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Jude had been pacing his hotel room for the last twenty minutes, his phone face up on his bed. He kept trying to ignore it and focus on anything else. He’d already rearranged the pillows and reorganized his drawer. Hell, he had even organized the bathroom, but he couldn’t ignore it anymore. He could feel the anxiety filling his stomach and crawling its way up his throat. He didn’t know why. He knew Erling isn’t mad at him. He knew that when the alpha does see him, he’ll be all smiles with a softness in his eyes that is only reserved for the omega, but he can’t help it. Jude had sent him a text twenty minutes ago, and he was yet to hear anything back.
-Come by, everyone’s out. Room 1805
“he’s probably doing interviews” Jude breathes out. He takes a deep breath in and walks to the bathroom again. This time, he splashes water on his face. He grabs one of the towels he’s folded four times in a row, pats his face dry, and stares at his reflection in the mirror. He’s being selfish, and he knows it. Erling probably wants to spend this time with his team. After all, he worked so hard to get them this far. He had broken down in tears at the loss, the weight that his country had put on his shoulders crushing him.
Jude knows how much this game meant for Erling, and he hated the fact he had taken it from him. He didn’t want to go easy on him or lose either, but it still broke his heart to pieces.
He walks out of the bathroom and back towards the bed. He grabs his phone, scrolling through the notifications. He had messages from his parents, his brother, past teammates. Literally, everyone was congratulating him. Still, there was nothing from the only person in the world he wants to hear from.
Erling and he weren’t friends, not anymore at least. It had started that way many years ago during their Dortmund days, when Jude had first started. Erling was the first one to talk to him and include him in everything. He made sure to show him around and always stayed back with him when Jude wanted extra practice. Jude doesn’t know when his feelings had changed, maybe it was when Erling had signed for Man City.
The realization that Erling would be gone and no longer five minutes away had left Jude angry and scared. He remembered letting the resentment and anxiety simmer until he felt his blood boil. He had refused to let Erling know about it, but he always knew when something was wrong with Jude. Erling had corned him in his apartment after a week of Jude distancing himself and demanded he tell him what was going on. He remembers denying there being anything wrong but Erling always pushed. He kept pushing until he had Jude pressed against the wall their foreheads almost touching. Jude remembers being overwhelmed by Erling’s scent, the smell of grass, cedar, and apples mixed with hurt. It was so overwhelming that Jude couldn’t hold back and had lunged forward to press their lips together. He remembered the relief that washed over him when Erling wrapped his arms around his waist, pulling him closer and deepening their kiss.
After that, they continued to steal moments from each other’s lives. They never defined anything being they were so far apart, but they never ventured out either. Now Jude wishes they had defined their relationship, maybe then would he get a response from the alpha. Jude checks his phone again, ten more minutes have passed. He had sent out the message thirty minutes again and it didn’t even show that he read it. He rubbed his hands over his face and let himself plop on the bed. Fuck this. Jude grabs his phone and opens his messages to their text thread. He’s about to start typing when he heard a rapid knock on the door and his heart nearly leaps out of his chest.
He throws the phone, not caring where it lands, and heads towards the door. He hopes it’s the Alpha but doesn’t let himself get too worked up. He reaches for the handle and pauses for just a second, takes a deep breath, and then pulls the door open. At the other side of the door, he’s met with Erling. The Alpha is in shorts and a plain shirt, hands in his pocket, and smiling at him. Jude knows that even though he’s smiling, he’s still upset; he can smell it. The Alpha’s scent has a bittersweet tone to it, and he wants nothing more than to kiss it away.
The Omega reaches out and grabs Erling’s arm, pulling him in and shutting the door quickly. No one is at the hotel; his whole team has left to celebrate their triumph. They had tried their hardest to get him to join them, but Jude had told them he was too exhausted to go out, and eventually, they let him stay behind.
“Hi.” Jude whispers. He’s scared to do more. He doesn’t know if he can tease the Alpha about this just yet.
“Hey.” Erling says just above a whisper, the sound of his deep voice sending chills down the Omega’s spine. He looks down at his socks like they’re the most interesting thing in the world and bites his lip.
