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“Jimin,” you say. “Are you messing with me? Is this some kind of test?”
You look at Jimin. Jimin looks at you. He takes your hand and puts it over his heart.
“I’m serious. Look into my eyes. Feel my heartbeat,” says Jimin, his eyes staring into your eyes. Under your palm, his heartbeat raced. “Even now, my heart is calling out to you.”
Oh my… he’a saying his heart is racing because of me?! you think, shocked.
You never in a million years thought this would happen. Never ever considered this, but you had dreamed of this. You dreamed a lot of implausible situations that could only exist in the dark of night.
Your fantasies were not even close to the truth that is Jimin. So handsome yes, but also funny and oh so smart.
When you stood in the crowd and looked up at him, you never imagined that one day he would look back at you. So focused. Eyes just for you. All for you.
You should say something. He told you about his feelings for you. Love, he’d said. But can you really believe this international superstar?
“And you?” He asks as if Jimin read your mind. “How do you feel about me?”
Your heart beat speeds up as you wonder if you can trust him with your honest feelings. You wonder if you can trust Jimin with your heart.
The last few weeks have been crazy for you. Filled with excitement, adventure, attraction, and chemistry as you tour with BTS.
Your feelings have been on a roller coaster because of this, because you have more than desire, but interest and a song deep in your heart that you have been afraid to listen to.
But here was Jimin asking you to listen to your heart. Asking you to take a chance… on him. On the two of you. On us.
“I like you” you tell him.
It takes more out of you than you imagined it would. Now that it was out there your truth, your heart was racing at the speed of light. Fear.. you thought you’d grow out of these kind of feelings, but you’re afraid then maybe he won’t return your feelings.
What if this entire conversation is about outing you not starting something new with Jimin. He was Park Jimin! How could you think? How could you think-
“ I knew that,” says Jimin. “ but now I understand my own feelings.”
Your heart stops.
“ I like you too,” says Jimin. “So much. Sometimes I’m afraid it’s too much.”
“It could never be too much,” you tell him.
Jimin laughs. “ OK, so I’ll keep on going.”
“Going where?” you ask.
“Falling in love with you,” he says.
You gasp, mouth falling open in shock. Jimin takes advantage of your shocked moment and kisses you, tongue slipping into your mouth. Jimin is kissing you. That wasn’t dramatic enough (clears throat.)
JIMIN IS KISSING YOU!!!!!
You’re shocked. You’re in awe. You are falling in love with Park Jimin. You kiss him back. You lean into the kiss, you lean into him. Your arms are about to go around his neck. You’re about to give in all the way to Jimin.
But suddenly he’s gone! Thrown across the room. You stare in confusion as he gets to his feet to face the man who threw him away from you.
“What in the fuck are you doing?” Asks Jungkook, his voice shaking with rage.
Jungkook looks at Jimin and then… he looks at you and your heart stops.
“What. The. Fuck. Are. You. Doing?” he asks you.
And you have no words. You don’t know what to say. You don’t know how to feel as a wave of what you think is guilt washes over you.
You look at Jimin then back at Jungkook. You don’t know what to say. Not to Jimin’s confusion or Jungkook’s super hot rage.
That’s when someone else speaks instead:
“I’d like to know the answer to that question as well,” says a voice at the door.
You all turn to look at RM leaning against the door jam with his eyes locked, intensely on you.
“Answer him,” he says. “What the fuck are you doing… with Jimin?”
This is too much! You’re overwhelmed. And your stupid body finally does something right.
You don’t answer them.
You faint.