with her. "Bus, I guess. Fantastic."
"There's one on the corner that runs every twenty minutes, unless Konoha Transit's decided to be creative with the schedule again." He was already moving toward the office at the back of the garage, gesturing for her to follow. "Let me get you a work order for tomorrow — I'll need a number to reach you if the part comes in early or something changes."
She gave it to him, along with her name properly spelled, watching him write it on a carbon-copy pad with the same neat, economical care he'd used on her engine, and told herself the small flutter in her chest was just the tiredness of a ten-hour shift finally catching up with her, nothing more interesting than that.
"Tomorrow evening, then," he said, tearing off her copy and handing it over.
She lingered a second longer than she needed to, glancing past him at the Panigale where it sat in the bay, and found herself doing the math — sixty percent power, low speed, no highway between here and home, it wasn't that far — before she caught herself doing it and felt faintly ridiculous.
Shisui, watching her weigh it, read the whole debate off her face without her saying a word of it out loud. "Leave her here," he said, not unkindly. "I don't love the idea of you losing power on a hill somewhere with no shoulder."
"I've ridden through worse."
"I don't doubt it. Humor me anyway."
***
The bus, as it turned out, was exactly as bad as she remembered buses being, which was to say: extremely.
It smelled like someone's leftover convenience-store dinner and the particular mildew of a vehicle that had never once in its life been properly aired out. The seat springs had given up sometime during a previous administration. A man three rows back was having a phone conversation at a volume better suited to hailing a ship, and the woman next to Sakura kept sighing heavily at her own phone screen in a way that suggested she wanted to be asked about it, and Sakura did not ask, because she had exactly zero social battery left to spend on strangers tonight.
She sat there in her full leathers — because she'd had nowhere else to put them, and stripping down to her base layer on public transit felt like a bridge too far even for her — helmet balanced on her knees, and watched Konoha crawl by at roughly a third the speed she was used to experiencing it. Every red light felt personal. Every stop where nobody actually needed to get on or off felt like a small, deliberate insult. By the time she finally stood at her own corner, gulping in the first fresh air she'd had in forty-five minutes, she had developed a newfound, near-religious appreciation for the freedom of two wheels and an open throttle that she was fairly sure would never fully leave her again.
"Never again," she muttered to no one, hiking her helmet under her arm and starting the six-block walk home like some kind of civilian. "I don't care what it costs. Never again."
Which, admittedly, opened up an entire internal debate she hadn't fully vetted before launching into it. Because — okay. Hypothetically. If she had a second bike. Nothing fancy, nothing that would offend the Panigale's memory, just something small and reliable and boring enough to survive being parked outside in weather — she would never again be at the mercy of Konoha Transit's opinions about scheduling. She could justify it as a safety measure, even. Redundancy. Every hospital had backup generators; why shouldn't she have a backup bike? It wasn't indulgent, it was responsible risk management. She was fully prepared to explain that logic to anyone who questioned it, up to and including her own bank statement.
By the time she reached her own front door she had, with the specific unhinged clarity of the extremely tired, more or less talked herself into pricing out a secondhand motorbike by the weekend.
***
Her apartment, when she finally let herself in, felt like the inside of a held breath finally released — dim, quiet, blessedly still. She dropped her helmet on the entryway bench, peeled out of the jacket first because her shoulders had been aching for it since somewhere around hour six, and left a trail of leather and base layers across the hallway floor in a manner she'd have judged severely in anyone else. By the time she reached the kitchen she was down to an old T-shirt and the leather pants, because taking off riding pants after a day like today felt like a project better suited to a version of herself with more energy than the current one.
She surveyed the fridge with the specific, unglamorous honesty of someone who was not, tonight, going to cook anything that required a pan.