“Um, I’m uh- I’m really sorry—“ Jude is interrupted by the Alpha stepping close to him. He feels Erling’s fingertips under his chin, the touch so soft and warm. He feels his anxiety melting away.
“Don’t you ever apologize. We both gave it our all, and you won.” Jude meets Erling’s gaze, searching his blue eyes where he finds nothing but honesty and pride. He knows the Alpha isn’t angry or resentful, but he was so scared to lose what they had that he had spiraled.
“But still, I really am-“
“I’m proud of you, Jude. England is proud of you. You should be proud, hun.” The Alpha once again interrupts him, this time placing both hands on each of Judes cheeks. He offers him another smile, then leans in and gives him a kiss.
The kiss starts off soft and gentle, as if the alpha was cherishing something that would break easily. Jude felt himself relaxing, letting the kiss take him over. He brushed his hands up the alpha’s sides until they came up around his neck and pulled him down even more. This prompted the alpha to grab onto his waist, leaning into the kiss. He lightly pressed his tongue along Jude’s bottom lip, asking for permission. Permission that the omega granted promptly. He opened his mouth and tilted his head, relishing in the way the alpha’s tongue exploded.
Erling was such a good kisser, and Jude could kiss him for hours. He loved the way the alpha could pull him apart bit by bit, reducing him to nothing with his lips. They both pulled apart, needing air, their foreheads touching and gazing into each other’s eyes.
“I’m proud of you too. You played amazing. “ Jude felt a small smile reach his lips. “But if you’re so proud of me… why don’t you show me?”
The omega pushed him back lightly and headed towards the bed. With Erling having kissed his anxiety away, he finally felt the buzz of the win. He could remember the fans roaring as he made the last goal. He knew the kind of accomplishment that was, an omega bringing home the win and helping his team advance to the semifinals.
“Don’t worry, pretty. I plan to show you just how proud I am.”
Erling turns around and makes his way towards the bed where the omega is already sitting at the edge. He grabs the hem of his shirt and pulls it up and off. Jude shamelessly lets his eyes run down his body, gazing hungrily. He couldn’t wait to feel every inch of him, to feel the weight of it pressed against him. He wasn’t small himself, but Erling was just so much bigger. He loved how much he towered over him.
“My eyes are up here pretty.” The alpha was standing over him now, looking down, a small smirk on his lips. Jude felt his face heat up. Yeah, they’ve done this many times before, but he still felt as if he couldn’t fully look. Like he couldn’t fully take it all in. After all, Erling wasn’t his. He wasn’t his alpha.
“Take this off.”
The demand pulled him out of his thought process. Jude shook his head, getting rid of it. He didn’t want to think about the technicalities right now. He just wanted to enjoy the moment. He lifted his shirt up above his head and threw it to the side.
“This too.” The alpha tugged at his shorts and watched with hungry eyes as Jude slipped his briefs off too. Now it was Erling’s turn to take in the view. Jude watched as his eyes moved, slowing down his body. He lingered on his cock and licked his lips.
Erling came down and gave him a gentle kiss as he dropped to his knees. Even on his knees, he was barely shorter than him, who was fully sitting on the bed. The alpha broke the kiss and lightly gave his chest a push. Jude obeyed quickly, letting himself fall back on the bed. It was pathetic how easily he did anything Erling asked of him, but he didn’t care. He wanted to please him.
“Look at you, so perfect. I bet you’re already so wet, aren’t you?”
“Erling, please.”
He felt the alpha’s nose drag on his hip bone, leaving a small kiss behind, but he didn’t stop. He dragged his lips further down. Jude could feel his breath so close to his cock, yet he completely ignored it. A whine escaped his lips, and he felt his hips stutter forward. He needed Erling so bad. He needed his alpha.
“Don’t worry, I’m gonna make you feel so good. I just want a little taste first.” A shiver ran down Jude’s body, and he could feel himself getting harder and his hole wetter. It would be embarrassing if it wasn’t Erling.
The older man snaked his hands under his thighs and lifted them up towards the omega’s chest. He felt so vulnerable and exposed but so turned on.
“Don’t let go.”
As soon as Jude grabbed his thighs, Erling instantly dove in. He flattened his tongue and licked at his hole. The sudden touch had Jude arching his back, already mewling at the sensation. Erling didn’t stop. He spread him further apart, and Jude felt the tip of his tongue probing at his hole. Begging to be let in and stretched out so he would take his alpha’s cock. The pleasure that was rippling through his body was too much and not enough. He needed more.
“More, Erling, please. I want you.”
Even with Jude’s pleas, the alpha didn’t stop. He continued relentlessly fucking him with his tongue, sucking every couple of seconds and nipping at the sensitive skin.
“More?” Erling asked.
He then felt one of Erling’s fingers circle his hole alongside his tongue before making his way in. It ripped a moan out of the younger man, hips moving down to meet him halfway. Jude felt like he was going to die. The delicious burn was so much and not enough.
“Look at you. Fucking yourself back on my finger and tongue. Such a good omega.” The praise dripping out of Erling like honey, and Jude was so unbelievably gone already.
“Please.”
“Please, what? Use your words, darling.”
“Please, I want more. I want your cock, alpha.”
Jude knew that as soon as he let the alpha leave his lips, Erling would be defenseless. He knew just how much it riles him up, and that’s exactly what he needed. He needed to be filled until he couldn’t think anymore. He looked down at Erling with half-lidded eyes and eyebrows furrowed. The alpha looked back at him with a hunger in his eyes that made Jude clench around his finger, and he felt more slick build up.
“You’re so tight, baby. Just a little more. I promise.”
Jude lets his head fall back and lets out a long moan as he feels him push in another digit. Erling’s fingers are so long and thick, and he knows how to move them to drive him crazy. Jude loves that; he loves that Erling knows exactly what to do to him. He pumps them in and out a couple of times before he curls them, hitting the spot he knows will make Jude come undone. Erling watches mesmerized as Jude lets go of his thighs to grasp at the bed covers. He loves when he looks like this, so desperate and begging for anything Erling will give him. And Erling will give him anything; he’d give him the world if he asked.
“I’m ready, just put it in. I’m not going to break.” Jude knew that he probably should let the alpha finish prepping him, but he didn’t care. He needed to feel Erling, to be stretched and filled until there was nothing left of him.
“Very well. If you think you can handle it.” Jude felt the emptiness left behind when Erling pulled out and walked to the nightstand. It left him mewling as he watched Erling go through the drawer. Fuck. Jude had forgotten to buy condoms, and by the looks of it, so did Erling.
“It’s fine. We don’t need them; we only see each other anyways.” Erling looked at him as he wrestled with the idea of going to the lobby store to buy some, although he hated the idea of having to leave in the middle of this. He knew the omega wouldn’t be fond of it either, and he’s right. For years now, they’ve only been with each other.
“Are you sure?” Erling asked carefully; the idea of sinking into Jude and getting to feel him entirely made his head swim.
“Yeah. I’ll take a pill tomorrow, just hurry up. Please.”
“Okay, if you’re sure. You can tell me to stop at any time.” Erling walked back towards Jude, pushing his shorts down and stepping over them.
“I will I promise.” Jude felt the bed dip as Erling climbed on settling between his legs and sitting on his heels. He watched as the alpha stroked his own cock a couple times, Jude felt his mouth salivate at the sight. Looking at it now almost made him regret his decision to let Erling add a third. The alpha was so big in length and girth and Jude knew he would be limping at practice.
Erling grabbed his hips and pulled him down toward him, positioning himself at Jude’s entrance. He rubbed the head of his cock on the omegas hole a couple times, letting the head catch. It made Jude’s head spin, all he wanted was to feel Erling in him and he was taking his sweet time. He moved his hips down slightly when Erling did it again causing the head of his cock to fully catch. Jude let out a breathe he didn’t know he was holding, Erling groaned and felt his hips stutter forward a little pushing him to go even deeper.