Hummus. Still good. Half a bag of pita, slightly stale but salvageable with a hot pan for thirty seconds. A container of carrot and cucumber sticks she'd prepped on Sunday like an optimist. A jar of the fresh sauerkraut she'd developed an inexplicable, specific craving for sometime in her mid-twenties and never looked back from. A tin of good olives, the fancy kind with the pits still in, that she ate like popcorn. A block of dark chocolate hiding behind the orange juice, three squares already missing from a previous, similarly rough week.
"Perfect," she told the fridge, and started building what she privately, unashamedly called a girl dinner — a little of everything, arranged on one plate with the specific chaotic logic of someone who did complex things for a living and refused to overcomplicate things for herself on a Tuesday. She warmed the pita, dolloped the hummus, scattered olives with genuine reverence, forked a healthy portion of sauerkraut directly from the jar because there was no one here to judge her for it, and, after a pause that lasted exactly as long as it took to acknowledge the kind of day she'd had, poured herself a genuinely indulgent glass of red wine — from the good bottle, not the Tuesday bottle.
She carried the whole assembly to the couch, curled up under the blanket she kept permanently draped over the back of it, and pulled up the show she'd been slowly, contentedly rewatching for months now whenever her brain needed somewhere soft to land — a baking competition, low stakes, gentle hosts, nobody's femur on the line, just flour and things caramelizing and mild-mannered disaster. She let the familiar theme music wash over her, took a long, grateful sip of wine, and popped an olive into her mouth with the deep, unbothered satisfaction of a woman who had survived the day.
This is nice, she thought, watching a contestant's soufflé collapse in real time with the mild, comfortable schadenfreude of someone who'd had a much worse Tuesday than that. This is exactly what I needed. No thinking about work. No thinking about anything. Just sponge cake layers and mediocre tension and—
Her brain, unhelpfully, supplied an image of grease-streaked forearms.
Oh, absolutely not, she told it, crunching down on a carrot stick with more force than necessary. We are not doing this. We are not thinking about mechanics with good forearms and better grins. We are thinking about sponge cake and patisserie disasters.
The patisserie on screen did not, in fact, help.
She thought, treacherously, of the exact way he'd crouched by her engine, unhurried and focused, hands moving over metal with a care she recognized from her own work. Thought of the low, easy rasp of his laugh bouncing off corrugated steel. Thought of the wink, which had been deeply unnecessary and had absolutely worked anyway. Thought, against her own explicit instructions to herself, of I did four years in the military, actually, said light and offhand over something that clearly wasn't light at all, and found herself unexpectedly, uselessly curious about the rest of that sentence — the parts he hadn't said.
"It's just tomorrow," she said out loud, to her wine glass, which did not answer, because it was a wine glass. "I go get my bike fixed. Then I go home. That's it. That's the whole plan."
She did not, in point of fact, believe herself even slightly, and fell asleep forty minutes later on the couch with the baking show still playing and one sock still on, thinking, despite every intention otherwise, about a garage that smelled like hot metal and a smile that had absolutely no business being that distracting.
***
Shisui watched her go until the dark swallowed the edge of the lot, and then a beat longer than that, which he was fully aware was excessive and did nothing about anyway.
He went back inside, flipped the radio down a notch, and pulled out his phone before he could talk himself out of being efficient about it, scrolling through the supplier's site until he found the injector kit he needed and put the order through for next-morning delivery, paying extra for the early slot without a second thought about the cost. Then he stood for a moment over the carbon-copy work order sitting on the bench — her name in his own handwriting, a phone number underneath it that he had absolutely no professional reason to already have memorized but somehow already had.
Haruno Sakura. Orthopedic surgeon. Vetted, apparently, by Genma Shiranui, which was its own small miracle. Rode a track-prepped superbike like she'd been born to it and gave it a proper once-over on schedule without being asked. Had a temper sitting right under the surface of her like a pilot light, and a laugh he hadn't actually gotten yet, not really, but fully intended to.
He picked up the wrench again, turned back to the BMW, and found he wasn't thinking about the enduro at all.
"Tomorrow," he told the empty garage, and didn't examine too closely why he said it like a promise.
***