“God, you’re so tight and so wet for me Jude.” The alpha threw his head back as he moved in slowly. Underneath him Jude was a mess, he could feel Erlings cock splitting him and he loved all of it. He loved how good it hurt and how full it made him feel. He could feel the warmth in his stomach start to coil with every inch Erling kept pushing into him. Erling looked down at him as he finally bottomed out and it took everything in Jude to not come right then and there. Erling looked so delicious, eyes glazed over and mouth open. He could smell his arousal in the air along with so much want.
Erling Interlocked his hands into Jude’s bringing them up to pin above his head, he leaned in and nosed at the sensitive gland on Jude’s neck. It started out gentle but progressively got more firm and eventually Erling was abusing it with his tongue and Jude just let him. He loved when Erling got lost in the moment, he always let himself believe that they were more. That they were mated and came home to eachother every night. He knew it was dangerous but he didn’t care.
“You can move now.”
“I need a second love. You feel so good like this.” Erling moaned into his ear still lapping at his scent gland. He felt the alpha nip at it slightly before leaving a kiss on his neck, then his jaw and the corner of his mouth. Jude moved towards him opening his mouth and letting Erlings tongue in deepening the kiss.
Finally he felt Erling move, he slowly pulled out almost entirely before thrusting back in. He was moving so painfully slow, Jude felt every single inch if his length. He couldn’t hold back his moans anymore, and he was too strung out to even kiss Erling back properly. The alpha started picking up the pace, thrusting faster and deeper into the omega. Jude arched his back and bit his lips. Eyes closed to try and contain the pleasure he was feeling.
“Fuck baby. Look at me.”
Jude finally met the alphas eyes after a couple more thrusts and he couldn’t help but wonder what he looked like. Erling looked absolutely wrecked, his cheeks were flushed and his eyes glazed over. Jude maintained eye contact until it became too much. He could practically taste the alphas pheromones in the air, full of pleasure and want. Jude buried his face into the alphas neck opposite of his scent gland. He didn’t trust himself not to sink his teeth in. Erling growled deep in his throat and picked up the pace. The room filled with their obscene noises, Jude was never quiet but now even Erling was being vocal.
Jude loved it when he got to hear the alphas pleasure, it made his omega feel warm inside knowing he was making those noises because of him. Jude licked at his neck where his scent gland would be and slightly bit down. He sucked gently leaving a mark wishing it was his scent gland. Erling groaned and pulled back, snaking one hand behind jude’s neck and the other on his ass and flipped them over gently switching positions.
The switch angled Erlings cock to where it brushed against Jude’s bundle of nerves just slightly, he let out a loud moan as he fucked himself on the older mans cock chasing that sensation. The overwhelming smell of Erling wrapped around him as he realized that with the move Erling had moved his face to his left side. His nose right at his scent gland, Jude tried to pull back but he felt the alphas other arm come up around his waist caging him in. Erling planted his feet into the bed and began fucking up into the omega at a relentless pace, with each thrust he felt his cock hitting his spot just right. Jude could feel the last string of his self control about to snap, yet he desperately fought to hang on to it. Scared of what he would do but erling didn’t let up. If anything the arm around his waist seemed to tighten letting him completely abuse Jude’s prostate.
“Erling, I can’t. Please. Fuck. I’m close.”
“You can. You’re taking it so well. My little omega. You’re completely cock drunk aren’t you.”
Jude couldn’t help it anymore, his nose and lips kept brushing the gland with every thrust. He finally let himself go, he wanted this. He let his tongue lap at the gland enjoying the taste and the way that it made Erling shiver.
“Fuck baby. Feels so good. Should i knot you?”
“Oh my god.” Jude moaned out at the thought of Erling knotting him. He did want him to, he wanted to feel the delicious burn of Erlings knot against his hole. He wanted it to stretch him and pump him full of cum. He wanted to feel the cum so deep he was sure his stomach would swell with a baby.
“You got even tighter Jude. Does my omega want me to fill him up? You want me to get you pregnant baby?”
“Yes, yes, yes please. I’m gonna cum please alpha please.” Jude begged against Erlings neck. He was so close and so desperate for relief. He kept licking and nipping at Erlings neck not caring if he caught his scent gland or not. He was so far gone, so drunk on Erling that he didn’t care. Erlings pace became erratic, he made sure he kept hitting Jude’s sensitive spot but the omega knew he was close. Jude moaned and licked a long stripe up Erlings neck, accidentally letting his canine knick the gland. Erling threw his head back moans escaping his lips and the omega felt the base of his cock swelling and catching on his hole.
“Get off, I’m gonna knot fuck. I’m gonna cum.” Erling pushed at Jude slightly, giving him a warning. Even in his fucked out state Jude knew he was giving him a way out, but he didn’t care. He was gonna let himself indulge in the fantasy today. He would deal with the consequences later and he hoped Erling wouldn’t be too mad. Jude just wanted to feel his knot, he needed it. He wanted so badly for Erling to be his alpha and he was gonna live like it today. He wrapped his arms around Erlings neck and started bouncing back meeting the alphas thrusts half way, placing open mouth kisses on his gland.
“Me too. Fuck, i’m gonna cum too.” Jude could feel all the heat in his stomach coming to boil. He kept bouncing on Erlings cock taking it deeper and deeper. He felt the knot start forming and pushing past his hole and it was the best thing he’s ever felt. Just the right amount of pain that sent shivers up his spine. Erling gave one last thrust letting the knot slip all the way into Jude’s hole. Jude felt like electricity ran through his body as he painted stripes between their bodies, letting out a scream and biting at the Alphas shoulder. It felt so good it had him clawing at the bed, shaking as the pleasure hit him wave after wave. He could feel Erling pumping him full of cum and he’s never felt so full. Under him the alpha had his head thrown all the way back as he too let out a long moan. Erling has never knotted anyone and the feeling of Jude’s tight hole around him felt like heaven. The fact that he was filling Jude up to the brim and the possibility of seeing Jude pregnant with his baby left his head spinning.
They both laid there for a moment catching their breath not saying a word. Neither of them dared to. They had crossed a line that Erling had never thought they would. They had done something that Erling reserved for when he was alone at home cock in his hand thinking about Jude who was miles away. He couldn’t believe he had done it, he was still doing it. He could feel his cock still spilling cum into Jude’s hole, with every wave he could hear the omega on his chest let out a whimper. It snapped him back to reality and he let his hands rub up and down the omegas back.
“Jude? Are you okay? I’m sorry i tried to warn you and i tried to move. i’m sorry.” There was a weight in his chest and he could feel himself getting consumed by anxiety. What had he done, he let this happen because of his own sick fantasy and now he was gonna lose the most important person in his life.
“Jude?” Erling called out again when he didn’t hear a response, he lifted his head up and sat up on his elbows to push them up towards the pillows as best as he could. He looked down at Jude, and was meant with the most beautiful sight. Jude rested his head on his chest, smile across his lips and a glazed look in his eyes.
“I’m more than okay. I want to do this all the time.” The realization that Jude had said that out loud snapped him back. He tried to left himself up but instead sent a pain up his back. Right, the knot. He slowly looked up at Erling, scared of what he would find. Erling would probably be disgusted and run away the second his knot went down. Jude knew they were only doing this for now, that Erling only looked for Jude because it was easy and familiar. He knew it was the only way they could fit pleasure in their busy lives. Instead he was met with warm eyes and a smile.
“Me too. I want to do this all the time. Only with you. Always only with you.”
Oh. Oh.
Erling wanted him like Jude wanted him. Jude felt his eyes water and tears stream down his cheek. He never let himself believe that scared of being rejected by the alpha, and now here he was. Admitting to him that he wanted this just as much as he did.
“I want you to be mine and i want to be yours. Will you let me darling?” Erling asked so softly, cheeks rosy and eyes glazing over, his own tears threatening to spill.
“I thought you’d never ask.” Jude states with the biggest smile he’s ever smiled. He reached down and kissed Erling deeply. A slow kiss where he tried to pour every ounce of love and admiration he felt for the older man. Erling kissed him back just as much, the sentiment making more tears spill from Jude. He had never been so happy. Hell he had just taken his team further into the bloody world cup and it still didn’t compare. Jude couldn’t wait to spend the rest of his life with Erling. His alpha.